Sorry for this rambling update. I really felt like I needed to do this one here to move forward and gain more forward momentum. If I did not post this I do not know if I would keep doing this podcast, it is raw, it is shitty, it is probably not what most people would like to hear or see. But, this is my podcast, not yours and terminal illness and life after cancer has some serious trials. If you have shitty comments, please, by all means keep them to yourself.