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hello boston it's

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beautiful anonymous what

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hour? one smoke

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no names

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no holds barred

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i'm really chris gathered here welcome

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to , anonymous had a hug and

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money into a for heating and

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most common common for

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small but small a

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city stuff at it and i can't wait

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for the with no the monday

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yeah for com and everybody and remember if you're in

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our and burn august for the princess i'm for

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almost myself a father

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and son as he used to the as

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in every day ah

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this system in it's

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a really tough one it's a really tough one or

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collared didn't just lose

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or dad are tough one after dad and month

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have suffered through a cartoonish

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level of calamity just thing as saying

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bad luck thing after bebo thing but

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as the it's call it a lot of people are going to get

1:20

so much out of cause so many of us have

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been through stretches like this for you to go to

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sue by a stretch however you said

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anything else they can go wrong and

1:30

as cold as being on similar and the answer just

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keeps going yes here's another thing and

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here's another thing to the point where it we we

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almost have to laugh

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about it because what else can you do in this world

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array and all that being

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said we get into some very

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funny and dark stuff the

1:50

we talk about where you find support in this world

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there's a stretch where the car talks

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about dealing with other family members who who

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pulled some nonsense and how

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in front there with grace and man

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this has been through so much you your

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heart's gonna go out you're also going to say

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when you hear the story of someone's having

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so many things happen all at once you

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just sit here you go i hope that someday when

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i go through my next stretch of life where

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i have things like that happening to me that

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i can figure out how to handle them in a way that

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as peaceful ,

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graceful as this collared does

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i cream into a disco

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because because they several to came out this was recorded

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live at the massachusetts cambridge boston

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area thanks everybody showed up and

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i hope you greatly enjoyed listening

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thank you for calling beautiful anonymous

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a beeping noise will indicate when you're

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on the show with a host

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hey how

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are you

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i'm okay how are you

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i'm really good

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i'm in boston which is a city that's always

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been kind to me and everybody here

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seems really chill som feeling good

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the

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right

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yeah it's really

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really cool yeah you can a you

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can manipulate them into just cheering whenever

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you feel like apparently

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that's fun and i actually have spent a

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good amount of time in boston and

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and actually quite a talk about my dad who was

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born in boston

3:27

oh wow what do you know what part

3:29

of boston he was born

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the grass a don't know i know

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monster now turning against me already

3:36

okay okay

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here is

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you got lost and route is spending time he or

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hometown crowd they all have you act now

3:45

i like that and like

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the paper

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i'm

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say this terrible

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do it yeah whenever you wanna do this

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do it

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the answer smile his father's

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day he , and

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as my dad just died

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a few weeks ago

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i know i'm so sorry

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yeah i did you think

4:12

it the we're

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time picnic at a rate

4:18

i'm very very sorry to hear that

4:21

how do you that parents can i ask

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what are you craft whatever

4:26

you want and she had cancer so

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she had prostate cancer for eighteen

4:32

years and about

4:35

two months before he passed be found

4:37

out that it had spread to his liver and

4:40

when we can't let it slip over we were like crap

4:42

we've got like five years left with them right

4:45

ancestry panicking i live across the country

4:47

singer my family imperfect

4:50

female to and remarried and daily home

4:52

to be an hour we do and started i'm

4:55

in two weeks said that after that we actually found out

4:57

that if they choose brain and

4:59

, it was really quick

5:02

for my my on a on

5:05

a few plane later a with on

5:08

one weeks ago and or to sleep well we're to be there's

5:11

as much as we need to be a ones we need to be arms

5:15

over the series is just insane

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of and so happens that

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we were there for about four weeks and he passed

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after that

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the money

5:26

kyoko you out

5:29

or kick off a dish dish some story

5:31

which is as we found out that were

5:33

flying and are we really ever gets to

5:36

the airport where she lives and

5:38

on the way to the

5:41

second location which are on

5:43

early early got a call it he's been released

5:45

from hospital so sweet actually books air

5:48

b b close to earth asteroids the great dumpsters

5:51

like okay this little must stop you

5:53

if you have been out that the hospital not

5:56

ideal as to the next morning

5:58

week morning week up early earlier try to get

5:59

before he gets discharged

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haven't seen my dad and months and

6:04

i only want to do you know if this mom

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traveled traveled and served that

6:09

you've done the billion temperature in a couple

6:11

there's a million times and then the

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we get to the

6:15

airport in airport quick people sitting outside of

6:17

the boy is going on there's cops

6:20

and the cops are yelling you my brother and i finally

6:22

park and words try to cross the street

6:24

when she got we're we're going and we're finally

6:26

woke up this crowd kroplick

6:28

he also doesn't others to go a certain lion what's

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going on like oh there's a bomb threat no

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one alive the hospital

6:38

the ripple goes to couldn't cities to

6:40

see rifle consider to be home and

6:44

i couldn't even get to see him for a few extra

6:46

hours because members upon a hospital

6:49

doctors and nurses like oh this

6:51

never leave you with was with player so she's like this

6:53

never happens

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right now

6:57

like wouldn't say a bomb

6:59

threat at the airport which is still and

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usual been out at least that without least little

7:03

more sense

7:05

no not at all i

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, say say he

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said sir telling us about a tragic passing

7:12

of your father and he said let me start over this funny

7:14

story i'm in my had gone to have

7:16

my doubts but that was kind of funny stuff

7:20

like that

7:21

every week a month and is of things like

7:23

that were like something we're

7:26

it happens constantly it

7:28

didn't a rigid always something like there's

7:30

no way that this is happening and edges

7:32

happy like that and

7:34

having the fact that keepers

7:37

that day that

7:39

thought about doing another series

7:42

even before we left our apartment the morning that

7:44

we flew through that i will watch the time

7:47

today without agreement the back and

7:49

are washing machine the

7:52

morning everybody you

7:54

a washing machine i was like a month the

7:57

other apartment where we live

7:59

that region

7:59

before he even got to the airport

8:02

i'm sorry that i'm sitting here giggling

8:04

pleasure giggling and it's make agenda

8:06

well and i always level of boston are touching

8:09

me hard forks assume that

8:11

are all that i was sitting there was a fire them

8:13

going on why is she smiling and

8:15

it's cuz yer giggling some sorry

8:17

that your father passed away sorry about your

8:19

washing machine and a bomb sort of for your kind

8:21

of really shocking me over yet his life crowd

8:24

because , become an era of know where am i

8:27

i at them on both sides before this our

8:29

that okay

8:32

i target there with a dog and if

8:34

the dog or it took him outside after chucky

8:36

at the airport each step didn't go you

8:39

know that didn't go to be a threat and come

8:41

in the dog area and it's like rocks

8:44

didn't like on the floor but the dog area

8:46

like stripping rocks and gotten out of my

8:48

dogs it was the most to bed

8:50

i was before we left the city that eleven like it

8:52

was the most asinine

8:54

series of events in and

8:56

in and

8:58

like them off a dog play that is the peanut

9:00

butter i got gum in my head

9:02

was another it easier for an interpreter are

9:04

you

9:05

the airport

9:07

at the airport the dog and

9:09

later when the dog area

9:11

new and occur to me i've never seen

9:13

a dog dies they don't have people

9:15

who listen yeah you are aware but i'm a huge fan

9:17

of dogs and i've never had a dogs

9:19

i didn't even know that airports had dog areas

9:22

then we had a dog areas outside and

9:25

inside where you can take them

9:27

yeah he got a gum covered

9:29

in there are a bomb threat in the hospital

9:32

or of your father is is

9:35

ill

9:36

terminal me as if

9:39

you don't have as it's not funny but

9:43

not a crowded to do that coming to appreciate

9:45

the fact that you are saying the darkness if

9:47

you can have them laughing and then they

9:49

get to watch my face as i have

9:51

to be up here alive and i charge money

9:53

for this

9:55

amazing i love as i love the assumption

9:58

as yeah

9:58

and are a bit

9:59

good how about if it helps give it

10:02

helps get you some catharsis then i'm all about

10:04

the model that

10:05

then again it's , been

10:08

a crazy crazy

10:10

of months and span of about eight weeks

10:12

city task smell ah and

10:15

i think more him and it's more him to start

10:17

a little bit above anybody in a more while

10:19

kind of honesty touch on today as how the

10:22

aftermath of losing a parent is unlike

10:24

anything you could ever

10:25

yeah

10:28

you know ma'am

10:30

yeah i can i address

10:32

and and you know now that i'm a pretty eyes

10:35

i tell you were i think about passing away

10:37

and a whole new light lakes and like there's

10:39

now like our much bigger reason for me

10:41

the not as when a series on man my i

10:44

don't even know like

10:46

what does that mean for my son so how i

10:48

see it from that angle yeah well which is

10:51

trippy entire yeah

10:54

it's it's weird and i think

10:56

to oh my i married

10:58

my husband i don't have kids yeah i'm not

11:00

sure if we want to but also now we have

11:02

the singer really hi tech my

11:04

large never meet back here

11:08

heart i think a hard thing to think about

11:10

how old

11:13

thirty five thirty five

11:15

the pretty young pretty able to have a

11:17

pair pasadena

11:20

yeah

11:21

my mom dad and my grandmother past

11:23

seven years ago so i think i kind

11:25

of always thought my parents a dozen times

11:27

in my fifties or sixties you know that

11:30

sort of the example that was that from ease in

11:32

terms of like my family for a sort

11:34

of i started up is what

11:36

i would have like i think they took for granted that he would

11:39

the around one

11:41

i tell you we've got the crowd here

11:43

and there tweeting and there's a lot of support it and

11:45

it bums me out silas says my

11:47

dad died a couple months ago to i want

11:49

to call or no she's not alone this is a weird

11:51

fuck and holiday now lisa

11:54

has hurt my dad was treated for prostate

11:57

for prostate this year sending lasts

11:59

in says oh boy

12:02

the day after he died

12:04

i had a ticket to see a preview viewing of

12:06

don't think twice which is a movie about improv

12:08

i was in i'm so sorry

12:11

mom

12:13

all i was hoping for was a movie without

12:15

a dead father whoops wrong movie

12:17

don't know my father was the

12:19

doubt father color no

12:24

out loud as dark as alive as

12:26

ever gone with our babies

12:28

, also has a us that

12:31

has to his father are sending love

12:33

and

12:35

yeah i'm so are also jody

12:37

says that my worst quality is that i'm not

12:39

a dog guys thank you jody

12:43

that

12:45

i got the worse thing ammunition

12:48

i know enough people of and argued with the over

12:50

that over the years the not gonna do that he has

12:52

you says it's a shit show you

12:54

need to just ride the wave of shit i think

12:56

maybe just referring to life jody

12:59

, thirty five and saw

13:01

and lot of oh colored this giggling

13:04

you are doing every time he gets truly

13:06

dark and it's gonna get us through this goddamn

13:08

movements on okay movements

13:10

on it yeah i'll answer

13:13

yeah i love it

13:14

butcher can hashtag so

13:17

i'm glad that you get those and i'm glad that

13:19

i get to hear some of them

13:20

that's really really cool yeah i got

13:22

your base and

13:25

if it's so weird

13:27

you know you discern to see

13:29

to do your whole life i you see of neural pathways

13:32

in your brain that did you it started dying light

13:34

so i'm walking the dog in the morning i

13:36

use a call my mom my dad or my

13:38

brother and , getting back

13:40

home and kind of like getting back

13:42

into the swing of things you know in the morning i wake up

13:44

and look at my phone and you like hover you

13:47

can do that can do that can't you than backspin

13:51

boston really weird and then describe

13:53

losing him not you on the forefathers say

13:56

for my to the personally audience was like you see this barrage

13:58

of stuff like

13:59

the commercials

14:01

that like emails and we got a couple

14:03

yummy in other countries that are like for

14:05

father's day do this thing and some

14:09

weird because it's like delete delete

14:11

unsuccessfully got my last

14:13

i hate you random company

14:16

i actually did see one company recently

14:18

be like if you don't want father's day

14:20

you know the fear please answer intellect

14:22

click this button or whatever and then it

14:24

just doesn't send you those that are that was

14:26

a release something that's a nice corporate

14:28

yes sir but they are still in effect sending

14:31

your father's day like they're sending

14:33

a message with stay a father's day

14:35

saturday destroy you forever school

14:37

here to unsubscribe so don't bother you

14:39

again closer to the holiday

14:42

bernier dot of god or that you hate

14:44

ah

14:48

fall out of here

14:50

to converted his father's dead or did see

14:52

you

14:56

enterprise they're gonna

14:58

, of i can add any way great secure

15:00

to confirm your father's dead or dead to use

15:02

so forth you know if we're gonna go at an arena

15:05

have things that sound like as this is to the real

15:07

as to to says at and will

15:09

be right back

15:17

the much all my advertisers known in get

15:19

back

15:23

here in a converted his father's dead or

15:25

did see you either

15:29

way that in some capacity as

15:31

daddy i'm competitive the another

15:33

thing

15:35

it is a as yeah it's

15:37

this sucks mmm the most people whose parents

15:39

are incapacitated but our allies and the

15:42

whole nother in my dad once he

15:44

knew he was times he died pretty quickly

15:46

for all intents and purposes like we were with him to last

15:49

internet life and and now

15:52

the for you and you ,

15:54

out who was turn about the hospital and wise

15:58

and know

15:59

and then one we were going

16:02

to abuse after we finally did get an ass

16:04

of yours with that there was only gets twenty

16:06

no threat to

16:09

be a split somewhere know

16:12

who i met her dog in the place was

16:14

machine and machine and okay as the bombs

16:16

and it wasn't real that everybody needs get in the basement

16:19

is now the tornados are upon us

16:22

yeah yeah it was there

16:24

a catholic a note my phone of

16:26

that kind of happen i need this

16:28

i am i what else is in this know it

16:31

ah

16:33

okay i'm the first day travel

16:36

washing machine overflowed dobbs dog

16:38

stuck in gum and rocks flight was delayed

16:41

almost the rental car was also truly

16:43

on the cigar and a car that night a

16:46

my mom had to call that call rental car company

16:48

we got their flight was delayed and and

16:51

lady was literally packing her bag

16:53

to leave two weeks doctor and on

16:55

ain't like run to catch up after

16:57

the first a second day bomb dress

17:00

for you know warning and amid i got really small

17:02

small streeters ,

17:04

okay so my dad remarried returns

17:07

have been divorced since divorced was fifteen

17:10

to twenty years old tell

17:14

my dad remarried and i really do i

17:16

like his his life but she was under a lot of pressure

17:18

this time and i , there my brother

17:20

was there my husband was there my subsidies

17:22

are there there we didn't have

17:24

anybody to help him and he was incapacitated

17:27

already have to have in a way

17:29

that he has been like given to be performed

17:31

before he also the

17:35

agreement and we are saying like far what we're seeing an

17:37

hour away from where he lived how

17:39

the somewhere we thought she would be and

17:42

i got released and so one

17:44

day and i i'm working from home of the

17:46

full time i work remotely it's and so

17:48

one day i'm like okay we're gonna come later

17:51

sunset siblings who

17:53

aren't can stay indefinitely

17:55

can the time and buffet we have an

17:57

entrance fee we leave

18:00

the trick for if i'm at any opinion i

18:02

had a dot my cosmetics and

18:04

a got a text message from like two blocks

18:06

place a polar bear and

18:09

as for myself on she has she has

18:12

who was name is the same name

18:13

the

18:15

and she had text message

18:17

is this the she tried to texas into that

18:19

fan citizens that the another

18:22

friend and this particular

18:24

had my name or tried to protect me is that

18:26

talking shit about me

18:28

your step mom is have accidentally

18:30

takes a you talking shit about use

18:33

while you were in town bc yeah be a diet

18:36

that bad

18:38

there's like a movie moment what

18:40

did she say i gotta ask

18:42

huh

18:43

oh god i think it's cool been

18:45

can give you i'm fine a shot

18:48

are you not

18:50

that screens as that's a keeper

18:54

i'd absolutely happens for a child pickled

18:58

greater an ipad that's right

19:00

mommy and so can you can you said

19:02

the right to your mommy

19:05

oh absolutely

19:06

okay

19:09

happy that she

19:10

no said i'm

19:13

i'm i'm i'm gonna it's

19:15

ah and actually she called me at the daughter

19:17

such that happy that the daughter came

19:19

from city to see her dad comment

19:23

my and birthday she arrived

19:25

here at four thirty yesterday she arrived around

19:27

six thirty or seven she's still not here

19:29

say i'm glad that so

19:31

wrong

19:32

download

19:36

day three

19:40

yo years

19:43

without much success yourself

19:45

publicist stuff so there's

19:47

that such a city

19:52

making it all i ever

19:53

i heard it away jerseys

19:56

never agree you meanwhile

19:58

your dodge about it was were data

20:01

monsanto slayer you

20:03

a chance what you're not you is that like being

20:06

there and we're kind of like uprooting place

20:08

for a bit to just be there and

20:11

eat it as kind of but i said basket

20:13

i was like you know wanted to to the other kids a chance to

20:15

see him since were saying definitely

20:17

like

20:18

what happened i love you and i'm sorry downside

20:20

that will get my , to

20:22

tyrone honor uses i

20:25

wrote has you know i feel worse weldon

20:28

weldon yeah iraq and she was crying in

20:30

it i didn't make me feel that something would

20:33

happen i

20:35

want to in and she was crying and

20:37

, thought feel bad that she was crying after

20:41

that but i both ah give

20:43

her the credit that she it's

20:45

a lot with you know your partner's dying they've

20:47

been together for almost twenty years

20:49

and a

20:51

translator for hired i definitely fucking hated

20:53

her that day but

20:56

had try to be

20:58

lake okay but

21:00

she can't be the daughter's it's funny really don't see your name

21:02

and like

21:03

i can't even if i just checked he

21:05

, it would call a silver lining

21:07

on that one though is like if

21:09

you stay in touch i it doesn't

21:11

necessarily sound like ship were you happy but

21:14

if you stay in touch with your step mom and

21:16

she ever gives you a hard time about anything

21:18

you now can be like yo i

21:21

let you off the hook on the meanest thing

21:23

you've ever done so yeah

21:25

why don't you like don't cannot

21:28

complain about anything for the rest of this

21:30

entire relationship you talk shit about

21:32

me to me while my dad was dying

21:35

and dying let you off the hook

21:37

my long as he could me dinner

21:39

you as you would ever i was

21:42

he around here it's

21:45

it's it's hard to some people are dying

21:48

you're looking to really differently and

21:50

her and i are very different you first place

21:52

sounds like now is it dot with

21:54

yeah yeah you

21:57

are so modify like i was allowed in the face

21:59

of pain and

21:59

use them will let us see it about

22:02

the loved about the children in the family

22:04

i would say you to different people the asher of

22:07

she hears the soviets back

22:11

the guy put a terrifying

22:13

thing and of l i mean athletes it's

22:15

hard it's hard when

22:17

your that scared going

22:19

through i think some that fear as like you don't know

22:21

what's on the other end of it and when you get the other

22:23

end of it it's

22:25

the way worse it's way worse

22:27

than like everything said she

22:30

she was like super negative like shudder

22:32

you really positive

22:33

that would be really had a really hard time

22:35

and attack and was like very a great match kind

22:37

of kept telling her but you have the rest your life to be

22:39

angry

22:40

me at him and everyone and everything it

22:42

got at whoever you whatever you believe

22:44

and like you've got your ex gang really bright

22:47

now you just you to be present him he

22:49

told momma

22:51

yeah yeah again so

22:54

much every dali lama how did you even some

22:56

in their love a disgrace

22:58

give your whole life to be a ,

23:00

you to be present with him you it like

23:02

why meanwhile if i gotta tell

23:04

you know those a gel gel

23:07

is here he stayed for ten minutes

23:09

you have to listen their kids their them i

23:11

would have been i mean out the out

23:14

a gun very jersey on them i don't know where

23:16

you're from but i know it's not new jersey i

23:18

just learned that has

23:21

learned that we're not that privilege yeah you're

23:23

you're privilege one of those nice places like kansas

23:26

or somewhere in the middle as are

23:28

you from mid west

23:30

now i'm from florida

23:32

the very big state so i'm sworn

23:34

i thought of as a president i am

23:36

concerned a crossbow ad or something

23:41

we live in l a now so it's like a

23:43

movie more than merely

23:45

in l a and you found your sense

23:47

here's a question that's been our my much you

23:49

kept track are in a you sensed very

23:51

quickly okay there's a ludicrous amount

23:53

there's a pile on a shitty things happening

23:55

here you kept the know were

23:58

there any things you think

23:59

towards a to in the stretch that

24:02

were like shockingly president

24:05

in a surprisingly like we did you randomly like

24:07

are there any notes in your up there like weirdly

24:09

just had the best nachos of my life like

24:12

anything else that

24:15

oh i will say that

24:17

one know they knew a row and they and kind

24:19

of but over the my last name just with

24:22

this weekend upon us and to serve

24:24

reflecting on moscow monthly it's one

24:26

thing that i noticed was that this was because

24:28

my parents will happen as a teenager and i worked

24:30

with my mom this is the most tenets

24:33

of my dad the guy

24:35

was a teenager like clean the most consecutive

24:37

days i am says he dot sights

24:40

on that to be really great and

24:42

i also a's to work i'm a stricken

24:45

entertainment i travel a lot in each

24:47

group was not necessarily place where to pick

24:49

up and work remove that for the last year

24:51

to the pandemic i've worked at a company that's why

24:53

a remote you're able to just pick up

24:55

and leave and not have to worry about he

24:58

pretty good about you don't censor anybody counting

25:01

my days are where i was ah many

25:03

worked for compliments super super supporters dot

25:06

was really really positive murdering

25:11

suit i had a leader any legal system sometimes

25:13

my brother my brother came up to

25:15

, times with us on

25:17

our soil good but i don't we have

25:19

everybody don't know i won't say my dad

25:22

we watched which to growing up my dad my

25:24

didn't always communicate bob might like

25:28

he had a rough childhood and i don't know the he

25:30

was knew how to be a dad so

25:32

he we you don't know if

25:34

you did he might language and some sometimes we used

25:36

music to communicate

25:38

and inelastic month it's likely

25:40

live music together there's a huge decline in

25:42

the house there was was where i

25:45

the transition for him fell through his

25:47

in a wheelchair for the last one an

25:49

interpretation doctors are excited to

25:52

come to a son and i

25:54

made i made of some of your favorite songs

25:56

but cover songs with them too late two

26:00

hundred scroll it there's a burden cover and

26:03

the shot and first name there's like

26:05

a person from both jack and so i pulled

26:07

songs that i knew she loved and

26:10

lead them and that you know point of warm

26:12

on the thrive and thrive just i love that

26:14

memories you're holding my hand and i

26:16

just like happy songs on a t which

26:18

you know he's singing and and i could just

26:20

how she was awake

26:23

enjoying muslim if we have done to i think

26:26

for dollars when they also gave him a haircut

26:28

or his hair is really a week while the

26:30

we got there and so i cut his hair and

26:32

numbers not the big at all but i burned her

26:35

at my hasn't aired during the kinda like so eventually

26:37

get my dad my husband haircut seats

26:40

are largely nice and he took

26:42

a photo of us and my

26:44

dad smiling and it's allies soto

26:46

secrets is the only kind of look at him smile

26:49

and so there's with memory with that the we're able to get

26:51

a forcing partly pods was young that

26:55

do you like things and i'm a really bad

26:57

for dinner

26:58

not really wild his

27:00

arm the you know you mentioned that

27:03

the parents were divorced that you did your mom

27:05

at this is the longest just a tiny spent with your

27:07

dad so it sounds like either on

27:09

i can't speak to an entire twenty years

27:12

but it is it doesn't sound like he

27:14

was an inner discuss who

27:16

knows how much this was v a choice vs

27:18

just divorces happen and people

27:20

move on and you live reliving a few months dude

27:23

whatever circumstance it doesn't sound like he was

27:25

able to be as present the

27:28

as bad as one would

27:30

like him then civilian his final days

27:32

you almost took on a parenting role with him

27:35

hiding his hair yeah supporting him

27:37

and

27:38

that's a really really

27:42

that's very meaningful

27:45

the twister

27:48

is it feels weird and like we definitely

27:50

have a really complicated relationship

27:53

the time then when i first

27:55

moved to l a she

27:57

was very not unhappy and

27:59

i did

28:02

return

28:03

within a few weeks of me being married

28:06

we weren't talking going to talk for six months he

28:09

sent me the bills for my or concerts

28:11

health insurance is like aren't you want to

28:13

do this do it

28:14

the

28:15

kind of messy but after that that

28:18

big kind of

28:19

going out misunderstanding whenever

28:22

we've been pretty good since good since

28:24

predict the classic nine or ten years before he

28:26

passed imagine if you step mom said

28:29

you another accidental texts that was like

28:31

daughter gave him such a bad haircut

28:34

imagine this have talking

28:36

shit and couldn't figure out how to a sex the

28:38

silk road say it

28:40

playlist i was overseas manhattan

28:43

and shoot him hurt

28:44

are you fit it seems that friend's name and phone

28:47

so she could never it can or just like changed my

28:49

name to the daughter of the that they honor

28:53

forever

28:54

the i said i said zelda

28:57

you stepped up why wouldn't she given the haircut

28:59

if she's if she's on top everything

29:01

and you're not as a lot of stuff

29:03

you are doing their bidding is more of a partners

29:06

responsibility to ask me speaking

29:08

to or what agree on are you decided to be

29:10

in the end so kudos to you

29:12

yeah i think i think different people have

29:14

the capability of doing different things

29:16

i mean i agree that

29:18

she kind of sucks sometimes i don't think that

29:20

she does it on purpose though i think that certain people

29:22

just aren't capable i have a very empathetic

29:25

another mom my mom is incredible

29:27

and her parents were incredible my learn some

29:30

eat like beautiful thing tomorrow and

29:32

see think that it's been

29:34

it dot helps guide me great

29:37

lake

29:39

that comfort me and you i

29:41

don't know you you you hit the is

29:44

seaview he did you find this ugly situations

29:46

the you you have you got one of

29:48

two ways i could have stayed here and

29:50

for it out for dinner or not she never flown

29:52

quickly and went back and not been

29:54

there accurate but i just you

29:57

know if if i ever do have children like this

29:59

is how

29:59

the i would want any me like

30:02

a child retreated dishes and

30:05

are now i just as just as if

30:07

i didn't do it i would have way more rights than

30:09

for anything them the direct

30:11

from been married ten like i never did

30:13

those days back great lake

30:16

i'm area as you say

30:18

mess you know you just reminded me that you said

30:20

you you and your husband aren't sure if you want

30:22

to have kids and now that you've lost

30:24

a parent you know the pain of losing a parents but

30:27

then pretty much everything you've said i'm like

30:29

oh wow you would be such a good parents

30:31

and that's from someone who's running out how to

30:33

be fair now my thiebaud my god it's

30:35

an issue with a nail it i think you'd as

30:38

a kid would be very very well well

30:41

ah would be very be very i should

30:43

say

30:44

the have you as amount things

30:47

you sit down and will you better

30:49

start you as a be you know the way you

30:51

serve you know showed such but

30:53

you know i mention like these sort

30:55

of maternal actions towards your dad is dying

30:57

days and then the way you are managed

31:00

to show so much hi

31:02

res who you are childish

31:05

step mom i think he's a good or a kids

31:07

sorry i couldn't be getting married your writing

31:09

i'm angry or the new at this point

31:12

i've i've been doing a lot

31:14

of therapy of alaska

31:15

i bet i bet the

31:19

boston crowd has some

31:22

major contributions silas

31:24

says, shutterfly promotional

31:27

texted me to ask what word best describes your

31:29

dad i texted back day and

31:33

do

31:35

you need customer service to text

31:38

back? oh my goodness

31:42

incredible madison

31:44

says, i have lost loved ones whose phone numbers

31:46

i can't bring myself to delete

31:48

he's

31:50

got a

31:52

whole bunch

31:54

of stuff let's see how people keep

31:56

pointing out that i keep looking for ways to throw my glasses, but

31:58

i don't have a a table to it is

31:59

yeah i'm the syrian

32:05

army base later who lot did

32:07

not lose my dad i lost my mom's cancer

32:09

every mother's day succeeding day succeeding

32:12

and then i'll madison put this

32:14

when to when i die i hope people

32:16

i love get together and tell stories like this and

32:18

connect with each other like this hearing this color

32:20

stories even of things like the overflowing washer

32:22

feel so much like a celebration of life and

32:25

of your memories of your dad

32:26

dot than matthew with

32:28

the very nihilistic i feel like you've

32:30

absorbed the misfortune of like eighty

32:33

entire lives in the last eighty days

32:35

if , is a real thing many people will

32:38

be thanking you and then people are

32:40

that was about the point where with his step

32:42

mom texted people are as gas

32:45

gas i'm running

32:47

out that i have called for using my laptop

32:49

as a table for an open water open water

32:53

us a tag you that's

32:55

the boston accent says big loss

32:57

for says mom's everywhere being

33:02

said step mom she did her the way

33:04

bills par cells treated t o in the

33:06

media would only call him the pleasure

33:09

or in the nick wants to be clear seats nick

33:11

one of the truth so did your step mom realize

33:15

that a yeah check it

33:18

oh my god

33:19

yeah i don't know she realized it before

33:21

i texted her but i texted her that

33:23

and like we literally we left the house four

33:26

minutes to i pulled over about the text my

33:29

blood pressure spikes and i made the decision

33:31

to go the high road and i texted back

33:34

and then we pub driving marriage said set

33:36

to do i'd like to get medicine

33:40

you are stronger person

33:42

and most of gas stronger person

33:44

the marlins okay so how

33:46

did not even on my list but only was

33:49

this you say of got no

33:51

either you know alison is asking

33:53

if you practice yoga is it is she says

33:55

do practice yoga as it sounds like you do

33:59

john grisham

33:59

i'm not easy

34:02

but i have acknowledged it hasn't said a my dad died but

34:04

leading up to him dying at

34:06

while ago

34:07

one hundred and twenty day meditation

34:09

streets on our mindfulness up also

34:12

mary catherine send a tweet that is

34:14

making me laugh and a dark way

34:16

probably i was married after you

34:18

as people here physician i lost

34:20

my grandma earlier this year during

34:23

the week at her house my two year old

34:25

wanted to call her uncle from the house

34:27

phone my brother was extremely

34:29

confused and freaks out when the

34:32

, all so be chill

34:34

with that color word of advice or mary

34:36

catherine

34:39

okay so i've got a good one that

34:41

has do that and i've gotta get it wasn't as the at

34:43

another business been a philly stuff

34:45

, have ,

34:47

my at the day after my

34:49

dad died

34:50

i target or two after my step

34:52

mom the had been drinking she misplaced

34:55

felon and house and she certainly

34:57

has so on and called herself from his phone

35:00

but then like god she does the next day she woke

35:02

up and terrorist attacks from url

35:04

get off my dot on her phone

35:06

then we can read you don't have boarded a couple

35:09

sigh russa aside beyond did

35:11

you think it was i'll and from to be honest i don't i think she

35:13

is freaked out first

35:15

the children had larry there's some you

35:17

know estate steps that are jonathan should sort

35:19

of few emails from him to add

35:22

memory brother and finally got emails and

35:24

my dad like she didn't warn us

35:26

of

35:26

the coming in that was very freaky to

35:28

times as much

35:31

that

35:32

the environment such habit with a water bottle

35:34

and on the way home tommy for

35:36

them to l a i

35:39

thought my water bottle and there are a dog

35:41

and or whatever and at some point

35:43

i would realize the water bottles that we can one of the didn't

35:45

think too much of it and then we got home that

35:47

night after flying and i

35:49

ruined my i pad and

35:51

my personal laptop rak

35:54

a narrow completely waterlogged my water bottle had

35:57

just completely flooded my bag and

35:59

i didn't realize that

35:59

how about those natural israel says

36:02

nachos you ever had ray i phone away

36:04

i just made that are that was a real never knock

36:06

knock joke viviana oh god

36:08

i wish there were not joke not

36:10

use nachos or get his would imagine

36:12

if we had nachos advertising on the show for the first

36:15

such city the best have just cut

36:17

to the nachos add to do it will

36:19

not let's see

36:28

they began to all of our college now we're

36:30

going to finish off the phone call

36:33

not gonna tell ya

36:36

gotta which that

36:37

not to say i'm not as would have made it

36:39

a lot better man admits it's like literally

36:42

then he destroyed all your electronic

36:45

devices because you love the environment so much which

36:47

means you going to have to buy new versions of those devices

36:50

and those batteries they really fuck up the environment

36:52

where they get those batters

36:54

like we have apple cares

36:56

what can a brand new debate this had

36:58

a tough on on top of that taxi good

37:01

dansby i put happening here for

37:03

every apple device i've ever owned and

37:05

then i never use it and as you say that i really

37:07

have probably with thousands of dollars

37:11

the time we don't have it you need it and

37:13

that's

37:14

worse i think that maybe it's not who

37:17

knows save

37:19

it's not so what do you

37:21

and did you move to l a for the the

37:23

show business this are you in the show business

37:26

yeah

37:27

nevertheless shoulders as to find a pandemic everton

37:30

as a live music industry so i still work

37:32

for one artists

37:34

about artists was in boston last year actually at fenway

37:36

with an artist

37:38

when i be solely at are there are this in

37:40

a fucking around for yeah st clair

37:42

basis for for be an issue is

37:45

it worked with artist you prefer a baseball

37:47

stadiums

37:48

yeah today's yesterday

37:50

one music industry are different colored by than everybody

37:53

else or another thing i'll say do

37:55

is at a different company i work at

37:57

it i work in an entertainment

37:59

attack

37:59

and will you

38:02

still work with one artists i find that pretty

38:04

intriguing yeah

38:06

and yeah so that's like a relationship

38:09

or the it's yeah was going to say that

38:11

that's a warm saying

38:13

yeah there's one person

38:16

particularly in this group that really

38:19

cause it's and that the person like

38:21

really values by the radio and

38:23

so it's he was never something

38:25

that he has kind of

38:26

are you coming with me and

38:28

i still do we still do everything

38:31

together disgrace and you travel around

38:33

you travel around with this group who sounds like

38:35

to sell tons of tickets and you were like work

38:37

in this part of the like support infrastructure

38:40

organization type stuff

38:43

i do a creative

38:44

wow that sounds cool

38:48

they're fraternal is hop onto they will

38:51

at , point they're going to be in the

38:53

city that my dad is buried in which

38:56

is now i grew up and some kind of debating

38:58

like do i fly out and he the i'm and

39:00

then also visit him at the graves

39:02

kids at some point on me to go back

39:04

home for the first first

39:07

and visit him like as do

39:09

i wanna you know book and it with something

39:11

my but as good as this

39:13

thing that i've worked on that could be and circle

39:15

thing

39:17

i'm yeah you m s a t

39:19

of love dot

39:20

you're for you love that artist

39:23

he my dad or then they want they say about

39:25

him and they really love to shop

39:27

it mattered to that artist wind

39:29

up on the playlist

39:32

the dot on your oh i'm retired

39:34

players

39:36

the i might actually less that as am

39:39

now is

39:41

it was more like

39:42

older son static know

39:45

, you're traveling you have them as big enough to

39:47

be seen to be doing shows that sen way that's

39:50

like that's real go the other parts because i tore

39:52

around but like around but myself

39:54

and last night i was dress i did new

39:56

haven last night the shows pretty good

39:58

it was okay

39:59

then i decide

40:00

that i'm gonna do a little bit of the driving and

40:03

i'm at now is what i like

40:05

to do sometimes is i'll drive at nights after

40:07

a show and is find a hotel find a cheap

40:10

hotel out on the highways and as as

40:12

a beginner like some eighty dollar hotel

40:14

room and then just crashed they're like it has

40:16

been more of the next day walking around the city

40:18

of in and last place i go out

40:20

i went i went to i'm not kidding

40:23

seven different hotels

40:25

that were sold out along the highway

40:27

and i like number three or four i was like wait

40:29

what's going on and they were like oh

40:31

dave matthews is playing not too far from

40:33

here so every hotel room is

40:35

overrun by dave matthews band says

40:38

and that choice nothing makes you feel

40:40

less successful than not being

40:42

able to get hurt sorrows because of the surge

40:45

or sands of someone saw more successful

40:48

mike all i want is what is the hotel

40:50

rooms

40:52

so the gear working for

40:54

some of the artist sewer on that side of the sense

40:56

that must be nice i that

40:58

tasty burger before the show

41:02

i met him people like

41:04

, eating a tasty burger as like yes

41:07

to idea that's good that's real boston i

41:09

was like that sounds cool said good

41:11

as an as tasty burger

41:14

their own a started were jimmy

41:16

the game worked for up with billie

41:18

about smart as like you know entered the

41:20

company isn't at the whole thing and kind of like dot

41:23

my career from the ground up so

41:25

the first tour that i ever went on it was

41:27

me and for that for people

41:29

in the the employees working for and is it every

41:31

job that wasn't on stage and

41:35

we've literally the four of us has been that i in

41:37

the hood the hermetic to that's an acquired

41:39

like the richest we would use this giant

41:42

i like one pot figure

41:44

one burner pot thing and

41:46

like make a giant against the galle and will

41:48

be like that was once opposite and five dollars more

41:51

yelling around one month that was sort

41:53

of are both of our meals for

41:54

so it's even though that dishes

41:57

sort of like the life that i live now

41:59

in image

41:59

it's

42:02

i started about it out at a very

42:04

very beginning it's like sitting

42:07

in a fan and i'm just

42:08

summer is it a try anything

42:10

and now you're thrown out the first and it's it's sandwich

42:14

i , a failure collar people in the crowd

42:16

really wanna know the artist is the

42:18

or guessing madison says okay

42:21

is she talking about the jonas brothers i need

42:23

to know ah married as they do

42:25

we know yard is is probably not

42:27

rights rights when the militia

42:30

there's more or is it dead

42:32

and co feals painfully ironic

42:35

that are great if is there a

42:38

pretty easily natalie wish it was

42:40

very was dawson tweet here natalie

42:43

even if he new kid on the block new

42:45

kids on the block are still send way

42:47

are they they ,

42:50

are are yeah day plus i'm a good for

42:52

the good for them samantha

42:54

says tasty burger is the shit though for

42:56

real

42:58

good martin is as

43:00

good times for an ad break about hotel booking

43:02

apps

43:08

many germany may have guns

43:10

as someone might have guessed it

43:14

let's face it also

43:16

get more specific mm everyone kids as in

43:18

their mind wonder if you work for new kids on the block

43:21

or the jonas brothers

43:27

or i am i saying

43:29

oh years after so ours is you're so close

43:31

yet cause

43:34

really it's pm

43:37

is something

43:41

funny as soon as the calling the how

43:43

this amy in the crowd tweeted

43:45

my partner's last conversation with

43:47

his mom she said when said die i'm

43:50

gonna haunt you know

43:52

now so sometimes i'm glad

43:55

now sometimes say move

44:00

the barely left africa

44:02

do you did a mom knows that she

44:05

was dying

44:06

i don't know any got a

44:08

lot assortment of us or was it like

44:10

for you might mean i die in a haunt you and then hit

44:12

by a bus like the earth

44:14

that is

44:16

so ominously

44:18

brilliant jody

44:20

is also suggesting as great as great as

44:22

people are fatigue ad breaks was hits of

44:24

they're did father they gave their this

44:25

it's episode ooh that dark

44:28

eu the dark really

44:30

, eight hundred flowers dot com com

44:33

agents are not that story worth i

44:35

did story worth with my dad and i do think about

44:37

i'm glad that we did it before he passed because they got a bunch

44:40

of stories written down that i never knew i'm

44:43

shouting players like how

44:46

have you felt like your father says he's

44:48

your downtime

44:48

my dad is allies oh

44:52

i got used to have has he said before he died

44:54

gotta say yes yes i'm not doing it

44:56

you're doing it for like that's embarrassing c i a

44:58

new rain , use

45:01

you don't know something i'd offer my father was alive

45:03

as as i i think i taught in today's

45:06

yes our her and

45:09

i don't somebody once told somebody

45:12

you're i'm just waiting to call you until after the

45:14

now that you're never getting of i'd

45:16

call , father's day is

45:19

is when can we must have

45:21

to get you a lot of credit

45:23

the gonna say something right out of this bosley crowther

45:26

when it started a whole bunch your life

45:28

lock this is my saturday nights and

45:30

now you're all laughing as a that are mezcal this

45:32

color that the this guy he made

45:34

a worker were

45:37

sixty

45:39

i'm like each ballet my cheeks ninety

45:42

church it is like it's amazing because it's like watch

45:44

you

45:45

like take a mermaid and the

45:47

really fun party is really funny parts that into

45:49

taking you know taken at liberty

45:51

anything like and yes there's like super

45:53

super fucking dark days you know but

45:56

taking that levity as levity got it

45:58

is helping coming

46:01

out day and my knowing people even

46:03

even the audience are some people lost their parents

46:05

like that is it so com

46:07

today and i don't think it's something everyone talks about

46:10

new items a few things that we still

46:12

don't talk about that much and then when other

46:14

people start talking about him and you're in a room

46:16

either and now nine

46:18

other people are talking about it's it's

46:20

it is we're we are still kind of stuff the

46:22

a puritanical and auto a's rates

46:26

and cia and your says your says that says

46:28

my wife's as a medium she will

46:30

haunt me then

46:34

she said yeah

46:35

you're gonna black flags and way way too fast

46:37

djs is just agree

46:40

, that you are of weight you click on the joss

46:42

that in l a resident way or the and

46:45

l and resident and twenty two and is you wouldn't is like

46:47

yeah actually they did play them we actually

46:49

even if a good knowledge of anyway said ways

46:52

i live in los angeles so as a

46:54

hat

46:54

miriam on my mother my than

46:56

a lot of them up looking like signal on madison

47:00

, it's the jonas brothers tell them

47:02

i love them or don't you don't know me and that

47:04

would be weird weird then a

47:06

then amy who's partner

47:08

i was told that who's campers mom said

47:10

campers said does this is i'm

47:13

quoting much easier yes she knew

47:15

she was dying dot she dot oh

47:22

and i want dot be friends baby gosh

47:27

oh boy and now here's the thing i'm an ass

47:29

year and i don't know about

47:32

who knows when eleven foot go out

47:34

, soon as this question color

47:43

dad personality could

47:45

, any type of potato cooked anyway

47:48

would it be

47:50

oh gosh okay potato

48:00

to be like

48:03

the data get me because they feel like really weird

48:06

really great

48:07

that out that legs gonna like take certain

48:09

things off the top legislature to see

48:11

i don't need to enjoy this relic

48:14

i didn't pursue something instead to

48:17

hannity what i wanted to be an amazing

48:19

what an amazing answer

48:21

i know your family guy

48:23

the for further south some

48:25

is exactly what you want and

48:27

sometimes you like do they need do any of the bacon

48:29

and cheese and

48:30

working and the chives to move them

48:32

it's lose one of these things little much all at

48:34

once street where the child going why

48:37

why are there are some each other's yeah yeah

48:39

too many times studies

48:41

now imagine if you know it's the chives

48:43

as prominent anywhere

48:45

the and tears it right that's the most

48:47

prominent you sinicize you'll ever see his

48:50

and potato skins think so

48:52

yeah i never said today

48:54

the money at the beginning of this

48:57

yeah years ago your dad that you do like

48:59

sides

49:00

the paper delicious

49:02

yeah yeah i didn't see a guy that way

49:06

it may also ,

49:08

as someone who has the amazing name on twitter

49:10

of lisa pizza said just

49:12

went to get a beer and the bartender is

49:14

very confused as to what this show

49:16

is is me as a

49:18

shield of phone call right now

49:24

operates under

49:30

ha ha ha

49:32

ha says

49:34

welcome to my career

49:39

color we over arctic but i'm

49:42

glad rising sun and i'm glad you know what i'm

49:44

glad that word of your airing

49:46

out your experience getting an aussie chests

49:48

celebrated some aspects even dad

49:51

venting some of the parts that sound really

49:53

horrible and haven't laughs right

49:55

before father's day because i know it's gonna be a tough

49:57

one and i'm i'm glad to get these laughs in there

50:01

yeah yeah me too prepping

50:03

for this weekend as been weird and pretty

50:05

braced i'm debating

50:06

do you doing something

50:09

yeah i bet i bet

50:11

good day to take social media of the phone are you

50:13

have you thought about any activities anything's you going to

50:15

go do to distract yourself on

50:17

a hike everyone was a little i have hikes

50:21

dr i would you want to go outside and been there

50:23

are people gonna

50:25

that has that new i already been already like my dad

50:27

my dad that i was with my dad

50:29

my dad that i'm not a

50:31

good conversationalist his tickets such

50:33

as

50:33

but i

50:35

see the other day i found a tv show that is absolutely

50:38

trash but it brought me so much joy

50:40

and so i would like using an earlier

50:42

this week and have three episodes left in the here

50:44

is curious as season one of it's ah

50:47

and that's unfair for tomorrow's star

50:49

city but if i don't wanna do anything

50:52

the great it really really my

50:55

the jungle

50:56

if i discovered last sunday

50:58

body fluids a lot of in the jungle on discovery

51:01

plus i

51:03

think one person in the crowd cbs

51:05

wondering what is an ongoing the joy

51:07

of iowa discovery to us as quickly

51:09

as adults

51:10

right so there's these people

51:12

it's like i think twelve people

51:15

and they get some to they pick what what

51:17

animal they feel most represents who they

51:19

are

51:19

i'm

51:22

in fact i'm great

51:23

you really shouldn't they

51:26

have is necklaces with their animal on it and their name

51:28

on the other side they get dropped off limits like

51:30

quote unquote watering hole and they are not allowed

51:32

to speak

51:32

the each other

51:34

he and so they're like kind of like

51:36

he language grunting inserts

51:39

yeah and then

51:42

, some point years ago and they

51:45

really follow the sound of the whatever

51:47

and they get presented

51:49

with this thing called a mating ritual and

51:51

so they say houses challenge

51:53

that is akin what you would do in the jungle

51:56

okay this animal would the

51:59

and for illegal flamingo

51:59

the

52:00

there at weeks of girls like

52:02

themselves in my paid and summer

52:05

, a do

52:07

look advanced on the guys pick like which the best

52:10

the answer is that person's the

52:12

alpha as soon as the elemental

52:14

as even the discovery channel's the bull

52:17

serious is now

52:19

hundred did other like david attenborough style

52:22

narrator

52:22

really

52:24

the tiger has any it's it's it's

52:26

it's to the last round

52:27

the people out there and their chosen

52:29

animal avatars

52:31

they absolutely do it is like

52:33

a hard as they laughed and then clever the alpha

52:35

gets to pick two people from the opposite gender

52:38

or to take on a date and then

52:40

they can

52:40

rock

52:42

and then appeared to be snyder's

52:44

like a ceremony where they like they

52:47

offered another person like their necklace

52:49

and at the person gives them their necklace

52:52

than they get to go back to the dungy other but

52:54

it's not and

52:55

they got rejected and

52:56

a british the weirdest

52:58

craziest thing i don't watch

53:01

i want to give reality tv show that i don't want to me like competition

53:04

reality tv shows i don't know why

53:06

much so i see

53:09

so i have three of those what you're not lead to talk

53:11

you like i have six do not i'm not gonna crawl

53:13

around on all fours years turtle and like

53:16

so our in the sun else war like a turtle

53:18

and then you gotta be like how on the go to

53:20

with the falcon honey badger and

53:23

then you go and you just can't be bothered me

53:25

that you point you just you just point

53:27

you're like still when you validate you could talk

53:29

but it's like an hour and then you go back to the

53:31

water in on it cannot talk again

53:35

it might you see that necklace

53:37

go back to their done as his so

53:39

many tv i'd have been so soundly rejected

53:43

that as hard as thoughtfulness

53:45

ring are going to make that as those just

53:48

so as zappos gonna retire v

53:50

of talking about or dragons

53:52

get , set aside some it

53:54

sounds as if it's

53:57

we do try to get done a damn for no i don't

53:59

i don't know that to do you know i've i've

54:01

talked to be frantic can to pass the nuggets

54:03

oh my dad and i always like eat this

54:05

kind of ice cream herbs did or

54:08

drink this thing together or did that and

54:10

we don't cause that really to

54:12

you know we haven't lived together in twenty

54:15

year as so i

54:17

don't know what else to do this weekend

54:19

you just gonna watch i'd have to ask

54:21

i'd

54:23

yeah he's nothing serious you

54:26

, in southern california love

54:28

in the jungle jungle

54:30

is legalized is that part of the process

54:32

with love in the jungle it sounds like a shit

54:35

as much a shit not

54:38

really me maybe their feet and i'll try that but

54:40

i swear he takes his own cold sober

54:42

watching them to may have been with litter like

54:44

i don't think you've been is hop into what

54:46

, him surely english as mad

54:48

as you said montes modern

54:50

this jungle fucking

54:52

insane that

54:54

i hope that some people they married

54:56

off that show and then suddenly they have kids

54:59

so the kids can turn around and be like how'd

55:01

you meet mom and dad and then

55:03

the modern whoa i just

55:05

really closely identified with being a zebra

55:07

i guess a

55:09

, diet or really have a real didn't

55:11

go energy about i'm i'm

55:13

we grunting and panting at each other

55:16

and a watering hole on discovery on

55:19

and now you're born you're

55:22

in l

55:23

like i

55:26

i tend to read a lot and you know whatever

55:28

a bit of fitzsimmons you just need something that number

55:31

your mind trait like sometimes we just want to consume

55:34

and

55:34

they made avermedia that amount of avionics

55:36

so who am i to judge mean i was

55:38

sick sick asked it's most

55:40

popular episode of my tv show is titled

55:43

what's in the dumpsters so who

55:45

the fuck am i to judge but that was particularly

55:47

sarcasm mouth

55:49

i'm i was in the dumpster

55:51

what's that

55:54

think about what and but i'm still you gotta do

55:56

you really want the spoiler

55:58

you know a larger

55:59

watching it's because i'd say you're not

56:02

gonna believe what's in the goddamn doesn't really

56:05

thought that when i never thought that is

56:07

it

56:07

it then my dad

56:25

i it takes money to see your face

56:33

the wow you go hard

56:36

you , you're as it is such a

56:38

good mix of of

56:41

it and still clearly

56:43

an emotional the nile to be able to pull that

56:45

off

56:49

god i

56:52

, lists seem the mare

56:55

in the crowd said would admitting

56:57

that you met on that show be less embarrassing

56:59

than admitting that you met on tinder good question

57:01

i don't know stupid is as this show

57:04

scholar it sounds like you're just watching surrey

57:06

smut ah in

57:12

our students that don't want an account as my

57:14

stomach is okay you're very observant it is not

57:16

it is not for i'll get through it lot

57:19

of people in the crowded it's

57:21

okay it's okay

57:24

the bought an accident says it feels like

57:26

the cold

57:26

they're made this job and i refuse to go

57:28

this experiment's it's real

57:31

madison says

57:33

wait i desperately want to see this show now

57:35

viewership is going to skyrocket when

57:38

this emphasis jobs as know

57:40

net is why is that show on does

57:42

robbery and i'm inclined discovery

57:45

was like the boarding nurture channel

57:48

yeah but discovery plus witches blake

57:51

of the trash tv shows

57:55

ninety day fiance is why i pay

57:57

which i really

57:59

like just it is

58:03

samantha says color

58:05

you sure you didn't grow up in boston this is

58:07

classic any humor anyone

58:11

my now as unit of i had my head in my

58:13

hands after you said what was in the dumpster

58:16

but apparently you did a standing ovation

58:18

and the crowd while i was my head was

58:20

a man so

58:24

i found my people indeed

58:29

ah

58:31

right another five minutes last

58:33

i'm sorry you've been struggling up and i'm

58:36

really impressed that you've been able to talk to

58:38

us and give us so many last tonight

58:40

and i know tomorrow's gonna be gonna hard

58:42

daily wire they hope that that

58:44

cvc are all the jokes about how and same as

58:47

show sounds i hope that that show treats you well

58:49

and helps you take your mind or stuff for awhile

58:52

yeah yeah yeah it's it's

58:54

it's very strange you know and

58:57

i think over the next and that it's beard

58:59

is is the first straight and over

59:01

the next year it's kinda like first holidays for new

59:04

year's first birthday you know my

59:07

, was not long before he passed and i'm

59:09

obviously knew he was gonna pass about

59:11

point and so so knew

59:13

when he was what she meal deal with me last

59:15

time he was me how the person you

59:18

know like to that was one of the few

59:20

blocks that i knew was going to be a

59:22

last ah right

59:25

now i'm i'm adding all the first year

59:27

now and said and said that's part

59:29

of what makes this weekend really strange

59:34

yeah

59:35

yeah i bet i bet

59:43

the and and an hour

59:46

we're due to date any people don't always know

59:49

what to say or what to do and that's what

59:51

a toy fine until it you can't ever know that until

59:53

you the do it right

59:55

like i had tried to comfort people have been

59:57

through this before and i would have never

59:59

been able

59:59

did you wouldn't understand that way that

1:00:02

i do now

1:00:03

i've quit her job

1:00:07

that makes total sense that

1:00:09

makes total sense yeah

1:00:14

how's your her husband

1:00:16

holding up has your husband been through this

1:00:20

these are cheaper he's and you

1:00:22

know i was like we're going to go and no questions

1:00:24

asked he was every to be don't want to go you don't have

1:00:26

to get like now monica with you then

1:00:28

he held up really well they're all of and has been

1:00:31

just like a complete tell arab plate love

1:00:33

and support and oh

1:00:35

god and it for like he's in other

1:00:37

states where the hell am

1:00:39

i usually cook and and staff and i

1:00:41

haven't done a lot of anything last couple months

1:00:43

and so he'll just go get sued

1:00:46

or home makes me something hundred me something

1:00:48

to make sure that i'm like cheating and make

1:00:51

sure that like if i can get them off the dog that lake

1:00:53

i know that's okay and mix if i need

1:00:55

to say been launched single

1:00:57

, that their case isn't really really

1:01:00

encouraging to dislike the arab

1:01:03

or muslim center care for me when i can't

1:01:05

care for my phone

1:01:08

there's a good guy sounds like a

1:01:10

good guy yeah

1:01:12

yeah

1:01:14

it's a good thing you know how long

1:01:16

you guys been married

1:01:19

almost two years

1:01:20

three years and was your dad at the wedding

1:01:24

the be allowed

1:01:26

the loved

1:01:27

where'd you do here

1:01:30

why do

1:01:32

it

1:01:33

yeah

1:01:35

they rely on vacation anyway and ever known as green as

1:01:37

he married to the are engaged

1:01:40

make sure he does

1:01:42

that married and so he registered

1:01:44

which island where you are

1:01:47

to i know

1:01:49

this is actual teaching

1:01:52

at at the end of the show

1:01:54

yeah i get to this is gonna cut up in

1:01:56

a boy very early plays like is that

1:01:58

the guy the and like a deep

1:02:00

dad dad thought at that point and

1:02:02

we're on the right under two minutes

1:02:04

so he have any last second did dead

1:02:06

dad sauce now's the time to

1:02:08

get him out

1:02:11

the eyes you

1:02:13

know i said he had brain cancer and one thing

1:02:15

that like really stuck with these like i would kiss

1:02:17

it's had every day we go on and the idea

1:02:19

of their a cancer on the other side of that was really

1:02:21

hard for me to be like how unfair

1:02:24

is that and i think you the whole thing

1:02:26

one thing that really stuck with me as like hfc if

1:02:28

people can what they're going through but you you

1:02:30

have to the plague love them dearly and it

1:02:33

was really was really but i knew that whatever

1:02:35

i went through with i'd

1:02:38

be able to heal from after and to bring him that

1:02:40

comfort much time with something that would never

1:02:42

regret

1:02:45

i do want you to know that i

1:02:48

jody says all of us in

1:02:50

the dead dad clever there with you tomorrow

1:02:53

amy tells me chris the

1:02:55

best toilets in harvard square in the harvard co

1:02:57

op

1:03:00

they're import and after this deal time

1:03:02

before the

1:03:02

our

1:03:05

our behinds c r o said i almost

1:03:07

at rummage friends and eight whose dad just died but

1:03:09

she had a date instead that it's racer know

1:03:11

who's to say if

1:03:14

it is gretchen wants to know is your

1:03:16

husband your husband brother

1:03:20

keep not but he isn't in think

1:03:22

how can you imagine

1:03:25

if you job that with and sad

1:03:27

says actually others to hear about that are also

1:03:29

tells a thanks for that stuff's was a toilet

1:03:31

seat you're at the video everybody has even

1:03:35

and then i'll tell you what madison quoted you

1:03:38

and just said you can't save people from what

1:03:40

they're gone through but you have to love them through

1:03:42

it and i think that's a beautiful know to end

1:03:45

you take you on so much for is like listening

1:03:48

and laughing and you know and don't

1:03:50

have with me today

1:03:50

but it was perfect color

1:03:53

thank you so much and i hope he gets you tomorrow

1:03:55

with

1:03:56

relatively relatively okay

1:03:59

and

1:03:59

and that you enjoy your show and

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, may have may all the animals

1:04:04

find love tomorrow tomorrow

1:04:07

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calling what a what an incredible car having

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