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Welcome to the Attention Deficit
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Disorder Expert Podcast Series by
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Attitude Magazine. Hello
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everyone. I'm Carol Fleck and
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on behalf of the Attitude team, I'm
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pleased to welcome you to
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today's ADHD Experts Presentation titled,
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New Year, New Playbook. Any
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plans that work for your ADHD brain?
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Leading today's presentation is Tracy
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Otsaka. Tracy is
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a certified ADHD coach, attorney, podcast
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host, and author of the new
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book, ADHD for Smartass
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Women. Over the
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years, she has empowered thousands of clients
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to see their neurodivergence as a strength.
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In today's webinar, we'll discuss the
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challenges and solutions to getting things
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done. Adults
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with ADHD know what they need to do,
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but they struggle to get started. Imposter
1:02
syndrome, perfectionism, and executive function struggles
1:04
all get in the way. Our
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expert will share strategies that suit
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your ADHD brain, build confidence,
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and leverage your strengths. So
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without further ado, I'm so pleased to welcome
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Tracy. Thank you so much for joining us
1:19
today and for leading this discussion. Thank
1:23
you, Carol and Carla, right? It
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was Carla. She's
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Carly. Carly. Yeah.
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Carly. Okay. Now
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you see my ADHD brain in full bloomin' color. It
1:35
is an honor to be here. Thank you so
1:37
much. And thank you so much to the audience
1:40
who's out there. Happy New Year,
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first of all. So of
1:44
course, today we're going to talk about the
1:46
new year and a new playbook. We're going
1:48
to break the overwhelmed cycle of
1:51
getting things done. So
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I just wrote a book with HarperCollins'
1:58
William Morrow as a book. Carol
2:01
mentioned, called the ADHD for smart
2:03
ass women. And
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it was the hardest thing I've
2:07
ever done. I struggled
2:09
to write. Yeah, go figure, but I wrote
2:11
a book. I fancy
2:13
myself a bit like Dorothy Parker,
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who was credited with saying, I
2:19
hate writing, but love
2:21
having written. Poor
2:25
Dorothy Parker. She was
2:27
brilliant. But she, like me, really
2:30
struggled to get her writing done.
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Dorothy co-wrote Hollywood's screenplays. Her most famous,
2:35
you may be familiar with it, was
2:37
A Star is Born. She
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also helped to form the Screenwriters
2:41
Guild, but then found herself blacklisted
2:44
in the 1950s
2:46
because of her communist affiliations,
2:48
code four. She was vocal
2:50
about human rights and civil
2:52
rights, and she criticized
2:54
those in authority. In
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her early years, she wrote for the likes
2:58
of Vogue and Vanity Fair and The New
3:00
Yorker. She was witty and
3:03
outspoken. So she
3:05
was fired from Vanity Fair for
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offending the powers that be. If
3:13
simplistic strategies like Nike's Just Do
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It didn't work for a mind
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as sharp and a pen as
3:20
mighty as Dorothy's, then it
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certainly wouldn't work for me, and it
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likely doesn't work for you either. Look,
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if Just Do It worked, we'd
3:31
already have done it. And
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while tips and tricks are great, they're not
3:36
guaranteed to work for us either. Often
3:38
if the tip or trick isn't quite
3:40
the right fit, we quickly forget about
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it. This leaves us knowing what
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we need to do, but not knowing how
3:47
to actually get it done. So
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today, let's explore some strategies
3:51
that align better with
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the unique wiring of our ADHD
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brain. I'll help you swap
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out the one-size-fits-all approach for strategies. that
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resonate with who you already are.
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You already have successful
4:05
systems in place. You just
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don't know it yet. And
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that's no surprise because your
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systems and strategies were likely
4:14
different than a neurotypical. And this
4:16
is someone whose brain functions similar
4:18
to other ordinary people. You
4:21
probably were led to believe early
4:23
on that you weren't doing it
4:25
right. And therefore you didn't have
4:27
legitimate systems and strategies. Transforming
4:30
how you manage overwhelm and get
4:32
things done in the new year,
4:34
it's about finding your rhythm and
4:36
playing to your strengths rather than
4:38
conforming to neurotypical game plans that
4:40
frankly, they just don't work for
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us. Look, I'm not a great
4:44
writer, but I am a fabulous
4:46
editor. But in order to get
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me to the point where I'm actually editing, you pretty
4:50
much have to submit me to the chair. This
4:53
was so frustrating. So I started to
4:55
look into, well, why might that be?
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Well, because what's required for
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me to write is
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strong executive function skills. Skills
5:07
like planning
5:10
and scheduling and organizing, time
5:15
management, decision-making, emotional
5:18
regulation, among other things. All
5:21
of these cognitive skills involve our executive
5:23
functions. Executive function is like the CEO
5:25
of our brain. It makes sure that
5:28
we get things done and it is
5:30
exactly what ADHD brains are challenged by.
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I'll tell you more about that in
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a bit. For me, when
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it came to writing, I had all
5:39
these thoughts in my head, which I
5:41
then had to organize into some form
5:43
of an outline. And then I had
5:45
to choose the most important thoughts. Was
5:48
it this thought? Was
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it not important? Was it slightly
5:54
important? Was it important? Was
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it very important? Was
5:59
it the most... important. This
6:01
is an impossible decision when you have
6:04
a brain like mine that thinks everything
6:06
is important. And then what if I
6:08
forgot something? But let me tell you
6:10
a secret. Focused attention
6:13
actually causes you to confirm
6:16
what you already know. So that's
6:18
all you look for. Unfocused
6:21
attention on the other hand
6:23
or inattention what those of
6:25
us with ADHD have, right,
6:27
allows you to take everything
6:29
else that's going on in
6:31
around you. That sideways glance,
6:34
patterns in data or behavior,
6:36
connections between unrelated topics or
6:38
ideas. So who do
6:40
you think is going to be more creative? Not
6:43
the neurotypicals. With their focused attention,
6:45
it's going to be us with
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our unfocused attention. So I started
6:49
to think about strategies to getting
6:51
things done and the fact that
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although everyone's ADHD symptoms and traits
6:55
look a little different, which is
6:58
what makes it hard to diagnose,
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right, there were a few
7:02
things that we all have in common
7:04
that might be helpful. If
7:08
we're not interested, forget about
7:10
it. We all have
7:12
interest-based nervous systems. And this
7:14
is exactly why the Just
7:17
Do It approach fails for
7:19
our ADHD brains. What's
7:21
important to others doesn't
7:24
automatically become important to us.
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What am I talking about? Neurotypical
7:31
people have an importance-based
7:34
nervous system. If
7:41
it's important to their parents,
7:43
teachers, coaches, partners, bosses, that
7:45
they get something done, they'll
7:48
just do it. They have
7:50
no problem doing what others
7:52
around them have deemed important.
7:55
School, right, even if
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they're not interested. We have
8:00
with ADHD had interest-based
8:02
nervous systems. If we're not interested,
8:05
it is really difficult for us
8:07
to get that thing done. It's
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not that we need to try
8:11
harder, we have a character flaw
8:13
or a moral failing, it's neurobiology.
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So why might this be? Dopamine
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is the culprit. Our brains
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don't make enough dopamine or
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we don't process it in the
8:30
same way neurotypicals do. We're not
8:32
sure, we're not a hundred percent
8:34
sure. So dopamine is that feel-good
8:36
neurotransmitter that's responsible for feeling pleasure,
8:39
reward, motivation. It's also responsible for
8:41
learning and focus. It
8:43
affects all those executive functions
8:45
that we were talking about
8:47
earlier. Our ability or struggles
8:49
with planning, scheduling, time management,
8:51
motivation, emotional regulation, etc. These
8:53
are all skills that affect how
8:55
we get things done, right? Now
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if we're interested in doing that thing
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we can do it quite well and
9:02
likely better than you neurotypicals, thank you
9:04
very much. But when we're
9:07
not interested we struggle and
9:09
then people think she's all over the
9:11
place, she can't focus. Which
9:14
isn't true. What is
9:16
true is we can't focus on the
9:18
things you want us to focus on.
9:20
But we can focus on the things
9:22
that we're interested in so much so
9:24
that we hyper focus and lose track
9:27
of time. We are very
9:29
mission driven, just a sensitive. However we
9:31
need to be engaged by what's of
9:33
interest to us. So what
9:35
is the other thing that those with ADHD brains
9:38
all seem to have in common? We
9:41
thrive with positive emotion.
9:44
The ADHD brain
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thrives with positive emotion
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and positively wilts with negative
9:51
emotion. And this would make
9:53
perfect sense because positive emotion, feeling good,
9:55
being proud of ourselves, also
9:57
fires that elusive dopamine and it makes it
10:00
easier for us to accomplish those
10:02
tasks we're interested in and
10:05
also makes it possible for us
10:07
to complete those tasks we are
10:09
uninterested in. And so
10:11
in the spirit of positive emotion, I
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always share this statistic.
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Yep, do you know
10:20
that 43% of all people
10:23
with ADHD are in excellent
10:25
mental health? Not okay
10:27
mental health, not good mental health,
10:29
excellent mental health. There was a
10:32
big study out of Canada in
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2022, February, March, that
10:38
showed that this is true. So
10:40
instead of focusing on the pathology,
10:42
our weaknesses, why don't we ask
10:44
what are those 43% of people
10:47
doing to feel so good and why
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don't we do more of that? I
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don't believe for a minute that you are defective
10:54
or you are disordered. I think we
10:56
have a different brain that uses a
10:59
different operating system. Frankly,
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I think we're max in a windows-driven world
11:03
and I don't know about you but
11:05
I'd want to be a Mac. As
11:07
I said above, we already have systems.
11:10
We may just not know that we
11:12
have systems and
11:14
after five years of interviewing and talking
11:17
to thousands of women with ADHD, I
11:19
have never met an ADHD woman
11:22
who wasn't truly brilliant at something
11:25
and what I know for sure
11:27
is that we can all
11:29
feel and do a lot better knowing
11:32
that we're not defective or
11:34
disordered, just different. So
11:37
that begs the question, what else
11:39
generates positive emotion and how do we
11:41
use it to accomplish more in the
11:43
new year? When
11:47
you have a task that you need to complete, ask
11:50
yourself, how do I make
11:52
it more fun, make
11:55
it more challenging, make it
11:57
more social? So in the
11:59
case of this book. This
12:01
can look like, I don't know, working in
12:03
a coffee shop instead of sitting here, you know,
12:05
in my house at my desk, working
12:08
with friends who are spending time working
12:10
on their own tasks, setting a timer
12:12
and challenging myself to finish a task
12:14
in 45 minutes and
12:16
then trying to beat that time. In
12:19
the case of getting the house picked up, I
12:21
could wash the dishes and listen to music
12:23
or a podcast. If I picked up everything
12:25
off the counters and put it away last
12:28
time in 15 minutes, I
12:30
could challenge myself to do it in 10 minutes
12:32
this time. I could call a
12:34
friend when I'm trying to get the house picked up.
12:37
For you neurotypical parents or partners, I have
12:39
a bonus for you. You
12:41
want us to get something done for you, make
12:43
us think it's our idea and
12:46
then bowl us over with all
12:48
of the positive emotion once we
12:50
do it. Better yet, jump in
12:52
and help us because that makes
12:54
it more social, right? What
12:56
we need is a lot less nagging
12:58
and a lot more nurturing. By the
13:00
time an ADHD child is
13:03
10, they hear 20,000 more
13:05
negative messages than a neurotypical child
13:07
does. Can you imagine
13:10
what that does to their sense of
13:12
self-worth? Try positive emotion.
13:14
You'll be surprised at how much
13:16
better it works. So
13:20
let's go back to poor Dorothy
13:22
Parker, who was probably the most
13:24
famous of procrastinators. First
13:27
off, she said clever things like this, and I
13:29
don't know about you, but I
13:31
can totally relate. Dorothy
13:33
considered herself a short-distance writer rather
13:36
than a long-distance writer, and boy,
13:38
can I relate to that. When
13:41
attitude asks me to write an article, no
13:43
problem. If they would want a
13:45
book, big problem. Dorothy could get
13:47
short articles and short stories written, but
13:50
she really struggled with her novel. In
13:52
fact, she ignored its deadline for 37
13:56
Years. Yeah, none of you have done anything
13:58
close to that. Impress
14:00
said it was the longest
14:02
unfulfilled. Contract in the
14:04
company's history. Seeds.
14:08
Sense holograms, tour editors when she
14:10
missed deadlines. Look.
14:13
At this. This. Is instead
14:15
of telephoning because I can't look
14:17
you in the voiced. What a
14:19
brilliant, weighty sentence. And you should
14:22
know that Dorothy Parker actually thought
14:24
she had a system. She developed
14:26
it at the New Yorker. So
14:29
this was Dorothy system Monday through
14:31
Thursday. She. Didn't
14:33
write. Friday.
14:36
Seat. Ignore the deadline. Sunday.
14:39
When several of her editors would
14:41
call demanding her column sounds like
14:43
a nightmare carol doesn't it squint
14:45
at these editors would call demanded
14:47
your call and see. Oh yeah,
14:50
Start. Writing I know
14:52
that. Dorothy system would
14:54
never work for me, because frankly,
14:56
it didn't work for her either.
14:59
All that adrenaline would just scratched
15:01
my nervous system and yours too.
15:03
So that got me really curious.
15:06
Why? Do we procrastinate in the
15:09
first place? Well, we've been led
15:11
to believe that if we procrastinate
15:13
were lazy or not trying hard
15:16
enough, we don't care. Know it's
15:18
really just about our little friend.
15:21
Doesn't mean and how our brains
15:23
work differently. Procrastination is deficit is
15:25
the opening deficit and emotion. It's
15:28
how you feel about doing that
15:30
thing that you don't want to
15:33
do. remember emotional regulation. It's simply
15:35
one of or executive. Functions that
15:37
we struggle with. So what's we
15:40
need to do? We.
15:42
Need to increase our own. So
15:44
funny. How do we do
15:46
that? Well, we already know that we
15:48
can make whatever we need to get
15:50
done so much easier by making it
15:53
more fun, challenging, social, So
15:55
that's the strategy. But.
15:58
What if we could allow? How.
16:02
To procrastinate better because.
16:05
Frankly, I think procrastination gets a bad
16:07
rap. So. Are you
16:09
gain? Okay, You.
16:11
Know those irritating people who get an assignment?
16:13
it's do a month from now and they're
16:15
literally working on it the same day they
16:18
get it. He went to school with many
16:20
of them. Maybe work with some of
16:22
them. Worse yet, maybe they're your. Sibling Or
16:24
your parent? Yes, what the hell is wrong
16:26
with those kinds of people? Thought. We'd
16:30
been told. Since. Child set right
16:32
that the early bird always gets the
16:34
worm. But. Do that. What
16:37
if I told you that procrastinators
16:39
actually do better work then those
16:42
early birds? But it's a certain.
16:44
Kind of procrastinator. A.
16:48
Study compared students who did work right
16:50
when it was signed. let's call them
16:52
early birds. And.
16:54
Then compared their work students who saw
16:56
it and at the very last minute,
16:59
let's call them severe procrastinators. You know,
17:01
the kind of start studying the night
17:03
before, take no does, and then don't
17:05
sleep all night and then show up
17:08
to take the test the next morning.
17:10
That was my first year of undergrad
17:12
when I thought I was going to
17:14
be a dentist. Yeah, no aptitude, no
17:17
interest. Well, both of their work there
17:19
early birds and the severe procrastinators was
17:21
basically it was not very good. You.
17:24
Know whose work? What's the best? Yes!
17:27
Moderate. To substantial
17:29
procrastinators fees for the students who
17:31
openly a sign that when they
17:33
got it took some notes, many
17:35
jotted down a quick outline. They
17:37
understood the assignments but then they
17:39
didn't really look at the assignment
17:42
and so much closer to when
17:44
it was do so. why would
17:46
that be. Because.
17:50
According to one of my
17:52
favorites, organizational psychologist Adam Grants
17:55
procrastinators have been working on
17:57
it the entire time. Yeah,
18:00
your brain is constantly processing
18:02
and working, even when
18:05
you're not actively on task. You
18:07
know how when you're interested in buying a car
18:10
that you've never heard about. So
18:13
for me, it was the
18:15
Kia Telluride. I saw a
18:17
commercial on the Super Bowl in 2019. I
18:20
didn't even realize I had seen it. But
18:22
when we needed a car at the end of 2019, somehow
18:25
I remembered that car. So
18:27
of course, now that I remembered the Telluride
18:29
commercial and I needed a car, I
18:32
started seeing Tellurides everywhere
18:35
and articles about Tellurides
18:37
everywhere. A
18:41
guy pulls up with a Telluride and
18:43
you're asking him all kinds of questions
18:46
about his Telluride. Well, that's your
18:48
reticular activating system at
18:51
work. Even though
18:53
you're not doing anything, your brain is
18:55
working on whether or not you should
18:57
or shouldn't buy a Telluride. And
19:00
so pretty soon before you know it, you
19:02
own a Telluride. I
19:05
highly recommend this car, by the way.
19:07
And this school or work project is
19:09
no different. And that's exactly
19:11
how I created this presentation. Carol
19:14
Fleck at Attitude, you have already
19:16
met her, actually asked me to
19:18
do this presentation right before Halloween.
19:21
And then smart women that she is, she
19:24
also asked me to create a description of
19:26
what I was going to talk about. So
19:31
I did a little bit of research and
19:33
I pulled together this description that you probably
19:35
read when you signed up. And then I
19:38
put it away. But
19:40
because I knew what I was going to
19:42
talk about, lo
19:45
and behold, I started to
19:47
notice more research around procrastination. And
19:49
I started to think more about
19:52
what I already knew about procrastination
19:54
and past presentations I had created
19:56
on procrastination. A month later,
19:58
I had enough churning around in my house. my brain
20:01
that I threw together an outline. And
20:04
then I let it sit for
20:06
another month. To be
20:08
honest, I let it sit until right
20:10
before my deadline this week. Right
20:13
Carly? And let
20:15
me tell you, creating a presentation
20:17
this way is easy peasy
20:19
compared to waiting until the
20:21
very last minute. I
20:24
mean, think about it. Let's
20:27
use our enormous creativity and
20:30
our problem solving abilities. After all,
20:33
even scientists say that ideation is
20:35
one of our main strengths. We
20:38
have these creative brains. Let's give ourselves
20:40
every advantage. Science shows
20:42
us that when we learn something new, the best
20:44
way to consolidate our learning and then come up
20:46
with new ideas is to sleep on it. People,
20:50
this is free work time and we don't
20:52
have to do anything. So our brains are
20:54
working on the problem even when we're sleeping.
20:57
Because when we do this, we're always going to
20:59
come up with more out of the box ideas.
21:01
And that is exactly what makes our
21:03
work better. We are true
21:06
problem solvers. We see opportunities when
21:08
others just see a problem. We
21:11
make connections when others don't.
21:14
So for your next
21:16
project, you're
21:20
going to open up the email,
21:23
the assignment, the notes
21:25
immediately. Remember, it's
21:28
the emotion that's holding you back. Either
21:30
you're feeling like, oh, I've got plenty of time.
21:32
I don't need to do this now. But then
21:35
later, the deadline is looming and you don't even
21:37
want to go there because you're so overwhelmed by
21:39
what you might find. So you keep putting it
21:41
off and putting it off and putting it off
21:43
until you're right at the deadline and you have
21:45
no choice. And we already
21:47
know when we create work as
21:49
extreme procrastinators, it's not going to
21:51
be as good as if we
21:54
create work as substantial procrastinators.
21:57
Okay. You're
22:01
going to make sure you understand the
22:03
problem you want to solve. And
22:06
then you just going to number
22:08
three, go on your day and
22:10
positive emotion without a worry and
22:12
let your brain go to work.
22:14
And I want you to consider
22:16
this If you're waiting until the
22:18
very last minute. what are you
22:20
doing for weeks up until that
22:22
deadline? Anyway, you're worrying about the
22:24
project which shuts down your prefrontal
22:26
cortex, which is responsible for your
22:28
executive functions, right? It reduces your
22:30
doesn't mean, and it generates nothing
22:32
but negative emotion. just like Dorothy
22:35
Parker when we're feeling. The emotion
22:37
of doing that hard thing we
22:39
look for distractions? Anything to stop
22:41
feeling that uncomfortable feeling. right? For
22:43
Dorothy, it got so bad she
22:45
drank a bottle of shoe polish
22:47
to run from the negative emotion.
22:49
She was hospitalized, but then she
22:51
got fatter. And guess what?
22:54
her writing with still waiting for
22:56
her. She couldn't out distracted. So
22:58
if I'm gonna think about your
23:00
assignment or project anyway, let's generate
23:02
some positive emotion. And it's cousin
23:04
dopa. Mean along the way to
23:06
make you feel good is so
23:08
much easier to get things done
23:10
that way. Plus you'll have a
23:12
better work product. So.
23:18
Let's talk about some other strategies. When
23:20
you're feeling overwhelmed, you're spinning, you're trying
23:22
to start and you can't Again, we
23:25
know what we need to do. We
23:27
just don't know how to start doing
23:29
it. I call this managing the big
23:31
up. Sorry, not that kind of. oh,
23:34
we're talking overwhelm. The first
23:36
thing you need to do is. The
23:38
first thing you need to focus
23:40
on is regulating your nervous system
23:42
and we are going to start
23:44
by going back to our trusty
23:47
friend. Positive emotions. Remember, we can't.
23:49
Move. Forward. On. Much of
23:52
anything. If we're in our head spinning
23:54
and over thinking and ruminating and beating
23:56
ourselves that we need to get into
23:58
our body to regular. The are nervous
24:01
system first and we do that by
24:03
finding positive emotion. It always comes back
24:05
to dopamine and positive emotion. The first
24:07
question to ask when you feel the
24:10
big overwhelm is what will make you
24:12
feel better. Than. How you
24:14
currently feel, you don't have to
24:16
go from ceiling bad, feeling great.
24:18
There are all kinds of steps
24:21
in between, right? so. A
24:24
lot of this is trial and error.
24:29
But. I'll start with some options that
24:31
seem to work for most people. In
24:34
allowing you to feel better than you
24:37
currently sale. Exercise.
24:40
Studies show it's equivalent to a
24:42
dose of adderall and prozac together.
24:45
Nature getting out in nature even for
24:47
ten minutes every morning, his life changing
24:49
for many. Son. I
24:52
didn't know this stuff and so I'll probably. The.
24:54
Last webinars he did hear son Fire's
24:56
built The Mates and It's sets your
24:59
circadian rhythm, making it easier to fall
25:01
asleep. Breath. Work. At
25:06
sorry. Breath
25:08
Work. You know all of these different
25:10
breathing techniques in hell. For six seconds,
25:13
hold for seven, breathe out for a
25:15
I can't remember any of them. Well,
25:17
it turns out that any kind of
25:19
breathing helps as long as it's d.
25:22
Not. Shallow and it slows your breath
25:24
breathing down. So any technique works as
25:26
long as it's slow as you're breathing
25:29
down South. I actually do. I do
25:31
six, seven eight because that's what I
25:33
can remember. I inhale for six sacks
25:36
and six seconds. Hard for seven. Breathe
25:38
out for a. Number.
25:42
Of for grounding. So
25:44
granting is a way to com your mind
25:46
by noticing what's around you. Like what you
25:48
touch your see, It helps you get out
25:50
of your head and back into your body
25:52
by focusing on the present. When you're feeling
25:55
overwhelmed, you're looking for five things you can
25:57
see You're finding for things you can touch
25:59
your listening. Three things you can hear,
26:01
Two things you can smell signed in
26:03
one thing. That. You taste. And.
26:07
Number five, My favorite topic: tapping.
26:10
It's a technique where you gently
26:12
tap on specific body parts to
26:14
relieve stress. com you're calm your
26:16
nerves and focus your minds. And
26:18
it comes from on. Oh
26:21
my gosh, I can't remember the word word whole. Anyway,
26:24
I'm gonna keep going. I will remember
26:27
it So. I think a
26:29
lot of people think tapping. oh my
26:31
gosh, that must be like we will
26:33
know. Actually, there's over two hundred studies
26:35
around camping and the Veterans Administration here
26:37
in the United States is is it
26:39
from Ptsd or largest? H M O
26:41
Kaiser offers tapping therapy. It is the
26:43
gold standard for anxiety in Australia and
26:45
what I love about it is it's
26:47
fake would basically free. You learn how
26:50
to do it and you can do
26:52
it anywhere without a therapist, your your
26:54
own therapist and what you are doing
26:56
in all these what they call them
26:58
some attic strategies. Were your or therapies
27:00
Where you're going into your body, you're
27:02
basically teaching yourself how to regulate your
27:04
own nervous system. So. Now
27:07
that you're back in your body, what are we
27:09
gonna do next? You're.
27:11
Going to set your intention. So.
27:14
How do we go about doing
27:16
back? Over.
27:20
So. We. Paused right were
27:22
back in our body we've regulated are
27:24
nervous system. We also know we have
27:27
brains of interest not importance so we're
27:29
gonna with them and with that them
27:31
which is. You.
27:34
Know what with a mess, right? What's in it for me?
27:36
Wisdom. Is what's in it for them
27:39
right? You can ask yourself, is there a
27:41
way to spend what they want me to
27:43
do that I'm not that interested in doing
27:45
in such a way that I can be
27:47
more interested. in birthrate you're
27:49
gonna put yourself into the future and
27:51
i know that's hard because we're now
27:53
and not now kind of people right
27:56
remember we struggle with planning scheduling even
27:58
seen ourselves in the few But
28:00
that really is the key and I'm going to give
28:02
you some examples in a second. When
28:06
you're connected to your intention and your
28:08
future self, it's much easier to number
28:10
four, lean into the discomfort, lean into
28:12
the emotion of doing those things that
28:14
are difficult for you to do. And
28:17
then number five, you're going to focus
28:19
on how you want to feel at
28:22
the end to set your intention. So
28:24
here's an example for with them, what's
28:26
in it for me? And then obviously
28:28
what's in it for them that becomes
28:30
what's in it for me anyway, right?
28:32
So let's say your partner is frustrated
28:34
with the fact that you're always late
28:36
and you feel like they're trying to
28:38
control you. Well, every partnership
28:40
is about one of two things,
28:42
power or connection. And most
28:44
of us are, if you really, you know,
28:46
are honest with yourself, we're after connection, right?
28:49
But we get trapped in these power struggles. You
28:51
might pause and think, look, I love my partner
28:53
and I don't want them to think I don't
28:56
care. I want to feel that
28:58
connection. It serves me. And in
29:00
the process, it serves them too. And
29:02
it's not fair to them that they're always
29:04
waiting for me. I can understand
29:07
how this would make them feel like
29:09
I don't care. So you're
29:11
not only using with them, you're also with them,
29:13
right? Here's an
29:15
example for number three, connecting to your future
29:17
self using your intention. This
29:19
one was my son. He doesn't like to
29:22
write. He's the one who started all this.
29:24
He has ADHD and dyslexia, and he is
29:26
a senior at NYU. He
29:30
doesn't like to write, but he wants to become
29:32
a psychologist, which makes me so proud. It's
29:35
tied to his values, strengths, passion and
29:37
purpose. And so he's now able to
29:39
look into the future and he's connecting
29:41
to the intention he set for himself,
29:43
which makes it a lot easier for
29:45
him to write. I wonder if
29:47
that's genetic. I just thought of that. Example
29:50
number four for leaning into the discomfort and
29:52
emotion. So because school was so much harder
29:55
for him when he was in high school
29:57
and in the early years of college. It
30:01
was hard because he wasn't connected
30:03
to the intention of who he wanted
30:05
to become for himself. He couldn't see
30:08
his future self, which made it much
30:10
harder to lean into the emotion. Number
30:14
five, focus on how you feel
30:16
to set your intention. So again,
30:18
in the case of my son
30:20
Marcus, he wants to feel challenged,
30:22
successful, proud, and confident, right? Here's
30:25
another example. My house is a bloody stinking mess.
30:27
I'm going to go through the whole step two.
30:30
My house is a bloody stinking mess. I don't
30:32
want to clean it. I hate
30:34
doing it. So I'm not doing it.
30:37
Well, when I think about with him and
30:39
with them, when my house is clean, what's
30:41
in it for me? I wake
30:44
up in the morning and I feel so
30:46
much more positive emotion. Isn't that a great
30:48
way to start your day out versus right
30:50
away feeling overwhelmed and beating yourself up about
30:53
all the things you can't do? So
30:56
and guess what? My partner
30:58
and my kids feel the same way. So
31:02
then I'm able to connect to my future self. I
31:05
can see myself starting out my day,
31:07
not having to deal with the physical
31:09
clutter so I can focus on what's
31:11
really important to me. And
31:13
then I use that positive emotion
31:16
of seeing myself in the future to
31:18
lean into the discomfort and emotion of
31:20
getting into action to make this a
31:22
reality. And can I just
31:24
say when it comes to keeping a house, if
31:27
you have a family, this and you're
31:29
a woman, this does not mean that
31:31
this is solely your job or
31:33
responsibility. You need help. And I
31:35
think this is why ADHD women
31:38
struggle so much more with ADHD
31:40
than ADHD men. You
31:44
need help. A lot of the
31:46
reasons why women struggle much more
31:48
with ADHD is because of these
31:51
gender roles, stereotypes and sexism. I
31:53
want you to then think about how good it
31:56
will feel because you're going to focus on how
31:58
you want to feel to wake up. and
32:01
feel peaceful, competent, reliable,
32:03
and proud of yourself. So
32:05
that leads us to our next step, step
32:08
three, which is
32:10
to figure out who you want to be.
32:13
You are going to set your
32:15
identity. We're
32:17
gonna start small, but
32:20
we're gonna start. Let's go back
32:22
to our, my house is
32:24
a mess scenario. We've already
32:26
established that you wanna be someone who
32:28
wakes up in the morning and feels
32:30
peaceful, and competent, reliable, and proud of
32:32
yourself. So then, with them,
32:35
what's in it for me? You
32:37
wanna feel this way because you know
32:40
that when you're in positive emotion, everything
32:42
is easier because you have more time
32:45
to focus on those things that bring
32:47
meaning to your own life. So
32:49
now you're going to create a phrase
32:51
that anchors your intention, something like, I
32:55
am the kind of person who puts
32:57
things back in their place. Now,
32:59
that's not a big thing. I'm
33:01
not asking you to go clean the kitchen or
33:03
put everything away all at once. We've
33:06
chosen one small, doable task that we
33:08
can do for one week, and that's
33:10
all. When you have something
33:12
in your hand, you're not gonna just throw it down wherever
33:14
you are. You're gonna walk
33:17
to wherever you need to
33:19
walk to put it away because
33:21
you've created an identity around being
33:23
the kind of person who puts
33:25
things in their place. And you're
33:27
doing this for you, not anyone
33:30
else. This has to be something
33:32
that you want and that you
33:34
have intention behind. So,
33:37
as I said, start with a small
33:39
task. For example, let's
33:42
say you are totally dehydrated and you
33:45
know it. Perfect
33:48
time for a sip of water. By
33:51
the way, most of us are and we
33:53
don't even realize it. Our
33:55
poor little brains are walking around
33:57
completely dehydrated and it really affects.
34:00
our cognitive abilities. For the longest time,
34:02
I thought my burning eyes were just
34:04
a sign of aging. Nope, I was
34:06
dehydrated. So you're gonna
34:09
create a simple identity statement around
34:12
this glass of water, right? I
34:14
am the kind of person who drinks one
34:16
glass of water first thing in the
34:18
morning when I get up. Or I'm
34:21
the kind of person who spends 10 minutes
34:23
outside first thing in the morning. Or I
34:26
am the kind of person who does not
34:28
check my phone the minute
34:30
I get up. And this is
34:32
the deal that you're gonna strike with yourself. If
34:34
you do nothing else but keep this one
34:37
intention and build your identity
34:39
as the kind of person who drinks a
34:41
glass of water every morning, then your week
34:43
will be successful. So let me tell you
34:45
why this seemingly silly
34:47
thing is so important. Because
34:51
what you are doing is you are proving
34:53
to yourself that you can be
34:55
reliable to you. Not
34:58
anyone else, you. Look,
35:00
when we grow up constantly being told
35:02
we're wrong, we're doing it wrong, we
35:04
should do it this way, and we
35:06
can't do it that way, we fall
35:08
into learned helplessness and we stop making
35:10
decisions for ourselves. We stop trusting ourselves,
35:13
we stop trusting our own intuition, we
35:15
make everyone else the expert on who
35:17
we are and what we should do.
35:20
And between you and me, I don't know a
35:22
quicker prescription for unhappiness than that. This
35:25
is the truth though. You are the expert
35:27
on you. Everyone else can be the expert on
35:29
themselves, but they are not the expert on you.
35:32
You are the expert on you. So
35:34
by creating this identity that
35:37
is grounded in your intentions,
35:39
you are teaching yourself once
35:41
again how to start how
35:46
to start trusting your own intuition or
35:49
start trusting it again, right? Some of us
35:52
did trust our intuition when we were young
35:54
and then started listening to everybody else. And
35:56
pretty soon we don't trust it anymore. Some
35:58
of us have never... trusted our intuition.
36:01
So if you are trying to do things that
36:03
you don't really want to do to please other
36:05
people, it's no wonder that you're struggling
36:07
to get them done because there's no
36:10
intention on your part. You're doing these
36:12
things to make everyone else happy, right?
36:14
And even in the things you're not
36:16
interested in, there needs to be a
36:18
reason why it's important to you that
36:21
you do it because otherwise it's going
36:23
to be really hard to get it
36:25
done. So
36:28
what are we going to do next?
36:30
Okay, now it's time to develop a
36:32
cohesive, optionable plan. We're going to figure
36:35
out how to get things done.
36:37
So you're going to first ask yourself,
36:41
have you ever had success doing something similar
36:43
to what you need to do now? What
36:46
did you do? How did you do it? Where
36:49
did you do it? There is no point
36:51
in reinventing the wheel. Then,
36:53
number two, you're going to
36:56
ask yourself, what was your system that
36:58
you used to get it done? When
37:01
I had to seriously write this book, I
37:03
remembered in college that I couldn't study at
37:05
home. I had to go
37:07
to the library. So I decided to
37:09
test going back to the library. I
37:11
tested going to the coffee shop. I
37:13
tested working at a friend's house to
37:15
see if any of these strategies still
37:18
might work. And it turns out the
37:20
first two did. Then you're
37:22
going to ask yourself, what
37:25
are your VIA character strengths?
37:27
So the VIA character strength survey, it's a
37:30
free quiz that helps you find your top
37:32
personal strengths. Strengths like kindness
37:34
or creativity. Unlike values,
37:37
which often can feel aspirational, character
37:39
strengths are how you currently move
37:41
in the world right now. They're
37:44
as natural to you as breathing.
37:47
Knowing your top character strengths and using
37:49
them to get done what you need
37:51
to get done is very helpful. Let
37:53
me give you an example. Among
37:56
my top character strengths is
37:58
creativity. Many
38:01
of you have the same top character
38:03
strength of creativity. So I'll ask, how
38:05
can I use my creativity to get
38:07
that difficult thing done? If I'm struggling
38:09
to read something, I'll get on the
38:11
treadmill and walk as I'm reading. Or
38:14
I know that part of the reason I struggle with
38:16
writing is it's hard for me to order my thoughts.
38:19
Since I'm a big picture thinker, I'll put
38:21
a giant post-it note on the wall, I'll
38:23
get out of Sharpie and I'll jot down
38:25
every thought I have, so I can get
38:28
it all out of my head, and then
38:30
I'll put each one of those thoughts on
38:32
a post-it note, and then I can
38:34
organize them in the order that suits
38:36
my brain. If I
38:38
try a strategy and it doesn't work, I'll
38:40
use my character strengths to figure out why.
38:43
Sometimes I need to get something done with someone
38:45
else, and it's like climbing a mountain. I don't
38:47
want to go there, I don't want to meet
38:49
them, I am just pushing back. When
38:52
I pause and I get curious
38:54
around why without fail this happens,
38:59
what I will realize is that it's almost
39:01
always that
39:03
the person that I'm doing this
39:05
project with has no sense of
39:08
humor. My second character
39:10
strength, by a character strength,
39:12
is humor. The
39:14
By a Character Strength Survey, again, it's free,
39:17
you can just Google By a Character Strength
39:19
Survey, and you will find it, I find
39:21
it so helpful, and so do my students.
39:24
Then don't forget to add
39:27
these tools that we learned at the beginning of
39:29
this training. Make it
39:31
more fun, make it more challenging, make
39:34
it more social, that's where you want
39:36
to build your creativity around. Finally,
39:41
step five, we need to celebrate.
39:44
On my podcast, I often meet the most
39:46
incredibly accomplished women, but when the mic's off,
39:48
they'll tell me they don't feel very successful.
39:51
You can understand why. We're what I
39:53
call next people. This,
39:55
again, is because of our inconsistent
39:58
dopamine. We accomplished something incredible. And
40:00
then we're like, next, heading off to find
40:03
more dopamine. We don't celebrate. We don't know
40:05
how to celebrate. And ultimately, if you don't
40:07
know how to celebrate, and like me, you
40:09
have a really poor working memory, you start
40:12
to think that you've accomplished nothing of merit.
40:14
It never fails. When I talk to someone
40:16
with ADHD, I am always
40:18
blown away by the interesting things they've done.
40:21
Often they're not connected so that they can
40:23
seem all over the place, but when we're
40:25
doing the right work in that sweet spot,
40:28
between our values, strengths, talents,
40:30
skills, passion, and purpose,
40:32
remember, we're mission-driven people,
40:34
then it always, almost
40:36
always, it doesn't almost always
40:39
make sense. It always makes sense. So
40:41
in our community, we require our
40:43
members to pause and
40:46
celebrate even their smallest successes. We
40:48
call ourselves gold star people. Although
40:51
we discount our successes, we really
40:53
love when they're acknowledged because positive
40:55
emotion, right? OK, so I promised
40:58
you a few tips and tricks, and I realize we're
41:00
getting close to the end here. So
41:03
let's just do these really quick, OK? We'll do
41:05
a lightning round, and I'm just going to blow
41:07
through them as quickly as I can. The
41:09
Time Cube is my top
41:11
productivity tool. It's a cube with presets,
41:13
5, 10, 20, 25 minute timers, plus
41:17
it has a countdown display. When I'm in my
41:19
head, I'm trapped in the emotion of not wanting
41:21
to start. I'm procrastinating. I get out of my
41:23
head and into action, flip the Time Cube to
41:26
25 minutes and start. There's no searching for apps
41:28
or pressing buttons. It sits on my desk, so
41:30
I see it. There's no friction, so I use
41:32
it. And the deal I strike with my brain
41:34
is all you have to do is 25 minutes,
41:36
do you know? We struggle
41:39
with transitions, right? We struggle with starting.
41:41
We struggle with stopping. So once I
41:43
start, I don't stop. Next
41:49
one, the Bear app. This is the
41:51
app that I recommend if you never
41:53
want to lose information again. It's an
41:55
iOS app, but I understand that the
41:57
comparable Android app is called Supernotes. I've
42:00
been told it's equally as good. Bear helps
42:02
me to organize my notes, my
42:04
paint colors, links I can never remember, word
42:07
holes. You know those words that there's a
42:09
hole in your brain and you can't ever
42:11
remember them? Yeah, like evolutionary, I can't remember
42:13
it. Everything and anything I don't want to
42:15
lose goes into Bear. It doesn't use files,
42:18
which I love, so I just search for
42:20
it. I never have to put it anywhere. The
42:26
Chrome app and tab resize.
42:28
As you can see, you can have
42:30
four screens up at one time, which
42:32
means that you don't get as distracted
42:35
constantly going out of that screen to
42:38
find what it is that you're working on. And
42:41
I also recommend a 27 inch second monitor. You
42:44
will, it is a game changer.
42:47
Once you get that 27 inch
42:49
monitor and you get tab resize, you're gonna
42:51
wonder how you ever got anything done. Last
42:53
one, I think it's the last one, chat
42:56
GPT. Again, I struggle
42:58
to write but love to edit. Chat GPT
43:00
helps me quickly process and organize all my
43:02
thoughts. I can upload a PDF of my
43:05
entire book. I can write bullet points down
43:07
of my thoughts and then I ask chat
43:09
GPT to organize and then outline them. I
43:13
can't rave enough about it. You
43:15
want to upgrade to 4.0 because it writes
43:18
so much better. It'll summarize a whole
43:20
PDF. It'll summarize my whole book in
43:22
two minutes. And you
43:24
also want to set up custom instructions,
43:27
which tells it who you are, first
43:29
of all, and how you want to
43:31
write. I am so sorry, I am
43:33
totally over here, but we're
43:36
almost done. So that takes
43:38
us back to Dorothy Parker. One of
43:40
my favorite reasons she gave for missing
43:42
a deadline was somebody was using the
43:44
pencil. From research I've done
43:46
on Dorothy Parker, I know we would
43:48
be friends. I love her brilliance, her
43:50
wittiness, her desire to challenge the status
43:52
quo, but also how she beat herself
43:54
up when she couldn't finish. I'm pretty
43:56
confident that today, Dorothy would be diagnosed
43:59
with ADHD. I
44:02
think that we're so lucky to have a much
44:04
better understanding of the brain and how to inspire
44:06
it to get things done. We
44:09
can reject Just Do It for tools that
44:11
actually work much better for us. We
44:13
have so many different pencils. Let's figure
44:15
out what pencils actually work for you
44:17
because as you know, you are the
44:19
best expert on you. And
44:22
if you're looking to discover more pencils, I
44:24
invite you to check out my brand new
44:26
book, ADHD for Smartass Women. Oh,
44:29
I'm so sorry. I ran late. Thank
44:32
you, Tracy. It's a story of my life. Before
44:36
we start the Q&A, I'd like to
44:38
share the final results from today's poll
44:40
question reflecting on the past year.
44:43
What was your primary productivity challenge?
44:47
42% said overcoming procrastination.
44:50
15% said speaking to routines
44:52
or schedules. 16%
44:54
said distractions or maintaining
44:56
focus. 9%
44:59
said regulating emotions. 8%
45:01
said prioritizing tasks effectively.
45:04
And 8% also said time
45:07
management. 7% said
45:09
organization. So now
45:11
to your questions. It's very difficult,
45:13
someone writes, to push myself to
45:16
do something that takes so much
45:18
time. Even when I think of
45:20
the positive outcome, I feel panicked. How do
45:22
I continue encouraging myself on the days I
45:25
want to give up? It's
45:28
always about positive emotion. And
45:32
so, for example, I wanted to
45:34
create a website. This was a couple of years
45:36
ago. And I literally had create my website on
45:38
my to-do list. And I had
45:40
this long, giant to-do list. And I
45:42
think with our ADHD brains, we're just
45:44
constantly in this doing mode. And
45:46
so we have a million things on our to-do list.
45:49
And then at the end of the day, we've accomplished eight
45:51
of them. And we're thinking, oh, my God, I'm lazy. Look
45:54
at all this stuff other people can accomplish. I think
45:56
we're unrealistic. And so what I would do is I
45:58
would take that one day. big thing, I would
46:01
break it down into the littlest components that
46:03
you possibly can, and I would include a
46:05
few of those every week on your to-do
46:07
list. That is what you want to do
46:10
for yourself. Then as you finish
46:12
them, you're going to check them off. Every
46:14
single thing that you check off of that to-do list
46:17
is going to fire your dopamine, which is going to
46:19
allow you to do the next thing. But my premise
46:21
is that we tend to have a lot of things
46:23
on our to-do list that have nothing to do with
46:25
us. They have
46:27
to do with getting things done for other people. Then
46:30
we wonder why it's such a struggle. The first
46:32
thing you want to add to your to-do list,
46:34
and I always recommend doing them on a Saturday
46:37
or a Friday, so that you can hit the
46:39
ground running on Monday. You want
46:41
to fill your to-do list first with
46:43
those things that you need to do
46:45
and want to do for yourself that
46:47
have intention. We
46:51
have quite a few questions around work. The
46:54
first one is, can you provide guidance as
46:56
to how I can flip my narrative and
46:58
boost my confidence for job interviews? It's
47:08
all about thoughts. I
47:11
think the first thing that I would do is,
47:16
I would focus on, we
47:18
need to regulate our nervous system. I'm
47:21
just thinking like you're sitting there, you're waiting for a
47:23
job interview. It's been so long since I've done this
47:25
that it's like, what would I do? The
47:28
first thing you want to do is regulate
47:30
your nervous system. What I would recommend is
47:32
probably breathwork when you're sitting there to calm
47:35
the nervous system down. One of the things that I
47:37
have, and I can't remember, it's
47:42
called, I can't read it. It's
47:46
a breathing tool. It looks like
47:48
a whistle, but it's a breathing tool from Japanese
47:51
monks, but I can't remember which ones.
47:53
It allows you to breathe really deep,
47:55
a lot deeper than you would ordinarily
47:57
be able to breathe. So this is
47:59
probably I believe the first tool that I would
48:01
go to when I'm sitting in this
48:03
waiting room, waiting for the job interview
48:06
to start because it really is about
48:08
regulating your nervous system. I hope I
48:10
answered that question. Great. Someone
48:14
writes, during work, I get overwhelmed and
48:16
I shut down when faced with a
48:18
big project. How can I stay calm
48:20
under pressure? Well,
48:23
the first thing I would do is I
48:25
would put a list together of the things
48:27
that help. Well, again, this is calming your
48:29
nervous system, right? It's the
48:32
nervous system regulation problem. I
48:34
would put a list together of what are the
48:37
things that you can do at work that make
48:39
you feel better. Could you go
48:41
out and take a five-minute walk? Could you run down and
48:43
go get a cup of coffee? Could
48:45
you go over to a
48:47
work colleague that makes you feel good and just
48:49
spend five minutes chatting with them? Something
48:52
to take you out of
48:54
the dysregulation that you're in
48:57
and calm your nervous system. When you
48:59
go back into attacking
49:02
the work, look,
49:05
where our nervous system isn't calm, when
49:07
we're spinning, when we're ruminating, our
49:09
prefrontal cortex, we're taking it offline, that
49:13
whole area of our brain, which
49:15
is where our executive functions are
49:17
coming from, right? That's where they're
49:19
working. We've got
49:21
to regulate our nervous system or we can't
49:23
get anything done. That always has to be
49:25
the priority. I always recommend that
49:27
you put together a list of the things that
49:29
work for you. You're working at home, go pet
49:32
your dog, call a friend. I
49:34
do a lot of procrasto cleaning, just anything
49:36
to calm everything down and then
49:39
come back when you feel more
49:41
regulated. I know I'm 100% sure
49:43
it'll be easier to tackle the problem. Someone
49:47
writes, what is a good way to explain
49:49
to people at work that our brains work
49:52
differently and why procrastination is a problem? I
50:00
think what we need you know I'm I'm
50:02
not Always. I'm
50:06
very vocal about my idiot state, and
50:08
frankly, I'm very proud. Of that like,
50:10
I'm not ashamed of it at all
50:12
because there are so many things that
50:14
it allows me to accomplish that other
50:16
people can't right? So that's kind of
50:18
where I start. However, in a work
50:20
environment, I probably would not go in
50:22
initially and start talking about my idiot
50:24
stay because once the cats out of
50:26
the bad, you can't get the cat
50:28
back in. And what happens to a
50:30
lot of people neurotypical is they hear
50:32
a D H D and then every
50:34
problem that ever happens it's attributed to
50:36
be a D H D instead of
50:38
if a neuro. Typical. Had the problem
50:40
they just think oh it's just you
50:42
know it happens. No big deal on.
50:45
So. I think what I would do as
50:47
I would ask for. Accommodations
50:49
and I hope I'm answering this
50:51
question on I would ask for
50:53
somebody accommodations that relate to the
50:55
Simpsons rather than a D H
50:57
D until I know that there
51:00
are people around me that I'm
51:02
working with and working for that
51:04
I really trust. At that point
51:06
I would disclose sense but before
51:08
that I would ask for accommodations
51:10
on that are around the symptoms
51:12
like I can't sit in this
51:14
big bullpen on and get anything
51:16
done and because then I'm just
51:18
going to procrastinate. Any you know even
51:20
more on when you give me an assignment,
51:22
it is really helpful if you give me
51:25
a firm deadline. If you're loosey goosey, the
51:27
way my brain works is I'm just gonna
51:29
keep pushing it out because you didn't really
51:31
seem to care about it. So I need
51:33
to know that you really care about that
51:35
deadline and it needs to be specific. On
51:39
how do we know the difference
51:42
to pick between between procrastinating well
51:44
and not being accountable for ourselves.
51:50
I think. ultimately it's
51:53
about positive emotion bright and it's about
51:55
how you feel when we are trying
51:57
to do things that are meaningful to
51:59
us We will know,
52:01
let me give you an example. So
52:05
live video was really a problem for
52:07
me and I
52:11
knew it. So I took all these
52:13
programs, all these courses, I had all
52:15
the tech, I had the beautiful backdrops,
52:17
I had everything, but a
52:20
year later, I still had never gone
52:22
live because there was this fear that
52:24
was holding me back. Speaking
52:27
in public is no problem for me, but on
52:29
this kind of setting, like you don't know in this
52:31
kind of setting, you don't know who's out there, right?
52:34
So that was really a problem. What
52:36
I realized is that is
52:38
what I really wanted to do for me. It
52:40
wasn't for anyone else, it wasn't because people kept
52:42
telling me, this is what you need to do.
52:44
It was what I wanted to do for myself.
52:47
Lo and behold, when I finally did
52:49
it, I signed up for a program and I had to
52:51
literally do live video every single day for 12 days. By
52:54
day two, I was like, this is
52:56
actually fun. I really like this. And
52:58
guess what? The dopamine spiked. So when
53:00
we are doing things that are in
53:03
our wheelhouse of all of that purpose
53:05
and values and intention
53:07
and identity, you're going to feel positive
53:10
emotion. The things you don't care about,
53:12
you're not going to feel positive emotion.
53:14
So again, I always say, look for
53:16
the positive emotion and start trusting yourself.
53:18
And those things that you most
53:21
want to do are probably
53:23
the things that you're most scared of, but
53:25
I am telling you what you're going to learn
53:27
is how much doing that scary thing is going
53:30
to spike your own dopamine. And then what are
53:32
you going to do? You're going to start going
53:34
back to that when
53:37
you're feeling down. So what would happen after
53:39
all that live video is, when I was
53:41
sitting around going, I don't know what to
53:43
start, I'm feeling negative, I just don't feel
53:46
positive emotion, I would go live.
53:49
And that would spike my dopamine. And that
53:51
little bit of dopamine would ratchet everything, all
53:53
the positive emotion up, right? To
53:56
allow me to do the next thing. And then I
53:58
would use that to do the next. So
54:01
it's like a ladder, right? I can never do
54:03
that hard thing. I can never write at nine
54:05
in the morning, no matter how hard I try.
54:09
I know it's two o'clock, right? You
54:12
learn what works for you and you
54:14
just stop beating yourself up about it. Someone
54:18
says, I procrastinate mostly because of
54:21
perfectionism. How do I get past
54:23
that and understand that not everything
54:26
has to be perfect? Well,
54:28
there is no such thing as perfectionism
54:30
and I am a recovering perfectionist. So
54:32
I completely relate to what you're saying.
54:35
But again, perfectionism,
54:37
it's about emotion, right? It's either
54:39
the discomfort of doing that scary
54:41
thing that you need to do.
54:44
And the truth of the matter is nothing is
54:46
ever perfect. But we
54:48
can make things better. And so
54:50
by getting yourself out there and doing
54:52
those things that you fear, that are
54:54
scary, that you really want to do
54:56
for you, that is
54:59
truly how you overcome perfectionism
55:02
or at least what's
55:05
the thing that they always say that women have?
55:10
There's a term for it, but it basically means a
55:12
lack of confidence. You know, we have
55:15
been led to believe
55:17
that confidence is something you're
55:19
just born with. And that's as far
55:21
from the truth as could be. Confidence,
55:24
you develop confidence through action. The more
55:26
scary things you do that you really
55:28
want to do for you, low and
55:30
behold, the more confidence you have. So
55:33
it really is about getting into action. Perfectionism
55:36
doesn't serve anyone and least of all,
55:38
not you. Someone
55:41
writes, I have a lot of trouble sticking
55:43
with a new system, a new habit. What
55:46
can help? How
55:48
can I help make this year's plan
55:50
better and stickier? Okay,
55:53
so I read Atomic Habits and
55:55
I was like, there is literally one thing in here
55:58
that I can use. None of. It
56:00
just didn't work for my brain. And
56:03
I'm not even going to say ADHD brain. I'm just
56:05
going to say my ADHD brain because it might work
56:07
for you, right? It was just
56:09
such neurotypical advice. Things like eat the frog.
56:11
No, I'm not doing the first biggest thing
56:13
first thing in the morning, right? Or
56:16
what's the one where
56:18
you...on your calendar, you plan everything, you
56:20
know, like a week in advance. Like, no
56:22
way. I'd like...it's about emotion. I'm not going
56:24
to...I'm not sure I'm going to want to do that then. So
56:26
I'm not doing that. You have to figure
56:28
out what works for you. Forget about what
56:31
other people are doing. Figure out
56:33
the strategies that work for your brain.
56:35
We're all different, but there are certain
56:38
strategies for the ADHD brain, many of
56:40
which I talked about today, that you're
56:42
just going to be more successful at.
56:44
And once you can figure out what
56:46
actually works for you, double down on
56:49
that. Forget about what
56:51
everybody else is doing. And you know, everybody's
56:53
right now about habits, and hacks, and tricks.
56:56
And I'm just like, yeah, some of them work, but most of
56:59
them don't. But I found what works for
57:01
me. Well,
57:03
unfortunately, that has to be our last
57:06
question because we're out of time. But
57:08
thank you so much, Tracy, for joining
57:10
us today and for sharing your expertise
57:12
with our ADHD community.
57:16
It was my absolute pleasure. Again,
57:18
I just want to mention, I have
57:20
never met anyone with ADHD who wasn't
57:22
truly brilliant at something. Go
57:24
figure out what that is. And
57:27
thank you to today's listeners. Make
57:30
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