I put together this Q&A from a couple different podcasts and a YouTube video from the Afterskool channel.Most of this episode is about the book, The Gulag Archipelago. I would recommend reading The Gulag and another book mentioned called Mans S

First Interview Special: Alan Watts

Apr 19th, 2022 1h 3m

My first "interview" is with Alan Watts. I used recordings from some of his lectures to make this. On Being God and segments from the Out of Your Mind series.Felt it was time for a change of pace. Support the Show.

Addiction Part 8: Enlightenment

Apr 7th, 2022 10m 36s

Is enlightenment an addiction? Is it a good or bad addiction? Support the Show.

Addiction Part 7: Women

Mar 15th, 2022 10m 26s

This has been a hard one over the years. I cover the recent incident which led me to kicking this addiction!Support the Show.

Addiction Part 6: Sports Supplements and Image

Feb 22nd, 2022 10m 32s

In this episode I cover my past image problems and my current addiction to sports supplements.If you would like to support my work I have Venmo @FindingtheGodspark, last four of the number is 1046.Thank you.Support the Show.

Addiction Part 5: Movies and TV Shows

Jan 13th, 2022 8m 4s

A brief episode of the movie and TV show addiction I developed over the years. This is actually something I still deal with from time to time. I put myself on the spot with episodes like these so that I may face the issue directly and overcome

Addiction Part 4: Alcoholism

Nov 29th, 2021 12m 37s

In this episode I talk about my alcoholic phase of life and what brought me out of it! If you feel the time and effort I put into this show is worth a donation from you, I have a Venmo @FindingtheGodspark www.venmo.com/u/FindingtheGodspark Su

Addiction Part 3: Church Phase and Card Games

Aug 21st, 2021 11m 7s

In this episode I cover my short church "addiction" and my addiction to the card games Yugioh and Magic the Gathering. If you feel the time and effort I put into this show is worth a donation from you, I have a Venmo @FindingtheGodspark www.ve

Addiction Part 2: Drugs

Jun 25th, 2021 10m 25s

Part 2 of the addiction series. Talk about my drug during my younger years. If you feel the time and effort I put into this show is worth a donation from you, I have a Venmo @FindingtheGodspark www.venmo.com/u/FindingtheGodspark Support the S

Addiction Part 1: Sports, Video Games and Strippers!

Apr 13th, 2021 9m 24s

Laying the groundwork about addictions by talking about some of mine. If you feel the time and effort I put into this show is worth a donation from you, I have a Venmo @FindingtheGodspark www.venmo.com/u/FindingtheGodspark Support the Show.

Turning the Soul Into Sound: The Handpan and the Rav Vast

Feb 18th, 2021 9m 39s

This episode is about the life changing Handpan and the Rav Vast hand drum instruments.I actually have a YouTube channel with videos of my progress here. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCcO8DxxPYRc63dEvujqAutw Please take a look.If you feel t

Ayahuasca in Colorado

Jan 7th, 2021 10m 14s

Details of my Ayahuasca retreat here in Colorado.This is the website for the organization https://origensagrada.com/about-us/ If you feel the time and effort I put into this show is worth a donation from you, I have a Venmo @FindingtheGodspark

Desire vs Resistance Part 11: Resistance Can Suck It!

Nov 30th, 2020 7m 45s

The final part of the Desire vs Resistance series. If you feel the time and effort I put into this show is worth a donation from you, I have a Venmo @FindingtheGodspark www.venmo.com/u/FindingtheGodspark Support the Show.

Desire vs Resistance Part 10: The Devils Playground

Nov 5th, 2020 12m 38s

I go over a lot of self analysis questions and 57 alibis of failure. If you feel the time and effort I put into this show is worth a donation from you, I have a Venmo @FindingtheGodspark www.venmo.com/u/FindingtheGodspark Support the Show.

Desire vs Resistance Part 9: Outwitting Fear

Oct 22nd, 2020 18m 53s

I go over the many symptoms of fears, so we may examine ourselves honestly and overcome the things which are hindering progress. If you feel the time and effort I put into this show is worth a donation from you, I have a Venmo @FindingtheGodspa

Desire vs Resistance Part 8: Feeding the Subconscious Proper Stimuli

Oct 6th, 2020 7m 17s

Making the mind more positive. If you feel the time and effort I put into this show is worth a donation from you, I have a Venmo @FindingtheGodspark www.venmo.com/u/FindingtheGodspark Support the Show.

Desire vs Resistance Part 7: Sex Energy

Sep 23rd, 2020 8m 45s

Discussion about sexual energy leading to genius. If you feel the time and effort I put into this show is worth a donation from you, I have a Venmo @FindingtheGodspark www.venmo.com/u/FindingtheGodspark Support the Show.

Desire vs Resistance Part 6: Confusion in the Ranks: Amateur or Professional

Sep 10th, 2020 9m 58s

This episode concentrates more on Steven Pressfield's The war of Art. If you feel the time and effort I put into this show is worth a donation from you, I have a Venmo @FindingtheGodspark www.venmo.com/u/FindingtheGodspark Support the Show.

Desire vs Resistance Part 5 Defeating Procrastination

Sep 1st, 2020 11m 9s

Desire vs Resistance Part 5 Defeating ProcrastinationYou can follow me on Instagram @findingthegodspark If you feel the time and effort I put into this show is worth a donation from you, I have a Venmo @FindingtheGodspark www.venmo.com/u/Findi

Desire vs Resistance Part 4: Turning Desire into Action

Aug 25th, 2020 13m 1s

Desire vs Resistance Part 4: Turning Desire into Action If you feel the time and effort I put into this show is worth a donation from you, I have a Venmo @FindingtheGodspark www.venmo.com/u/FindingtheGodspark Support the Show.

Desire vs Resistance Part 3: Faith

Aug 18th, 2020 11m 18s

Part 3 of the Desire vs Resistance series. If you feel the time and effort I put into this show is worth a donation from you, I have a Venmo @FindingtheGodspark www.venmo.com/u/FindingtheGodspark Support the Show.

Desire vs Resistance Part 2: Facing Resistance

Aug 10th, 2020 13m 19s

Part 2 of my new self help series Desire vs Resistance If you feel the time and effort I put into this show is worth a donation from you, I have a Venmo @FindingtheGodspark www.venmo.com/u/FindingtheGodspark Support the Show.

Desire vs Resistance Part 1: Think and Grow Rich

Aug 3rd, 2020 8m 26s

Part one of my first series based on the books Think and Grow rich and The War of Art! If you feel the time and effort I put into this show is worth a donation from you, I have a Venmo @FindingtheGodspark www.venmo.com/u/FindingtheGodspark Su

Age 40, Just the Beginning

Jul 25th, 2020 10m 51s

My thoughts over this birthday year, a hike in the Zirkel Wilderness, and my outlook on the future! If you feel the time and effort I put into this show is worth a donation from you, I have a Venmo @FindingtheGodspark www.venmo.com/u/Findingth

Inner Coward

Jul 5th, 2020 5m 55s

Very short episode about previous neighbors. If you feel the time and effort I put into this show is worth a donation from you, I have a Venmo @FindingtheGodspark www.venmo.com/u/FindingtheGodspark Support the Show.