God will speak to you and He will use you. Even if you may not “look” the part or be the perfect person, God can use you for His purposes. That’s one of the things that the religious struggle with from day to day. They hold this idea that if you don’t meet or live up to a certain criteria then God will have nothing to do with you. This could not be further from the truth. Example: Look at Jonah. He was running from God. Yet God would not relent until He had him. God met Jonah where he was at and pursued him. God will do the same for you. And He has done it through Jesus Christ.