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Stage two, sexual pursueers.
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Sexual pursueers tend to be pretty good
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at asking for what they need. They ask
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for what need with a baseball bat a lot of times
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it feels like for the return. Right? That criticism.
1:07
So how do we get them to
1:10
ask
1:10
for what they need in more productive ways?
1:13
that lead to better outcomes. I
1:15
think that's what we're gonna talk about.
1:17
Yeah. I think in stage two, there
1:19
is, for the pursueer, quite
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a bit of work to do. It's certainly
1:24
there is softening in the way we ask.
1:26
And managing
1:29
the anxiety inside so
1:31
that it doesn't blast our partner. I
1:34
I also think that as a sexual pursueer,
1:37
you know, we need to figure out the same
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sorts of things, though, that there are
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maybe places inside that
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fuel our pursuit that
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are
1:48
about things that
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are deep inside, that
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aren't necessarily always sexual, you
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know, and revealing that becoming vulnerable
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about that,
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I think draws a partner to us.
2:00
Right. Yep.
2:01
Just just a little example, you know, I
2:03
know sometimes wanna have sex when I'm anxious.
2:06
And, you know, sex calms me
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down. It makes me feel cold.
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It makes me feel good. It
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distracts me. And that's fine.
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I don't think there's anything wrong with that, but
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if it overwhelms
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my partner, then
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it's like, I need to probably
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reserve more of the
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asking for the times that I feel
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I want
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him, that I I want it to be erotic,
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that it's not just Why
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are you laughing? I'm
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laughing because so many withdrawers or sexual
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withdrawers are listening and being like, damn, I'd
2:37
love to have that, like, as a stress reduction.
2:39
So often sex is a stress increase
2:42
for them. Right? It's a fair pursuing.
2:44
It's a reduction. They feel like their
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anxiety just melt away after that.
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orgasm. Exactly. Which is really
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cool.
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So But
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it's a it's a need inside. Like, I
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I can learn to talk about those feelings
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and and tell my partner, you know, what's
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coming up inside me rather
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than just asking for sex.
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you know, I could talk about the things that I
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need from them. It's like -- Mhmm. --
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I'm anxious right now. I need some comfort.
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My brain goes to sex. But,
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you know, if you could listen to me. I I mean, I
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think getting in touch with
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what we feel as a sexual pursueers
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becoming essentially more emotionally intelligent
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so that we can strain out the
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eroticism from the other noise
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that feels like it's
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pressure to have sex. you
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know, is part of the work of the sexual
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pursueer. Right. And
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then timing matters because as
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you were saying, sexual pursuits
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try to soften all the time. They're always
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trying to figure out the right
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way of saying things. But
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having that withdrawal reengage is
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a big part of the softening, knowing
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that this withdrawal is is is letting
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you into that world. That's explaining what
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blocks them when, you know, it shows their
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vulnerability. Like, that does a lot that
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a pursue is hard -- Mhmm. -- that they
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feel included. They feel the
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engagement. that makes it easier
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to wanna reciprocate, to wanna talk
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about what's going on with them.
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Right?
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That it's hot. The
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withdrawal's fear is failure.
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They're doing it wrong. That's why they need
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reassurance. Once we go
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to pursue a the fear is rejection.
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I keep wanting it and initiating and
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you don't seem to want it. Mhmm. So
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again, what what is the need?
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What is the longing? in rejection.
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Yeah.
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I mean, I think there is the
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I
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I wanna add something to that.
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The fear is of being rejected with
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the partner, but then the
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self says I'm too much. My
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needs are always gonna be too much. I'll
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always be hungry. I'll
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always need too much. My you know, it's it
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becomes kind of this black hole,
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no pun intended. You know, just, you
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know, the sense of I'm
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going to collapse in on myself
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because
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my need is so much.
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Yes. So if
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you listen to that, shame
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or that rejection, you can
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see the longing is really wanting
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an active response from the
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pot -- Mhmm. -- right, to be wanted.
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to be enough, to be accepted,
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to be desired, to be
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seen, to be chosen, to be
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fought for, to be believed, and to
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initiate with. I mean, these
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are all active verbs. Mhmm. Right?
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These active verbs on the mature
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are so soothing to these pursuing
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longings.
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Mhmm. So
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again, that's the goal that we're working
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towards. How does the how does the
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sexual pursuing tap
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into these places and themselves.
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That doesn't just focus on a mature
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but actually it starts to say, this is my
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insecurity. This is kind of how
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you can help me. Ask him
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for a help. for the need
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is very different than a criticism.
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Mhmm. So
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when I'm rejected as a
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sexual pursuing, I
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have to figure out kind of what
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do I need,
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what would
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what would make it better. Obviously,
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sex would make it better, but -- Mhmm. but
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it's now we have to heal the rejection,
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you know. Yeah. We have to
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heal that feeling inside. Yeah.
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And
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if we go back to what we were
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talking about with the withdraws. If we could
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try to differentiate or break it
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down into three different
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types of needs, I wouldn't so
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I think sometimes to pursue it needs
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permission for their
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frustration and anger. that they
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have they keep trying and they keep getting
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rejected and then they blame because
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they're they're trying so much. I mean, that's a
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really tough spot. to be understood,
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to be given permission that it's healthy,
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to wanna initiate, to fight for
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the relationship, to wanna have sex, there's
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not something wrong with you, It's
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a natural thing. Right?
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It's the cycle that messes it all up,
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but there's nothing wrong that you want that.
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Nothing wrong, it's healthy, and thank you for
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doing that. you know, what's that like for a prosuity
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here? Yeah. Oh, relief. Total
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relief. Right. You know, so
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that
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this part is is a good thing,
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that the relationship needs it, that they need
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it. You know, it's a reminder.
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The fear is I'm too much that
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with you or say, no, this is actually
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good. We need this. Thank you
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for it. How could that not
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feel good? that
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feels good
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to be told that their their
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drive, their initiation,
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their
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risking is something that their partner
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needs. especially I think if
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the partner maybe is female
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and doesn't have as much
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initiating desire, but more responsive
7:45
desire to be re in couraged.
7:47
No,
7:47
this is good. And afterwards, we
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feel so good. We feel so connected.
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This
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part of you that has always risked
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and and
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helped us is a good thing. And even right
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now, even if I didn't want it,
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it's a good thing. You
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know, I I think, yeah, being seen
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as suddenly,
8:05
it turns it on its head. Your initiation,
8:07
your pursuit is good. You
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know, it's like making my head spin.
8:12
yeah, my my categories are
8:14
getting clearer. I'm sorry. My tactical
8:16
brain's always trying to understand things
8:18
and sometimes the
8:21
time is not right, but I'm kinda
8:23
looking at the needs changing in
8:25
no sex situations, struggling
8:28
sex situations, and good
8:30
sex situations. Right? So -- Okay. --
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when we're not having sex, I'm
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really gonna need you to give me permission for the
8:36
frustration of that. Mhmm. if
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we're having sex, but we're it's
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challenging. I don't feel like you're wanting to
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do it for me. I mean, for
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yourself, you're doing it for me. If it
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ties that rejection place. And I'm hopefully, we
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could role play this after break. I'd
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love to know, like, how to put words to
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how you you could help me with that
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rejection. Yeah. And then
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there's the good sex. When we're in
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good sex, like, how do
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we celebrate and let me know?
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Like, Tim, you just rock my world. I mean,
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thank you for that. You will be like
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bring it.
9:07
Like, that that ditches total affirmation
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that soothes that rejection place.
9:13
I know it. That's a that would be a
9:15
good word. Yeah, dude. You rock my
9:17
world. Absolutely. That's a
9:19
good one. Alright. You think we're gonna have
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sex that I am, damn, I'm so lucky.
9:23
I'm with you that. I mean,
9:25
how could that feel pretty awesome?
9:27
Exactly. So
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though you know, just
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again, just zoom in out that
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the beauty of stage two
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is, it's the creation of that positive
9:37
cycle. this couple has done this work to
9:39
understand the good reasons the
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pursuit is critical and the withdrawal goes
9:43
away and how they both lose when that
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happens. and they're in
9:47
agreement. And they start to say, alright, let's
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blame this psycho instead of each other.
9:51
Stage two is trying to get both of
9:53
them to have a different move. to
9:55
withdraw instead of going away, they're
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now engaging in going forward. That's their
9:59
new move. To pursue instead of
10:01
being critical, they're coming forward
10:03
and asking for help in
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these more vulnerable places where they miss
10:07
each other. Right? And is that
10:09
asking for help in what you need that
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restructures the relationship as
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secure. It's what makes the difference
10:16
between the best couples and the worst
10:18
couples on this planet. You have an
10:20
ability to repair when you're
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able to name kind of what's
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happening inside you emotionally and ask for
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help with it and receive that help from
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your partner. You're saying
10:29
so many good things. I am really glad
10:31
that I am gonna be able to listen to this episode
10:33
again.
10:33
A lot of good
10:36
things there. Thank you for that and and
10:38
why
10:39
I love these podcasts is both of us
10:41
become clear and it helps us help
10:43
couples and to help therapists you
10:46
know this. In trying to keep it simple,
10:48
sometimes we have so many words, it becomes
10:50
complicated, and we lose our focus, and
10:52
we become confused. Right? But
10:54
just recognizing the ultimate
10:57
goal is to have
10:59
both partners experience success
11:01
with these unmet needs underneath. Mhmm.
11:04
Like, these places of failure and rejection,
11:07
they need something. Think
11:09
about how healthy a relationship becomes
11:11
when you could ask for what you need there
11:13
and you can get it.
11:14
Like, that couple can repair. I
11:17
think one of the needs that
11:19
helped me was like when
11:21
the supply was there, like when
11:23
I was very confident that
11:25
my partner would have sex with me.
11:27
That sense of there's no
11:30
longer scarcity. There's still
11:32
those three stages, but sexually
11:34
being able to depend on my
11:37
partner that they're going to be a partner with me in
11:39
this. That made all the
11:41
difference in the world. Yeah.
11:42
You get one number threes. And
11:45
we hear a little bit more resilience with
11:47
those one and two's. Exactly. Exactly.
11:50
So I think what we've said as
11:52
therapists that stage two has
11:54
to include
11:56
action from the
11:57
withdrawing partner. They they have
11:59
to be more
11:59
engaged sexually as well
12:02
as being
12:02
able to meet their pursuing
12:05
partner's emotional needs
12:07
in rejection. Yeah,
12:09
both partners what makes it a
12:11
positive cycle, is they're asking
12:13
for help, is met by a
12:15
response and engagement from the partner. Mhmm.
12:17
Right? And in that in that exchange,
12:20
you have a corrective emotional
12:22
experience. Right. You have a bonding
12:24
event. You have that change
12:26
event that is instead of going
12:28
away, they're discovering connection
12:30
in places they normally experience
12:32
isolation. And that change of
12:34
experience connection recoats it
12:36
in a brain, and it really creates
12:38
a different relationship. You're no
12:40
longer the same relationship when you're not
12:42
alone in these places like you chronically are
12:44
in a negative cycle. Mhmm. We can't
12:46
emphasize enough why. It's not
12:48
chance that, you know, this
12:50
model has the results that it does. couples
12:52
that experience these breakthroughs in
12:55
stage two are different couple. I
12:57
mean, there's so much more resilient. They
12:59
carry this this this moment into the
13:01
future makes the world a much safer
13:03
place. Yeah. You're less alone. And you
13:05
know in the worst moments, you can turn to your
13:07
partner for help. They got you back. I
13:09
mean, that's what we all deserve.
13:11
Exactly. Well,
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Okay. So
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I'm gonna be the sexual
15:53
pursuit, you're the sexual withdrawal, and
15:56
let's
15:58
pretend that, you know, I
15:59
was kind of ready for sex and I
16:02
made that very apparent. I'm dressed
16:04
in lingerie, And
16:05
last night, you completely
16:09
ignore that. Don't say anything like,
16:11
oh, you know, you look good, but
16:13
I'm in the mood, you don't say anything. You
16:15
just -- Mhmm. -- get into bed and
16:17
go to sleep. And
16:19
I'm I'm
16:20
feeling very rejected today.
16:22
Good. And
16:23
and kind of I would say, you
16:26
know, while I maybe
16:28
in my best place, I would wanna talk to
16:30
you about that. I think Now
16:32
I'm
16:32
so hurt. I don't
16:34
know how to repair this. I'm
16:36
really afraid we're back in the cycle. Yes.
16:39
And to all listeners that we're
16:42
not activating in these conversations.
16:44
So sometimes we might make it seem easier
16:46
than it is in real life. But we wanna
16:48
give you a target of what
16:50
it could look like. that couples real
16:52
couples have these conversations all the
16:54
time with practice. Right? But if they know
16:56
what they're working towards, they can get there. So this
16:58
is our attempt to just kinda start
17:00
that process. And I would just say to you,
17:02
George, I don't know that you know this, but we've
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gotten a lot of listenership saying
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that
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they really appreciate our role plays
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17:22
me say again, your encouragement to
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17:34
that's what keeps this moving. This
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words too. And I think the more we find our
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words the more we can spread a
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message. And and again, the world really
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needs
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this. Yep.
17:49
Alright. Okay.
17:51
So so bring on the role play.
17:53
I'll try
17:54
to prepare myself for the for
17:57
what's coming my way, my my body's
17:59
racing
17:59
foot. There we where escalated? So Okay.
18:03
So,
18:03
honey,
18:04
I I wanna
18:06
talk about last night.
18:09
Mhmm.
18:11
Yeah. I'm glad you're bringing it up
18:14
because I know we could I
18:16
don't wanna avoid this conversation,
18:18
but you know, that's that's something that you do.
18:21
That's really helpful for us to kinda
18:23
not let things faster. So -- Yeah. -- I'm
18:25
gonna try not to get defensive and
18:27
just listen to what you're saying, and
18:29
I'm glad you're sharing it with me.
18:31
I I know.
18:32
And I know this conversation goes
18:35
sideways between us so much
18:37
and you know, this morning,
18:39
I'm just feeling I'm
18:42
I'm kinda feeling
18:43
her and rejected
18:45
and not kinda I'm feeling very
18:47
hurt and rejected. I last
18:49
night, you know, when I was waiting for
18:52
you, I was so excited about you
18:54
coming home And I
18:56
had the whole thing set up and
18:59
I I thought it was what you
19:01
liked and you know, when you got into
19:03
bed and didn't say anything about me being
19:05
dressed up and, you
19:07
know, made up and kind
19:08
of sitting there, happy and waiting,
19:11
I didn't first of
19:11
all, it was kinda confusing because
19:14
I thought that would work. And
19:16
then secondly, I was this morning,
19:18
I just I'm,
19:20
like, back in the hole just
19:23
I don't
19:23
know. I can't crawl out. I I
19:26
wanna talk about it, but I'm just
19:28
so hurt.
19:30
Mhmm.
19:31
the Well, I
19:33
am sorry, and I do wanna
19:35
know more about your hurts. I mean,
19:37
I was so exhausted. my
19:39
brain just can compartmentalize. And I kinda
19:41
knew you kinda lying in the mood, but I
19:43
was just, like, done and just, like, just
19:46
turned
19:46
it off. Mhmm. Right? Put it again.
19:49
And and I'm not really getting
19:51
the impact to you when I do that. I'm just
19:53
like, I don't got the energy.
19:55
Good night. but III get that that that's pretty
19:57
unfair to you. It leaves you in a really
19:59
tough spot that even
19:59
today, you know, you wake up and
20:02
it's with you. You know? So
20:04
I I wanna know more about it. And
20:06
I guess I
20:07
I do understand that that you
20:09
compartmentalize I
20:11
guess what I
20:12
need from you is it it would have been it
20:15
was okay. I
20:15
mean, I was absolutely all
20:18
set for sex. but
20:20
it was kind of disconnect from me
20:23
being in
20:23
that place and you not
20:26
saying anything. And I would have
20:28
I think what I need from you is just
20:31
what's going on in your brain.
20:33
Like, if you see that, you see me
20:35
dressed up
20:35
and ready for sex and you
20:37
you
20:37
know, you're exhausted just that
20:40
transition piece like, honey, you look
20:42
beautiful. I so
20:44
I'm just dead meat, you know. I mean, even
20:46
that would have It wouldn't
20:49
have been about me. You
20:51
know? I
20:52
I don't know if you can help
20:54
me in those moments by
20:56
talking to me it
20:58
it was kind of the silence and
21:01
the sense
21:02
of not
21:05
noticing Mhmm.
21:06
I wish I would have done that. I mean, I
21:09
just fell back into my old
21:11
move. I knew
21:11
if we'd talk about it, it would lead to a
21:13
kind of longer to discussion, which I really didn't wanna have.
21:16
But I know when I
21:16
when I avoid to kind
21:19
of protect
21:19
myself, I just I put the burden
21:21
on you and you carry that alone,
21:23
and that's not fair. That's not okay. So
21:26
I'm I'm I'm sorry. I really wish I woulda
21:28
just said, hey, babe, I'm just shot and
21:30
I can't wait to talk about this tomorrow.
21:32
Right? What's, you
21:33
know, right, just got lazy. Leave that
21:35
lingerie on for the morning, you know, anything
21:37
when it worked. Let me
21:40
take that lingerie off in the
21:42
morning. That would've worked,
21:44
Tony. No. But I I again,
21:46
I I do wanna know I
21:48
I know that could that would have stopped
21:50
to hurt. But when you do go to
21:52
this place and you feel rejected, again, I
21:54
I wanna know how to help you with
21:56
that. Yeah.
21:57
I I'm not sure
21:59
what helps.
22:00
I certainly
22:02
this morning, if you'd Had
22:04
a little more energy
22:05
and initiated the conversation.
22:08
Mhmm. That would have helped me even more.
22:10
Like, because it would have told me
22:12
you knew I was rejected. So
22:14
I would have loved that.
22:17
But now
22:17
that I've kind of
22:19
brought it up, I guess, I'm
22:22
not sure I you
22:24
know, it's
22:25
like inside there's this
22:28
sense of not
22:30
being
22:30
good enough for you. It really
22:32
hurts. It really feels bad.
22:34
It's like, you
22:36
know, kind of the way I
22:39
think that even in shining moments
22:41
in my childhood, you know, my parents were
22:43
so preoccupied, they couldn't they
22:45
didn't they couldn't even pause to
22:48
acknowledge that. And it's like, all
22:50
that hurt just
22:51
tumbles together.
22:53
Mhmm. And
22:54
and I feel it, like, wow,
22:57
I was I was
22:57
dressed up like, you know, I don't even like
22:59
makeup. I left it on. You
23:01
know? And it it's like,
23:04
I
23:04
I don't know. It was the
23:05
sense of not being seen that
23:08
hurt me, not
23:09
and then
23:11
then it just all
23:13
merged together from old
23:15
stuff where I felt rejected.
23:17
Wow. I
23:20
I don't I don't mean to, like, lay that
23:23
on you. It's not your fault that my
23:25
parents did that. I'm just trying to
23:27
tell you what it feels like on the inside.
23:29
It it was It
23:30
was kinda this big thing. I
23:33
wanna see these parts of you.
23:35
I wanna know how you make these
23:38
connections
23:38
and you know,
23:39
how me not seeing you in that moment has
23:41
a long history. And that
23:43
sends you
23:44
to some bad places and
23:46
that really makes me feel sad. I don't want you to be
23:48
in those places. I I don't want you to be alone
23:50
in those places.
23:54
feels
23:54
good.
23:55
Thank you. Thank you for saying that
23:57
you wanna know those things about me.
24:00
That
24:00
helps. and
24:02
I
24:02
could do a better job of seeing
24:05
you and
24:05
seeing, you know, the things that
24:07
you do for us that,
24:10
you know, sometimes I just get kinda lost and
24:12
preoccupied in my own world. You know?
24:14
And I'm really
24:14
hearing it in a different way right now that,
24:17
you know, my initiating is
24:20
a way of meeting that need
24:22
of being seen. Am
24:24
I initiating saying, hey, like,
24:26
I miss you. I I
24:29
just wanna be with you because you're
24:31
so important and, like, that's
24:33
that meets that need inside you. I I
24:35
had no idea that's that that
24:37
would do that. I guess maybe I'm not as deep.
24:39
I don't make those connection sometimes.
24:42
Howard Bauchner: I
24:42
think anything from
24:45
you just Even talking
24:46
with me today. Even
24:49
talking right now feels good
24:52
compared to our old pattern of
24:54
not being
24:54
able to talk about it and
24:56
me making up in my head that you didn't care.
24:58
I mean, I'm hearing words that it
25:00
sounds like you care about me and
25:03
I know it may
25:03
seem like that's obvious from your
25:06
perspective, but hearing it
25:08
said over and over again to me,
25:10
it does kind of chip away at that
25:12
feeling
25:12
of rejection that I have. So -- Mhmm.
25:14
-- thank
25:14
you for that. And thank
25:16
you. I feel clear on,
25:18
you
25:18
know, it's the root of the problem
25:21
is you're not seeing. That's kinda what
25:23
happens when you get rejected. I mean, I know
25:25
I can do something about that.
25:27
Like, I feel confident that I can do that.
25:29
Like, I can do a better job of seeing
25:31
you. So I promise I'm gonna try
25:33
to do that. Okay.
25:35
That feels good. I appreciate
25:38
your more targeted
25:41
commitment to me. I mean, I
25:43
I really That feels
25:44
good. Mhmm.
25:46
Thank you.
25:48
you We
25:49
are welcome. Okay.
25:52
Let's debrief this g.
25:54
I guess
25:55
as I entered that role play,
25:57
I could feel that woman's
26:00
rejection and And
26:02
I'm
26:02
Where did you feel out in your
26:04
body? Ugh. I felt
26:07
it in my, sort of, right
26:09
below my heart and above my
26:11
stomach to this
26:12
this kind of
26:14
almost like a pit. It's
26:16
the done. Again,
26:17
so important for our listeners to
26:19
give marker, body in, body out.
26:22
Right? Where do you feel a rejection? And when
26:24
you ask for help in that need and your
26:26
partner responds? Let's see if it
26:28
shifts that body. Mhmm. So how are how
26:30
are you doing here at the end? Did it shift on
26:32
you? Yeah. I think it
26:33
did. I think that I
26:36
felt a little more
26:38
cared about it's like it it kinda the
26:40
the pit shrunk. That's how I would describe
26:43
it. Like,
26:43
rather than her
26:45
feeling it as like
26:47
a baseball feeling almost. It
26:49
kinda went to an apple seed. I don't know how to
26:52
Okay. That's just how it felt on
26:54
the inside. Yeah.
26:54
I mean, I I felt my own
26:57
engagement increase as
26:58
I started to kind of not
27:00
need to defend myself, but to make
27:02
some of the connections that I never made that,
27:05
like, this is about not being
27:07
seen and this is old. Right?
27:08
This is I just triggered this but this
27:11
is a place you go to where you don't
27:13
feel kind of worthy of being seen. It's
27:15
such a horrible place, but that really
27:17
pulled me to wanna fight for you to get closer
27:19
to you, to see you, like,
27:22
that I felt my
27:24
own kind of power
27:26
growing in a session as I
27:28
started to stand as tender place that you go to.
27:30
And I thought, you
27:30
know, that that the sexual pursuit was
27:33
talking about needs
27:35
that were old, that get
27:38
triggered that
27:38
are replicated in the
27:40
sexual relationship. And I
27:42
felt like that could have
27:44
gone sideways in this couple
27:46
you know,
27:47
so many people --
27:48
Mhmm. -- feel hurt from childhood, and
27:50
it does get triggered especially in
27:53
sex, I think. it's just such a
27:55
primitive place of body,
27:58
romance, feelings, and love.
27:59
It's like when we were children,
28:01
being held and touched was so important.
28:04
And, you know, our parents
28:05
seen as all of that just is replicated.
28:08
And I know that many couples
28:10
say things like,
28:11
you know, well, I'm not your father. I'm not your
28:13
mother. I do see you, you know, it
28:14
just it could so easily trigger
28:17
defense, but I really felt
28:20
your compassion for me. That felt good.
28:22
Yeah. Let's zoom out and
28:23
keep it simple. Needs,
28:26
net, is the positive
28:27
cycle, solution to the negative
28:30
cycle. So again, Laurie's
28:31
need in this role play
28:33
was to be in places she's
28:36
never seen because I'm rolling away and
28:38
going to sleep. Mhmm. Or guess what? I'm
28:40
seeing it, and I'm
28:41
coming closer. Mhmm. And I'm telling
28:43
her that's not okay. I want to do
28:45
it differently.
28:46
And my revealing how it
28:49
all connected for me, did that make
28:51
you feel anything inside,
28:53
like
28:53
safer able to
28:55
come closer in
28:56
your role play?
28:58
Yeah. It's again, it pulled me
29:00
in. Your vulnerability pulled me in instead
29:02
of me making about myself. Uh-huh. It
29:04
could allow me to keep my focus on
29:07
your needs, which is what never
29:09
really happens in on negative side.
29:11
So true. So true. I
29:13
think the the pursueer can trigger their
29:15
partner, and then their great
29:17
need is it's like, well,
29:19
you know, is
29:21
met with defense or something. And,
29:23
yeah,
29:23
this this time it was met with
29:26
responsiveness. So I think
29:27
that was that was a neat conversation.
29:30
homework
29:30
assignment, let's go people, get
29:32
out there, start working yourself towards
29:35
these conversations because it's
29:37
a different world. when your
29:39
product could show up for you in these moments.
29:41
Different world in stage two.
29:43
Thanks
29:43
for listening. Keep
29:44
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29:46
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30:51
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31:09
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31:12
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31:14
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31:16
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31:18
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31:20
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31:36
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31:44
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31:48
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31:50
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