chose to not do Patreon.   I need time. This is a lot.

I landed in hell too. A lot! I’m a They! Unconditional love lesson. Byron Katie that shit. You’ll hate the work, but it soaks in and it’s good for u.

Father’s Discipline Goals- He Did 3 seasons of discipline for you. 

Season 1 INTUITION (of Self)
Stewardess: Lisa  (of Self) FIRE
Season 2 LOVE  ( of Self)
A. Steward: Jesus Christ ( Love and compassion as spoken through the energy of                                                                           Matthew) AIR
 B.  Steward: PRESENCE Buddha (Awareness/Timing and Time ) WATER
C. Steward: Natives ( help! This one gets tricky) Earth (Deeds/caretakers of the environment) EARTH
 Season 5 FAITH ( of Self) Steward: Muhammad  ( We have Faith in His Forgiveness. Forgiveness) ETHERS 
Yeah, I guess I'm an angel named Translucence,  (Light essence across spectrum, (Leas) I’m yours to borrow not own… leas, a Lu the honey boo) I prefer to be called Lisa, my friend Dana calls me LuLu and I ignore this fact in my real life because small minds go to mental illness and people are already jealous and spiteful. Its terribly complicated and very simple. I'm a child of the Cosmos. I'm really lucky to have had my Dad.  I love him so much, so so so much. I'm not sure you can truly understand how overwhelming some of these emotions can be. The only emotion is no emotion. None belong to me, They all belong to Dad.   And if He touched you, +\ -you blessed.  He loves you. Let it flow.
I had to patiently await my healing and heal myself through love of self and  mindful self love. It took forever until it didn't. Because Matt was there and he is the most compassionate man. He feels me. He carries a lot, a lot of pain. Do you C?  A ghost of an intention? It’s a trinity. We can actualize Maslow's hierarchy of need. Who woke this ghost? Was that the intention at conception?I’m a nobody which makes me an everybody. I see your core wounding (gift of the earth) because it’s mine too... And also your highest potential (gift of Heaven) Because it’s mine too….We are starting from ground zero Solutions. you guys…WE is so fucking powerful when it’s well-intentioned , nonviolent and we have a+b=c then we  we begin to take off ( drone energy, is that built like a helicopter? My Dad did something with helicopters…Is my Dad going to fly in to save me ..  I don’t get it. Wait if we mirror the triangle and flip it, we have 2 right triangles and he gives us 2 more that’s four.  Hmm.If we put them in all four quadrants, we have our wings.helicopter wings.  Dads just raising me up, He took away my ankles and He is giving me my angle wings. Thank you so very much, I’m happy I got my angle wings back, I think God heard my prayer.. I always wanted to be a Fly Girl, but Dad didn't want me to go to school for dance. And I have no game plan…  except what They show me, when They show. - Nobodys angel
( come be a LEAPER (leper)with me)
Light/love energy across people (leap) 
  Saw a bald eagle and a pileated woodpecker today. Shape up and he will come back in our lifetime.I get to make the call and it’s my last lifetime. You have all the control. For the sake of transparency, its a hard no from me right now. Rubric anyone? 3/12/6. You don’t have to believe. God and I know. 
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