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Hey, it's Francis Lam, host of
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Hi, listeners. I got this note
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from Tammy that I'd like to share. Tammy
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writes, Hi Tig, I'm a high school
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Spanish teacher, and I'm always telling
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students to make mistakes with confidence
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so they can learn to their fullest. Today
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I was listening to your podcast with Ira
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Glass and loved what you said about mistakes
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so much that I made it into a poster
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to put in my classroom. Thanks
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for helping me to inspire my students.
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So apparently I said, even
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if you don't know anything, your passion
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to learn is not going to be mistaken
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for stupidity.
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Well, Tammy, I'm
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glad that stuck out to you because
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I have no recollection
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of saying that,
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but I'm thrilled to hear that it's now
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a poster. I have to agree
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with you. It's a pretty good quote. Good ear.
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I'll share this on social media and
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everybody can enjoy Tammy's poster.
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and I will see you out on the road. And
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now, on with the
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show. The
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thing I can't get over in your latest special
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is how many times your life was in danger
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and you were on stage. Oh,
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and you think it ended there at the end of that
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special? I know. I'm embarrassed to tell
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more stories. We are not alone and nobody is
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hopeless. Everybody knows.
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You have
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an entity. Yeah, yeah, yeah. This is
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Don't Ask
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Tig. I'm Tig Notaro. Forever
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Leary.
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Joining me today is a very funny stand-up comedian
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who has been telling jokes on stage for
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over 20 years. He's a regular on Late Night. He even
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had a cameo in the movie Joker as
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a stand-up comedian. His most recent stand-up
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special is The Great Depression, and you can find
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it on HBO. Gary
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Gullman, it is a pleasure
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to have you on the show. Yes, it's a pleasure to be on and also to see you.
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I think the last time we saw each other was in a Just
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for Laughs performance in
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Toronto.
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Yeah,
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like backstage. When was that? Like 10 years ago? Between
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seven and 10 years ago, I bet.
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Yeah, so let's say eight and a half. Yes.
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So, you're a stand-up comedian. Yes, I am. And
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you're a stand-up comedian. Yes, I am.
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So, your latest special, The Great Depression,
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focused on depression and how it affected
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your life. What is the relationship between comedy and depression?
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That's interesting because
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I love to discuss
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that with other thoughtful comedians. So, I
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guess I will... I hate to do this, answer
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a question, but I will answer a question. I'm
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going to start with a question. with a question.
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Do you think that we are more likely
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to have mental illness or
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anxiety or depression? Or do you think
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that we are just more likely to be open
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and talk about it? Yes.
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Everybody loves
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to make it like comedians are
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miserable. They're depressed. They're crazy.
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They're dark. They're all of these things
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and then they'll take it to its artists.
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Artists are tortured
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people and musicians. They're this
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and it's like no, they're the ones expressing
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themselves publicly. Thank you.
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And I think it's so unfair for
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people to put that on comedians or
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comedians to put that on themselves. And
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I always say knock on your neighbor's door
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and tell me if they're not dealing
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with depression. They're not dealing with
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anxiety. Your male carrier.
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Yes. Depressed anxiety
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all of the medications being prescribed.
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It's not all the comedian. It's
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insane. There's billions of people
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on medication. Yes, and
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there's not billions of comedians.
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Yes, and I think it's harmful
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because a lot of comedians I
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know think well the reason I'm
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funny the reason I have stories
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is because I'm depressed I don't want to mess with it.
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I don't want to change it. It's so foolish.
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I can't stand it. There's so
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much mythology around
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the tortured artist and the suffering.
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Yeah. I like to tell people if
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you're suffering put aside your art. Let
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your art suffer for you instead of
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the other way around.
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It's like people thinking that rock stars
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die in plane crashes.
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That's a great analogy.
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If
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you logged every dentist
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that died in a plane crash, you would start
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to be like, oh my god dentists always
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die in plane crashes. Yes. Yes,
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and it's just not true. It's the romanticized
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like
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I don't know why it's romanticized that rock
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stars died in plane crashes.
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crashes, but other people do
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too. So many comedians talk about
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being depressed. It's the cause of being
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a comedian and it's just not true.
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And I wish that people who
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were depressed could get that kind of anti-depressant
6:14
of expressing yourself and getting
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laughs and being on stage, because
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I think that's the other thing that we're drawn
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early on in life to that anti-depressant,
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which is getting a laugh or laughing with people.
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And we just take it and make
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it a profession.
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Oh, for sure. Yeah. So what
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about through COVID and
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the pandemic? Cause obviously that's
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affected a lot of people and their state
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of mind. And
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how have you been doing and do you
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have advice for people that are struggling?
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Yes. I recognized, thank
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goodness, right away that
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this was a huge potential
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pitfall for me. And so
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I went back to my list of things
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that I did to get out of my depression,
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which involved exercise
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initially moderate and then more intense.
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Like there were long walks and just walking my dogs
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and that was very helpful, but also
7:10
just reaching out to friends, even talking
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to them on the phone and then
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making sure that my medicine
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had refills. And I spoke
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with my doctor about potentially if
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necessary and increasing dosages, cause
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I had done that once when, when I lost
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one of my dogs and that was very
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helpful. And then I started doing phone
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therapy on a weekly basis and I,
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I had a purpose during the pandemic,
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which was I have a book deal, so I've been
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writing a memoir. So
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at least I had something every day where I had to put
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in some work and sometimes it was
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just work and trying to
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find everything else to do besides write.
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The procrastination can really drive
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me bonkers, but I
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will say the trick to that was to set
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my timer for 18 minutes
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and I said just write for 18 minutes
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and if you don't feel like writing anymore you can stop
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and invariably I would continue and just keep
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repeating the alarm. Why 18
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minutes? I'm superstitious.
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I found that 2018 was a really
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lucky year for me and so
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I keep using the number 18 but it's also
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it's connected to Jewish numbers
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and mysticism and I don't know
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how many bar mitzvahs or bat mitzvahs you've
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been to over the years but
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people will a lot of times
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give
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monetary gifts in factors
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of 18 so it would take us the rest of the
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podcast to explain this
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Meshuganah habit but
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it's based on the superstitious bits of
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Jews really.
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Okay well I think that this
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is worth going extra long to
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hear all about.
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Yes settle in
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everyone. Let's
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hear about the number 18. Now you've
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been a college scholarship
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football player.
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Right I got a scholarship to play
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football at Boston College
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but the issue was
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that I was only athletic. I didn't
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really have that mindset of a dominating
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killer instinct laden teenager
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so I was just overmatched from the get-go
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and I did not fit in with those guys
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and it was something that I kept to myself
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until the American
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life people called me and asked me if
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I had a story
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and I said well I played college football and it
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was a disaster and they liked
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this story because I only played one year of
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high school football and the
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thing I learned from that and it overlaps
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with the Great Depression was that this
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thing that I had kept to myself because I was so embarrassed
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by my failure
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people were so interested in
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and thought it was a very
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telling story
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and this thing I was so ashamed of
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turned out to be something that people embraced.
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And it was it was such a great lesson that unfortunately
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I didn't learn until I was like 48 years old.
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Isn't that insane how that happens?
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Yeah. And then what about your days as an accountant?
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Oh, I mean, you're all over the
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place.
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Yeah, that was basically I went to
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college and the football thing didn't work.
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And I
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knew that there were some kids in my
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school who were getting jobs right out of college and
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they were accounting majors. So I
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became an accounting major because I thought I'll
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at least I'll have a
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job. And for the
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next three years, I tried to reconcile
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how it was meaningful
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to be an accountant. And then
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as I finished my senior year of college,
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I was like, this is just a you're
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just counting things. And you
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don't really love math, you love to
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write and you love to read and you love
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comedy. So I started to
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do that. But the response from my family, of course,
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was,
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you'll never make a living at it. And when I first
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wanted to do comedy, my mother said, well, start
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by making us laugh, you don't make us laugh.
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And, and I wanted to go back
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in time and say I have evidence
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of making you laugh. I remember things that I
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said over the years that you laughed
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at. So you're just being gratuitously
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cruel. Yeah. And trying to suppress
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this. And there are still moments
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where I want to in front of everybody tell
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that story and call her out like I and why
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don't you because I heard
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Bruce Springsteen saying
11:36
that his mother and father
11:38
wanted him to be either a lawyer or
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a writer. And he said
11:43
it at a concert and they were there.
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And I thought that could make my mother
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really uncomfortable. And it might backfire
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because the thing about my mother
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is that as as mean as she
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can be, she's incredibly charismatic
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and charming. So people
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will always. take her side.
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My stepfather was interviewed for this documentary
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that they did about me on Netflix and
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actually I don't know if this ended up in
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the documentary or if it's
12:10
just a moment I remember but it's the
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funniest thing in the world. They're
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interviewing him and
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asking him about me as a child and
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being funny as a kid and he was like
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I don't remember
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her
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being funny.
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And
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meanwhile I was the class clown.
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I was like making everybody laugh. That's
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how disconnected we were and
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to be fair there are plenty of people that see me
12:41
now and still don't recognize anything
12:43
I'm doing. It's being funny so
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I don't take any offense to that but
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yeah it's funny when you have to go back and
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try and prove or like remember I
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would do this and make funny faces.
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Yeah
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it makes me admire the comedians
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you see who you know that their
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parents could never have really
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understood their comedy because it was too
13:05
avant-garde like it like Andy Kaufman
13:08
type of comedians where
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it would be understandable that most of the audience
13:12
is not getting them in the family just doesn't understand
13:15
what they're doing and they and they still persevere.
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You know it would be the most incredible
13:20
documentary to see is all of the
13:24
avant-garde comedians that didn't
13:26
make it that nobody ever understood.
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I mean, hibbly. Yeah.
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So your mother's voice
13:34
you've said is always in your head and
13:37
it sounds like she can be you know
13:40
kind of difficult in ways
13:42
or you called her mean I'm not gonna cut
13:44
that you know it's like you can call your mother anything
13:46
you want. Right right right. You don't call
13:48
someone else's mother anything but
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does she ever give good advice?
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She always told me to go to
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things for an hour and if you're not
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having a good time you can come home and I
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really think it doesn't have to be an hour, but that's the
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arbitrary time she chose, but go
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for an hour. And I look back on
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so many things in my life where I say, it
14:09
was really a good idea to go for an hour because
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I wound up having a good time and I wasn't going
14:13
to go at all. So, and then there
14:16
are sometimes I only stay for the hour and I'm
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proud of myself for getting out. But I really
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felt that without that sort of advice,
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I think I would have isolated even more, especially
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when I was depressed. I always tell people
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that's a really important thing when you're depressed,
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you're tending towards staying
14:32
inside and it's really helpful
14:34
just for 10 minutes or five minutes
14:36
to get out. And even if you see people you
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don't know, I find those little interactions
14:41
at the coffee shop, they lighten
14:43
me, I really believe that.
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Well, yeah, it kind of goes back to what
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you're saying about writing, you just write
14:50
for 18 minutes, just go out for an hour.
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You have to show up for things. Totally.
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And more times than not, you end up getting
14:57
something out of it. So
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listen, Gary, we haven't
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even started to give advice. Are you good at giving
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advice? I
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think I'm pretty good. I'm practiced at
15:07
giving advice because I don't
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know if this happened with you after
15:11
you're opening up about yourself and getting
15:14
through things that a lot of people reach out
15:16
to me. I'm pretty thoughtful about the advice.
15:18
And a lot of times the
15:21
advice can just be that
15:23
you should
15:25
stop doing that.
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Or ask
15:29
somebody else. First
15:35
up, we have a listener who
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followed in your footsteps and is currently
15:39
a college athlete. Oh, wow. Elliot
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writes, I'm a successful college
15:45
athlete at a small university in Oregon,
15:47
but my grades are horrible. There's
15:49
so many variables pulling me in all directions.
15:52
I can't decide on the best option for me.
15:54
COVID canceled my senior season, so
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I could either stay a fifth year and
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pray to the God. I can get enough good
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grades to play and graduate a year from
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now or I just finished school
16:05
this spring and leave my team behind and
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pray to the gods that I graduate or
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I quit all this crazy online
16:12
COVID volleyball charade and Drop
16:15
out for a while until my mind is
16:17
right enough to finish later Although
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no one around me thinks I would actually come
16:22
back to finish All options
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seem equally hard and annoying to me
16:27
all for their own reasons
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Gary
16:30
Six Elliott Wow, I
16:32
went through the same thing it was my freshman year
16:35
of college and I didn't
16:37
have the great issue, but I might as well
16:39
have because I was concerned
16:41
about dropping out because I didn't
16:43
want to play football anymore and I
16:47
never thought to myself. What do I want to
16:49
do? Mm-hmm. I only thought what
16:51
should I do? So I would I think
16:54
I would should ask himself that what would make
16:56
him happiest the idea That
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you'll never go back Went
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through my head a lot. I thought if I
17:03
drop out now I will never go
17:06
back but I had the same
17:08
thought when I stopped doing comedy for
17:10
a few months to address my
17:13
depression and my suicidal ideation
17:16
and I fixed my
17:18
brain and went back
17:21
and thrived and I wonder
17:23
if Elliott can get
17:25
his head together outside of school
17:28
better But the good thing about going to school
17:30
is that a lot of times they have a good therapy Department
17:34
and you can work through things through that
17:36
so I think that might be helpful to have
17:38
a professional's opinion on
17:41
this but to Dismiss the idea
17:43
of stopping for a while because you're afraid you'll
17:45
never come back I think it's sort of betting
17:48
against yourself and not believing in yourself And
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I also want to say that I understand
17:52
how difficult it is to Get
17:56
even average grades while playing
17:58
a sport in college
17:59
The time commitment is enormous
18:02
and there are kids who only have to worry about
18:04
school and they're having
18:06
a hard time getting good grades. So it's doubly
18:09
triply hard to do that while
18:11
playing a sport. It's like having a full-time
18:14
job that also makes you exhausted. And
18:17
a lot of times there's also the confidence
18:19
issue with sports where you feel
18:22
down after a game or a practice
18:24
and maybe you're not thriving in that
18:26
area. I know the two work against
18:28
each other.
18:29
I don't know whether that answers Elliot's
18:32
question or what do you think?
18:34
I mean, I think you're essentially just saying
18:36
like it's okay to take time off, right?
18:39
And I also think that there's something to... If
18:42
you really think about
18:44
it or you sit with yourself,
18:47
you know the answer. Yeah. And
18:50
trusting that is kind of key. And
18:52
I feel like Elliot
18:55
knows he maybe should
18:57
step away or it's okay.
19:00
I didn't have extremely wise
19:02
parents. I had kind parents but
19:05
I don't think they have that professional training
19:08
to really guide a teenager
19:10
or however old Elliot is. I
19:13
think if he hasn't already, it might be helpful
19:15
to consult a therapist on campus
19:17
or a wise professor or an advisor.
19:20
I know that I originally got sent to
19:22
therapy when I was in college by
19:24
the man who basically his
19:27
job was to help the athletes
19:30
stay eligible. But he did
19:32
so much more than that. I mean, he arranged
19:34
tutors and provided extra time
19:37
for certain people. So it was very
19:39
helpful. So maybe there's somebody involved with
19:41
the athletic program like that who could help
19:43
Elliot. There are older people who find
19:46
Elliot's in the world. Elliot is a
19:48
thoughtful athlete and want to
19:50
help them. I mean, I don't know him
19:53
but just the fact that he's a fan of yours
19:56
means that he's not a meathead athlete.
19:59
thoughtful person with some empathy
20:02
and kindness in them. So that is
20:04
my advice. The intersection of Meatheads
20:07
and Tignotaro fans is very narrow.
20:10
There's a few that would surprise you. Really?
20:13
That pop up out there. There's
20:16
a few. There's a few. We
20:18
can talk about that another time. Elliot, Gary
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and I are rooting for you.
20:22
Whether you're playing volleyball or not.
20:25
We're behind you.
20:26
And just to clarify, the majority
20:28
of my fan base is tremendous. I'm
20:31
sure you love yours as well.
20:32
I really do. I'm so grateful for them.
20:34
Gary,
20:34
don't go anywhere. We'll be right back with
20:36
more questions after the break.
20:53
Hey, it's Francis Lam.
20:54
I wish I was on the table. You know, I
20:56
just want to tell you that our show is a great place to come
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listen to the Splendid Table wherever you get
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21:36
And we're back. Gary Gullman.
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This next one is from a concerned
21:41
parent. Eliza writes, my
21:43
11-year-old daughter, who is a huge fan
21:45
of yours, Tig, has been making people
21:48
belly laugh since before she could speak.
21:51
She also struggles with ADHD, OCD, and
21:54
she hates school and experiences a lot
21:56
of anxiety around learning. My
21:58
questions for you are, are. What
22:01
was school and learning like for you? Do you
22:03
know other comedians who struggled in school,
22:05
maybe never quote unquote made
22:08
it in comedy, but still managed to find
22:10
fulfilling lives? School
22:13
was a living hell for me. I truly
22:16
failed three grades and then dropped
22:18
out of high school and I have
22:20
a seventh grade education.
22:23
That is the last year that I
22:25
graduated and I still found
22:29
my way. So I have hope for people
22:32
and I also see so many comedians
22:34
that do find happiness
22:37
and success, whether they become writers
22:40
or actors. I had a friend that was like
22:42
actually doing pretty well in comedy
22:44
and he was like, I want to be married
22:47
with kids and live in the suburbs and
22:49
just have a job. Wow. And
22:51
so it's like so hard to predict
22:54
what people are going to want, where they're going to
22:56
go. You know what I mean? Yes. I
22:59
just think that being supportive
23:02
and encouraging, of course, always
23:04
is the best answer and to be present
23:06
and available. But do you
23:08
have any particular thoughts or
23:10
feelings about that? Yeah,
23:12
I mean, one of the things that I would use
23:14
to predict the daughter's success
23:17
is that she clearly has a mother who
23:19
cares about her and knows who
23:22
her favorite comedian is and knows
23:24
what she's dealing with in school. I
23:26
mean, it's interesting because I'm writing this
23:28
memoir that's called K through 12 and it's
23:30
all about my experience
23:33
in grade school and high school
23:35
and it was torture. Really,
23:37
I had so much anxiety going to school and I didn't
23:39
have ADHD. So that makes it
23:42
even worse, but I was very anxious
23:44
and depressed, but I didn't have a mother who
23:46
was aware or understood what was going
23:49
on and I had a father. My father
23:51
didn't live with us, so it was very
23:53
challenging. But I will say
23:56
that the daughter's humor and
23:58
also again,
24:00
these questions are sort of self-selecting
24:02
because these are people who get Tignotaro.
24:05
Your daughter is obviously a pretty intelligent 11
24:08
year old to understand because these are adult
24:11
comedy shows that are predicated on knowing
24:13
some things about life and the world and having
24:15
some wisdom. I would predict that your
24:18
daughter will be fine and
24:20
there's never been a better time to have ADHD
24:23
and there are treatments and strategies
24:26
and our friend Todd Glass had dyslexia
24:29
and he is very successful
24:32
as a comedian and very happy as a human and
24:35
so I don't know that she necessarily
24:37
has to become a comedian but there are so
24:39
many other areas in terms of expressing
24:42
yourself and making people laugh
24:44
that are open to
24:46
us as they never have been before.
24:49
Well
24:49
it's like what you're saying yeah with writing
24:51
a book. Yeah. I feel like 11 is
24:54
the prime age to write a joke book.
24:56
Yes. Yes or just keep a journal.
24:58
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I mean yeah
25:01
I don't know my son is five and
25:03
he's writing... he's
25:09
writing jokes. He loves
25:11
jokes. Is he the oldest? They're
25:14
twins. Oh that's okay so that's
25:16
the last time I saw you. Yeah. They were infants.
25:19
Oh okay. Yeah. There you go. We found
25:21
out how long it's been. It's not at
25:23
all when we thought it was. Yeah but
25:26
he loves jokes. He loves jokes
25:28
and you tell me what you think about this joke.
25:30
Okay.
25:31
Where does an ant sleep?
25:34
I don't know. Well I immediately
25:37
said in an ant bed and he
25:39
said
25:40
what's an ant bed and
25:42
so did my wife. She said what's an ant bed.
25:45
I was like it's a little hill that the ants
25:47
live in. Yeah. That's the answer. No my
25:49
son was like no it's
25:51
a on a napkin.
25:53
Oh oh
25:54
I like
25:55
that. He's five. I like that.
25:58
He's five but right but the answer should be in an
26:01
ant bed.
26:02
No, it should be and I'm picturing an ant bed
26:04
and it's adorable.
26:06
Yeah, but you know what an ant bed is,
26:08
right? The little hill? Yeah, the ant hill. Yeah,
26:10
yeah, but it's uh...
26:12
It's called an ant bed.
26:13
Right, but maybe he knows it as an ant hill
26:15
so that's what confused him.
26:17
That's probably what it was. Eliza,
26:19
you clearly care deeply about
26:21
your daughter and she's lucky to have you as a parent.
26:23
Yes. We're
26:26
gonna take a quick break to answer a question
26:28
that came in our therapy etiquette
26:31
inbox. This segment is where we
26:33
answer those awkward questions we all
26:35
have as people getting the professional
26:37
help we need and deserve and is sponsored
26:39
by BetterHelp Online Therapy.
26:42
From Anonymous, Hi Tig, my
26:44
partner of about nine months is super
26:47
rad but we don't have the greatest communication.
26:50
I mentioned a few weeks back that I wanted
26:52
to meet his family. He has met mine
26:54
and he said he understood but he
26:57
hadn't seen them so it wasn't
26:59
as if he was keeping me from them. Well,
27:02
yesterday he saw them and
27:05
I wasn't invited. When I try to
27:07
break up with him citing our poor communication
27:09
he insists he wants to work it out and
27:11
he wants to be with me and he can do better
27:14
but it's not getting better. I love this
27:16
guy so much but sometimes he makes me
27:18
facepalm straight down into my overpriced
27:21
tacos. I suggested we
27:23
go talk to a counselor to help build
27:25
better communication skills and he said
27:27
he'd think about it but that it didn't
27:30
sound like something he'd enjoy very much
27:32
and he hasn't brought it back up to me. Everything
27:35
is further complicated because I'm a single
27:37
mom to a young kid and I'm not getting
27:39
any younger and I just feel like time's
27:42
a waste in. At my last gyno
27:44
appointment the nurse alluded to my age
27:46
and menopause and I found it all quite morbid
27:49
and chilling. For context I'm 34.
27:51
For goodness sake
27:54
what should I do? Thanks Tig. Love
27:56
you. Dear Anonymous,
27:59
it's so It sounds like you're running into
28:01
a wall with this guy, and
28:04
that you've been pretty clear about all
28:06
the things that really matter
28:08
to you without any
28:10
sort of real changes in behavior.
28:13
And it seems like you want
28:16
to break up, but can't. Am
28:18
I right? Here's an honest
28:20
question. Is this about getting everyone
28:23
to counseling with consent or figuring
28:26
out if it's time to split up? If
28:28
this is about getting to counseling,
28:31
maybe ask, hey,
28:34
it's important that we find a counselor and
28:36
that you really are on board and
28:38
want to go, too. Can you find a couple
28:41
of names of people you'd be interested in meeting
28:43
as we find someone? You know,
28:45
make it a concrete plan, one
28:48
that's
28:48
actionable.
28:49
And it also doubles as a litmus
28:52
test. Are you going to take
28:54
the time to work on us, or have you decided
28:56
that you won't? I just wanted to
28:59
paraphrase something you said yourself.
29:02
None of us are getting any younger. One way
29:04
I interpret that for you is that
29:06
you deserve to be in a relationship where you feel
29:09
heard and that you're making progress
29:11
on your challenges. Sometimes
29:14
that could happen through mutual work, and sometimes
29:16
that happens after we've decided
29:18
to move on. It's sad, I
29:21
know. Or it could be happy.
29:24
I don't know. I hope it's
29:26
been helpful to hear what
29:28
I'm saying, or at least somewhat
29:30
reassuring. Thanks to our sponsor
29:33
BetterHelp, now let's get back to our conversation
29:36
with the incredible Gary Gullman. Gary,
29:41
we have one last listener
29:44
question.
29:45
Okay. Okay. Laura
29:47
writes, I've
29:48
been lifelong friends with Wendy
29:51
and she and her husband are constantly asking
29:53
if their four-year-old can have a play date
29:55
with my three-year-old. This issue
29:58
is that their kid is a nightmare.
31:59
but I've been a kid
32:02
and I
32:04
just know that it's so interesting because
32:06
there were so many times where I would just go over to people's
32:08
house and there would be people there who were
32:10
like older kids, they were like sadistic
32:13
and I never even mentioned it
32:16
to my mother. I don't want to go over there
32:18
and I never say well it's because they take my
32:20
arm and they put it behind my back until it really hurts.
32:24
I think it's great that the parent is aware
32:26
of what's going on and the child is communicating
32:29
and that's so great but I think
32:32
that's really good advice to
32:34
talk to the parents because maybe
32:36
they are unaware and you're right. There
32:39
may be somebody in that child's life who
32:42
is teaching them that type of
32:44
behavior or is bullying them.
32:46
It could even be a sibling. Yeah.
32:48
Right. Yeah. Yeah.
32:50
So Laura, that's our advice.
32:53
And Gary, what
32:56
is the best advice you've ever received?
32:58
Wow.
32:59
I would say my therapist
33:02
in college,
33:04
I was in the midst of my first
33:07
adult relationship
33:09
with a woman and I said I
33:12
don't understand. I
33:15
was so foolish. I said I don't understand
33:17
women. How do you figure them
33:19
out? And he said one at
33:22
a time. One at a time. And
33:25
I thought that was in its brevity.
33:29
It was so efficient. He was saying
33:31
yeah, they're human beings. You're
33:35
not going to find a rule. Yeah,
33:37
there's not an answer. At 19 years
33:39
old, I was like there's got to be some
33:41
code to figuring out people.
33:44
And I just thought that prepared me for the search
33:46
for the most important thing really
33:48
in my life, which is an adult relationship and also
33:50
didn't make me susceptible to the type of
33:53
behavior that
33:53
I was in.
33:59
type of here's how you treat women kid. You
34:02
got to go out there and you got to be the
34:04
boss or else they don't.
34:06
Or you just got to let them gripe and gripe.
34:09
Just let them go.
34:10
Yeah. And it's just,
34:13
it was really good advice
34:15
that I treasure to this day. It was
34:17
the right, I mean the other thing about
34:19
great advice is it has to come at the right
34:22
time. If it happened when I
34:24
was 11 or if it happened when I was in my
34:26
30s, it would have been too early or too late. Yeah.
34:30
And what about the worst advice?
34:33
The worst advice. I
34:36
remember this manager
34:38
when I first came to New York. I
34:42
went on stage and I bombed.
34:44
I mean, it was one of those bombs
34:46
where you're walking
34:48
or maybe this doesn't happen to everybody,
34:50
but you are in kind of a days afterwards
34:54
and everything leading up to this moment is just
34:57
that
34:58
I finished so short with the amount of material
35:00
that usually lasted me 10 minutes that for
35:02
three minutes I had nothing to say until
35:05
the host came back from having a cigarette.
35:07
I had run out of jokes and nothing
35:10
that I had said already worked so I was going
35:12
into like the stuff that wasn't good enough to
35:14
not work. And anyhow, the
35:18
manager afterwards he said, you
35:21
should go back to Boston and hide
35:23
out for a couple of years and this
35:26
whole thing where you're anxious
35:28
and you're not comfortable
35:30
with yourself,
35:32
you should abandon that because nobody's buying
35:34
it.
35:34
And basically he was saying, hey, you
35:37
know that thing where you're you, you should
35:39
stop being you. Get
35:42
out now. Yeah. And go
35:44
back to Boston, figure it out.
35:47
And another comedian talked
35:49
me out of abandoning New
35:52
York City and I stayed
35:54
and everything worked out. But I remember that was
35:57
the worst advice. I mean, it
35:59
would have cost me everything.
35:59
everything to have taken that advice.
36:03
Wow, yeah, I've had many
36:07
pieces of advice along the way that
36:09
I could have taken the special
36:12
where I mentioned that
36:14
I had cancer and everything
36:16
and I had been told by two people
36:18
that I respected
36:21
and was so close to and they
36:23
were just looking out for me because
36:26
they were like, just you've been through a lot, don't
36:29
go on stage and talk about that, just
36:31
do something light and I think you'll
36:34
feel better and I was
36:36
like, I couldn't get it out of my head.
36:39
I was like, I can't talk about anything else. I'm
36:41
like, yeah, dying,
36:43
right? You know, yeah,
36:46
and I can't just be like, knock,
36:48
knock, right, right. You have
36:50
this opportunity to be
36:52
the ultimate authenticity
36:55
and yeah, that would have been terrible
36:57
advice. But
36:58
yeah, they truly were just,
37:02
they cared about me and that's what they thought
37:04
would be best and it goes
37:06
back to that idea of you know what
37:09
you're supposed to do a lot of times. But
37:13
Gary, now we're finally at the end of the show,
37:15
darn it. This has been so nice
37:17
talking to you. Yeah, it's
37:18
been a pleasure and I hope we get to connect
37:21
the next time I'm in LA or you're in New
37:23
York City or we cross paths.
37:26
Thank you for spending your
37:28
time with me today and do you have
37:30
anything that you want to let people know about?
37:32
I'm headlining at Carnegie
37:33
Hall as part of the New York Comedy Festival.
37:36
I don't know if this will air before then but
37:38
if it does, you can see
37:40
me there or you can say, hey,
37:42
that guy was at Carnegie Hall.
37:44
Congrats to you. I hope your
37:47
mother comes and that she gets it.
37:49
It's the first venue I've mentioned
37:52
that she had heard of so I'm very excited.
37:56
She never heard of side splitters in Tampa.
37:58
I was about to say so. side
38:00
slitters. That's hilarious. Yeah,
38:02
Nina, the owner of side slitters
38:05
is listening to this going, well, I'm sure they're not.
38:08
But if they were, they're like, no,
38:10
they're not. That's not
38:12
funny. What's so funny about side slitters?
38:15
Yeah, we split your sides here.
38:17
Yeah.
38:21
All right. It was great to see you. Thanks again.
38:23
Same here. Thanks
38:23
for including me in this. This is such a great show.
38:26
Of course. Thank you. Bye, Tig. Bye.
38:29
And don't forget to go to TigNotaro.com
38:32
to get your tickets to my national
38:35
tour, as well as some Canadian
38:38
dates. So see you there.
38:59
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39:02
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39:04
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39:04
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39:08
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39:10
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39:28
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41:14
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