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In the beginning of this show, I told you about
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this mission I am on. Over
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the course of nineteen chapters. I wanted
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to tell you stories from my life,
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the lessons I've learned through swimming and
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falling and flying. I
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also wanted to bring you stories from other people
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in other places in the world, stories
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to help us remember the sweetness
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of life, everyday acts of
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kindness, and the differences
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we can make in the world around us. Together,
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we have met wizards in New Zealand,
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caught ducklings in Washington, traveled
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across the world on bicycle, and
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I've taken you through my hometown him.
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Today, I want to
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do something different. Instead
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of bringing two stories together, I
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want to tell you about the many
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people connected by a single story. My
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father's So
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today is about my dad and
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how through trains, newspapers
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and the mall road is light reached
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every corner of our little town. Welcome
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to one of them. Cares Chapter
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twenty, Live Life.
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My father pushed Cannot Care. Was full of kindness.
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He always said, the easiest
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thing in the world is to make somebody else happy,
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and he practiced it in ways big and
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small. When
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my father would go out to buy groceries. If
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he met somebody on the way home and they
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said, push,
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what are you carring? You would say,
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oh, I'm care eggs
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or whatever it was that day, and then
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he would suddenly realize, maybe this man
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also needs eggs, so he would
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take out four or five eggs and give them
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to him.
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This was how my father bought
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groceries. Thank you. He
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sometimes came home empty handed and
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was greeted by a very heavy hand from my
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mother. They
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used to have major arguments about it. My mother
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would say, what the hell is wrong with you?
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You're basically taking those things from our
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home, and my father would say he needed it also,
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so I gave it to him,
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barking story samand it. Of
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course, sometimes this
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generosity got him in trouble. One
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day, my father bought two lipsticks
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for my mother, and when he was heading
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back home, he ran into a local
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woman, Mrs Malutra, and
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when she asked what he was carrying, he
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ended up giving her one of the lipsticks.
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It was the biggest mistake of his life. That
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was the day my mother really gave it to him. She
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said, how dare you give lipstick to somebody?
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And he would say, what will you do? With two lipsticks, and
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that's how it always went. Even
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today, my mother says that he was too charitable
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and let's say complaint, but
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he would say past Japan set them
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on. What
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do I need to save money for? Let's
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give it to people. Nobody takes money
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for himself for herself up there. My
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father did funny little things too. Once
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he stole my phone and raided my director.
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He copied down every actor's number,
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and soon he began to call them up and
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he hello, alkor I'm
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push push father,
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yes, yes, how are you everybody? Fine?
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Family? Fine father, find mother, fine
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wife, fine kids. Fine. Over time he'd
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be friended so many famous actors, Jackie
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Shroff, Mnder And
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like me, my father wouldn't mind the spotlight.
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He would get into every picture he could. He
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would even take pictures with my fans
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on his phone. Then he would take
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down the fan's phone number and send them the
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photos. He
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was a funny man and he had
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a big heart. So
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now that you know a little about him, I'm going
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to start the story at the end and
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tell you about my last moments with my father.
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In two thousand twelve, my father got very
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sick. He was taking antibiotics,
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and he had a rare reaction. The
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antibiotics changed his ability to taste,
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so water became like acid and
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food became like sand. Over
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the course of a few months, my father began
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to staff. We
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took him to the hospital and did everything we
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could. The doctor gave him food
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through tubes and infused him with
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vitamins, but this condition
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only worsened. Eventually,
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the doctor said there's nothing
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more we can do. Of
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course, this broke my heart, but
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my mother and my brother Raju, and I knew we
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had to be brave for my father. So
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we took him home and made him as comfortable
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as we could. Some
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time passed and I was invited
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to a wedding in Goa. I
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was hesitant to go too far from home. My
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dad didn't seem to be getting better, but he also
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didn't seem to be getting any worse. So
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I decided to go. But
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as I was preparing to leave, my brother called. He
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said, he wants to talk to you. I
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canceled my trip. When
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I got home, Raju was standing out shut of my
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father's room. He said he wants
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to say something, and he's insisting
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that he will only tell you. I
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took a deep breath and entered. By
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the time, he had very little energy
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left. It was too hard for him
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to speak. But
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I saw there was a blank piece of paper
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and depend on his chest. I
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went to his side and said, Papa,
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I'm here. When you mar you
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wanted to tell me something with
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great difficulty. He nodded his head. Then
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he started writing something. He
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even hit the paper from me so
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that I couldn't see what he was writing. It was
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hard for me to watch. His movements
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were slow and labored, but
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every so often he would look up with
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an expression that seemed to say, don't you
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speak, no cheating, which
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made me smile. So he was
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weak, his spirit was
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strong as ever m
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and he finished writing. He let
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the note fall to his chest. I
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slowly reached for the paper. I
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wasn't sure if I was ready to read what he
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had to tell me, But
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when I turned the note over, I saw there
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were only faint lines dragged across
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the paper, no words.
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I looked at my father, who was staring at me
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expectantly. In
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his mind, he thought he had written me a message,
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but in reality he didn't
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have the energy to actually form letters on
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the page. I
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didn't know what to do. My
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father was clearly waiting for an answer.
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I had no idea what he had written. The last thing
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I wanted to do was to make him feel defeated,
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So I said, yes, yes, of course,
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Papa, you're right here, You're you're right, of course.
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Do you take? Go on, take to Luke Mud. My
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father's face fell. He
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was disappointed. My
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mind race trying to figure out how else
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could I respond to this mystery message.
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But our interaction had exhausted my
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father. He
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closed his eyes and drifted off to sleep. As
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he slept, I turned the paper upside down
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and sideways, trying to understand. I
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left his room, consumed by curiosity
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and then guilt. I
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worried that I had missed my only chance to
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hear my father's last words. At
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various moments in my life, my father had caught
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me in a lie, and each time he had taught
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me the importance of honest team. I
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was going to prove to him that I had listened.
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Later, I went back to my father's room and waited
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for him to wake up, and
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he opened his eyes. I
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said quickly, I'm
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sorry, Papa, I couldn't read what you wrote.
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To me, But I want
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to understand what what? What? What did you want
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to tell me? My
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father opened his mouth and
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I leaned in very close, and
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with all of his strength, he
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whispered two words, live
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life. Those
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were his last two words to me. Twenty
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minutes later, my
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father passed away. At
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that time, all I wanted was to be alone and let
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his words sink in. But there was
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no time. We needed to plan the funeral. Raju
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and I wanted to spare my mother this burden, so
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we decided to short the details ourselves.
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A traditional Hindu funeral is supposed to be
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very, very solemn. All
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the guests dressed in white.
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We sing somber hymns. That's
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what Raja and I had intended to do. We
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sat down to plant the ceremony, but
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as we did, I couldn't get my father's
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words out of my head. Live
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life, Live life,
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Live life. Suddenly a
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blooded out. I think we should book a rock
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band, rock
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band. Lab Raju
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looked at me like I had lost my senses. I repeated
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myself, I think we should call a rock
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band who will sing our father's favorite songs,
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and let's tell people to wear colorful clothes.
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What are you talking about Rajas? Confused, think
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of who our father was. We should not moan his lost,
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We should celebrate his life. So
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we called everyone and said, in four days
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we are going to have a prayer ceremony. Please
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come, and when you come, please wear your most
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colorful clothes and bring your funniest stories
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of my father. We want to honor his
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memory with joy and laughter. The
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day of the ceremony, I began to second guess myself.
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Did I make a mistake? What if
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the concept was too strange? What
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if no one shows up? I
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was getting nervous. To
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take my mind off the service, I decided
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to pick up a copy of my hat's favorite
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Shimla newspaper. That the very
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much this newspaper
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was local, I mean really local.
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To put it into us terms, if they
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Marchell was in New York, it would
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be printed in Queens and we called
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the Queen's Necklace and only cover news
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from a three block radius was
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something like that. But my
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father was ast with this newspaper,
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and he and I used to bicker about
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its importance. I would tell him about a fantastic
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review of one of my films, and my father would
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say, what
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does the Muchell have to say about it. I
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would invite him to a premiere of a movie I
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had started, and he would say, I will
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see the film after that. The Way Marchell review
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is published, I
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could have been written up in Time magazine, But my
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father would say, talk to me
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when you were in the Way Much. There
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was one time when I was talking to my father and I told
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him that I felt like I had entered a golden period
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in my career. But to this, my father said,
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I don't know a bit too. I have not seen
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anything about you in the Way Much lately. Can
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you believe it? So I told
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him, fine, I want to talk to the editor of
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The Way Muchel and settled this once for all. So
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the next day my father called me from the
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Way Much a editor's office. The
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editor, who was probably only a part
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time editor and a full time street sweeper practically
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of his German. I answered the phone, so
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listen to your mr. Editor. If you don't carry one
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story about me each week for the rest of your
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life, I am going to have to buy your newspaper
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and write the stories myself. So
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from that day on, it became my
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manager's job to send the editors some material
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on me. The
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rabbit us to carry today. An opum
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kid smiled this weekend anpum
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care to a walk. But
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when I opened their way much along the day
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of my father's prayer ceremony, an
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obituary for my father was on the front
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page. The article
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began, we will not see
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Pushka nat on the streets of Mall
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Road now. The obituary
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carried on for three pages. In
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that moment, I was overwhelmed
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with emotion. I knew that there
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were plenty of people like this editor who
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had crossed paths with my father and had
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some memory something they needed to say about
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him, and by sharing these stories
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we would truly be honoring his life. At
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that moment, I knew that even
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if no one came to this strange service, it
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was the right thing to do. But
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everyone came. We
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held the service in the Haradamahrikisha Temple.
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It was an auditorium that could hold a couple hundred
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people, but on the day
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more than six hundred people packed in for
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the service, relatives, neighbors,
14:32
local vendors, directors, film
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stars, the ex Chief Nistry of Kashmir.
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Every chair was full and people were even spilling
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into the aisles and sitting on the stairs.
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When the service began, I
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got up in front of all these people moaning,
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and I told the funniest stories I could think
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of. I told
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them about the bread cellar. I
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told them about the in apple pastries, an
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event. I told them about
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two lipsticks. This
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was not done at Indian career ceremonies.
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And I went on and on and everyone laughed
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and they laughed hard. People
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were falling from their seats. And
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after me, more people got on stage. My wife
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told hilarious stories. Then
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my first director but got on stage
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and made me laugh until tears rolled down my
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face. The other thing which is never
15:32
execated, to put their hands into the pumps,
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in fact, I often. And
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then there was the band. When I first
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suggested working the rock band, Raju had looked
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at me funnily, and yes,
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we did get a rock band. They weren't
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playing led Zeppelin, though I
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had asked them to play all of my father's favorite
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Bollywood songs journey
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Okay see look
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Jink Miller,
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But instead of playing the tune slowly and mournfully,
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I asked the band to play them fast. Look.
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That was a celebration. So
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we laughed, and we danced and
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we sang, and I knew my father would have loved
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it. Yea.
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After the service, crowds of people came up
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to me to talk about my dad. A
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stranger came up to me and said, do
16:45
you remember getting a call at to thirtm
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in the morning from your father on
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a train asking you to speak to a passenger?
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Yes, I said, slowly, that was me, The
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man said, excitedly. Your father entered
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the coach compartment and announced, everyone,
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do you know whose father? I am? A
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palm kid, I must admit
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I laughed at your father. He heard me laughing and
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said, you don't believe me that. I'll
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prove it to you. Then he called you at two thirty
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in the morning and he called you something I don't
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remember, bit too. I answered,
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yes, but too. Your father said,
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but to talk to this man. He doesn't believe that I am your
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father. So you got on the line Hello,
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but I didn't recognize your voice, probably because
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you were so sleepy. So I said, okay,
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how do I know you are really on the palm care? Give me
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some famous dialogue from one of your films.
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And then in the middle of the night you
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gave me a monologue Dr
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Dang creates war. Yes, yes
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you're hello, Hello, this
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is the stranger and I started quoting lines
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to each other like long lost co stars, giggling
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the entire time. Yea undt
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donible. Then
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the Shimla mailman came up and said he
18:06
remember how your dad would send you letters addressed
18:09
to a pum care the
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film star Bombay. I
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think he did that just so I could get a laugh.
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Then one person told me that my father had been
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sending him five hundred rupees a month for the last
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ten years. And then
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another person came up to me and told me the same
18:26
thing, and then another, and then another, until
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at least twenty people told me the same
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story of my father's quiet generosity.
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I had been sending money home to my father for about
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the same amount of time, and now
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I knew where the money was really going. By
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the end of the day, there was a long
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line of people waiting to talk to me about
18:50
my father. But instead
18:52
of a q I saw the streets of Simla.
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In every phase, I saw a house, brit
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shop or a school, some part
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of the city that my father had reached and
19:03
so laid out before me I saw
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the whole map of my home, but
19:11
most notably, my
19:13
mother approached me. My
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mother and father had been married for fifty nine
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years. She lost not only
19:21
her husband, but her lifelong companion,
19:23
her best friend. I
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was most worried for her, but
19:29
throughout the whole service, she was cracking up.
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She rode with laughter from my stories.
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After the ceremony, she said
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to me and Raju, thank
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you for celebrating your father's life like this.
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I did not know I was married to such
19:48
a great man. May
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God bless you. I
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say this often when I speak about man Dad.
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I think many people in my line of work would
20:03
overlook my father's story. No
20:06
one in the industry is racing to make a film about
20:08
his life. He wasn't rich or
20:11
famous, but he was
20:13
extraordinary. And
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as I looked around an auditorium that was buzzing
20:19
with love for him, I knew
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it was because he had followed his own advice,
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the same advice he passed down to me, and
20:27
the same advice I'm passing down to you. Live
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life. That's
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all for this season. I'm
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an open care be kind
20:59
to yourself, and thank
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you for listening. Palm
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Cares is a production of I Heart Radio. I'm
21:18
your host a pump Care Our
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executive producer Is Mangis, Senior
21:24
producer Julian Weller, Associate
21:26
producer Morgan Lavoy. Sound
21:29
design and mixing by Julian Weller
21:31
and Dan Bauza. Music
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by Aaron Kauffman. Production
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support from Emily Marinov and
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Mary du Writing by
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Lucas Riley, Matt Riddle,
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Margon Lavoy and Julian Weller.
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Lucas Riley and Matt Riddle are our
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story editors. Thanks
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to Sicken par Herman, Desuza, Godwin
21:53
Amana, Sidium Studios, Cornel
21:56
Byrne and Bob Pittman. Yeah
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M Live,
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Lift, dangelously, live,
22:10
fiercely, live completely,
22:13
and a sense of wonder, which
22:15
is something that every human being loses.
22:18
It's so important to retain that
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