In the 1970s a woman befriended my mother. She was a scientologist that worked for a few of the Sea Organization church groups: Guardian's Office/Office Of Special Affairs (today) and Author Services. Mom really loved her and for the rest o

Edgar Winter

Mar 27th, 2020 14m 11s

Celebrities are an important part of luring people into Scientology and accepting that the information and technology L. Ron Hubbard wrote actually works. In the first decade of my life in scientology I was regularly shown photos of celebriti

Does Scientology Believe In God or A GOD?

Dec 16th, 2019 15m 59s

We are merely meat. Meat bodies. I mean, we inhabit meat bodies.Life is going to repeat for us. What about God? Where does God enter into my world as a Scientologist? Since I was dedicating my entire life to Scientology Aims, Goals, Directi

My reason for choosing Buzzsprout for my podcasting

Nov 14th, 2019 1m 54s

My reasons for choosing Buzzsprout for my podcasting.Don't waste time like I did. Check out my first "commercial" I guess you'd call it.GO HERE to sign up for BUZZSPROUT:$20 Amazon Gift Certificate Gift - Click HERE to sign up using my referra

Where the hell have I been?

Nov 14th, 2019 5m 33s

A quick explanation of why I have not posted an episode in FOREVER. I guess I should know by now that life will never be simple or easy! We had to move TWICE in two months and tried to keep things under control (all smiles people!). My husb

L. Ron Hubbard Became My Father

Oct 14th, 2019 16m 35s

Over time I forgot my biological father and put my money (and soul) on the only male figure in my life that gave me guidance: L. Ron Hubbard. Wait, he was the only one I was allowed to follow for face the consequences.My mother handed over the

Manipulating Children Is Easy

Sep 22nd, 2019 23m 46s

I have no idea what I don't know. None of us do. Punishment for a child and adult are the same in Scientology. I explain one of the many methods used to control me, my sister and every member. How is this OK? Why is it done? One thing tha

A Terrible Decision

Aug 15th, 2019 15m 23s

I was only 6 or 7 when the cult of Scientology took over my life. I explain how this happened to me, my little sister and my mom. I found a handwritten letter my mother wrote that helped fill in the blanks. We were a happy NORMAL family of 3

Twisted Sophie's Choice

Aug 2nd, 2019 21m 11s

As a Sea Org member, I had to keep my pregnancy secret. I knew what had happened to other women that got pregnant: they were sent away to strange and unknown places to run small and failing Scientology organizations (they don't call them churc

Feel My Finger

Jul 26th, 2019 11m

So you've got extreme pain, maybe a broken arm or leg, fever, terrible headache? Most parents in the real world would dig in to find out why or what happened FIRST! Chances are high that you'd likely get a hug or kiss to comfort you. That is

1986

Jul 13th, 2019 14m 38s

I discovered my W2 from 1986 when I worked for the Church of Scientology International. My pay was $1202.94. My hours worked were over 5,000 in that year! This would be 24 cents-an-hour. On paper, I was being paid by the C of S as a Sea Orga

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