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y'all, what's up?

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We on a new episode of Carisha, Please. And

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today's guest, we got Summer Walker.

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2:21

What's up Summer? How you feeling today? I'm

2:24

feeling good. You look so good.

2:27

You look so good. You look gorgeous. I

2:29

tell you that every time I see you there. No,

2:31

you're gorgeous too. I'm like, I'm like, damn, this bitch look

2:33

good. For real? Thanks. So

2:36

you just dropped your new EP called Clear 2.

2:39

Yes. Clear 2, soft error. So you

2:42

and your soft girl error. I'm in

2:45

my soft girl error. I'm trying to

2:47

have a soft life. What

2:49

does that mean for you? That

2:50

means I'm not arguing with nobody.

2:53

I'm not arguing with niggas. I

2:57

just want to relax. I just want to travel,

2:59

raise my kids, have a good time,

3:01

laugh. I'm going to do no drama. I'm a mother,

3:03

no drama. I love that. Because we don't

3:06

see you go back and forth. We

3:08

don't see you getting the feel. Yeah. So

3:12

what would you say is the difference from

3:14

the first clear

3:17

one and then Clear 2? Like

3:19

what is the difference? What's the difference? So

3:23

the difference is so clear one

3:25

or just clear. It's all

3:27

live music. Unlike my albums that have

3:29

auto-tuning and all that. The

3:32

only difference is now I'm in a different space.

3:35

I'm singing about a happier

3:37

time and like realizations

3:40

that I didn't understand. So instead

3:42

of just being like so sad,

3:44

it's not that.

3:46

What's something you realize? Something

3:49

I realized, I'm a bad bitch, okay?

3:52

I realized that for one. I'm the

3:55

shade. And I just,

3:57

niggas need to serve me. We

4:00

do music out here, trying to

4:02

help niggas and none of that shit. I

4:05

love that for me. I love that for you too. Yes.

4:08

Cause it's like, it's at a time when we

4:10

just, I feel like the R&B

4:12

girls,

4:12

the rap girls, we popping off and it's like,

4:15

fuck y'all niggas cause y'all niggas really not shit. Yeah.

4:18

And I love that you put it into your music, like,

4:21

I'm still over it too. Got

4:23

to. How you came in, like, I

4:25

want to start with your mama. First

4:28

of all, let me start with your mama. But yeah,

4:31

no, cause

4:35

I'm just not doing it no more. I

4:37

know people thought I was going to be like over

4:40

it, still over it, really over it or some

4:42

shit like that. It's not that, it's

4:44

going to just, I don't know what my album

4:46

would be called, but it's definitely going to be something. I

4:49

just feel like Mariah Carey, like.

4:51

Oh, love that. Okay, Mariah. How

4:54

was it working with J. Cole? We have a,

4:56

you know, that the EP is out and

4:59

how was it working with J. Cole? So we got

5:01

a song called Audio Hug. I

5:04

had asked him to do a song. He didn't

5:06

really get time to do it.

5:08

He wanted to meet and I was so

5:10

fucking pregnant that I was just like, oh my God,

5:12

I can't like, I

5:15

don't know if you've seen them damn pictures. I was like 200 pounds,

5:17

my ankles were like this

5:19

huge. It was crazy. So

5:23

we didn't meet, but he ended up sending me

5:25

something called Audio Hug. And he

5:27

was just like, it's so sweet.

5:30

I cried when I heard it. He

5:32

was just like being hella sweet and just

5:34

saying he sees all the shit

5:36

that I went through. And if I ever

5:38

need to call him for anything, call him.

5:40

It was just cool. So

5:43

we didn't meet in the studio because I don't even

5:45

like working like that. But we met at Dreamville,

5:48

which that festival was awesome. That

5:50

shit was cool.

5:52

And then we went to Dave and Buster's afterwards

5:54

and that's when we got to chop it up. We

5:56

had a good time. He

5:59

got his ass whooping. basketball.

6:02

Everybody got their ass whooped in there. It

6:04

was crazy. So why is

6:07

it that you're not comfortable with working with artists in the

6:09

studio? It just throws

6:11

my vibe off because you

6:13

know it's like a diary

6:15

to me. I'd be seeing some really vulnerable

6:17

ass shit. I'd

6:20

be crying. I'd be saying crazy

6:22

shit. I'd be talking about niggas mamas. I'd be doing all type of shit

6:24

and I just want to do that alone

6:27

in peace with no one there to judge

6:29

me.

6:30

What is your favorite body I write that

6:32

you feel like you did? What is one of your favorite songs

6:34

off of an album that you did? Like

6:38

my favorite songs that I've ever did? Yeah,

6:40

did you ever ring in? Did you ever record it?

6:42

Unloyal. I love that shit.

6:45

It's like the only song I really love. What

6:47

song is very personal to you?

6:49

All of them. All of

6:51

them be like from real experiences,

6:54

everything. I mean I write like 90%

6:56

of it so it all be close

6:59

to heart. It was at

7:01

one point you was getting criticized because

7:03

you know you had just released your album Still Over It.

7:07

What's Still Over It? People felt like you

7:09

wasn't performing their favorite

7:11

songs and then you came back and said you couldn't

7:14

do it because it was so personal. Do you feel like you

7:16

could perform the songs now? No, I'm still

7:18

like that. My label they always

7:20

be trying to add different songs

7:23

from the albums to my set

7:26

because I would kind of be doing the same song and

7:28

I just can't do it.

7:31

Well why not? Because I will cry.

7:33

But you know Beyonce I remember

7:36

I never figured it was a performance where she was performing

7:38

resentment and she cried but that's so

7:40

it's so important because it's a person

7:42

the song is where emotions that you went through you

7:44

know at a time and it's like to see that

7:47

come out of artist that's kind of like bitch I'ma cry

7:49

too. No, like I can't

7:51

do it like even I don't even listen to

7:54

my songs

7:55

it's really like a diary like

7:57

the music I make is like no

7:59

dishing But I don't make it for nobody else.

8:02

I make it for me so that I can heal.

8:04

It's like a process of healing so I can release

8:06

the shit.

8:08

And yeah, that's why I won't

8:10

go back and look at it. I won't go back and listen

8:12

to it. So I definitely can't

8:14

sing it. And

8:17

then to be crying, oh my God, I know

8:19

that's so embarrassing. Like,

8:21

I don't... They're not my friends.

8:25

I mean, like... Yeah,

8:28

they're not. I mean, I'm fucking with my fans,

8:30

but we still not friends. So I

8:33

hope they don't take it the wrong way. So

8:35

would you say you are more, like, comfortable

8:37

just overall? Because

8:39

you know, like, at one point in time, you were just kind of like, I

8:42

got anxiety. I'm not really comfortable. Do

8:44

you feel like you're more comfortable now on stage?

8:47

Just a little bit. Not much more.

8:50

I mean, I think it got a little better, because it used to

8:52

be real bad where I would just stand there. I wouldn't even

8:54

say a word. Like, it's gotten a little better. It's

8:57

like, hi. Yeah, hi. I was about

8:59

to wait for the next song. Good to know.

9:02

So, you know,

9:03

we see...

9:05

I feel like we get two different sides

9:07

of summer. We get, like, reserved summer,

9:10

dressed up cover, and then we get, like, summer

9:12

twerking with her friends, TikTok,

9:14

and South Twerking Summer. So

9:19

why is it that we

9:22

just can't get there all the time? Because

9:24

I don't know. I be feeling like, I

9:27

don't know what it is. Like, they be

9:29

judging red trippages. Like, they

9:31

really be judging red trippages. Like, people

9:33

be like, oh, she look dirty.

9:36

She look dusty. She's ghetto.

9:38

Like, that and all. So I be trying to just keep

9:40

it together. And then I know it's also

9:43

hard for people to, like,

9:46

understand the concept

9:48

of multifaceted people, like, people

9:50

that have different sides of them. Like, it's

9:53

not just one way. And

9:55

it be confusing people, and they be like, well, how

9:57

she sing about this? Will she act like this? Or,

10:01

cause if it was up to me, if I really didn't think

10:03

about it, that's really why I'd be quiet on

10:05

stage and stuff. Cause I don't want to say nothing

10:07

just stupid or dumb.

10:09

Cause if it was up to me, I'd just come out there and be like, I'd be

10:11

like, what's up bitches? And

10:13

y'all ready? Okay, ahh. But

10:16

they would be like, what the fuck is up? We

10:18

really was up there. It's just like me, personally,

10:20

like anybody that knows me, you know, like I'm a big

10:23

Summer Walker fan. I feel like when

10:25

it comes to R&B artists, we don't have a

10:27

R&B artist that's like showing their personality

10:30

or showing like a different side. I feel

10:32

like, you

10:32

know, when we see R&B artists, we

10:34

just see like their

10:37

music and just the reserve them. So

10:39

I kind of feel like to have like a new R&B

10:42

artist that's wretched, that's themselves, that's

10:44

what we need. And that's what's missing and that's what makes you

10:46

you. And that's one

10:47

of the reasons why I fell in love with you. Because

10:50

when I first found out who Summer

10:52

Walker was, it was Gressney Love. And

10:54

then I remember I saw like a twerking

10:56

video, you on a pole and I'm like, I couldn't

10:58

speak. Like I never saw that from

11:00

an R&B singer. And I

11:02

felt like, you know, just from one artist to another,

11:04

I don't feel like you should bury your personality

11:07

or not be true to yourself because of perspective. You

11:09

know, I feel like you're right. Yeah, I feel

11:11

like be real to who you are. And that's

11:13

what people go fall in love with. People

11:15

fall in love with stuff that's real and genuine. Because it's

11:17

like, she weird. Not weird. I don't

11:20

think you weird. At times I was like, yes,

11:22

she weird. But then I kind of get it.

11:24

I kind of understand it because it's like, I feel

11:26

like it's a time and a place for everything. It's like sometimes

11:29

I come off as weird. Like a lot of times I

11:31

get around people and I just feel like, hi, but

11:33

I'm in my room and I'm twerking. But that's what

11:35

people love. They just love

11:37

people that's authentic. We just all have

11:40

a fear of being judged, whether

11:42

we want to admit it or not. And that's just all it

11:44

is. Because even the

11:45

shit we were just talking about, everything

11:47

that you were saying, I was not thinking about at all.

11:50

You was thinking about that shit. And

11:52

that's just how it always be. People just being

11:54

their head

11:55

for no reason. Because it was like at

11:57

one point in time, you was just like, I'm done doing music.

13:59

I'm a fan, that's what I love about someone. You hear what

14:02

I'm trying to say? I see the, um,

14:04

shy, I hope, da, da, da, da, but it's like when

14:06

I saw you in Jamaica, I'm like,

14:09

period, some of us. When I see you on that

14:11

customer, like you know, just, that's

14:13

real shit. People go through real shit. You know, but

14:15

every time I act like that, I get so

14:17

many calls from family, friends,

14:21

you know, comments that don't even know people. Just

14:23

be like, why does she act like that? And

14:25

that's when I be like, trying to be like, okay,

14:28

I gotta pull it together. And I do

14:30

this shit all the time. I be like, okay, I'm gonna pull it together

14:33

and I'm gonna focus on my brand and I'm gonna act

14:36

right. And then something happens where I

14:38

end up shaking my ass or cussing somebody out and that's

14:40

just the cycle. Yeah,

14:43

I just feel like, for

14:45

real, for real, for real, like fuck

14:47

people, cause I'm telling you, like

14:49

it's a whole new generation. Like we need

14:52

that personality

14:55

of an artist. Like I feel like it's so important.

14:58

And Thiti made a comment about R&B

15:00

being dead. It is, you

15:02

feel like that? No,

15:05

but yes, it's dead. Because

15:08

them giving us like R&B

15:10

bitches are props.

15:12

Like we gotta work

15:14

way harder. Like the pop bitches, they

15:17

get all

15:18

the awards. They get all the shit,

15:21

all the pop bitches, they just get, I feel like

15:23

they get the radio plays, the praise, and

15:25

then it just makes R&B girls be like,

15:28

well fuck it then, like shit. Right, we not getting

15:30

everything. Yeah, but it's not like it's

15:32

dead. Like

15:34

people ain't making the music cause they making the music.

15:36

So do you feel like, cause me personally,

15:39

I'm kind of like, I'm not really an R&B

15:41

girl like that. I do listen to R&B,

15:43

but I feel like it's

15:45

there in some way. Cause I feel like we don't really

15:47

get that soulful R&B

15:50

light. Mm-hmm, like that old

15:52

school. Yeah, and that's what I be looking

15:54

for.

15:56

And,

16:00

What's up? Y'all want to be here?

16:02

Just say that. That's dope. No,

16:04

no, no, no, no. We're going to keep you right here with the

16:06

alarms. In our brain. We done

16:08

been at this eight o'clock. It's

16:10

9-12. But we're going to keep it flowing. It's going to

16:12

be a great interview. Yeah, so back to

16:15

what I was saying. I just feel like when I saw the tweet,

16:18

I took it as

16:20

in like I feel like it's no more soulful

16:22

music. I feel like back then we had like

16:25

baby making music. We had something for a wedding. We

16:27

had something for a break. A

16:29

cookout. Right. So

16:32

I kind of felt like that's

16:34

the way I took it. Do you

16:36

feel like

16:37

R&B still have that soulful music?

16:40

Like right now if I wanted to get married, I

16:42

would play this day and age. No,

16:45

we don't. That's

16:48

why we trying to make shit, but they don't

16:50

want to put that on the radio these days.

16:53

They like the TikTok songs. I don't

16:55

get it. But hey. But

16:58

no, it's because the love

17:00

is lost. Don't know anyone who wants to think about love no

17:02

more. They want to think about toxic

17:05

shit, fucking bitches, da da da. But

17:07

that's what I want to make. That's why I

17:09

love clear so much. You can make

17:11

that good soul shit.

17:14

Your album was like the number one Apple

17:16

line.

17:17

People in 100. How do you feel not getting

17:20

nominated for a Grammy

17:22

or not winning the award? Honestly,

17:25

both albums over it and still

17:27

over it really did the numbers. I

17:30

feel like, I don't

17:33

know. I feel like I got to play. I feel

17:35

like the numbers was there. The fans

17:37

was there. When I pop out for

17:40

a show, sold out every time. I don't fucking

17:42

know why they played me. I do know why, but I ain't going to

17:44

go into it. But yeah,

17:46

I be getting played. But it's okay.

17:50

As long as like... Because

17:52

you know some people, they have the numbers,

17:55

but the love ain't there. But

17:57

the love is there and the money is there.

17:59

It's good. How was

18:02

it working with London being that y'all

18:04

was in a relationship

18:05

and he was producing

18:08

an album. How was that? What

18:10

you

18:10

mean? You know how y'all was together

18:13

at the time and he was producing some of the songs. So

18:15

it's kind of like what was the... How

18:18

did y'all make the music? Did y'all like, okay,

18:21

we go to the studio? I just let

18:23

him handle everything. That's

18:25

my problem. When I get into a relationship,

18:27

I let a man be a man and I just let him...

18:30

You lead, I follow. So I just let him do what he

18:32

do and I just show up.

18:34

I write all

18:37

my shit, but the rest of that, I just give

18:39

it to him, let him do what he do with it. I

18:41

don't really ask no questions.

18:43

What is your dream collab? My

18:45

dream collab? Like

18:54

Eric Abadu or

18:56

Donnell

18:58

Jones. I love that. I

19:02

love me some Donnell Jones. Yes. I

19:04

want to see that happen. Me too.

19:07

I would be the first bitch in the stage, you

19:09

would see me like this.

19:11

That's how you know when the music

19:13

good, when you got your hand on your chest and your

19:15

eyes and your eyes and your eyes and your eyes. That's it.

19:19

So are you going to speak in terms of London? Hell

19:23

no. It's so funny, he

19:25

came to get my baby the other day.

19:28

He was walking through the door. I just ran up steps. I

19:30

don't want to see him, nothing. Why

19:33

is it? Because I felt like

19:35

at one point in time, y'all was so in love. Y'all

19:37

was about to get married. What

19:43

happened? Girl, we can't

19:46

even talk about it. Why? He

19:49

wild. That's all I can say. He's a wild nigga.

19:52

I'm not going to lie. He wild. Every

19:54

spot in London is very reserved. It's like,

19:56

hey, so it's his energy, it's always great. I never saw that

19:58

side of London.

19:59

So, yeah. I

20:02

wish that we could have at least like,

20:05

you know, if we wasn't going to be together, that

20:07

we could have

20:09

had a good co-parenting situation

20:12

and where we could just still be cool enough to

20:14

like work. Because

20:16

I can't deny that we make really

20:18

good music. Y'all do. It's undeniable.

20:21

But why, what's, why is it that

20:23

y'all can't co-parent and still make music? Like,

20:25

why is it to the point where it's just

20:27

like, we can't work together, we can't co-parent? I don't

20:30

like, why so unhappy?

20:32

Oh, no, I was trying to, but

20:34

I'm like a no bullshit type of girl.

20:38

Like, my main thing

20:41

about anybody is they keeping their

20:43

word. Like you say you're going to do

20:45

something no matter what it is. And

20:47

if you got to change any type of plans or anything,

20:50

communicate. He's not good

20:52

at that. And so it pisses me off. And

20:54

so like,

20:56

I just removed myself

20:58

because like I said, I'm in a soft girl

21:01

era now. And so I don't want to argue.

21:03

So we can't communicate properly.

21:06

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21:07

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21:09

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21:11

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21:42

So you spoke about therapy.

21:44

How is therapy? Because a lot of people, you know,

21:46

don't go to therapy. Therapy is so important

21:48

because it do get you a lot of, you know, tribulations

21:50

that you're going through in your life. So how's that

21:52

process as far as like therapy? Therapy

21:55

is great. Shout out to Sarita.

21:57

I really haven't been doing it as much.

22:00

much now because I'm so much

22:02

better. And

22:05

I used to be like, oh, I'm not doing

22:07

that shit. That's not white people shit. I

22:10

always felt like that. But

22:13

it, and shout out to Justi's

22:14

on my

22:17

label. He made me

22:19

do it. It's actually funny. He made

22:22

her pull up on me

22:23

at a show and try to act like

22:26

I know it was a fucking therapist sitting in

22:28

the room. And it's crazy. The first day that

22:30

I met her, I cried. She

22:32

caught me in a fucking meltdown in

22:34

a

22:35

dressing room. I was like, just

22:37

the day that she's here, she don't think I'm nuts.

22:40

But yeah, she's great.

22:43

And I advise people to stop acting

22:45

like that. I was like, what's she going to be able to do?

22:47

She can't tell me nothing? I don't already know. Yes,

22:50

she

22:50

can. What? It's

22:55

a question that I don't want to start it because she was like,

22:57

I want to start with your mama. Yeah.

23:01

Do you feel like that? What you mean? Like

23:03

you should have whipped

23:05

her ass. Not

23:08

like you should have whipped her ass. Yes. I

23:11

have no regrets. Yes. There's

23:14

nothing worse than me

23:16

than men who

23:19

have enabling

23:21

mothers, like narcissists

23:23

that have enabling mothers. You

23:26

could call a nigga mama and

23:28

be like, he just did this, he just did that.

23:31

And they would be like. What you did, make him do

23:33

that. Yeah. Like, what you mean?

23:35

What you mean? No, that is not ...

23:37

And that's why he act like that now because your ass

23:40

ain't never

23:41

disciplined him or told

23:43

him when he was wrong. And that's just

23:45

like, it makes me look ... Because

23:48

I have two sons

23:51

and I just be looking like, damn, there's

23:53

no way in hell. I wish

23:56

a girl would call me, talk about my son, did

23:58

some crazy ass shit to her. I would be like. Like niggas

24:00

you crazy? I didn't raise you like that. As

24:02

a woman you know, you got me through some shit. So

24:04

it's kind of like. Don't be out here embarrassing me like I raised

24:07

you like a fucking heathen. So

24:09

that's what, yeah.

24:11

So how would you say motherhood changed

24:14

you? Cause you like love being a mom. You

24:16

always speaking about wanting to have more

24:18

kids. Like how would you say motherhood

24:20

changed you or changed like

24:21

your perspective of life or about men? It

24:25

didn't change me. It just gave

24:27

me a love that I have

24:29

never felt before. Like it's,

24:32

I might get emotional. Oh my God. I

24:34

love my kids. It's

24:37

just a love that you, you know. Yeah,

24:39

I know. Yeah. If you don't have

24:41

no kids,

24:42

look. I know. I'm tearing you

24:44

up. I just had that

24:46

emotion too. Where I was just gone

24:49

for like a couple of days and I got home

24:52

and I saw my baby, my daughter. And she was

24:54

just like, you know, we were doing her makeup. Mommy,

24:56

can I get lip gloss? And I was just like, damn, I really

24:58

want to bring my kids with me on the road.

25:00

Everywhere, yes. Like you can't miss the moments. It's

25:02

so important. Like that your kids bring

25:05

out

25:06

that loving you, that emotion that

25:08

like, this is my purpose of life. Like

25:10

this is how I'm doing it. So I feel that like I

25:12

literally was looking at my son and

25:15

my daughter and I'm just like, thank you God.

25:17

Like people don't know how important it is

25:19

to have kids and just to feel that love.

25:21

Like you would never feel in love like your child. Every

25:24

time I look at them, I'll be like, this is such

25:26

a blessing. I need a fucking tissue. Why am I like

25:28

this? Can we get a tissue?

25:31

No, but yeah, I just want more. I think

25:33

I'm crazy. Like, no, I want more. I

25:36

want like five kids. Cause I feel like

25:39

when

25:39

you have a lot of kids, it's different personalities.

25:43

And you just get, you see a different you

25:45

and your child. Like I'll be like, damn, I'm having

25:47

me in this form. Then my son, me,

25:49

this form. Like I'd be like, my son is a

25:52

boy, but I can see so much in me.

25:55

So I feel like I want more kids too. It's just

25:57

like, you got like a child.

27:41

Especially

28:00

now, I see a lot of moms,

28:02

because mom guilt is a real thing. Even just how

28:04

you said like going to work, that shit is the worst. Every

28:07

time I fucking go to work, even right now it's like, well, can

28:09

I bring them? But you know you gotta do what's best

28:11

for them. Make sure that they're comfortable

28:13

instead of dragging them around everywhere. I

28:15

just feel like moms lose their selves

28:18

and their kids. And that's when it be

28:20

like fucked up. You still gotta make time for

28:23

yourself. Right. Make sure that

28:25

you, if you wanna stay cute, if you wanna

28:27

take a bath, go to the spa, take a trip, whatever

28:29

it is. And as long as you carve that time

28:31

out, I feel like

28:33

you won't feel like you missing nothing. I

28:36

have no shame. Soon as my kids go to sleep, I

28:38

hit the streets. They should be naked. It's

28:41

so hard. Like you said,

28:43

we get so lost that it's just kinda like,

28:45

it's the guilt of like, damn, I got kids. I shouldn't

28:47

be out working. I just had a baby. I should be at home

28:50

being a mom. It's like moms need

28:53

like two. Like we gotta have a life. We gotta get

28:55

out and get back to ourselves. Cause if not.

28:57

I make my plans. I make sure I'm with

29:00

them in the day that

29:02

pass their bed, that's 7.30, they getting

29:04

the tub, getting the bed. I'm

29:07

out. Right. And also

29:10

I make sure every time they go with their dads, I

29:12

plan a trip.

29:14

So how is it co-parent seminary?

29:17

I do them the same way I do

29:19

the other nigga. I don't talk to them. I

29:22

don't, Really?

29:26

Mm-mm. I don't want to, you

29:28

won't see me. It can't calm me. Really?

29:32

So they can't spend a block. Mm-mm. No, when

29:34

I'm done, I'm done.

29:36

So you not like sit a sneakily with like, Mm-mm.

29:39

No. So when

29:42

you was in a relationship with London,

29:45

you popped out with Larry, which was like your ex

29:47

from like, you know, years ago. Like a little

29:49

time ago. So was you cheating on London with-

29:52

No, I leave niggas. Like

29:54

I, but I move fast. But I'm

29:57

cheating. No, but I leave you

29:59

for another nigga.

29:59

it. Yeah. How you

30:02

able to do that? How you able to,

30:04

sometimes like, you know, like when you take a break

30:06

from a nigga, you really go to missing him or you be

30:08

thinking like,

30:09

especially like your child father,

30:11

you go to thinking like him, you know, what she really

30:13

do love her dad. I really want us to be in the same

30:16

household. You started thinking

30:18

what it could be

30:20

or like, kind of like, is

30:22

I'm moving too fast? How you able to just... I

30:25

went through all that, like there

30:27

ain't nothing more than you be wanting

30:29

to be with your baby daddy. Like,

30:31

but the thing is, when

30:34

you see how

30:36

motherfucker is and you know

30:38

after you didn't try your hardest that they not going

30:40

to change, I'm not about

30:43

to waste my good years. Sit

30:46

up here, I'm fucking 35 with your ass and

30:49

you still doing the same shit. Now

30:51

I finally say I'ma leave and now my

30:53

ass is, I don't even got

30:55

it like that no more no while

30:57

I'm young and fine and rich. Let me go.

31:00

Right.

31:01

Amen. We got us as women, I don't

31:03

know when the time has come and just

31:06

learn how to move on, be graceful and just let

31:08

it go. I feel like it's kind

31:10

of hard. Like for me, it was hard. I

31:12

just was like, damn, I don't want to make me have

31:14

a dad but it's just like, you got to identify that shit

31:16

to get the fuck on. Because they don't

31:18

care. It's hard dealing with

31:20

me and their how multiple baby moms too

31:24

and still be fucking with their baby moms and

31:26

all that. So how do

31:29

you feel about people saying, someone we

31:31

warned you like being that, you

31:33

know, when you was with London and you used to defend

31:35

him about, you know, him getting his kids

31:38

and then one baby woman saying, you don't have to have your kids. You be

31:40

like, bitch, we got the kids and then you

31:42

turn around and it was like you was going through

31:44

the same

31:47

shit. Priceline presents, go

31:49

to your happy price. What's

31:52

up? It's

31:52

Kaylee Cuoco. When it comes to travel,

31:55

we all have a happy place. You can see yourself

31:57

already there. It's beautiful. It might

31:59

be

35:59

I think this is something that really gets

36:02

me fucked up, but I'm telling you, anything

36:05

that someone may have been doing

36:07

or dealing with in the past, I just feel like

36:09

that has nothing to do with me. I'm gonna give you a clean

36:12

slate every time. If you fuck

36:14

up, you make it dirty, you fuck the plate

36:16

up,

36:17

that's on you, not have to go. I didn't think like

36:19

that. Huh? I said, I didn't think like that.

36:21

No, you don't, no, don't think like that. It gets you

36:23

fucked up every time. Yeah, because I was like, so

36:25

at times I'm like, you gotta make one more, and

36:27

no, just go, because that

36:30

shit right there, it's just too much to

36:32

unfold. It's just like, God damn, look

36:34

at that. Why you mad?

36:35

No, you should be like that. When

36:37

you see red flags,

36:40

take them for what they are. I'm not like that, I'm stupid.

36:42

I'm just be like,

36:43

yeah, it's red, so what? It's

36:45

fine. I love it. It could turn green, who knows?

36:48

I love six flags, I love her rollercoaster. She

36:51

said I love six flags. I love her rollercoaster. That's

36:53

me, yay, six flags. It's

36:55

absolutely, it's okay though. So would

36:58

you say, like, what

37:00

was the end of your relationship? Because

37:02

we know what happened when London, we saw it on the internet,

37:05

we saw everything transpired. Like we just saw,

37:07

you know, you popped out with Larry, he was praying in, and he

37:09

was just quiet. Now you popped out, you was praying.

37:13

Oh, I can't even do him like

37:15

that. Shit. Oh

37:18

my God, that man. All

37:21

I can say. Because you felt like when you and

37:23

Larry, it was such the

37:25

chemistry. It was just like, your

37:27

first love. You know how like you got a first love, you got a

37:29

friend. It was just, it was so, it

37:31

was everything. And it was just like,

37:34

what happened? Girl. Girl,

37:39

and it's crazy, because I've

37:42

known him so long, so

37:44

long, but I realized you never really

37:46

know somebody. That's a

37:49

verb. You never really know somebody.

37:51

That's a verb. Both of them, all I

37:53

can say is like, I've been trying to not like,

37:56

cause I'm not bitter. Like I've learned,

37:58

I've regret nothing. I've learned so

38:01

much that has contributed

38:03

to my character development,

38:06

just everything. So, and

38:08

shit, the songs got me some money. Like, I

38:10

regret nothing. I got my kids,

38:13

but... Pathological

38:16

liars. I

38:19

don't know where I be finding these pathological

38:21

liars. Both of them, both of them, it's crazy.

38:24

Oh my God. Just lie about,

38:27

just anything. You ask the niggas, is

38:29

the sky blue? And he gonna

38:31

say,

38:32

no, it's red. Nigga, I see

38:34

it's blue. What are you talking about? Like, both

38:36

of them, oh my God. So yeah, that's

38:39

in a lump sum.

38:41

So many lies. And

38:43

once you figure it out, you know, like once you

38:45

just figure out, oh, you just gonna keep

38:48

lying. Like, you ever had a situation

38:50

with somebody and be like, okay, baby, because that's

38:52

me. I caught you with some lies and shit. I

38:54

be like, all right, look, cats out the bag.

38:57

It's cool. So now

38:59

that I know what you got going on, let's just

39:01

keep it a-h

39:13

messages

39:20

right here. What are you talking about? No,

39:22

I'm blind.

39:23

Yeah, it's so fucking

39:26

funny, man.

39:27

I'm not dealing with that shit. Like, I'm

39:29

just not. I will give up, I will give up

39:32

a lot of shit. I will give up a big ass house.

39:34

I'll give up bags, cars, shoes, dick, head,

39:36

everything. I don't give a fuck for my piece,

39:39

okay? I still have so

39:41

much love for them. I really

39:44

do.

39:45

It's just me, I'm always

39:47

trying to grow. And if you

39:49

can't keep up with me on that level, because

39:53

I want to be a real rounded bean. I

39:55

got to have this going, spirituality

39:57

going, financial going, physical

39:59

going.

39:59

Everything going. Where you want to just stay

40:02

stagnant and you know you got problems, but

40:04

you don't want to work on them? I

40:06

can't do nothing with that. Yeah. Yeah. So

40:09

we don't get a teal diet. Are

40:11

you a vegetarian? I

40:15

was a vegetarian. I

40:17

was vegan for a little bit. And

40:21

when I got pregnant with these boys, every

40:24

single day, steak, crab,

40:27

chicken, everything you

40:28

could think of, ribs, every

40:30

day. And I just haven't went

40:32

back. Because it was at one point, I

40:35

can't remember exactly what it was, so I

40:37

don't want to be wrong. It was something about

40:39

your feet and your daughter. Like, he was feeding

40:41

her. What

40:42

was it?

40:44

It was hemp

40:47

milk, like hemp seeds, hemp

40:49

milk with honey

40:52

and something else. And

40:54

it's because

40:56

the doctors, this was always

40:59

something that was so fucked

41:00

up to me. So the doctors,

41:02

I had a good milk supply.

41:05

And I had a cough somehow. A really bad

41:07

cough. And this is why I love herbs, and I fuck herbs

41:09

and all that shit now.

41:11

The doctors gave me some

41:13

medicine that stopped my

41:15

breast milk. And so,

41:17

you know, that's the worst feeling in the world. You can't feed

41:19

your child. They just crying and shit. And

41:22

I try to give her cow milk,

41:24

like the formula. And

41:27

she broke out in all these really

41:29

bad hives, because I was vegan during my pregnancy.

41:32

So I guess the cow milk didn't work. And then I tried to give her

41:34

soy formula. And then

41:36

that's constipated her to the point that

41:39

it was just fucked up. She couldn't poop. And

41:41

so I was like, I don't know what to do. Can't take

41:43

the titty milk. Can't take this. Can't take that.

41:46

So I looked up some shit called

41:49

like a Dr. Savvy

41:51

formula type shit. And

41:53

it cleared up her skin, the honey or whatever,

41:56

because that's like antifungal or antibacterial,

41:58

but it still wasn't. giving her enough

42:02

to get the fat. And

42:04

so went to the doctor again.

42:06

And on my fourth one, I finally found

42:09

some shit called Neo Kate that she could take.

42:12

All that other shit wasn't taken to her body. It

42:14

was just really a fucked up ass experience

42:17

that I had to go through.

42:19

And it made me even more mad

42:22

because they

42:25

gave me like six different medications to

42:27

get rid of this cough that fucked up my breast milk. But

42:30

then I went to like this healing ass bitch and

42:32

she was like, drink some aloe juice.

42:35

Drink the fucking aloe juice, aloe juice bitch. Cough

42:37

gone. You tell me I got all these fucking prescriptions

42:40

on my goddamn and all I had to do was drink

42:42

some fucking aloe juice. So that'd be the shit.

42:45

Sometimes you got to play around. Just be a herb and do

42:47

it.

42:48

So if Bubbles were named Bubbles?

42:51

Bubbles is named Bubbles. Bubbles

42:53

for nay walker. Period. And

42:56

it works so much like

42:59

her personality is so bubbly. She's

43:01

so silly.

43:25

You dropped me. Got it. No,

43:28

you idiot. Disney's

43:28

The Little Mermaid. Ready PG. Parental

43:31

guidance suggested in Peter's Friday. So

43:34

why is it that you don't show your kids?

43:36

It was at one point you reveal Bubbles and how

43:38

she look and then you went back to not posting

43:41

your kids but you put like an emoji over their face. That

43:43

went from my church. So before I got

43:46

in my church, I was posting my kid.

43:48

And when

43:51

I got into the church, they was like,

43:53

none of them post any of their kids. They're

43:55

like the energy that can be put on

43:57

them. And that's true. You post your kids in the comments.

43:59

They saying crazy wow shit. There's

44:02

pedophiles and all types of shit on the internet Yeah, which

44:04

is so crazy cuz it's like well mean people

44:06

like oh, you never what your kids never post your kids It's like

44:08

as soon as you post your kids They criticized you about

44:11

something

44:12

the way a hairless, but she got

44:14

on it's just like so I feel that a hundred percent

44:16

I'm gonna like that soon like bitch. I am a full-time

44:19

one, but I don't post my kids You know because it's

44:21

like really have to protect your kids. You

44:23

do art evil It's fuck they

44:25

say that most meanest things but it's like you

44:28

post your keys Oh, why she gonna show her face

44:30

your face or you reveal something

44:32

about them in this center crop and talking about

44:34

kids It's just off-limits and people

44:37

be on the internet. That's be the weirdest

44:39

it to me I'll be like y'all really talk about

44:41

a kid that

44:42

can't defend themselves. So

44:44

I know London don't give a fuck He still post

44:46

her and that be the shit won't never be

44:48

on the same page But

44:50

as long as I don't

44:51

that's just him our religion. We don't do that.

44:53

So it's London Instagram

44:55

dad or I is he really like a dad? Honestly

44:59

now that I can look at it

45:02

It's a real weird. He is so much

45:04

better now

45:05

And I had to do another praying and

45:08

stuff on me Okay,

45:10

but he's great now

45:12

And that's helping up a mind and I

45:14

know that's right. Mm-hmm And

45:17

I think honestly what it was

45:20

is he was just hurt

45:22

Okay in the beginning old

45:24

child He was

45:27

if he wasn't if I am with you. I want the

45:29

baby look, okay He

45:32

was taking me through the fucking wringer in

45:34

the beginning

45:35

And honestly

45:37

since yeah, yeah, shall see bitch because

45:40

after she got in the picture he started acting right

45:42

I was like, hey God nigga, they moved on

45:45

because

45:45

yeah, it was a while in the beginning

45:47

So a lot of the we see you

45:50

always, you know when you sing we be on the in I'm

45:52

saying who I can't do it No, do you feel like

45:55

the internet is the outlet for you when you're going

45:57

through your emotions? It

45:59

used to be, I would

46:01

just

46:03

post anything, how I'm feeling,

46:05

whatever. Because

46:08

I don't look at myself as a celebrity.

46:10

So I just be like, I

46:12

see the rest of these bitches posting

46:15

how they feel today, posting about they nigga,

46:17

posting this, posting that. But when I post

46:19

about it, it's like, oh my God, she needs to be quiet.

46:22

Why? Y'all do it?

46:24

Right. Like she bit us. Yeah. Everybody

46:27

else on the internet, using the internet, I can't use

46:29

the internet too, but I don't really do it like that

46:31

no more. So you over that part? Yeah. Okay.

46:35

So we gonna get into some fun. We gonna have

46:37

some fun. Pa, Tina, can I get some shots?

46:39

You ready for the smoke? Oh Lord, Jesus help

46:41

us.

46:43

Y'all do cheers to the smoke, so how do you get into

46:45

the smoke? Cheers to the smoke. You ready for the smoke?

46:48

Here she go.

46:51

I be drinking it two in a damn morning. Ooh.

46:58

So I just got one question. What

47:00

are these? Someone,

47:02

where's my husband? Oh my God.

47:06

So we seeing you with me. No, where is my husband? I

47:08

see you. So I ain't even gonna say, are you dating?

47:11

You seen me?

47:13

Where you seen me? Mm-hmm.

47:16

Where? You know, once

47:18

the internet started investigating and they started

47:21

piecing together the two, he was just in the club,

47:23

ski mess.

47:23

Are you dating me?

47:26

Is he giving big meat, y'all love meat? It's

47:29

giving big meat. Look,

47:34

he's a good man, Savannah. Ooh,

47:37

now he's a good man, Savannah. That's a good

47:39

man, Savannah. Ooh,

47:42

I love that for you. I'm

47:44

not gonna, I'm here for it. Like I'm not gonna lie.

47:47

Like I'm here for it. I love it. I

47:49

just, I think it's cute. I wanted,

47:51

I wanted at least like six months

47:54

before people just started to

47:56

investigate. Like damn. So

47:58

you got quit.

47:59

first thought like, ew. She said, where you going? I caught.

48:03

Because you think you're sneaking around.

48:06

I'm not going to think you're sneaking around. You can't even

48:08

deny it. It's kind of like, then I'm going to put you on court.

48:10

So you just got to be quiet and just add like, yeah. I'm

48:14

caught. Yeah, I really

48:17

just wanted it to give it some time.

48:19

You know, it's fresh. Like, you never know what

48:21

could happen. But so

48:23

far, it's great. So you want more

48:25

kids. You see us at the time with more kids with him.

48:28

Oh my god. You said it's going

48:30

to get huge. Oh, it ends in smoke.

48:34

That's what he said. He

48:37

got good genes. He got good

48:39

hair. He just got some good hair.

48:44

You know, what's

48:46

just outside, man? Like, we just been seeing

48:48

you outside having fun. You know, you just was in

48:50

two relationships, had kids

48:53

back in the back. Now you out, you dating, you having

48:55

fun. Like, what's this like?

48:57

I'm having such a great

48:59

time. Like,

49:01

it's the saying, if it costs my piece,

49:03

then it's too expensive.

49:06

And as long as I have my piece,

49:08

having

49:10

a great time. Like, I love that I don't

49:12

have to argue with no nigga, argue

49:15

about nothing with nobody.

49:17

I could just live my life like this forever. So

49:20

how was it being a script

49:22

for anything and like just having anxiety? Honestly,

49:26

I didn't say shit in the club,

49:28

you know?

49:29

So how you used to dance? You used to just dance and not say

49:31

nothing? I don't say nothing. As soon as

49:33

I start talking, niggas be like, oh, this bitch

49:35

weird. What you used to say? Because,

49:38

you know, I

49:40

don't know. Like,

49:42

I'm slick a nerd. Like, it'd

49:45

be funny because it's like, I don't know. I'm in

49:47

a strip club.

49:49

I look a little ratchet. I used to have

49:51

like rainbow hair, piercings, all type of shit

49:53

in my face.

49:54

Nigga try to slide on me.

49:56

He think I'm finna just be like a realer girl.

49:59

I open my mouth and start to.

49:59

talking about Bill Gates

50:00

and the white man. Yeah,

50:05

they be like, oh, this bitch weird. So

50:07

I don't say nothing. I just shake

50:09

my ass. I used to make good money

50:11

though. You did? What was

50:13

the most you ever had at home? In

50:17

the night, I don't know, like a thousand.

50:21

So one

50:22

minute, two like fuck weeks,

50:24

I'm not wearing wigs. I don't like those prints.

50:26

I'm doing makeup. I'm not trusting like

50:28

that. And the next day you got to make up. You

50:31

got to short sup your ass. It's

50:33

so many things. That's what I'm saying. Like

50:36

it's so many different personalities,

50:38

different avenues with me. I just be like,

50:40

spend the wheel bitch. Who do I want to be today?

50:43

Well, what like why at one point it

50:45

was like, okay, I'm done with wigs. I'm done with makeup. I

50:48

feel like that now I'm tired of this

50:50

shit. I don't know how these bitches keep up

50:52

with this shit. No, it's a lot. Bad bitches

50:54

I applaud you. Like I can't

50:57

do it. I'm trying.

50:58

I'm trying so hard to keep up. Cause

51:01

I just want to be bald. Okay. I

51:03

just want to be bald. I don't want no makeup on. I don't

51:05

want no nails. I don't want nothing,

51:08

but I have to go work.

51:11

So that's why you be doing that. Yeah. It's

51:13

just be a move. It used to be like, bitch, fucking sometimes

51:16

I just want to be bald. And then sometimes

51:18

you just want to be a bad bitch. When I pop

51:20

out bald with no makeup, I just be

51:22

tired. I just be like, especially with kids

51:25

too. I don't like the bitches with kids

51:27

who like always look together. Ari,

51:29

I applaud you. Jada, I applaud you. India,

51:32

I applaud you. I don't know how y'all do it. I can't

51:34

do it. Like.

51:36

This time for so long. You, I don't know

51:38

how y'all do it. Like. Girl, I don't know

51:40

how I do it. They wake up at six. Your kids

51:42

wake up at six. My kids wake up at like 7 30.

51:45

Yeah. I don't know what the fuck is up with these kids. They

51:47

always waking up at 5 AM, 6 AM, 7 AM.

51:50

How am I supposed to get you up, get you

51:52

together and then get myself together too? And

51:54

then by the time I get myself together, you

51:57

didn't throw up on me. Mm hmm.

52:00

How? How do we do this? Mm-hmm. So

52:02

we're gonna talk about plastic surgery

52:05

real quick. Yes. Did you get dimples?

52:08

I got dimples. I got everything

52:11

under the sun. Mm-hmm. And there's more

52:13

to get. And then I understand that you was making

52:15

payments on your ass.

52:17

He said I was making payments on my

52:19

ass. Yeah, we always, we always start going

52:21

back and forth. He was like, something about like,

52:23

finish paying off your payments on your ass. He's

52:25

such a weirdo. He bought my ass.

52:29

Like, London, why would you say that? My house is paid

52:32

off by you, so. I think he said, well,

52:34

I don't know if he said you was doing like, hair credit

52:37

or you need to pay. Hair credit? He said something.

52:39

He said something like, finish paying off your ass. That

52:41

was like, something is your ass paid off. My

52:44

ass is paid off, paid in full by London

52:47

Homes. Thanks, baby. You

52:50

need to pay off that goddamn car you got me. Well,

52:53

the Tesla, they cut back.

52:55

Summer. What? You

52:57

gave him back the car? I certainly did. You

53:00

can have it, honey. Mm-mm.

53:02

And they got to. You get

53:04

me a car? You're not going back. You're

53:06

not. Especially if I push out a kid. Like, I'm not giving you

53:08

back your car. I'm not. I don't

53:11

want to fuck what you say. She

53:13

said the car is mine. A pro-co. Well,

53:15

you gave me the car. It was like, Sally Grace. I was finna

53:17

giving back the jury too. People

53:19

was like, keep the jury, bitch. Like, I'm like

53:21

that. I give you my

53:23

pride. If

53:26

nigga, if you bought me a house, I pack my shit the

53:28

fuck up. You can have

53:30

it all back. But you're not supposed to be doing the

53:32

whole initial with my head. And guess

53:34

what? Bitch, I'm riding around in your car. While

53:37

you mad as fuck. I don't let you mad.

53:40

Every time I up, I'm like, give it back.

53:43

You can have it. You better sit a cop so

53:45

we can get this bitch. I'm not. I

53:47

applaud you for giving back the car, because baby, mm-mm. I'm

53:50

not giving no nigga back. And you want

53:52

to know what's day, as crazy? I

53:53

was so serious. I told his baby I

53:55

wanted to come get it. I know. She could've

53:57

had it. What

54:01

y'all ever about to fight? Was

54:03

we? I think we was once. But,

54:07

um, I don't know. I just wanted to be cool with all of them.

54:10

I don't know. Like, one time it was... I

54:12

just like that it should be like that though. Like,

54:14

it's true. We

54:15

both got a very funny niggas. I be

54:17

both, you know, he don't shit like we the fuck we

54:19

be shit for.

54:21

Yeah, for what? Like, I'm so weird. Like,

54:23

I don't think I could ever be in a polygamous relationship.

54:26

Because, like, my dick is my dick. But...

54:28

Really? Yes. But I give, like,

54:31

that big, loving homie.

54:34

Like, I'm so serious. I got a dead ass set up

54:36

in that house with all his baby mamas and all the kids. And

54:38

we could've played. So you can't have a threesome? Oh, no,

54:41

no. I can't do that.

54:42

No. But,

54:48

like, are you into girls? Yeah.

54:50

Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Which is not what y'all mean. No,

54:53

I can't. When I'm with a

54:55

dude, like, that is

54:57

my dick and I'm ready to go to war for it.

55:00

What's the craziest thing you ever did for dick? Like,

55:02

what's the craziest... The craziest thing I ever

55:04

did for dick? Like, what does that mean? Like,

55:06

you know how you did some shit? It was just kind of like, you gonna

55:08

go to jail for it, nigga. You will

55:11

fucking bust out the windows of the house, like...

55:16

One time,

55:17

Lenny was not entering the phone,

55:21

and he came home, and

55:24

all eight of his tires to

55:26

both of his Lamborghini and his other

55:29

Corvette, whatever that fucking shit was,

55:31

Ferrari, all of the tires must

55:33

be.

55:35

And then I think I broke some in the house. And

55:38

I broke his gate to his car. I mean,

55:40

to the house. What's,

55:43

like, a favorite date

55:45

night, or what's, like, your idea date

55:47

night with a guy? Honestly,

55:50

I... Think that we just, you know, like, we

55:53

just trying to figure out who some of you is. Like, what

55:55

do a nigga got to do to, like, when you're over? I love the

55:57

strip club. Oh, really?

55:59

The world and we're stalling

56:02

on posts. I love it. I want to go to

56:04

the strip club. I want you to have 20 bitches on me. You

56:07

stand in the corner. Don't touch them. Me too. That's

56:09

my type of day. I love a strip club date

56:11

night. It's just long night. She gonna get you some

56:14

food, some music. You gonna get

56:16

drunk, go home, go

56:18

home. Probably make her pay. Ooh, fuck.

56:21

Ooh,

56:21

not all of that. Have a great

56:24

time. Yes. Love it. That's

56:26

my favorite date night spot. I want to be when I

56:28

get up

56:29

to leave. I want to be like kicking

56:31

the money.

56:32

Yeah, like. It's

56:34

just everywhere. I can't see my ankle. So do you still

56:36

want to, like what's your, like now that you're just in your

56:38

soccer area and you're just outside, you have a fun,

56:40

you got your little big meat. Not

56:43

a little big meat. No, not a little

56:45

big meat. Big meat. So sorry. Big meat. Oh,

56:48

mm, mm, mm. OK.

56:50

Yeah. Well, like what's your outlook on,

56:53

you know, relationships. Like do you still want to get married?

56:55

Or is just like right now you just, you just like.

56:57

I want to get married. I think

57:00

something that irritates the living shit

57:02

out of me is when people be like,

57:05

oh, she can't keep a man. Or

57:08

like, oh, she had

57:11

these kids and she's not married. Like

57:13

they say it like I couldn't have been married.

57:16

Niggas had the rings. Like

57:19

I wouldn't want to be stuck in something I'm

57:21

not happy in. So I still want

57:23

to get married, but it has to be

57:26

right.

57:27

I'm not going to just get married to

57:29

just say I got a ring. Right. He's sitting

57:31

up in the house fucking. Most of the bitches now. Yeah,

57:33

pulling my hair out and shit. You're just shooting now.

57:36

He popping a question. You're like, yes.

57:39

Niggas are put out of biggies streets once

57:41

they don't fuck up and the bitch is still a fall for it. Yeah,

57:43

no. I want to be happy

57:46

in my marriage. So you know, if

57:48

it comes, cool. If it doesn't,

57:51

I'm not tripping because I'm still happy.

57:54

Yeah, I'm young as fuck too.

57:57

You got

57:58

so much time. I mean,

58:00

they should be getting married in their 50s and their

58:02

60s. OK, exactly. So

58:04

we are playing a little game with this to that.

58:07

Doggy style or missionary? Oh my

58:10

God. Missionary

58:13

is like when they're on you. On top of

58:15

you looking in their eyes. They're

58:18

not looking in their eyes. They're

58:20

just on top of you. You see everything. Like

58:22

you look you down. It's just kind of like it's

58:25

very interesting. It's very like missionary.

58:27

It's way more passionate. I just

58:29

don't like I feel like you can see up

58:31

my nose. But besides that, you're

58:34

missionary. Would

58:39

you prefer a hairy dick

58:42

or a bald? What is happening? Dick. Because

58:46

you know, I feel like a shade dick. It's like right there.

58:48

You could die. It's like, you got all dick. If

58:50

you if you were golden enough to

58:52

put out a bald dick in front of me, it

58:54

better be something that you better have. So

58:57

thickness is some lit because I dare you

58:59

to put out a little shrimp. If you

59:01

have the balls to pull out a bald dick,

59:04

it's crazy. Wow.

59:06

I feel like a man, like

59:08

a man is going to have some hair.

59:14

I don't know. Like I like

59:16

a little slippery bald dick. I

59:19

don't want that fucking hair in my face using it. Talk

59:21

about the talk. Oh my God. That's the one you

59:24

like.

59:25

No, yeah, just just just take

59:27

it off. Take it off. Turn it down. A

59:31

bit of a swallow. Wow, this is crazy.

59:34

Mom, don't look. If

59:40

I love you. Oh,

59:42

do you ever sing to the dick? I'm a swallow.

59:46

I must have a wild ass.

59:49

Do I sing to the dick? Yeah, I love to play. I

59:52

mean, it's just like get a pretty dick. You just like, oh,

59:54

it's so pretty. I've never,

59:56

I haven't fucking no ugly dicks. I

59:58

haven't seen one thing.

59:59

God, because you know them things look weird.

1:00:02

But I can be like a little discoloration. It just

1:00:04

kind of be pub ex,

1:00:07

skit. No. Pretty

1:00:10

dicks, pretty dicks, pretty dicks. I

1:00:12

haven't seen one. No, the question was a

1:00:14

swallow. I'm going to swallow

1:00:16

it if I love you. Oh, for real?

1:00:18

Yes, that's why I was like, if I love

1:00:21

you, I love you.

1:00:23

Oh, poor

1:00:26

foreplay. Foreplay? Mm-hmm.

1:00:30

Yeah. I love a

1:00:32

good foreplay. Do all of it.

1:00:34

Do everything. Pull out the tricks. Oh.

1:00:38

I love that. I love that. Okay,

1:00:40

so what? Foreplay,

1:00:43

so you're not into porn. Or you are. You just prefer

1:00:45

it. If he's gone

1:00:48

and I'm lonely, then sure. But

1:00:51

like, I'd really rather just save it for

1:00:53

you. Mm-hmm.

1:00:56

I'm going to do one more and then we're going to play Rishoula. I want

1:00:58

to hear real dangerous. Oh, God. Because

1:01:00

this is already wild as fuck. Rappers

1:01:04

or athletes? Neither.

1:01:07

Ooh. Yes. You want to date a rapper?

1:01:09

Fuck no. Why? Oh, my God. That's

1:01:12

so trifling. I tried one time, one time. I

1:01:14

said I would never fuck with a rapper. I tried it one time.

1:01:16

I said, see, this is why. One, two. Girl,

1:01:19

I'm not going to get into it. They trifling. It's

1:01:21

fuck. That's why I said I would never do it. I don't

1:01:23

care. I do not like rich niggas. No

1:01:26

disrespect to my last baby daddy. That's why

1:01:28

I fucked with him. I don't like rich niggas because

1:01:30

they don't know how to act. Yeah, it's hard

1:01:32

to train them. Yeah. Because they got

1:01:34

to be ego. Yeah. Bitch, I don't

1:01:37

know. Yeah.

1:01:37

Yeah. I can see that. I like

1:01:39

a nigga with a nine to five, honestly.

1:01:42

You ever seen that shit with Kia when she was like,

1:01:44

if you see a nigga working on the side of the road, stop

1:01:47

by and drop him off a basket of chicken? Like,

1:01:49

that's the type of nigga I like a good hardworking.

1:01:52

But I feel like sometimes when they be at a

1:01:54

park park, they keep me aggravated. We can get off. It's

1:01:58

just like you've been working hard. I didn't know you'd be. Don't

1:02:00

be aggravated with me. No,

1:02:03

that's why when you come in, I gotta like rub

1:02:05

your feet and do all that stuff. Like,

1:02:08

I'm gonna get you where it is fine.

1:02:10

Okay. So, I'm

1:02:13

gonna spread

1:02:15

the cards. You

1:02:17

gotta pick one. If you did,

1:02:20

you take the shot at me while you're safe. Oh,

1:02:22

shots? Oh my god. You're trying to get

1:02:25

me drunk? It's the end of the night. Not

1:02:27

pick a card, pick a card. Not

1:02:29

you, woman, not you. You

1:02:32

see it, you looking at it. What

1:02:38

the... Alright,

1:02:40

what do I do? Just read it. Take

1:02:46

a shot if you fuck somebody's man

1:02:48

to make them mad.

1:02:53

Who, me? Yeah. Oh,

1:02:55

no shot. Okay, that's good. Yeah,

1:02:57

that's fine.

1:02:59

Yeah, that's foul.

1:03:00

Picture me, man, I'm gonna

1:03:02

show you. No, I'm gonna show you. No,

1:03:05

because he'll never come back. Take

1:03:09

a shot if you cheated and got

1:03:12

an STD. No. Okay.

1:03:19

This is what's on these cards, man? That's

1:03:22

crazy. You came up with this shit? Yeah,

1:03:24

wow. Take a shot if

1:03:26

you ever mess with your mama,

1:03:29

nigga, behind her... Let me read this.

1:03:32

Take a shot. This is what's on

1:03:34

Risa. It's Risa Roulette. This

1:03:37

is what's on Risa Roulette. I'm gonna get you to take a shot

1:03:39

though, so we gonna... Take

1:03:42

a shot if you ever mess with your

1:03:45

mama's nigga behind

1:03:47

her back. Damn, y'all. You know, people be

1:03:49

fucking daddy and sons. They be with the mama,

1:03:51

then they be with the daughter.

1:03:53

It's... No, I don't think I'm gonna be taking that. I don't think I'm gonna

1:03:55

be taking that. I ain't foul like that. Your mama,

1:03:58

nigga. Ooh.

1:04:02

Take a shot if you ever suck, dig with a condom.

1:04:05

Mm-mm. Give

1:04:07

it to me, bro. Do-do-do-do-do. I'm

1:04:12

gonna go through your whole dick. Take a shot if

1:04:14

you had to buy two playing pieces

1:04:17

one week. No. I was

1:04:19

talking about you were boring. I'm boring.

1:04:22

No, man. No, I am. I

1:04:24

really am.

1:04:26

Take a shot if you ever climb to a balcony

1:04:28

to break into a nigga's apartment.

1:04:31

No. No. I'm probably

1:04:33

gonna go through this whole thing. Okay. I

1:04:36

don't be, like, doing a lot. So

1:04:38

we gonna just do two more and then we just gon'

1:04:41

wrap it up. Not break, not break into

1:04:43

a nigga's apartment. These bitches wild. You be

1:04:45

doing this shit?

1:04:47

Man, I don't know if I got on a nigga's hood

1:04:49

yet. Bitch, girl,

1:04:51

where you going? Who

1:04:53

you with? I'm going. I got a kid to

1:04:55

the bottom of it. You didn't

1:04:57

know. I'm sorry. This makes me want to ask you some

1:04:59

questions. I'm reading some of this. Okay. But

1:05:02

you been in the nigga back in the nigga truck? I never

1:05:03

got it. I was on the nigga's hood. He

1:05:06

thought, you know how you already- Wait, you was just waiting

1:05:08

on the hood? Just waiting.

1:05:11

He didn't know you was up there. No, no, no. You

1:05:13

know how you arguing. They trying to get in the car. They think

1:05:15

they gonna put off. I'm on your hood. Where we

1:05:17

going? He drove- no, where we going? He drove up now. He

1:05:20

just got to stop laughing. He tripping. Come

1:05:22

on. He's like,

1:05:23

let me in the car. Like, oh, we gonna finish this conversation

1:05:25

right now in the parking lot. You ever try to fight somebody's momma?

1:05:28

I don't know.

1:05:30

Like, I never tried to fight, but I

1:05:32

go there. You're somebody's mother?

1:05:36

You tried to get their sister or

1:05:38

their momma jump? Mm-mm. I'm

1:05:40

just like, I'm gonna cut your momma out. I'm

1:05:42

gonna cut your mother out. Wow. You're

1:05:45

weird. Like, I'm gonna go there. You're not gonna go

1:05:47

there.

1:05:48

I can't. Because mothers be so attached

1:05:50

to their funds. Yeah. I'm looking

1:05:52

at you crazy. Now that I think I done had some words

1:05:54

with it. It just be like, it be too

1:05:57

personal. It's like, bitch, I'm the one

1:05:59

that's fucking him.

1:05:59

I'm nurturing him now.

1:06:02

You gonna come do it, because if not,

1:06:04

shut up.

1:06:06

They be acting like they been they come. And don't

1:06:08

speak about my relationship. Don't even tell him nothing about me. I

1:06:11

got this over here. Take

1:06:13

a shot if you ever burned a nigga's

1:06:15

car. No, I

1:06:18

got close to shooting a nigga's

1:06:20

car up. Shooting? Yeah.

1:06:28

But I didn't do it. So. I

1:06:31

don't burn a nigga's clothes. I never

1:06:35

burnt nobody's car, but I done burnt some clothes,

1:06:37

people. Like, did this, got

1:06:39

the clothes to the pal, and burnt it up. Okay,

1:06:42

waiting two weeks to hang out. Yeah. You

1:06:44

crazy. Not even got no clothes. Not

1:06:46

even great. I like you. I

1:06:49

like you. Yeah. I like. Oh,

1:06:52

we need to hang out more. Where we going?

1:06:55

Africa? I'm for real.

1:06:59

And that is a rap of Carisha

1:07:01

Pleeze with Summer. Make

1:07:04

sure you check out her EP, Out,

1:07:06

Right, Motherfucking, And.

1:07:11

We're about to win it, walking in the club. Play,

1:07:14

you know, play that belly from the top. You

1:07:16

play belly from the top, then I want you to go to the

1:07:18

scene with Hush. Act

1:07:28

bad, act bad, act bad. Act

1:07:40

bad, act bad, act bad, act bad, act

1:07:43

bad. My

1:07:47

act bad is activated. Let's go. Look,

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act bad. I'ma act baddah. Send

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her to the yard, and it came back baddah. She

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keep it a hundred, gotta throw a sack at her. Hershey

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got a man, don't none of that matter. Act bad.

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Act bad, act bad, lil' bad

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bitch, all she do is act bad We don't

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catch feelings, all we do is fight back

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City, how you fit a billy in a knapsack?

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Deli on ice, ain't none chillin'

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but the deli on ice Deli on

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die, got that belly tone nice, though Summin'

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ride this dick like a peloton bike, man,

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never seen it She a bone

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crusher, she like to dance slow, n***a

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don't rush her I will fuck her all,

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but I don't trust her If you ain't got no

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money, n***a don't touch her Yeah,

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come on, act bad, act bad, act bad,

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act bad Act bad, act

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bad, act bad, act bad, act

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bad If you look good, act

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bad, if you look good, act

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bad If you look

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good, act bad, if you

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look true, yeah Don't stop, act

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bad, act bad, act bad

1:08:54

Tabitha Brown brightens days like no one

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else She's bringing rays of sunshine

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to Target with a new, outdoors, entertaining

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collection that drops at Target and Target.com

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on May 14th

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It's all about bringing loved ones together around

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all the best things Delicious food, fun

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games, good music, and that bright and happy

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sunshine all summer long From

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the comfiest outdoor furniture you've ever lounged

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on to glassware to your new favorite pool

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floatie This limited time collection is

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here to give all your gatherings that perfect

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summer glow because everyone needs a

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little Tabitha in their lives