Today we're going back to the first half of 2017, where my OCD, depression & anxiety was starting to manifest in strange ways. A testament to what our brains can convince ourselves of when our mental health is not under control. Talking about finding hope when things feeling hopeless, a reminder that your worst moments aren't permanent, finding growth through "failure," the source of our fear as artists & creatives, turning 30, and lots more!Join me on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/calverosingsBuy a t-shirt: https://calvero.creator-spring.comHow I Made Didn't I Try, Honey: https://youtu.be/kmzJfkWsragSign up for my newsletter: http://eepurl.com/gTKUn1Take a songwriting lesson with me: https://songwritingwithgabe.wordpress.com/Follow me on these things:https://www.instagram.com/calvero_sings/https://spoti.fi/2G59bvLhttps://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2Hrnt7scZjAIfAOcjmsnSwhttps://www.tiktok.com/@calvero_singshttps://twitter.com/calvero_singshttps://www.facebook.com/calverosings/http://calverosings.comSay hi: iamcalvero [at] gmail.comPay what you want on Bandcamp: https://calverosings.bandcamp.com/Paypal donation: https://paypal.me/calverosings