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Harry Jowsey: Falling In Love & Finishing Too Fast

Harry Jowsey: Falling In Love & Finishing Too Fast

Released Wednesday, 29th June 2022
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Harry Jowsey: Falling In Love & Finishing Too Fast

Wednesday, 29th June 2022
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one that really smooth

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skin married woman

3:20

really thinking about australian man cause

3:22

i think that them will more than i said

3:25

i just think how you guys are fucking just

3:26

earl why was homeless or a huge feral

3:29

you just use or

3:30

can avert is actually like even the so

3:32

charming had so such

3:34

loose cannons

3:36

right

3:37

am i right

3:38

yeah guess so

3:39

defend yourself

3:41

nor am , actually

3:44

know another lucille

3:45

you got so much fun and like see

3:47

just you have an air about you rise

3:50

you sound and australian

3:52

amen yes

3:54

yeah she's also

3:56

you found a reality tv austrian

3:59

the woman

3:59

so cringe like

4:01

why is what the fuck

4:03

happened she says says i was like

4:06

a lot we could have a plan that

4:08

yeah i like it's so annoying

4:11

because i'd at like everyone's

4:13

a sense of is a guy is is going through the roster

4:15

of towards the hello girls which is embarrassing but i

4:18

we sat down and like just

4:21

the and you know was really weird the first time we met

4:23

we just lost like i didn't say anything we didn't

4:25

talk there was no words as a hug him lose of

4:27

laughing another that's really fucking weird

4:29

like imagine the first time we met with a synergistic

4:32

there you had an awful not

4:35

like she's laughing at your face i think

4:37

so this is so my steam a little legacy

4:39

like wow and ours is like sorry this year

4:41

with that other guy so it's use it to be would

4:43

see just like a big laugh again

4:45

the after the love language people talk

4:47

about it

4:47

it was an rc really weird someone

4:50

podcast and then she just moved

4:55

not a deeply laughing at the same time

4:57

is intimacy

4:58

wow are you guys still laughing yeah

5:01

yeah little it on

5:02

okay so see you when you invited

5:04

her on the pod which is like a

5:06

tip that's how did start in l a right

5:08

you hit him i thought said everyone has

5:10

apologized or the tablet is

5:12

oh did you think she was cuba

5:14

where yeah i thought she was like

5:16

really sweet and like little on fun

5:18

did you watch her season

5:20

no i heard dog shit yeah yeah

5:22

i like what's the go episodes another years wanna

5:24

the ringer you film the with

5:27

her you would have fallen in love

5:29

to

5:29

nice to

5:32

explain i'm explain his in have my venezuela

5:34

to yeah so i just think that those

5:36

situations

5:38

such a high pressure environment

5:41

like we're a deal with enough sits up

5:43

putting us in a high pressure environment like that

5:46

well i was have to worry about

5:48

the other girls are the guys like common in

5:50

x

5:50

i'm making an interesting yeah

5:52

then i tend to make a good tv i guess is not

5:54

healthy and if we met in that way as i could

5:56

probably wouldn't talk to each other like

5:58

we're both pretty southern surprise

5:59

we would just like and on the show canada

6:02

but i really to seven people sometimes good

6:04

cause if you're stubborn for each other than it's like

6:06

nothing can break you

6:08

right

6:09

yeah led by you have some

6:13

who said that right

6:15

founded wise advice

6:16

no

6:19

my husband is have only

6:21

to say

6:22

wow like feel

6:24

old league max my as been an

6:26

isis is as see give

6:28

meet other is us is at the ring the

6:31

just i nodded his i'm envious of race

6:33

i think i'll fake yeah ah there

6:35

it like when as we now the so

6:38

very few of the stewardess

6:40

i love you know i will engage and

6:42

six months like i really really yeah

6:45

like i don't fuck with the

6:47

like being with someone to be with someone forever

6:49

wow and also i see like you

6:52

moving in together you immediately knows you can

6:54

fuck with it

6:55

they're yelling i'm fighting on our answer i know

6:57

i give you fighting on if going to fight on

6:59

you know i wouldn't let her obama summer

7:01

off as it's not as he sees to

7:03

doesn't like the crazy cities have never smelled

7:06

a poo from a and i'm like where do you

7:08

do

7:09

maybe you smell a be like or famine

7:11

so smells good

7:12

really yeah said rune

7:14

native like cavemen i am

7:16

i

7:16

the on with my husband we

7:19

i had a my appendix

7:21

like a problems yeah they had to like remove

7:23

my pen next was like they do and they like

7:25

to let air in your body so loyally

7:28

on right at home and like i just

7:30

couldn't and it was like sulfuric

7:32

like it was a smelly wasn't my natural

7:35

farting cells

7:36

fund or was a good thought

7:38

you know he swelling sunny discussing the

7:40

like you don't discuss the judas a serious

7:43

like , that's kind of fun like that's

7:46

what i be doing almost as a secure like some kind

7:48

of oats is is a little little

7:51

as good as up those

7:53

issues it's highest

7:55

damn i didn't immediately took

7:57

any like

7:58

me being afraid

7:59

they'd have him seeing me in a bad light

8:02

as i couldn't stop and

8:04

oil very last about it is just like

8:06

constantly jesus after about a

8:08

didn't censor jury pool and tell you about it is

8:11

fired a lot really yeah

8:13

you guys what you how many months in

8:15

we had a pretty early on

8:17

there are three months and we live in

8:18

they were you a gas ego you just fucking

8:20

really yeah yeah but what did eating

8:22

it was funny odor the eating was weird

8:24

the first thought was funny but then he sort of like

8:26

ah not a good news good

8:30

good as new boss is hop said harry like we kind

8:32

of a nice moment i'm like look like you're in my

8:34

house under my roof and if

8:37

my bowels were like go on a rip

8:39

it

8:39

the i'm about of farting equilibrium

8:42

were like is a little bit of respect for

8:44

like i can't have you like

8:46

loose and i have to cleanse

8:48

that's being i guess you want to let it go seguin that

8:50

ago but like avast farting feels good

8:53

susan i like asleep when

8:55

it's queasy feeling is that from

8:57

we thing is we're cause you know far

8:59

east feel it coming on where a queen

9:01

appeal

9:02

no or yet i

9:03

for it like you're like oh i needed her

9:06

and then is there any early on release

9:08

were a cleese and it just kind of the

9:10

like someone punched air

9:13

and the airbus

9:14

you don't know enough

9:16

this is

9:17

it's like if is dick goes in a weird way

9:19

yeah but

9:20

hey into say it's like there's already air

9:23

and if they come then and with some moisture

9:25

just makes up

9:26

ne

9:27

and that his success with has

9:30

thank you for coming

9:31

it easy to boys it's a breather

9:33

to the pretty good clean

9:36

, though as early as agency

9:38

i mean you have mean you dick arithmetic that's

9:40

what i wanna

9:41

that is such a good question louis thing

9:44

it means that you're like letting air come

9:46

in societies society was

9:50

you know

9:51

they do the sale of queasy yeah i got

9:53

you other for a day and christmas day saints

9:55

i'm i'd all i'd i sacrificed

9:57

i am starting

9:59

really

10:00

you cannot let loose

10:02

a new release a maybe that five a little fire

10:05

that could come out it will come out during sex

10:07

neither little bit of flavor yeah

10:10

he was spicy yeah yeah and what

10:12

do they don't they're stupid so

10:15

like they'll hear something whoa whoa that

10:17

the here is a queen in the like hot

10:19

yeah you guys

10:23

ever said ever said leave like so

10:25

i think guys are like they're they're kind of like

10:27

they feel like they like did something you kind

10:29

of really do you not think we've [unk]

10:31

i did for ignore it because of

10:33

my other would you to feel embarrassed or just going to did

10:35

you do the job like really on that

10:38

list

10:38

the my you did that to me where fights on like

10:40

reason i didn't have a mexican on

10:43

me and as i own that said

10:45

that was up at this ever doesn't smell the like

10:47

there's no way to because i realized early on

10:49

that like you can't they can't tell the earth

10:51

the from know we got no idea

10:53

got my queen

10:55

we were

10:56

i'm going to i one sided on a guy's

10:58

face and is going down i mean wow

11:01

and it's a cuddles like china orgasms

11:03

and i was a killer

11:04

then we have a to her

11:05

the know and then it dinner and like

11:07

he british guy boehner for

11:09

like two my

11:10

really yeah

11:12

wow

11:14

me and i'm just kidding apply all two months

11:16

the like it's a nice the over yeah that's

11:18

sauce says he is as dallas

11:20

are you going and he's like a

11:23

huge the has the has with lag so

11:25

why are the exact

11:27

he ragged dutch oven of the other

11:29

initiatives like fucking draw together while

11:33

they might imagine like when you're

11:35

fucking you so free and your

11:37

to say whatever happens happens when like the girl

11:40

like how supposed assholes it all in like

11:42

he my some against keep my bud out

11:44

keep my crease and t my farts and but

11:47

also orgasm like that's what that's like

11:49

growth and calming yeah that's still orgasm

11:51

day

11:51

the you about a too much yeah

11:53

as let go

11:55

so you wouldn't the is or whatever

11:57

it's an issue they don't arrive like season

12:00

the relax

12:00

people baby they set themselves

12:02

that's a crazy so georgia the midwife to

12:05

see that delivers babies as her and she was telling

12:07

me that like about like

12:10

abbas person should have to sit in

12:12

there with there baby says again as again gift fucking

12:14

scoop that alex disgusting

12:16

you they tell me how beautiful it is or toto the yellow

12:19

let me away from that because i saw a video one time

12:22

at university and it made me like never

12:24

want to have sex again but of his injury

12:27

last , long by likes it was literally

12:29

like a baby's head so i'm sort of

12:31

studies at university i looked across in

12:33

the libraries there is a lady watching

12:36

on a fucking big screen with an audience giving

12:38

birth close in on the six b j j m

12:41

little baby's head trauma and then like a tube of toothpaste

12:43

this fucking fool out

12:46

that is just like what does

12:48

fuck that made me want to solve having sex

12:50

but i appreciate i appreciate what women

12:53

go through

12:53

the do that

12:55

that can you poo before you give

12:57

birth that's crazy the

13:00

and it's crazy to because

13:02

during sex you

13:04

can't yeah you can think of all the possibilities of hike

13:07

a gross out your partner excessive to get comfortable

13:09

parts how long did you guys wait before

13:11

doing the deed

13:12

where we did it on the podcast they uncle

13:14

really yeah first day

13:15

i didn't mind second day

13:17

you gotta check you gotta check the equipment

13:19

early yeah and they didn't text

13:22

each other by your hobbies familiar league

13:24

way they play hard to get your

13:26

so you agree that

13:28

it doesn't matter when a girl sucks up with

13:30

you

13:31

why he likes his whatever

13:33

it's fun for me like i love physical

13:35

todd cel of like to gain than a business

13:37

but also like i'm not fussed that if we have to

13:39

wait a week or whatever but i just think it's stupid like

13:42

if i've been was of in the goes and

13:44

they they are no are you going to wait and

13:46

a my okay we'll begins as fuck

13:48

off my i don't care like

13:50

splits a game woods

13:52

dame and it's also like what

13:54

they think making you wait is gonna make

13:56

you feel differently about them when it's like i know what

13:58

you're doing

13:58

if it were in bed both naked

14:01

i'm about yeah i'm bachelor

14:03

hum and like if you just put the thing and pretend

14:05

they get this game over by like you're gonna make

14:08

me like way like i'll go on the bottom and

14:10

give myself a great time as it's you it's

14:12

honestly racy i've had like

14:14

semi and of spoke my friends about as low

14:16

on like how do you feel when it goes like are

14:18

know that dates for is when you going to

14:20

be able to see my fucking little raven

14:23

like of the leaders like who cares were

14:25

not children you know

14:27

yeah i think it when you're younger that you're like i'm

14:29

scared or not going to both like us on

14:31

a kiss and then it gets a point

14:33

in her late twenties where you're both adults who

14:35

both in bed when he could do plate

14:37

pretty cheesy like know that was called

14:40

parties

14:40

never heard about it

14:42

educating

14:43

what when i get my young son is it would

14:45

cease

14:46

second game

14:48

don't worry about

14:52

wow

14:54

you know why do merchandising

14:56

i also like with this

14:58

is only time i ever gonna be the sex he's a maze

15:00

or just default for

15:02

sure and i'm a big proponent of like

15:04

don't his act pleasant and like you

15:06

can't trick someone to love

15:08

the m

15:09

you know what these girls sounds

15:12

like that i've done it run like okay

15:14

he just saw the wrong side of me that

15:16

day and to see him again and stephen

15:18

different energy or like below busier

15:20

like i was funny enough

15:22

on it's like know

15:24

who cares

15:25

who cared and also like trust

15:27

that he sees you the

15:30

way he's going to see you there and

15:32

it's like earnest like with her

15:35

what made you fall for her

15:37

this that's how

15:39

she makes me laugh all time low

15:42

will just be like sitting

15:44

even only cause i was that as

15:46

was ncbs oh this area me i looked over

15:48

she looks at the tv should it

15:50

will just as do like weird little things of both

15:52

we just thought laughing and also season

15:56

i love languages like physical taught so whenever

15:58

i'm just like sitting or doing and

15:59

the should affect climb on me like

16:02

all the time ever time like me like that

16:04

a local all as he is literally like i'll

16:06

be in the kids and i try to make food and as you

16:08

like some rapper leg around me and like hold me

16:11

and i'm like this is this is really nice with

16:13

his i didn't realize that that that was also

16:15

my love language i really appreciate it

16:17

yeah see the she's gonna see great but it's

16:19

the like a little bit of home the fact that she

16:22

speaks in the funny way you as

16:24

yeah you could weaken listeners like

16:26

we have the same music tastes ago they'll be like bands

16:29

like back and say though that i love and

16:31

i'll put on with american go in the just

16:33

like you sound like you're fucking die or

16:36

overseas existence sick

16:38

where how far away in australia's you

16:40

from

16:40

see a psycho of five hour

16:42

drive away from me how

16:44

the town different than yours

16:45

she grew up in the say skoda

16:47

a fuck unit so i never have

16:50

ideas sunshine coast i think that's where she grew up around

16:52

middle name hermione the

16:54

way

16:56

that money on

16:57

yeah because we did it we did a video

17:00

, other day and she got mad at me because

17:02

i didn't know know about it

17:04

so ten days ago when a non our daughter

17:07

jessica avast crazy but

17:09

i see that like five hours weight loss of a town

17:11

i live in a shit hole ocular they very different

17:14

yeah so it's cool i just you

17:16

feel connected her but you're also learning from her but

17:18

i also feel like that's me my

17:20

husband the the

17:22

grow as

17:25

, citizen like a second place

17:27

as it used to sit on today's young

17:32

bucks says crazy

17:33

i know it's great but also my thing is like unlike

17:36

you i don't want to waste my

17:38

time with later the dating sit like i

17:40

have as to take over the world series i found

17:42

him not to like like like

17:44

it up and

17:45

go i think my favorite thing about your

17:47

whole wedding even though wasn't invited i'm

17:49

was the fact that your

17:52

post the said that he

17:54

for your wedding i've always had know

17:56

that women dream of this

17:58

momentous like get

17:59

the man at a dreams and like have all

18:02

the bells and whistles and nice is it a photo from

18:04

and see him and others you look so

18:06

beautiful you guys look so happy and the cats

18:08

indices zadie and like what does

18:10

spot is like

18:14

like a like oh my god i'm so happy

18:16

of at the level at the spices zadie

18:19

have you brought this up though because the sig

18:21

we both have public relations at us

18:23

where you can let's be honest everything is

18:25

a conscious choice that you put out how

18:28

do you choose

18:29

i did i could these my that a how

18:32

do you choose what kind of content

18:34

you want to put out with your significant other

18:36

i think that arm and a do is funny

18:39

because i see was com it's a college student for class

18:41

them the funniest it is is we both create

18:43

clinton we both like love

18:45

doing it so when you find someone that does that you can

18:47

go with it it's like kidding sandy soil

18:49

ago always island right

18:51

but for her

18:53

because a not like everything's

18:55

on his big fuck boy like devil of a thing

18:57

like all think of stupid ideas were seeking the

18:59

gross me and then i'll get her to post that the

19:01

my ah this is fun was probably not good for

19:03

me but like it works really

19:05

well as you can like rosemead us

19:07

you're so in on the joke with yourself and i

19:09

think that's of people don't

19:11

understand about you is that like

19:13

you understand what you're doing yeah

19:15

and you also mean like no malice

19:17

with anything like you just one entertain and

19:20

ultimately like be successful

19:21

i like oh show you a big hairy jazzy stand

19:24

so

19:24

talk about you more than you'd think i'd be like harrys

19:26

the bus

19:27

neda

19:28

i do or was i talking to you

19:30

by like terry wow

19:32

is he i moved out change real class or

19:34

us a bit low though the get this what this says

19:39

the know there was there's one at

19:41

i beta do where is the sex show you

19:43

an answer your biggest mistake of yeah well

19:45

as million media that sir is so

19:47

funny

19:51

like

19:53

that it also if it does the

19:56

make her likeable and you

19:58

like matter down for that

19:59

that could be shows that like i get how

20:02

people can see me on but

20:04

with you i remember the

20:06

tic tac saga and you have said was you know why but

20:08

remember you were like posting another girl

20:11

and like i was kind of invested in that like out

20:13

i only got cues from charlie

20:15

oh charlie

20:16

yeah and i was like oh those cute and

20:18

then like she started posting some videos

20:21

and i was like that's about harry and she's like no

20:23

we're fine and then like are

20:25

not fine but she was like protecting

20:27

your be like now damage

20:29

i never really had like they were didn't

20:31

really it didn't really like and it

20:33

was canada's side

20:35

he was gone through a lotta shit man

20:37

eyes he needed someone to be there for her and

20:40

likes things

20:41

as like i was was friends with

20:44

then thing where new york yet

20:46

things escalated really do have like an intense

20:48

new york true

20:49

it was really not so we like see wanted

20:52

to go through some say another guy what a nice i get

20:54

out like when he does go do some different or whatever and

20:56

and i was like to some new york and there any

20:58

way things like when really intense

21:00

agree had a lot of fun

21:02

and then year we just go

21:04

back and like she travels so much for

21:06

i like her d i would have an and i'm

21:08

just too insecure for that often the

21:10

hikes knobs or the of too crazy

21:12

for that you know yeah some like you

21:14

know i prefer to

21:16

they live early on your feeling

21:18

insecurities you're filling unsettled nazir like

21:20

it really only gets kind of worse

21:22

yeah we're at our the how do whatever they

21:24

showed up at as a said like resources

21:27

but also this is there was

21:29

that like almost bachelor dating show mentality

21:31

really have a week when we to spoil

21:34

each other in the world is is frozen

21:36

that area

21:37

it makes it hurt like a spinning in the

21:39

rain or less what they would make it less russia

21:42

was so high i was like is is a romcom

21:44

i'm watching them like nice

21:46

a narcissist as eyes and

21:48

i was under the your

21:50

family was like what's going on so

21:53

had so had but mm people ask you because

21:55

i you even of them to then you kind

21:57

of feel like they feel you oh and explanation

21:59

but it's also private life is yeah but i feel

22:01

like you've has handled it very closely but then this

22:03

other girl came and i was like okay add another

22:05

like hot week with someone and seek have shown

22:08

up and then i was late as i've

22:11

been very invested

22:12

the reply on almost like a superior

22:14

sauce it so read of his roaches ago

22:16

my com as a new gun you week and of like

22:19

soccer george's really overstaying

22:21

oh well like i

22:23

don't know what i was identified some twists

22:25

like twists it as like it's been really

22:27

boy were barred as and i

22:30

literally ever the guy who's going to come on next are

22:32

going to think you know as

22:33

you said like

22:35

you deal with some like insecurities whatever

22:37

their what are you what are your biggest and securities

22:40

right now oh

22:42

i just think that

22:44

in l a and in this industry

22:46

there's a lot of people that have a lot more than you and

22:48

lot better than you and ah

22:51

is that not insecure his innocence

22:53

but

22:53

people don't really care about other people here like

22:56

or as a good general like wherever you go

22:58

so like whenever like i've had friends

23:01

and i think it's it's stem from just being

23:03

around like are bad people for too long like i've had

23:05

friends were i've had that

23:07

like something really special really magical

23:09

and like our i had like a little tiff with

23:11

that go and then no time like fuck my friends

23:14

or whatever and then or go in happen like this

23:16

been situations like that and i think that that

23:18

just developed

23:19

some sort of like little overprotective

23:22

ness or whatever but i think i just the

23:25

thing i get very territorial one in which

23:27

is terrible way to weddings by

23:29

thing when i'm when someone i'm like okay like

23:31

you can go do whatever you want i know i'm like a lot of fun

23:33

on almost like a great guy i'm like

23:35

awesome inaccessible humble handsome

23:38

and scientists yeah they love

23:40

eating pussy just the rest of the whole whole

23:42

package some would say but i get like

23:44

territorial like thing as thing didn't

23:47

have an element of that is like healthy

23:49

yeah but some people just take it to find

23:51

the beginning at is healthy but is also

23:54

i once i've never been she does unknowingly

23:57

so and so's my service like what if

23:59

the

23:59

did he allow me and she was like that's

24:02

on him that's not your responsibility

24:05

to last to convince them to not cheat

24:07

on you for that kind of hard as to see

24:09

on a relationship or you don't have to one after feel

24:11

like you hasta like protect

24:13

germans and be keep an eye

24:16

out later that's not it should feel

24:18

like that's it no one could

24:20

hour energy type of their yeah that's the

24:22

best thing with georgia his leg

24:24

he is on i like i just know

24:27

like this you'd never never do anything

24:29

like that and see such a sweetheart and i know she would suit

24:32

and it before she decided cycle cat was

24:34

like someone else or doing like that but she's

24:37

is she so she's also she's really amazing

24:39

it could use in the past

24:42

in that person to what do you mean i

24:44

might like get distracted or

24:46

yeah i didn't like this every l like

24:49

the you know you see like pretty feeble is high on like

24:51

social media and shit but it's honestly

24:53

interesting to this is like the first time that have been with

24:55

someone and i like

24:57

i don't care about other shit am i

24:59

d m's or like people who like gonna

25:01

reach out to me or whatever else i've

25:03

been really dislike you

25:05

could either koba like georgia say

25:07

what i like about it the first thing

25:10

you said about her was she makes me laugh when

25:13

in the past when i talk to about six is

25:15

like she's so fucking hard to so fucking

25:17

hot feel like good as lots

25:19

of hot girls yeah but once you find

25:21

that like emotional connection how much fucking hotter

25:23

do they look for and it's like not

25:26

a lake city go thing

25:28

it's like i have like a motion

25:30

noi is is really nuts because like i

25:32

even this morning like a gun and badge

25:34

or six this sounds fucking creepy

25:37

if someone is watching as a pro military drugs or six

25:39

thera don't like them

25:41

sakic like amazing human

25:43

casino little bundle like

25:45

the air and as

25:47

growth by that i tell our like the

25:49

execs are out this morning when

25:51

she's in the shower or route the dorm and

25:54

scared as scared guy has anyone told you that you're

25:56

amazing and then allegedly

25:57

really i router a how to be like

25:59

and finally that i just like scare

26:02

her and then i'll laugh and then i'll run away

26:04

and the knowledge thought of something

26:05

i really like i'm really roller coaster

26:08

the way

26:08

i do feel like when you with my personal

26:10

you feel childlike says the

26:13

to get your child's your inner child

26:15

is the person is like now over thinking stuff is

26:17

having fun and you're living in the moment yeah

26:20

i find that like like i am like that with has

26:22

been three we like become

26:24

like little kids together with a super silly

26:27

cause you to see like you don't have

26:29

to protect

26:30

like your sequester view how many times

26:33

a week d do you and a husband fuck

26:35

at the remote i do question till he

26:38

likes i was so weird

26:40

we stand up to like we work at

26:42

night

26:42

ah suited

26:45

, other we only funny only voters any other

26:48

fellow that i was wow unheard of

26:51

unheard sudden little was sudden little a nurse

26:53

and we have to go to words who is

26:56

so we can do it at the coffee shop

26:58

no no yeah

27:00

i would say flight

27:03

we financial do long distance them when we

27:05

get back like will suck a lot and then

27:07

a loss for like if it's back in like normal

27:09

mode i'd say like three

27:12

times a week or i is i

27:14

do have to say like i'm still so

27:16

attracted to this man and i still

27:18

lose attraction after year like always

27:20

oh just below

27:21

yeah

27:23

nothing not even your name and gross

27:25

you just say

27:26

the started to see their personality yeah

27:28

i also would go for like tall guys as bad

27:30

on personality is yeah

27:32

the like eventually like the deck game

27:34

is like can to consist them

27:37

and you're like

27:38

you're boy yeah

27:40

it and i am not talking about tog as they do

27:42

you have a multifaceted and houses

27:44

but

27:45

the have a synagogue versa of us

27:48

, the quizzes real sit

27:51

well with

27:52

but also i

27:54

saw this thing and tic toc which means it's

27:56

yeah real that

27:58

you thought the law in the big

27:59

in i'm partly

28:02

because it's like a drug and

28:04

you wanna continually like affirm

28:07

that you guys are into each other see like is less

28:09

in a relationship like as fuck with suck with thoughts

28:12

and then over time you get more comfortable with the

28:14

person

28:14

donning and father

28:16

if you don't need to constantly be like let's fuck

28:18

to show how into each other we are i and

28:20

sucking becomes more lights also

28:22

when you first are dating it's that like waiting

28:24

waiting waiting in the second easy to the us

28:26

know when you're living together you have to consciously

28:29

be like

28:31

i have like as an hour

28:34

is do you want and that's not have

28:36

sex is when you first

28:37

me yeah

28:38

the just do it they see when you

28:40

live with someone you actually has delay organize

28:43

a little while

28:45

the like order food and hillbilly

28:47

the fuck were he actually knows after i eat

28:50

like

28:50

i'm out now yeah i'm not

28:52

i mean it's series consider

28:54

the you made it wouldn't nice guy

28:57

he said i do it he

28:59

has for consensus what a sweet man

29:01

said ready this but

29:04

it is it's funny it like i really believe

29:06

as couples you have the awkwardly asked for sex

29:08

yeah see i go to the thing is

29:11

obviously we've been living together for a while and like

29:13

it seems exactly same as that were like fuck

29:15

an old hi again and now i'm like damn

29:17

and i giving her enough dick or not enough cause

29:19

that

29:20

the like very sweet and like loving

29:22

and no sad to say

29:24

i was curious because i asked my friends and

29:26

i could physical touch is a big love language

29:28

for us right and like for us to

29:30

have sex all the time

29:32

though it's raining i got around six everyday

29:34

a ninety but i just don't often

29:36

do and and enough or too little as probiotic

29:39

know us really good

29:41

leading receiver maybe talk to her

29:43

school or i don't feel as news that but

29:46

i also think it's like makes her she's comfortable

29:48

like i'm

29:50

coming on to you to their

29:52

leg not to be just like waiting around for like

29:55

when harry one

29:55

the like clap

29:57

rid of it allows you

29:58

the seller up here

30:01

this way

30:02

because it is up a vulcan to is she

30:04

zamili guide is actually moments rambling

30:07

you're on a sag like a weirdo

30:09

yeah and or a hillbilly

30:11

subaru it's always like awkwardly bad

30:14

and my issue is like i'm always hard like

30:16

syria seek advice hugged me and i'm just

30:18

like slog like my dick's the great

30:20

the great and roll sato know like

30:23

i feel like if she wanted to see good just

30:25

like it actually fall over land

30:27

on a nice dessert a fuck it

30:29

but also you have this new thing yeah

30:31

you're loving just touch but such is not always

30:33

necessarily like jack hammering subject

30:36

is also likes watching a movie and

30:38

like the whole time you're just like caressing of

30:40

his legs are like holding hands a layer

30:42

of kisses so eat

30:44

or even just they get her falling asleep on

30:46

your chest and said like that's other way

30:48

the never happened

30:50

the never letter to have no idea

30:52

i'm oh litter fall asleep in like ten

30:54

seconds like it literally it's so

30:56

fucking funny that suicide to

30:58

do like those you put it may be overly other

31:00

someone's finally this finally this and then

31:03

i'm like within ten seconds like over mouth snoring

31:05

and eight year as other like the excuse

31:07

not to be outta his as i hate men

31:09

like that we suck

31:10

me to fall asleep i need like

31:12

the moon to be in jupiter and i need

31:14

my like ads going on any to be like obviously

31:17

they finally like the air conditioning

31:19

to the perfect temperature to where do

31:21

the litter just the otago seats and

31:24

i'm like fuck do we saw

31:27

go anywhere cuddling i'm mexican you know the clothing

31:29

and clenching my but licks excited because

31:31

you like put in my hair to good positions and like

31:33

i'm like your voice leaves and he's just like

31:35

he heard

31:37

am i gonna do it but on

31:39

the author after we know is roses like true

31:41

light bulbs i guess done like well fuck it

31:43

out which sucks is a nice enough ago

31:45

that he has like a little bit more energized after he

31:48

of i shall me

31:48

maybe yeah like after sex sometimes

31:50

like i jump up to decide god vast empty

31:53

my desk and he's out him as

31:55

much as and really like a jerk as

31:57

i've said to do yeah don't know how you're so tired

31:59

i like

31:59

minute when you it's crazy

32:02

but i'm like out like a lot of i also i could

32:04

really go for fucking css you

32:06

always maker come first and then you come

32:08

this the goal is

32:10

that that's the goal

32:13

to , sustainment of every every one

32:15

of the put it down paintball paintball what

32:17

we're aiming to do something

32:19

,

32:21

my dick either plan

32:23

so like know okay it was

32:25

you know about edging yes yes

32:27

but we are so the the sexes very like routine

32:29

at the start i think like him this is how

32:31

i do it blah blah blah get a job done well

32:34

like a man welcome to harrys car wash

32:36

[unk] , just what you need someone

32:39

to three and whatever

32:40

you need will have to says

32:42

no but we so is fuck you they

32:44

were routinely and then there's a couple

32:46

times like in vegas like were traveling were

32:49

ah suit ask me by surprise and

32:51

soldiers milk me like a fucking goat

32:53

and new just be over minutes i'll

32:55

be upset and signal it's hot

32:58

that happens a like know because

33:00

every pocus i was never go the have maybe com

33:02

whatever side gets it also has my ego

33:04

the sometimes it's to like coming

33:06

takes real emotional effort and sometimes

33:08

like you will just

33:10

like knowing that you pleasure the dude

33:12

is yeah i ended many times were like

33:15

i was straight up just me and can be

33:17

like nine only two

33:18

really

33:19

yeah i could sometimes sometimes like

33:22

i yeah for whatever reason may be so

33:24

blowed as a little whatever and use i want to give a

33:26

blow job and that allow yesterday

33:29

he had doesn't it doesn't always hundred

33:32

little one a lake in that moment like

33:34

maybe he's turned on and on like the

33:36

yelling out to the girl the takes

33:38

like they said it takes

33:40

i kinda fifteen minutes to like really

33:42

yeah horny

33:44

interesting and i'm the same yeah

33:46

used to they want with with georgia like

33:49

i think that feel better after that

33:50

com so much better like

33:52

for both the people yeah i always get mad

33:55

when goes against hey like fucking only known that

33:57

let me you might the i give i get

33:59

the angry a my hand over math and like scrabble

34:02

hand like that like of got shit to do down

34:04

here get a father figure it out

34:07

or not

34:08

but i like recently learned about

34:10

aging which apparently like girls and

34:12

guys should do

34:14

we both don't

34:15

yeah like so

34:17

the even like if you're like she's ready for you

34:20

xavi like know now come again

34:23

the i love them

34:24

yeah and then this and then even

34:26

when you're fucking sometimes stop and be like sings

34:28

yourself

34:29

that's nine years love

34:31

yes i like the and then for the

34:33

girl cause i didn't really know that it the guy

34:35

himself out , habit

34:37

of wasn't good about myself as

34:41

i say what you as yasuo

34:43

fukuda said oh wow

34:46

of it is there

34:48

has been saying to yourself go

34:50

through jerusalem's has know what on

34:53

top of a boomer

34:56

the year like you as girls like it's always

34:58

it's and honeycomb trying to convert sentences like

35:00

you feel like you're going to and like good idea for set

35:03

is is there are no more like lesbian

35:05

type size

35:06

they get some toys in there is a

35:09

good fucking crazy

35:10

my prometheus is lotta admin the

35:12

mean he has to like me shirts charge so

35:14

clean sometimes a great in the moment

35:17

unlike sterile fucking not charge and like i target

35:19

for twenty minute

35:21

his true

35:21

and then like when you're not horny you not legless

35:23

charge you may find his issue sounds

35:26

like inspiring see what is it like had

35:28

touchy ones is plugged it is fucking

35:30

go to tallow said he about that devon

35:32

home others know you

35:34

make it's like a click

35:36

nine looks like a little fucking masses young but this

35:38

thing is i like

35:40

oh the big white a touchy

35:42

whoa yea i know why but of these the how they

35:44

charge so you be as a thing as plugin my

35:46

mom is our when

35:51

i visited is a threat ago is

35:53

like my , you see you that

35:55

multiple ways she does it mean the facility

35:57

when i was naughty and then she had her

35:59

own

35:59

it or not though when i was when i was like fuck

36:02

it thirteen i went in a room one time and

36:04

as i got what is this sick out of the draw it plugged

36:06

into the wall as it is his first

36:08

picked it up at are they are

36:10

what i'm i'm i'm doesn't sing like this looks

36:12

like a microphone and i just put it back in and

36:14

now i know years i this that my

36:16

mom was haven't of fuck enjoy your time

36:18

to for her set up mom

36:20

it is you glow when you orgasm

36:23

you truly go out here isn't an so you

36:26

in that guy who has had you know

36:28

sex with different girls live

36:30

in l a life sometimes just

36:32

a little machina make you look bad

36:34

what did it illegal

36:38

what is it like having sex

36:40

that you're like with the same person

36:42

for awhile

36:43

adding a better because you get to understand

36:45

each other's bodies right knee and the really

36:47

like figure out what the fuck is going on and

36:49

like

36:50

what

36:51

hit them right and what was her leg or

36:53

tickles tickles your fancy it's really interesting

36:56

leg

36:56

yeah a guy you like a dc

36:59

a pretty distracted and like wanna fuck around and siblings

37:01

for for georgia like

37:03

the just to so attractive whom

37:06

you know that i'm such as our hoaxes listen

37:09

hello st bernard arnault

37:11

like it's everything just feels better

37:13

it's where i see a pussy perfect

37:16

it know it is it is then

37:19

she know that which is frustrating but

37:21

yeah everything about as like crazy and it's just

37:24

we understand each other that have that better bottom

37:26

really like

37:27

i don't really like when she's the head i'd rather just like

37:29

focus on her i don't like had in general yeah

37:31

not a big head guy

37:32

it's frustrating

37:34

the

37:35

first off if you saw gimme head

37:37

right and , we have sex sex

37:39

we can leave quicker as yeah fighting yeah like

37:42

leave me alone leave me out of this yeah i

37:44

don't want to do that yeah like and

37:46

i see get head to just get head is a psych

37:48

would i your wet and fucking soggy

37:50

over there ya undies like a fucking went hamburger

37:53

and like what it like what do we the what

37:55

do we do about that and now i feel annoyed the

37:57

go back the his me and hour

38:00

the has actually mom because i'm com so i'd rather

38:02

just like squash that that

38:04

our the way and just focus on you could then once

38:07

you com or the has had this before but like

38:09

once a guy comes you can i mean once

38:11

ago com signal cricket sexes you want

38:13

him get out of the way he a youngster over

38:15

think that they're mormons is bang

38:17

i could like and of they see complaints are friends they

38:19

always walk and still ten

38:21

yeah like

38:23

shut up

38:23

though it's think about with the group chats gonna say

38:25

the always has you know your first

38:28

other one i said that the first thing that gets hit up

38:30

that goth he gave what dig or whatever else

38:32

is this like know

38:33

that's already pressure on his as it it

38:35

out so they could she be shy be like sire as

38:38

i can do this and brahim for the

38:40

on their like i don't isn't

38:41

in a modest vet read subway

38:43

what

38:44

you do to not come

38:46

the thing about see the thing is everything

38:48

i used to think about this or whatever else it doesn't

38:50

work that's how i feel this

38:53

it's let me give a month vibrator know a

38:55

, lot of the and a daughter

38:58

i just stop having

39:00

sex with having just go down get out of them are

39:02

like time are mix it up or whatever but it's

39:04

really it's typical it's think there

39:06

was one time when aussies

39:08

really think about business soon

39:10

and like just random shit and

39:12

like says try to like really take

39:14

my mind so i bought my issue is like whenever i'm

39:17

doing that i started looking around so

39:19

, him as you were a missionary i'm just like smoking like

39:21

the looking up the wall they carry the was

39:24

all my of slugged that's what other loopholes

39:27

i had to validate

39:31

be honest are you completely obsessed

39:34

with your shoes have you been known to talk about

39:36

your shoes to friends family and people

39:38

in line at the grocery store if not

39:40

then you probably don't have rothys

39:43

because when you have shoes that are comfortable

39:45

washable and humming tons of

39:47

styled and colourways obsession

39:49

is basically mandatory just as

39:51

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comfort

40:34

what did your mental

40:36

health both him and the has like right before he

40:38

met her like were you look can were you

40:40

feeling good about yourself

40:41

ah i was having a simply good about

40:43

myself as really focused and really is i

40:45

like honed in on my work and business and

40:48

ah yeah and i made a row

40:50

this is so annoying i made a roads and not dating

40:52

you until i turned twenty eight

40:54

then she decided to follow the on twenty

40:56

five why bother

40:58

me for many

41:00

reasons the the

41:02

of my little little tiny

41:05

survey

41:07

three years of not dating

41:08

they didn't like i just wanted to focus on

41:10

building like being a better man

41:12

yeah but also being a better man sometimes

41:15

i feel like dating in your twenties they're like mirrors

41:17

for you see fucking learn about yourself so

41:19

much more when you do these relationships that

41:21

are you having one night stands says

41:23

liked as on a hands you please is random energy

41:25

the new who knows who who knows what i have

41:27

said you know

41:28

though cause boy a billion he's had

41:31

air

41:32

it's not a coincidence as i feel like once

41:34

you were kind of zone and and actually focus and and

41:36

alignment with your shirt the that someone

41:39

saw you for you one

41:41

and like you were

41:43

you weren't forcing it with

41:45

the wrong people and it is also crazy

41:47

cause like i said it

41:48

i said this the other they like pam is so annoying

41:51

because you are everything that i was manifesting i was

41:53

like i need a best friend i need this i need

41:55

that and then like she disappeared

41:58

i'm like fuck like fuck like zones [unk]

41:59

well within their how low focus on

42:02

i sit and after worry about you

42:04

like might as well as well as one

42:06

yeah how are you managing business

42:08

and

42:08

in a relationship ah it's

42:10

been it you know it it's really interesting because

42:13

were were like together twenty four seven amazing

42:15

live together but she's also very understanding

42:17

and i think that's why it works so well as x

42:19

i'm always on my phone like i'm said if we sent him and group

42:22

chats with my sis my my t love of

42:24

i love how is that the but i'm always liked working

42:26

on that yeah like a lot of people don't

42:28

really understand and they get annoyed

42:31

but she gets it and i think that ah

42:34

it's been really beneficial for she's out like to

42:36

the continent or herself and they try me people unlike

42:38

our club and was your brand and

42:41

i'm run around like a headless chicken that do

42:43

all my shit so it's it's really it's and honestly

42:45

really works well and the best thing about living together

42:47

is the day that we still come back

42:50

to each other and yeah

42:51

the hallway hey come here canada

42:53

you want to come there's i also felix

42:55

think of all the effort it is susan pussy

42:57

ah you know are you not is

42:59

regina

43:01

requiring other it was

43:04

a leg is like an ass we will graham

43:06

everything of an icon on c s

43:09

fucking crazy

43:10

the

43:12

i would feel like my career

43:15

once i found some when i was just like oh

43:17

beautiful i have the nice the voices some said

43:19

he has he also like is very like work

43:22

your ass off when i was in my sir

43:23

like i was working my ass off the air on

43:26

so that

43:27

i feel like you know sometimes

43:29

like your mood get so fucked up by lake little

43:32

stupor relationships it when you're hooking up with people

43:35

like us to deal that stuff anymore

43:36

it was okay that's

43:38

that of and that's why i wanted to be single tell us

43:40

when he a project i don't have you ever done a little

43:42

shit and now i'm also scared because

43:44

every time we have an argument it ruined

43:46

my whole day last even though we don't really fight

43:49

like we just like loss at each

43:51

other and it's really hard to talk to each other bad things

43:53

as were both sides were both afraid of like sardines

43:55

hello that center on thing with like

43:57

that's what i'm afraid of because i'm like now

43:59

into deep if we break out like i'm defector

44:02

i'm for for a week

44:06

like know but absolutely everything

44:09

the whole will i'm not real asleep while that night

44:12

oh it is that bless ya

44:15

, that biofuel my pre workout like gonna

44:17

hit the say about

44:19

literally that for the

44:21

hotel sure you could be you

44:23

can be scared of it and not try it but i feel

44:25

like

44:26

once i realized that suits can suck on my

44:28

mental health that's when i liked his head like a very

44:30

low tolerance vr certain people

44:32

were i was like oh like your accent worth me

44:35

getting upset

44:36

yeah and crowd is it once that accounting

44:38

out that dig your whole you know

44:40

them with the right

44:41

person know like your job now is

44:43

because she's very few she's probably going to like challenge

44:46

you in ways that like you're ready to level

44:48

up in your life like i started to say sorry

44:50

when i started dating daily bush has

44:53

see were both stubborn and i realized

44:55

like okay don't fight with this man

44:57

yeah order

44:58

want to say sorry and i have no symptoms

45:00

i mourn or relationship or i'm like no us so

45:03

i see i see where i

45:04

the dot sets that suits and like

45:07

you need to learn more like b

45:09

team and site well because once you get

45:11

fighting it's

45:12

no one could take you down

45:13

mail or reject pool know

45:16

about either about either thing is like that's

45:18

also what i notice with her as well

45:20

i

45:22

very quick to say something that will it hurt

45:25

her like i'm very like whenever we have an argument okay

45:27

cool pack you suddenly i guess i'm very quick to

45:29

just black cloud once again a masseuse

45:31

yeah and then like i'll walk as a

45:33

roman on that men on such

45:35

a pieces here and out and will begin as

45:37

the i didn't mean that i really don't you go anywhere

45:39

can you please stay

45:40

the get he's fucking relax a little bit like

45:43

an era vaguely to just cut it but

45:45

it

45:45

with the wrong person should

45:47

be like get really fucking he

45:49

to with that shit yeah she's actually super

45:51

patient

45:51

the oh it's out obeisance yeah

45:53

and he sees you for you and like

45:56

challenges you to like be better

45:58

the i'm like a big toddler are

46:00

you lay out a sigh kicking and screaming fight

46:03

about anything yeah i got like you're

46:05

always fighting the like it's natural and relationships

46:07

if you don't have some sites people in challenging

46:10

boundaries yeah you you have to see what

46:12

each other's boundaries our sit and it could be as stupid

46:14

as like are you a lakes my

46:16

pancakes

46:17

the you

46:18

like the fact my

46:20

brother else so i you have to find

46:23

what is the balance for you we believe

46:27

it

46:29

i know you always actually

46:31

actively working on herself yeah i've

46:34

i feel argue the night even working

46:36

out more what's your current like hundred like mantra

46:39

mindset that you could tell the little

46:41

devil

46:41

i think that i'm i

46:44

if blue devils if you don't

46:46

have your five year goal

46:48

written that isn't as do it whether it's like crazy

46:50

whatever the fuck my team what we do which

46:53

has been really awesome is we do a three one three

46:55

said three your goals when he ago and

46:57

three months ago and then we go to a

46:59

good record on like how we going and

47:02

i think the biggest thing for me that i

47:04

the oh my bad as i'm not gonna drink to my

47:06

next birthday him on a cynic sobering focus

47:08

on my business and like my body and

47:11

, was just like i'm a line and

47:13

child line with the man that i wanna be them

47:15

and three or five years and what does he look

47:17

like what does he talk like what does he sound like where

47:20

is he living get put all these like ideas

47:22

in your head and said of like fuck

47:24

against wanna go out like go to hide and like

47:27

ketamine in turn singer is another influence

47:29

of gonna do that on like china

47:31

want to be focused like as early as

47:33

know tuesday be as much as an assassin

47:36

either assassin just either so easy

47:38

to fall into that

47:39

so in the rhythm and yeah either

47:42

shines who are sober

47:44

i don't think so

47:45

i feel like the culture like they're not they're

47:47

like good at being fun and drunk yes

47:50

it does a lot of silver lake

47:52

comedians the ugly head

47:55

the a shilling ice but you're

47:57

you're not you're challenging yourself

47:59

you surrounding it as trauma i do

48:02

as to say my opinion is like you

48:04

drinking less

48:05

change your career

48:07

the worst

48:07

the better not

48:10

do that was days or see the reality tv

48:13

during you for the i'll be better said

48:15

like the productivity human

48:17

thing i can get as he doesn't drink j lo doesn't drink

48:19

as not a coincidence

48:20

how much coke do they do that

48:22

great question the great let's look

48:24

back on that list of their lives like liquor

48:26

like a new york city finance do the like

48:28

as insurgents assist

48:32

salary to trigger that it's die as

48:34

to that says that's that zig zag eyes because

48:36

i'm doing because sort of with acting

48:38

now of my classes for like six

48:40

months and i had like two dialect coaches

48:42

are many like china focus on being better given

48:45

american accent given it's all very good size

48:47

or no radio one bit of

48:49

of by of each shot and focus on that and

48:52

i'm like i just i

48:54

think every time when you're in l a or when

48:56

you're in this influence the culture everyone's very

48:58

complacent with like getting a brand deal with the fucking

49:00

around yes and i'm like well what five

49:03

year how he isn't complete isn't

49:05

happy with that like what do i do something

49:08

if i did put in the effort for the next year

49:10

hopefully i'm further along than i would

49:12

be far as as

49:13

it up with arrows that's why i like

49:15

i'm inspired by seeing your

49:17

to jack three because i was in reality tv

49:19

to and so were like a

49:22

crazy percentage once to shows done

49:24

your candid you just

49:25

wow either

49:26

and you get some people lakes

49:29

are good opposing contents of the get brand deals the

49:31

like this as i always use it as

49:33

as a stepping stone for me what are you

49:35

on what is some things you're like currently

49:37

working on for yourself a little

49:40

bit into acting

49:41

yeah the actually has been like so

49:43

much fun cause

49:45

it's it's just it's also like the

49:48

biggest thing for me

49:49

when i first started thinking about it

49:51

i was like damn like this is i'm so vulnerable

49:54

as have to be series on camera and like

49:56

tried be someone else and that was a scary thing

49:58

you know the art i will

49:59

we will love you for you yes there was like

50:02

really with i've to be like this bulkhead

50:04

the eggs or like have the act set

50:06

in sienna is so ,

50:09

but it's is , interesting like

50:11

kind of like big kid again and be vulnerable

50:13

and then am i will way i'm being vulnerable this growth

50:15

and i think that's also what's that

50:17

made me be more disciplined when my body in my mind

50:19

and i've just been china makes i get like for my

50:21

body like being outside more like doing sit

50:23

outside and i am sitting down but with

50:26

like the acting surfaces

50:28

really dislike being disciplined and i try to focus

50:31

on on a who i wanna be incentive

50:33

this fucking influenza that does ticked

50:35

off since it

50:35

but also like eat with us as an influencer

50:37

does take taxes shit but like you your

50:40

cultivating dislike great

50:42

community of people even like

50:45

a when i had you on the pod like the

50:47

reaction was gray and then like we start posting like

50:49

tic tacs does and like the response from

50:51

people's so happy and spine and like

50:54

and yeah i just felt like oh shit

50:56

he has like

50:57

you don't have fans who were like year the

50:59

to go from that place like it's a community of people

51:01

love to like laugh and have fun which is

51:03

pretty

51:04

for yeah

51:05

how how do you deal east measure

51:07

my team are you gonna delegating

51:10

yeah yeah yeah like worth yeah ah

51:12

no nine url die we

51:15

have we have a pretty good like system with my team

51:17

like

51:17

they are hiring people requires more were

51:19

from you to make sure everyone's organizers

51:22

yeah nizing are or the a very blessed

51:24

like my my manager the keys

51:27

he's not like a talent manager he's

51:29

more said like a business

51:31

, is and that's how is like that his

51:33

first com of the he never managed people

51:35

or anything like that here like started like big software companies

51:38

yes ah so he totally

51:40

runs me like a business which is that for algae

51:42

like all it's scary but i really enjoy it

51:44

because this structure and i have

51:46

to do sit and i have responsibilities

51:50

and is a lot of people that call on me and like

51:52

that need means it so i don't know like

51:54

our like really i really love being like the

51:56

statistical anomaly like anomaly lot of these people in this industry

51:59

don't have anyone around

52:01

and like any teams or whatever like one of my

52:03

friends who just signed a contract he goes

52:05

should i get a lawyer deliver

52:07

my contact over you been and influences on the the

52:09

music

52:11

yeah what the fuck is wrong with the as a you

52:13

sauces like as crazy as

52:15

i early on like

52:17

got a manager before like my career

52:20

was yeah how we'd even need is a manager but

52:22

i just know like i knew

52:24

that i don't know what the fuss cause my career and

52:27

so like my team around me as like integrity

52:29

but you also have to check into be like okay is everyone

52:31

on the same paid to answer their own caring

52:34

as everyone's like and working as hard as i am has

52:36

you guys represent me to and yet

52:38

people see us to the know realize like does actually

52:40

lot of people behind us made

52:43

us it happen

52:44

on i think we're asking also for like

52:46

the little devils are listening it

52:49

over beneficial and gabi see maybe

52:51

a lot of you aren't influences or in

52:53

the space but the best thing is doing

52:56

is like investing in yourself and your team

52:58

and and investing and like opportunities

53:00

around you like

53:01

i'll memo it are starting a business and i was so afraid

53:03

like spend any money and then i don't

53:05

wanna do this or whatever

53:07

how i look at

53:09

is more money's going to come regardless like you're

53:11

always going to make more money no matter what is like

53:13

no matter if it's twenty dollars one hundred dollars you're still gonna

53:15

make more money you may as will spend that you may as well invested

53:18

in yourself to try and get a little bit further

53:20

long or at least learn something like you never take

53:22

a loss the learn from shit so

53:24

the enough the biggest thing is never be afraid to

53:27

to like branch out of like to try to push

53:29

the envelope do something different

53:30

yeah i feel a lot of people get frozen in all

53:32

the possibilities of how they have failed yeah and

53:35

i'm like similar do you were like i'm a i'm

53:37

a duet like al i'd rather sell sell

53:39

sell sell fail at then feel

53:41

like i never tried anything to do

53:43

you say notice things cause like there

53:45

must be allotted different kind opportunities coming

53:47

your way

53:48

yeah so i say no

53:50

to a lot of shit excess of a

53:52

and of teas and cruiser said yeah i don't

53:54

wonder like get the fuck outta my face and a hot

53:56

yet you like that be a guy well now

53:58

to talk about crypto that

53:59

as hey guys rare i

54:02

started to the coast i'm the guy asks

54:04

know i discuss is like a lot of like brando's

54:06

and and businesses that i just don't

54:08

how about the most importantly like

54:10

the lot of events that i don't ago too because

54:13

i'm like i'm don't want your energy that aren't

54:15

new i know people that are gonna be in that same room

54:17

see and auto wanna be out of sit

54:20

there and have that and as yeah don't take it don't and

54:22

also

54:23

this is take me back like high school but what

54:26

i've been doing now is whenever i don't like

54:28

someone i just don't want to talk about them because i

54:30

don't have anything nice to say here and

54:32

i know like whenever i start spinning venom out

54:35

that comes back to me so nice whenever

54:37

i like putting my i don't to put myself in a situation

54:39

where i want to wanna talk bad on someone

54:41

because then i'm gonna it's gonna come back to me

54:43

in the runway subbing like china as

54:45

say no to going out saying no

54:48

to during the stuff on the say yes sir getting

54:50

put an ad in the right room with the right people

54:52

exactly one it's to the people

54:54

you are rubbing shoulders with really

54:57

do kind of frame

54:59

your existence i get reality

55:01

their voices their thoughts all that shit

55:03

yeah i'm

55:05

wrap it up with the final game all i love

55:07

to play seven deadly sins and i played it would you the first

55:09

time to as sits his family the

55:11

year as if any of us as ah

55:14

the last time is made up

55:15

are you know let's say that in vietnam

55:18

you can add a year on to your life

55:20

or two years if you want

55:21

like of the the guy i was so random

55:24

surveys it's but i see the outer of he was alive

55:26

he was struggling says may being as his and

55:28

his first language yes but he asked

55:31

me how old i was and then i told

55:33

him and than his eye dog twenty nine but we

55:35

a massive twenty eight and as a way to

55:37

say when it is a guy in vietnam we add a year

55:39

on if we wanted

55:41

my ira who'd to the beholder unless

55:44

like saw by alcohol

55:45

no

55:47

the ran an awesome other why wisest thing

55:49

is i got vietnam on

55:51

yeah i'm giddy as a i'm sorry

55:53

that's frustrating and fungi

55:55

fun fast enough

55:57

i mean devices it's kind

55:59

of

55:59

beta yeah whatever the fuck a made

56:02

up

56:02

okay time to play the seven

56:04

deadly sins

56:05

yes seven

56:10

, see our

56:13

the greedy about

56:15

my time

56:16

whenever someone waste my time or

56:18

when i rummaged to be somewhere and someone late

56:21

not for you exam you

56:23

guys have record of them this i'm

56:25

like the most insane amount of late

56:28

the own it's funny because i'm a pretty anti personnel

56:30

my i hurried and i'm like i'm

56:32

serious

56:32

no i be like whenever i

56:34

was like of his media whatever whatever people

56:37

is not worth it yes i do not the universe

56:39

is telling me that drug pieces yet yeah

56:41

and get out of my last year

56:43

yeah and it with them honestly

56:46

like that be greedy with the time cause annealing we

56:48

never get back so corny

56:50

and i just said that but destroy you wake up early

56:52

don't

56:53

i i i i did for a

56:55

lot of my life

56:56

that been i used to wake up like last week as

56:59

laughing as life changes are going another

57:01

five thirty every single day but i got the thing

57:03

that like tracks my sleep and like deep sleep

57:05

and i'm trying to be more i'm it

57:07

sound so fucking stupid bombs have be more

57:10

optimizers my body my mind's yes

57:12

i can function at a bit eleven of whoop yeah

57:14

yeah crazy to like it i really like

57:16

it yeah it's really interesting like sub

57:18

been a web site stop getting

57:21

of a five that he everyday

57:22

and i dislike out rather have a movie

57:24

i'm most avid six thirty in the but

57:26

i'm just trying to track my sleep a little bit better

57:28

because i realize sounds crazy since our good

57:30

night's sleep and some as happy as and i'm

57:32

funnier

57:33

the ago that them out my audience yes

57:36

be fun

57:36

it's all cases like one or two more

57:38

hours

57:39

yeah fuck it

57:40

really gonna lose when you're that much more optimized

57:42

during the rest the data

57:43

hey

57:45

that's a sleep and were just say i'm

57:47

for you envious of

57:48

oh my envious of

57:50

the

57:51

and he ever heard of that clouds you gotta have

57:53

that says

57:55

we

57:58

really are nobody headlines

58:00

a bitch god know the amount of

58:02

google searches yeah he got older

58:04

older followers you guys that follows a calming

58:07

like crazy yeah i'm like how did she do that

58:09

oh i guess she shit on them as bad but anyway

58:12

so i yeah yeah

58:14

that the as it's

58:17

a great their that's great i mean

58:18

the a was like she they've been talked

58:21

about before but but hair

58:22

the agenda

58:23

you can you

58:27

love of vi son we know is

58:30

is it always good pr

58:34

i don't i soon learned that

58:36

those i don't know

58:37

something i think we both have ryota like

58:39

is i wake up with another articles my name

58:41

on it i'm gonna have a mental breakdown

58:43

the i just want to hide cs and

58:46

then likes things slow down and you're like no one cares

58:48

about

58:48

yeah my god yes crazy

58:50

know it is both the new girl was still

58:52

posted on instagram

58:55

you're gonna repost on and on tic toc

58:57

a video on your dislike that was cringing

58:59

the year when a when i used to near

59:02

endless but now just put i've film some as

59:04

poster yeah whatever thing because whenever

59:06

you

59:06

pray that you're projecting a

59:08

ah perfect release and and relationship

59:11

and people and then they'll be sad about their own lives because

59:13

you guys is so good looking and like i only

59:15

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don't know when i started thinking like that

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run i my whiteboard me my best friend or five things

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week and then sending then do with my

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team every monday we write it in and

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was an alphabet the i bought a one on amazon

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i just bought like a big book and are just

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ride on shit but i have a big magic book where i put all

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my manifestations in and positive affirmations

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for myself whenever i'm feeling down i just thought

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saying like amazing of this six

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when i just i rather like positive affirmations

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