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What's up Dyking? It's Caroline here
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again with another plea to
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please check out my new podcast. Loves
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a pitch. I'm gonna preview the second
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agenda. It's all for
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the queers. It's not for me. Maybe
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it's little for me. Okay. I'm
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excited about this week's guest who I
4:22
met when she came on the diking out
4:24
podcast. That was the first
4:26
time we ever talked, and I've
4:29
been so happy every time that I've seen
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her since This pitch
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has everything from k
4:35
pop to strap talk, so
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let's get into it. Okay.
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Today, we've got New York City based
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Sheria Mattis who actually
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once filled in Last
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minute, like a champ for a
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live Love's a pitch show,
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you had no idea what you
4:56
were getting into. Did you. Not
4:58
even a little bit. No. Even god
5:00
don't. Yeah. I I tried to
5:02
let people know what it is, but until you're
5:04
there, it's kinda like, what is
5:07
happening? Yeah. It's it's a
5:09
it's a difficult one to explain. You gotta just
5:11
be in it. You gotta be it. Thank
5:13
you. Thank you for doing that. Just
5:16
had a show last night.
5:18
And somebody who
5:20
was a listener of the Dyking out podcast,
5:22
they were in town from North Carolina for work
5:24
and kinda like timed it to come to the show.
5:27
And I was
5:29
like, based on how I've described
5:31
it, was it what you thought it would
5:33
be? And she was like, It's actually
5:36
exactly how you described it which is
5:38
chaos and fun.
5:40
Yeah. But it's just most it's mostly
5:43
chaos. She's
5:45
like, I walked in. Two of
5:47
the judges were talking about how they
5:49
took edibles and they were hitting
5:51
during the show. And Who
5:54
were the judges? Is it the same judges every
5:56
time? It's it's the same
5:58
for the most part as long as they're all in town,
6:01
Kendall Payne, Chest Henderson, and
6:03
Lorena Russie just
6:06
because I feel bad.
6:08
If I were to swap out one person to
6:10
put with the other two,
6:13
it's hard to keep up, but I feel like the
6:15
three of them are kind of on the same
6:17
wacky page.
6:18
Absolutely. Yes. Yes. And
6:20
have no problem telling each other to
6:22
shut the fuck up or whatever it
6:25
is. They need to do at the
6:26
moment. Like, it it's like three sisters
6:28
separated at birth. With three different
6:30
moms. But Yeah. Yeah.
6:33
It's very it's like the kind of chaotic,
6:36
like, punk band energy
6:38
that you want for the judge's section.
6:41
Right. Right. That's just bad. Okay. Yes.
6:46
Yes.
6:47
Except when they're asking question, I think last
6:49
night, one of the questions was like, what brand
6:52
of ukulele is
6:52
that? I'm like, nobody cares. Ask a
6:54
question about their love life. That's
6:57
part of it. But they don't
6:59
have relevant northeastern square
7:01
play. They're not relevant. Last
7:03
night, one of the questions was, somebody
7:06
said that they're, like, in the music and they were
7:08
asked, what are the top three
7:10
tiny desk concerts. Like,
7:12
they were just assumed to be a tiny desk
7:14
concert kind of
7:15
sore.
7:16
I like
7:16
it.
7:16
No. I think that's a quality question. I
7:19
love that.
7:19
I like music too. I think I've only seen
7:21
three tiny desk concert, like Like,
7:24
all the way through, yes, Right.
7:27
Right. Yes. The tank in the bank is and
7:29
obviously, Love's. Liza Liza. The
7:31
tank in the bank is one is Yeah. --
7:33
legendary. That is, like, what
7:35
Dyking of May, but I really I will
7:37
stand toeves out on
7:39
that. I I love that one. Alright.
7:41
Well, that's a lot about that. Still
7:44
not a fair question. Still not a fair
7:45
question, I think, to to ask somebody. Right?
7:49
I just wanted to know that I would
7:51
be paired. If that's what's gonna happen,
7:53
isn't it any point during this
7:54
show? I'm here. What was on
7:56
top of it? I I think that's the whole point
7:58
of doing this is to not do that.
8:01
Though I may revert, you
8:02
know, like, when and doubt ask people
8:04
if they're a top bottomer switch, and
8:06
that's --
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Mhmm. -- integral information. It
8:09
might be
8:09
coming. It might be coming. That
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answer is always right.
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Well, before you pitch,
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Q Tel, our audience, how do
8:19
you identify?
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I'm a cis gender black,
8:23
queer woman. She her pronouns.
8:26
You know, I am mentally ill, Caribbean,
8:28
and comedian. I don't I don't that's
8:34
I should tell you enough. Right
8:36
now. Oh, that's great. Alright.
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Well, are you ready to make your pitch?
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Yes. This
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for it. Okay. So,
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hey, what's up? My name is
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Sheria Mattis. I
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am Brooklyn Born and
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Bread, mentally ill
10:23
Jamaican American private
10:25
school knee grits, And I am seeking.
10:28
I am seeking someone on
10:30
the Usually, I like I like them a little
10:33
mask. I like a star to stem. Non
10:35
binary, fuck boy, credit cards on there.
10:37
Yeah. That's
10:40
just what I like. I am a
10:42
bottom, but not a lazy one. I
10:44
am and you know what?
10:46
You this is the thing. I'm different.
10:49
I'm different. Would you give for me something different?
10:51
This bad bitch is Sheria does it.
10:53
But where are you gonna meet a girl
10:55
that has very strange singular interests?
10:58
I like Christian horse girl, k
11:00
pop, and weird looking animals
11:03
and and I like old movies
11:05
from the thirties, you you gotta give me
11:07
one like like
11:08
that. That's different. Try something different.
11:11
You go. That's all
11:13
no. That's great. Sheria, you've
11:15
honestly I've had a, like, I'm
11:17
scribbling down notes
11:19
Sheria. Of things to follow-up
11:21
on Christian horse girl
11:23
k pop. Is that like a subgenre of
11:25
k pop that I'm just unaware of?
11:28
I believe it's sort of, like, inside baseballs,
11:30
the girls who don't know. Like, they they
11:32
that's what it is referring 2. It's a certain
11:34
different daughter of k pop. Like,
11:36
Are you familiar at all with
11:38
with k pop at all? I
11:41
mean, sort
11:43
of I was familiar with k pop,
11:46
like, before that
11:48
does sound like an idiot. Before it blew
11:50
up, but I grew up. Like, my best friend was Korean
11:52
growing. Okay.
11:53
What is your era? Like, girls generation,
11:56
BOHA! What's your era?
11:59
Why am I blinking on the name? Because I used
12:01
to just I would, like, import shit
12:03
from Korea for her for her birthday of
12:05
this, like, one boy band.
12:07
Two PM, H0T, was
12:09
that
12:10
H0T0, shit. You've been all
12:12
schooled. That is all schooled.
12:15
Yes. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
12:17
HFT. That was it. That was it.
12:19
Big in the H0T, the
12:21
first game. I
12:24
know. I know. So, like, now,
12:26
what's the big one that that everyone's, like,
12:29
crazy about with, like, the nine boys that all
12:31
look like. Androgynous lesbians
12:33
nine. Well, I don't know. It's
12:35
like a lot of them. I can't tell them part that everyone
12:37
freaks out over. Like, the big one, the big k pop
12:40
one. BTS. BTS. Yeah.
12:42
Yeah. Yeah. There's only seven
12:44
BTS. Boy. Okay.
12:46
A bond. When they're all in group together,
12:48
I can't I'm not, like, accounting with
12:51
Steers. Steers. So
12:54
I'm aware, even though it right
12:57
now, it seems like I'm not aware of BTSI
12:59
am aware of, like, BTS Sheria
13:02
the way that Twitter melts
13:05
down when one of them gets a haircut. Yep.
13:07
I'm aware of also like the k pop
13:10
fan trolling of, like, political
13:12
paint, like, all that kind of stuff. Oh,
13:13
I love that. That's the best of us. But
13:17
Christian horse girl, k
13:20
pop, just give me a little
13:22
bit of a description
13:23
here. The girls who know they know, like,
13:26
like, early twice. Like, my
13:28
favorite group is G Frannon or
13:30
Yoda Qingdu. Those are my girls
13:32
for life, bring them back, 2,
13:35
like, the early stuff from them, just
13:37
songs about wind and nature
13:40
and butter flies and That's
13:42
my shit. Like, that's my
13:45
shit. Like, that's like it's
13:47
just Sheria, sweet
13:49
and happy and extremely
13:52
feminine almost to the level of
13:54
parody. That's me. That's
13:57
2 deep down in my soul. Okay.
13:59
This is who I'm not allowed to be in
14:01
public. But this is who I am deep
14:03
down here. I
14:05
mean, this sounds alluring. This
14:07
sounds like something like if I go
14:10
to have you ever been to a Pelican
14:12
in New York Calicana
14:13
chicken? No.
14:14
It's called chicken. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. It's like
14:16
my favorite Sheria Fried Chicken
14:19
Place, and it's like you go They've got the music
14:21
video was playing, and then, like, every once
14:23
in a while, you just get, like, sucked in
14:25
and you're just kinda, like, hypnotized and eating
14:27
chicken and, like, next thing you know, all the food's
14:29
gone. I feel like that might be
14:31
those might be those Christian horse
14:33
of course girl
14:34
kids. You're literally describing my ideal,
14:37
like, association moment. Right.
14:39
Exactly.
14:41
I want to be doing it all.
14:43
Yes. I think
14:45
I gotta change my plans for tonight, actually.
14:47
It's been a while. That's
14:50
right. Give up like me. It
14:52
would say you're out eat chicken
14:54
and watch Cape Town girl group video.
14:57
You know what I like to do though? You ever
14:59
do, like, the you ever go to Cape Town and
15:01
do, like, the Nordiban? The
15:03
the karaoke room? Yes. Yes.
15:06
That's my I literally go there by
15:08
myself and spend three hours doing
15:10
a concert
15:12
for my fans who are invisible, but
15:14
they're there. They love it. They go
15:16
just That is my dream. No. That
15:19
I always think like anytime I'm really stressed
15:21
out, I'm like, I should just rent out a karaoke
15:23
room for myself and just like get
15:26
it all my but I never pulled the trigger
15:28
on
15:28
it. But you
15:28
recommend expensive
15:31
to do Right. No. I don't
15:33
do it. It's it's it's worth
15:35
it for me. Like, it literally it's
15:37
so healing for me. If I'm stressed and
15:39
I'm like, I'm gonna actually snap and
15:41
kill somebody. Yeah. I need some
15:43
salt, really grilled k pops.
15:46
You're looking three hours and a bunch
15:48
of soju. That's
15:51
that's what I do. That's how I that's
15:53
how I keep from becoming a domestic
15:55
Sheria. That's so
15:58
cute. Right? I'm,
16:01
like, talking to straight hat to the street. Those are
16:03
the things I gotta do to keep,
16:05
like,
16:06
to keep everybody else safe. What
16:09
what's your what's your go
16:10
to karaoke song? It's gonna
16:12
be rough Dyking
16:15
or Yurigosu by GFRED. It's gonna be a
16:17
GFRED. Okay. It's gonna be sub what are the thoughts?
16:19
What are their early thoughts? Or Nabi
16:21
later? Something that just has.
16:23
We just it's about butterflies. It's
16:26
about love. It's about
16:28
it's about dancing with your home girls.
16:31
Time for the moonlight is another go to
16:34
that's my shit, you know. Bawel girls
16:36
on
16:36
top, really, you know, getting little
16:38
g with it, we get a little gang to it. Like, that's
16:43
I hate to rub this in. I hate to rub
16:45
this in Sheria, but listeners,
16:47
I actually invited Shuria out
16:50
to hang out Henry at a Hudson
16:52
on Wednesday because they
16:54
were taping for the new season
16:56
of real housewives of New York. And
16:59
we're trying to to fill the bar with
17:01
some queer
17:02
cuties. And afterwards, there
17:05
was karaoke it was like bunch
17:07
of comedian Dyking after 2
17:09
karaoke, and it was so much
17:11
fun. That's so much fun. Were missed.
17:14
But I fear that
17:16
would have been, like, the end of my reputation.
17:20
Yeah. You you need to be in the room by yourself.
17:22
You're not you're not ready to go live. Just
17:26
Not talking about people. Period.
17:30
There there's, like, one bravo producer. They
17:32
left behind and they're, like, Is
17:34
this person
17:35
okay? Like, should we give them their own show?
17:37
Or should we make sure they're never on TV? What?
17:41
Black girls thinking in bad Korean.
17:46
I'm in pain about having too miss that
17:48
because I had, like, eight years headache.
17:50
I will. Whatever. But
17:53
but and they at first, I was in more pain
17:55
when you described that. And then I was like, you know what,
17:57
actually, That's
18:00
a good way for me to never have sex again. No. No. That's a good way for
18:02
me to never have sex
18:05
again. And my little rdau did
18:07
put a little inconguado concert.
18:09
You know, another question I
18:11
was going to ask you, but but I don't know.
18:14
May maybe this has just been a demonstration
18:15
extrusion. What is your mental
18:18
illness?
18:18
Yes. Okay. Actually, I'm I'm just
18:20
kidding. No. You you come off great. That
18:22
was for the audience of not being an assle.
18:25
That was a joke. Okay. But you say you're mentally
18:27
ill? What what genre? I have
18:29
a few. Complex PTX z,
18:32
major depressive disorder.
18:34
Little touches of a gory phobia
18:37
throughout my life here and there, but that's
18:39
that's mostly under control. I
18:41
feel like being raised in,
18:43
like, New
18:44
York. Living your whole life in
18:46
New York. I would be afraid of
18:48
the outside too. Yeah. The thing is I didn't even
18:50
live my whole life in New York. I also went
18:52
to boarding school in Natick, Massachusetts.
18:55
Oh, wow. And that'll that'll being
18:58
the one black girl in Did
19:00
it school that made it back to 2 from
19:03
the hood is a real it's
19:05
what we call, check shelter, check It
19:07
does things to you. The white people were not
19:09
laying. It was the two thousands. They were
19:11
not trained yet. This is
19:13
great. Twenty 2 white people.
19:15
What was that? I mean, it
19:18
it sounds like like a nightmare.
19:21
Yeah. It was a lot. It was a lot. It was
19:23
like, you know, there's one kid who It
19:25
might write them this one group chat. We call it, like,
19:27
victims of this guy's name
19:30
because he he puts to He
19:32
used to he's, like, I just got it all in.
19:34
But for me, he used to draw pictures of me hanging.
19:37
Draw.
19:40
I keep them around this tool. We
19:43
had a directory
19:45
with everybody's names and addresses
19:47
in it because that's smart. And he
19:49
sound he drew a map of my
19:51
neighborhood in bedside and, like, drew,
19:53
like, Bob's going a lot 2 Like
19:56
-- Yeah. -- and which school
19:58
shooting was he responsible for?
20:00
Exactly. Right. I'm so surprised
20:03
that he never actually had
20:05
it. You know what? He never got it together. He
20:07
was never really focused
20:09
enough to complete a school shooting, and that's
20:11
really gonna be, you know, a concrete thing. I'm
20:14
really saying about that. Because I was
20:16
pretty sure,
20:17
like, that he was he was terrifying.
20:20
He was a terrifying child. Yeah.
20:22
That is in Saint.
20:24
Like, I feel like he was too young to be the zodiac
20:26
killer, but this that's the only reason why
20:28
he wasn't a setback because he really had
20:30
that effing g. He had like a killer kill
20:33
list with, like, all of our names
20:35
out of everything. I don't
20:37
know. He's fine now. He's a blue
20:39
lives matter. Oh,
20:43
wow. Okay. I was gonna say, have
20:45
you found the LinkedIn? Like We've had the
20:47
Facebook. We've found the Facebook. You've you've he
20:49
grew up to be, like,
20:51
who we thought he would be aside from
20:54
the multiple felonies? Like, I can't
20:56
guarantee you guys. You can't even have better
20:58
than you could expect. He's just like a racist.
21:00
He's just like a regular old racist white
21:02
man. It's like, oh, my god.
21:05
Wow. Yeah. Yeah. It
21:08
was a lot. It was a lot. Yeah. The administration
21:10
was not. They were
21:11
like, well, why were you looking at his property? He's
21:13
an artist. What
21:16
was dating like at this boarding
21:18
school? Like a lot of people,
21:20
your formative dating years happen usually
21:22
during high school, how Okay.
21:25
If you 2 hear the rest of the episode,
21:27
including when Sheria is
21:29
trying to sell herself as a
21:31
third for me and Cecilia.
21:34
You can go to the show
21:36
notes, click the link on where
21:39
to listen to Love's pitch on either Spotify.
21:41
Or Apple Podcasts, or you could just search
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Love's a pitch wherever you get your podcast
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