In Episode 1, "My Black Body as a Matter of Fact!" Jaamil discusses the real life circumstances that led to the creation of American Chameleon Podcast. Jaamil did an interview with Nora McInerny (Terrible , Thanks for Asking) in 2017 where he goes into much more detail around those circumstances, post traumatic enlightenment, and the his own continued journey towards healing. Here's a link to that show: https://www.ttfa.org/episode/ttfa/2017/11/what-does-all-this-loss-mean