I was living the dream life. Always wanted a happy beautiful family. A husband who thought I was number 1. I was a best selling author my pod cast was going strong and then bam my husband chose not to come home because drugs were better. I kept calm-I cried my eyes out. I kept my composure-I cussed the walls at night for they're memories. But my hair and make up were always great and I was always smiling. Guess what now that fake smile is REAL AND I DON'T HAVE EXTRA WRINKLES! HOW did I do this you ask....well listen to my show duh and with Philippines 4:13