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Hi, everyone, it's Russell's producer

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Courtney here, and today

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we're going to be doing an episode that really is

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an honor of Ali Ali Peters,

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the soon to be Mrs Peters UM,

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and I just thought it'd be fun to revisit

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the episode she did with Chris Medina where we learned

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so much about her, Because with

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her and Russell about to get married, it

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just feels like the right time to highlight

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how awesome Ali Peters is. So let's

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enjoy this episode and uh, we'll

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see you guys next week. Thanks so much. Hey, everybody,

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welcome to culturally canceled this episode

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with me myself, Russell Peters. Joining

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me today is Um,

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a guy I just met. The first time I've ever

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had a guest on that I just met for the first time. Usually

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to people I know and we hang out, but Madam

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only for a couple of minutes. But he blended right in

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and fit right in. It wasn't like, oh, this is

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gonna be weird, it's It's already feels normal

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and natural to me, so I'm quite happy with it. My

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my friend, my new friend, Chris Medina,

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is here. He's he's a psychic,

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but some of you may have already

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known that. Never mind

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that um sitting

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in with me today. He just happened to show up right

1:10

as we're about to start recording, and he was talking. I

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said, why don't you just sit in with us? And uh, returning

1:16

friend, brother guest, Mr

1:18

Nick Tuturo sitting in with us today. He's

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not holding the mic anywhere near his face, so he can't

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answer me and say, hey, I can there

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you go? There he is? And then UM

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and UM and then my

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life partner, UM, the woman

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of my dreams, my heart, my soul,

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ms Ali Peters

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is here tonight. I know.

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UM. I brought Ali in today because Chris,

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he's a psychic and Ali's all up

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in that world like with the with

1:47

the spirits and all that weird the

1:50

weird shit. Um, I don't

1:53

take it personal. I'm an atheist and I'm kind of just a

1:55

doubting Thomas with everything. So that I love

1:57

the doubting Thomas is Yeah, for sure. Yeah, I'm

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probably your faith. So and

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speaking of Thomas Nick Turtuos, because

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his middle name is Thomas. Funny enough, all

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right, let's uh, And so Chris, you're

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from where are you from the valley? Right from Senior Valley.

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Yeah, do you your what's

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your mix? My dad is Apache Indian

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to my mom's Mexican and Spanish.

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Mexican in Spanish the same thing, pretty

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much, Yeah, pretty much. Yeah, I'm

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a patchy Indian if I don't put enough sun

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screen on, no,

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or at least a blotchy Indian and my right, guys,

2:33

yeah that's me Apache

2:36

Indian patches do

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Italian patchees too? Really? Yeah? Yeah,

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well that was for the PATCHI the bronx. No,

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no, because

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I know that, you know, like I have some Apache in me

2:49

because it a cheap waounds And yeah, we got

2:51

around Italian Indians. Yeah they're cool.

2:53

Yeah, well it's really only one Indians.

2:56

But I mean that's a real Indian. I'm not talking about

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that kind of Indian. I mean they

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were only called Indians because they were looking for us when

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they found them. That's that, that's the real reason

3:04

that happened that, right, you guys weren't Indians

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before Christopher Columbus said yeah exactly. Yeah,

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they were just like, we're a patchy what is an Indian?

3:11

What's an Indian? And we were like, what

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the fund is there in a a patchy chocolate

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in my pre do

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a great das once, great

3:25

dat once. Yeah,

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that's how the show goes. Thank

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you for having me on. Seriously, you look very young, Chris,

3:35

hold you, I'm old. I'm forty five, are

3:37

you? Wow? I got two kids.

3:39

I got a twenty two year old and a twenty one year old. Oh

3:41

wow, like Stevie wanted jerking off. I didn't

3:44

see that coming. Yeah for sure either

3:46

did my dad. Yeah, but

3:48

yeah, forty five years old, born and raised

3:50

in l A. See me Valley, and I thought you were like

3:52

thirty or twenty eight or something. I love it, and I think that's

3:54

why I did this podcast. I knew you were gonna give me the good

3:56

stuff. He looks young. Wow,

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must be that native blood. Yeah, it could

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be the Mexican the psychic you know you

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had the psychic ship. Could be the psychic ship you knew

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what to take before you needed to take it exactly.

4:09

Yeah. If I don't take this cream

4:11

on this day, I will age horribly

4:14

or dip into my what is it? The

4:16

babies? Now, we're we're taking the

4:18

placenta from the babies and we're making ourselves younger.

4:21

So they say, yeah, yeah, I'm part of the

4:23

Illuminati crowd. So we've got it going on. Actually,

4:26

had three kids, would you ate one for the blood? Exactly? How

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to sacrifice one of those fuckers? Yeah,

4:35

at least got two kids

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seven Goddamn,

4:42

you wouldn't think that. Just looking that, I

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know it's our beautiful dark skin. Yeah,

4:47

beautiful. Good for you. These

4:49

Filipino women have beautiful

4:51

skin. I know because my wife's Filipino.

4:54

So it's just like butter. It

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is very soft. It's crazy soft,

4:58

like awesome times, just rubber, like she's

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a pet. Yeah, We'll be in bed and I'll

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just like be like so soft. I mean, my skin in

5:05

bad, but I'm like jealous. I'm like, that's my

5:07

skin is horrible. I

5:09

do, but it's stubborly and fat.

5:12

It's just no good. It's a man skin.

5:14

Yeah, well well

5:18

that's way. Yeah exactly. She

5:21

doesn't even have sex for me to have sex. She doesn't because

5:23

she's just trying to slowly here we go. Yeah,

5:29

my thighs are chafing. Honey. Exactly

5:35

how long have you guys been together? Are

5:37

you? Congratulations? It's

5:40

been a wonderful year. I've

5:43

never been able to say that with any woman in my life for

5:45

you can be like, it's been a year,

5:47

you know, it's been a it's been a trip. Well

5:50

that was like, wow, funk, you're already that's

5:55

yeah. I want you

5:57

know, I want age appropriate this time. She's

5:59

nine six years old and the

6:04

best part of dating a comedian huh yeah,

6:07

she gets the best and the worst of it. You

6:09

know. One night we were going to bed, right, and uh,

6:12

I know you you smoke weed. You don't want to say

6:14

that to night. You would take it out of you know, everybody

6:16

knows. Yeah, but I don't smoke weed.

6:18

But I have a eight pen beside the bed

6:21

with the sleep weed in it, right,

6:23

So I took a hit of it. I was supposed to take two hits.

6:26

I took the two hits, but I didn't see anything come out of my

6:28

mouth. Ao, and I

6:31

don't think it works. That happened with me and meth one time

6:33

too. I didn't think it was going to hit it. I was like, fun, what happens

6:35

up for three days ago? And

6:38

that was just yesterday. You

6:41

keep asking if I wanted drinks. I'm coming down. Yeah,

6:48

So I hit it again like three more times because

6:51

I was like, I'll she

6:53

starts having some serious conversation with me, and

6:57

it kicks in and I just started giggling. I

7:00

and I'm like, I start like laughing. I can't uncontrollable.

7:02

I couldn't stop laughing. And then she starts

7:04

hitting me. She's like, stop sucking laughing

7:07

at me. I'm just trying to try and tell you something serious.

7:09

I'm like, I'm not laughing at you. I just can't

7:11

stop sucking laughing. And she's

7:13

hitting me, yelling at me, and then I just passed

7:15

out. I go to sleep and

7:18

then I wake up laughing two minutes later again,

7:20

and then I go back. That's

7:22

only at night again,

7:24

because it's to get me to sleep, but you know, just just to

7:27

to take the knock your Yeah,

7:30

yeah, yeah, I did not hit him, for the record,

7:33

did you pounded me on my just you son of a bit? Just

7:35

trying to show you what rings she wanted, what how she

7:37

wanted? You were laughing at her the whole time. Yeah, she didn't even

7:39

have the ring. AGT. Do

7:43

you smoke weed? No,

7:45

just drink once in a while. Yeah,

7:49

yeah, yeah, she's

7:51

not much of a drinker or smoker. I'm

7:54

not a smoke I just smoked cigars and I'll

7:56

drink now and then, Oh, I have to smoke weed. Yeah,

7:58

I spoke, Well, I'm gonna. I'm an try to stop after

8:01

maybe going into Leo's season. I try to manipulate

8:03

myself and say that I'm gonna come out swinging with

8:05

pride and ego during Leo's season. I'm

8:08

a tourist. But I want to get off

8:10

the weed because I smoke so much of it, and

8:12

I have to because I have to disconnect at night. I know that sounds

8:14

like a cop out, but it's bullshit. I mean,

8:16

I can't. I won't go to bed till what three four

8:18

in the morning, only to be back up there. But

8:21

yeah, that's it. That's why I take it for Yeah,

8:25

it's kind of hard, especially if you have stuff. Mike,

8:27

take your mouth, pretend it's my dick. Keep

8:29

the mine close to your mouth. Thank You's

8:32

gonna find it

8:36

correctly. Tell

8:40

your friends. You

8:47

get to laugh all day long. The

8:50

hell it does, so

8:52

keep laughing. She's

8:55

scared of laugh lines, but those are the best lines. But

8:57

you don't smoke weed either. You don't know. I it's

9:00

not my thing. I don't like feeling slow

9:02

sometimes, even after a cigar. I don't like the way I

9:04

feel I smoke. When that's too strong,

9:07

I get a head rush and I'm like, I don't like this

9:09

feeling. Yeah, you know, it's got to be in control.

9:12

And it's not even that. I just like, I

9:14

don't know's I like to alcohol?

9:17

I can control the buzz. You know, you know where

9:19

you're at with it. You know, you

9:21

know when you're one drink away from too many or

9:23

or one drink away from the right place. So

9:27

with alcohol, I feel I can control the better. So what do you

9:29

do to calm down or to come down at night? Because

9:31

I opened my laptop. She gets mad at this open

9:33

my laptop and I shouldn't really get mad at it. I go

9:36

to YouTube and I it depends on what

9:38

I want to feel at that moment. So

9:41

I'll either watch street beefs shout

9:44

out to street beefs. Um, what

9:47

is that is that? Like? Is that like a world star? No,

9:50

it's these It's just like underground fights.

9:52

Um, and uh

9:55

you know it's a it's it's they're mostly in Virginia,

9:57

I think, and since not some guys back

10:00

and it's called what's it called Satan's

10:03

Satan's backyard. Yeah, first

10:05

time in Satan's backyard. He's

10:07

owing own Satan's backyard. He's want to own

10:10

Satan's backyard. 's fight and

10:12

then they fight and they're awful, Like

10:14

nobody's a good fighter in this thing. Like

10:16

the boxing is terrible, the m m A is

10:19

terrible, the jiu jitsu sloppy. I'm like,

10:21

this is awesome because it's so bad and so many

10:23

people are fighting on it. I gotta check

10:26

that out. But I only watched the short ones, like the anything

10:28

from two to four minutes. Any anything

10:30

four minutes or less, I'll watch because anything above

10:33

that, it's gonna go to a decision. It's gonna be boring as ship

10:35

because two people around, two

10:37

people that can't fight, who just can't even knock each

10:39

other out. I don't want to see it. Are you

10:41

a fan? I am? Yeah?

10:44

Yeah, I do jiu jitsu, so I it's

10:47

yeah. That street beefs right there there, it is, it's

10:51

they. Oh yeah,

10:53

I look at them. Everybody's in human shape.

10:57

That's that was the Italian tyson. This

11:00

kid, I think that's the Italian tyson

11:03

with a Hawaiian tattoo on his chest. I don't

11:05

know babe, I'm not him.

11:08

I'm gonna check that out. And that's

11:10

Scarface. He's the guy that owns it. The guy in

11:12

the bottom with the that that guy

11:15

that's kind that guy's name is Scarface. I

11:17

guess he has a scar on his face, but you can't really see

11:19

it on the on the YouTube. Yeah,

11:21

I guess a little. I feel like he might have been military

11:23

or something and something happened. Yes,

11:26

I fund myself up and I'll watch forensic

11:28

files, Unsolved Mysteries, HBO

11:31

autopsies right when I'm going to better decompress, and

11:33

then wonder why you get visited. Yeah,

11:37

i'd either street beefs

11:40

or or or

11:42

it'll be like UM.

11:43

Houses will either go

11:45

to realtor dot com or or

11:47

it'll be like um like science

11:50

ship like the new Mars

11:53

discovery images that came back

11:55

and the Hubble imagery that's out

11:57

there, like the pictures

11:59

they just shot back from space, and SA

12:01

sit there watching that. How are your dreams? Do you dream

12:04

very vividly? Uh? No, My dreams

12:06

never have anything to do with any of that stuff. Really,

12:08

My dreams are always real life. It's

12:11

always like if I remember them, it's

12:13

it's real life. Otherwise I very rarely remember them,

12:16

and when I do, I'm always like I was fucking weird, wasn't

12:18

it. I'll tell her like the weird

12:20

ass dream because I was talking to Ali about

12:23

that a second ago. We were talking about like his mentality

12:25

and about how you overthink and how you think. So I'm

12:27

wondering if when you go to sleep at night

12:30

it's the best time to get ahold of you. I'm gonna use some really

12:32

gay at you know, metaphysical words like

12:34

your guides and all that the only sound gag, but

12:42

sorry, nobody

12:44

cares anymore as you are, But

12:47

that that's how I feel like they would get ahold of you through

12:49

your dreams. Is your subconscious

12:51

because you're so busy throughout the day thinking,

12:53

analyzing that you pay

12:55

attention to your dreams even if they're scary or

12:57

not. Yeah, they're never

13:00

scary. They're

13:02

always And

13:04

it's almost like, I don't really remember what

13:06

was one that I had that was like what the fun was that all about?

13:10

Mm hmmm, I

13:12

can't remember. I don't remember either, Like I

13:14

got happy when my dad visits me and my dreams, those are

13:16

always fun for me. He visits me a lot. Too, his

13:18

dad. His dad, Yeah, telling

13:21

you to tell him ship I did. Yeah, it

13:23

is basically he told me last time, tell

13:26

my son I'm proud of him.

13:28

He did say that, and they woke up from it, and then

13:30

I fell back asleep, and then he said

13:32

something else. I couldn't remember the second message. I remember

13:34

the first one. I think that the two of

13:36

you guys as far as like I'm not going to go into a reading,

13:39

right, yeah, but as far as like, no, you have

13:41

no problem. As far as like the two of you guys being together, I think

13:43

it's a lot of good laughs, a lot of good communication,

13:45

a lot of kind of like being able to see each other for who

13:47

they are. But I feel, in some way, shape or form,

13:49

even though you told me your placements, that you ground

13:52

him in some sort of way, this is somebody

13:54

that I'm not going to tell you that you should listen to everything

13:56

that she says, but we will. But she

13:59

should. Yeah, but especially when it

14:01

comes that's exactly what she needs to hear

14:03

that. Yeah. But I was telling her, I was like, you know, this

14:05

is somebody that's very everything about him.

14:07

I said this to another celebrity personality.

14:10

Everything about you was internal everything

14:12

that's going on with you, not a lot of people would know about

14:14

because it's very personally. You play it very

14:16

close to the chest, always inside your

14:18

own mind. And I was telling her that this would be somebody

14:21

that I would call again no disrespect

14:24

to phrase. You don't have to worry about ever hurting my feelings.

14:26

I can't worry about that because I don't

14:27

know because I'm

14:29

just I. You're here, I don't It's not like I

14:32

don't you know. It's not like you're some guy walks up funking

14:34

will tell you something like you we're hanging

14:36

out. You don't have to worry about hurting my feelings. Thank you.

14:38

Um. I would say that you are a uh,

14:41

you can be a little bit of a people pleaser, but then

14:43

getting resentful because you realize

14:45

that, and then it's the kids would

14:48

have mentality afterward, I

14:50

feel that look and

14:52

then this is somebody that would come along and tell you,

14:54

then, why the fund did you do it? Or why did you

14:56

blah blah blah this If that's

14:58

not how you were feeling, what are you a psychic?

15:01

Exactly exactly?

15:05

But yeah, we all

15:07

need somebody like this in our lives. And we also need somebody

15:09

like that in our lives. What do you got, Tommy? What are you

15:11

got in your life? You ever observe anybody like when

15:13

they're sleeping, like your partner, you have

15:15

a look at them and you want to like, I

15:17

wonder what the funks she's dreaming about? Yeah

15:20

you have seen that pick

15:23

up on that. Yeah, try dating being a psychic

15:25

and dating it

15:28

doesn't work out. But can't

15:30

you see that coming? Exactly? Exactly?

15:33

And that's what fox me up is. I'll be like, what difference

15:35

is that you're only gonna be here for two months? You

15:37

know, and then it's time for you to split or you're gonna work around

15:40

and you know, catch aids and leave me hanging,

15:42

you know what I'm saying. So just the old

15:44

catch aids Eddie brings back

15:46

memories, doesn't it, But

15:49

yeah, it's you can't beat that without

15:51

that. Why do you have h

15:59

I was a young guy, was annoyed about it. Yeah,

16:01

I was so paranoid that I

16:04

was convinced at one time in my life in my

16:06

twenties that I had because

16:09

you know what I mean, I had every

16:11

symptom losing

16:14

weight, this, that sweating,

16:16

this, I thought I was dead and

16:19

my friend took me to donate my blood,

16:21

like, going, my friends that you're ridiculous, You're

16:23

not dying. It's after my dad died in my twenties

16:26

and I took me donated my

16:28

blood. They had to convince me, and

16:30

only then that I couldn't. I was

16:33

like, oh my god, I had myself buried. I

16:35

was like, what the wrong? I remember that feeling in the nineties.

16:37

Did you ever have that? And

16:40

then in the nineties

16:42

when I would take an AIDS test, I was like, do

16:45

you start reviewing every one night stand?

16:47

You're like, you tell me, why did I do that? If

16:49

I get through this test, I'm never sucking anybody again.

16:52

Exactly back at it. Four

16:54

hours later, he comes out, you said,

16:56

after you took the test, because I thought it was just

16:58

a gay thing. You know, when I first heard

17:00

it, it was mostly you know people gay.

17:02

Well, it was the eighties and nineties. It was that's

17:04

what they told us. That was the that was the story they

17:06

were feeding us. Yeah, you know, and the

17:10

blood. You gotta crack the blood. And then then

17:12

I don't know, maybe it wasn't just blood. So I was like, I

17:14

don't know, you know, do you have an open wound.

17:17

This that I mean? And then they were like it comes from

17:19

gay sex and what if you stick it in the chicks?

17:21

But are they gay sex free?

17:23

I don't know understand what happens here, Like, how does this make how does

17:25

that make any sense? Exactly? Yeah?

17:28

Heard the ship out of me was when they told me, oh, you can get

17:30

you can catch AIDS from sucking dick. Yeah, And

17:32

I was like, I was at the hospital right that same night. I

17:34

was like, yeah,

17:36

you're blowing the doctor. Listen. Are you sure this

17:41

is wrong? But

17:44

yeah, so here we are without AIDS,

17:46

so you obviously don't have AIDS. No, I mean,

17:49

I had a lot of other things. I

17:51

had a lot of issues, but hopefully

17:53

that's not one. Did you did you get caught out there back

17:55

in the day? I got cut out there a couple of times. What do

17:57

you mean with the old drippy dick? Drippy

18:00

dick? I don't know what's that clasp?

18:03

You mean all that? No? No, I didn't. I didn't

18:06

have that nice Yeah, I don't think I did.

18:08

Got it twice. Oh really my

18:10

brother had it once when he was young, and my father and here

18:12

in the badroom he was I was like, what are you doing to get crabs or

18:14

some ship shaving his bald? Get out

18:16

of here, Get out of your nicholas. What's going on?

18:18

I don't know, you have some kind of crab

18:21

kind of it

18:25

was Maryland blue Crab, Brooklyn,

18:28

New York. You

18:30

want to know what that was. I

18:35

was always paranoid, you know, I was always

18:37

a paranoid person. So you're still kind. I kind

18:39

of still kind. I have a

18:41

lot of fears. I don't

18:43

get fears. I think it just more paranoid. I don't.

18:45

I look at it was a kind of a fearless guy. Fearless.

18:49

But but you might be right. Paranoid.

18:51

Yeah, yeah, I'm

18:53

psychosomatic. I can believe something

18:56

and make it almost real. Maybe

18:58

that's why people myself

19:00

as you know what I mean, I

19:03

make myself believe that ship baby never

19:05

caught nothing. No, you goddamn

19:07

right. You didn't put

19:10

myself out there like that. Goddam very

19:14

good. You're welcome, my little

19:16

skank bag. My

19:19

wife taught me how to clean up, so that's one good thing.

19:21

What do you mean, just tought me how to be

19:24

cleaner? You know, a

19:26

little bucket toilet just said good?

19:28

You know, hygiene hygiene. Yeah,

19:30

and they're like, wow, I got better with it. Yeah.

19:33

I've always thought I was a caveman, but she told

19:35

me I was always very high, like

19:37

very with the hygiene. Ship. I

19:39

think as it got older, it got more and more. I'm

19:41

like, I'm very particular, you know. Yeah,

19:44

like I can't ship in public. No,

19:47

like like in the supermarket, just right in the front of vegetables.

19:49

I can't do it. You mean

19:53

you can't go to a public I can't go to a public to know

19:57

what, if you have an emergency, I'll

20:01

go, but I'll be fucking I have to

20:03

go right home after. Yeah. Yeah, I'm

20:05

like, funk, I gotta go home. When do

20:07

you usually go in the morning? I go

20:09

about three times a day, four

20:12

damn. It's good. I'm Johnny ship. I'm

20:15

with you, man. She's always envious. My

20:17

wife's like, I know, I can't wish I could go. I

20:19

go. I don't want to go too many times. Yeah. Women, um,

20:22

women, they shipped twelve times a year. It's

20:24

once a month and period

20:27

last longer than there. Yeah.

20:32

And then then then then they go, oh yeah, we women

20:34

are full of ship, and you go yeah, well yeah, yeah,

20:39

they actually are actually full of ship there because

20:41

you don't see women running into the toilet. Is

20:44

that true? How often does your stomachs

20:47

as this one never gets upset? Really not

20:51

really kind of a sort

20:54

of a lead belly in there. Oh you have a

20:56

good cast lines. Yeah, I eat an India

20:58

on the street and everything. Now Hettie for Fox sex.

21:00

Eddie eats the streets and Eddie'll

21:03

eat anything and nothing will happen to him. You

21:06

know, I got everything ibs di particular

21:08

I have ever. I have a bad stomach because

21:11

it's mine too. I'm nervous. Said

21:14

did you grow up as a nervous child? And said yes. He said,

21:16

that's why you probably have a bad stomach. My

21:19

brother goes your diet too, which is true.

21:22

I'm nervous, not a great diet. So I'm

21:24

in my head. I'm worried about when I go to the bedroom,

21:27

is it going to be solid? What does it look like? My

21:29

daughter when she goes to the bethroom, they're like fucking

21:31

grenades that come out of there, so

21:33

weird, and I'd be like, baby, how do you do that? How

21:36

your daughter ten? Like

21:39

when she right up into a couple of years ago, she was

21:41

like, Daddy, I'm done. I'd go I'm like damn.

21:43

I would look and it was like literally like these fists

21:46

that would come out of her. They

21:48

were like but they were like this, it looks like my fist. They're

21:50

like, there be three of these bleak wak

21:53

no, No, they're like

21:55

big comp they look like even

21:58

have like the same sides on him, you know, with the it's

22:03

like a compilation of pebbles. So

22:08

you've never had a psychipe on your show before. What

22:11

do you think about psychics? I mean, you know, whatever

22:15

I think. I think whatever, I mean, if it

22:17

works for some people, who works for some people? Listen,

22:20

I'm not saying it's not real or whatever. Like I

22:22

have a friend he's been on the show, Angelo Cyrucus.

22:24

Did you ever listen to that Episolutely Angelo and Kevin Ellen.

22:28

Angelo has the ability to read coffee

22:30

cups coffee

22:33

Yeah, yeah, And he's just a

22:35

regular guy, a comic, big fat

22:37

guy, happy. He's

22:39

not like walking on going I can read your cup. I can read your cup.

22:41

If you know him, you know he can, and

22:44

if you ask him, he'll do it. Otherwise he's not gonna bring

22:46

it up. That's how I was before too, So

22:50

I've let him read my cup twice.

22:54

Subsequently, she made me have him read it again but twice.

22:57

And I didn't like the readings, so and

22:59

they became true and

23:01

I and read yours, and who

23:04

came true too? What did you say about

23:06

the aids? About the what? And

23:11

I was in Miami a weekday one night to

23:14

see a girl. She

23:18

was starting her shift. She

23:26

was she was the Royal Caribbean

23:28

whore. Yeah, he

23:31

lucked out the horror park. I got the ship right. Uh so,

23:34

um, I'll tell you what and did so when in

23:37

July two nine, I

23:40

was dating this girl back in Canada and

23:44

Angela and I were out to dinner. So

23:48

I had you want to read your cup? I go, yeah,

23:50

actually, so I ordered the coffee

23:52

and drank it, turn it upside down. He starts

23:55

looking at it. He goes, uh,

23:59

I see an M getting

24:01

in the way of this relationship. And I'm like her

24:03

fucking ex boyfriend, Malcolm. I'm like, I

24:06

knew this motherfucker would ruin this ship because

24:08

I don't know if it's a male or female, but I see

24:11

an M. There's an M, and

24:13

it's separating and relationship.

24:16

This M is right in the middle of your relationship, and I

24:18

go, this fucking asshole ex

24:20

boyfriend of hers is in the relationship and he's gonna

24:22

break us up or say something, and it's

24:24

gonna be his fault, right, So

24:27

like my motherfucker now, I'm all piste off right.

24:31

Her and I break up in December of that year,

24:34

and two days after we break up, I meet my daughter's

24:36

mother, Monica. It's

24:39

like, Wow, what the funk was that? Wow?

24:42

Yeah, I

24:45

had the M wrong. He had them and

24:47

had the M I had the M wrong, but

24:50

he and it was true. That was the wedge that broke us

24:53

up forever, you know what I mean. And

24:55

then, uh, maybe about four

24:58

years ago, he

25:01

reads my cup I was dating this

25:03

other girl then and

25:05

he goes, I see um. He

25:10

pulls me aside because he didn't want her to hear it, goes, I

25:13

see, uh, another person

25:17

on the on the side and I

25:19

see a baby, and I go, I

25:22

don't know, I was just with that girl at the time. I didn't.

25:24

I don't know if that that means because

25:26

I see another baby when I go, no,

25:28

he said he saw a big, fat, pregnant

25:30

girl. I don't know what

25:32

he said, something like that he's

25:35

trying to word it nicely. Let's

25:38

just say what he said. I

25:42

don't know that he said that, but he said, you see somebody

25:44

else pregnant. I go, I don't know. He

25:46

goes, I don't know either, But I'm just telling you

25:48

what I saw as I see another baby

25:51

and I see this other anyway, cut

25:53

two uh, cut

25:56

to a year later. I

26:00

had at a at a girl pregnant that

26:03

was on the side. Wow

26:06

the cup, Yeah, pretty

26:09

wild and he

26:11

just reads the grounds or yeah, yeah, he knows

26:13

how to look at it. To us, it'll just look like goop

26:16

because you turn that you take the cup, you turn it upside

26:18

down and you have to wait for the dry a little bit so it stops moving

26:21

and he takes it. He's like hm hm

26:24

And he showed to and you're like, I don't know. He's like you see

26:27

this, and like, yeah, it just looks like a slop of this is

26:29

angelo. Yeah, out

26:31

figures like birds and ducks and

26:34

hard things that he picks up. Are you able to see

26:36

that yourself? Work, I see when he points

26:38

it out to I'm like, okay, I can see what Okay pointed

26:41

out. I see it. Yeah, I can

26:43

see what kind of like tarot to me a little

26:45

bit, you know, when you ever had your cards read? I

26:48

can't do tarot, Yeah, I don't do. I don't

26:50

use anything. I don't use crystals. I don't use tarot cards.

26:52

Nothing for three

26:54

days, exactly exactly, I'll learn that fucking

26:56

lesson right away. But yeah, so

26:59

what we did, Yeah,

27:02

that's exactly what they look like. He's

27:07

gonna be so pissed if he sees it Turkish. He's

27:11

gonna send him that Turkish. He's

27:14

so mad because he's Greek. I've seen people

27:16

read is it tea leaves? Probably

27:20

my people that do that. Yeah, I think so too. Yeah,

27:23

more than likely we make Yeah,

27:26

but I yeah, I don't. I don't use any of that stuff. I told

27:28

when when I came in doing this as a profession,

27:31

I was like, I'm gonna do this completely different than

27:33

everybody else. I'm not gonna come in here screaming at

27:35

ghosts. I'm not going to chase him around a cemetery.

27:37

I'm gonna give everybody the insight

27:39

that I have, and that's it. Keep it real, keep it moving, and

27:42

put the power back in the person's hand. Because I think what people get

27:44

mixed up is or when they go see a psychic, expect

27:47

that psychic to be a genie. I'm coming

27:49

to you for advice, fix this, fix this, and

27:51

it takes responsibility of that person's hands, and

27:53

I'm all about putting it back in that person and saying, no one's

27:55

gonna move except for you. So,

27:58

yeah, she has a can

28:00

you tell me you have a Haitian lady that she talks to who

28:03

does this stuff that you do? But on the

28:05

real Haitian level, the Haitian

28:07

stuff is it spells and stuff? Yeah,

28:10

it's I used to do Santaria back

28:12

in Yeah, so she knows. I. Uh.

28:15

I just got funked up with that. I kept

28:18

getting yeah,

28:20

because sometimes they say certain things

28:22

and it's not really what they say, Oh

28:24

you can't do this, this, this, But then when you go to another

28:26

butther you know, they do like, oh no you can't,

28:29

it's fine, you know, So they kind of control

28:31

you with those. It does mess with you. I

28:33

got heavy into it. I started attracting weird energies,

28:35

like, um, I had this thing come into the room. Me

28:37

and my ex were laying in bed and I felt something in

28:39

the room standing in the corner and you

28:42

could hear breathing doing this, and

28:45

I was like, what the fund is that? And I was I was real quiet,

28:47

trying to figure out where it was at. And it stood in between

28:49

the doorway and the wall, and I woke

28:51

him up. I was like, hey, there's something in here. I said, listen. I

28:53

said, just be really quiet, and he could hear the breathing, and

28:55

then all of a sudden, this thing shuffled its feet across

28:58

the carpet and hit the bed and I

29:00

thought it was going to jump on the bed and it just went away. So that's

29:02

it. I'm not I'm not messing with this anymore. I have like

29:04

twelve candles burning. I was doing twelve

29:07

spells in the room. Had that happened, then you're

29:10

not supposed to burn more than four candles at a time. I

29:12

got greedy with it. Yeah, I got really

29:15

and I was like, this this is working, this is this is

29:17

actually I'm able to do this stuff.

29:19

Then you get wrapped up into it and then it just takes

29:22

over. It depends on what you were also

29:24

doing, was follow my own bay or was the sentia

29:27

a senoria? But then they do you know what mcumba

29:30

is do you

29:32

know you're really fast? Go ahead, I'm just trying

29:34

to put the mike closer to her face. Yeah, like

29:37

near your mouth so I can continue making

29:39

a dick again. Uh. This was

29:45

taken from the gig a mold

29:47

of one on here and I'll be like this, By

29:50

the way, you have two kids. You're the worst gig I

29:52

ever. Yeah, I know exactly. I'm gonna

29:54

believe the disgusting ship I had to do to make this kids. Ray,

30:01

you told me you were tratty. No, I'm just kidding, but

30:04

yeah, that Macumba stuff I had.

30:06

I was doing the Santarea stuff and this this black

30:09

guy came to me in a dream. He was working

30:11

behind behind the desk and he was

30:13

telling me. I was like, I want this candle. I want this

30:16

candle, I want this And he says, what do you want that

30:18

for? And I said, because I'm gonna do a love spem,

30:20

also going to do a takeaway spam blah blah.

30:22

He said, no, he's all You're doing Santa Rea, right, and I said

30:24

yeah. He goes, you don't want to do Santoria, you want

30:26

to do Macumba And I said what And he says,

30:28

say that say it again, and I said makomba.

30:30

And then when when I after I said it the second time, his eyes

30:33

turned red and then I and then

30:35

he like he like tried to lunch at me. And then I woke up. I was

30:37

like, that's it, and I woke up and that was it. No more. It's

30:40

cumba. It's sounds like a

30:42

style of music. Alright,

30:45

guys, it's macumba night African

30:48

black magic, Caribbean Tribbean

30:51

black magic. It's

30:53

given me a soundtrack to it. They

30:56

do like even like in Ecuador,

30:59

then that in South America. Yeah, yeah,

31:02

that's follow my

31:04

own base the Caribbean. Or what

31:06

do you look for like when we look at a person like I say, when

31:08

you look at him to mean he just sized him

31:10

up? I mean, I mean I get into

31:13

his head. I can I can see what's going on with his his

31:15

way of thinking and how he internalizes. That's why

31:17

said everything about him is internal. We'd

31:19

be none the wiser from the outside looking again, but living

31:22

him, we probably suffer from all sorts of anxiety

31:25

because he he overthinks, and then he also

31:27

he can't leave well enough alone sometimes

31:29

that he that he'll replace scenarios back in his head

31:32

to see did I do this right? How did this come across? Blah

31:34

blah blah, just never shuts off. That's

31:37

immediately what he makes me. He gives me anxiety.

31:39

You're welcome, I'll

31:42

get the funk out, but

31:47

he but this is somebody that again, like when

31:49

when I look at her and I'm like, okay, this this makes better

31:51

sense to me because now, what's what she's gonna do.

31:53

She's gonna come in here and she's not

31:56

gonna let him get away with certain things. She's

31:58

gonna call him out, she's gonna all amount and she's gonna

32:00

hold him accountable. And then he's going to try

32:02

to with her. I'm

32:05

not saying that she's that she's had it rough, but this

32:07

is somebody that can also make her laugh, somebody

32:09

that can that she can, in some way, shape or

32:11

form, let her guard down with. I

32:15

feel like it's a good match. I feel like you guys can bounce

32:18

each other out. But she's got a lot of I

32:21

would hate to get into an argument with her, ass Like, even

32:23

no, I don't even bother you. You will

32:26

not come out of that argument unscathed. She will. I don't

32:28

I don't bother. I wouldn't. I just

32:30

a minute, I see it going that way, I go, you're right, you're right, you're right,

32:32

And knowing that she's Filipino, now I forget that

32:35

ship. She's been Filipino for a long time, not

32:38

just almost, with

32:43

especially the women the men. The men are easy to

32:45

me, so women. The women that were

32:47

because you look Filipino. That's why I get that all the

32:49

time, just like a tall Filipino and find

32:52

them passive. Aggressive Filipino

32:54

men women, I'm not concerned. Oh

32:56

yeah, yeah, and

32:59

they got they love yeah,

33:02

stone face. But but but they smile

33:04

when they see a credit card or money. She's

33:07

going to slap the hell out of each They

33:09

love. They they are very My mom

33:11

is like that. But but they don't buy.

33:14

They don't buy this. This is my experience

33:16

of Filipinos. They don't buy cheap ship

33:18

though they're gonna go when they're they're

33:20

very meticulous and careful with what they go when they spend

33:22

their money on. Not the

33:24

Filipinos I grew up with, who are all poor

33:27

together. So they're like,

33:29

ain't nobody buying nothing nice. My daughter

33:31

is like that. She's very like my

33:33

older one. She's a tourist as

33:35

well, but she's very right

33:37

Banana, she's very like

33:40

she's like, but she also takes care of her stuff, like

33:43

her car is impeccable. Yeah at

33:45

all times. To you said you got a flat tire, was

33:47

like, that's almost seems impossible

33:49

to me. She pays attention. She's

33:52

very like, no, and she'll have to, like say,

33:54

if you want to bag and she put in her cart for

33:56

like the longest time, and she'll ponder it for like months

33:58

and then wait, no,

34:02

not even that, like you wash away for a discount

34:04

code come through. Yeah, and then she'll

34:07

say, I don't know, I don't

34:09

want it, and you know, she'll kind

34:11

of talk herself out of it. So you're

34:14

she's a tourist. What's your other daughter? Cancer?

34:17

Is her birthday? Take it along? Well, yeah,

34:20

yeah, would have been that's a cancer

34:22

right there too. Yeah. Yeah, emotional

34:27

loyal, loyal, loyal

34:29

to a fault. Sometimes Eddie's a cancer on

34:32

society. Yeah,

34:37

she's a canc Her birthday is tomorrow. She would have been a leo.

34:39

But I couldn't hold her anymore. She was hurting too

34:41

much. I told her takeout. Yeah,

34:44

she was hurting her. No, she's

34:46

hurting my pelvic bone. Drag

34:56

it along, can

34:59

you get off that? Exactly?

35:02

But good God, good for you beautiful

35:05

women. No, she's got my son, my

35:08

little baby boy. Oh

35:11

wow. Yeah, well this is the product

35:13

of the Yeah, the

35:15

two seventeen, the

35:17

two seventeen reading there the two

35:19

you see that can fortuitous

35:22

and in two thousand eighteen

35:24

and squeezed out in two thousand nineteen.

35:27

Yeah, I don't have like, let's

35:30

get back on the reading that. I don't have anything negative to tell

35:32

you as far as like future or anything like that.

35:34

I think that you're as far as like opportunities

35:37

and things like that, obviously you're not done growing,

35:39

not done evolving in that in that aspect, I

35:41

just feel like as far as like on a personal level, there's

35:44

some room

35:47

for improvement on that end, as far as like when it comes to

35:49

your way of thinking. But I feel like I feel like I

35:51

feel like with just your your biggest distraction

35:54

for you, the best part is his work. Probably. Yeah,

35:57

I like working. Yeah, once

36:00

a big day, I leave

36:02

Wednesday night. Next

36:08

year, yeah, next year.

36:10

What are you wearing? Leather?

36:16

Leather leather chaps and the

36:18

back is open a leather turban

36:20

and leather turban. Have

36:23

you thought about your dress? Already got it. She's got

36:25

her dress. I don't know what it looks like. I

36:27

haven't. Is it custom? Well,

36:30

they had it, make it, make it.

36:32

It'll be ready next mon. It's gonna be a trader

36:35

Filipino. No. No, like

36:37

a maid's outfit. No, my

36:43

wife had made She

36:46

had a Filipino traditional one. Yeah, what

36:48

did you do an Italian one? No? You wore

36:50

the bottom. I loved

36:53

it up, did

36:55

everything in that broom. I

36:57

went to Gonzos went

37:00

was be with there, be with was there, but he was like kind

37:02

of shoy. I didn't know him too well. Then I got after

37:04

the wedding, did you have fun at the wedding? Game? Now

37:13

you're at the top of the time. Now is at the top. He

37:16

looked angry in the in

37:19

the video. He didn't look like

37:21

you know, he didn't look like happy, Gabe. Yeah,

37:23

he looked. He came with his mother and you know is

37:26

dad had a great time. We

37:29

had a great wedding at the Beverly at

37:32

the bel Air Hotel. Oh yeah, how

37:34

many people? About a hundred? We

37:37

gotta engage you there, Okay,

37:39

and so like, you know, I gave it a

37:41

ring there and then she goes, well where should I wear it? And

37:44

dinner I go, yeah, yeah, I just wear it. You

37:46

know. We played it like in six months whatever

37:48

and came together beautifully and white

37:50

petty blue. The cast was there and yeah,

37:53

my mother we want to plane the first

37:56

time and the only time my brother, my

37:58

brother got her on the plane her. Yeah,

38:00

it was like it was like a play. It was like a play. I

38:03

couldn't believe when I saw how walk off the thing

38:05

Kitty and he was Katherine. Yeah,

38:09

it was great. I wish my father could have been there happening.

38:11

You know, we had a lot of it

38:14

was. It was a good mix. Frankie,

38:16

guys at each was there boomboo

38:19

man, a couple of people that boom

38:22

was that what we had a relationship. We did a play

38:24

together. You know a lot of the people

38:26

at ourists you know, and

38:30

you know, yeah, yeah we met

38:32

on a plane and it was she

38:34

was a flight attendant flight attendant, so you know, I had to

38:36

deal with that. But she said would you like some more

38:39

snacks? She did come

38:42

around, you know, and then this

38:44

guy told me, he goes, get up and introduce yourself.

38:47

It was the flight was almost olf and I saw men talking

38:49

because she was really she still was

38:51

beautiful. But I said this

38:54

other guys already talking. He goes, no, but she

38:56

likes you. I said, you don't know that. I

38:58

went in that area with it, hang out the galley and

39:01

then we talked, and she was gonna give me like a company

39:04

number, and I said, come on, you need to get

39:06

me the right number or you don't. And she

39:08

gave me this, Well, I'll give it a number to my crash

39:10

pad like these girls, and

39:13

maybe when I'm in town have

39:16

a coffee or something. And I said, okay. So it

39:18

was a Memorial Day ninety four, and she

39:21

says, I'm gonna be intended that I picked her up like in the

39:23

Volkswagen, and I took

39:25

her to the Fox lot. That's where the pretty

39:27

shot and white b blue out

39:29

here. Yeah, because she was in northeast

39:33

back then northwest, she was no she

39:35

was living in New Jersey, Newark. So

39:37

she just was here for the day. And then and

39:40

then we sat on a on a bench outside

39:42

the commissary. Like now twent Center

39:44

Fox all built up, but back then it was still like

39:46

old Hollywood, and we sat on the bench

39:48

and she told me about it who she dated, not

39:50

that I wanted to hear this boyfriend, ex

39:53

boyfriend whatever. I was like, all right, and

39:55

I told her about my situation, and you

39:57

know, give her a little kiss here and there, nice

40:00

kiss. Took it back and and

40:03

then I called it from the Dodger game and she said

40:05

I didn't like you. I was like,

40:08

you're like, I think I think I hate the Dodgers.

40:10

Yeah, yeah, that's

40:12

how it's thoughted. I think I was more smitten

40:14

by her, But I think she never met

40:17

anybody like me, you know. But I

40:19

never meant nobody like let me tell you something, Nick,

40:22

and no fucking body like that, right, but

40:24

that I'm not one of those guys. He tries

40:26

to put me in that bubble. Now you know what I like. He

40:28

like, So I meant only Nick and I only been friends

40:30

about companies. But I feel like I know in my whole life.

40:32

That's how I feel about three years. I

40:35

swear that way. It's so weird. But when

40:37

he came to one of my shows, he went to go see Rappaport

40:39

one night and I was on the same show,

40:42

and then he sent out a tweet. So

40:45

I saw his tweet that he put out that night. Uh,

40:48

that Russell Peters guy was funny, and I was like, holy

40:50

sh it. Nick to Tarro was at my show. And

40:53

I've always because I've always referred to me Nicholas tour

40:55

because that's how I remember him when he used to get

40:57

billed to be Nicholas to Touro. Yeah,

41:00

and I loved him in this movie that

41:02

he's terrific in and uh, and

41:04

I'm like, that's the guy because I never forgot him.

41:06

I'm like, who is that guy? He's good and

41:09

I didn't know he was quite the stand up.

41:11

I'm like, man, he's a really good stand up and

41:15

I was I was geeked out by just

41:17

tweeted. I called my brother that night, Hey fucking

41:20

Nick to Turro was at my show. He goes, Oh, he's awesome.

41:24

My brother and I were both big fansy or is like for

41:26

a long time that that's thank

41:29

you, that's that's so. Now

41:31

we're hat

41:34

and he's a really

41:37

terrific guy on a lot of levels.

41:39

So I see your hip hop set up. What's up with that? I've

41:41

been DJ since nineteen Yeah,

41:43

he's great too. I've

41:45

been I'm a I'm a hip hop nerd. If

41:48

you listen to any of the podcast, it's usually ends up talking about

41:51

hip hop at some point. So who's your

41:53

who's your favorite of all time,

41:55

of all time? Biggie favorite? For

41:58

he sas right, no ship,

42:01

no ship? Those are from

42:03

the big video.

42:06

But but then I got to bring the gatesh It in here too. So

42:08

with that being said, I gotta I gotta say that my idol,

42:11

the one that that when I do it for, is kim

42:13

Oh she loves Are you kidding me? Marry

42:16

this fucking asked to dude,

42:20

you have no idea how much she loves

42:22

little kim Oh. Man. When I'm

42:24

over this all over this, do you have big

42:26

Mama thing on there? I have big Mom. I think I have the faith

42:30

Evans and Tupac. I said, I might walk out

42:32

to that in the ceremony to have an I

42:35

have to have an invite to this winning song

42:38

that I say to all the time, because you won't

42:41

let this happen. Take it in the Yeah. Yeah,

42:46

We'll be laying there in bed and I'll be like, take

42:48

it in the buck, take it in the buck, like

42:50

get your fun away think

42:55

about. But I

42:57

don't know why huge Biggie,

43:00

huge Kim fan love Tupac. But

43:02

Biggie, I'm

43:05

from Ella. I have I have to I mean I never

43:08

when I said, hey him, I I never liked him as a rapper. I

43:10

liked him as an actor. Uh you

43:13

didn't like him as a rapper one. I don't know. I still like his

43:15

song. I don't like the sound of it. We have Snoop for the West

43:17

Coast. Yeah, we have Snoop. And

43:19

you know, did you meet Finesse when he was in there? He was

43:21

in there and oh yeah, yeah, yeah, he

43:23

produced Suicidal Thoughts for Biggie. He

43:27

lives with me, Lord Finesse. So

43:31

Finesse. Interestingly enough, wait, Lord Finesse.

43:33

Yea, Lord Finesse, that's who's in there. Well

43:36

he's the one that came out right but when that shook his hand. Yeah

43:38

yeah, talented, Yeah,

43:41

yes, Lord Finesse lives here with us. And uh

43:44

so it's funny because he got paid twice for Suicidal

43:46

Thoughts because it was the last

43:48

song I'm Ready to Die, and it was they

43:51

played it again at the beginning of Life After Death

43:53

like half at the end of the song. Yeah, so

43:56

you had to get paid again. Jeez. Favorite

43:58

Biggie song. Uh, there's

44:02

a lot of them. When

44:05

my son was born, he

44:08

must have been a minute old when

44:10

they handed him to me, and I put on Last

44:12

Day for him, um,

44:15

and I cued it up to Biggie's part, Who the

44:17

fuck wanta squeeze? What dessertes

44:19

make kimpsies freeze? Yeah?

44:22

I played that for him and I wrapped it to him with tears

44:24

in my eyes. I

44:27

guess what my daughter's name is? Biggie? Faith?

44:32

Christopher walked up Faith

44:35

Faith. They weren't feeling the kim nay because

44:37

it was so common, so I was like, well, what

44:39

name do you want? And I kept seeing Faith, Christian

44:42

Church, Faith, Lutheran Church. I was like, Faith

44:45

named her Faith, and you have a son to

44:47

My son's name is Chris. Ah, you're

44:49

good. Yeah, you kept it real salute

44:52

to Oh yeah you're Chris to Wait a minute, wait

44:54

a minute. I was like, why are you really that's your salt?

44:57

Salute to the Chris is my son's Russell

45:00

when I get it after Russell

45:02

Johnson, the professor from the Gilgan's Islands

45:08

have been spinning since eighty five. Since been spinning

45:11

since five. I still play, and

45:13

Finesse plays too. He's really

45:15

dope. You can just make beats

45:18

together anything, you know, the

45:20

beat making world is a completely different thing. I let I'll

45:22

leave that to the people that know how to do that stuff. Finesse

45:26

is dope at it, of course he is. Yeah,

45:28

he actually did the intro from my last special,

45:31

the Deported World Tour. Finesse

45:35

to the intro beat for that and

45:37

uh, and he rapped on it. And he hasn't wrapped

45:39

on anything in years, yes, but

45:42

really early nineties, right, well, no,

45:44

I don't know, it's been about it's been about ten

45:46

or eleven, twelve years maybe since he rapped on And

45:49

he has just been a verse for anybody. And he did it

45:51

for me, which was and it's really dope, the verse

45:54

two. His voice is so ridiculously

45:56

dope. So who do you got now? These

45:58

newer artists? I don't,

46:01

Yeah, I mean either can maybe Joel Ortiz,

46:03

I guess. And he's not even that new, you know what I mean. Do

46:07

you like jay Z? I don't,

46:09

Um, I don't.

46:11

I don't rate jay Z as high as everybody else rates

46:13

jay Z. But that's because I'm a hip

46:15

hop nerd, and I'm like, I know where that line came

46:17

from. I know where that cadence came from. And you know, I'm

46:19

like, what do you think

46:21

of Kanye West? I don't think of Kanye

46:24

West. You don't think of them. I don't think of him at all.

46:28

NAS. If

46:30

NAS would just pick better

46:33

beats, NAS

46:35

could really shine because

46:37

um nass. Problem is,

46:41

I don't know that he's shown the growth that he should have shown,

46:45

you know what I mean? Like after after

46:48

Amatic, it's a hard one to follow, And

46:51

then I liked it was written. I

46:53

didn't like Nostro Thomas. And

46:55

then he did that one album, uh

46:58

maybe about twelve

47:00

years ago, which one ten or twelve years ago

47:02

was the double album. It was like the last Supper

47:04

in DJ Premiere was on the cover and everything that

47:06

album was dope. That's the one

47:09

where he had that song Virgo and and

47:11

uh, there was a bunch of dope

47:14

songs on that record. Do you

47:16

like Eminem? I love Eminem? He

47:18

is eminem is don't. Yeah,

47:21

Eminem's fucking sick. But Biggie stands alone,

47:24

right yeah, because BIG's a storyteller,

47:26

you know what I mean? He can he if

47:29

you listen to one of his songs, just listen to it as

47:31

a story, not even as a song. The

47:34

details he puts in the song in

47:36

the story, you're like, you're picturing. I'm I don't

47:39

listen to it as a song. I listened

47:41

to it as a story. Yeah, that's how I do

47:43

it. I visualize what he's saying that

47:45

song. That song, Niggas

47:47

bleed um that

47:50

song from beginning to end. You can

47:52

picture the entire thing happening. Do

47:54

you think he was just like gifted? Like

47:56

he Finesse was

47:58

in the studio a bunch of time with him. He was like, because

48:01

that guy would just he was like a

48:04

matter of fact, when Biggie picked the beat

48:06

for Suicidal Thoughts, not Nest tell me that that

48:09

was a beat that Nests had made for himself.

48:12

And he's playing Biggie a bunch of beats, and Biggie

48:14

heard that when he goes, what about that one? He goes, you want that one?

48:17

Like yeah, I like that one. And he

48:19

came up with suicidal Thoughts for that song, and and

48:22

Nest is like, well, I'm glad he took it. He fucking murdered. He

48:24

did it better than what I would have done it with it. And

48:27

I don't believe that either, because Nest is so dope. I think

48:29

really he's really underrated as an MC. You

48:32

have to be a real hip hop head to understand. Who Lord, what

48:34

do you think he would have went on to do? I'm

48:36

just I'm just what you what do you think like if

48:39

he had you know, if he if he didn't

48:41

die young or whatever, do you have any idea like what you

48:43

think he would have still been around? He was still been around. He probably

48:45

rapping like these kids now, better than them. Because

48:48

when he had Bone Thugs on that one song, their

48:52

their style and Biggie did their style with them

48:54

and did it better than them. And

48:57

I was like, wow, he just killed them at their own flow.

48:59

And Eminem did at on that Kama Kaze album,

49:02

he did that song, Uh,

49:05

what was the name of that first song? I

49:07

got it. It was the first song

49:10

on that record, was the

49:14

Ringer? Yeah, the Ringer? And he raps

49:17

like the kids now, the kids

49:19

like the kids today, but he rapped like they

49:22

do now and murdered

49:24

it. And you were like, I could listen to if they spit

49:26

like this, I would listen to it. And

49:28

he was just shooting on them in

49:31

their own flow, and that's what that's made me go, Oh

49:33

yeah, that's when you know you're dope. When you can take

49:36

what you're doing and do it better than you You're like, ah, so,

49:38

like what's happened? And then like, what what's happened

49:40

with this generation? Now of the

49:43

on these guys sound the same. It's

49:46

kind of like, Oh, that's what's working. That's what we're gonna do. We're

49:49

from the era of Oh, that's what you're doing. That's

49:52

not what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna do something else.

49:55

We understood that there was this whole, big, broad

49:57

spectrum and we were all gonna try and find our

49:59

space sent it. And everyone's like, now it's all narrow

50:01

down to this is the only thing that works, and now

50:03

it's all handed to you. We had

50:06

to we had to use our imaginations in really

50:09

uh, get inside our own heads or

50:11

with our own ability, with our own skills. Now

50:13

everything just handed out to him. It's just it's followed the leader.

50:16

It all sounds the same. You can't

50:18

tell me that Big in Jay sound the same. Big

50:20

Nos and Jay sound the same. Can

50:22

you know exactly who they are when you hear them exactly.

50:25

If you played me five different artists R now

50:27

wouldn't be able to tell you who's except for Drake.

50:29

Jake's the only one that stands out. Yeah, I

50:31

don't know how I feel about Drake. Well, if

50:33

you think about it, Drake, Drake. Drake's voice

50:36

is very unique. When you hear it, you know

50:38

that's yeah. Um so it's

50:40

like, okay, well that's Drake. Now who are these other four fucking

50:42

idiots? I don't know. Oh that's

50:44

so and so, so and so and so. They all sound the

50:46

same to me. Drake was the only guy that stood out in that song.

50:50

I mean, there's certain are there's how do the young group,

50:53

there's some that are that

50:55

are actual stars that

50:57

will be around for a long time. Drake Weekend

51:01

Bruno Mars do you think I

51:03

don't don't think about Kendrick at all. I

51:06

don't buy it. There's nothing personal. I just Nipsey.

51:10

Um. I liked Nipsey back

51:13

like maybe around fourteen years ago. I

51:16

bought one of his mixtapes when on Melrose

51:18

back in the day, and it was really dope, and I thought

51:20

he was dope. But then I I kind

51:22

of never heard from him again, you know what I

51:24

mean, Like he just went. He

51:27

stayed underground, but he stayed

51:29

in a weird underground space where I wasn't finding his

51:31

music anymore. So I

51:34

bank Nipsey got um bigger

51:36

because he passed. Yeah, I

51:39

didn't know. I didn't. I didn't. Yeah, I didn't know anything about

51:41

him too much until he after he passed, and then they

51:43

made this big deal about him. But I don't. I don't

51:45

know any of his music, Kendrick, I kind of, but he

51:47

was doing like a lot of good community work. Yeah,

51:50

you know what I mean. I think that's the more, the

51:52

more important legacy than his music was that he was doing

51:54

all this stuff in his community for his community.

51:57

Whereas other kids are out there buying fucking watches

51:59

and cars, he was buying you know, um

52:02

plazas and housing and stuff. You know.

52:04

So he was doing the right thing with it. And

52:07

I think that's why he's so revered now. Um.

52:12

But I met Nipsey once Roosevelt.

52:15

I was at the Roosevelt um Pool Bar, and

52:18

I was with Um Kung Lee the m M A fighter

52:21

your people, and and

52:25

I was with Rizza, and

52:27

then Nipsey was at the bar and

52:30

I was like, hey, man, you nipsey hustle. He goes, yeah.

52:33

I go, oh cool, I'm a fan. He goes, oh, thanks. I

52:36

go, what are you? He

52:38

goes, I'm a eritrean. I go, ah,

52:41

should I thought something? I go, I thought you were Indian

52:43

or something because I'm Indian, and I thought, finally

52:45

we got a dope Indian rap. He goes, now I'm African.

52:47

I'm like, okay, cool. And that was the conversation

52:50

to go much deeper than that. But but

52:53

at least, you know, I got it. Was a nice kid about it. You know,

52:56

he seemed reluctant to talk to me, but whatever, I'd

53:01

be reluctant to talk to me. Favorite

53:08

female. Let's see, I'm gonna be gay now. Um,

53:12

I don't know how that's gay, but um,

53:16

little Kim's on there MC

53:18

light. Oh for sure. Antoinette

53:21

was dope back in the day. Antoinetta's

53:23

alert. I'm putting bodies to work, raw

53:26

digga. She doesn't

53:28

get as much as she deserves.

53:31

Yeah, I bother Russia when here

53:33

because whenever I see I'm usually drunk. We should have a

53:35

super hip hop baby together to

53:38

get away from me. That's

53:41

another one that Uh she she had the

53:43

potential well she I mean as far as like rapping,

53:45

for sure. But then she also did some acting too. Yeah,

53:49

she did some acting and didn't. Uh. I don't know why

53:51

she didn't. She's actually really cool

53:53

lady. Yeah, Um, Latifa's

53:55

dope. Not as dope as

53:57

that chante marks sure.

54:00

Yeah, that song Big Mama was one of my favorites.

54:03

Remember that she she shot on

54:05

every female mc oh yeah it wasn't it was.

54:08

It's called Big Mama. Save all the drama

54:10

because here comes the Big Mama and

54:13

she shoot on everybody. Light

54:16

Latifa, everybody, Latifa?

54:19

Um money love. You

54:21

know, I'm about sick of that money in the middle ship.

54:23

You're illegitimate, That's what it was. You're

54:25

illegitimate trying to make a little bit, and I'm

54:27

about sick of that money in the middle ship. Yeah,

54:31

but light lights ship is timeless though

54:33

man Light's a good friend of mine too. Did

54:36

you listen to Cappuccino? Do you like that Cappuccino?

54:42

What is that? Uh? Oh no, that was the wrong

54:44

song. What am I saying? That's fucking held

54:46

to Skelton? Why oh why did I drink cappuccino.

54:49

Yeah, yeah, light is

54:51

good love Light Night Stob.

54:53

But she got a sitcom coming out, does she? Yeah,

54:56

A friend of ours produced it with her. Anything

54:59

about Nicky Nicki Minaj, Nope,

55:01

I don't think about Nicki Minaj. I

55:04

love this one. I mean that's my girl,

55:06

like nick too. I

55:09

don't like when these young cats take shots at the older

55:11

ones. You're like, wait, you realized

55:13

none of these motherfucker's would be around. You wouldn't

55:15

be here without these people. Not only that,

55:18

but I mean, if you're going to come in here, this is my thing, I'm not going

55:20

to disrespect Nicki Minaj. But you didn't

55:22

have to steal the swag. You you

55:24

came in here and you you flow. I mean

55:26

her flow is okay. She she's got her own

55:29

thing. She'd not have to come in here being disrespectful

55:31

like that. Yeah, she would disrespecting a girl.

55:33

Yeah, I love Kim.

55:35

Have you seen her in concert? No? No,

55:38

I haven't. I saw her in San Francisco

55:41

in two thousand twelve. Lost

55:43

My ship was right there for front,

55:45

front stage, right there. Got to touch her, like, got

55:47

to touch her hand. Yeah, she didn't feel

55:50

it because of all the boat talks stop

55:54

stop. Yeah,

55:58

none of the female rappers are good right now. No,

56:00

they're all terrible. No,

56:03

but she's got her she's making a comeback. She's got her

56:05

book coming. Kim's book

56:07

drops uh in November. What's it called.

56:10

I think it's like the Little Kim Memoir or something.

56:12

Is supposed to be the Price of Loyalty, talking about all the ship

56:14

that happened with Junior Mafia and all that. But

56:17

yeah, you know the nick I don't don't know she's gonna

56:19

talk about the nicky stuff. Probably not, Yeah, I

56:21

don't. I think if it's a smart move, she doesn't.

56:24

And then Foxy drops hers in December. Are

56:26

you a Foxy fan? Um? There

56:29

was a couple of Foxy songs, but I wouldn't say I was a big

56:31

Foxy fan, mind you. The first time I heard Foxy

56:34

Brown on a song, it

56:36

was an R and B song and no

56:39

it was and it was the Clark Kent remix of this

56:41

song, and Foxy spit

56:43

at the beginning of it, and I was like, Yo, who the funk

56:45

is this? What was it? And

56:47

I was like, boom box, it

56:50

was a stoopid it

56:52

was impeached the president. She was rapping over I

56:56

gotta find that record was dope. I

56:58

usually I have almost everything of Foxy.

57:01

It was all Clark Kent remix

57:03

of an R and B song, and she was at the beginning of

57:05

it. It wasn't case touch me, no

57:08

no, And it wasn't the Tony

57:10

Broxton making

57:12

me high. No no,

57:17

it was not. But it was at that time, and

57:20

I remember hearing. I didn't know it was a girl. It was before

57:23

Foxy was kind of known. I

57:25

didn't. I didn't know it was a girl. I thought it was a young kid, like

57:28

a boy with no base in his voice. But it was her,

57:30

so dope. I was like, Yo, who is that? And I go

57:32

Foxy Brown? She killed her verse

57:34

in the what was it? The Prodigy?

57:38

Fat Joe? Oh cool j

57:40

Who shot who shot you? Oh?

57:43

Yeah, she murdered that murdered

57:45

that one. She wrapped like a dude.

57:48

That's why in her

57:50

voice was just she Filipino,

57:53

Filipino, Filipino block yet

57:55

is she? Yeah? I think she's like, I think she's

57:57

got like, I think she's Chinese, Chinese

58:00

trinny black. It

58:04

could be black tray though, yeah, black trimmy black

58:06

tricky because because it's Nicki Marsha.

58:08

Yeah, she says

58:11

it in her one of her songs. Have Philippine

58:13

things, wear

58:16

a mosquito. We're

58:18

going to party one day, you would like, I'm going

58:20

to take her away from one night. We're

58:22

gonna do some ship. Yeah yeah,

58:25

take her to the abbey. Were

58:28

you from here? Yeah? The arena?

58:31

Yeah, yeah, you're

58:33

not from here? Did you like that? My sister she

58:36

goes to all the gay clubs. Oh my god. The arena back

58:38

in the day was like it

58:40

was mixed, but you could

58:42

be any age. I used to go down on

58:44

Tuesday was a big deal. Oh yeah, seven peanuts.

58:48

Yeah, that was a that was Was that a lesbian

58:51

Yeah? It was. I think Wednesday night

58:53

was like what was it called? It

58:55

was a lesbian night? It was something. It was a

58:57

strip club, yeah, because everybody used

58:59

to go there, even though it was a legend. Everybody

59:01

would Yeah, all the guys would like

59:03

the name of it though. It was Peanuts is the name

59:05

of the club. But what was the the

59:08

night? Yeah? I forgot what it was called though, remember

59:10

Dublin the name of the night. I think that was

59:13

the name of the club. You know, the name of the club was sev and

59:15

then Peanuts was like that was the

59:18

night that it was the lesbian Yeah,

59:21

and then we had Dublins. That was like the early two thousand's.

59:24

I always say I would have too much anxiety if I

59:26

was gay because gay bar seems

59:28

so fucking alive, Like

59:31

you never see like a gay night club and it's just a bunch

59:33

of guys just sitting around. Hey are you doing? It's

59:35

just like I always like, who how

59:38

to fund your rage? That hard all the time? That's

59:41

we only do it like what maybe once a month because

59:44

in your top you're spending the rest of what the rest

59:46

of the days trying to get

59:48

your head right. Oh yeah, like they go hard.

59:50

I'm like, damn, I can't do that. Take a party

59:52

right yeah. As some gay friends

59:54

are like come out with us, I'm like, I can't do

59:57

that. I don't worry nobody's gonna hit on you. Go what

59:59

does that mean? What then? Does that mean

1:00:01

I'm not attractive? And does that mean they

1:00:04

better hit on me? God damn it, that's a big you tell of woman.

1:00:06

Huh. I'm

1:00:08

not worried about getting hit and I'm worried about not having the energy to

1:00:10

stay in that room man. Yeah,

1:00:12

I haven't been to a I'm partying in a long

1:00:14

time. I used to party hard. Really,

1:00:17

God, there's a young marriage game it

1:00:19

is anymore. I

1:00:21

can't do it anymore. I'm in bed

1:00:23

by like ten o'clock. We're

1:00:26

not trying. No, I'm a night owl. I

1:00:28

don't even want to go to bed late. But she won't let me go to bed.

1:00:31

No, I'm not in bed. I'm just laying there at ten o'clock.

1:00:33

I can't do it. You're such

1:00:35

a liar. Would you say that she won't let you let

1:00:37

me go to bed earlier? Like bed, let's go to bed earlier? Okay,

1:00:40

come on, let's go. And she'd be like just sitting at the table. Come

1:00:42

on, he's lying. Who goes

1:00:44

to the bed first? You? She'll

1:00:47

go up first, but I'll be in bed first, that

1:00:49

true, Alley, No, not at

1:00:51

all. Eight times out

1:00:54

of ten, i'd first.

1:00:57

No, if you're really

1:00:59

tired, you'll be up in bed before me. But on

1:01:02

an average night, I'll be in bed before. No, he's

1:01:04

always down here smoking cigars. I'm like, okay,

1:01:06

I'm going upstairs and I'll get in the bed,

1:01:09

but I usually wait for him. Yeah, and

1:01:11

then we shower and then ye partner, Yeah,

1:01:14

him in here with me, even if she's tired. You

1:01:17

shower before bed? Oh I have to.

1:01:19

I can't go to bed without showering. Yeah,

1:01:21

showers first, we shower together the same

1:01:24

time. Oh boy, no, no, we have the showers

1:01:26

showers on the other

1:01:28

end. Yeah, that's great. Yeah, we don't even we have

1:01:31

to throw it at each other. Like

1:01:37

you gotta literally fucking walk over to her

1:01:40

if you want to hand something. It's like you gotta go over there, and you

1:01:42

gotta be careful because the floor slippery. Yeah,

1:01:45

should you have to worry about when you get older? Be

1:01:49

careful and like I'm being careful. See

1:01:52

you, idiot, I've

1:01:54

never called idiot. No,

1:01:57

I don't. She's

1:02:01

so sweet, hooker.

1:02:10

We're stuck. Do you think about that? People

1:02:12

like their space. I think I can do it for maybe like minutes,

1:02:15

and then I gotta roll over. And now she knows.

1:02:17

I'm like a fucking rotisserie hot dog in there

1:02:19

because I turn all night. One

1:02:22

side will get cold and I'll turn the other side because the other

1:02:24

side I'll get hot and just keeps it. I'll

1:02:27

put my arm underneath. I'm like gotta turn I'll just go turn

1:02:29

and she lift her head and I'll put my arm out and I'll turn and

1:02:32

she'll either turn with me and we'll go back butt

1:02:34

cheek to butt cheek. That's a lie berth

1:02:36

and kind of fidgety, isn't it. Mbe.

1:02:39

I just wish I slept more solidly. Yeah,

1:02:42

he doesn't. Solid sleep would

1:02:44

be amazing, But you don't take anything right. You don't

1:02:46

spoke any weed before maybe a couple of puffs. That's

1:02:48

take exhaustion and go to bed

1:02:51

with it. But then your mind is just

1:02:53

still going. Though now my I shut

1:02:55

my mind down slowly and right. It's

1:02:58

funny with her, though, you know this. Don't do night

1:03:00

this one either. Every night I'll be on my laptop

1:03:03

doing whatever I gotta do to like to bring myself

1:03:05

down. And as I'm starting to do this, she was

1:03:07

like, what do you think about? If

1:03:09

I want to think? Do

1:03:12

you ever think about it? I want to think at all? Right

1:03:15

now, just stop thinking. It's

1:03:17

like she it's like she's waiting for you to close your eye a little

1:03:19

bit, that starts talking. I feel like she's doing this.

1:03:22

Do you ever think I

1:03:25

do that? Last night? I push your dad were

1:03:27

for the wedding. What do you Yeah, this is exactly

1:03:29

I was like. As it was like this, she was like, what do you think my dad she were

1:03:31

for the wedding? I'm like, what does

1:03:34

she? She funk with you though? Other than that, you do

1:03:36

you played pranks, let hi or anything? No, she's not

1:03:38

a prankster. She looks like that to be that. She looks

1:03:40

like she's funny like that. Oh, she's funny,

1:03:42

but she's not a prankster. Because

1:03:45

I don't like it. I don't like it either, so I don't do it

1:03:47

to her. If you jump and scare and

1:03:49

do something, you get the ship slapt out of you. I

1:03:52

don't know. I don't go My

1:03:55

daughter almost got punched one time sneaking up

1:03:57

and I was like, god, damnit, baby almost got hit. How

1:04:00

old is she like to if

1:04:03

he knows? Now? Yeah, I

1:04:07

don't like it. I don't like. Don't

1:04:10

do that, don't do goofy ship like I'm

1:04:12

always I'm always scaring him or his mom.

1:04:15

Yeah, what do you do to his mom?

1:04:17

I'll scare my daughter's because do you know, she's a kind of

1:04:19

hard of hearing a little bit, So I don't know how she is hard

1:04:23

of hearing. How old your

1:04:25

mom? That's

1:04:28

it? She's yeah,

1:04:30

yeah, she's ten years older than me. She

1:04:32

gotten hard of hearing already. Yeah, I'll

1:04:35

walk by her and just you know, was it from Vietnam explosions?

1:04:41

The boat right over here, the

1:04:45

helicopter. He's

1:04:47

Vietnamese? Yeah, yeah, look at his nails. Um,

1:04:50

my son in law's Vietnamese? Yeah,

1:04:53

I like those? Did? Do you speak

1:04:56

Vietamese? He

1:04:58

was telling our her son in law.

1:05:01

Our son in law was telling us that

1:05:04

in in this family. I think it's a

1:05:06

lot of Vietnamese families that they refer to the boys

1:05:10

as as Google, which is penis,

1:05:14

and then they associ they assign a color to you for

1:05:17

real. Yeah, he's a Gouda, which is red

1:05:20

penis. And then he has a brother named

1:05:22

who's Goodang, which is black penis.

1:05:24

I'm like, I'd want to be Goodang everybody.

1:05:30

Yeah. So

1:05:32

yeah, so that's what's what he's telling. Each

1:05:34

one has a different color. Did you guys meet actually

1:05:38

mad through this cousin? Yeah,

1:05:41

he's like eight years older than I am, and my cousin

1:05:44

here younger, younger, younger,

1:05:46

young girl. Ye're sorry? Um? And

1:05:48

he was actually friends with my cousin.

1:05:51

And then when one day

1:05:53

we ended up meeting, hanging out one day

1:05:56

having drinks, and then just from

1:05:58

there, yeah, yeah, you're a Gemini cancer

1:06:01

cancer. Yeah, that's very cancer. And then I read

1:06:03

him his grandmother um passed

1:06:05

away right before we started talking,

1:06:08

and she yeah, she came to visit me. Uh,

1:06:12

speaking Vietnamese. So I had

1:06:14

to I know, it sounds so stupid, but

1:06:16

I had to read her thoughts to figure

1:06:18

out what she was saying in Vietnamese

1:06:20

and translated English. And I told him. He was like,

1:06:23

there's no way, there's no way that you would have known that.

1:06:25

So, yeah, wasn't

1:06:27

a believer to that? What good

1:06:29

did she call you? I'm just killing did

1:06:32

she? You should ask your

1:06:34

mom about your penis? Mom,

1:06:39

I have a question about my penis. What you

1:06:42

want? You want winners? No? No, my

1:06:44

penis penis. I don't know where.

1:06:48

Oh mom, you're so hard at hearing pretty

1:06:51

much? Yeah, mom,

1:06:53

can you tell me the symptoms? Yes, there's

1:06:55

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1:06:59

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1:09:11

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He's already to be a psychic for that one, for sure.

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But you also

1:09:18

kind of worry about your emotional state to your emotional

1:09:20

mental health because I kind of feel like we

1:09:23

can always edit the ship out, but I kind of feel

1:09:25

like with you that you there's a lot

1:09:27

of ship that you hold back that you don't say

1:09:29

of and then it then it creeps up on you, and I feel like

1:09:31

you end up having to whether it's cry or release

1:09:33

it in some way. But I feel like there's more to you

1:09:35

than than you're letting on. Sometimes that's true.

1:09:38

It's very explosive to Yeah, why

1:09:40

am if you want to watch?

1:09:42

If you want to see an enraged human

1:09:44

being watching Yankees game with him a

1:09:49

yeah, anger with baseball. My

1:09:51

wife says, it's not fun, That's

1:09:53

what she says. It's probably what you traine

1:09:56

your mind to yell at, to be to be more

1:09:59

aggressive with you know what I'm saying, instead of doing

1:10:01

that with people or with your everyday life. You can take it

1:10:03

out on that or you show more of it with that. Yeah

1:10:06

yeah, yeah, I do explode sometimes

1:10:08

and that not the most healthy way. You

1:10:10

know, when I think about the past and stuff

1:10:13

like that. If I say something I'm not, I'm not trying

1:10:15

to come across this is labeling him

1:10:17

as gay. But I feel like with him, he's got a

1:10:19

lot of this feminine, this feminine energy that

1:10:21

Fox with his masculine energy, because real

1:10:24

men don't cry. If you don't show weakness,

1:10:26

you can't be vulnerable cry. But

1:10:28

but you cry you cry when it's probably when when it's

1:10:31

not the last resort, but when you kind of when

1:10:33

you're kind of tipped over a little bit. I

1:10:36

cry on planes with i Pad. I'm

1:10:39

very emotional. I only

1:10:41

cry with her. Would you say about

1:10:43

the gay thing? I

1:10:46

just know I do have a feminine

1:10:48

pot and you have a lot of feminine and I feel

1:10:51

like it collides with the masculine side of you. And that's

1:10:53

where you have a problem with it, because men aren't

1:10:55

supposed for whatever your rationality and internal

1:10:57

or something. Yeah, the feminine, the feminine, masculine.

1:11:00

Yeah, I think I'm in touch with that more

1:11:02

than a lot of men are. But then

1:11:04

but then it's even though I try

1:11:06

to compensate it with the macho ship. As I say,

1:11:08

that's a double ledged short of you, because you are you're aware

1:11:10

of this, and then you you try to compensate. Still

1:11:13

from you compensate with over. So

1:11:16

you're worried about me, I'm worried

1:11:18

about your mental state, my nerves.

1:11:20

You're you're you're mental, like like, uh, this could

1:11:22

take a toll on you or you can Uh, this is

1:11:24

how you can have We all worry about that form.

1:11:27

Actually you can have an accident because you're not

1:11:29

paying attention or you're you're you're not not

1:11:31

like a car accident or anything like that. But you could

1:11:33

fall, hurt yourself or do something stupid because your

1:11:35

mind isn't there. How do you get

1:11:38

that? You think sized meditation

1:11:40

and also

1:11:42

and also being real with yourself, giving yourself at

1:11:44

least at least fifteen minutes a day too. I

1:11:47

know what sounds wokey, but to go within to clear

1:11:49

that, to release it. And also watch your triggers

1:11:52

because people say shipped to you and you

1:11:55

reacts. Yeah, you

1:11:58

have you have to watch you have to watch that. I'm

1:12:00

like that too. You know how many times I have to

1:12:02

go in the bathroom and bite my tongue because

1:12:05

I'm going to read somebody and they're trying to tell me, Oh,

1:12:07

that's not how I am. Again, I just want you to come

1:12:09

over here and tell me when I'm gonna find it, When I'm gonna

1:12:11

find a real man? When

1:12:13

do you stop bullshitting? Yeah,

1:12:17

it took me fifty years to find hers.

1:12:19

What a great catch, What a great time

1:12:22

waiting? I get

1:12:25

it, Like when I met her, It wasn't immediate

1:12:27

when I met it wasn't like oh my god. It

1:12:29

was like, yeah, okay,

1:12:33

well let's see does she entice your your

1:12:35

your your darker side. There was there something

1:12:37

about her that you were like, no, you

1:12:39

know what it was. I was coming off of a bad situation

1:12:41

and I wasn't ready to meet anybody, so

1:12:43

I hadn't really nothing to do with her. It was

1:12:46

all me. And then the

1:12:48

more we hung out, the

1:12:50

more I was like okay, okay.

1:12:53

And then in my head I was like, all right, well everybody starts this

1:12:55

way, eventually the other shoe is gonna drop, and I'm like, there

1:12:57

it is. And then there was like,

1:12:59

you know, I've see if you're in that headspace you're going

1:13:01

to look for You're actually going to wait

1:13:03

for that moment as opposed to enjoy the moment you should

1:13:05

be enjoying. So when something

1:13:08

even is remotely close to what you were

1:13:10

waiting for, you go, there it is. And

1:13:12

then we had a couple of those moments and she was like, no, that's

1:13:14

not the funk I am, and I go, well, why did you do that then?

1:13:17

And then then we got past those, and then

1:13:20

we've only had amazing days after that. I

1:13:22

liked her him when I first met her at

1:13:25

the other house and she was floating

1:13:27

around, So, who is this girl? I

1:13:30

like her? You know him? And he did, he

1:13:32

said that right awire it did. It was

1:13:35

weird. And I was like, because the first time they came over,

1:13:37

you were there. I mean the first time

1:13:40

that they came over and you were there. Um,

1:13:42

him, her and his wife are making Olympius together.

1:13:45

And I was like, oh, it's like a little factory in my kitchen. I

1:13:49

was like, which one are you guys are making me nikes? So

1:13:54

I'm about to start that at two hours for you just give

1:13:56

me a second. I think they were a good fit. I

1:13:58

think that with her with you. What I

1:14:01

like about what I think that she struggles

1:14:03

with sometimes. And I mentioned this briefly here

1:14:05

cut this out if you need to, is that she

1:14:07

picks up on the intention of

1:14:09

other people. So what they don't

1:14:12

say or they're trying to hide,

1:14:14

she already knows. So if they're gonna be kind of if they're going

1:14:16

to have that energy with her, she might

1:14:18

not know why she gets she's gonna know why she gets

1:14:20

irritated, but she's got to kind of, like, I'm gonna

1:14:23

say, block some of that yeah

1:14:25

or not. I'm going to go upstairs.

1:14:27

Why I don't like the energy down here. Okay,

1:14:30

good for you. Yeah, I'm the same

1:14:32

way too. And then he'll he'll tell me they didn't say

1:14:34

anything to you. They don't have to say a word.

1:14:37

I already know. Yeah, I tell him the same

1:14:40

thing. I'm like, I don't like him. I don't

1:14:42

like her. I don't want him at

1:14:44

the wedding. I don't want her at the wedding. He's like, why,

1:14:46

I'm like, because I don't. There's just there's

1:14:49

something not vibeing. Do

1:14:51

you know how many people that don't don't mean

1:14:54

to put my finger, but do you know how many people don't

1:14:56

honor that honor that

1:14:59

feeling, and they just they sugarcoat or they

1:15:01

invite these people over end up ruining their whatever

1:15:03

the keys may be. Stick to your guns man.

1:15:05

And that's why, I mean, it's kind of hard for him because

1:15:07

he's a people pleaser, and I'm like, I don't

1:15:09

want that person there. I don't need her negative

1:15:12

funk in our in our

1:15:14

energy that day or at all. And

1:15:16

he's just kind of like, Okay, let me try to figure out a

1:15:18

nicer way to put it. Why I don't want this person. Sometimes

1:15:21

there is no nice way. Sometimes you just got to be Like

1:15:23

I was, like, I'll do I'll tell him do

1:15:26

it. She's probably

1:15:29

right because my wife has been right about so many

1:15:31

I have to give a credit. Not that I agree

1:15:33

with her, but she's

1:15:36

more right than wrong. Yeah. No, when

1:15:38

she does say certain things

1:15:41

about certain people, I don't

1:15:43

go, no, you're wrong. I go really, and

1:15:46

I'll question it a little bit, and then she'll give

1:15:48

me the reason. Then I'll just watch them differently, and I'm like, Okay,

1:15:51

you're right. Um,

1:15:53

yeah, I don't think she's I can't say she's

1:15:56

been wrong about anybody yet. Um,

1:16:00

but people would mistake her energy minding

1:16:02

your energy is being difficult, or

1:16:04

we're just bitches, or we're just ship

1:16:07

starters, exactly now. I always want to protect

1:16:09

her image, so I don't say anything to the people

1:16:11

of that about you know, Ali.

1:16:13

You know she didn't want to. I don't.

1:16:16

I don't drag her into it. I'm like, all right, but am I

1:16:18

wrong to say that? It's really easy to be your friend? Two

1:16:21

things. Don't waste my time and don't

1:16:23

lie to me. Exactly, simple, exactly,

1:16:27

very That's why I think you and I get very

1:16:29

well because they're still bullshit

1:16:32

there but they we we you guys, I'm gonna I'm

1:16:34

gonna throw I'm gonna be the gay thing again. You need

1:16:36

people like us in your lives, both of

1:16:38

you, because psychics,

1:16:41

gay people, strong minded people, because

1:16:43

we will keep that. You don't have to say ship. Just let

1:16:45

us say it. Yeah, just you sit

1:16:48

there and look pretty, make the money. Let us say it.

1:16:50

And that's why I try to tell him, We've

1:16:52

got an assortment of people in our lives that are every

1:16:55

every end of the spectrum. Because when I say

1:16:58

things is black,

1:17:00

white, yellow, mixed whatever, they're

1:17:03

all there. Everybody fits

1:17:05

in somewhere somewhere. But I'm

1:17:07

like, I don't say these things or I don't

1:17:10

like mention it. I'm only looking out

1:17:12

for your best interests. And if I know someone's trying

1:17:14

to do something facetious or doing this

1:17:16

other you know whatever, it's because I'm

1:17:18

worried about you and I know what

1:17:21

they're doing and I can see what they're doing, but

1:17:23

he's not seeing it and have a problem later,

1:17:26

right, And I tried. That's why I tried with him. I'll try

1:17:28

to avoid that with him and he's just like, oh no, we're

1:17:30

just gonna wait. We're just I'm like, so

1:17:32

we can wait two weeks and it's going to be exactly how I said

1:17:34

it. And then we got to think of another excuse to tell this person. And

1:17:37

I've told him that. I was like, okays

1:17:39

later, but that's cool if he would

1:17:41

have listened to me prior. But he

1:17:43

did see see his face. I'm

1:17:47

an alpha, so

1:17:51

I'm open to suggestions, but

1:17:53

I'm also a hard learned but very

1:17:56

but but I think also too, I'm I'm gonna throw I'm gonna

1:17:58

throw a couple of good bones try. I feel like you're I feel like, what makes

1:18:01

you just a little bit better than too? Well, yeah, is

1:18:03

that he is

1:18:05

that he's into. He's

1:18:07

probably intuitive as well too, and picks

1:18:10

up on it. But you're just a little I mean, you're

1:18:12

you're going to be more hopeful. I

1:18:15

hope, you know. I hope I'm wrong. Somebody asked

1:18:17

me that one time. They said, well, how do you see the world? Do you do

1:18:19

you have any hope for the world? And I said you,

1:18:21

I'm gonna be honest you. I said, no, I

1:18:24

don't have any hope. And they're like, that's kind of a shitty thing to

1:18:26

say. We're having to rely on people

1:18:28

to make things better. We can't

1:18:31

even come to a fucking conclusion about these maths,

1:18:33

the pandemic, voting, and

1:18:36

you want us all to collaborate together. It's

1:18:39

not happening. So I'm an atheist. You

1:18:41

can't come together on one fucking universal

1:18:44

being, unexpecting to trust any of you exactly

1:18:46

if there was one, there would be one

1:18:49

only. That's why when with the psychic

1:18:51

stuff, I don't go. I mean, you have these ones that come

1:18:53

out into predict things fifteen twenty years,

1:18:55

you're gonna have a great life. How is that? You? And I

1:18:57

live in the real world, all of us, How is that gonna work?

1:19:00

I sit on my couch, I'll smoking weed.

1:19:02

I want to be a comedian, right, I don't.

1:19:04

I don't go to any auditions. I'm just saying

1:19:06

that. And you, you're your

1:19:08

hall and asks, You're doing what you're supposed to be doing. What

1:19:11

makes me think that I'm going to get it before Russell

1:19:13

is because I'm more hopeful

1:19:15

everybody gets before Russell does, or

1:19:20

or manifested. If I hear that again, it'll

1:19:23

be too soon. Manifested manifested.

1:19:27

They throw that everywhere. I'm gonna manifest. Manifest

1:19:29

this in my life, I've ever heard it. But get off. Yeah,

1:19:32

get off your lazy gass and make it happen. Don't

1:19:35

just wish for it. I'm

1:19:38

with your kid. Yeah, you're preaching to the choir, Chris

1:19:40

Medina, thank you. Yeah,

1:19:43

that's that. I'm worried about next feminine state, so

1:19:47

I'll turn it off. I'm

1:19:50

not because I'm in touch with my feminine side, so

1:19:53

I'm not threatened by any of that. And we

1:19:56

don't want you to worry, Nick, No, that's that's

1:19:58

what you know, how you say your cycles some again a hypocat.

1:20:01

We don't want you to worry, just not to worry. Don't

1:20:03

worry about it, don't And

1:20:05

me and Hamm have very solid

1:20:07

conversations. I talk him off the ledge a lot.

1:20:11

But at the end of the day, you have to ask yourself, what

1:20:13

is this worrying got me? All it did was waste

1:20:15

time and how to have these conversations, but nothing really

1:20:17

came out of it. Though I'm one of those people

1:20:20

too, I don't worry about things before they happen because

1:20:22

I'm like, well, now you gotta worry about it twice.

1:20:25

You gotta worry about it before and then worry about it when

1:20:27

it happens. Exactly, you can be prepared

1:20:29

for it to happen. You see me lasting for a while. Yeah,

1:20:31

you need you need to. You need to get your head out of there because

1:20:33

you you've always thought I wasn't going to live that long.

1:20:36

No, that's your You've got a lot

1:20:38

of when I say past life energy, I'm not going to go and

1:20:40

to tell you who your past life and all that, but you've done

1:20:42

this before, so you have all the stuff

1:20:44

that you carry with you. And also what's the relationship

1:20:47

like with you and your mother? Pretty good?

1:20:49

Did she give the baby? Does she? Uh?

1:20:53

Uh? Did she did? She did? She spoil

1:20:55

you a lot? Growing Yeah, so she took so

1:20:57

she she over she overdid it. So

1:20:59

my brother said, yeah, and that you did. You didn't

1:21:02

have the defense mechanism or the coping mechanism

1:21:04

to handle tough situations. Because I'm not saying that you were

1:21:06

crabbing. You went to mom though, with mom there, but she kind

1:21:08

of took care of I made a lot of band decisions just being

1:21:11

emotional. Like my brother even said,

1:21:13

get him, I go back on all these stupid

1:21:15

decisions I made. But you can't change that.

1:21:17

That's why I can't change it. That's why when people tell me

1:21:19

all the time, when they when they said, oh, I went to this

1:21:22

past life regressionist or my psychic

1:21:24

told me that that the reason why I'm blocked now is

1:21:26

because I went through all these lifetimes of all this bad

1:21:28

karma. Well that's great, but what are we going to get to

1:21:30

this lifetime? When are we fixing this one?

1:21:32

And that's what you need to worry about, because you haven't.

1:21:35

You have to give them seven hundred dollars for the

1:21:39

same size as the exactly in their

1:21:42

house. You believe in karma?

1:21:46

Oh yeah, karma I think is real. But but

1:21:48

let me in right,

1:21:51

here's the thing. I've done horrible

1:21:53

things in this lifetime, horrible

1:21:56

gangs, drugs, prostitutions. Deep

1:21:58

down in your heart? What you you are?

1:22:00

You good? I'm a good person, You're a good guy. But but

1:22:03

but, but there's some people that can't let

1:22:05

you get past that. That's usually your

1:22:07

family or your friends. They have

1:22:09

to always bring your past into your future. And

1:22:12

you do that. You don't need those people, You do that on your

1:22:14

own. You take a trip down memory lane at

1:22:16

least once a day to get your to take your mind there. It's almost

1:22:18

like if I, if I concentrate on being good or

1:22:21

I have these good vibes, what if something comes

1:22:23

in and knocks me off? Well? What

1:22:25

if it doesn't? What

1:22:27

if? What if you find your bliss and you're able

1:22:29

to be happy without

1:22:32

the restrictions? Yeah,

1:22:37

okay, god,

1:22:41

but you you you relax.

1:22:45

But when I'm happy, I'm really happy. Yeah,

1:22:47

but it doesn't lack because

1:22:49

you don't allow it to come

1:22:54

really really high. But

1:22:56

I can't sustain that like high? What

1:22:59

what? What? I don't know, I can't like just

1:23:01

like the normal things. Doesn't It's because

1:23:03

he's probably thinking like this can't be real. How

1:23:09

is that I don't feel like I deserve to be this happy? That

1:23:12

you need to get off that ship too, because you he

1:23:16

you you're your defense here we go. Your

1:23:18

defense mechanism is your sense of humor,

1:23:21

and you're in your fucking quick wit. I

1:23:23

can sit here and I can insult you. I can

1:23:25

say something. His ass he's I saw

1:23:27

him clock me from the very beginning. His ass is

1:23:29

picking out everything that's wrong with me. And

1:23:33

when it when it comes time, he will unleash

1:23:35

that. Yeah, I do. I do size

1:23:37

people up quick. You do good. You have an idea

1:23:39

as to when Eddie's penis is going to follow, because

1:23:43

it's been in some dirty, dirty dark places. Yeah,

1:23:47

his next bike, right, it's gonna get lodged in between

1:23:49

the door with Eddie.

1:23:53

His life has changed a lot, Like great

1:23:55

things are happening to him, Gabe, white Cloth, Gabe,

1:23:58

and he was just such a I

1:24:00

don't know, I just think he deserves it, you know, because he

1:24:02

was so innocent. He's

1:24:04

just the sweet guy, and like, great things

1:24:06

are happening to him, and I feel like it makes

1:24:08

all of us, really it makes sense. But why it's

1:24:10

happening to him, It makes

1:24:13

sense why it's happening, Yeah, to me, because

1:24:15

he's just such a good spirit. And you don't feel

1:24:17

like you deserve it. No, I didn't say I don't deserve

1:24:19

it. I've had some good things in my life, but

1:24:22

he's like having a time now where life

1:24:25

is really good for him and he's given back

1:24:27

to I don't know, We're gonna bring white Client to

1:24:29

this sit down, Gabe,

1:24:31

because I've adored him for a lot of years and

1:24:34

now he's like blossoming, you

1:24:37

know, my solder, you I'm

1:24:41

well, come on, I

1:24:43

don't look like you don't look like you're

1:24:45

fortunite. But this is something you have

1:24:47

to look You have to look at what's going on. If all this stuff

1:24:49

is blossoming, you have to look at it because

1:24:52

you spent a lot of time up until this point,

1:24:54

probably playing it too safe, probably

1:24:57

playing at arm's length, or not really feeling

1:24:59

comfortable with who you are. And

1:25:01

so something has come in at this time in your life

1:25:04

that that kind of that all of a sudden, it's

1:25:06

almost like when it's almost like you wake up and you just feel

1:25:08

different. Does that make sense? Like I feel more,

1:25:10

I feel more determined, I feel more

1:25:12

ambitious for whatever reason, I don't feel

1:25:15

like what was gonna bother me is gonna bother me

1:25:17

today. So you're almost waking up again.

1:25:19

But you have to pay attention to this because I

1:25:21

feel like with you, this is a once in a lifetime

1:25:23

time opportunity for you. As far as like when he

1:25:25

talked about karma, I always

1:25:28

tell people you've reached this end, this this place

1:25:30

in your road of life to where all you're

1:25:32

gonna throw your past life karma, all the carma that you

1:25:34

have in this lifetime. You've you're,

1:25:36

you're, you're almost done with it. So everything

1:25:38

at this point moving forward is what you make of it.

1:25:40

So I always tell people, don't taint this

1:25:43

clean slate that you've been given. So

1:25:45

with you, I don't think that you're gonna taint it. I'm gonna tell you that you

1:25:47

need to go harder or you or you need to you

1:25:49

need to stay ambitious and more

1:25:52

more more than anything else, more direct,

1:25:55

more opening your mouth and in in in and

1:25:58

telling people things, not yelling at them, but at

1:26:00

least getting your point across there. You go, be more assertive.

1:26:03

Oh yeah, yeah, but I but I feel like

1:26:05

he, I feel like he. Is it fair to say

1:26:08

that you were almost pushed into this, like like this happened

1:26:10

all of a sudden. I'm not saying that the success

1:26:13

that your success happened all of a sudden, but this feeling that you

1:26:15

have within yourself happened all of a sudden.

1:26:18

But enjoy this and also too, don't

1:26:20

don't uh um, I feel I feel

1:26:22

like with you, sometimes you get embarrassed or social

1:26:24

settings sometimes could be a little bit difficult

1:26:27

for you because you you you uh, you're

1:26:29

not sure how they're going to take you. But

1:26:33

I think that your sense of humor and the way that you say things,

1:26:35

I think that I think that you have these. Your personality

1:26:37

is one that if that if I was to come and left,

1:26:39

I was to be here and I didn't know anybody else and talk to you,

1:26:42

you probably say something that was gonna make me laugh or

1:26:44

say something that would kind of break the eyes a little bit. You

1:26:46

have to honor that because people get a kick out of what

1:26:48

you say. What do you

1:26:51

think? Oh? I love when Game talks.

1:26:53

Game makes me laugh all the time. Gabe.

1:26:55

When I see Gabe, he gave

1:26:58

is like a ball of joy. When I see like it very happy.

1:27:01

It's never like I see Gabe, but I got Gabe.

1:27:04

I'm like, oh yeah, white Claw. My mood

1:27:06

changes when I see him. He probably because he probably exudes

1:27:09

the same energy that you exude, or you could pick you can.

1:27:11

You can kind of feel like it's not it's not that

1:27:13

I'm not saying that he's not. And I can also feel when he's

1:27:15

down and it bothers me when he's down. Yeah,

1:27:18

Sometimes when when I feel insulted, I feel

1:27:20

hurt. Sometimes I didn't want to talk to anybody. I just

1:27:22

want to I just want to be by myself right now.

1:27:24

That's that's how I feel. When I'm excited.

1:27:26

I like to share my job with everybody. When's

1:27:29

your Win's your birthday? It's somewhere

1:27:31

in November, November eight somewhere

1:27:33

on November eighteen, somewhere over

1:27:36

somewhere period in

1:27:40

between the seventeenth and nineteen. Okay,

1:27:42

there you go. Scorpio. Is they

1:27:44

get butt hurt very easily? Yeah?

1:27:46

They I was. There was a woman that used to

1:27:48

fun I used to work in the insurance company, insurance industry

1:27:51

for about twenty years, and there was this woman that would

1:27:53

always funk with me every day, like I would

1:27:55

ignore her, try to not try not to speak to her, and she would

1:27:57

block my way. Good morning, Chris, good morning, good

1:27:59

morning. And I finally had it and I told one

1:28:01

of my friends, I said, she's a scorpio, right, They said yeah.

1:28:03

I said, watch me, watch me how this bitch come

1:28:05

undone? And I made her emotional. She

1:28:08

got so emotional to the point where she was yelling

1:28:10

at me, pointing her finger in my face

1:28:12

that she got fired for it. So

1:28:14

be careful be careful with that. So with you, I feel

1:28:16

like I feel like you don't. Sometimes you don't realize

1:28:19

that your poker face is good enough. And

1:28:21

I feel like you're the you're sometimes you're the only one

1:28:23

that that sees your your inadequacies.

1:28:26

So loosen up a little bit more. Yeah, I

1:28:28

guess see

1:28:31

white Claw a

1:28:35

mind reader of everybody, you

1:28:38

know, how to read people's mind. Well, that's what he is.

1:28:40

He's a psychic. He's

1:28:42

a very happy person. But you know, like

1:28:44

he's probably more happy than than

1:28:47

most people in his

1:28:49

in his world, you know, and even now, and

1:28:52

I'm not even sure he registers like

1:28:54

what's going on, you know, because

1:28:57

like the world knows who he is now. It's kind of like,

1:28:59

you know, the other day we were in Vegas and he got like mobbed

1:29:02

in front of T mobile enjoy

1:29:04

it and he just yeah, we go,

1:29:06

go, go go. And then he did and I

1:29:08

said, how did you How did you feel? How he goes? I feel

1:29:11

it feels feels amazing. I go it doesn't

1:29:13

it, I go embrace it because

1:29:15

you were happy before this anyway, Yeah,

1:29:18

this is I think it's happening. This is happening. Is

1:29:20

gravy, Yeah, Yeah,

1:29:25

did you have any questions? Do you want to ask anything or um,

1:29:29

see, it's kind of I can't really think of it. When

1:29:31

you do, just let me know, sure, but yeah,

1:29:34

just yeah, enjoy it, enjoy

1:29:36

it. Yeah. I don't feel like when he

1:29:38

says that you're a good person, you're a happy person, I don't. I

1:29:40

don't dispute that. I just question what's going on

1:29:42

on the inside with you and how you're feeling.

1:29:44

But yeah, is Nick Nick

1:29:49

Nick Nick just walked in. Yeah, that's

1:29:51

nixt Son Nick Nick. He's

1:29:54

the mastermind behind White

1:29:56

Claws. Is

1:29:59

um so show media. That's

1:30:01

my son, his

1:30:04

manager. What do you think of

1:30:06

him on a personal level. I think Gave

1:30:08

on a personal level is a very sweet

1:30:11

individual and a very kind person. Um.

1:30:14

I think he likes

1:30:16

uh, he likes the

1:30:19

idea of things, and he looks to explore

1:30:21

it, but sometimes he doesn't know how to explore it. So

1:30:24

there's people along the way like me, my dad

1:30:26

Russell, who like guide

1:30:29

him and like show him new things. And he likes

1:30:31

to just learn things. And he's

1:30:34

seen a lot of things in his life that a lot

1:30:36

of people have not. And he's experienced

1:30:38

a lot of things now he's experiencing fame

1:30:40

and and just like new,

1:30:42

newer things. So he's he's had

1:30:44

a pretty colorful life. So on a personal level,

1:30:46

you're you would tell him to enjoy this, that

1:30:49

you that you that you've got to this point that I told him,

1:30:51

I gave him a mini reading and I said, something happened

1:30:53

at this point, this part of your life, your work, just you just woke

1:30:55

up all of a sudden. It's like, but

1:30:58

on a personal type of level, like from in

1:31:00

because I kind of feel like I'm not taking away that he his

1:31:03

smarts or what he's gone through here. But my

1:31:05

question to him is how does this make you feel?

1:31:07

Is this good enough for you to come out more? For him?

1:31:09

Yeah? For him, yeah, yeah, this is

1:31:11

something he should enjoy. For me, it's

1:31:13

like, you know, he's in this a different

1:31:16

stage of his life and this kind of came

1:31:18

about and it's part of the fun. And

1:31:21

you know, he there's no pressure for him. He can just

1:31:23

continue to be himself and do what he's gotta

1:31:25

do. So that's really it. I feel like the only

1:31:28

person with get in his way is his is his own

1:31:30

thoughts. But that's it, right, Yeah, with

1:31:32

the right guidance and the right people around him, he

1:31:34

should be fine. Yeah, exactly. And if Gabe

1:31:36

doesn't like you, he won't talk to you. Sure,

1:31:39

he shuts down here. And he has

1:31:41

a good sense about people if

1:31:44

they're fake, if they're phony, even

1:31:46

his own relatives or whatever. We'll talk

1:31:48

about stuff, me and him, And he

1:31:51

knows he can read people. He

1:31:53

can tell when somebody's a douche He's

1:31:56

got a very good sense. He really

1:31:58

does good douche sense around him. Yeah,

1:32:00

he knows a douche bag. He

1:32:04

comes right in on cue. He

1:32:07

knows Nick Nick, so he sometimes

1:32:10

sometimes Nick Nick is a little mean, but

1:32:13

sometimes problem this

1:32:15

is your bad right, Yeah, niemin

1:32:17

sides external. I was telling him that I feel

1:32:20

like he has feminine and masculine

1:32:22

energy collides, and that's where he has a problem without

1:32:24

Sometimes do you think that's why gay people like me? Because

1:32:28

my I asked my brother when I was younger, and he'd

1:32:30

say, no, because you're small and you're cute.

1:32:33

That could be one of the reasons why. But I'd say, why

1:32:35

are they attracted to? But I feel like, I feel

1:32:37

like you make it easy for people to talk to you. When

1:32:40

I was a doorman, I used to have a guy, like a Brazilian

1:32:43

designer, and he'd say, I said, can you make

1:32:45

me a suit? And he go, when you come up for the

1:32:47

fitting? I said, I won't come up there. He'd

1:32:50

open his wallet and say how much I

1:32:52

go. No, No, you'll never get it. You'll never get

1:32:54

it, you know. But I mean, I've had other people

1:32:56

in my life too that have kind of, you know, adored

1:32:59

me or whatever. Yeah, I feel like that. You're

1:33:01

easy to talk to. I feel like it's you're not You're non threatening.

1:33:04

Yeah, maybe that's it until you get mad

1:33:06

and then that's a different story. Yeah. Well,

1:33:10

he's real, is what it is. He's

1:33:12

in New York or he doesn't beat around the bush. My

1:33:16

brother is more stone,

1:33:20

stone cold. But

1:33:22

I want to see you. It doesn't matter what I want,

1:33:24

but I would like to see you more

1:33:26

in touch with yourself, more kind of like

1:33:29

uh, letting go and not bringing your

1:33:31

fears and insecurity, allowing your fears and insecurities

1:33:33

to rise to the service. All the time. I struggle with

1:33:35

it, you do, but no, I'm in touch with myself. I

1:33:37

just struggle with it. But how can we again? Maybe

1:33:40

we can ever fix that? But how can we get you

1:33:42

to loosen up a little bit more or to again

1:33:44

with at least with yourself. I

1:33:46

don't have the answers. I am who

1:33:48

I am, But I just have to relax

1:33:51

a little bit. You don't smoke weed,

1:33:53

No, I don't like that stuff. Drink

1:33:56

with me. Everybody's different.

1:33:59

I don't like what a rep senseything. I

1:34:02

don't. I just don't like the whole Chiba called it chiba.

1:34:05

I'm just not a I'm not a pod hit, you know.

1:34:08

But yeah,

1:34:11

my wife does that, but I go, don't do it in front of me. I

1:34:13

don't want to see it. You know. My brothers like good good.

1:34:15

We had a brother that I did a lot of stuff, So maybe

1:34:18

that was it. I don't know, a lot of negative

1:34:20

connotation associated with it. Yeah,

1:34:22

yeah, yeah, I don't drink. And he'll say you'll take pain

1:34:24

killers, you'll take all that ship. I'm like, it's

1:34:27

drugs. It's true. I've almost killed

1:34:29

myself a few times with that stuff. You gotta be careful.

1:34:31

Yeah, I had a national addiction there. I

1:34:33

know because I've taken lots and lots of medicine, so I gotta

1:34:36

be very careful with that. But

1:34:38

learned. I don't see anything negative with you as far as like

1:34:40

your your road of life. If you will maybe therapy,

1:34:43

maybe therapy would be good. Here's the thing with therapy,

1:34:45

though, and I'm not gonna knock it. I love

1:34:47

therapy. I love psychology and psychiatry. However,

1:34:51

you he's a perfect example. If

1:34:53

you're ever gonna go see a psychologist or a psychiatrist,

1:34:56

you better make sure that motherfucker is either

1:34:58

on the same level as you or a level

1:35:01

up higher, because his ass will end up being the therapist.

1:35:04

Oh, I've done that. And I have a I

1:35:06

have a counselor that I have to talk to and

1:35:09

with you know, from my um, from

1:35:12

my uh, with my about

1:35:15

my son's mother. And I have to talk to this counselor

1:35:17

to get things done. And and I called

1:35:19

him out. I called her out one day and she was like all

1:35:21

thrown off. She was, she

1:35:24

was discombobulated, and I was like, and

1:35:27

then I looked at her and I was like, and then for yeah,

1:35:29

exactly, and for somebody, because I do this for a

1:35:31

living, I talked I can I have to when I talk

1:35:33

to them in the audience, I have to, says

1:35:35

everybody movement, they do, how

1:35:38

they react what I'm saying that when I'm talking to them,

1:35:40

I noticed a twitch, I'll notice it without

1:35:42

noting knowing I noticed it. I noticed. I

1:35:45

used to box, so it's the same thing in boxing. Um,

1:35:48

when I'm when I was when I'm sparring with you, I'm

1:35:51

watching your eyes. I'm not watching your hands. Your

1:35:53

eyes are gonna give away before your hands are, So

1:35:55

that's what I'm watching. I'm like keeping my eyes on you the whole

1:35:58

time. And it's the same thing when I'm talking to someone

1:36:00

in the audience. It's the same thing. When I'm talking about therapist

1:36:02

or whatever. I'm like, as far as I'm going to

1:36:04

the most therapists full of ship. You know, you

1:36:06

studied it, you learned to you learn what to do, what not

1:36:08

to do, how to do it. But I

1:36:10

don't think it means that's who you are. I

1:36:13

mean you learned how to do it. I mean you either are that person

1:36:15

or you' not that person. That's how I'm with my readings. I'll

1:36:17

tell people I don't know. Here's

1:36:20

where the psychology comes in. I gave you five

1:36:22

years of therapy right up front, but you're

1:36:24

gonna ask me what, like you said, what

1:36:26

do I do with this? I can't tell you

1:36:29

because my guides don't give me the opportunity

1:36:32

to lounge around and think about it. They're like, get your

1:36:34

ass up and go do this. So for somebody

1:36:36

like him, he needs to. That's why I tell people go

1:36:38

see a psychologist or psychiatrists to help you

1:36:40

find your process. But

1:36:42

but for somebody like him, I wouldn't. I would be We're

1:36:45

very hesitant or or at least make

1:36:48

sure that if if I was gonna pick who is

1:36:50

going to go see that, they had to be strong. They're

1:36:52

not gonna let them let him go in there and just talk

1:36:54

the whole hour away and not do anything

1:36:56

with him. That would be my one. Say something

1:36:59

left his COVID, they I had

1:37:01

it whatever, And then after I was I

1:37:03

didn't have it. I had all come after

1:37:05

effects and I was raging and

1:37:08

I had no filter. I couldn't

1:37:10

hold back with my wife, would anybody. I was

1:37:12

really like whatever I felt about people, how

1:37:15

family, I was fucking saying it.

1:37:17

I was just like I said, don't you know, I don't know what was

1:37:20

going on, but I was just like I told her friend one

1:37:22

day, I said, you know you're you're a sloppy drunk because

1:37:25

I've seen it be a sloppy judge. That was kind of mean.

1:37:27

I said, I know, but it just needed to come out.

1:37:29

She's not the nicest person anyway, you

1:37:32

know. And then and then I felt bad about it because I'm always

1:37:34

remorseful. I always

1:37:36

feel I had to whatever

1:37:39

it is. I don't know why I feel sorry

1:37:41

for you. But here's the thing. I'm glad you brought this up,

1:37:43

both of you, guys. I asked another

1:37:46

girl this I did. I did a podcast with a girl that was

1:37:48

almost similar to this here, and I was like, she

1:37:50

was like, I go, when you're talking your ship and

1:37:52

you're talking about Cancel culture and all this ship and you're

1:37:55

bad mouthing everybody else, do you catch yourself

1:37:57

just it's just coming out? And she

1:37:59

said yeah. I said, like, like you just you're

1:38:01

not even thinking about it, just comes out. She said yeah. I said,

1:38:03

then don't stop yourself. So for somebody

1:38:05

like you too, if it needed to say that, because

1:38:07

you need to be bulls, she's probably sitting there and saying fuck

1:38:10

yeah, and you're you're sitting there like, oh, did

1:38:12

I just go you said it? The way that you needed to say it,

1:38:14

because I do that, and then I go all right,

1:38:16

Because I'm always about intent. It's what's

1:38:19

your intention when you're saying it? Yeah, And

1:38:21

that's that's when my goal is to get the intent

1:38:23

out. It's not it's not the it's not the words,

1:38:25

it's the intent. If you catch the intent, then

1:38:28

I don't think cancel culture will bother you because

1:38:31

my intent when I'm saying things is only to make

1:38:33

you smile or laugh or think. I'm not trying

1:38:35

to persuade you of other things.

1:38:38

In the world do we live in now? We're a comedian, can't

1:38:40

even bust somebody else's balls, funny

1:38:43

enough. I talked about this on stage the other day. Um,

1:38:46

I said, we're gonna run

1:38:48

out of letters soon in the alphabet

1:38:51

because we're canceling so many words that we're gonna

1:38:53

run out of letters. They're like, don't say the N word, Okay, the ND words

1:38:55

a good one. You don't want to say that. And somebody said, don't

1:38:57

say the R word. I said russell. I can't say russell. Now

1:39:00

you can't say retard, And I go, okay,

1:39:03

and then they go and you can't say gay. I go what do you mean

1:39:05

I can't tell the gay person goes, no, you can't just randomly

1:39:08

use the word gay like you used to, And I go, I

1:39:10

can't say gay or retard? How am I supposed to communicate with

1:39:12

my brother? Because

1:39:15

that's literally our whole conversation and

1:39:17

it never has to do with a handicap verson or homosexual.

1:39:20

It's like, you're so fucking gay, What do you mean a retard for?

1:39:22

You know what I mean? Like, it's just and then that's just the

1:39:24

way we speak it. That doesn't mean anything towards

1:39:26

any of those groups of being. And when we use

1:39:28

the word gay, maybe because we're old school, it's

1:39:31

not calling somebody, with all due respect, a faggot.

1:39:33

You're just saying, don't be so gay. It's like, don't be so

1:39:36

dumb or don't be so like, yeah, you know what I'm

1:39:38

saying, Like it has nothing to do with what the word

1:39:40

means. It's the most far removed

1:39:42

use of the word you could ever use it with. If

1:39:45

it's clearly used

1:39:47

in an absurd context, that should

1:39:49

should be the way it should received. But the fact that we

1:39:51

have to tell adults this and remind

1:39:53

them of this, or you got

1:39:55

the ones. Again, you're a comedian, You've

1:39:58

got the ones that come out are comedians that are talking it.

1:40:00

But then all of a sudden they start

1:40:02

getting canceled and they want to do these apology tours.

1:40:04

Were not a fucking priest. You're not a therapist.

1:40:07

Why should you have to watch your mouth? You're a comedian. I

1:40:09

want to laugh off off the ship that comes out of your mouth.

1:40:12

I think Eddie Murphy gave a funk when he did Delirious,

1:40:14

Oh my God, but then he apologized

1:40:16

later, which is weird to me. I'm like,

1:40:18

you can't apologize for the times you were living

1:40:20

in he did. I

1:40:23

regret saying some of those things. And I'm like, all

1:40:25

the all the aids and gay stuff that he was talking

1:40:27

about on that that's we didn't have the information.

1:40:31

That's what was happening. Yeah, here's

1:40:34

even a better one. We want to undo what

1:40:36

our girl Kim did. We want

1:40:38

to take we want we want to start covering ourselves back

1:40:40

up and not talking about taking it in the ass anymore. We're

1:40:43

gonna we're regressing now. Is that what you're

1:40:45

telling you? That

1:40:49

ship? What?

1:40:52

Yeah? You want to hear something

1:40:54

even funnier? How about what what we're

1:40:56

gonna start canceling spirits too, goes.

1:40:59

I had had a woman come to visit me in Oregon

1:41:01

when I lived there for six years. She wanted a

1:41:03

medium reading. She shows up at my house and that's why don't

1:41:05

ever since and I don't do readings in my home. Her

1:41:08

father came in. She was As soon as the woman comes

1:41:10

out of her car and starts walking up my up my doorway,

1:41:13

her father comes in. God

1:41:15

fucking damn it. I told

1:41:17

this bitch to keep her fucking mouth shut.

1:41:20

Now I got to sit here and talk to this fucking wet

1:41:22

backed faggot that I would never And I'm

1:41:24

like, who the this is here?

1:41:27

And she's walking up and I'm hearing all this, and I'm

1:41:29

like, Hi, I'm Christmathina. Nice to meet you, fagget

1:41:31

faggot fagott, So have a seat right here, fagget

1:41:34

fagget faggett have yeah the whole

1:41:36

time. And she sat, she sat down, and I asked

1:41:38

her. I said, I have to ask you this, and with all due respect, and I was a

1:41:40

lot nicer back then. I said, was your dad racist?

1:41:43

Many? And

1:41:45

she goes, oh, he was horrible. The

1:41:47

meanest man. I said, he's here, tell him

1:41:49

whenever the funk you gotta say something, Get the hell oup out of

1:41:52

my house. Yeah, you don't die.

1:41:54

You don't just die and get your wings and you're gone.

1:41:56

If you're a miserable funk, you're a miserable fucking

1:41:58

the afterlife. Yeah, you're

1:42:00

like, I'm not fucking wet back exactly.

1:42:03

You've got to be fucked up. I'm

1:42:07

gonna patch you, motherfucker. Get

1:42:10

that ship right. And

1:42:12

an Aztec h and

1:42:15

a gay man and now

1:42:17

you're just trying to cover your basis doubling

1:42:20

down. She wants to know, you know about

1:42:22

our after what we were before we were?

1:42:26

Oh, that's what it is. Is

1:42:28

there a past life? Do we have a past? Everybody has? Everybody

1:42:30

a good majority of people have a past life. Some some only

1:42:33

have one. Somehow, Um,

1:42:38

I don't know, maybe, but your yours is a

1:42:40

little bit more checkered. She

1:42:43

you have more of like UK the black guys.

1:42:45

She's she's lived more. She's you've lived

1:42:47

more lives than he has. And you've also

1:42:49

you're you're one of their biggest things here is Um,

1:42:52

I don't know, you get along with your family in this lifetime. The

1:42:56

reason why I say is because you you were always

1:42:59

somebody that that was probably

1:43:01

the smartest or the most with it, had

1:43:03

the more wherewithal in your family. And I

1:43:05

felt like in the past lives you were somebody that was always

1:43:07

going around and kind of cleaning up their mess or

1:43:09

being responsible for them, that you didn't really get

1:43:11

a chance to enjoy your own life the way that you should

1:43:14

have. So in this lifetime

1:43:16

here it's important for you to learn the biggest

1:43:18

lesson of all is how you receive

1:43:20

love, not how you give it, because

1:43:22

that's something you can you can control. It's

1:43:24

how you receive it that that that I don't

1:43:26

want to bust all your secrets if but tell me this is wrong,

1:43:29

but how you receive it and not interrupting

1:43:31

that process or using your your

1:43:33

attitude or your smarts as a defense

1:43:35

mechanism to keep you level

1:43:38

because you kind of a little bit with him, And again

1:43:40

call bullshit if you need to a little bit with him.

1:43:42

Sometimes if you're having too much of a good time

1:43:44

or or or things are flowing too easily,

1:43:47

you you can put your mindset into being uh

1:43:50

uh, it's not

1:43:52

mad um stronger. Does that make sense?

1:43:55

To kind of keep it together. Does that make sense? Because

1:43:57

you don't want anybody to know that you're having a good time, not

1:43:59

because as you're afraid of it, but because there's

1:44:02

always that worry what's going to come in here and knock it off?

1:44:05

So I feel like in this life time for you, it's very important for you to

1:44:07

kind of relax. For you too, for you

1:44:09

to kind of get into your zone. I can't tell you who

1:44:12

to be, or how to or how to act, but get into

1:44:14

that zone and learn how to let go a little bit. Because I

1:44:16

feel like I'm gonna say this over and over again. You're highly

1:44:18

intuitive, and I think that's what fox with you. I

1:44:21

think that you're that you live too much. And I had somebody

1:44:23

tell me this before, and I fucking hated it. That you live

1:44:25

too much in your in the psychic stuff,

1:44:28

that you go too much by your feelings into

1:44:31

you to be a little bit more practical and logical, because

1:44:34

you're not stupid. And if you ever have to curb

1:44:36

somebody, God willing, if

1:44:38

that has to be the day, you can do it. But

1:44:40

how about how about being good to yourself and enjoying

1:44:42

what you have and take it in

1:44:44

the bud definitely

1:44:47

like that I gave. Yeah. No, it's

1:44:49

true, especially when you don't know, just

1:44:53

me younger, I did have to take

1:44:55

care of my nephew and my how to

1:44:57

take other responsibilities where I wasn't able to be a

1:44:59

child. But you've got so much self control

1:45:02

that you that I feel like sometimes that that if

1:45:04

you're not in the driver's suit or you're not you're not running

1:45:07

things, that it's that I feel like you have a hard

1:45:09

time being tell me, I'll sweeten this up.

1:45:12

I feel like I have a hard time being happy sometimes or

1:45:14

letting go. Not not

1:45:16

that you don't enjoy nice getaways and things

1:45:18

like that, but it's always kind of like it's

1:45:20

kind of like I feel like,

1:45:23

I feel like sometimes when you're having these good times, it's always

1:45:25

on the outside looking in. Sometimes like you're like you're

1:45:27

looking at it happened, like you don't really believe it. Sometimes.

1:45:30

Yeah, but I'm gonna tell you relax. I think

1:45:32

I think again. Tell me if I'm wrong, fight

1:45:34

me on this one. Filipina, I

1:45:36

think you need to. I think that I think you're that what

1:45:39

I'm telling you is something you don't already know. But

1:45:41

if I was if I was to give you a reading and tell you, like, well,

1:45:44

what's what, what's coming up? Nothing

1:45:46

negative? I don't I

1:45:48

think that you fucking need I think that you think.

1:45:50

I think you got it. I'm gonna leave

1:45:52

it at that big in

1:45:55

within with Hit and with with Russell, there

1:45:58

nothing negative, but I want you nothing

1:46:01

nothing with him. I was more worried about, like my career

1:46:04

and everything that what do you do now? Real estate?

1:46:08

I don't know how much long are you going to be in that exactly.

1:46:12

I think it's time

1:46:15

for you to evolve. I think I think that I'm

1:46:17

gonna I'm gonna be truthful here. I think that, um,

1:46:19

I know you guys come as a package deal, but this is

1:46:21

a good time for you because he he's

1:46:24

kind of already doing his own thing. So it's time for you

1:46:26

to read. Time for you to reevaluate where you're

1:46:28

at. And I feel like you've you've noticed that you're there. You're

1:46:30

this big fish in a small pond. But when you're gonna

1:46:32

get up and get out of it, what are you gonna go up stream

1:46:34

to a river and then eventually to the ocean. There, So I

1:46:36

feel like the next two year I'm gonna give you two years, but I feel

1:46:38

like it's gonna happen. Uh. I

1:46:41

feel like you're gonna really start feeling these changes or things

1:46:44

shaping up by fall of next year,

1:46:47

not this year. So I

1:46:49

don't know. I give you two years. That's a year