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The following podcast is a Dear Media
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production. Thank
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you for tuning into Balance Black Girl
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podcast. This show is all about conversations
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that involve everything we need to feel
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healthy, happy, thriving, and something
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that helps me feel healthy, happy,
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thriving is getting to talk to
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my friends. And so I'm so excited for
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today's episode because I'm welcoming back an incredible
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guest who has been on Balance Black Girl
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before, someone who I'm lucky enough to call
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a friend, actor, activist,
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wellness advocate, Spelman alum,
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Miss Zuri Adele. Welcome
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back. Thank you. Thank you,
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Liz. Thank you for having me. I'm
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so happy to see you in
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person. I'm so proud
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of you. I'm so honored to be here. And
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I'm feeling led to like, I don't know,
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can we set an intention? And yes, can we
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hold hands? I don't know. Just
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give thanks. Yeah. Yeah,
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I just want to feel our feet in the
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ground. I should put my feet on the
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ground. And feel
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our shoulders drop back,
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loosen up our
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jaws and give thanks. Thank
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you, ancestors. Thank
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you, divine wisdom. Thank
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you, God. Thank you, love. Thank
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you, sisterhood. Thank
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you, parents. Thank
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you, community. Thank you to
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every entity that allows
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us to be together and have
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this conversation. We have
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no specific agenda other than
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to reveal more and more
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of who you, power, love,
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God really are through
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us, through liberation,
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through sisterhood. And
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I just pray that we surrender to
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being the vessel, the clay.
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the light so
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that God's
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will, love's will can
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be carried out through this conversation. May
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we just feel
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grounded, feel at ease, feel
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at peace, feel safe to
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share it all, talk about it all.
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May all who can be liberated through
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this interaction be as
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present as possible. And
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thank you. We know that we
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will gain so much more than we
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can ever give just because of all
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the people around us behind the scenes here
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who are pouring in so much
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energy, so much love, so much dedication
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to this
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platform being heightened, being
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expanded, being
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used for good. Thank
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you for this opportunity. Thank you, Les. May
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everything you touch turn to gold. Everything
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that is in motion for you is for you.
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Thank you for sharing your platform with me. Thank
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you for saying yes to your calling. I
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am so grateful for the way in which we met.
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I'm so grateful for the way in which
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you've been sharing
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your purpose with the world and
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allowed me to knock on the door and ask
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if I can join you years
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ago. Thank you
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for being my friend. Thank you for
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helping me grow and learn through your example. Thank
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you for being present with me here today. Oh my
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God. Thank you. I
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told you not to make me cry before. Oh honey.
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Okay. We're going to cry by the end of
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the week. We're going to see. No, I don't
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know how every other episode is going to not
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have that kind of intention setting
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after it. Yeah. Well, you do
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it. You set the standard. Thank you. Thank
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you for being here. Thank you for being you.
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Yeah. Thank you. Oh, that
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was amazing. So
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welcome back. Thank you. Welcome back.
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It's been exactly three years since our
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last episode. We were sick in the
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pandemic. Sick, yeah. In
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it, at home. Yeah. Yeah. I've
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actually never done a podcast conversation
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that's filmed that I can think
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of. And I'm really
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excited. I love, I'm loving motion picture
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and I love conversations and I love
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sisterhood. So I'm like, this feels like
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a party and I'm
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excitedly, I don't know if nervous
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is the word, just like I'm
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excitedly present with no agenda and
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just an open vessel. And it
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feels so good to do this
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with someone I trust so much.
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Oh, yeah. I'm so grateful for that. And
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I do think that us getting to be
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in the same place and it does, it
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ups the energy a lot more. And
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it makes it more conversational. Yeah. Because
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I think sometimes when it's remote, it's like question,
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answer, question, answer. Versus
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we can just flow. Yeah, I
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love that. Yeah, we're not as worried about
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like the sound talking over each
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other and all the different elements from different
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rooms. And yeah, just being able to look
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each other in the eyes. I'm such an
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in-person connector. Like physical touch is
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my love language. If I contact where
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love language is probably one of mine.
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Yeah, and just, yeah, I'm
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loving it. We have no
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technology distractions in separate rooms.
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Such an honor because for so long,
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we were really surrendered to that boundary.
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Yeah, absolutely. Yeah, through so
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much. Three years. So
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much has happened in three years in such
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a beautiful way. We have both like I've
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just seen us grow and evolve
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and heal so much. And so many,
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like be torn open. Yes. And then
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come back and torn open.
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You know, that natural process
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of wound, scar, mark. Yes,
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and the world has been doing that. Like
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the world has been Torn
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open, torn apart, brought back together
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Reflected upon and Yeah,
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pokes and prodded. Yeah. Yeah.
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Yeah Last
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time you were here. It was just a few months
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after your 30th birthday You had
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just turned 30 and you were now 33, 33 as you said.
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33 baby. Which was beautiful How?
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Yeah, how are your 30s? How are your
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30s treating you? How are
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you feeling at this point now three years into your
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30s? Girl? Okay The
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30s are nice. The 30s are
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nice. The 30s are a little bit.
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I mean we're in this tumultuous time
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of life Yeah, um, and
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so there are a lot of unknowns and
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I feel really really blessed that my experience
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in my 30s has been an
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experience where I've gotten to really
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dive into like my plan a
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career in terms of Being
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able to support myself full-time as an
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actor and storyteller And
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also it's been a time with the many
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unknowns with the strike and the pandemic all
7:14
of those things starting. Yes At
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this time in these last several years. It's also
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been a time of like really asking myself how
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I really want to sustain and support
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myself and how to empower myself with
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like Multiple
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streams of income and peace and
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and And
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it's also it's been really empowering. It's been a
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time of having more of a platform
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to be mindful of
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and also to be
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honored to like be able to
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share so much and be of service and It's
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also just stretch me like I've I've
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been I've been
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receiving a lot of answered prayers in
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my career and
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Also So learning how to balance
8:02
so many responsibilities at once, like zero
8:05
to 100 in a zero to 100
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type of way. That's
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really required me to
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get specific about my boundaries
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and how I care for my body, how
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I care for my voice,
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my vessel, how I show up
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in my relationships. And
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so yeah, it's been like 30s to 30s. To
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answer your question, it's been
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full of learning. It's been full
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of grief, I think, right
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before we spoke the first time my
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father had passed. And
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it was also at the beginning of the pandemic
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and it was such a
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unique way to say goodbye to
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him because we had to do it virtually. And
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he was in New York and I was in
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Los Angeles. And there
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was a lot of surrender.
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Surrender seems to me to work right now. And
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so and through that, because it was one
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of the most, it was the most challenging
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experience I have ever had in
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my body and emotions,
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it was also the most transformative
9:15
experience. And so my
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30s have been the most transformative. Yeah,
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that's I mean, it's like it's this big.
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I don't know. It's still, you know, we're
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just getting started. I'm in the early parties
9:27
and like it's definitely
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the most empowering decade
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yet so far. Yeah.
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Yeah. And it's fun.
9:37
It's spicy. You know, it's like we
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could do a little more, it's like a little more
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empowerment, more resources to
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like have fun and the adult and
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also like the stakes are so much
9:49
higher. So it's a
9:51
little thrilling, you know, when we learn
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some of these lessons are costly, costly.
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Yeah. The lessons are really. expensive,
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all of it. Exactly.
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Emotionally, physically,
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like our bodies are very
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communicative in the 30s and I'm
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sure it only gets more and more clear from there.
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So yeah it's
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a lot. It's in a beautiful way but it's
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yeah the 30s best decade
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yet so far. Yeah and full of learning.
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15:01
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15:06
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15:10
more about not having the pressure on myself
15:12
to figure it all out because we realized we'd never
15:14
figure it all out. Part of getting older is
15:17
realizing how much you don't know. We don't know anything and
15:19
I love it here. And embracing it, which is the best. And
15:22
just wanting to live and wanting to experience
15:24
and worrying less about what the end result
15:26
is. Yes. Yes.
15:30
I got excited because my
15:32
therapist just said this quote. She
15:35
just said this to me. She
15:37
said, how I feel
15:39
is more important than how I am perceived.
15:43
She helped me by giving me that
15:45
mantra for how I feel is more important
15:47
than how I am perceived because I say
15:51
I am reminded of that because you're right.
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Like in our 20s, we
15:57
are really focused on how we're perceived.
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Especially, I mean, through many decades and
16:02
I do remember, I do feel
16:04
now a shedding
16:06
of that. It was just like, ooh.
16:09
And maybe that's also through the pandemic. So maybe
16:11
it feels like it's the 30s, but maybe if
16:13
I were in my 40s during this pandemic, like
16:16
I would feel the same, but yeah, how I
16:18
feel, like choosing to prioritize how I
16:20
feel over how I'm perceived and
16:22
like having that vocabulary to
16:25
understand how I'm making my decisions. Is
16:28
this about, am I making this decision based on how
16:30
I want to be perceived or how I want to
16:32
feel? And yeah, being
16:36
more intentional about that has been
16:38
really helpful. And I'm just
16:40
saying it to my 20 something self right
16:42
now. Yeah, yeah. Because
16:45
even how we feel can lead
16:47
to being perceived in our best
16:49
light if we follow how we
16:52
feel first. Whereas going the opposite
16:54
route, like it's still a win-win.
16:56
It's okay to be concerned with how
16:58
we are perceived as long as it
17:00
is led by how we
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want to feel. At least that's what I feel right now.
17:05
Yeah, in this stage of life. Because there's
17:07
a good part of that is self-awareness, which
17:10
is great, but if we let others
17:12
perceptions of us dictate how we feel,
17:14
that's a slippery slope. And I know
17:17
I've been there. Yeah, absolutely. I
17:19
mean, understandably. We want to
17:22
succeed in life and there are so many ways
17:24
in which we give other humans
17:27
the keys to that success. And like you said,
17:29
we're all figuring it out. So we don't need
17:31
to put that in each other's hands. We just
17:33
need to each prioritize how we're feeling so we
17:35
can show up and pour
17:37
from full place. Yeah.
17:40
I think about, I see a lot of things
17:43
online from people in their 20s and
17:45
how kind of anxious they feel and how much pressure
17:47
they put on themselves. I'm like, oh my goodness. I remember
17:49
10 years ago feeling that same way. Girl,
17:51
I was feeling that this morning. Right.
17:54
We still do. Yeah. It's like, am I
17:56
doing the right thing? Do I have it
17:58
figured out? And I. Every time
18:00
I see somebody in their 20s say that,
18:03
I just can't help but breathe. But there's
18:05
so much life ahead of
18:07
you. And I
18:10
really appreciate you talking about the experience
18:12
with your dad and with that grieving
18:14
process. Oh man. And it reminded
18:17
me a lot of when I
18:19
realized how much
18:22
life was ahead was when my granny passed
18:24
a few months after I turned 30 and
18:26
she was blessed enough to make it to
18:28
her mid 80s. And
18:30
I thought if I'm lucky enough to make it
18:32
that far, I have 50 plus
18:35
years to figure so many things out
18:37
and live and experience. Why am I
18:39
putting so much pressure on this one
18:41
age that I'm at right now when
18:43
Lord willing I will hopefully
18:45
get to where she got and have
18:47
so much time to figure things out.
18:50
Yeah. Life is both too long and
18:52
too short to feel good. Yes.
18:55
Yeah. Exactly. Yeah. Whether it's
18:57
one day or 80 years. Yeah.
19:01
And when we think about surrender, I think sometimes it
19:03
can be tempting to think about the really big
19:05
things. Yeah. I would love to maybe hear about
19:07
some smaller ways that you feel like you kind
19:09
of surrender in your day to day because I
19:12
think the small things that we do add up to
19:14
be the big things. Okay.
19:17
Yeah. So my
19:20
friend and colleague, Sherry Kola and
19:22
I, we say, I love her. That's
19:24
my sister. We have
19:26
this phrase that really helps us because
19:28
in our work
19:30
lives of production and TV projection
19:35
in particular and perhaps also with film,
19:38
but like there are constant changes, you
19:40
know, constant script changes or schedule changes
19:42
and with COVID perhaps
19:44
and just needing to surrender
19:48
and shift and stay ready
19:51
for big changes quickly and
19:53
small changes and be responsible
19:55
for the energy in the room at
19:57
the same time while we process those changes. All
20:01
of that to say because she and I work
20:03
together so often and we
20:06
sort of entered like this space
20:10
somewhat alongside each other in terms
20:12
of navigating like a
20:15
bigger, larger platform in the public
20:17
eye. We really come together with some of our
20:19
phrases because we'll sometimes know of some of the
20:21
changes that are going on for both of us. And
20:24
one of our phrases is pivot to give it. And
20:27
it's just like, okay, we got to pivot to give it.
20:29
Like if we want to give it, we want to give
20:31
our best, we need to pivot right now. And
20:34
we'll just be like, pivot to give it, baby, pivot to give it. Just
20:37
like that reminder. Keep it together, keep
20:40
it calm, keep it kind, keep
20:42
it useful, trust it, just trust it, pivot to give
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it. So even at
20:46
home, you know, I'll say that it
20:49
can be anything. It
20:52
can be news
20:54
about a loved one is, you
20:56
know, our parents are aging, you know,
20:58
a loved one is dealing with something
21:01
physically or has passed or, and not
21:03
just with elders. I mean, our peers,
21:05
we are very used to, for
21:08
better or worse, we are very used to, you know,
21:12
the cycle of life and death amongst
21:14
our peers. And so changes
21:17
like that. And then also just changes
21:20
at home. Everyone's got a different, there's a
21:22
meeting that needs to change or a schedule
21:24
that needs to change or all
21:26
of a sudden the toilet is
21:28
overflowing or the water's not
21:30
on or the electricity is
21:32
out or the dog has
21:34
diarrhea or somebody
21:36
needs a place to stay, whatever, all the
21:38
things. And learning
21:41
and surrendering and knowing
21:43
what's ours, what's ours to
21:46
need to pivot and to take on. But yeah,
21:48
that phrase, pivot to give it. And
21:50
not that it always has to be a phrase, that's
21:53
just one that helps me like, I mean, stay in
21:55
it, let me say, let's the little, the martial arts,
21:57
little like emotional martial arts, if you will. That
22:00
really helps me with the big and
22:02
small things. Even if it's like, okay,
22:04
there's an accident on the road, traffic
22:06
is crazy. I
22:09
don't wanna be perceived as, you know,
22:12
I'm not being mindful of
22:14
people's time. So I
22:16
need to pivot and make a phone call right now.
22:18
I don't wanna text and drive, let me call and-
22:21
Don't text and drive. Make a call or send
22:23
us something with your voice from
22:25
your watch or something and see what we can
22:27
change. We start this 30 minutes later. Can we,
22:30
or I just need to let you know, so you
22:32
know to pivot, or can we do this sooner?
22:37
Whatever it is, but just like this
22:39
constant game of Tetris and allowing it
22:41
to feel easeful, like
22:44
knowing what I can do, what can
22:46
I do in excellence? I think like
22:48
thinking about that constant pivot is
22:50
really helping
22:52
me, is really helping me stay present with like what I
22:54
can do in excellence and what do I need to let
22:56
go? And even just,
22:59
like the most simple things, I
23:01
really wanna cook myself a home cooked meal. Like
23:03
it's been a minute and I'm really craving that
23:06
experience and because of other
23:08
things on my plate, I
23:11
may need a pivot to give it and
23:14
get a salad on the way from somewhere or,
23:16
you know, I mean, that's, there's so
23:18
many, I wanna meditate for 30 minutes
23:21
every morning and every night and sometimes
23:23
I got a pivot to give it. And
23:25
sometimes that's five minutes or sometimes that's in
23:27
the afternoon and that night or whatever, sometimes
23:30
that's at 3 a.m. when everything's
23:32
quiet and nobody's gonna call or email, you
23:34
know, like, but yeah, the pivot, how
23:37
can I pivot to give it, to give it my best? That
23:40
has been my surrender
23:43
mantra lately. Yeah,
23:45
I love, it's just a
23:47
good reminder. When we
23:49
wanna control things, a reminder
23:52
that we can't always, okay,
23:54
what's required of me in this moment,
23:56
how can I adjust? Yeah, and also
23:58
even like in romance, dating. and in
24:00
friendship, like the common friendships and
24:03
romantic friendship, like going on a
24:05
path and excitedly like feeling like
24:07
I'm building maybe perhaps
24:09
potential partnership with someone and then like, okay,
24:11
we're getting some new information about like how
24:13
we vibe in or new information about things
24:15
we didn't know before. And like now it's
24:17
time to, how can we pivot and have
24:19
this relationship be as grounded
24:22
in love as it can be knowing
24:26
that it might need to, that we might need
24:28
to change our dynamics. Cause like staying in it
24:30
and being enemies is also is not gonna be
24:32
healthy for me. You
24:36
know, that's not gonna pour back into my
24:38
cup or a work relationship or a friendship.
24:41
It's just like, what's the fun, what
24:43
are the enjoyable parts about this relationship?
24:45
Is this like the fun, you know,
24:47
maybe our pivot is like, we
24:50
just like to go to dinner together. And like, we
24:53
go to events or something. And
24:56
maybe this is not where I
24:58
consistently have emotional space
25:00
held for like the deep stuff.
25:03
And like if communicating doesn't feel good in that way
25:05
for me, you know, or so yeah, just
25:08
like the constant pivots and that can change in
25:10
each chapter based on what we all have capacity
25:12
for. You know, it's not blaming anyone. It's just
25:14
really like, okay, how do we need to pivot
25:17
to give our best in this chapter given
25:19
all the, we're each the star of our own
25:21
lives, our own show. And like, we're each perhaps
25:24
guest stars in each other's lives in a beautiful
25:27
way. We add a lot. And so in order
25:29
to keep adding to
25:31
each of our lives, like how can
25:33
we pivot and not
25:35
be attached to how it
25:37
used to be. Right. Yeah. Or what we
25:40
think other people should do or how they
25:42
should show up. Yeah. We're
25:44
all experiencing one another. Yeah.
25:47
In various ways. Exactly. In various ways
25:49
from our perspective and something else that's
25:51
really helped me with surrender has
25:54
been to intentionally, as best as
25:56
I can, intentionally be really mindful
25:58
of the word show. good, could,
26:00
and would, and any versions of them.
26:03
So anytime I
26:06
feel tempted to say should,
26:08
could, or would, I really
26:10
try to
26:12
pivot that to something
26:14
stronger, like I want, or next
26:17
time I will, or this helped me
26:19
learn that I need this, rather
26:22
than shoulda, coulda, woulda is just in the
26:24
past. And that feels like
26:26
holding on rather than surrender. Which
26:29
even holding on like feels different in my
26:31
body than when I say surrender in my
26:34
body. And I feel better in my
26:36
whole plumb line when I say
26:38
surrender. And so that
26:40
and the word but. So instead of
26:42
but I try to say and, this is,
26:45
you know, it's a daily practice. So as best
26:47
as I can, I try to
26:49
say and, or though, however, yes
26:52
and. It's like
26:54
one of our exercises as actors
26:56
and writers is we say
26:58
yes and. Like I support that idea. And
27:01
this is what I need to add to it to make it more
27:04
truthful. Rather than resisting
27:07
what the universe is doing. Right. Or
27:09
undermining. Yes. Or
27:11
looking for reasons why something can't
27:13
work. Exactly. It's what but does.
27:15
That's what but does. Yeah. Which
27:18
is an understandable way of protecting ourselves
27:20
when we try to find reasons things
27:23
may not work because we especially have
27:25
had so many experiences of closed
27:28
doors and being
27:30
told why things can't work. I mean, there
27:32
are so many, I mean, generationally,
27:35
ancestrally, there
27:37
were so many doors
27:40
closed to us being in this room.
27:42
Right. You know, and so
27:44
it's understandable that those words are in our
27:47
vocabulary. And now I am
27:50
seeking to use them
27:54
less or not at all. Yeah. In
27:56
order to find and lean into surrender. Absolutely.
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32:37
through doors that have been closed,
32:39
how you open them, how you keep them
32:41
open for others because I think that's something that
32:43
you are so good at. You're
32:46
good. You're good, girl. You
32:48
better work. Right? Right?
32:51
Yeah, that was nice. Okay. Thank
32:54
you. I love a segue. I love a
32:56
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I'm on strike. And however, I have
33:03
been for the past five years and I say
33:05
I'm on strike because I want to
33:09
refrain from like promoting the
33:11
exact project that
33:13
I've been working on. And
33:16
I just mentioned it to say that for
33:18
the last five,
33:20
six years now, I have been working
33:24
on a project,
33:27
a show that
33:29
has allowed me
33:31
to consistently support
33:34
myself as an actor. And
33:36
it's also not only that
33:39
the story itself has felt
33:41
really connected to my purpose
33:43
as someone who's passionate about
33:45
black liberation, collective liberation, activism,
33:48
feminism, queerness, all
33:50
the things. And so, that
33:54
I remember at a particular
33:56
time after graduate school, after...
34:00
And I studied, I trained as
34:02
an actor in academia, undergrad and
34:04
grad school. And so I had
34:06
this, in my ego, I
34:08
had this expectation that I earned
34:13
this consistency, like I earned a consistent sort of
34:15
job as an actor. I was like, oh, once
34:17
I have my degrees, I just, I earned it.
34:19
I'll be able to take care of myself, like
34:21
as an actor. And
34:23
that was not the case. I needed to
34:25
go into, you know, getting all my food
34:27
stamps and having part time, you know, minimum
34:29
wage job and making sure I still had
34:32
time to audition and, you know, in the
34:34
daytime and work somewhere at night and all
34:36
of that to prioritize it. I also knew
34:38
I was welcoming in the
34:42
opportunity to work full time as an actor. I
34:44
also needed to build the skill
34:46
set to do so as a business woman and also
34:48
just even the skill set to ask for the camera.
34:50
I needed to get in classes and I had so
34:52
much more learning to do. And
34:56
I challenged myself,
34:58
a friend of mine was
35:00
doing a 40 day challenge
35:02
for herself of yoga. She
35:05
was just like, I'm just challenging myself to show up and practice
35:07
yoga for 40 days. Like she
35:10
just needed, she needed more than 30
35:12
days and she, and biblically 40 days
35:14
is like
35:16
that time where there is an
35:18
extended time of suffering,
35:21
suffering and self dedication.
35:25
And she really, she wanted
35:27
to experience that. She wanted to push past
35:29
those 30 days. And
35:32
so, and I was really inspired by that. And I was like,
35:34
I really, I was really inspired to
35:36
meditate for 40 days. And
35:40
during that time, and I
35:42
can't tell you why, it just was, I
35:44
think I meditate. I was meditating already daily, but
35:47
it was like, I wanted to make it more
35:49
consistent. And I noticed like my
35:51
days were really
35:53
powerful when I did meditate, even if
35:55
it was two minutes. And
35:59
that, time all of that to say like
36:01
when I really dedicated myself to a 40-day
36:04
practice which just led into a
36:06
lifestyle of meditating
36:10
that is when doors
36:12
started really
36:15
opening in terms of my
36:17
career at the time and
36:19
I'm still you know I'm fresh I'm
36:21
still one to open a whole lot
36:24
more doors now although I
36:26
do acknowledge like when you talk about
36:28
the doors and how we can initiate
36:32
the opening of those ourselves I think that
36:34
I could feel that there was when
36:37
I I declared
36:39
something to the
36:42
ether that like I
36:45
surrender I'm sitting still I welcome
36:48
change I'm listening
36:51
and I got I just got so
36:53
much guidance and it just trickled into
36:56
reaching out to mentors and reaching out
36:58
to just opportunities
37:01
that were beyond
37:04
like auditioning and putting the power in someone
37:06
else's hands but I also I started
37:08
reaching out to ask how I could be a servant on
37:11
people sets or how I can learn
37:13
how I can show up and learn
37:16
and sit in
37:18
and sit in a writers room
37:20
with a mentor or like be
37:22
a stand-in and play all all
37:24
these different characters like in one day and so
37:27
they could hear these jokes that they were working
37:29
on and I'm really grateful I have a mentor
37:31
Stacy Evans Morgan who gave me an opportunity to
37:33
like to show up and do that and it
37:35
was I didn't know that she was gonna say
37:37
yes to that I didn't even know she was
37:40
gonna be in production and she
37:42
was working on a show and she
37:44
welcomed me to like come play and
37:46
it just so happened that they were
37:48
starting their process like their shooting
37:50
process like with two days after
37:53
I reached out to her but it was just like
37:55
in that meditation that it was like okay who
37:58
can I reach out to do I
38:00
want to learn from and with and around and
38:02
how can I be of service and yeah That
38:05
was that is one example of like
38:07
the many ways in which I think
38:09
just committing myself to a Spiritual
38:13
practice like when I think the I think
38:15
it was also taking the material part out of
38:17
it Like yeah, it wasn't like because
38:19
at the time I didn't need money now. I
38:21
needed some money Yeah, I needed to pay that
38:23
money, but it was it wasn't it wasn't like
38:26
okay. I need money So I need this
38:28
I need to get Oscar whatever
38:30
I need to get this movie get this contract
38:32
like that's not Scarcity. No once
38:34
it once I took it out of the
38:36
scarcity is when the door opened I think
38:38
that when I was trying to clinch on
38:41
yep To what
38:43
I thought was mine what I thought I
38:45
deserved and also I was ignorantly watching people
38:47
I admire get
38:50
their degrees and them Have
38:52
a job and get an Oscar and I was really
38:54
and that's not how it happened for them It's just
38:56
how I saw it on the outside. Mm-hmm, and
38:59
I Was like that's
39:01
gonna be me like I did that too. Yeah And
39:04
so I think the sitting with it like
39:06
helped me also reflect like I think it
39:08
just did a transformation of my own mind
39:10
Yeah, and day 20 of
39:12
that practice. I believe it was halfway
39:14
through is When
39:16
I received an audition for like the job that
39:18
I've had for the last several years and Not
39:23
that I even expected I've been out there was
39:25
other days I was auditioning for other stuff and
39:27
but there was something about just knowing that like
39:30
There was something in my body that was just really
39:33
surrendered to whatever the divine plan was. Yeah Through
39:35
this practice and I'm also it's so
39:38
interesting. I'm in a challenge of that
39:40
right now. I'm in the 40-day personal
39:43
Meditation you I don't even know. Yeah, I'm going
39:45
till 11 11 Okay, and
39:47
I just put it in my calendar and perfect.
39:49
Yeah, and and I
39:51
want to just continue Yeah, you know, like maybe
39:53
I'll just maybe I won't even look at it
39:55
when it's day 40 because now and now I'm
39:57
going deeper I'm meditating for longer and like
40:00
having greater, even
40:03
greater experiences and doors
40:05
opening and bigger surrenders. But
40:07
yeah, I mean that's that's
40:10
my that's the first answer that comes to mind.
40:12
It's a long-winded one but it really is like
40:16
I mean prayer is really the portal.
40:18
And sometimes for me prayer is not
40:20
speaking. For me sometimes prayer is just
40:22
sitting and surrendering. I
40:24
think you said that. Yeah. Because I think
40:26
sometimes people think that prayer and meditation
40:28
are at odds. No. And the way I
40:31
think of it is they work together. Prayer
40:33
is often me talking and meditation is
40:35
where God is answering. For me that's how
40:37
they work together for me. So they
40:39
don't need to be you know these things
40:42
that are like competing with one another.
40:44
They work together beautifully I think. I agree.
40:46
I'm not an expert but you are. We
40:48
are all experts of what works best
40:50
for us. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Prayer
40:53
is yeah that's why
40:55
I sometimes I'm hesitant but I'm like that's
40:58
the first answer that comes to mind. When
41:00
you talk about that portal and I just
41:02
think that prayer can be watering your plants.
41:04
It can be washing your dishes. It can
41:06
be taking a shower. Like meditation sometimes my
41:09
shower is like my meditation. You know and
41:11
yeah it can be whatever it whatever
41:13
it needs to be. It can be
41:15
ironing your clothes. Clearly we didn't you know we
41:18
just don't let it flow today. All right. But
41:20
whatever feels good and
41:22
allows for that moment of pause
41:25
can be someone's prayer. I
41:27
really do think that whatever lets
41:29
us be most present walking walking your
41:31
dog from being in nature even
41:34
sitting and just saying like I'm inhaling now
41:37
I'm exhaling now in the
41:39
midst of chaos or even
41:41
during a calm moment just like I'm just
41:44
going to savor it. Yeah. Eating a good
41:46
meal and tasting every bite like the Dalai
41:48
Lama you know that's
41:50
meditation that's prayer. So being present. Yeah.
41:52
So when I say prayer I really
41:55
want like it's important for me
41:57
it's important to me that the word prayer
41:59
feels accessible. Yes.
42:01
Yeah. And that is, that's
42:03
the portal. Like whatever it is, whatever your
42:06
prayer is, how can I be of service
42:08
today? Where can I
42:10
be more present today? What are five
42:13
things I smell right now? What
42:15
are three things I hear? What
42:17
are seven things I can touch?
42:19
That's prayer. That grounding. Yeah, that's
42:21
prayer. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. That gratitude
42:23
to even use the senses. Yeah,
42:26
absolutely. And like 40 days
42:28
of that, even if it's just
42:30
a few minutes each day, I
42:33
have found to consistently
42:37
without fail be transformative. And I mean
42:39
in the greatest ways. I started that
42:42
challenge on food stamps and ended it
42:44
with a serious regular contract.
42:47
And not that it's about material things,
42:49
it's just about being present with what's
42:51
already on its way. Right. Yeah. Yeah.
42:54
I think so much of that, it's a
42:56
testament to preparation. Yes. We often want these
42:58
opportunities and want these things. I think of
43:00
some things that I want that if I
43:02
were to get right now, I'm not ready.
43:05
I'm not. So it's maybe for the best
43:07
that I don't have it right now, but
43:09
having a practice like that where you're grounding
43:11
daily, to get an opportunity
43:13
like the one that you've had, your
43:15
ability to ground daily and meditate with
43:18
me to not leave for yourself. It
43:20
was staying in it. Yes. Yeah. Yeah.
43:22
Because I'm also a person I have,
43:24
I don't know, I won't be surprised
43:27
if I am one day diagnosed with
43:30
ADD. I don't know. I, but
43:32
in some ways I do know that
43:34
I'm a person who has many
43:38
tabs open in my brain.
43:40
And so meditation and
43:43
stillness are really helpful tools
43:45
for me. Yeah. Especially in, and I
43:47
love all the things I get to do
43:49
and in the life that I love so
43:52
much, I am in
43:54
multiple conversations at one time as
43:56
both a different character and as
43:59
myself. And with family and friends
44:01
and work and like balancing wanting to
44:03
be a leader while also taking
44:06
direction well and all of it just a
44:08
lot at once and keeping
44:10
in mind what's going on at home
44:12
and keeping all the balls
44:14
up in the air, you know, it can be a
44:17
lot. And
44:20
yeah, that some sort of practice
44:23
that brings me to center is
44:25
really empowering for me. Absolutely.
44:28
Yeah. Can we talk a
44:30
little bit about your relationship to creativity?
44:32
I love talking to creative
44:35
people about creativity. Okay. Obviously
44:37
you are an artist by trade. Yes.
44:40
I'm curious how your relationship to creativity
44:43
has evolved over the past few months,
44:45
especially with being on strike. Have
44:48
you had to find other ways to channel
44:50
your creativity? What has that been like? I
44:53
really like that question. Okay. The
44:56
first thing that comes to mind when you say creativity
44:58
and like what that's like, what
45:02
I've learned that's been
45:04
most consistent lately is to
45:06
trust myself, trust my instincts,
45:08
trust my voice, trust my
45:10
vision without needing
45:12
to know why. And
45:14
that is creativity to me. Just
45:17
like I'm being creative when I
45:19
trust my instinct, even if it's like,
45:21
are we cousin over here with nothing?
45:23
Okay. Let me
45:25
be creative. I
45:29
have one of my favorite acting teachers.
45:31
He always says, fuck up gloriously. So
45:34
even if it's something that doesn't work,
45:36
but how willing am I to fuck
45:38
up gloriously and trust my
45:41
instinct? And
45:43
sometimes that instinct is not anything crazy.
45:46
And sometimes it is something like spicy
45:48
and bold and bright, you know, whatever
45:50
it is, trust it.
45:52
That has been the most creative
45:55
thing I can do. So even
45:57
in my creativity, in my. last
46:01
season of filming, most
46:03
recently, I started shadowing directors.
46:05
And just from a place of
46:08
like, I'm really
46:10
curious about how this
46:12
whole, how this whole process
46:15
is and how the story is told
46:17
and how these decisions are made. And
46:19
I'm so grateful I got the opportunity to
46:22
sit in on those conversations
46:24
because I asked. Yeah. And
46:27
like, yeah, just witnessing like how those
46:29
creative decisions are made. And then understanding
46:32
that like, Oh, I can have a say like, even
46:34
though I'm a student I have, and I just want
46:37
to say like, you are ready, you are ready, you
46:39
are ready for any everything that you're thinking
46:41
about, you're ready, like, we're ready. I'm
46:44
terrified. Yeah, me too. You know,
46:46
we're ready, we're ready, we're ready.
46:49
And then during this hiatus
46:51
time in strike, I
46:53
am also in a
46:55
unique situation, perhaps where
46:58
I was really yearning
47:00
for some time to rest
47:03
and reset. And also I
47:05
got really, really blessed that
47:08
I got to start
47:10
a hiatus when I expected to. Now
47:13
I didn't expect to like be on hiatus from
47:16
like the auditioning and the you know, like
47:18
a lot of the other things that came
47:20
with it. Yeah. However, I was excited to
47:22
like, put that character,
47:25
you know, just give her a
47:27
little rest. Yeah. And so my
47:29
creative energy has really been in
47:31
like the
47:33
bringing together of my home space and
47:35
like putting that together and just like
47:38
how I navigate
47:40
my physical wellness, how
47:42
I tap into all
47:45
the different ways in which God wants to use
47:47
me and just like trust it. Like when
47:49
I get an idea, you know, I reach
47:52
out to my team, my
47:55
loved ones and really speak
47:57
like, okay, I'm having this vision about this and
48:00
having this vision of like, oh, we have time to
48:02
really map this out and think it through. And
48:05
so in terms of creativity, that's been
48:08
from more of an entrepreneurial standpoint
48:10
lately and really trusting
48:12
with like, and needing
48:15
to preface everything with like, okay, I know
48:17
nothing about how this works in this industry.
48:19
And I'm having a vision of doing
48:21
it this way, just because this is what I want to
48:23
see different in this, in
48:26
the beauty industry or like marijuana or
48:28
all of the things. I'm just like
48:30
tapping into the things I'm passionate about,
48:32
wanting to make more accessible and like
48:35
take stigmas off of and like be
48:37
of service. And I
48:39
think operating from the place of how I can be
48:41
of service is also a really
48:44
helpful like seed for my
48:46
creativity. And I'm at the
48:48
beginning of it, so I'll be in touch about
48:51
more of that. And yeah, it's been really empowering
48:53
to remember that we have
48:55
so much creative power. I
49:00
think there was a minute where
49:02
my creativity was getting really intertwined
49:04
in the corporation
49:07
of entertainment, the machine.
49:12
And while everyone means well,
49:14
I definitely got in that
49:17
because that is the energy that is
49:20
part of why we're on strike. We
49:23
need more sustainable ways to be creative
49:25
and protect the art. And
49:29
as it currently is
49:33
and was the creativity
49:36
while there and beautiful,
49:39
the creativity was also clouded
49:41
by the machine itself, the
49:44
time crunch, the money decisions
49:46
around it and around the
49:48
storytelling. The storytelling is about
49:50
like saving the world. So
49:53
it's been nice to have a pause to
49:55
reflect on that. And I trust that as
49:57
hard as it is, like, I mean. It's
50:01
this is not an easy time for anyone to be
50:03
on strike and I can it I
50:05
know that if I'm feeling if I'm feeling
50:07
it after having worked consistently
50:10
Recently, then I can only imagine how
50:12
hard it is for those who haven't been Because
50:15
we are feeling it. We're feeling it three
50:17
three months in. Yeah, at least that's the
50:19
time we're recording this three months long Yeah,
50:22
I'm three months in and and During
50:25
a time, you know right before holidays
50:28
and yeah, there are a lot of depending
50:31
on The contracts and
50:33
all there are a lot of things around
50:35
like taxes Yeah, you know towards the end
50:37
of the year and it's it's definitely
50:39
like a really sensitive time to
50:41
not be working Yeah, but just
50:43
trusting. Yeah trusting My
50:47
instincts has been a really
50:49
great first step and I never know that sometimes that's gonna leave
50:51
me to a pole class And
50:53
I don't know what I'm doing. It's singing lesson I'm
50:56
just gonna draw stuff like I very It's
51:01
a very adventurous. Yeah, but it's intentional I'd love
51:03
that though, and I think that that is so
51:05
perfect for you because it is very airy Yes,
51:08
I mean you are in Aries. It is a
51:10
very baby Aries. Yes Such
51:12
a big part of Aries is like that child
51:14
like yeah I think about
51:16
kids and learning everything and they're sponge and
51:18
they want to ask why yeah Understand how
51:21
something works we need to know. Yeah getting
51:23
to explore other things like it
51:25
just is it's perfect for you I know
51:27
it is that we Constantly like I am definitely
51:30
a person who needs to be in like a
51:32
classroom of life all the time But like I
51:34
need to feel like I chose the curriculum. It's interesting I'm
51:37
like, don't tell me what to do, but also I want
51:39
to do all these things. Oh, yeah God
51:43
bless all the people. I love it
51:45
holding space for my Aries energy. No, I love
51:48
it. Yeah, we spice it up I love my
51:50
fellow fireside. Yes. Yes. Would you
51:52
know your human design type? I Don't
51:55
remember. I
51:58
don't remember. Okay, but Is
52:00
it manifesting generator? That was
52:02
gonna be my guess. I was gonna guess
52:04
that you were a manifesting generator. I mean, if I know
52:06
that phrase, that's what it is. Yeah. You
52:10
give manifesting generators. And
52:12
manifesting generators like to do lots of
52:14
things. And we, I'm also
52:16
an MG, love doing things that light us up.
52:19
It's something that does not light us up. We
52:22
can't do it. It's like, it drains us. It
52:25
drains energy for the things we love. Girl,
52:28
zero for the things we don't. We, it's,
52:31
yeah. It's so funny. Yeah.
52:34
I'm about to share too much of my business. But it's the
52:36
truth. It's the truth. But as you were describing that, I
52:38
was like, I think she's an MG. Because
52:40
it sounded very MG. Because there are things we
52:42
just like, we will not, we will
52:44
not walk across the street. For
52:46
like, energy that is not aligned.
52:49
But honey, we will get on the plane for something
52:51
that is. For something that is. It's like there's no
52:53
bounds. Yeah. Yep. I
52:56
love it. I love it. Yeah. It's
52:59
like, speaking of being a student, something that I love about what you
53:01
do is you do a lot of work around education. Yes. That
53:04
I didn't know if people know and how much you
53:06
need to support the education of others. Mm-hmm.
53:09
We talk more about that and why that's
53:11
so important to you. Thank you. Yes. Yes.
53:15
You know, I was definitely raised by people who are passionate about education.
53:17
I'm really grateful for that. Yeah. My
53:19
father was always, was a teacher
53:22
in the New York public school system
53:24
and was also very passionate about me
53:26
having my own
53:28
education. Yeah. Like when I would come
53:30
home, just like my own curriculum to make
53:33
sure I knew black
53:35
history before slavery. Yep. And
53:38
my mom, she's a journalist and
53:40
a creative writer and she also worked
53:43
in education. Mm-hmm. And
53:45
she is
53:47
also very passionate about like
53:50
collective liberation. Yeah. And
53:53
I just love that the fact that I always watch Eyes on the
53:55
Prize and be in drum circles and
53:58
all that to say, like, they're just very passionate about making sure I was learned outside
54:01
of the classroom as well. Like learning
54:03
about my culture, learning about my body.
54:05
And like, I was
54:07
in, I was often the only black person in
54:12
most of my K through 12
54:14
education. One of few, one of
54:16
a small handful. And so it
54:18
was really important to them especially
54:20
that I knew more about my
54:22
education than I
54:25
was being taught from like westernized textbooks, K through
54:27
12. And so
54:30
I know that that's been a seed in
54:32
me. Like I was always coming home to
54:34
like more books to read, more of
54:36
a curriculum and or like, we're gonna go
54:38
to this museum or, you know, just they
54:40
were always like, there's some black history flashcards,
54:42
but like always making it fun. And
54:45
then I went to Spelman, I
54:47
went to an HBCU, which my
54:49
mom put on my radar when I was in high
54:52
school. She was just like, just apply for this
54:54
summer program. And I went to
54:56
the, I didn't know anything about HBCUs. I
54:59
didn't know anything about the HBCUs at that time until
55:01
I went to that program. And once I got to
55:03
Spelman and I started learning and I studied theater there
55:05
and I started learning the craft from
55:08
the perspective of the diaspora and
55:10
like the perspective of the oppressed, also a women's college,
55:12
a women's college. So learning so
55:15
much from the perspective of women and
55:18
women's contributions to the world, well
55:21
before slavery was so
55:23
empowering. I
55:26
want that sense of empowerment and sense
55:28
of truth for everyone. And especially for
55:30
people who have acknowledged African descent because
55:33
so much of the education that we receive,
55:36
you know, it's not mandated to include us
55:38
or include our contribution. And now they're trying
55:41
to take away what little bit of it
55:43
we were taught to be. Yeah, yeah. So,
55:45
and then when I went, and I went
55:48
to graduate school at UCLA and
55:51
that was where, and I had just been
55:53
used to being at HBCU and then I
55:55
went to this PWI for grad school and
55:57
there were a lot of, there were HBCU
55:59
alums. come into the program to visit
56:02
and they really wanted to, they loved
56:04
UCLA's program, they loved being in Los
56:06
Angeles, they loved the idea of pursuing
56:08
the arts from that program.
56:11
However, they were being offered
56:13
full scholarships to train at
56:15
other programs outside of Los
56:17
Angeles. And money
56:20
was the only reason that they weren't wanting
56:22
to come to UCLA's program.
56:26
And it really inspired me to pool together
56:29
as best as possible, like some
56:31
funds, even just a book scholarship
56:33
or something amongst community. I mean,
56:35
we were all still in debt
56:37
too, figuring it out. It's just,
56:39
I didn't want to lose these
56:41
brilliant minds. And I noticed like
56:44
that HBCU education
56:47
that I came in with, it really, it
56:49
really set me apart
56:52
in terms of how I
56:54
navigated storytelling in my program and like what
56:56
I got to bring to the table in
56:58
my conversations and my cohort. And I wanted
57:01
more people to like do that. And
57:03
I was like, I really wanted to set up
57:05
a scholarship for HBCU grads to have access to
57:07
the program. And
57:10
that I reached out to
57:12
the Dean at the time of our school of
57:14
theater, film and television at UCLA. And
57:18
also just to fellow alumni,
57:20
fellow HBCU alumni in the
57:22
industry in LA, just to reach out and
57:25
be like, hey, did you benefit from going
57:27
to HBCU and getting your MFA? Oh, you
57:29
did? Okay, can you like film a clip
57:31
about it? And can we share it on
57:34
the internet and maybe raise some money? And
57:36
that was really just as a community, we
57:38
were raising like a couple thousand
57:40
dollars to offer to a student who
57:43
would pursue the program. So that's,
57:46
I mean, education, education
57:49
is, it's so
57:52
empowering. It is a portal
57:55
when it's done right. Like there are a lot of
57:57
things I pause because like there are so many things
57:59
about it. the system of education that
58:02
clarify the education. Academia is not the only way
58:04
to learn. And it's not the only way
58:06
to train as an actor, storyteller, or
58:08
director, or filmmaker. It is one
58:10
really empowering and beautiful way. And
58:13
it can be better. And my intention
58:15
is to make it better and more
58:17
accessible. And to make education
58:20
just in the sense of
58:22
empowerment, really, whether you have the degree
58:24
or not, the sense of who
58:26
we know we are, that
58:28
really comes from what we get access
58:31
to learn about ourselves. And even the
58:33
characters we get to play or the
58:35
playwrights we read and just that kind
58:37
of access too. And
58:40
what we learn about who really invented
58:42
some of these machines. And once
58:46
we really learn about who we are
58:48
and what our contributions are, there's so
58:50
much more that we can
58:53
do and create and offer.
58:55
Absolutely. Yeah, not just, I'm
58:57
really passionate about academic
58:59
education and then also
59:02
education around wellness. And
59:05
just as a means of also wanting to make
59:08
yoga teacher training, yoga
59:11
practice and wellness practice more
59:13
accessible, especially for people of
59:16
acknowledged African descent and people
59:18
of color, black and brown
59:20
people. And I started with
59:22
people of acknowledged African descent from
59:24
my experience and just wanting more
59:26
experiences, especially
59:30
in yoga practices where I related
59:32
to the music,
59:34
where I related to even sometimes
59:36
with the teacher, some of
59:38
the idioms that the
59:40
teacher is using, I wanted
59:43
to feel like I
59:45
could relate culturally in the practice
59:48
and that my body was
59:50
being considered in that practice. And
59:52
I realized that that really started with
59:55
who was teaching the class. And then
59:58
it turned and I started just doing a
1:00:00
deep dive and I was like, working in
1:00:02
that wellness space and the wellness space is
1:00:04
like in my part-time job and I realized
1:00:06
that it was really about access like access
1:00:09
to the teacher training and access
1:00:11
you know financially and also having capacity
1:00:13
to like take off work to do
1:00:15
a teacher training and it's a commitment. Yoga
1:00:17
teacher training is a big commitment. It's huge
1:00:19
yeah and then even like who's
1:00:21
leading the teacher training and how
1:00:23
accessible and safe those feel and
1:00:25
like that can also be a decision
1:00:28
you know determining factor for people
1:00:30
choosing. So I was able
1:00:32
to pioneer scholarship with Moto Yoga
1:00:34
International which is where I was
1:00:36
working at the time to
1:00:38
set up a scholarship for people of
1:00:40
color to pursue their teacher training and
1:00:43
it's still going now and I was
1:00:45
one of the first people to receive
1:00:48
that scholarship and go they were like okay well you
1:00:50
want to go? Yes, yes. And that's the thing
1:00:52
sometimes I read that trust that intuition and
1:00:54
that creativity is kind of one step at
1:00:57
a time because I didn't necessarily know all
1:00:59
that I was signing myself up for and
1:01:01
I'm so grateful I was able to do
1:01:03
that training and then provide now a more
1:01:07
accessible wellness experience. Yeah,
1:01:09
yeah and so much of it starts
1:01:11
with the practitioners. It's more of us
1:01:13
teaching more of us will want to
1:01:15
take the class because we'll feel safe.
1:01:17
Oh absolutely. Yeah, we'll
1:01:20
feel seen. We'll feel seen.
1:01:22
Yeah, entirely. Yeah and I
1:01:24
see the progress happening in
1:01:27
that space as well and I see it.
1:01:29
I see it happening more and more. We're amplifying
1:01:31
our voices and making it more accessible and
1:01:33
I mean the same thing goes when I think
1:01:36
about the need that
1:01:38
we still have for more access to hair
1:01:41
and makeup artists who like really
1:01:43
know how to work with our
1:01:45
hair textures and skin tones and
1:01:48
that's been a big process for me over the
1:01:51
last several years and I'm also realizing a lot
1:01:53
of that has to do with access to
1:01:56
the unions and to the training and
1:01:58
so it's everywhere accessible. accessibility is like
1:02:01
a really You know,
1:02:03
we talked about doors like access
1:02:05
exactly doors and bridges. Yeah. Yeah
1:02:08
So that's it that is connected
1:02:10
to creativity for sure and yeah
1:02:13
Just purpose in general, but it's
1:02:15
really just coming from like wanting a change
1:02:18
not really knowing what it's all gonna entail
1:02:21
And yeah, education has been
1:02:23
the portal for that 100%
1:02:26
yeah seeing okay. What is the barrier here?
1:02:28
What is stopping people and What
1:02:31
can we do to help people get over that barrier?
1:02:33
Yeah, like what's something what's something we
1:02:35
each can do Yeah, exactly because we
1:02:37
each can do something. Yeah, and it
1:02:39
sometimes it doesn't feel like we can
1:02:41
do enough individually And just
1:02:43
like taking that one step is really all
1:02:46
that it takes Oh my god Yeah Even
1:02:48
your example in creating the fellowship and talking
1:02:50
to other alums and just pulling your community.
1:02:52
Oh, yeah Hey share your experience spread
1:02:55
the word makes a huge difference. Yeah and
1:02:57
bless them. Yeah that has that continues to
1:02:59
be a team effort. I Everything
1:03:02
that I have spoken about has been a communal
1:03:04
effort 100%. Yeah. Yeah and thank you Yeah,
1:03:10
and are we able to donate? Yeah,
1:03:12
donate. Yes. Yes, you can go to Zuri Adele
1:03:14
comm slash philanthropy Perfect and it all be there
1:03:16
and we will link it in the show. Thank
1:03:18
you. Easy for people Absolutely and
1:03:21
support our artists. Thank you. Thank you for
1:03:23
sharing your platform in that way. I really
1:03:25
appreciate it it would be because so much
1:03:27
of art and
1:03:29
I think especially what we're seeing right now
1:03:31
is that it needs to be protected as
1:03:36
More and more economic barriers and physically
1:03:38
happen so many people who are so
1:03:40
talented Oh, yeah, don't get to participate
1:03:43
because they're focused on survival. There's an
1:03:45
idea that Creative work
1:03:47
is not a real job and I'm
1:03:49
like it is absolutely Yeah,
1:03:52
why would it not be? Yeah,
1:03:54
we all rely on that. We
1:03:56
all rely on people telling stories
1:03:59
Yeah, why is that? that scene as
1:04:01
not real, why is it so hard for people of
1:04:03
all backgrounds to be able to do that work? It
1:04:05
shouldn't only be the most privileged who have all
1:04:08
the support to get to make art and get
1:04:10
to tell these stories or who get to be
1:04:12
wellness practitioners. That's the truth. Because there's so
1:04:14
much talent that we miss out
1:04:16
on with those barriers. Yeah, that
1:04:18
is an ongoing push and pull
1:04:21
conversation. Yeah. Yeah.
1:04:25
Because even sharing this
1:04:28
conversation today, there's so many resources,
1:04:31
so many hands go into this
1:04:33
happening who are not
1:04:35
on camera right now. And
1:04:40
that is an ongoing conversation. How
1:04:42
do we make it... How
1:04:46
do we participate in a cycle that
1:04:48
is replenishing
1:04:51
and sustainable? And
1:04:54
then where do we start? Exactly.
1:04:56
Yeah. I think exposure helps,
1:04:58
which is at least what we're trying to
1:05:00
do here. Before we were
1:05:03
recording, we were talking about your experiences at Spelman.
1:05:05
I had mentioned, I was like, I didn't even
1:05:07
know what that... I had no... Growing up in
1:05:09
the Pacific Northwest and also being like, first gen
1:05:11
college students, no one in my family had went
1:05:13
to college. I didn't know what HBCUs were. I
1:05:16
had no exposure to it. And if I would
1:05:18
have known, I would have wanted to
1:05:20
go to one. And so even
1:05:22
just hearing conversations and experiences so
1:05:24
that those people who may not have exposure to
1:05:26
it in their daily life can know that
1:05:28
it's an option for them. Yeah. That's
1:05:30
the door. Yeah. That's the
1:05:33
bridge right there. That's another bridge. Well, we did, after your
1:05:35
last episode, add a young woman, Diemi, who was in high
1:05:37
school at the time, who said that she chose to go
1:05:39
to Spelman because of her. If you... Okay.
1:05:42
If that was you... Spelman sister. Diemi girl.
1:05:44
Let us know how it's... You're a couple
1:05:46
years into... You were like a senior in
1:05:48
high school a couple years ago. Let us
1:05:50
know how it's going. Yes. Congratulations. Yes. So
1:05:53
proud of you. And I want to hear how it's been
1:05:55
through the pandemic and all the changes. I
1:05:58
commend everyone pursuing. their education through
1:06:01
these times. It's incredible. Yeah,
1:06:03
y'all's testimonies are going to
1:06:05
be amazing. Yeah, yeah. Happy,
1:06:08
happy to provide more. Yeah, more
1:06:10
stories, more access. And how full
1:06:12
circle that you said you didn't
1:06:15
know about Spelman at the time when it was time
1:06:17
for you to apply. And you ended
1:06:21
up being used to share
1:06:24
a platform that helps somebody else know
1:06:26
about it. That is
1:06:28
amazing. That's incredible. Which
1:06:30
I'm so grateful. Yeah, yeah. Do you
1:06:32
feel like, how do you process when
1:06:37
you learn about
1:06:39
things later? Do you have regret? Do you trust
1:06:41
it? How do you keep yourself moving forward?
1:06:47
I have struggled with
1:06:49
regret in my life and I'm learning to
1:06:52
let go of that. And you know what
1:06:54
I'm even thinking about right now is in
1:06:57
sharing my stories, my experiences, I went to a
1:06:59
PWI. It was a very traumatic experience, which
1:07:01
I haven't gone into a ton of detail
1:07:03
about. I talked about it a bit in
1:07:05
my student loans episode. But even if me
1:07:07
in sharing those experiences help somebody
1:07:10
make a choice that's better
1:07:12
for them, I'm like, oh, maybe that's why. Maybe
1:07:14
that's what I was meant to do was to
1:07:16
help somebody realize that there could be something that's
1:07:18
a better fit for them so that they don't
1:07:20
have to have that same experience. And I think
1:07:22
that's why it's important to tell those stories. Absolutely.
1:07:24
Even if we don't go into the nitty gritty
1:07:26
of this is what happened in 2009. Yeah,
1:07:30
exactly. And you know
1:07:32
that somehow you were being used where you
1:07:34
were. Exactly. You were sent to be a
1:07:36
soldier in that space. Listen, no limit soldier. This
1:07:38
is how I felt at the time. But we
1:07:41
all come out on the other side
1:07:43
and stronger and more agile. Yeah. Incredible.
1:07:46
I love the way that you're using your
1:07:48
platform. Like you're choosing to learn
1:07:52
alongside your audience. Absolutely. Which is
1:07:54
really empowering and vulnerable. Here's
1:07:56
the mistakes I made. I don't want y'all to
1:07:58
do the same. Here's the information that I didn't
1:08:00
have, I'm gonna give you the information and you
1:08:03
can make the best choice for you. Exactly. Yeah.
1:08:06
I love that. I'm proud
1:08:08
of you. Yeah. And I'm having a memory of coming up
1:08:10
to you and feeling like everything's in divine order.
1:08:12
Do you remember when you said that? Yes.
1:08:15
Yes. Yes. in
1:08:20
that moment, like release and
1:08:22
unclench. And I felt so
1:08:24
much peace after that. I'm glad. I'm
1:08:27
glad. I'm glad that sometimes we can say these things and
1:08:29
it can feel small to us and it can have such
1:08:31
a big impact on another person. Yeah. You
1:08:33
never know. And somebody said that to me, so I'm glad
1:08:35
they said it to me so I can say it to you. Yes.
1:08:38
Yeah. I love it.
1:08:40
It makes me so happy. Sisterhood is a
1:08:43
lifeline. It is. It is. Absolutely.
1:08:47
Yeah. That just reminded me of
1:08:49
that. It's a core value
1:08:51
and I feel really grateful. I mean,
1:08:53
I feel like I've always been a girl's
1:08:56
girl. I was actually recently
1:08:58
just with having some experiences dating and someone was like,
1:09:00
oh, get feedback from your guy friends. I was like,
1:09:02
I don't have a couple
1:09:05
of guy friends, none of
1:09:07
whom are heterosexual. I was like,
1:09:09
all of my friends are women
1:09:11
because I just am
1:09:14
a girl. I just, I love that. All of my friends are, I
1:09:16
was like, I don't have guy friends. I don't have. Yeah.
1:09:19
You're in your sisterhood bag right now. Yeah. Yeah.
1:09:22
Just always, ever since I was young, I just have always been
1:09:24
really fortunate to not have like
1:09:28
heavy female friendship. Yeah. Yeah.
1:09:31
That can be very real for a lot of people and be very deep.
1:09:35
And sisterhood is so important, especially not having
1:09:37
any biological sister. Yeah. Being able
1:09:39
to have chosen sister. Yeah. Is so
1:09:41
powerful. Yeah. I love that. Because
1:09:44
you have biological brother. Yeah. Yeah.
1:09:47
Yeah. Yeah. I'm an only
1:09:49
child. So I like, sisterhood is like, and
1:09:51
I'm sure brotherhood, like I do cherish, I
1:09:53
have, I cherish my
1:09:56
male friends as well. And yeah, the
1:09:59
sisterhood one. is like,
1:10:02
I thank God for my sisters.
1:10:04
I've been growing, teaching me through
1:10:06
y'all's examples. Yeah, just different. Different
1:10:08
depth, but it's just different. And
1:10:10
it's specific, like not every friend,
1:10:14
I don't experience sisterhood in
1:10:16
every friendship with every woman.
1:10:19
I intend to, you know? And
1:10:22
yeah, it's special when
1:10:24
it's mutual and intentional.
1:10:28
Yeah, it's really special. Every act
1:10:30
of being seen, and just being seen, and
1:10:32
who you are in every form.
1:10:34
Yeah, yeah, yeah, safe and seen,
1:10:36
yeah. And there's some people who kind of see
1:10:38
you right away. I felt like you did
1:10:40
that for me, even before we'd met
1:10:42
in person, if we had initially met and connected on
1:10:45
Instagram. Okay, we didn't talk about it yet. Yeah. Because
1:10:48
I feel like I slid in your
1:10:50
DMs. Like, robo. You shared balance with
1:10:52
me. Yeah, and it was
1:10:54
in the early days. It had just started. I
1:10:56
mean, I was maybe six months into it, and
1:10:58
you shared it, and I was like, oh my
1:11:00
God, thank you so much. And then we like
1:11:02
connected on Instagram. And then I was
1:11:04
leaving my hometown, and I didn't know where I was
1:11:06
going, because I needed people to just relax. People were
1:11:08
in my DMs acting crazy, and
1:11:11
you DM me, and you were like, you're coming
1:11:13
to LA, huh? I was like, yes. I
1:11:15
was like, we're gonna be friends. Yes. You
1:11:18
see me already. You already met me in person,
1:11:20
and you already see me. But you were so
1:11:23
open to it, and I appreciated it. I mean,
1:11:25
podcasts have been, maybe it's the only child in
1:11:27
me or something, but I feel like I get
1:11:29
to have a sisterly conversation, like when I really
1:11:32
vibe with the conversation. And
1:11:34
I came across your podcast, and
1:11:36
you were having such great, liberating,
1:11:40
feminist, black, feminist,
1:11:44
queer-positive conversations. And
1:11:48
I was like, I
1:11:50
was just really tapped in. I was loving
1:11:52
those conversations and just having them on, and
1:11:54
I was navigating a lot of newness in
1:11:56
my life and work-wise
1:11:59
and. and personal life, just a lot of
1:12:01
newness. And like, yeah,
1:12:04
there was so much great guidance that
1:12:06
you were offering you and your guests.
1:12:08
And yeah, I do remember sharing
1:12:10
and also just like, reaching out, like, I
1:12:12
feel like we gonna be friends. Like, can
1:12:14
we talk? And I definitely was
1:12:16
like, can we have a conversation on your podcast? Like
1:12:19
all of that, I don't think this girl, she gonna
1:12:21
be like, no. But I'm so grateful.
1:12:23
I was like, of course, please, absolutely. And
1:12:25
I love that you were, and I love
1:12:27
that you were. And that you did not
1:12:29
have to. And I just
1:12:31
love how our friendship has blossomed
1:12:33
so genuinely. Like once we
1:12:35
were living in the same city too, and we
1:12:37
were living on the same side of town for
1:12:39
a little bit too, we were just always like,
1:12:41
linking up and yeah, it's just, it's really genuine.
1:12:44
It's so clear that like, your purpose is so
1:12:46
steeped and a
1:12:48
genuine intention around
1:12:50
sisterhood. Yeah. You received
1:12:52
that and I appreciate that. Yeah. And
1:12:54
I appreciate how much I've learned from you. I,
1:12:58
since like knowing you and being friends
1:13:00
with you have become so much nicer
1:13:02
to myself. And that has been a
1:13:04
direct part of your
1:13:07
influence on me. Like how? Literally,
1:13:09
like my self talk is so
1:13:11
much more kind and compassionate as
1:13:14
a direct line
1:13:16
of your friendship. Wow. Yeah.
1:13:21
I love that. Yeah. I
1:13:24
mean, because I feel like likewise, because I'm listening,
1:13:26
I would be listening to your conversation and
1:13:28
conversations and like it will help me
1:13:30
talk myself through my day. Wow.
1:13:34
I love that. It just makes me so happy. Yeah. That's
1:13:37
a beautiful thing. Thank you for saying that. I'm like, I
1:13:39
could be nothing else. And I mean, it
1:13:42
also holds me accountable to speak nicely and
1:13:44
kindly to myself too. It's a practice for
1:13:46
all of us. It's a practice. It's a
1:13:48
daily, it's your breath every minute. Every, every
1:13:51
breath. Yeah. Yeah, absolutely. Yeah.
1:13:55
My heart is like so full from this
1:13:57
conversation. Yeah. Yeah. joining
1:14:00
me. Thank you for having me. Oh
1:14:02
my god. I'm so happy. I'm
1:14:04
honored to be here. I want
1:14:06
more and more. Yeah. Yeah. Thank
1:14:08
you for just offering a safe
1:14:10
space and a celebratory space and
1:14:12
a sisterly space and an authentic
1:14:15
ass space. Happy to
1:14:17
do it anytime. Yeah. Please tell our audience how
1:14:19
they can keep in touch with you, how they
1:14:21
can continue supporting you and your
1:14:24
work. Thank you. So let's
1:14:28
connect on social media. My handle
1:14:30
is Zuri Adele, Z-U-R-I-A-D-E-L-E
1:14:34
on Instagram. Right now I'm taking a little
1:14:36
space from there and I'll be back. So
1:14:39
reach out. I'll be there. Just mainly
1:14:41
just, you know, keeping
1:14:43
the noise a little clear right now
1:14:46
and what's happening. That's where I'll be.
1:14:48
And then my website zuriadele.com, that's where
1:14:50
you can also
1:14:52
help support my philanthropy endeavors
1:14:55
and the scholarships and
1:14:59
stay in tune about all
1:15:01
that's coming next. So yeah. Beautiful. It
1:15:03
feels great. Amazing. We will link all of that in the
1:15:05
show notes to make it easy for people to find you.
1:15:07
You better link it in the show notes, girl. We'll link
1:15:09
it in the show notes. We'll link it in the show
1:15:11
notes. Right down there. Make it easy. Make it easy for
1:15:13
y'all to just scroll. Scroll down. You don't have to hide.
1:15:17
Oh yeah. Thank you so much for being
1:15:19
here. Thank you. And thank
1:15:21
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