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Today on the podcast, we have a segment
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of Ask Rachel where you ask
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your questions and I answer.
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Today on the show, I answer two
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really deep and beautiful questions.
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The first one around pregnancy
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and how to navigate the world
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of other people maybe not agreeing
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with the decisions that you've made for yourself
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and your baby throughout this time
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of your life. The second question
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is centered around tea as
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in tea in ceremony and the
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ritual of tea. And I share
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Let's dive in.
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It's a Friday today and that
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means it's time for a brand new
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episode of Frum the Heart
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with Rachel Brathen. And I
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am so happy that you're here. I
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am sitting with my
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hand to my heart right now,
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another hand to my belly. The
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way I Just find myself
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sitting a lot lately just
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a moment here all the time to connect
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with my heart, my emotions, and
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to connect with little one
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who's currently I don't know if he's doing
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somersaults in my belly
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or if he's just like, trying to
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make more space, but he's been really, really
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active in the past couple of days. And I
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I feel him in this moment just because
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kicking around, which is so lovely.
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And I'm sitting here feeling very
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very grateful right now.
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Looking out through the window. We had a little
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bit of snow last night. We've had this
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weird weather in Sweden where it goes from really
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cold and snowing and beautiful
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to wet and muddy
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and rainy and then back to
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cold and snow and beautiful. It's like the weather
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doesn't know what it wants. Right
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now. But right now,
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we have some snow I'm looking out at the
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pine and the spruce trees outside and
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the oak trees. We have a lot of oak trees
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on our property. Sun
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is shining today. As
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I said that, like, it
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just started literally streaming sunlight
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into this room. Some must
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have been just a little bit behind cloud, and now
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it's just yeah, it lit the whole
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space up. It's really gorgeous. And
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I'm here. I
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mean, I'm here every week. I'm here every day, every
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moment of my life. But I'm
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I'm here. I
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feel a lot of gratitude in my
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in my body
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today.
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Even though it hasn't been a particularly great
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day, Isn't
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it funny that if we practice
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gratitude enough, we don't need
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to have good and smooth and easy
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going days for gratitude
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to show up. Right? Usually,
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all it takes is like a little bit of sunlight
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or just a little moment
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of joy or something
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we find beautiful and then boom,
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gratitude is just there.
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The gratitude practices that we do on
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the daily practice, my daily podcast, Every
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Thursday, we have a gratitude practice,
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and they really help me sitting
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down to think of a new kind of
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way to practice gratitude every week is
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really helpful for my creativity around
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gratitude, but also just
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doing the practices every week.
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They keep me really anchored in in my
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faithfulness. So if
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you ever need a little more gratitude and head on
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over to the daily practice, the
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daily podcast. You can find it wherever
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you're listening to this podcast. My daily show
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is also on there. And, yeah,
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Thursdays are thankful Thursdays.
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But how are
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you? How
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how are you? Today, we're gonna have
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little bit I'm gonna find out a
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little bit more of about how you are.
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Today, we have an
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episode of Ask Rachel. Here
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on the show, and it's been a while. I
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think it was pretty far really like
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before Christmas ish. We didn't have
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one in January, so I'm
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excited to hear some of
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your questions and just hear your voices
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and have a little bit more of a conversation
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on the pod today. As
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usual, I haven't heard any of these
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questions beforehand. I
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just play one of the latest ones
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and then we see where it takes us.
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So before I do that, how
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about we take just a minute right here
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right now to to ground
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a little bit? I can sense myself,
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I'm out of breath. I'm
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often out of breath. These
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days. It's it's the
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pregnancy for sure. Like, walking up the stairs,
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I'm really out of breath. And sometimes when I'm recording
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the podcast, talking makes
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me, like, lose my breath a little bit.
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So let's take a moment for me
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and also for you. Just
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to settle, to slow things down and
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to ground. So if it feels
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good, you can close your eyes
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here. Yes. As I said,
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I have a hand to my heart, a hand to my belly.
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Maybe your hands want to gravitate elsewhere,
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but you can take little
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moment of extra connection by
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placing your hand somewhere on top
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of your own self. And
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then let's breathe in and out through the nose,
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but make that conscious effort
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to slow everything down. When
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I say slow down, I mean
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slow, way down. Life
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moves quickly. You
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know, or days tend to
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pass
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pretty fast. And
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we have so much coming our way
6:30
in every given moment, so much
6:32
information. Thoughts
6:35
and feelings and judgments
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and things that we need to process. It's
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a lot being a human being
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on this earth right now. So
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slow things way
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down for yourself just for, like, a minute
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right now. That
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means you consciously
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make your next inhale a slow
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and as long as it can possibly
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become. And
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then you do the same thing with exhale. Slow
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that exhale way down.
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Take all the time you can to
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release that breath. Out
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of the nose. And
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then keep going. Just a couple of cycles
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of breath there where you have more space.
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More time. I'm
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kind of signaling
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to your body that there's no rush
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right
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now. Maybe
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there will be later,
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but not right now. Right
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now you have time. Right
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now you have space.
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No place else you need to be,
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but right here connecting
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with your body, with your breath. Grounding
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for a moment.
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And if you like, you can just
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gently blink your eyes back open.
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I am smiling right
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now. That
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was just a very short
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moment of our time right there. And
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I'm smiling because I have this very
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beautiful feeling of contentment in
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my body right now. Isn't
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it? Beautiful? I don't know how you're feeling
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right now if you can sense a just a little
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subtle shift inside of your body
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or in your energy
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or in your heart, but
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just a moment to
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shift our awareness in heart, a moment
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of slowing down. Can
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change everything.
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am just in awe
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of you and your whole pregnancy journey
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to sending you all of my love and support. I
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listened to the podcast last week about
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kind of the shade you were getting in Sweden
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and it just kind of
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got some thoughts from me and
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the preconceptions they really
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like kind of leaning more
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towards the natural route and home birth
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etcetera. I'm curious if you have
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any advice for dealing
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and managing people more
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so in your licensed strangers who have
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very who you know will have very strong
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opinions on this. How do
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you approach it? Do you have any tips?
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Like, I'm ninety I'm a
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hundred percent sure it will lead to a site
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if, you know, I kind of disclose
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this information with some people in my life.
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So curious if you have any
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thoughts for moms to be who
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want to go down the same
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route? And don't know how to deal with
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all the negativity. Thank you.
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Sending us. Oh, thank
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you for Thank
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you for the support and for,
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yeah, for being so present here with
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me on this on this journey. And
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yeah, I feel you. I
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feel you. I feel you. I know you.
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Absolutely. I
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think for me, I've been fairly lucky
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so far and probably because it's my second
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pregnancy doing it this
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way. This pregnancy,
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I'm even more on
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the on the odd
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end of the spectrum of wanting to do things
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in a little bit more of I don't
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wanna use the word radical. It's like it's not a radical
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thing to do to just wanna
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be pregnant in peace. And
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birth on your own, but it's viewed as
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this radical strange thing. Right?
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So this time around, I haven't
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had anything but support
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or silence from close
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people in my life. And, of course, I know
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the people who are choosing to
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be quiet and I so appreciate
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them for it because I
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know they have opinions and maybe they
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have fears and worries and judgments
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and, you know, ideas about,
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yeah, whether it's right or wrong or it's just
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ideas about what I'm choosing. But
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they're not saying anything this time
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around, which I so deeply
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appreciate. It's really so true. Like, if you don't
12:33
have something supportive or kind or uplifting
12:36
to say, we don't have to say
12:38
anything at all. Right?
12:40
So it's not like those minds were completely
12:43
changed this time around, but I think from
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first pregnancy, they've just
12:47
learned that, yeah, this is how I'm doing
12:49
things, and I'm not gonna change
12:51
my mind because they have a different viewpoint.
12:55
Or I mean, I'm hoping
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maybe I have
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changed their minds a little bit. So people who
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in my first pregnancy were very vocal
13:03
about Well, this is a bad idea
13:05
or why would you not want to be in the hospital?
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And, yeah, I'm just not getting any of
13:10
that this time around. So
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who knows? Maybe some some mines have been opened
13:14
little bit there. But
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I definitely have been getting that
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from the general public. And,
13:23
yeah, just as a public person,
13:25
I'm getting a lot of input sharing things on
13:27
social media. I mean, I've put
13:29
myself in that place where I know I'm
13:31
receiving people's judgments
13:34
and and thoughts and things like that.
13:37
But in my first pregnancy, there
13:39
was a lot of concern, wanting
13:42
a home birth. And
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I remember then just
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some very close family members of
13:49
mine that have had
13:52
extremely traumatic births. My
13:54
mother being one of them. She had four
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she gave birth four times. Each time
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was they were all medical hospital
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births where she felt she had no control
14:05
or control was taken from her. And
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they were just all very, very, very traumatic.
14:10
And she was so concerned. And
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it's funny because even though her
14:15
very scary hospital births, happened
14:18
in the hospital. She still had this
14:20
idea that like a home birth
14:22
isn't safe. And I remember
14:25
inquiring about that. You know,
14:27
she had these four births that were very traumatic.
14:29
And none of
14:31
them happened at home. None of them happened
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with this kind of mindset and education
14:36
and different kind of thinking. It was different time
14:38
and different space
14:40
also entirely for her. But
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at some point, I had to set
14:45
a really clear boundary there where
14:49
I just very she
14:51
was very, we were very, very close then. We're
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not spending as much time together now,
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but in the first pregnancy, we were, yeah,
14:57
very close spending lots of time. And
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I remember having to sit her down and
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just very firmly but very lovingly
15:06
say that that these this
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was your experience. It's
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not gonna be mine. Like, I don't know
15:12
what this birth is gonna be. I
15:15
have no idea what that outcome is
15:17
is here, but I know for sure
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it's not gonna be exactly the same
15:21
as yours because every single birth is
15:23
unique. The same way her
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four births were all wildly different.
15:28
Right? Difficult and traumatic in their own way,
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but they were all very different. So
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I'm not gonna have your experience. And
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I don't want you sharing
15:38
your experience with me anymore. I
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need you to find another person,
15:43
a trusting person, someone who can hear you,
15:45
and listen to you, and
15:47
validate you and see you
15:49
in this fear, but it cannot
15:52
be me. And
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I remember that being just very, very helpful.
15:57
Like, it was a very helpful shift in
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our dynamic. I wasn't saying, hey, don't
16:03
talk about your birth with me. Don't talk about your
16:05
fears with me. No no, I mean,
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I wasn't saying, don't talk about your fears. Don't
16:09
talk about your experience. I wasn't shutting her
16:11
down. I was just kind of redirecting. Like,
16:14
you have to find another person to unburne
16:16
on these things on because speaking
16:19
to a pregnant woman about your past,
16:22
difficult experiences. This is just never
16:24
never a good idea unless it's asked
16:26
for. Right? So
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in those settings, just that kind
16:31
of firm loving boundary actually
16:34
really did work. But then
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the people who who actually think
16:41
that you're making a bad decision, you
16:43
know, or people who Yeah.
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I know. I know. I know. It's
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really helpful to remember that
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most likely I mean, of course, I don't know because
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I don't know them, but most likely those
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big opinions or people, you know,
16:58
thinking they have a say in in your life and
17:00
and objecting to what you've chosen for yourself.
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It's coming out of fear. Right?
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It's just that. It's their fear. And
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somewhere in there probably is a good intention
17:11
that this this feels scary for me.
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This feels unsafe for me. So
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I don't think you should do that. I think you should go
17:17
about it this other way, which feels safe
17:19
for me. Right? And it's
17:21
just so important to remind
17:23
them that it's not their birth. And
17:26
literally, and this has been proven
17:29
in so many studies again and again that
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the safest way and the safest
17:34
place for a woman to birth
17:37
is the way and the place that she
17:39
feels the most safe to her. And
17:43
for many people across the world that might
17:45
be in the hands of a doctor, with
17:49
medical people around and in hospital.
17:51
Like a lot of people feel like that is the safest
17:53
place for me, so that's where I'm gonna be the calmest.
17:57
And have the least amount of fear. Well, great.
17:59
Right? That option is there and
18:02
widely offered.
18:04
But for a lot of us, that's
18:07
not what feels the safest. For
18:10
a lot of us being at home and
18:13
being surrounded by people we
18:15
love or being in an environment that
18:17
we know and we already feel safe in,
18:20
that feels the safest for us. That is
18:22
the way we want to to birth. So
18:26
regardless of what other people think,
18:28
you know, it's not gonna it's not
18:31
not gonna impact your ability.
18:34
At all. The only thing that's gonna happen if you
18:36
hear enough, if you listen to enough
18:38
people telling you that this is wrong,
18:40
this is not the right thing. Is that
18:42
you might start doubting yourself. And
18:46
what I feel in this pregnancy is so,
18:49
so, so important is that I
18:51
don't allow that. Every
18:54
time someone tells me, hey, birthing at
18:56
home is unsafe, even
18:58
though statistically it is not.
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Like statistically, it is safer
19:03
to birth at home if you've chosen
19:05
to birth to birth at home. And
19:08
every time I hear someone tell me it's not,
19:10
you know, it kind of puts me off
19:12
track a little bit. It's not my
19:15
voice. It's not my belief, but if enough
19:17
people tell you that, it's going
19:19
to be harder and harder to hear your own inner
19:21
voice. So
19:25
the people who have a lot to say, if
19:27
you can love them, you
19:29
know, It's
19:32
always a challenging thing to do, but
19:35
recognizing their humanity instead
19:37
of going straight into the trigger of
19:39
shut up. This is not your life. Just leave me alone.
19:42
You know, love them for their
19:45
care because in there somewhere there is care
19:47
hopefully, not just judgment
19:49
for the sake of judging, right, that there's
19:52
there's care and love and there's somewhere. And
19:55
then set that firm
19:57
loving boundary. And
19:59
it could even be so We
20:01
could even go to to a point of saying
20:04
that you know, I I love you. I
20:06
wanna spend time with you. I wanna share
20:08
this journey, this pregnancy with you.
20:11
But if you can't respect my choice,
20:13
or if you can't keep your judgment
20:16
to yourself, I'm gonna
20:18
have to take some space and
20:20
then we can reconnect after this baby is born
20:22
because I need to focus on myself.
20:24
I need to take care of myself and take
20:27
care of my energy and protect myself
20:29
in this time. And,
20:31
you know, pregnancy doesn't last forever. I
20:34
think we can become very
20:36
intuitive when we are
20:38
pregnant. We are definitely closer
20:41
in touch with something a little
20:43
bit more a little bit bigger
20:45
than us. Right? We are kind of
20:47
standing on that precipice. Pre
20:50
birth. Like, we're almost touching the other
20:52
side. And not
20:54
every person that fits great
20:56
in our lives when we're not
20:59
pregnant works in
21:01
our lives when we are pregnant. So
21:04
if you have people in your life and you feel like, oh,
21:06
like every time I leave them, I feel a little bit
21:09
drain, or I feel tired, or I feel
21:11
frustrated, or Iike, or something's
21:13
not right, or maybe their presence
21:15
is just not what you need for these months.
21:18
And if they are important to you, you know, you can
21:21
always reconnect later. Like, it's okay
21:23
to ask for a little bit of space. It's okay to
21:25
do things differently. And to
21:27
act on what your intuition tells
21:29
you when you're pregnant. My
21:32
intuition is telling me more and more
21:35
to be quiet. I'm
21:38
not feeling any urge really
21:40
to socialize, to be out and about.
21:44
Like going into the city for me feels like
21:46
a big, tiring thing.
21:49
It always did a little bit, but way more
21:51
now. And then I have people that
21:53
I I normally love spending time with that I'm just
21:55
not gravitating toward. And
21:57
it doesn't mean that I'm, you know, that I have
21:59
some sort of drama with them or that there's
22:02
fight or an issue or a bad vibe. It's just
22:04
no. It's just I'm not drawn
22:06
into their space right now. And I
22:08
find that that naturally kind
22:11
of tends to work itself out a
22:13
little bit. And I
22:15
think when people get used to you
22:17
claiming more space and more time
22:19
for yourself, it doesn't feel
22:21
so personal after a while. If
22:23
you've never set a boundary with someone
22:25
ever, the first time you set
22:27
a boundary, even if it's a very gentle light
22:29
one, it's gonna feel like this big betrayal
22:32
or oh my god. Do they not
22:34
love me anymore? What's going on? But
22:37
friends and family that
22:40
are used to boundaries and
22:42
not just coming from you, but I think
22:44
if we are surrounding ourselves with people who
22:46
are taking care of themselves, like we
22:48
should all be used to having
22:50
boundaries set to
22:52
hearing the word no. This isn't work for me
22:55
right now or hearing someone
22:57
state their needs to you. It
23:00
should be a very natural thing. But if
23:02
you've never set a boundary with someone, they're gonna
23:04
probably have a harder time receiving it.
23:07
Than when they are used to. Oh, like,
23:10
you know, she knows what she wants. She
23:12
knows what she needs. And I can feel
23:14
safe in this relationship knowing that when she
23:16
says she needs space or she
23:18
says no. She doesn't wanna hang
23:20
out right now or she's asking for a need to
23:22
be met. Like, for me not to
23:24
speak about my past
23:26
traumatic experience or for me
23:28
not to voice my own personal fears
23:31
around birthing at home, for example.
23:34
It's just like a gentle boundary. And
23:37
if they're really, you know, important people
23:39
in our lives who understand us and who love us,
23:41
they should understand that. And
23:43
a really good time to start setting
23:46
loving foreign boundaries with our
23:48
people is now. I
23:50
I think now. And
23:53
eventually, it will be this thing where people just
23:56
know, you know, they know it's not personal.
23:58
They know it has nothing to do with them. This
24:00
is you stating your need, no big deal.
24:02
And also, hopefully, it
24:05
makes them feel safe that they can set loving
24:07
firm boundaries with you in return. That
24:10
when you venture into an area of conversation
24:12
that you feel is super easy going and it doesn't
24:14
bother you at all and all of sudden
24:16
it doesn't work for them. Right? Or listen,
24:18
it doesn't sit right with them. They'll
24:20
be able to set a similar boundary with you,
24:22
and you'll know, okay, of course. Of
24:25
course. Right? It's not it's not about me.
24:28
No problem. Like I can vent or talk
24:30
about this stuff or gossip or whatever thing
24:32
that they don't wanna hear. I have other people
24:34
I can take that too. Right? So,
24:39
yeah, I don't know
24:41
if that's advice advice
24:43
enough, but trying to
24:45
bring a little bit of love into that situation,
24:47
which is easier to do if it's people we know.
24:49
I have a hard time with that. When
24:52
I'm dealing with input from people, I don't know,
24:55
especially when it's like collective. Stuff
24:59
or or input from the media. Like, it's very
25:01
hard for me to bring
25:03
love into that. So I find myself
25:05
just just separating.
25:08
Right? Like, I can choose to read
25:10
those news or not. I
25:13
have set some boundaries with people in my
25:15
life, friends and family who have,
25:17
like, very good intentions, like, oh my god. Did you see
25:19
this article came out about you? And
25:21
they sent me the article, and then I just say,
25:23
hey, I know this conversation
25:25
is out there. If you ever see anything like
25:27
this again, please don't send it to me. I
25:30
don't need to know that it exists. Like,
25:32
thank you. Okay. I know it's from love, but just please
25:34
don't don't send me this. And
25:36
I haven't had anyone go, what? You
25:38
know, get upset with that?
25:41
But that's boundary too. Right? So
25:44
for me that that's like I can bring
25:46
love into the relationships with people
25:49
that I have that I know. But
25:51
not so much with media. Like, that's been kind
25:53
of hard. So I just choose, like, I'm not
25:55
digesting or taking in that information.
25:58
I'm not reading those news. I'm not
26:00
clicking on those links. I'm not going to those
26:02
blogs. I am
26:04
choosing to have this conversation when
26:07
it feels good for me
26:09
with people that I trust. That's
26:11
all. And
26:14
the further I go into this pregnancy, the
26:16
safer I feel. Which is so
26:18
beautiful. The more anchored
26:20
my decision I feel, the less weird
26:23
I feel like this is Like,
26:25
this is not a radical choice
26:28
to make for myself. And
26:30
if I compare it, like, this idea that
26:34
oh my labor starts and holy shit,
26:36
like going to panic, oh my god,
26:39
I gotta go to a clinic, I gotta go
26:41
to a hospital, I have to like seek
26:43
out this medical support like that to me
26:45
now feels radical because it's not
26:47
at all what I'm feeling drawn to.
26:51
Going to a strange place that I would only
26:53
ever go if someone was sick or in pain
26:55
or something's wrong with them. Right? They
26:57
need, like, help because something's not right.
27:00
Doing that just because I'm having contractions
27:03
and my baby's coming doesn't it doesn't align
27:05
with how I feel at all. And
27:08
then having strangers in the room as
27:10
I'm going through the most intimate journey
27:14
of my life like that That
27:16
does not feel safe. That
27:18
does not feel for
27:20
me, obviously. Right? It does for a lot of
27:22
people. But for me, like, being in a strange
27:25
place, in strange room with strange
27:27
smells, strange sounds, strange
27:30
lighting, you know, strange things
27:32
coming my way, in
27:34
terms of checkups or interventions or,
27:36
like, it does not it's not something
27:38
that inspires a feeling of
27:41
of safety. And
27:45
what I know inside
27:47
of myself is what I need to have the safest
27:50
and most natural birth
27:52
possible. It's like I need, I need
27:54
privacy, and I need to
27:56
feel safe, and to be able to
27:59
to do that at home, you know,
28:01
this place I love surrounded by
28:03
nature and with my daughter
28:05
and husband and dogs and
28:08
you know, getting getting to really
28:11
remain in this beautiful nest
28:13
that I've spent the past months
28:15
creating. Like, that feels so beautiful.
28:18
And so aligned. So
28:23
I think also, yeah, just make
28:25
me my last little thing to say on this.
28:28
When we feel anchored
28:30
in our choice, people
28:33
tend to challenge us less.
28:37
So if we are just kind of leaning towards something
28:39
and we're exploring it, but we don't know,
28:41
you know, which I think is a little bit more
28:43
how I was in my first birth. I was still, well,
28:45
I don't know. Everyone's telling me I have to be at the hospital,
28:48
but I really didn't want it, but I also
28:50
was, I was insecure because
28:53
it was my first time. And I think
28:55
when people pick up on that insecurity, they
28:57
tend to get more. They tend
28:59
to wanna debate you more and wanna challenge you
29:01
more. So it's really important
29:04
that the choices we make, that we make them from
29:07
a really grounded place,
29:09
and then we allow ourselves the time
29:12
and the energy to arrive
29:14
at those decisions. And
29:17
for me, you know, being alone, being
29:19
in silence, listening to my own
29:21
intuition. That's been really helpful.
29:24
I I know I'm not gonna get to a clearer
29:26
decision debating people. Hell no.
29:29
Hell no. And you
29:31
don't owe anyone an explanation
29:34
for why you wanna live your life,
29:36
the way you wanna live your life. You
29:38
don't owe anyone an explanation
29:40
or reasoning behind how
29:43
you choose to go through this pregnancy
29:45
or how you choose to birth. I mean, this really is
29:47
the most intimate personal
29:49
thing and it's yours. It's your
29:52
journey. People tend
29:54
to get confused, you know, when we get pregnant,
29:56
that, oh, that's something to share with everyone
29:58
and everyone wants to touch you and
30:00
touch your belly and they ask all sorts
30:02
of intimate, bizarre questions about your
30:05
sex life and your genitals. Things
30:07
they would never ask, you know, unless you were
30:09
pregnant. All of a sudden, that's, like, socially
30:12
accepted. Like, this pregnancy,
30:14
like, belongs to everyone, hell no. No.
30:18
No. Like, unless it
30:20
feels good for you and you want that,
30:22
like, no one should fucking reach out and
30:24
touch your belly, or demand
30:26
you answer questions that don't feel good
30:28
to you to talk about or share with people.
30:31
This is your intimate journey and you deserve
30:34
to have it remain that way.
30:37
So anytime you sense that kind of
30:39
like fierceness come
30:41
through, I would act on
30:43
that. Like, I do. Anytime
30:46
I feel this, like, need to No. No.
30:48
I don't wanna talk about this. Please don't.
30:50
Don't ask me that. Let's
30:53
talk about something else. Like anytime
30:55
you have that inner voice, tell you,
30:57
nope, this is not right, to say it,
30:59
communicate it. And
31:02
let that primal side of
31:04
you show already now, you
31:06
know, because it's the same side of you, it's the
31:08
same fearlessness, it's the same raw,
31:11
primal part of you that's gonna birth this baby
31:13
eventually. So
31:16
protect your own space, you know, protect your
31:18
own body, protect your baby, protect
31:20
your spiritual space,
31:23
all the space around you. You know, this is
31:25
your this is yours. And
31:28
no one has the right to to take
31:30
that away or challenge
31:32
you just because they wanna you know,
31:34
no. No. People have their own reasonings, but
31:36
really how you live your life is none
31:38
of their business. So
31:42
wishing you best of luck
31:45
and for anyone listening. And this
31:47
goes for all of us, you know, regardless if
31:49
we're we're pregnant or not setting
31:52
boundaries, that loving
31:54
firm boundary is one of the
31:56
most important things that we can learn in this lifetime.
31:59
It is life changing. Life
32:01
changing. And
32:03
we shouldn't start doing that just because
32:05
we all of a sudden, we're pregnant and we
32:07
have to. Right? We
32:10
can start now like, start today
32:13
Chances are the people that we can imagine
32:16
are gonna judge us or challenge
32:18
us if we make a
32:20
more natural choice around pregnancy or
32:22
conception or birth. They're
32:25
probably, you know, they're
32:27
probably challenging us in other ways
32:29
right now that maybe doesn't feel so great.
32:32
Chances are you know who those people are for
32:34
a reason and you can start setting
32:36
loving boundaries with them now.
32:40
Now. Now, anytime you have
32:42
that feeling, oh, this doesn't feel great. Like,
32:44
that's your system saying, hey, someone's walking
32:46
all over me right now. And I'm letting
32:48
it happen because I'm used to this dynamic
32:50
in this relationship. Start
32:52
now and then the more comfortable we
32:55
get in setting boundaries, the easier it
32:57
becomes. And after
32:59
a while, people stop trying to
33:01
step on us because they know it doesn't work.
33:03
Right? They take their judgment and they
33:06
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33:08
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Rachel. My name is Elizabeth. I
34:58
am from Nashville, Tennessee. I've been
35:01
following you for little over twelve years
35:03
and I think you're amazing and super
35:04
inspiring. My question was,
35:07
if you
35:07
could possibly do podcast
35:09
just explaining what you do through your tea ceremonies.
35:12
It's something I've really
35:13
been wanting to get into, and I'm just not
35:15
sure where to start. So anyway,
35:17
keep on changing the world. I love you so
35:19
much. Bye. Oh,
35:22
hi, Elizabeth. Twelve
35:24
years is a long time. It's
35:26
like we're a long time friends.
35:29
I hope to meet you someday. TTI
35:33
love t. I get I can
35:35
get teary eyed. Thinking about
35:37
tea. And
35:40
as I said tea now, my whole room
35:42
just lit up with sunshine again,
35:44
which just feels like such a affirmation
35:47
from nature. I would love to talk
35:49
to you about tea. I would love to really, really,
35:53
really get into the practice and
35:56
ritual of of of sitting with tea.
35:59
So I get this question a lot,
36:01
and III have a hard time answering
36:03
it, like, how does one get started? Tea
36:07
teachers when it comes
36:10
to ceremonial tea.
36:12
It's not they're not that easy to find.
36:15
It's not like yoga teacher where you have one
36:17
on every corner, you know, everywhere in
36:19
the world. And So
36:23
for me, it was really instrumental finding
36:25
someone who could teach me the very
36:28
sacred specifics of the ritual that
36:30
I this. There are so many ways
36:33
to drink tea and to sit with tea. There are tons
36:35
of ceremonies from different parts
36:37
of the world, you know, aside from
36:39
water, tea is the most had
36:42
beverage in the whole world. In
36:44
the whole world. But
36:46
he really is something that's already for
36:49
all of us in all of our cultures, ancestral
36:51
and ancient and culturable
36:54
and
36:55
we drink tea in different ways for different reasons
36:57
all over the world, but most of the world
36:59
already drinks tea.
37:03
And for me, you
37:05
know, it really I I
37:07
feel like tea came my way in such
37:09
a sacred spiritual
37:12
way. That
37:14
that I can't mimic. You know, like, I
37:16
that like, I have a hard time answering
37:18
that question, like, how to get started. Because for me,
37:20
it just it was so serendipitous and divine,
37:23
and It was like nature,
37:26
all of a sudden, told me, okay, you're
37:28
you're ready here to deepen this relationship.
37:31
This relationship with this one archetype,
37:34
with this one plant spirit. Like, here you
37:36
go. And then everything just
37:38
kind of unfolded from there. But
37:40
what I will say, if
37:42
we put the longing out there,
37:45
like we put the intention out there
37:47
to okay. I would like to deepen
37:50
my relationship with t, and
37:53
you sit in your meditation practice
37:55
and you anchor into that longing, you
37:58
ask nature for that.
38:01
Something is gonna come your way. And
38:04
it's really beautiful and strange and
38:06
wonderful how this happens. But if
38:08
we have a real longing
38:10
in our hearts and it's genuine and it's authentic,
38:13
and we ask to have that longing met,
38:16
the universe will provide. And
38:18
I can't tell you how that's gonna happen. Like, if
38:20
it's gonna be all of a sudden, you know,
38:22
you meet a person who
38:25
who who sits with tea. Right? Who can
38:27
teach you, like, their way of their ritual or
38:29
all of a sudden you come across a personal social
38:31
media, who, like, has an
38:33
online course or who is doing a
38:35
workshop in your town or all
38:38
of a sudden, you're walking down the street and there's
38:40
a little tea shop on the corner. And
38:42
you walk inside and it's legit and
38:45
real. You know, we never
38:47
know how these things come our way. But if we
38:49
put our longing out there, it
38:51
will be answered. And maybe not in the
38:53
way that you would expect or
38:56
think, but it will be answered. So I would
38:58
start there. Taking
39:01
that that wish that might be a little
39:04
bit, you know, feel a little bit abstract
39:06
right now. Like, oh, this looks so interesting or
39:08
I'm I'm drawn to this, but I don't know why
39:11
anchor into that and put
39:13
your wish out there into the world. Okay.
39:15
That would be my step one. And then
39:17
step two, if you know
39:20
that tea is calling you when
39:22
you really feel that calling is
39:24
to start drinking
39:26
tea. And
39:29
that might sound ridiculous. But
39:33
but let me explain. So maybe
39:35
your relationship with t right now is
39:38
similar to what my relationship with tea
39:40
has been for a big portion
39:42
of my life. For me, tea
39:44
was always there. Like, and we
39:46
always had tea at home. One
39:48
of my earliest memories is drinking
39:51
tea at my grandma's house. Every time
39:53
we went to my grandma's house, she still
39:55
lives in the same house. She lived when I was
39:57
born. So every time we would
39:59
come to my grandma's house, which was quite often,
40:02
we would cozy up in this corner of her
40:04
kitchen, and she would serve as
40:07
earl gray tea. And I would
40:09
have my tea in the same little dotted
40:11
tea cup. It was like a blue tea cup with
40:13
white dots on it. With
40:15
lots of sugar. And she
40:17
had a little sugar bowl and we could, like, take
40:19
as much sugar as we wanted to put into the tea.
40:22
But we always drank tea. It was like the first thing
40:24
we were greeted by when we arrived.
40:26
When we came home to her house, was we would sit
40:28
down, and we would drink tea. My
40:32
dad has never had coffee in his life.
40:35
I think he he has a story. He says,
40:37
like, he he tried one cup of coffee
40:39
when he was twenty five or something. And,
40:41
like, he's never had coffee. He's always been
40:43
a tea drinker for as long as yeah.
40:45
For as long as I've been alive at least. And
40:48
also very much like a tea,
40:51
like very drawn to tea. When
40:54
I was little, he used to travel to China
40:56
a lot. I think he did a lot of business there.
40:58
And every time he came home, he would bring
41:00
these really interesting kinds
41:03
of tea that he had found on his travels. And
41:05
really beautiful, exotic,
41:08
intricate boxes at
41:11
his house. It was there was never, like, just, like,
41:13
you know, bags of tea but
41:15
everything was always in this, like, beautiful metal
41:18
box and you never you really knew it was inside.
41:20
You had to smell it and check it out.
41:23
He was always as very drawn to tea and would
41:25
buy teaware and bring home and and
41:27
yeah, whenever I spent time with my dad, we always
41:30
we always drank tea. And
41:32
if we were ever out and about, we would always
41:34
stop at a tea store. And he
41:36
would, you know, and we would smell and
41:38
choose and taste and try different kinds of teas.
41:40
And and take them home.
41:42
So for me, like, tea was always there,
41:46
but not in a way that felt
41:49
even remotely sacred.
41:51
Like, it felt familiar. It felt,
41:53
in a way, ancestral. Like, it felt like
41:56
this is something that we've always we
41:58
always had tea in this family, like it felt like
42:00
a family thing, but
42:02
it was not in any way a part of any spiritual
42:04
practice. And I think a lot of us have that similar.
42:06
Like, if we look back at our own relationship with
42:09
tea throughout the ages, like
42:11
tea has always been there. And
42:13
I think we have a lot of plant
42:16
skin. We have a lot of plant family,
42:19
plant spirits that have been
42:22
with us on our path in
42:24
different ways that maybe we are not
42:26
awake to that relationship yet.
42:30
I have a lot of plant spirits
42:33
like that that I feel like have been protectors
42:35
of mine throughout my life and since childhood
42:37
and Maybe you can
42:39
remember being a child like having a favorite
42:42
tree. Can you remember that? If
42:44
you journey back into your memories and into
42:46
your childhood and your
42:48
connection with nature. Then,
42:51
first of all, how effortless our connection
42:53
with nature was? Running barefoot
42:56
through the grass and then just throwing ourselves
42:58
down on the ground to life Brathen
43:00
our backs and look at the clouds. Mean,
43:02
how many times have we done that? So many times,
43:05
I think, all of us, if
43:07
we had trees in our backyard or
43:09
if we lived close to a wooded area
43:12
or a forest or, you know,
43:14
like, did you have a favorite tree growing
43:16
up? I think a lot of us have at least
43:18
some memory of a tree that was special
43:20
to us. And as kids,
43:23
we're just drawn to nature because nature
43:25
is home. We know how to
43:27
interact with nature. Nature
43:29
is a place to go and play
43:32
and be, whereas
43:34
can recognize as a mother every time my
43:36
daughter wants to climb a tree, and there's a part of me,
43:38
like, oh, oh, you know, be careful. Be careful.
43:41
You know, like, terrified she's gonna fall and break
43:43
her arm. But
43:45
It's so natural to her. She sees a tree. She wants
43:47
to climb it. And it
43:50
takes always for me like an extra breath
43:52
and then some trust. And then I always let her
43:54
climb. Right? So
43:57
I had a couple of those trees when I was growing
44:00
up, an apple tree, also one in my grandma's
44:02
backyard. And then in our
44:04
countryside, we had a country home or
44:06
like country cabin on the
44:08
east coast of Sweden. There was this little
44:11
wooded area on this hill, like, right
44:13
above our else where
44:15
there were some spruce trees that where
44:17
we always went to play. Like, we had we made,
44:19
like, a little makeshift tree house there. I mean,
44:21
my cousins, and just
44:23
remember there being this one tree where
44:26
the branches went almost all the way down
44:28
to the floor, but there was space beneath.
44:30
So it was almost like a cave. You know, and
44:32
we would go under the spruce and
44:34
just and hide or, you
44:36
know, like, bring sticks and like
44:38
stones and gather things and play, and
44:40
play, and see. I mean, there was so much so
44:43
much of our childhood is intertwined with
44:45
with nature. And Looking
44:49
back, we all have
44:51
had particular plant spirits
44:54
protecting us, present with us.
44:56
Kind of there on our path, holding our hand in
44:58
different ways. And
45:00
it takes a different way of thinking
45:03
of and relating with nature
45:05
to open up to this idea, especially
45:08
if you've been taught your whole life that nature is
45:10
some dead thing, that that
45:13
every tree or every plant you see is some
45:15
object. For you to or or
45:17
was just some material thing for you
45:19
to to eat, or
45:22
digest, or Maybe
45:24
we have an idea that, yeah, like herbs and certain
45:26
things can be healing for physical ailments.
45:29
Like, we might know that, well, if I can't
45:31
sleep, maybe some chamomile tea can
45:33
help calm. And like we have something ideas
45:35
we have about how nature is,
45:37
like, helpful to us. But
45:39
it's a whole other step whole
45:42
other way of looking at
45:44
life when we start to
45:46
treat plants as
45:49
individuals when
45:51
we start to treat them as beings,
45:54
as energies, as
45:56
spirits really. Where
45:59
everything connects, but each plant
46:01
spirit has its own personality, its
46:04
own archetype, its own vibration,
46:07
you know. And
46:11
for me, the moment I realized that tea
46:13
has been in
46:15
my life this mother.
46:19
That was one of my first big epiphanies I
46:21
had with tea in
46:23
spiritual way was that tea
46:25
has been this mothering presence
46:28
for me my entire life and
46:31
particularly present for me
46:33
in the times of my life where I was missing
46:36
a mother, where
46:38
I was alone, where I was
46:40
feeling unsafe when I was feeling
46:42
abandoned. Like, he
46:44
was there. So
46:47
for me, when I when I started
46:51
sitting with a tea in a more present way,
46:53
and you can do that now. So when I say start
46:55
drinking tea, like you're probably already drinking tea.
46:58
But First of all, how are you drinking
47:00
tea? How are you
47:02
interacting with the
47:04
very delicate qualities
47:07
and properties of the plant medicine
47:10
that is tea. Not are you grabbing
47:12
like a tea bag of earl gray or
47:15
green tea and popping it in mug
47:17
and then pouring some hot water from your
47:19
from your electric kettle on top and then just drinking
47:21
that without thinking like that's drinking
47:24
tea. But are you drinking
47:27
tea? Can
47:29
you take that existing relationship
47:31
and deepen it? And
47:33
you don't need any fancy teaware to
47:36
do that. You don't need any hard
47:38
to find tea teacher. You don't need
47:41
to sit in some heated ritual
47:43
or ceremony to begin
47:45
deepening and exploring your relationship
47:48
with plant medicine. It's available
47:50
to you right now. Like, you can turn this podcast off
47:53
right now and go
47:55
begin that journey. So
47:59
if we're feeling drawn to t, I would start
48:01
there, you know, put the longing out there in
48:03
a really intentional way. And
48:06
trust that a teacher or
48:08
a method or a ritual or
48:10
a way is gonna is gonna
48:12
come and then begin
48:14
now. So
48:16
start treating tea, chamelea synapses.
48:19
So we're not talking herbal infusions.
48:22
We're not talking any other plant or herb.
48:24
We're talking tea that comes
48:26
from the tea tree. So
48:29
it's not roybles. It's not mint
48:31
or peppermint. You know, it's it's real tea.
48:34
So it's very important that we honor
48:38
the spirit of tea and that we don't confuse tea
48:40
with other plant spirits. So
48:43
start start sitting with t in
48:45
a in a ritual way. Meaning
48:48
that we Start
48:50
connecting tea with our spiritual practices.
48:53
Start interacting with tea. Looking
48:56
at the tea and smelling the tea
48:58
and, you know, tasting like chewing
49:01
a tea leaf. And as you're
49:03
preparing and then eventually
49:06
consuming your tea, that you do that with
49:08
your most sacred
49:11
presence and that it happens in
49:13
sacred spaces too. So
49:17
where and how you source your tea
49:20
is really important when
49:22
we think of tea and how tea is grown
49:25
across the world. We often think of tea as
49:27
like a little bush. Like, if you Google
49:29
tea plantation or something
49:31
like that, you're gonna see tea plants as like
49:33
tiny little bushes. And
49:36
that's the conventional, like, large
49:38
scale industrial farming
49:40
of tea. There's they're really horrible
49:42
practices involved in the
49:45
industrial farming of tea. Most tea
49:47
they they use huge amounts of pesticides.
49:51
They're not taking care of the earth. We're not looking
49:53
for that kind of tea. Although it's
49:55
the same plant, at its heart, it's
49:57
the same essence. But
49:59
it's gonna hold a very different energy
50:01
and a very different quality if you source
50:04
live tea from old growth
50:06
trees. So actually
50:09
comes from a tree. If you let those
50:11
bushes be, they
50:14
can live on for thousands of years and they grow
50:16
into these big, majestic, beautiful
50:19
tea trees. And
50:23
you know, that are generally cared
50:25
for by people for generations
50:28
and really revered and
50:30
where the buds and leaves are harvested in a
50:32
very, very, very special way. So
50:36
sourcing tea in that way where
50:39
you get a different depth, a
50:41
different quality of the wisdom of the
50:43
plants, you're gonna have a different
50:45
you're gonna enter a different kind of conversation. Right?
50:48
So it's It's
50:50
hard to compare like the
50:52
tea you would get in a tea bag at a coffee shop.
50:54
Right? With a tea that we drink
50:57
ceremonially. In
50:59
ritual. There's
51:02
lots of places to find the ceremonial
51:04
grade tea I
51:06
would source from a
51:09
proper tea shop, and
51:11
I found like here in Sweden, there's a tea store
51:13
on every corner. There's so many tea stores,
51:15
people drink so much tea. But
51:18
whenever I go into just any one of those
51:20
places, they very rarely know what
51:22
I'm talking about. If
51:24
I'm looking for for the the kind of tea that
51:26
I'm looking for. So any
51:28
store that that
51:31
sells tea and cakes, which
51:33
I have yet to find in Sweden.
51:35
I just pumped, like, some places online, but
51:38
one single place. There's a place by Uldempland If
51:41
you live in Sweden, it's right across cafe
51:43
pascale. It's the only place I've found so
51:46
far, where they really sell
51:48
ceremonial grade organic,
51:51
old growth tea, and they
51:53
come in tea cakes. Normally, we get our tea
51:55
in these big round cakes that are wrapped in
51:57
in paper. And then you
51:59
break the cakes apart and that's how
52:02
you get the tea leaves. But
52:04
online, so there's a beautiful
52:06
place called global tea
52:08
Hut. It's in Taiwan. It's
52:10
a tea house and tea
52:13
sanctuary in Taiwan. I
52:15
get my tea from there. My
52:18
first tea teacher. Her
52:20
teacher is a man called
52:22
Woudai, who's who started
52:24
that center, who's who's over there.
52:28
And they do a lot of really beautiful service
52:30
work, and it's just a really beautiful organization
52:33
to support so I get most of my tea
52:35
from the global tea huts. You
52:38
can go there and check out their tea if you want.
52:40
But I love even more because there's such an
52:42
ability to create community around tea
52:44
is to find tea or find
52:46
someone excited about tea in
52:49
your local area. So can go if
52:51
there's a possibility for you to go to place,
52:54
to drink tea with other people, to
52:57
talk about tea with other people, to learn about
52:59
tea with other people, then I so suggest
53:01
that So it's not just
53:03
something that happens online and then it comes home
53:06
to you and it's and it's just you're kind
53:08
of alone in that journey there. So
53:11
see if you can source tea,
53:15
live tea, living tea, from
53:17
old growth trees, And then,
53:19
of course, what which kind
53:21
of tea you choose. So it's all
53:24
the same plant and then depending on how it's
53:26
processed, it becomes either. Green
53:28
tea or poor
53:30
tea. I drink lot of shangh
53:33
and show poor. There's
53:36
also black tea, of course, which
53:38
I think is the most common tea that we know here
53:40
in the west. In the west, we
53:43
name the tea from what the tea looks like in
53:45
the bag. Like black
53:47
tea, the tea leaves that just look black. But
53:50
in the east, they name tea from what tea
53:52
looks like when it's brewed. So black
53:54
tea is actually red tea. What we know
53:56
as black tea is in reality, red
53:59
tea. Not verbose, which
54:02
is what they call, like here in
54:04
Sweden, if you ask for red tea, you get verbose,
54:06
but actually red tea is what we know as black
54:08
tea. And
54:12
then after that, of course, tea is it's
54:15
processed in different ways, some tea is fermented.
54:18
It can be aged for
54:20
decades. I mean, for so long, I often
54:22
drink tea that's older than me. So
54:26
the younger a t, the lighter
54:29
and more
54:31
young, the energetic quality in the
54:33
conversation with tea is going to be
54:36
sitting with an old growth
54:38
tea that's been stored
54:40
and that's been that's been don't
54:43
wanna use the word process. But, yeah, that's been
54:46
processed and stored for a long, long,
54:48
long time. Left alone
54:51
really. Since
54:54
before I was born, it's a very different conversation.
54:56
Right? It's a different kind of quality and energy
54:58
that you receive from the tea. And
55:01
then there's so many ways to be in ceremony.
55:04
I have a really specific way that I
55:07
that I do it and I don't teach it because I'm not
55:09
a tea teacher. But
55:11
you can really genuinely start on your
55:13
own just as long as it's t.
55:16
Right? All you need is t. You're
55:18
gonna need t and you're gonna need water. Without
55:21
water, we have no tea. Right? So,
55:24
from finding ways to take every
55:26
step of how you normally would brew
55:28
yourself mug of tea, and
55:31
slowing that down, making that intentional,
55:33
infusing presence into it.
55:36
And I bet you you can start your own
55:38
ritual, your own way of being
55:41
with tea. Traditionally, we drink
55:43
from a bowl, not from a mug or a cup.
55:46
So if you want, you can start with a bowl. The
55:49
first ritual I learned is called
55:52
leaves in a bowl and it's literally You
55:55
take your tea leaves, you drop
55:57
them into the bowl, and you
55:59
pour hot water on top, and you get to
56:01
see the leaves kind of twirling and swirling
56:03
inside of the bowl. And
56:06
it's it's so easy. Right? It's so
56:08
easy. And I think when we
56:10
see tea, we see it on social media,
56:12
or we see a ceremony like it so
56:15
graceful and beautiful and it also looks
56:17
complicated with all the things and
56:19
the teaware and the steps and we
56:22
don't need to go into that
56:25
complexity of a ritual
56:27
right away. It's kind of like we start a yoga practice
56:31
and we look at someone
56:33
on the map and they have all the stuff.
56:35
Right? They have mala beads and they have incense
56:38
and they have special clothing
56:40
that they're wearing and they look so good
56:42
in them. Maybe they're wearing like an inklet
56:44
and a toe ring and, you know,
56:46
there's like a lot of stuff, all
56:49
of a sudden that comes with that practice.
56:51
And I think as beginners, all
56:53
this stuff looks very shiny. Right?
56:55
It looks very attractive. It's very
56:58
fascinating. And before
57:00
we even anchor deeply enough
57:02
into the ritual practice of yoga,
57:05
where we learn enough about the
57:07
ancient science of yoga. We're
57:10
already there getting our little lemon pants
57:12
and getting our super expensive men do combat
57:15
and, you know, figuring out the mala
57:17
beads we wanna bring. Like, we're doing all the stuff
57:20
when really what we should be doing and what's
57:22
most purposeful for us to do is
57:25
to practice yoga. Right?
57:27
Is to not get distracted by the shiny
57:29
stuff and the shiny stuff is like usually what
57:32
we see on Instagram and stuff like that.
57:34
But to go right to the heart of, okay,
57:36
there's something about this ritual that's really calling
57:38
me Let's go there. Don't go to the
57:41
to the stuff. And I think with t, it's
57:43
the same the same way. Like, if
57:45
you're excited about
57:47
the idea of ritual with
57:49
t and you want a b and t ceremony
57:52
like go to t. Right? Don't
57:54
go to the fancy teaware
57:56
and the really cool
57:59
looking kettles with different kinds
58:01
of, like, carbon and fire and,
58:03
like, ways to heat your water and
58:05
There's incense that comes along with
58:08
ceremonial tea and so
58:10
many cool tea pots. You can find me there's
58:12
so many things. Right? But really what
58:14
we're interested in and what eventually
58:17
might lead to that whole thing where
58:19
you all of sudden have a more complex
58:22
ritual is tea. So
58:26
stay curious about your relationship with
58:28
tea and as your drinking tea and as
58:30
your with tea. Listen.
58:33
Like, listen. And
58:35
we stop looking at tea as something delicious
58:37
that we drink, and we start
58:39
honoring tea for the wisdom
58:41
and plant medicine that she
58:43
is. All of a sudden, we're
58:45
gonna have a very very very different
58:48
experience.
58:49
So when you're there and you're beginning
58:51
to relate that you really, really, really
58:53
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I started drinking tea in a
1:00:07
ceremonial way, And in the
1:00:09
beginning, for, like, a year,
1:00:11
it was just I had leaves in a bowl.
1:00:14
Like, just put leaves in a bowl and hot
1:00:17
water on top. A
1:00:19
couple more steps to that ritual, but it was very,
1:00:21
very simple. And they did the same
1:00:23
thing every day for a year. Or
1:00:26
almost a year. And in the beginning,
1:00:29
III wasn't really understanding. Like,
1:00:31
I just felt so cold to be
1:00:33
with tea in that sacred way. And
1:00:35
I knew it's not the same. I don't want to sit with my
1:00:38
family drinking this tea. Like, that would feel
1:00:40
disrespectful somehow. I would feel like I'm
1:00:42
missing like I'm missing it
1:00:44
somehow. But
1:00:47
I just felt you want, like, every day. I just wanna come
1:00:49
back to tea every day. Doesn't matter what time of day,
1:00:51
how it happens. Like, let me just hear every
1:00:53
day. And every day, I would
1:00:55
look into this bowl and I would look at the
1:00:57
leaves and I would cry. And
1:01:00
I would cry just big fat, hot
1:01:02
tears into my bowl. The
1:01:05
bowl would catch my tears and then I would drink
1:01:08
and I would kind of cycle through that again and
1:01:10
again and again. And
1:01:13
one of my earliest big
1:01:16
messages or big conversations that
1:01:19
I had with see where I really felt like it was
1:01:21
more than a feeling. Because in the beginning,
1:01:24
the conversation felt more like feeling.
1:01:27
You know, it felt more like little
1:01:30
realizations or a
1:01:33
taste or a smell or a color
1:01:35
or a, you know, a
1:01:37
sense of calm inside or
1:01:39
it was it was very hard
1:01:42
to explain. Like, my friends would ask,
1:01:44
like, what? You're drinking
1:01:46
tea as every day in this weird
1:01:49
way, like, why? couldn't
1:01:51
really say why in the beginning for a long
1:01:53
time. I didn't talk about tea. I didn't
1:01:55
share tea. I didn't I think the
1:01:57
first year of tea, it was just me
1:01:59
and tea. And then as like,
1:02:01
knowing that every time I talk to you,
1:02:04
Leah knowing already she was, like, three
1:02:06
years old that that
1:02:09
this bowl was the most precious thing
1:02:11
I owned, you know. And
1:02:14
one of the first very clear conversations
1:02:17
where I received a download. I received
1:02:19
a message from t that I could explain,
1:02:21
that I could relay, that I could write
1:02:24
down very clearly. Once
1:02:26
I was sitting on my balcony or
1:02:28
on my little patio outside my
1:02:31
my secret space that I had in a Ruba in
1:02:33
our old house. And this
1:02:35
is before we found the mold, before everything.
1:02:37
This is mid pandemic. Yeah.
1:02:39
It must have been early twenty no. Twenty
1:02:41
nineteen probably. Yeah,
1:02:44
tk my way twenty nineteen, so this might
1:02:46
have been twenty twenty, yeah, pandemic times.
1:02:49
And I'm sitting on the patio the
1:02:52
sun is rising. I used to rise very,
1:02:54
very early and drink tea. It's sunrise.
1:02:57
And I was in the middle of a
1:03:00
two year I
1:03:02
think maybe more two year break
1:03:04
for my mom. I spoke
1:03:06
about that quite a bit at the time. On
1:03:09
the pod, but just setting a really
1:03:11
firm boundary and realizing
1:03:13
I had to separate from her entirely and
1:03:15
kind of cut her out of my life. That was
1:03:17
the only way for me to to
1:03:19
survive. Really, it was a very, very
1:03:22
challenging relationship. And
1:03:25
I was sitting there drinking tea, and
1:03:27
I just had this, like, it was like a
1:03:29
knife in my gut kind of feeling.
1:03:32
Like I miss my mom. And
1:03:34
it was so complicated for me to have
1:03:36
that realization then because I
1:03:39
a part of me hated her deeply,
1:03:43
resented her, was upset, was angry,
1:03:45
couldn't stand her, so
1:03:48
many dramatic, crazy things happened
1:03:50
and I had this big, like,
1:03:52
ball of rage toward her where
1:03:54
I just I thought I would never talk to her again in my
1:03:56
life. And then the
1:03:58
big realization that I miss her. I
1:04:01
miss my mom. And I was sitting
1:04:03
there, thinking my holding my bowl to
1:04:05
my heart, you know, feeling so small,
1:04:07
feeling like a child, feeling
1:04:10
like a little baby, like just want my mom.
1:04:12
I just want my mom, and I just kind of
1:04:14
had that, like, a mantra in the back of my head.
1:04:17
Like, I miss my mom. I just want my mom.
1:04:20
And all of a sudden, t
1:04:22
spoke. It was really a voice. And
1:04:26
it was it came from the tea. Like,
1:04:28
it came from the bowl, but was all
1:04:30
enveloping, all encompassing. It was in front
1:04:32
of me, behind me, above me, below me, inside
1:04:34
of me. This
1:04:36
big, big voice said,
1:04:39
But I'm right here.
1:04:42
But I'm right here. But
1:04:45
I'm right here. And
1:04:47
it was like it knocked the
1:04:49
breath out of me, but I'm
1:04:51
right here. And
1:04:54
then I I realized
1:04:56
just so deeply that what I'd been doing
1:04:58
that whole time, that whole year
1:05:01
as I was separating from
1:05:03
my mother in the flesh. Right?
1:05:05
I had been mothering myself. I
1:05:08
had been mothering myself together with
1:05:10
nature, together with the most nourishing,
1:05:12
nurturing pembina mothering
1:05:15
plant medicine, there is. I have never
1:05:17
found anything that compares in terms of
1:05:20
that feeling of nurturing, of
1:05:22
nourishment, that I get from
1:05:24
t and that voice, but I'm right
1:05:26
here. It's like like
1:05:29
my it was this awakening
1:05:32
to the fact that that I
1:05:35
my mother is nature, my mother is
1:05:37
my earth mother mother earth
1:05:39
is mother earth for a reason. I come
1:05:41
from her. We all come from her.
1:05:44
And at the deepest deepest deepest
1:05:47
level and layer of my being, Like,
1:05:51
we each of us, we still have our umbilical
1:05:53
cords tied to the earth. And
1:05:57
I was sitting there in my, like, human cell
1:05:59
feeling in pure and resentful and
1:06:01
angry and worried and it's like,
1:06:04
and there is my mother, my mother. I'm right here.
1:06:08
Right here every moment of the day. And
1:06:10
I realized like she's never left me.
1:06:14
I was never alone. Never
1:06:16
alone. And,
1:06:20
yeah, she hasn't left
1:06:22
my side since. And
1:06:25
there was something about that
1:06:28
relationship. It actually took some burden
1:06:30
off of my relationship with my mom.
1:06:34
The feeling that, like, I have one single
1:06:36
human being and she she's supposed to be
1:06:38
in charge of me in these ways and protect me
1:06:40
and love me and unconditionally be there.
1:06:43
And now she's failed me in all these ways and
1:06:45
I'm so resentful for that and I feel so
1:06:47
abandoned and angry about
1:06:49
that and then realizing that I'm so held
1:06:52
never abandoned, so supported, always
1:06:55
mothered, like my whole life, maybe
1:06:57
not Brathen specific human being over
1:06:59
here in the way that I expected
1:07:01
it, but I was never alone.
1:07:04
Like, nature was there for me
1:07:07
all along every step of the way.
1:07:11
And since that moment, you know, I haven't
1:07:13
like, tea hasn't left my side. That
1:07:15
was my big awakening back to
1:07:17
nature. It's,
1:07:20
you know, put me on the path to
1:07:23
to to nature, to growing my own food,
1:07:26
to gardening, to moving
1:07:28
to Sweden, to, like, returning
1:07:30
to my ancestral lands, eventually
1:07:33
leading to this moment right here where I'm
1:07:35
sitting on our own farm, looking
1:07:38
out at the light, filling this beautiful room,
1:07:41
trees all around me, like, tea
1:07:43
brought me here. Tea
1:07:45
awakened this inside of me. Tea
1:07:48
led me to this place. So
1:07:52
as you can tell, and I'm sitting here, half
1:07:55
crying, half sniffling goes as to me as
1:07:57
such a precious memory and story
1:07:59
to share. But as
1:08:02
you can tell, this is a very very
1:08:06
personal spiritual journey of
1:08:08
mine. And
1:08:11
when someone asks me, hey, I wanna I'm
1:08:13
really intrigued yoga. I wanna start yoga
1:08:15
practice. I can say, hey, find
1:08:17
a great studio in your local area. Don't
1:08:20
even buy a mat. Rent one. You
1:08:22
know? Try couple different teachers and styles.
1:08:24
And then when you find something that resonates, just
1:08:26
return to it. Tea is different.
1:08:29
I I can't give you that 123,
1:08:32
step path to
1:08:34
beginning a practice other than
1:08:37
to say put your longing out there
1:08:40
and drink tea. And
1:08:43
it will change your life. And
1:08:47
maybe tea is not the planned spirit
1:08:49
that you're feeling particularly drawn
1:08:51
to, perhaps you're having similar kinds
1:08:53
of feelings toward
1:08:55
another plant. And
1:08:58
I cycle through this all the time. Like, I get kind
1:09:00
of stuck on, like, one plant. Like, oh, I'm
1:09:02
so into this right now. I don't know why.
1:09:05
It's like I wanna learn about it
1:09:07
and read about it and listen to podcasts about
1:09:09
it and forage it and
1:09:11
taste it and drink it and and
1:09:13
learn about it and and and process
1:09:15
it and, like, be with it. Like, there's something
1:09:17
about that planned spirit that's calling
1:09:19
me at that moment. And it's deeper than
1:09:22
just medicinal in a physical sense.
1:09:25
It's deeper than just learning about something from
1:09:27
that mental place and educating ourselves
1:09:29
about a plant. Like it's magical.
1:09:31
Like, there's magic and something unseen
1:09:35
there. And when we start treating
1:09:37
nature as alive, and
1:09:39
as relational and as a place, that's
1:09:42
a part of us. You know, it it becomes
1:09:44
a very different way of relating to every
1:09:46
plant that comes your way. And
1:09:48
all of a sudden, it's like we're we're
1:09:51
home. Right?
1:09:53
Where it's it's very hard to exploit and
1:09:55
take advantage of nature when we know
1:09:57
we are nature. And think
1:10:00
tea can be such a beautiful way
1:10:03
back to that remembering. So
1:10:06
yeah, put your longing
1:10:09
out into the world and drink tea.
1:10:13
That's it. I
1:10:16
can't believe we are over an hour
1:10:18
into this podcast, and I have only answered
1:10:20
two questions. But
1:10:23
I do feel like these two questions were two
1:10:25
very, very important ones, and they
1:10:27
deserve this time and this space.
1:10:30
So thank you. We
1:10:32
returned to ask Rachel once a month.
1:10:35
So I promise, you know, just three
1:10:37
podcasts from now. There'll be another one. I
1:10:39
promise But thank
1:10:41
you for being here. Thank you for listening. I
1:10:44
love you and whatever calling you're
1:10:46
feeling inside of yourself right now to
1:10:49
either set a loving boundary
1:10:52
or connect with nature or
1:10:55
both.
1:10:56
Go do it. From the heart, we'll be
1:10:58
back next week. Thank
1:11:03
you so much for listening to this week's
1:11:05
episode. If you enjoy the show, make
1:11:07
sure you listen, rate, review, and follow
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all episodes of from the heart with Rachel
1:11:11
Brathen. This was presentation of
1:11:13
Cadence thirteen Studio, and I'll see
1:11:15
you next week.
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