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I’m still waiting for some minor edits, but I don’t like perfection. Perfectionism is a disease. I like good enough and I’m excited to get this out. My journey to find happiness…I’ll show you how me and Thor made friends. 
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Jan 14, 22- My faith waivered briefly, but I remembered that Muhammad had my back. It was he who granted me permission to move forward into my new energy. Jesus, Buddha, NA ( I need help here guys) and Muhammad and now Ascended Mistress #34 Lisa The High Priestess. I have my pentacle, five points of light. Gods light in the middle and surrounding us. Thank you for bearing witness to my growth. My brothers have my back. They saw how many lifetimes it took me to complete this mission, I had patience and endured a lot of pain, more than my share. Muhammad, much respect , I know you know.

Father wanted me to feel protected and honored. He did that every step of the way in a world where I was completely and utterly disrespected, devalued and discarded and mischaracterized. And the lies… the lies…. Father kept score. I am grateful for Him.  Why was I chosen?  Because he knew  of my infinite loyalty to my brother, Matthew, my safe haven . I was persecuted a lot. 
Dad was my coach, Matt got the assist.  Life is a fascinating and beautiful tapestry. 
Dad got the bronze star with valor too.
Dad  is  also a divine being. I wish it were him to hold this seat, my father was an incredibly fair man, I wish he never got drafted. He would have whipped your asses into shape. (Whip sound effect) and my life is not a party trick or the latest trend. Show some goddamn respect.  And a thank you would be nice, but she’s not holding her breath.  She’s not putting her life on the line for you anymore.  Act 2 is all about Her and she is resting on her laurel wreath. (Dad had oak clusters too, I’m curious how many (exponential?) but I don’t know. I was hidden in plain sight. God’s plan. Be grateful, now you can self correct… or choose not to. It’s not my  choice to make. Good luck. I was a gifted kid, but we don’t specialize instruction for the gifteds in public school and gifted kids know that grades and standardize testing are bullshit. They see right through the game. I was lucky, I had  a kindergarten teacher who taught through play based education. Everything we learn, we learn in kindergarten. Thank you, Mrs. Hayes.
(Dad just crouched down and let Matt leap frog over him…. That’s one hell of a Dad. Because God is good and  He likes my theory of evolution)
I guess I’m the clean up crew, using my broom to sweep up your mess. Or maybe I just made a clean sweep. I don’t know. I didn’t see any of this coming and I have no idea where it’s going. I just followed His lead. 
And I just climbed five ladder steps up and am now sitting at the top of my karmic wheel.
Just Lisa  
Plain, simple, wise
It was all just Gods plan. 
He is a huge proponent of title nine .
The Hermit. IX
1/22/2022 ( 2 to the fifth expo? 25)Pythagorean Triple?... I  love you guys. 3-4-5 complete. 1-5 complete. 3+4+5=12 (1+2)=3, the Triangle. wait...9+16=25... Matts birthday  (2+5) and it reduces to 7.. the Chariot.. 25+1 (todays date)…forward movement. wink. Inspired by Picasso… hmm #8? Google it, Lissy Lu.
PS… can we at least TRY to be united? And just to be clear, I would never ask anyone to follow me down this path, now that I know. I know that it was uniquely mine.  I want to help you follow your own path, free of judgment, fear and shame. Because I think  it is there that we can boldly create. Let’s merge. Let’s find peace, let’s heal because we are all  bereft of hope and hope is everything.