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Why do I, why do I do it to myself?How could I, how could I?Do I deserve this?Do I deserve this?

And I've been beating the brakes off myself for years and yearsLet me burn every goddamn part of me down on purposeAnd wherever I go I can't come back hereWhy did I, why did I?Why did I think I deserved it?

How long?How much is enough?Do I deserve this?Do I deserve this?How long?How much is enough?I don't deserve thisI don't deserve this