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Feeling Ungrateful

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It's. A file. Events in your favor mean Green

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and the big. Said you didn't ask

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for but the fuck up to

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day on a Wednesday? It's because

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I randomly just had an idea.

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what if it created a series

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called Violette. As diary. And.

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baxter episode see: get a

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Most of these episodes you

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pursued. On. Wednesdays, so

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why not? That.

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Is why I decided to share.

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The episode that I just recorded

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which is just my thoughts of

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my diary and they wanted to

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you enjoy. My. Little short

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episode today which is all about

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how to create a vision board

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and why decide? make one and

2:02

yeah accept that I'll

2:04

see you tomorrow for a brand new

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Thursday episode on the regular

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podcast of Almost Adulting. Love ya! I

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don't know if you guys ever done this

2:14

but I have talked to my podcast before

2:16

about vision boards and things like that but

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I've never I've never

2:20

actually done one I've done before with

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writing but I kid you not

2:24

I think a vision board I think

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a vision board that's

2:31

visual actually works and I'll tell

2:33

you why I've never been a

2:35

believer in these things ever I've

2:38

done vision boards where again I write

2:40

things down but I

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didn't actually believe in it and then I forget about

2:44

after a while and then eventually when I go back

2:47

to that board and I look and I'm like Mary

2:50

Harry Styles that never

2:52

happened this is bullshit you

2:54

know or I had one on my vision

2:56

board a while back like meet Chelsea Handler and then

2:59

last year felt like everyone

3:01

else met Chelsea Handler except me I

3:03

mean granted though she did follow me

3:05

on TikTok so technically

3:09

virtually I did meet her because she only

3:11

follows like 30 or 40 people

3:13

on TikTok so that was

3:16

a step forward but I did feel like

3:18

everyone else met her last year except me

3:20

so that is why I think

3:22

I believe that

3:25

there is something to a vision board

3:27

and as much as before I thought it was a joke the

3:30

beginning of the year in January I got

3:34

a magazine from Neiman Marcus or

3:36

Chanel I don't know but it was

3:38

a Chanel magazine which I don't even

3:40

know why who sent

3:42

me that or why because I'm not a frequent

3:45

buyer in Chanel like I do not have a

3:48

billionaire husband like I

3:51

am busy paying my mortgage I

3:53

don't go around buying you

3:55

know five six thousand dollar bags but

3:58

I got this magazine from Chanel and I And I

4:00

said, oh, I'll keep this so

4:02

I can look at it and I

4:04

can manifest a Chanel bag. Like

4:07

that's what I told myself. So then

4:09

I ended up putting it kind of in

4:11

front of my bed under

4:13

the TV, this Chanel magazine

4:16

with the Chanel bag on there. And every morning

4:18

when I woke up for a week without

4:20

even doing it on purpose, it was accidental. I

4:23

would wake up and the first thing I would

4:25

look at was the Chanel magazine

4:27

that was in front of my bed

4:29

underneath the TV. And

4:32

within the first two weeks of January,

4:34

I had a brand,

4:37

a brand randomly reached out to me. And

4:42

sorry that I'm laughing, but this is exactly what I'm

4:44

talking about where I just miss misspoke

4:48

a sentence. And I was just like, okay,

4:50

cool. Let me remember the time Sam took

4:52

to cut this out. But then I laughed

4:54

because I'm like, Novi, you said you will

4:56

not do it. It's

4:58

very hard for me. I'm not going to lie

5:00

that I'm going to kill myself. Right?

5:03

Like knowing that I said

5:06

a sentence wrong and corrected myself and that's

5:08

going to stay in the recording is

5:11

killing me. Is that called OCD? I don't know.

5:14

I think it's called being human. Okay.

5:16

Anyway, so in those two

5:18

weeks that I kept waking up, just looking

5:20

at the magazine without thinking twice randomly

5:23

in the first two weeks of January,

5:25

a brand reached out to me and

5:29

was like, Hey, we basically

5:31

have a membership for, for

5:34

designer bags and jewelry

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and diamonds and things like that. We'd love to work

5:38

with you. We would love to send you

5:41

a bag you can keep

5:44

if you work with us. And

5:47

lo and behold, I go on their website

5:49

and they have like 50 pages

5:52

of Chanel bags that they rent out.

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And that if it's available, I can keep

5:57

not all 50 pages, just one.

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And I couldn't believe it because

6:04

that was a very random because

6:06

I just started getting into clothing

6:08

lifestyle type of creator

6:11

stuff. But within

6:13

the first two weeks, maybe even within

6:15

the first week, no,

6:17

maybe the first two weeks, but within

6:19

the first two weeks of January of me

6:21

just waking up and looking at this magazine,

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I ended

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up getting an opportunity where

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someone offered me a Chanel

6:30

bag and ended up picking a

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$6,000 limited edition Chanel bag. That's

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pink and I've posted about it

6:37

before. And that's from

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that brand that I

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didn't, they didn't even know I existed. I don't

6:44

know how they found me, but they found me.

6:47

So it's kind of like the whole thing with

6:49

manifesting that we all say is bullshit. Sometimes it's

6:51

really not bullshit because a lot

6:54

of times when we want something, we think, well,

6:56

how am I going to get there? Like that's

6:58

impossible. How would I even get a million dollars

7:01

in my bank account? So you start to think

7:03

about the how versus you just keep telling yourself,

7:05

I will have this. I have

7:07

this. And what I did was I just kept looking

7:09

at a Chanel bag. I wasn't thinking how will I

7:11

get it? Do I need to make

7:13

money to get it? Do I need to trick a

7:16

man into falling in love with me from to buy

7:18

it for me? Like how do I get it? But

7:21

instead it was just, oh, I guess the other thing I

7:23

was doing, I was looking on, on he used

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websites like the real real and

7:29

other sites for Chanel bags just

7:31

online window shop. Like

7:33

I wasn't actually planning on buying anything, but I

7:36

would heart the bags that I liked with no

7:38

intention of buying them. I wasn't even trying to

7:40

spend even even $500 on a Chanel bag, which

7:42

would be fake, by the way. I

7:45

wasn't doing that. So I was hurting them. So

7:48

I was doing that and I was

7:50

waking up every morning seeing the Chanel magazine. And

7:52

two weeks later, I someone

7:54

offered me a Chanel bag. So it

7:56

happened. And With that being

7:58

said, now we are. And. In February

8:01

which is so insane to me. makes me

8:03

wanna die. I

8:06

he how January goes. I

8:08

so slow and the next

8:10

thing you know it's a

8:12

thing April and another year

8:14

has gone. I don't know.

8:17

Anyway we are ending Siberia,

8:19

entering March and. I.

8:21

Don't want to do the same Were

8:23

already forget of a my goals or

8:25

whatever I want. Or.

8:27

I don't believe that I could achieve

8:29

anything to them like how Leven achieve.

8:32

that sounds like how do I guess

8:34

there are No one asked the in

8:36

between so I decided why not actually

8:38

try to create a vision board? I've

8:40

had a now my to do list

8:42

for the last couple weeks. And.

8:45

I constantly put it in the back

8:47

of. My. To do list and I'm

8:49

like why of other things to do but today said

8:51

no. Just

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start a small part of

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this. Here's what I did

8:58

First, I went on Amazon

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and on Etsy and I

9:02

googled vision board clip art

9:05

and picture books vision board

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book. It

9:10

Burrow, vision board things like that.

9:12

So Ill and I went on

9:14

centrists and on fentress. I wrote

9:16

a different key. words said the

9:18

type of this report I want

9:20

and.give me tenants for a sense

9:22

But then I will say I'm

9:25

surprised by going on Etsy and

9:27

Amazon be literally have if you're

9:29

not as creative. As

9:31

myself when it comes to things like this because he

9:33

i don't know some as under know where to start

9:35

or how. On Amazon

9:37

and as Cbd genuinely have like these

9:39

books and they're filled. With

9:42

six hundred. Or

9:44

more pictures. And A

9:46

for me since. and words, the mostly

9:48

pictures. And then you know. You.

9:52

get to cut out the things that you

9:54

like and you get to put on your

9:56

vision for center of purchase of this and

9:58

ford on amazon my only issue is,

10:01

and I've never learned my lesson, is that

10:04

I never look at the measurements of anything.

10:06

So as usual, I guess

10:09

what I think measurements are, and I

10:11

order my vision board, thinking it's

10:13

going to be like a small

10:15

square, because I don't really have

10:17

that many dreams, I'm not gonna

10:20

lie. And it's like, it's

10:24

the size, it's half of my wall,

10:26

like it is so large, I

10:29

don't understand why I did that to myself.

10:31

I always do this, I order things, furniture,

10:33

they're like too small or too big. And

10:35

I did that with my vision board. And

10:37

you think it would be so simple, I

10:39

can just Google, what is this

10:41

inch? This times this actually mean?

10:43

What does that look like? No, I don't do that.

10:46

Because I always I'm like, I'll figure it out when

10:48

it when it comes to me. And

10:50

then it comes to me and I'm like, shit, it

10:52

is way too big. Said

10:55

no girl ever. Just kidding. I'm

10:57

sure some girls have said it. Not me. Not

11:00

me. All right,

11:02

and we are gonna stop right there.

11:07

Before I take it too far, if

11:09

you want to hear the rest, you

11:11

have to go to my premium almost

11:13

adulting podcast, which is on supercast.almostadulting.com. And

11:16

you can find the link in

11:19

my bio and in the description

11:21

of today's episode. But I do

11:23

encourage everyone, not

11:25

only to date guys with big

11:27

penises, but to also try

11:30

doing a vision board with me. I'm just slowly

11:32

starting. It'll be cool if we all did it

11:34

together. I would love to hear

11:36

your thoughts. And I would love to

11:38

hear about your process. So DM me

11:40

I'm Violet Benson. Okay, love you besties.

11:43

Bye.

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