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You're listening to I Choose Me with
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Jenny Garth. Welcome,
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my friend. I'm so happy you
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decided to hang out with me today. I
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cannot wait to start talking
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about choices with you and
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how our choices determine our
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paths moving forward in life.
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I have so much in store for you. I
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promised you that I would share some stories
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from my life, and that is what I'm going to do
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today. I want to tell
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you about the time I decided
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to let love in again. But
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hold on, let's do that thing. Let's
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go back in order to go
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forward.
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Okay.
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In twenty twelve, I went through
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a very public and painful
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divorce. I spent
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the next couple of years grieving and
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ventually healing. When
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I find resurfaced into
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the world, back into society,
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people started encouraging
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me to get back out there start
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dating again. That thought honestly
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made me feel sick. But
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when the time felt right, I
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started dipping my toe into that pool.
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And let me tell you, my dating pool was
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pretty shallow. It
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was basically set ups,
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friends of friends kind of thing. I
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had no idea what I was doing,
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what I was hoping to find, who I would
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find. It
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was pretty brutal. I
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was awkward and
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needy, not a very attractive
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combo. When
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I look back now, I
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see a very lost
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lady just trying to feel
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loved again. I
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was putting way too much importance and focus
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on getting a man to love me again. It
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was like I was throwing
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spaghetti against the wall, just trying
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to figure out what would stick. Some
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of my choices were odd to others,
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odd to even me, and in
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my confused and sort
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of weakened state of self understanding,
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I saw myself attaching
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my worth to these guys
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who had no idea who I really was and
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who were just not right. Yet
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I tried so hard
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to make each one of them love me. I
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so wanted to succeed in a relationship,
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and who knows, maybe maybe
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I was trying so hard because
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I wanted to show my ex what he had lost,
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what a mistake he had made. Whatever
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it was, it wasn't working. I
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decided to take a break from searching
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for that kind of love altogether and
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just focus on my girls and my job. I
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was doing a sitcom at the time called
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Mystery Girls. I was also building a
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house, a home for my
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new family, which was just
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me and the girls and our
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dogs, and I gotta
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be honest. I like that vibe a lot
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more than dating. It
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was really turning into a good time
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in my life. I was finding
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my self worth again, and
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I was feeling confident and capable
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of being out there on my own. I
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was reinventing my life.
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I was doing a lot of work on myself, and
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I started to think ahead. My
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therapist, Wade High. Wade
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encouraged me to make a list
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of my non negotiables.
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The things that I had learned were top
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priorities in my next
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relationship, and here are a few of
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them. Number one a family man,
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a man who puts family form first top
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of the list. Number two
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a man who keeps his word
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honesty very important to me. Number
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three someone who could make me laugh. I
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really needed some laughter in my life.
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Number four, someone who was confident
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enough in who they were to let
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me shine. Also a
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man who never complained about how much luggage I packed
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for a trip. And there were others,
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but I don't remember what they are right
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now. So that was my list, my
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list of non negotiables. That's
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what I did so I would know when
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someone came along and checked the
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boxes. But all the while I was
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asking myself, do I even really
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ever want a man in my life
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again? Which,
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as you know, as a middle aged
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woman who's gone through a divorce, that's a
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valid question to ask yourself. So
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now it was the end of twenty fourteen,
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and what they say is true. It
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happens when you least expect
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it, and it helped me tell the story.
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I want to introduce you to the
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man who loves to let
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me shine. I
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want you all to meet my hubs, Dave
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Abrams, Hi, babe. I was
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thinking we could talk about
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how we met.
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Oh yeah, I like that story.
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I mean, you know, people like to know these stories.
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Everybody loves a what's it
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called a cute meat
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meet. I don't
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like cute me because
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you know ours of ours was a blind
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meet.
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Cute. Do you remember the story?
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Because I remember you get a lot
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of You get a lot of flak for your memory.
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I do, but I remember
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the story.
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Do you want to tell it? Yeah? How about
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you? Sorry, we'll go with that, okay. So what was
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what was your perspective on
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a blind date?
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I thought I was going to talk Oh my god,
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okay, my friend who was
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uh seeing a guy who
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was younger than her. She had just
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been divorced not that long ago, and now she
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was seeing a younger man. I was like, oh, that's so cool.
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When we started we chatted. She was a school
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friend, yeah, school friend, a mommy friend of mine at
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school, and I remember we were on our yearly
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camp out at El Capitan, uh
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huh, and she said
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to me, would you be open
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to meeting my boyfriends, one
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of his best friends. And
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I was like, I wasn't really
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even like at the place of wanting
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to meet anybody, but I was at the place in my
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life after the divorce where I
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had done a ton of work and I was finally
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happy on my own. I felt really
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strong, really confident.
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And then she said that to me, and I was
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like, okay, I'll practice. Let me
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practice. I need to practice dating. So I went what
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they set up a blind date basically with
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us, and it was like a double date.
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Do you remember when you googled me?
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Oh that was yeah, that's true.
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People do that. Yeah, everybody.
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You're gonna go out with somebody and it's you know,
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a blond day you google them.
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Yeah, but you know there was at the
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time. I don't know if I don't know, if Dave
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Abrams the Chippendale dancer, if
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you're out there, Dave, he's out there.
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You got a nice physique.
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Yeah, because when you google Dave vid or
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Dave Abrams, Yeah, he
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was coming up a Chipendale dancer.
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Google's all it's all something else, it's all
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Jenny and Dave. It's just Jenny and David.
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Anyways. But I thought I was
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going on a double date with a Chippendale dancer.
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Yeah, little did you know?
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No, I knew by the time I got to the restaurant,
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I knew you were a Chipendale's dancer. But
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I did walk in. I
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did walk in, and immediately
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what.
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The bar was a crowded by the way, you were late
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whatever. Do you know how many
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minutes late? You were like, oh my god, you do yeah,
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fifteen minutes late. We had to wait.
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Are you sure it wasn't sixteen minutes, No, fifteen
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okay.
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For sure. And you were wearing all
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black and you out of your hair
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was cut at a bob and a bob. That's
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cute. Looking
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back, you ordered like.
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Wait, I was talking, this is what
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happened. I was saying.
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When I walked into the thing, into the bar.
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It was crowded, and immediately
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my eyes went to a
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tall man standing at the bar, like
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your typical actor,
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like LA guy that really
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handsome.
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I'd tee offense to that.
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And immediately I said, oh
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m hmm. And then they introduced
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me to you, and you
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were that guy.
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Well, we sat down us four, and
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we ordered some drinks. You said
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nothing, and then they
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proceeded to talk. I kind
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of didn't say anything.
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I didn't really feel social. I wasn't
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in a social mood to begin with for some reason.
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Yeah, and then it just it felt awkward.
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I felt like I was being interviewed almost, and.
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They were talking about nine oh two and oh, and
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I was like, I, all, I
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don't I don't know the show.
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You never watched it.
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No, I didn't know. I
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mean my sister did. But I mean
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I knew. I mean obviously
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I knew of you. I googled you. You
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Google. The first thing out of my
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mouth when I was approached to go in the state was
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oh, she's three kids.
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All right, Well whatever, I'll go. Ah
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and yeah.
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Wait, you probably should have really thought that through a little
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bit more.
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I mean, yeah,
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yeah, that's probably a thing I don't really
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think. So
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I went in there and yeah,
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you didn't say a word and you
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ordered pasta and
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salt.
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It was a very foodie restaurant, and you know I don't
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like food.
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Looking back, yeah, I was like, oh, do you
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want to try this? This this place is
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really good fish pasta. Yeah.
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No, I'm.
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Like anyways, looking back, it makes complete
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a get it. And then we
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left the restaurant. They
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were leaving and you're
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we were going to valet. You gave the
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ticket. Your car got pulled up right in front
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of mine. I was saying, I walked
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over to you and I was like, after what did we
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say? Like three sentences of each other. I was like,
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well, it was really nice meeting you.
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Can I call you sometime. It's kind
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of like a like you were going to be like, no, see
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you and you're like no, but you can
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follow me, And I was like, I
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first thought was oh on Instagram.
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No. She was like, no, dummy, follow me
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in your car. So we were
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on the yeah, and then you
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like like a like a bat
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out of hell.
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I wanted to get out of there.
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And I don't drive fast, and I
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like, I've been accused of driving like an old man,
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I do the speed limit. My motto
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is I don't. I ain't got nowhere to be. That's gonna
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kill me. Okay, and you
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flew and we were in
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silver Lake.
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I needed to I did that
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intentionally. I drove like that intentionally,
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and I spoke to you like that intentionally because
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I needed to know if
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you were on the same level as me, like,
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hmmm, a little crazy, spontaneous,
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a little a little wild.
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Okay, well, yeah, I guess I was.
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You were. I'm not like that though I
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probably would have went over and went to bed, but
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I followed you. We went to this little
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place called Cafe.
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Stella, had a little
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drink at the bar.
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We got to know each other, and you.
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Started to make me laugh. Yeah,
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almost instantly, and I was like, hey, he's
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not just a pretty face. He's actually funny
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and fun to hang out with. I like this guy, and
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you were hot, which started
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just like change my mind.
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Well thank you for that. Yeah,
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yeah, yeah, And I thought you were
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like fun and beautiful
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and refreshing and
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to the point, not a lot
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of bullshit. When
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we left Cafe Cella, I walked you out to the valet.
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And was that our first
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kid?
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That's it.
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I don't remember it. How was it?
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It was good? I got tingles, yeah,
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and then we said goodbye. I
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lived kind of closed. You lived in Studio
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City, so you lived a little bit further away. I
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got home right but right when I pulled
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into my driveway, I
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remember getting a text and you said,
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you want one more drink.
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I was like, okay, what time
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is it now?
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Oh god? That was well. That place was
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closing, Cafe's eleven. It was
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like a Tuesday night.
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We are wild.
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Tuesday night, eleven o'clock. You
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text you want one more drink a baye
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bar, and you sent me this address.
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And I was like, I lived in Studio City. I
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don't know the bay bar. What
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bar is this?
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I can't believe you're telling this story.
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Yeah, And so I drove over
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there and I was like, I don't know this bar.
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I'm going up a hill. It's all residential,
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residential canyon. And I get to a
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gate and I text
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you I'm here, and the gate
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just opens. I pull
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in. There's no no, the
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lights are kind of off, there's no one. I
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don't know if you're in there. And
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I walked to the front door. It's it's a beautiful,
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beautiful house. But I'm thinking to myself, what
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the absolute hell am
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I doing? What what am I doing?
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And then we had a we had a nice evening.
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We chatted, you came to the bay bar, came to
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the bar at a bar then, Yeah,
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and we named it the Babe bar because it was
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all girls at my house at the time and
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there's.
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The big bar. When we sat and we chatted
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and yeah, that was
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that was it. Came
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to see the next day at work, it was
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mosy on up at the bar.
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I mean instantly it was we were
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on that was.
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It over done?
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Didn't look back, Nope, didn't
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listen to anybody.
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No, m did
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we have anybody? There was anybody
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like objecting on your side when
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we were first together.
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Well, what if I tell you that now? Are
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you going to be mad at them?
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No? Not at all? No, Wait,
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who I remember? I remember
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Luca, But Luca
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was also seventeen, about
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to be eighteen.
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I mean that's a pretty significant opposer.
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Yeah, our oldest daughter.
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Yeah, I mean senior in high school. There's
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a lot going on. And then we kind of threw
14:59
that on her. Yeah.
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Oh, by the way, we're getting married after
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being together for three months.
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Yeah, after your graduation in July.
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Wait you graduate June. Oh yeah,
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then we're gonna have a wedding. Wait
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who who? Who?
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I'm trying to think. I don't think that mister
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Showbiz objected, or at least
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if he did, or if there was any
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conversation about it, he never told me. I
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would love to ask him now, like, was
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there something you wanted to
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tell me but you never did?
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Oh, I'm for sure it was in the back of
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his head.
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What about you did your my mom never
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said because she really liked you and
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she loved what you brought to our
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family.
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M hmm. Kind of the same background, you
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know, kind of were raised in the same
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like old fashion. Your mom's very old fashioned
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Midwest. Uh, and so was
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your dad.
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Okay, so mister Shobbs didn't object. My
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mom didn't object. No, Adele didn't
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object. She met you, she vetted
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you.
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Yeah, well I met Adele, like
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what was it this second or
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second week we were
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together?
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Yeah, and she loved you. I met your
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friends mm hmm.
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Yeah, and I when my the friend
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who introduced us already knew
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you, sort of like acquaintances,
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and then all my other friends were
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yeah. On board. I
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mean, they all thought I was nuts.
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Looking back, do you think you were nuts
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for making that decision? Mmm?
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I mean, looking back, yeah, I feel like it was
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a nutty decision. But I wouldn't have done
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anything different. I don't really. I
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think I don't really have a plan.
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I mean we joked sometimes and say,
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probably should have thought that through a little better.
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Yeah.
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Yeah, even if we had thought it
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through, even if you had more time to
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think it through, you were You're
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saying you would still make the same Yeah.
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I would have made the same decision absolutely,
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What about you?
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I would have made the same decision too, only
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because I am crazy
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and I love adventure and
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I'm you know what I mean, Like this
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just seemed.
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Well in the beginning, it's always you
17:11
know, fun stuff. And then you
17:14
had jobs, and we went on some trips,
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like we went to Arizona and
17:18
then we went to Cabo and
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then we went all over the place. So yeah
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that eventually the trips fizzle out and.
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Life gets real.
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Yeah.
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I remember thinking, like, once
17:33
the glitter wears off of
17:36
this new relationship and the excitement
17:38
of it all, what's
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going to happen? Yeah,
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And we were faced with that reality
17:45
very early, like literally
17:47
like a month after we got married.
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Yeah, that was that
17:52
was crazy. Thrust here
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you go into the real
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world.
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I mean, because your life it's
18:00
not I mean, our lives both changed. I would
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say your life changed drastically.
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Drastically. You went from a single.
18:07
Guy living in a one
18:09
bedroom apartment to moving
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into a little bit of a nicer
18:14
house in Studio
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City. Three
18:19
four dogs again at the time, three
18:22
step children, and then all of a sudden, I'm taking
18:25
you know, the girls to school and walking them
18:27
into class because this was you know, they
18:29
were still in the lower school,
18:32
was the lower in upper school,
18:34
and everybody would take the kids in in the
18:36
morning and you'd have stuff to do,
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and we were like delegating between
18:41
like Peter had them one week and then we had them
18:43
the other week.
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And you were so great though, you
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just really jumped into everything
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with both feet, like you dove
18:51
in.
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Yeah, I mean it. And also it
18:54
was crazy and like being in that situation
18:57
all of a sudden, I'm at this like prominent
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Los Angeles school with a
19:02
bunch of other celebrities walking
19:04
these kids in and then like.
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Were you starstruck?
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Uh? Yeah, you forget it.
19:09
I might have been because you before
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me, you were the guy at the grocery store
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who looked at like the National Inquirer and
19:15
US Weekly.
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Yeah I love the check Yeah yeah, I
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like.
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You don't love that stuff. Yeah yeah,
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I don't ever look at those but yeah.
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That whole situation and then that school,
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and and just like then the events
19:28
that the school would do, and then becoming
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like you know, being around those other parents
19:34
that are are celebrities looking.
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At was really intimidating
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for you.
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So what do you do again, Dave? Well,
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I'm opening a restaurant bar oh
19:44
where Rampart,
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which to anyone that knows it's not a
19:50
great area, they would
19:52
never go to Rampart in
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East LA. But uh yeah,
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oh yeah, I'm gonna come down check it out. I
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don't think you should.
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But you didn't move in right away, No.
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We waited. I slept when the kids were home.
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I slept in the guest room. That's so
20:10
cute. It feels like it
20:12
was like literally like
20:15
warp speed and went from
20:18
that to like stepdad.
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Yeah, and looking
20:22
back, this is
20:24
something we can talk about in a future
20:26
episode because it's a pretty significant part
20:28
of our.
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Well perfect I like waiting to
20:32
talk about things.
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Well, you're gonna have to wait because this is a
20:34
bigger subject. But I
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think because
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we did fast track everything, there
20:42
was a lot of like learning
20:44
and growing on both our parts,
20:46
but mostly on your part. I mean
20:49
in like having a family like
20:51
that and being having all these responsibilities
20:54
put upon you and yeah,
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and having to like model for the kids
20:59
a certain behavior, and
21:02
just you and I getting on the same page about parenting,
21:06
which.
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That really wasn't that difficult, right,
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That wasn't That wasn't but we did.
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My point is we did reach
21:13
some obstacles that we couldn't
21:15
get passed or we thought we couldn't get past, but
21:18
it didn't. It took us a while, and
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I think that you realized, Okay,
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I'm swimming in the deep end and
21:25
I need a
21:28
life preserver.
21:29
Yeah. And then also if you if you take
21:31
a step back and look at bigger picture, you know, the kids
21:34
were involved, and that's that's the
21:36
main thing. And so then all
21:38
your crazy stuff that's
21:41
going on in your head that like it may seem overwhelming,
21:43
Well, you made this choice and
21:46
we have to like kind of figure this out. And we did.
21:48
We we're still going to therapy and
21:51
and doing a lot of like
21:53
work.
21:54
But it was it was, it
21:56
was we reached an impasse.
21:58
Yeah, we weren't doing we weren't doing the
22:00
right work. It was. It
22:02
was actually we were trying to get everybody else to
22:04
do it for us in a
22:07
weird way. Does that make sense to you at
22:09
all? No? Okay, Well we did
22:11
go to like three different therapists,
22:14
and you remember, Barbara.
22:16
We tried some things. We really did
22:19
try.
22:19
We gave it all we did, and
22:22
we reached.
22:22
It and passed it. We'll talk about that in another episode.
22:24
But because I
22:27
have some notes for that, I think it says
22:29
I didn't do anything wrong.
22:32
No, no, not at all. But I'm
22:34
really proud of us. I'm proud of
22:36
us for like finding
22:39
somebody Like when I found
22:41
you, I knew this is a good
22:43
man. This is
22:46
a person that I can see in my home,
22:48
I can see around my kids, and
22:51
I can see growing
22:55
into you know, who we're
22:57
going to be as a couple. I can see that with
22:59
them.
23:02
Yeah, you were very willing and like
23:05
you seem like you wanted it too.
23:07
I did. I did. But But does
23:09
this make sense without knowing it? You
23:12
know, just just really being in
23:14
love with you? Kind
23:16
of took over everything.
23:19
And then I said, well, if
23:21
that's there, then you know we
23:24
can do anything. There's obviously,
23:26
you know, more to that, because
23:29
they say, you know, love conquers all, it
23:31
actually does, but you
23:33
know it's not. You know, there's
23:36
there's that other there's
23:38
that other layer to it that you really
23:40
have to work on. But I
23:42
was just so in love with you. I was. I
23:44
was in love with the kids. I was, you
23:47
know, in love with an exciting life
23:50
that we can make, and
23:54
then you don't really think about all
23:56
the other stuff, A
24:00
lot of other stuff. Yep.
24:02
We threw caution to the winds, but.
24:05
It worked out. I mean, it's working out.
24:09
I wouldn't want it any other way.
24:11
So it's a choice we have to make every day.
24:13
We chose each other that first night.
24:15
Mm hmm.
24:17
That's pretty cool.
24:18
Thank you.
24:19
You said before that you didn't know if
24:21
mister Showbiz approved of you. Did
24:24
you know that he listens to every
24:26
recording of this podcast, so we can
24:28
ask him right now in real wa. Yeah,
24:31
Hey, mister I heard Days
24:33
say something before you started recording
24:35
where he mentioned me, and I thought, I
24:38
hope that.
24:38
That she doesn't say that.
24:40
I had a problem because I specifically
24:42
did not I had a problem with several other
24:45
guys.
24:46
Yeah no, I know, yes, I
24:48
know about that, but not this guy.
24:51
Absolutely not not this guy.
24:54
Not this guy.
24:55
I'm going to get a T shirt for you that says, not this
24:57
guy.
24:57
Not this guy.
25:06
Oh okay, it's
25:09
just me again. I'm
25:11
wondering what you guys
25:13
are thinking of me right now because that was pretty
25:15
bold. But you know what, I
25:18
honestly have no shame in that
25:20
game. I had been letting men
25:24
lead me around for long enough, letting
25:26
the man make the moves, make the decisions
25:29
on whether to move forward in the relationship
25:31
or not. And I was over that.
25:34
I was over being the passenger in that car.
25:37
And here's the key. I
25:39
had started loving my life
25:42
again, choosing what
25:44
I wanted. I was
25:46
choosing me for the very
25:49
first time in a long time.
25:52
And that is exactly when it happened. I
25:56
believe sometimes in life, when
25:58
you find something you really want, something
26:01
that feels right, you
26:03
just have to put it all on the line. You have to
26:06
go for it. And that is what I did. I
26:09
went for it because
26:11
at the end of the day, I
26:13
really did want what we all want,
26:16
love loyalty, companionship.
26:22
Would I make the same decision again, Yes, Yes,
26:24
I would, yep, yep, yep. It
26:27
hasn't always been easy, but I would absolutely
26:30
choose love again. Choosing
26:33
to love again after heartbreak
26:36
it's a profound act of courage,
26:39
and it is complicated. It's
26:41
about acknowledging the
26:44
pain of the past, but at
26:46
the same time refusing to let that
26:48
pain define our future. It
26:51
involves embracing vulnerability,
26:55
opening ourselves up to that possibility
26:58
of hurt all over again, and trusting
27:02
that we are worthy of love. One
27:05
of the biggest challenges is overcoming
27:09
that fear of getting hurt again,
27:12
because after experiencing heartbreak, it's
27:15
natural to build walls around
27:18
our hearts to protect ourselves. But
27:21
those walls can also prevent us
27:23
from fully experiencing
27:26
love and connection again.
27:29
And I know it is so hard to
27:32
let go of that past baggage
27:35
and those old stories and those
27:37
old insecurities. But
27:40
I want you to see that
27:42
each new relationship is an
27:44
opportunity. It's an
27:46
opportunity to reinvent yourself
27:48
and your life, just like I
27:50
did. It's a choice,
27:54
and it's a choice. I hope you find
27:56
the courage to invite into your life too.
28:00
I love you now. I want you to
28:02
go look in the mirror and tell yourself
28:04
that you love you too. I'll
28:06
be right here next week. I
28:08
hope you will
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