I know you are going through battles you can't even tell anyone about, and am sorry.you are afraid of commitment, afraid of being judged, afraid of giving it all up, afraid of letting the people who love you down. Am truly sorry. I just wanted to let you know, I am also fighting this with you.some people will never understand why I get worried about the things that get me worried, but guess what I AM WORRIED.But it's okay, one step at a time. Trust me guys, its one step at a time. One wound at a time. Love You.