Listen in order from first to last, it starts at the bottom. This is the story of my spiritual awakenings and shamanic journey, in real time. I am a very old soul. It takes a little bit for me to get off the ground and share of my inner world. I was shy after decades of emotional manipulation and abuse, mainly narc the abuse. I’m an empath. S#1 please be patient S#2 I am very loved S#5 Faith. This podcast is targeted for the regular people, the oppressed people, the understanding people and the deep people. I show you how to use your rock bottom to your advantage. Powerless to powerful (its the spectrum of ego).. with patience, love, faith and spirituality. This podcast is for survivors, religious drop outs and people who are curious about ancient wisdom. I am a self proclaimed expert shadow work. I want to share it. Haven’t we been stuck in uninspired for too long? This podcast is not for the intellectual perfectionists, the traditionalists or the Pollyannas.. I like grit and misfits. Traditional values were traps to my path to Him. Also, I value family and love… that’s the underlying energy of my podcast. If you don’t see it, you won’t get me. In fact only people who understand the light will get me. I’m just over here learning my spiritual lessons and living in my truth so that I can be free. It’s because God and the angels have the utmost respect for my work. I follow Them using my intuition. Spirit and I have developed a common language through the years. I think you can too. You just have to create symbols that make sense for you, not the ones your society has jammed down your throat. I have a couple of rules: unless you’ve conquered something, you don’t get to espouse wisdom as if you know and if you want to harshly judge, you have to ask questions first with the intent to understand. Boy, that would be a refreshing change. I modeled one way through growth. We have been taught to suppress anger and our voices. We are laughed at and mocked, we are judged through small minded assumptions, our dreams stolen and our spirit attacked, we get blocked out and uncredited. I also just showed you my hidden inner child, isn’t she lovely? She’s been rejected by man every time I’ve ever shown her, but not anymore! Love doesn’t mean pretending the truth doesn’t exist. It means accepting the truth with the fullest exposure afforded to you and becoming familiar with its joy or its pain. Sometimes you have to walk straight through hell. It’s how we get to heaven on earth, full of His glory. The great unfolding. And that’s The Akashic record of nobody’s angel. Night night my babies… xoxoxo Yo Mama (and I stepped into my Goddess energy) I think my purpose is to pull you up, but you have to pull yourself up part of the way. I'm an earth angel. That is not an easy life path because to heal the Mother wound I have to love you as you are and love me as I am. That’s the right angle. Who gets that? I love being an energy worker. I hope some day I can live in my feminine energy, but that requires secure men and strong women. An evolved society. And there’s a shortage. Otherwise war wouldn’t happen. Media, blackout the narcissists and party like something big is coming with your besties give 'em FOMO. Just look at who their friends are. Shad-ah. It takes a strong man to seek and maintain peace. And that's my try. 🤞 It4 gets more than a 10 day contract ✔. Heart is everything... we are supposed to be healing in this four year cycle.. right? That was the promise? Well we be runnin out of time. Ohhh that was a lie too? You guys and your lie ability. I’m so curious which religions are funding Russia. I want the hidden ledgers exposed. Show your hands. I have some Post esteem anger….