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So we are on episode
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five . I think Lies , lies , lies from lies
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, lies , lies .
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Okay , but also I didn't tell you about my week
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.
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I'm so sorry . I completely neglected to ask
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you about your week and that was not very empathetic or good-friending
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of me , tell me about your week .
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You had other stuff that happened today , so you're definitely
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forgiven . I should have said something . Okay
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, so let me overthink . Might take a bunch of them . On
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Saturday we're trying to track her LH
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surge to see if she's gonna be ovulating
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, but it's really hard to measure and so , like , a lot of the things you have
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to do involve like actually looking at your cervix
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. I don't know how much you know about it , but you have to like
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look at the cervix to see what color it is , how
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open the hole is in the center of it , and
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then you have to like squish it to see how squishy
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it is , and the squishier it is , the closer
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you are to ovulation . And you have to take a look at
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all the like fluids and analyze
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what color they are and , as
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you can imagine , it's a pretty hard thing to see for
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yourself unless you have very flexible wrists and a good
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mirror . So we bought a like
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plastic clear speculum and I
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basically was playing doctor and took a look and
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, yeah , you can see the whole thing . It's crazy . It
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looks like a little mini donut from the fair . You
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know what I mean , like the small ones that are in the little machine
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. Yeah , just looks like that and it's wild
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. So , yeah , now I've seen somebody's insides
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in an interesting way , so
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we couldn't determine whether or not she was having
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an LH surge or ovulating . But then her numbers
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started to decrease on Sunday
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afternoon and we're like , shit , like it's happening , and
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if we miss it then we've gone through a whole round
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of hormones for nothing and we've lost an
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entire month of time . So
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we're like , okay , we're gonna do this . So we got
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up at 3.45 in the morning , which
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was really felt like 2.45 in the morning
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because of daylight savings time and we
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drove all the way to Seattle to
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go to this burn bank and pick up like the
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big cryogenic chamber with
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the hassle sample inside . It's huge , it's
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like bigger than a cooler you take to the beach and it's just got this 80
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, 80 sample inside and they keep it like minus
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280 degrees . And
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I suspect we may have been that place's
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first real customers , cause they gave us a gift card
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to PF Changs for like a hundred dollars American
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. It was like a thank you for choosing them . So that was pretty
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cool . The blizzards on the way there
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were horrendous , so like I couldn't
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see the road , I couldn't see the side of the road . I
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couldn't see anything . It was a blizzard , but
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I knew like it kept hitting the rumble strip . So I'm like , okay
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, so I must be like I'm not on the side of the road
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but like I'm on the safe side . But there's no other
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cars right . It's four in the morning and then I see
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headlights coming up towards me , but they're not
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like to my left , they're straight ahead of me . I was
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on the fucking wrong side of the road . I was on the wrong side of the
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road . I was driving carefully and cautiously on
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the wrong side of the road and I only realized it when I
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saw the headlights . And then I was able to cross three lanes
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and get back into my own lane . That's how poor the visibility
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was .
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Oh , my fucking God .
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Yeah , I had lots of time because it was pitch black . I saw
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the lights very far in the distance . The semi wouldn't
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have even been able to tell . But yeah
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, that was crazy . And then over the Coca-Cola
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, I was going faster than I wanted to
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. It was at 70 . That's how low they lowered
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the speed limit and I started like hyperventilating
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and panicking a little bit . Close trap between
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the semi and the wall , that tunnel , you know the tunnel that's scary
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on the Coca-Cola . And Lauren was asleep
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in the backseat and I'm like I have to make sure we don't die
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. So I had a terrible time driving there . But
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it was a pick up , the cryogenic thing . And we
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go down and Lauren thought it was an hour
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north so we would be backtracking and then we would
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have cut an hour off our time . No , it was actually an hour further
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south , so it added two hours to our driving
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time . Fuck , he's an hour at least . 12 hours
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to 14 hours minimum driving Cause we're doing
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this in one day . So we drive down there . It's like Pialla
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and we go to see this midwife in
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some place . That looks weird . But
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then we came to find out . So like we've been following
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this book kind of religiously . It's like the number
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one book that all queer couples try and conceive
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recommend . It's got the best data . It's got
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information that's tailored to people in our situation
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. It's written by this midwife . So
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we started talking about the book that we were reading and
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she was like , oh , was it written by this person ? And
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I'm like , yeah , she's like . Oh , that's who trained me . Like
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we're really good friends of my mentor . She's
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the one who trained me and taught me everything I know . So
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we have the like perfect
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person to help us , who's like pretty much like the
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expert's protege . So
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that's really cool . So we may have missed
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the window because it's only viable for 12 to
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16 hours after your egg . So we don't
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know if we got it , but either way , we're happy that we
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have this midwife and that we got
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the policy figured out . Then we drove all the way back
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. We went to PF Chang's it wasn't very good Sorry
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, pf Chang's , we'll never get an endorsement from them
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and then drove all the
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way home , got home at 9 pm , went to bed , went to
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work the next day and we no surprise why I'm sick . That's
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a lot for the poor old immune system
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. When did it ? But you did it . You did it in the
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state . Yeah , because you can't bring like
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human fluids across the border . I guess if it's
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like in your uterus , you can . You
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just can't bring it back in like a container . Okay
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, you can go across the border and do medical treatments
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, right , anyone can . Yeah , okay , you're
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not illegally smuggling a pacemaker over the border
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if you get heart surgery like it's in you . True
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, very true , yes , okay , okay , that's just
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interesting . So we'll find out . Two weeks We've
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got four more vials with the same guy . It's a guy that
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Lauren really likes , the worst case scenario we have those
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four vials Tomorrow
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. I'll be staff meeting Friday's the last day and then it's spring break .
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Oh fuck , yeah , it's spring break .
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That's good or bad if you're a parent .
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If you're a parent , it sucks .
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Do you have to arrange child care ?
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Well , okay , so I am lucky my parents
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are going to do it . But , like , for people
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not in my position , like , like , especially
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like I think about , like my low-income clients , those
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who are on like income assistance or whatever , and
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like the ones who are on income assistance consistently
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, like they're not doing well mentally , there's
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a reason that they're not able to work , and
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so to have their kid in school , for those like
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, however many hours a day is the break that they
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need Mentally to be able to be a good parent
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when their kid is home . So these two weeks
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are like they just they really suck , but
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it is what it is . Um , I am officially , apparently
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this year I am no longer identified
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as a struggling single mother
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by the government by the school .
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Okay , what are you losing ?
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Well , no , I'm not really losing anything , but , like
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up until now I was , I was like barely making
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ends meet , like life was hard . So
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every Christmas break , every spring break
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and every summer break I got a food
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hamper , yeah , and then some like gift cards
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sometimes , and I was , like always
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, extremely thankful because , like
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the reality is , without those gift cards , especially
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Like the food hamper amazing
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it would have , like you know , the pasta , the pasta sauce
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, the cereal , all the all that shit
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. But those gift cards made it so that , like , I
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could buy a watermelon . It's
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his favorite thing to eat , he loves watermelon , so I would
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be able to go and buy him a watermelon with the
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gift card , but without the gift card , like you know what ? That's
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expensive , not gonna happen . And
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and now this year is like my first year of being
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of an income where I don't really
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meet the threshold for that . No , I
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don't get that anymore , which is great because , like
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, yay , I'm doing better for myself . But
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also I really liked that .
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Did you hear in the state some states they've brought
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into medical care to include so
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some social services . So I think it's just five
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states down south where you can go to the doctor
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with housing problems and they can prescribe
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you a rent subsidy Holy , yeah
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. Or you can go to the doctor with
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food scarcity and they can prescribe you
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pre groceries yeah , and it's just five
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states , but like they're doing it as a way to like if
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you can prevent people from like getting really
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sick , maybe you can save medical costs down the line
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.
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And I bet it would like investing in people so that you can
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help them stay afloat so you don't have to pay for what happens
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to them if they don't oh total , like there
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was , there's some , there's some town in
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the state and it was like this billionaire guy that
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like just did a guaranteed basic income for
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everybody there and what happened ? Everyone
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was like , oh my god , it's gonna be a bunch of drug addicts
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, and on and on and on . What actually happened
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was the School attendance
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went up . A criminal rate drastically
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decreased . Like , oh my goodness , if
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people can afford to live , they Don't
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do things that are not so great yeah that
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was Andrew Yang's whole thing .
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Right , ebi , the great idea and we could but during
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over it .
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So we know it can , yeah , but now they're clawing back some of
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the money . Some people that I know have been told that
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they need to pay it back , and it is crazy
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. Yeah , so . And then they're talking
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about a universal . So here's the thing . They're talking
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about universal basic income and
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then they're also talking about a universal income
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supplement and how . They're two very different
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things and basically like universal basic income
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, everybody makes this much a month , no matter
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what . So if you're making less , get a top up . But a universal
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income supplement or something like that
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is basically where everybody , no
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matter how much money you make , yet X amount of dollars
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per month . Yeah , so all of the people who are like in
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the higher income brackets get the money , but all the people
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who are in the lower income brackets get the money . But that's
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not gonna happen . It's going to be more like universal
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basic income is what I've been seeing on the tiki-taka .
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I don't know . If it's true , do moms get a certain amount
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of money ?
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Do moms , moms , well . So
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if you have worked for the 12 months
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prior to having a child
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and contributed to like EI and shit , then
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you are given or
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you get like maternity leave
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for a year , but it's not that much so and
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you have to like . When I went on that leave
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, the first six weeks were
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paid for like I got the . It
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is EI in a sense . So I got the EI
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plus the top up . So when I went on that leave
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I had contributed the maximum , which meant that while
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I was on Matleaf I got the top up for the first six
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weeks and then after that it was basic EI
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of I think it was $918
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by weekly was what I got . But that was 2015
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and so I'm sure that the amount has gone . But you get
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that for a year and then you have to go back to work
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. You have the option to
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be off work for 18 months in
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Canada . The only trick is , whatever amount
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of money that you would have gotten in the 12 months , they just
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space that entire amount over the 18 months
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.
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Is my understanding the same amount of money .
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Just with just smaller payments over a longer period of
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time .
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I mean , can you just do that yourself ? I guess , if you could , if
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you could , yeah .
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And so then you go back to work , blah , blah , blah , blah
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. And then you get , as
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long as you are up to date on your taxes , you
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get child tax credit every month
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and that is universal . And
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I think , oh no , it's not . Nope , nope , that's
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income tested . So it's income tested . So for
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my six year old boy , with
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me making 90,000
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a year now , my monthly child
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tax is , I think , $400 a month
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.
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How much you get .
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That's how much I get , but you have to do
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your taxes or else you don't get
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the payment . So it encourages people to do their
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taxes . Um , if you have a lower income , you
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get more money , which is interesting , because when I had a lower income
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I actually got less money . But I mean it was during
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covid . It was a crazy time .
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It is a crazy time .
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Yeah , um , and so that's something that you get once
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you become a parent . Um , and it's
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. It's the parent who is entitled to custody
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. So if you have primary care and custody
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of your child , you're the one that gets that . Or if even
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a grandparent has primary care and custody
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of a child , they can apply for it and get it .
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But like say , for instance , if I had Matt leave
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from my work , then Lauren would be able to apply
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. Or like , if I have benefits or something through my work
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, or if my income is too high , then she would be able to
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apply for it .
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Well , you don't apply for income or a child tax . Everyone is going
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to say that , yeah , it's automatic . If you have a child
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who is a dependent , you just get it . Oh , but
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I don't know how it works if you have a two parent household .
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Yeah .
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So I'm saying oh , oh , that's interesting
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. Yeah , I don't know how two parent households works . I've
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never had one .
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Do I count automatically as a parent ? I don't believe
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so . I think I have to file for um secondary
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parent ship or whatever and like sign a document , but I'll
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automatically become the parent when the child's born . I
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don't know if we'll . We'll get there and pass that between we get
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to it .
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You're also going to have like nine months to figure it out
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, ten months , figure it out .
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It just depends on whether I like do um self-study
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teaching next year or whether I try and get a contract
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position . Yeah , but they like you . Oh , yeah , I know , but like
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it's up to the HR person for the whole district , it's not
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up to my principal , and I've heard rumors
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that not only is he not going to be not coming
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back next year , but they think he like one
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person suspects he's not coming back after spring break
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. Oh , is this allowed to go on the internet
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? It is . It's just a rumor . It's not a bad route
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. It doesn't have health problems . No , I've heard
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that he is moving on to like he wants to join
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the school board , so he wants to move up and on
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to bigger things . And it's true he's way
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too big a fish for our school . He's like really good
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and he could be working an admin and making
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like changes for like the whole district . That would be positive
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, have a bigger impact , but I've really enjoyed working with
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him for the last two years , so like that'll be a bummer
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, but the other admin teams seem to like me and I have
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a good report and yeah , I don't think it'll be
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a problem . I think they exaggerate how hard it is to get
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a job , to make teachers feel really grateful when
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they get one , so they're less likely to complain about
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their workload when actually it's been pretty easy . Well
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, that's , that's encouraging , ish .
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Yeah , on that note , l word
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, the L word , the L word . Fuck
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. Episode four , episode five episode five right . Episode
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five Lies , lies , lies . And , like last
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time , I was talking about how the episode that
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we watched was the first time they did like this historical flashback
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to gay shit in the past and
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I was all excited because I really enjoyed that . And then
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this time the quote unquote flashback wasn't
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actually a flashback , it was present day , but
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it was just a different storyline and it wasn't actually a storyline
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. It was just something that happened in the gay community and , surprise
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, surprise , it was just lesbians and there was cheating
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happening and that was it . It wasn't really anything big .
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So this was the first episode so far of the
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series . I think one of the only episodes that was directed
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by a man .
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Oh , interesting .
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Every other episode has been directed and produced by female
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directors . This is the male episode . Okay
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, okay , okay . So just to summarize , dana
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grapples with her pressure
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to keep the relationship with Laura a secret . She
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doesn't wanna come out publicly . She's worried
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about losing her Subaru gig . That was
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the last one . That wasn't the series you said . Season
12:40
one , episode four lies , lies , lies , yeah , okay
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, then Dana continues to struggle with keeping the relationship
12:44
a secret . That make you feel better . I mean like , but she didn't even mention
12:46
Subaru . No , but like we know that . That's why
12:48
she's worried about it . Oh , okay , I'm extrapolating
12:51
and drawing conclusions . She doesn't wanna come to
12:53
the fray to losing Subaru . They didn't say that , I just know
12:55
that to be true . Okay , jenny and Tim
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are really strained because she's still obsessed
12:59
with Marina . She's confused . There's a lot of tension
13:02
. Tina is pregnant
13:04
and Beth's excited , even though things are going
13:06
shitty for Beth at work . Yes , she almost
13:08
gets fired . Yeah , shane feels
13:11
bad . Shane feels guilty and uncertain
13:13
, apparently . And what happens to
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Alice ?
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Alice decides that she no longer wants to be with women and
13:18
meet Lisa , the lesbian in a man's
13:20
body . Also , Alice's mom
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comes into town .
13:23
Yeah , and that was really bad . Alice's mom
13:25
, she's not okay .
13:26
Ew .
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Is this where Alice also starts to realize she kinda likes Dana
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, no , okay , no
13:31
, this is where Alice starts to like Lisa , the
13:33
male lesbian . Like , honestly , we could never
13:35
you could never do an episode like that today .
13:37
No , no , it seems very techie , but also
13:39
so . In this episode there's also Kit , not
13:41
a huge story , but she
13:43
gets a letter from her son so she hasn't heard from him
13:45
in five years where he just needs some medical info for school . But
13:49
but Dana's big thing in this episode was
13:51
that while she and Laura were together , dana
13:53
squirted .
13:54
Oh did she .
13:55
Yeah Right , so embarrassed . She didn't
13:57
know what it was and she felt super embarrassed . She was
13:59
so worried and like talking
14:01
to everyone and she was like , oh my God , did this thing happen ? And
14:03
then she was like , but I don't know what I did . And then
14:05
people are like , what did you queef ? Like what the hell's going
14:07
on ? And she like whispers into Alice's ear
14:10
and Alice is like , oh you , female ejaculated
14:12
, yeah , yeah . And then Dana was all like worried . She's
14:15
like , oh , but I didn't like , I just worried . And then
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Dana was worried because she had and this is
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the gayest thing , this is the gayest
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thing in this entire fucking episode . I'm
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so ready , I'm worried because Laura
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hasn't called me in 21
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hours . And then Laura
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shows up with a rose . Aw , so
14:33
fucking gay Mm-hmm
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, out
14:38
of everything , even more gay than
14:40
little miss Jenny going to the planet
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with Tim . She and Tim go to the planet
14:44
together and then Jenny goes and sneaks off with Marina
14:46
into the bathroom and they bang in the toilet
14:49
stall . Well , tim's just out there . Well , tim's
14:51
out there at the table and then he's like , oh , I have to
14:53
go to the bathroom . So he goes into the bathroom as they're
14:55
banging in the toilet stall and then Jenny's
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like oh hi . And then like makes out
14:59
of the toilet stall and is like talking to Tim
15:01
. And then Tim was like , okay , I have to go pee now . And
15:03
like goes to the next one over . Thank goodness
15:05
, almost caught them like in
15:08
the act . This is also where Mrs
15:10
Peabody comes to the aid of Bet , because Bet was
15:12
gonna get fired . I like her , I
15:14
like Mrs Peabody . Yeah , she came in and
15:16
she was like I will absolutely let
15:18
you have provocation , but that
15:21
needs to be here . Yeah , only if you keep Bet
15:23
. Fuck . Yeah , go Bet . See
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what else . That was it . That was it Shane's friend Lisa
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, I've got Alice who who's friend
15:29
? Lisa Is Shane's friend . Oh , lisa is Shane's
15:32
friend .
15:32
Yeah , I thought Lisa was just hanging out
15:34
at the planet and they bumped into her .
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Oh , no , no , no , no . Lisa is Shane's old friend
15:38
, and then Shane and Lisa are talking and
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then that's when there's the exposition of , you
15:42
know , lisa is a lesbian in a man's body
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. And then Alice is like , ooh
15:46
, I'm interested in Lisa , and
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Alice's mom is in town , blah , blah , blah . I know that
15:51
she like charged $5,000 to the hotel
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and Alice has to pay it off . And then she was like , hey
15:55
, drive me to the I don't know movie thing
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. And then she's like , yeah , for sure , mom , I'll drive
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you to the movie thing . And she drives you to the movie thing . And then
16:02
she gets to the movie thing and then she looks out the rear view
16:04
mirror and mom is like sneaking across the road
16:06
and so she follows mom into some like derelict
16:08
building Jesus Christ , and mom
16:11
is reading for a part in a movie that's
16:13
like a questionable movie . I don't know like
16:15
what it is , but it's like someone who's been a director for two
16:17
years .
16:18
So how far she's fallen . She just want her daughter to know Like
16:20
a lot goes into it , like what is ? How many points and
16:22
how many different criteria are there for like an A score ?
16:24
Oh , we don't even get into A scores .
16:26
And so , like , if a kid's A score is super high
16:28
, it wasn't any one thing that did it . It's like a combination
16:30
of like 50 horrible things simultaneously
16:32
.
16:33
Yeah Well , it's really interesting because
16:35
if you look at a child protection workers , their A
16:37
scores are 10 out of 10 . But like
16:39
they , at least have four . All child protection workers have four
16:41
.
16:41
Right and all therapists have mental illness
16:43
and all teachers made HD . It's a thing .
16:46
It is really is the first time I did my own
16:48
A score . I was like holy shit
16:50
, oh really , that's a problem ?
16:51
Yeah , that's not mine . I know I'm really privileged
16:54
.
16:55
Yeah , totally , I mean you are . But hey
16:57
, here let's do your A score . Oh God
16:59
, let's close that A score . Take
17:01
the A's quiz , hmm , where
17:03
is like an interactive one ? Okay , so
17:06
, while you were growing up , during the first 18 years
17:08
of your life , or 19 , or whatever , did a parent
17:10
or other adult in the household often
17:12
, or very often , swear at you , insult
17:15
you , put you down or humiliate you All
17:17
the time , all the time . So there's , yeah , humiliation
17:19
for sure . Hold on , I'm gonna make
17:21
a little ticky mark , okay . So number
17:23
two , all right . Number two did a parent or
17:26
other adult in the household and this
17:28
is also other adults in the household , doesn't have to just be your parents
17:30
, it can also be another adult in the household . If you have
17:32
an adult sibling , whatever Did they push
17:34
, grab , slap or throw something at you
17:36
often , or very often , or ever hit you
17:38
so hard you had marks or were injured ?
17:41
No , okay . We crush each other's personalities , not our both
17:43
.
17:43
Did an adult or a person at least five years older
17:45
than you ever , oh , sexually abuse
17:48
you ? No , okay . Did
17:50
you often , or very often , feel your internal feelings no one in
17:52
your family loved you or thought you were important or special
17:54
, or that your family didn't look out
17:56
for each other , feel close to each other or
17:58
support each other ? The second one yeah . Did you
18:00
often , or very often , feel that , oh , this is
18:02
about having food in the house . Did you not have enough to
18:04
eat ? Were dirty clothes , had no one to protect you
18:06
, were or your parents were too drunk or high ?
18:09
My physical needs were met .
18:09
Yeah , number six were your parents ever separated
18:12
or divorced ? Was your mother or
18:14
stepmother so ? Was there ever any domestic
18:16
violence in your home that you witnessed or that you knew
18:18
about ? No , did you live with anyone who was
18:20
a problem drinker or alcoholic or use strict
18:23
street drugs ? At the time , street drugs included
18:25
marijuana .
18:26
Anyone in the home . I would have been too young
18:28
to know , but I know for a fact that he struggled
18:30
with some of those things , most of those things .
18:31
Like a half way . Was a household member
18:34
? Any member of the household depressed
18:36
or mentally ill ?
18:37
Every single one of them .
18:38
Uh-huh , and did anybody
18:40
in your house ever go to prison ? No , okay , so
18:42
you have 4.5 . Yeah , like I say
18:45
, pretty low . Your A score is 4 , that's high . What
18:47
? That's the answer ? 4 and more is
18:49
high . What's low 1 .
18:52
I don't believe you . 4 is such a small number
18:54
. Google A score of 4 . Just
18:56
do it . Google A score of 4 . Oh
18:58
my god , that's not great . The
19:00
220% more likely to
19:02
attempt suicide . 460%
19:05
more likely to have recent depression . 400%
19:08
more likely to consider themselves an alcoholic
19:10
I know , I'm an alcoholic .
19:12
Also cancer , diabetes , being
19:15
overweight and something else
19:17
that are all correlated with the highest score .
19:18
Well , we're not weirdos . Currently , 17.3%
19:22
of people have a score of 4 . So
19:24
that's 1 in 5 . Is
19:27
it 1 in 5 ? I think so . It's like 2
19:30
in 10 would be 20% .
19:32
So it's less than 1 in 5 .
19:34
It's like a front hair shy of
19:36
1 in 5, . Ok , I can't believe
19:38
you've never done your .
19:38
A score .
19:39
No , I never thought about it Just because I didn't
19:41
really think at the time you
19:43
should have something that would really just trauma in there . I
19:45
never thought at the time because most of the people I know who are fucked up
19:48
now that's why At
19:50
the time people kept telling me how lucky I went .
19:53
You weren't . I love you . I love you
19:55
. You weren't .
19:56
I mean we know we're friends because
19:58
we relate to one another in some ways
20:00
.
20:00
Yeah , so do you know what the biggest
20:02
like ? So having a high A-SY
20:05
score can actually reduce your life expectancy by
20:07
20 years . Yeah , and high is 4
20:09
. So even A-SY score of 4 , your life expectancy
20:11
is reduced by 20 years . But
20:13
the way to overcome , mitigate
20:16
blah , blah , blah blah is by having
20:18
a healthy like
20:20
, basically having healthy people in your adult life
20:22
.
20:22
Yeah , like Victor who makes me a citron
20:25
. Yes , if I think of all the questions , her A-score
20:27
is like 1 . And like not even 1
20:29
, because , although her parents are divorced , we
20:31
all live in the same house and they hang out together
20:33
and they take care of each other , so like when you're
20:35
being hard on yourself for
20:38
anything .
20:38
Just take into account the fact that you do have a high A-SY score
20:40
.
20:41
There's degrees too , though , Like there are , Like
20:43
I would say , my sister and I . She encountered
20:45
way more trauma , but on paper our scores would be
20:47
similar .
20:48
But you've still had to like overcome all
20:50
of the obstacles of somebody with a high
20:52
A-SY score . You're considered to have a high A-SY score
20:54
. Like there's shit that's gone into the like research
20:56
and stuff . And yeah , like
20:59
when I did family finders , like
21:01
having a successful family finders
21:03
process where there was someone who was able to be connected
21:05
to this and live a life long would reduce the
21:07
impact of their A-SY score . Like it
21:09
would be significant to the point that they
21:11
were like hey , this is how we reduce the
21:14
fact , the 20-year life expectancy
21:16
, whatever , like if you just find someone
21:18
who's going to be around .
21:19
But shouldn't also like are you cis
21:22
or trans beyond there ? And shouldn't
21:24
also like are you neurodivergent
21:26
beyond there ? Those are also correlated with substance
21:29
abuse , earlier deaths , higher levels of stress
21:31
, health problems , et cetera .
21:32
They are , but also they are in relation to
21:35
your connection with your family of origin .
21:36
Oh yeah , that's true . If you're family supportive , you don't talk
21:38
. Okay , yeah , You're so crazy .
21:41
I know things sometimes and then I'm
21:43
like , hey , look at me . I
21:47
don't know how it relates to the L-word , but like
21:49
whatever . Also , hey , I've noticed that the L-word has been
21:51
popping up on my TikTok . And then I was like , why
21:53
is the L-word popping up on my TikTok ? Are they like listening
21:55
into my podcasty Shit ? Like what the fuck
21:57
? And then I realized like I've kind of been like
21:59
googling the L-word moment so
22:01
that I had like ideas of the synopsis , yeah . And
22:04
then I was like , oh , hey , and I messaged you but
22:06
like to just like outwardly admit it
22:08
, like I go through the , then
22:11
I take out the information that can't be on
22:13
the internet and we will talk
22:15
for almost two hours and then I have to
22:17
take out 90% of it and we have 30
22:20
minutes left . I know Absurd
22:22
, we just it , just shows that we talk about
22:24
a lot of personal stuff that just can't be
22:26
on the internet . Well , we're friends . Yeah
22:28
, exactly , I posted . Hey , I posted an episode
22:30
this morning . Let's see if anybody listened to it while we're on this
22:32
, let's see , let's see , let's see , because I
22:35
have the app on my phone . There are two
22:37
downloads today . Let's see the stamp for it
22:39
Two downloads . There have been two downloads
22:41
of our last episode , which went live
22:44
this morning , because I set it to
22:46
go live at like 7 o'clock in the morning . Now
22:48
, on the day that we record the next
22:50
episode and tell me about yourself
22:52
, tell me about yourself . Yeah , eight
22:54
downloads in the last 30 days . Look at us , go Fuck
22:57
. Yeah , no , go away , mr . Okay
22:59
, what's the most recent
23:01
? Tell me some more downloads , stuff
23:03
. I kind of have
23:05
to do for this one , which is 14
23:07
hours sold , and there were two downloads
23:09
and they were in
23:12
Canada and I don't know we're pretty entertaining
23:14
I think we're entertaining . Yeah , actually I think we're entertaining . I
23:16
am entertained , I have to be . I
23:21
have to listen back to this every time
23:23
that we do one , because I have to edit
23:26
the fuck out of it so I can put it on the internet
23:28
.
23:28
Sometimes that's how it be .
23:30
I've gone pretty good at it . I can set it to hold on
23:32
. I can set it to two times
23:34
the speed to listen to it .
23:35
But do you find it nicer to listen to everything
23:37
that fast when
23:40
I'm on TikTok , when you're on TikTok , you ? Just
23:42
come on the side , for , like almost every video , they
23:45
just need to get to the point sooner . I don't need all the backstory
23:47
. Get on with it .
23:48
I mean , like I'll be completely honest If they
23:50
go . This is something that happened
23:52
most recently and it's about this person and this person
23:54
, by the way , I'm so , and so , from blah
23:57
, blah , blah , I fucking scroll as soon as they say
23:59
that .
23:59
I scroll but sometimes they hook me and they get invested and
24:01
I have to listen to it on like super speed .
24:03
Oh , I don't even care , I scroll . If it's
24:05
that important , I'll see it on some other news feed somewhere .
24:07
Well , it's only if I've already gotten hooked and invested
24:09
.
24:09
Oh yeah , I don't get hooked If
24:11
they do it right , if they're like hey , okay
24:14
. So like , the big thing right now is Jacqueline
24:17
and her daughter , ren . Have you seen ?
24:19
that Actually . Yeah , I think I saw something oh right
24:21
.
24:21
So like Jacqueline and her daughter Ren . So
24:23
Jacqueline has been posting videos of her daughter Ren
24:25
and , like , basically
24:27
, not good people have been saving the videos
24:29
, yeah , yeah . And
24:32
that she must be aware of it . She must be . There's
24:34
no way that you couldn't be . It's because those
24:36
videos .
24:36
The engagement is so much higher .
24:38
Yeah , so I will see
24:40
the video . I don't know where I was going
24:42
with that . The moral of that story is I
24:44
don't post a lot about my kid on the internet
24:46
. Yeah , fucking scary . The
24:48
shit that people will put into their little light
24:50
folders are atrocious . You
24:53
don't even know what works .
24:55
I don't know , but you have a proper glass and everything . Oh
24:57
, check this out .
24:58
Okay , are you ?
24:58
going to go . I can't hear yet I can't hear
25:00
it .
25:00
The fuck is that noise ? Oh , hold on . Okay
25:02
, let's try that again there . Try some
25:04
water . Oh , I heard it . Wait there
25:07
.
25:07
No , I had it last night . Ryder
25:09
was so impressed . I just want to make jokes like
25:11
inappropriate jokes . There
25:15
we go . I believe you and I'm very impressed . They're
25:19
actually these lately friends . But we didn't talk about
25:21
Jenny . Jenny , and yeah , we did . She went to the
25:23
. I always want to call it the bronze from Buffy . She
25:25
went to the planet and then hooked up
25:27
. What more did Jenny do ? I don't remember .
25:29
My goodness .
25:30
Well , remind me then .
25:33
Jenny . Tim
25:35
walks in and they're being sneaky . Tim was
25:37
worried about Jenny sleeping . Oh , tim
25:39
was worried about Jenny sleeping with her professor
25:42
from when she was in school . Yeah , because she had
25:44
given him a blow job when she was a student
25:46
. Yeah , when she was a student . So I'll let you be . And
25:48
then Jenny met the professor for supper
25:51
, alone Alone , and worried
25:53
about Jenny sleeping with the professor . And then Jenny
25:55
came home and she seduces Tim in a very
25:57
so you saying that it was
26:00
like a male , yeah , like it makes sense
26:02
, like how the sex scene played out , because
26:04
it was a very homo , heterosexual
26:07
, it was a very heterosexual sex scene
26:09
. Jenny seduces Tim , then Jenny meets
26:12
the professor for lunch . Jenny goes oh
26:14
wait , no wait , no . Jenny meets the professor for supper
26:16
. Tim then talks
26:18
to the professor and then he goes to the planet and that's
26:21
where oh oh , there were two
26:23
banging scenes for Jenny and Marina . So
26:25
there was the first one where Jenny and Marina bang
26:27
in the bathroom , right , yeah . And then Tim
26:30
talks to the professor and goes to the planet
26:32
. Okay , so when they bang in the bathroom , that's because
26:34
Jenny and Tim are there . Then Jenny goes
26:36
there on all on her own and Tim
26:38
goes to talk to the professor and then he goes to the planet
26:41
and then Jenny was already at the planet
26:43
and she went to go . Jenny goes to bang Marina
26:45
. I hope I can
26:48
answer that . It's cute , you're thinking about
26:50
that . I always am thinking about that , going
26:52
to bang Marina in the office
26:54
. And then Alice is like , hey , tim
26:56
, what you doing here ? And then she runs back to the office
26:58
and is like , oh , hey , you guys should stop banging
27:00
because Tim's outside , and that was
27:02
kind of it . And then Jenny is
27:05
a very , very important writer
27:07
. She's very serious . She's a very serious writer
27:09
and I then wrote off .
27:12
You're like fully taking notes while you watch this . Huh , oh
27:14
, do you want to see ?
27:15
Yeah , Look at that Lies lies , lies , and then
27:17
there's the little intro part , and then I
27:19
try to write down everything that happens for Jenny throughout
27:22
the episode . Then I try to write down everything
27:24
that happens for Dana throughout the episode
27:26
.
27:26
Nice Well , Dana , but cute .
27:28
Then everything that happens for Bet and Tina Multiple
27:31
pages of notes , oh , there are multiple pages
27:33
of notes , everything there . And then Alice , everything
27:35
that happens for her right there . What color
27:37
pen is ?
27:37
that Blue , because I know what color blue is . But
27:40
what kind of ?
27:41
notebook are you on ? I am
27:43
writing an A . I don't know , it's black
27:45
, no , brandy .
27:45
From the dollar store .
27:46
Okay , from the dollar store , and I'm using a highlighter
27:48
. You're a monster . Then
27:51
kit , all the shit for kit . Two whole bullet
27:53
points here . Shane Shane
27:55
has one point for the entire episode . She has
27:57
one little bullet point . That was it . That's the
27:59
entire thing , there's nothing more . Then that's your ASUS
28:02
score , right there . That's a four and a half more .
28:06
How's your free time looking ? Until next week .
28:08
Are you coming to Casper ? No .
28:09
Sorry , I should have worded differently
28:12
. I have a recommendation for you
28:14
to watch , but it's over two and
28:16
a half hours long . What is it ? It's
28:18
.
28:18
Contra Points . I watched it , I've worked
28:21
on it . I'm like a third of the way through
28:23
her . The new one when
28:25
she talks about Twilight .
28:26
Yeah , yeah , because I'd actually love to talk about
28:28
it , because we're talking about how , like Jenny and Tim
28:30
were fucking in a very straight way , so
28:32
fucking straight .
28:33
And then he is like where did you go ? And she's like I'm right
28:35
here , but like she's not , she's thinking about Marina .
28:37
Yeah yeah , I know this is a long video
28:39
, but it was really interesting and it sparked
28:41
a lot of conversations between me and Lauren
28:44
, because she's only been in queer relationships
28:46
, whereas you and I have been in some
28:48
straight-appearing relationships .
28:54
I've turned it on while I fell asleep . I've turned it
28:56
on while I fell asleep .
28:57
If you wanted to finish watching it , I would watch
28:59
it again and take notes . I guess you just put YouTube on
29:01
in the background with headphones while you do stuff around your house
29:03
. Let me know , I love , I
29:06
love . Contrapoints as well , and such a cool topic , and
29:08
she expresses things in ways that I feel
29:10
that didn't put into words before .
29:12
Okay , there we go . Homework , I hit homework Yay .
29:16
And if you're anything like my students , you won't do it
29:18
and you'll Google it last minute . No
29:20
, which is definitely not what I did about episode
29:22
four .
29:24
What's the next episode ? Five , no shit Sherlock
29:26
.
29:27
I don't know . That
29:30
was a great answer .
29:32
The L word ? I don't know , just the L word
29:34
. No , just fucking tell me about the L word . Where are we
29:36
at ? So we're on
29:38
season one . Fuck
29:40
off this Tenty motherfucking
29:42
bullshit . Okay , does it have episode Pilot
29:45
? Longing lies , lies , lies . So the next one
29:47
is lawfully . Oh
29:50
, my goodness , the next episode is going to
29:52
be .
29:52
Yeah .
29:54
But I don't want to say it because I don't want to ruin
29:56
it for the people that aren't listening .
29:58
That's a pretty Like . I'm sure they would .
30:00
It'll be fun , though , also , my girlfriend
30:03
is going to be coming here in
30:05
like two and a half weeks .
30:06
Oh , really , for which days ?
30:08
Where's my phone ? Here's my phone Okay , she is coming
30:10
here . Calendar Calendar Come
30:13
on , linda . My
30:15
, there it is . She's coming
30:17
on the 28th , okay , and then coming
30:19
for Easter , and so we're going to have Easter together .
30:21
You can do a big Easter egg hunt .
30:24
Okay . So here's the thing . Thing is , I
30:26
have found on the Amazon they have
30:28
like packs of pre-filled Easter
30:30
Easter eggs , easter sleep . Amazon has pre-filled
30:33
packs of Easter egg for like $40
30:35
and it's 150 eggs .
30:36
That sounds awesome .
30:37
It is awesome because I . So here's
30:39
the thing . But them they're filled with toys and
30:42
, like . I live in an area where there's animals
30:44
and so every year the Easter
30:46
Bunny has gone out and hidden the eggs
30:49
at like five in the fucking morning
30:51
, because there's usually like candy or something
30:53
in them . And then the animals in the area like
30:55
if the Easter Bunny hid them the night before , the animals
30:57
would find them and tear them apart . But
31:00
if there's no candy in them
31:02
, then the Easter Bunny can write , the Easter Bunny
31:04
can hide them the night before , and then the Easter
31:06
Bunny can get a good night's sleep , which I'm sure the Easter
31:08
Bunny needs . The Easter Bunny really needs that
31:10
and it'll be a lot of fun and
31:13
so that's really exciting and
31:15
so the two children that will be
31:17
here will be finding on the Easter egg . It's going to be so
31:19
much fun and if a couple of the Easter eggs
31:21
don't get found there's no candy in them , matter
31:24
. Yeah , but yeah , she's coming , they
31:26
are coming . They're coming the Thursday
31:28
before Easter and they're gonna experience
31:31
Easter with my family . Are you going to math
31:33
? We'll see . Like she had , like
31:35
she was , like they were here around Christmas
31:37
time , but there wasn't really a big family like , although
31:39
it was Christmas time , it was after Christmas time , so it wasn't really
31:41
like a big family event . So this time is
31:43
a big family event in the sense that at Easter and
31:45
we're all gonna be at my parents house for supper
31:47
blah , blah , blah , and also because of
31:50
my parents house for supper , my mom also asked if it
31:52
could be my birthday at the same time
31:54
because , like logistics , so
31:56
that's gonna happen and so she'll
31:58
be here with all my family around and like she's already
32:00
met everybody , I think , except maybe my other
32:02
sister , but like she's met almost everybody else
32:04
. So I don't know , we'll see what happens . It's gonna be great
32:06
either way . It's gonna be great . I'm excited that she's gonna
32:08
like be able to be a part of that and see
32:11
kind of what happens . But yeah , I don't know . I don't know what the
32:13
moral of that story is I don't know .
32:15
You gotta go to bed though .
32:16
You do . You're sick , I need to go to bed . I need to
32:18
go fill up my water bottle . Can't believe I have
32:20
to go to work tomorrow . I'm sorry that
32:22
you have to go to work tomorrow .
32:23
I'll just wear a mask all day because , like I got
32:25
it from a co-worker this cold and so
32:27
I know I'm contagious . And if I give somebody
32:30
I work with fucking this cold and then it
32:32
ruins their spring break plans , I will feel like
32:34
such an asshole .
32:36
Oh yeah , but they also gave it to you
32:38
.
32:38
Yeah , I don't know the one time that I
32:40
get invited out to go for drinks after work
32:42
, because I'm not very good at knowing
32:44
when people want to be my friend , unless they're really obvious
32:46
about it . So I actually got
32:48
a direct invitation that I couldn't like negative
32:51
self-talk my way out of . I was actually invited
32:53
. Aww , you're so good , I'm
32:55
making friends . No , I'm really not . I
32:58
just assume that people don't want to hang out with me
33:00
and if they do , it's because they pity me or because they
33:02
want making plans in front of me , and so they're obligated . Right
33:05
, and I know that's not true because I have friends . Some of them
33:07
I've had for quite a few years . Who would that
33:09
be ? Nobody , no idea . So
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, yeah , so I wasn't gonna say no , and then I immediately
33:13
get sick from that . Aw , she said she's sick from
33:15
dating and I've only taken one day . So we'll
33:17
see . We'll see . I might be spending the first little
33:20
bit of spring break just recovering , but there's also
33:22
a staff meeting tomorrow , so I can't skip
33:24
a staff meeting . Like it's extra important that I go tomorrow
33:26
, for sure . How often do you have a staff meeting
33:28
? Once a month , okay , never mind , and like
33:30
it'll be the one that's the lead up to like how the
33:33
spring break procedure is going to work , report card's
33:35
coming out soon , how it's going to be coming
33:37
back All this stuff , I don't know . The spring agenda
33:39
.
33:40
Very important information that you should probably actually
33:42
know .
33:43
Yeah , last time I went to the staff meeting I
33:45
won a prize . It was a chocolate bar , which
33:47
I don't but I gave to Lauren and she really liked it . Aw
33:49
, but Meds , she's on . She's permanently
33:52
PMSing all the time . That doesn't sound pleasant
33:54
at all , poor thing , and she's paying for the privilege
33:56
. Speaking of , I better go check in see how she's doing
33:58
. You have a wonderful night you
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too . Drink water , get a good
34:02
sleep , look forever . Good
34:05
night , have a good sleep , you too
34:07
. Bye .
34:08
Have a wonderful sleep and I'll see you in a week , yeah you will
34:10
yeah , you will yeah , I will yeah , we will yeah
34:12
, we will . All right , I'll talk to you later . Love you , bye
34:14
, bye .
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