I have a doctor who after 10 years of heavy dose of Suboxone due to personal reasons I did not violate his own policies my records will show that this doctor is trying to hurt me I'm going to document everything hopefully Friday I can start I'm

I just can't give up.

Feb 4th, 2020 30m 27s

I cannot allow people. Who believe that I am not worthy or I don't have what it takes to be anything. Let alone a successful communicator. I'm pretty sure they told. Eric Clapton you couldn't sing. I'm pretty sure they told Robert Plant the sam

You never know who anybody really is based on an unworthy handle created 4c reasons u couldn't know

Feb 3rd, 2020 24m 3s

I can't imagine that I've literally asked for help in the couple people who replied only because of a public feed that people see so the DM me that was sent to me a couple times and then in capital letters E I don't understand all this so much

Bonus

That was close focus focus focus

Feb 1st, 2020 37m 38s

This is just an update touching of the base if you will just to let you know that I'm not going to give up on me or you but mostly me LOL this is serious and I I had a couple roadblocks I wanted to apologize if I was a stuttering fool in the in

Bonus

I will hold no documentation Back The Good the Bad the Ugly

Jan 29th, 2020 8m 24s

Immediately my last night recording was to be buried forever but that would be my addiction speaking I will bear my soul I will let it all out no matter how ridiculous it is it's important to document the damage the damage and mental capacity r

Bonus

Woe is me is a very dangerous place to dwell

Jan 29th, 2020 2m 2s

This episode or this quick excerpt which I didn't want to air because it's frankly embarrassing but I'm not going to do that it's important to see just how mind-altering and absolutely destructive drugs will do to the mind they will entirely cr

Keeping in touch

Jan 28th, 2020 3m 23s

This is simply to show that we are working to build a proper and much more organized system but from time to time I want to do this so you know I'm still here I'm still very much involved and working at building this always again feel free to c

Oops

Jan 28th, 2020 18s

I was enlightened I was a little stutter stopping nervous and I also misspoke drugs God knows I wish drugs left my life it's actually..... drugs wrecked my life

Introduction to the NOT new critically acclaimed podcast.....Drugs Wrecked My Life.

Jan 28th, 2020 14m 33s

This is a first in most assuredly shaky introduction to who I am and why I'm doing this and what I hope to accomplish it's a little less than even the cliff notes but it gives you a roundabout idea of what's coming this is the most important th