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It's a terrifying thing when the heart
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starts to howl in any capacity, whether
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in grief or joy. But
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I think it's sort of terrifying primal
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feeling that sometimes when we get too
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happy, we get really
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worried that it's going to go away. But
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I just was so surprised after
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years and years of not literally
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not feeding myself great food, not
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eating enough, not giving myself enough
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pleasure, enough joy, enough freedom. When
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you finally give that, there can
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enter in the sort of howling
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that is both grief and joy
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that you waited so long to
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start feeding the self. So
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many of us have had this fantasy of
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leaving behind some kind of mainstream corporate job
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to follow our passion like art or writing
0:48
or some other creative pursuit. And
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then reality sets in or rather our
0:53
belief about how impossible it would
0:55
be to support ourselves, let
0:57
alone truly thrive and love what we do
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and earn a great living doing the
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thing that lights us up following
1:04
some inner creative impulse, which
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is why I am so excited
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to share executive turned full time
1:10
and flourishing poet Joy Sullivan and
1:13
her amazing story with you today.
1:15
So Joy went from an accomplished
1:17
marketing career to becoming a full
1:20
time creative entrepreneur in her new
1:22
book, Instructions for Traveling West. She
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chronicles this journey, both literal and
1:26
metaphorical, from the corporate world to
1:28
self-expression and more than corporate level
1:30
living through art. Joy
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received an MA in poetry from Miami University
1:35
and has served as a poet in residence
1:37
for Wexner Center for the Arts. She's brought
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her words to classrooms and events across the
1:41
country and now she helps
1:44
other writers nourish their craft through her
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community sustenance. I was blown away by
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Joy's courage to leave the corporate life
1:51
behind and build a career
1:53
around her creative calling and her deep
1:55
and enduring passion for poetry. But
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she's quick to also bust the
2:00
myth that that you have to
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be broke, lonely or suffering, to
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be an artist. Her story shows
2:06
that it is possible to transition
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gradually, thoughtfully through a portfolio approach
2:10
without losing everything you hold dear.
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During the conversation, we explore what it takes
2:15
to overcome doubt, nurture your inner light, and
2:17
manifest the life that you have been dreaming
2:19
of if you've ever longed to
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make your passion your profession. This
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conversation will open your heart and mind
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excited to share this conversation with you. I'm
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Invesco distributors, Inc. What
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I'd love to do is actually start out before we
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even dive into the new book and some of the
6:46
poems and some of the ideas and the concepts and
6:48
the stories. I also want to
6:51
sort of take a broader look because
6:53
the journey that you have traveled over
6:55
the last chunk of years is pretty
6:57
astonishing. Some of it is laid out
6:59
in verse in the book, but also
7:01
you've written about it as well on
7:03
Substack in different places. Two
7:05
posts really jumped out at me that
7:08
you shared last September where you
7:10
kind of did this two-part thing that
7:13
started with lessons from leaving corporate America
7:15
and then from corporate America to creative
7:17
entrepreneurship. I think the ideas in
7:19
those essays would be so interesting to so
7:21
many of our listeners because I think so
7:23
many people harbor these desires
7:25
to make a meaningful change in the
7:27
way they're contributing to the world, to
7:29
their lives, and with a
7:31
really deep and profound creative impulse, but they
7:33
either don't believe it's possible or
7:36
they don't have any idea how to do it.
7:39
You shared these two posts that I
7:41
thought just teeted up beautifully. The first
7:43
was lessons from leaving corporate America where
7:45
you kind of listed out these five
7:47
different things. You basically
7:50
said, if this is what's going on, you're kind
7:52
of like, we need to talk because this is
7:54
not true. Could we walk
7:56
through some of that? I'll tee some of them up and
7:58
I'd just love to hear your thoughts. Absolutely. I'd love to
8:00
chat about it. Awesome. So out
8:02
of the gate, you basically write,
8:04
if it costs you sunshine relationships
8:06
or health, your salary is irrelevant.
8:08
Take me deeper into this. Yeah.
8:11
So I really started thinking
8:14
about that about halfway through
8:16
my corporate career trajectory. I
8:19
had been working at a branding agency. I
8:21
had worked really hard to get promoted. And
8:23
for a long time, that was what I
8:25
just sort of thought I had arrived. The
8:28
feeling for me was going to be how
8:30
far I could get promoted into this agency.
8:32
It's a great agency in many ways, women
8:35
owned, etc. But what I discovered in the
8:37
pandemic, for me, really the gift of all
8:39
that solitude, and if you're somebody who's in
8:41
corporate America, like the first time maybe getting
8:43
to work remote in a while, was
8:46
this like expansive opportunity to
8:48
the outside in ways
8:51
that I had never had. And it
8:53
sounds really fundamental and basic, but just
8:55
like the life giving opportunity to go
8:58
for a walk when I wanted to,
9:00
I was like, this
9:02
is revolutionary. Like, why have
9:04
I waited so long? And
9:06
I've been so focused on my
9:08
metrics have been, you
9:10
know, what, how far can I get in the career
9:13
and it started to take this just tremendous
9:15
toll on my body. So I had a
9:17
big wake up call when I discovered
9:19
that I was having issues with my
9:21
hands and with my arms from constant
9:23
typing. And I went to the
9:25
surgeon and he said, you got
9:27
to find a different way to live or you're
9:30
going to lose your ability to write. And
9:33
it was just this kind of terrifying
9:35
moment that in all the metrics of
9:37
my life, if I didn't have access
9:39
to sunlight, if I didn't have access
9:41
to health, and if I didn't have
9:43
access to stable relationships, for me, it
9:45
just all added up to net loss.
9:48
So I think I am offering readers
9:50
just a different way of framing success.
9:53
When we think about like, God, is this
9:55
actually when I look at my End
9:58
of the day, am I happier? Are
10:00
you and I can't? I. Mean. It's opposite
10:02
of me laugh at about five minutes to
10:04
worth starting to really drink my body or
10:06
I can't feel a second. Half consists of
10:09
relationships. Yeah. I mean, it's interesting
10:11
to me also, because. Granted, This
10:13
came when there was a forced shift this
10:15
year but he had to go through. But
10:17
for so many when we come to this
10:19
awakening we come to it on our knees
10:21
in some way, shape or form like we
10:23
have. we've known it was kind of sense
10:26
It we sell, did those handling put it
10:28
over there and then something something major happens
10:30
whether to health crisis or some other laws
10:32
are you have a job blows up. And
10:34
then we start to think about these things and.
10:37
You. Came to this the you are a
10:39
subtler pass but it was also it sounds
10:41
like you know this was just a profound
10:43
insight and okay I can't not do something
10:45
about this. A more money or things he
10:48
talks about in that post was this notion
10:50
of worth not making you quote good which
10:52
I think this is really interesting thing that
10:54
we tend to hold onto. Yeah.
10:57
And just society hours late. He.
11:00
Will keep it up for know
11:02
someone who isn't me. Wrong
11:04
dominate me and for me as soon
11:07
as it's coming back. and the pandemic
11:09
one of the idea of sovereignty of
11:11
fastest like that, thin and light. How
11:13
do I really matters except for myself?
11:16
One is my body that telling me
11:18
that I need to do and it
11:20
seems it's that same national flag. No
11:22
matter how hard you work, corporate America
11:24
isn't gonna love you back. You are
11:27
always gonna be out for seen time,
11:29
relationships and health for this thing that
11:31
the end of the day didn't add
11:33
up to be. Very meaningful to me
11:36
and I think we can have a
11:38
lot of. I grew up in a
11:40
very like authoritarian culture, religion or called
11:42
and so for me this idea other
11:44
people sorted either busy decision for me
11:47
are awesome. Valid eating my where it
11:49
was really hard to let go of
11:51
that. I see them live in people
11:53
and in corporate relations. Have fun at
11:56
five of. Other. Than around with
11:58
prove it doesn't. matter if
12:00
I'm pleased with me. And so I
12:02
think the inversion for me of the
12:04
pandemic with so many people was waking
12:06
up to like, Hey, I'm
12:08
halfway through life. And is it adding up
12:10
to something that in the end, I think
12:13
is really meaningful? Yeah, that makes so much sense. I
12:15
have so many people have felt that and also ties
12:17
into sort of like the third point that you drop
12:19
around, like the importance of having a point of view.
12:21
Because I think so often when we
12:23
step into a career, we either don't
12:25
have a point of view or we do, but we
12:27
feel like we are not entitled to share it. And
12:30
we hide it and we just and we think
12:32
everyone else around the table is smarter than us,
12:34
you know, more experienced than us and listen to
12:36
all the brilliant things that they're saying. And
12:39
then we kind of learn along the way that no,
12:41
actually, like that little thing inside of me is
12:44
equally valuable, which also brings it around to
12:46
the fourth point in that post, which is,
12:49
it's all bullshit. I feel like those
12:51
two tie together really well. Totally. They're
12:53
kind of like opposite parts of the
12:55
same coin, right? I just remember my
12:57
friend, I was so intimidated. I had
12:59
been a teacher, I had a master's
13:01
in poetry. And then I made this
13:03
career job to go into corporate America
13:05
and become like a marketer and branding
13:07
copywriter. And I just remember like a
13:09
huge imposter syndrome, which now I work
13:12
with creatives all the time. And I
13:14
just see that this is the characteristic
13:16
thing that we all struggle with. We
13:18
all think our work is terrible. We
13:20
all think that we don't deserve to
13:22
have an opinion on things. We
13:24
all think that there's some kind of
13:26
like arrogance or narcissism present
13:28
if we have like a really formed
13:30
idea about what we think is a great
13:33
piece of art or what makes a
13:35
great poem. And so to me, it
13:37
was recognizing that everyone around me in
13:39
the state of agency felt the same
13:42
way and had these kinds of anxiety.
13:44
And the most valuable thing was me
13:47
again, with that sovereignty itself to have a point
13:49
of view around my art and to say this
13:51
is the reason why I think it's valuable in
13:53
the world. And here's the rationale that got me
13:56
there. And Then also to recognize
13:58
that in the end, it felt like. Bullshit.
14:00
Like everybody's on that same spectrum of trying
14:02
to figure out how to be a human,
14:04
how to be a good human, and how
14:06
to make art. That matters, you know? there.
14:09
Is to let me ask you this question then. Lets.
14:11
You create something with you're an artist or write
14:14
or whatever like of a sounder he puts on
14:16
the and the world and there's of voicing you
14:18
that same maybe for the first time. Oh,
14:20
this is really good. Like this is game changing.
14:23
The good may be tons of just for my
14:25
game, but whatever it is, How
14:27
do we know without relying on others
14:29
to quote the holidays because they see
14:31
the value in and also. Whether
14:34
it truly is. What
14:37
we dream of it being or whether
14:39
it you know it's it's. Return.
14:41
Deluding ourselves whether it's really igor
14:43
Iraq and speaking. The. As
14:45
an interesting question, because think.
14:48
For me. As someone
14:50
who shares were online on each
14:52
day of release and being laid
14:55
off into. This. Poem and only. Third,
14:57
I think my article a good.
14:59
it's it's popular or if it's
15:01
shared. I have been so like
15:03
sense as so and I think
15:05
it's a trap that a new
15:07
specifically and contemporary society because of
15:10
the prevalent the way we share
15:12
our and our creativity online that
15:14
you can get instant feedback and
15:16
you can start to have what
15:18
I think is the misconception that.
15:20
Everything is that good article of
15:22
popular I I that's. Not always
15:25
the case and for me I really
15:27
had to say i'm thousand and myself
15:29
that this is an interesting idea if
15:31
this is not panic idea if this
15:33
is a true idea that has please
15:35
my standards. Than. I
15:37
can send it out and the world and
15:39
I could divorced my thoughts from the outcome
15:41
because they don't think what it's popularity is
15:44
always get art and I don't think it
15:46
should be or metric from when we share
15:48
or how we share we're never gonna know
15:50
how are our plans, we can only know
15:52
how it plans in our Sos faith and
15:54
so for me it was like really raising
15:56
the standards for my spouse does the stereo
15:58
and that is this is. Have
16:00
I heard this before? Am I pushing
16:02
this to some new territory? Am I
16:04
a little bit, is this disgusting,
16:07
this idea that I'm thinking of? Have I
16:09
pushed it far enough? Is it a little
16:11
bit uncomfortable? If someone says
16:13
my art is nice, that's just like
16:15
the most depressing thing I
16:17
could think of. So for
16:20
me it became about a level of
16:22
tape, that I don't mean that in
16:24
a classic or a hierarchical way, I
16:26
mean have I fulfilled for myself what
16:29
I think is interesting? Have I satisfied
16:31
that? Because I see a lot of
16:33
creatives and writers putting their work out
16:35
there and effort of getting
16:37
more likes, getting more shares, getting
16:39
kind of online approval and they burn
16:42
out because they're not feeding their
16:44
own sense of creative self, they're not
16:46
satisfying that. Yeah, no, I love
16:48
that. It's kind of like the way that
16:50
Rick Rubin describes, like when he senses what
16:52
he likes, he has a very developed sense
16:54
of taste and he just knows
16:57
it. If it goes out into the
16:59
world and people love it, awesome, that's great. But
17:01
if not, he's still, there's something in him
17:03
that says, this is the only aspiration for
17:05
me, is to create something that
17:07
rises to my level of taste, which really brings
17:09
it around to the final point in that post
17:11
that we were talking about, which is to nurture
17:13
your knowing, you've got to know yourself. You
17:16
can't understand this if you don't, what is
17:19
your taste? What is the
17:21
thing that is deeply embedded in you that
17:23
you've learned to get out and how do you know when you're
17:25
getting it out in a way that's meaningful to you? Totally.
17:28
I'm very much about the wisdom of the
17:30
body, the intuition of the body, the instinct
17:32
to travel less. Animals have it
17:35
too, right? This instinct to migrate,
17:37
I think somehow as people, we think
17:39
that we're not just animals that also
17:41
have instincts that lead us to some
17:43
other path, to some other place, to
17:45
some other life, Which is where
17:47
we really need to be. And So this idea
17:50
of nurturing your knowing is like, what are those
17:52
intuitive hits that we get all the time, but
17:54
we kind of push down or suppress? I Mean,
17:56
very early on when I was a kid, I
17:58
was like, I'm not going to do this. The
18:00
teenager beard I would see people
18:02
are firing Started as an intern
18:04
and unpaid intern at like. Twenty
18:07
eight and neither can I entered year
18:09
had no experience in the corporate world
18:11
and I would guess these hints of
18:14
life me I to be doing the
18:16
high to be in front of the
18:18
boardroom I could be leaving the creek
18:20
see the presentation. That and that helped
18:22
me take a lot of with the
18:24
map career and then the same into
18:26
listen and since it has told me
18:28
his time to get out like your
18:30
body is tired there is more that
18:32
you could do upstairs leaps that you
18:34
can take that I think. We.
18:36
Have to get really quiet and.
18:39
For me that's happened in the ten
18:41
thousand for getting closer enough that I
18:43
could actually hear what it was inside
18:46
me. that with team to come out
18:48
and I was all the middle of
18:50
the desert in Arizona to do it
18:52
again I really got quiet. There's something
18:55
about the desert in wintertime as like
18:57
the most violent place on earth and
18:59
in the stillness Sigma Unbearable Silva you
19:01
get to hear what it is that
19:04
your body is asking you to do
19:06
and son has he can't even name
19:08
is finance. Your body doesn't even know. It's
19:10
a flaw the beginning to pool.
19:13
Lot older than I did so
19:15
we've been more like a call
19:17
for me. Want to be seen
19:19
my name and a half century
19:21
licenses? and be prepared. For
19:25
most sense, as much as
19:27
my life totally flipped, I
19:29
compared. To that know in there
19:31
and I mean it's It's interesting you
19:33
described the word. I'm like that going
19:36
out into the decline miss as unbearable
19:38
and for so many it is. And
19:40
and I almost wonder whether. The.
19:42
Unbearable. Part of it for so many
19:45
of us is decide that when we
19:47
get really still when we serve as
19:49
we eliminate all the distractions, all the
19:51
stimulus and everything else and we just
19:53
said there's nothing but asked, you know
19:55
there's nothing that moment. Makes.
19:57
us face whatever it is that's been
19:59
brewing that we've kind of been setting
20:01
aside and you're like, there's nothing to
20:03
distract me from it anymore. And that's
20:05
the unbearable part because oftentimes, those
20:08
things are not things that are happy for us.
20:10
And we don't know what to do about them.
20:12
For you, at least in part, and as part of
20:15
this journey west word for you, but you
20:17
know, said emotion even earlier, it sounds like, and
20:19
this also kind of leads to the part two
20:22
of the post that you shared on
20:24
your sub stack, it led to this
20:26
really big disruption to a big transition
20:28
from this, you know, corporate career that
20:30
you started as an intern built up
20:33
your copy director, like really succeeding by
20:35
all the quote, you know, external metrics.
20:38
And then you decide, no, like
20:40
this is this actually can't be
20:42
my life anymore. And you leave corporate
20:44
America to go into creative entrepreneurship. And
20:47
in your writings, you address a series of myths
20:49
that I think hold a lot of
20:51
people back from this one is this myth
20:54
that if you're going to be an, quote,
20:56
artist, well, there's a certain amount
20:58
of starving that is just embedded in
21:00
that experience. So take me into this.
21:02
Yeah, I was just so
21:05
surprised within the corporate trading
21:07
world to be so creative profession,
21:09
all these myths
21:13
or misnomers or ways that
21:16
you kind of that stuff
21:18
or fixed in corporate America,
21:20
it really talented, brilliant creative
21:22
people stayed in jobs where
21:24
they were making less money, I
21:26
think, that if they would have
21:28
gone elsewhere, because of this idea that like,
21:31
I can't I have to stay
21:33
in traditional fixed structures, and it
21:35
can be to be makes me good.
21:38
But then also, like, I'll never make
21:40
more money than this on my
21:42
own, like, I have to be
21:44
tied to this structure. Artists starve,
21:46
they can't be successful, they can't
21:48
learn the art of marketing, there's
21:50
no way to promote yourself without
21:52
being icky, you can't be a
21:54
best selling author and not sell
21:56
out. So there's inherently I think creatives
21:58
get it on the market. both sides. You
22:01
get from corporate America, which is
22:03
really invested in keeping you in
22:05
that paradigm, right? And the
22:07
myth there is like, you'll never make
22:09
more money, you'll never have stability like
22:11
you have here. And then you also
22:13
duly get it in academia and on
22:16
the creative side within like MFA programs
22:18
that are like, we're actually never going
22:20
to give you any money to teach.
22:22
And so you will be you will
22:25
be a starving artist if you pursue that.
22:27
So for me, it was sort of
22:29
revolutionary to find this third path to
22:31
take the skills I have learned in
22:33
marketing. And some of just I mean,
22:35
I'm very grateful for my time in
22:38
corporate America, I guess it taught me
22:40
a lot about how to market how
22:42
to promote, but also that resolve of
22:44
remaining authentic to my own taste, to
22:46
my own sovereignty as an artist that
22:48
there really could be a very happy
22:50
medium between those two things. And
22:52
the idea that you can't make as
22:55
much money doing your own thing as
22:57
an entrepreneur was so happily overturned for
22:59
me, you know, I started my own
23:01
writing community. And to be able to
23:03
work for myself doing the things that
23:06
I wanted to do, I had just
23:08
such a different level of investment. And
23:10
pretty soon I also saw a financial
23:12
return that was was pretty exciting. Yeah,
23:15
it's not that when you you know, I'm
23:18
many decades into my life as an
23:20
entrepreneur, and many different versions and iterations,
23:22
and you certainly don't work less, you
23:24
know, also in a very past life, I had a
23:26
hot minute in the context of my life as a
23:28
lawyer. And at one point, I was working in one
23:30
of the largest law firms in New York City. And
23:33
I often work more hours now,
23:35
even though I worked a lot of hours back then,
23:37
and I would complain about the hours that I worked
23:39
and how I had no life, and it was ruining
23:41
me and my health and all this stuff in my
23:43
relationships. I work a lot
23:45
of hours now, and I always have,
23:47
but it's a completely different context. It
23:49
changes the way you feel, when
23:51
you know, it's more of an expression of something is
23:53
deeply meaningful to you, it matters to you, it's an
23:56
expression, it's like an emanation of who
23:58
you are. And I Think one of the. The
24:00
allergies and you can speak to. This
24:02
is not the hours. It's. The context
24:04
that wraps around those hours that makes
24:06
them me like potentially so grueling and
24:08
depleting. Totally. I think as
24:10
humans again for me it was really revealed
24:12
in the pandemic was inside the and that
24:14
were. Built. Her name. And
24:17
I don't think anything as harmful to
24:19
our house. Is doing work that
24:21
we to see this means And
24:23
it's not to knock on people
24:25
who are in different careers Done
24:28
thoughtful El Paso landed but I
24:30
couldn't think. At that time I
24:32
live in the middle of the
24:34
pants and that anything off meaningful
24:37
than developing. Email campaigns face.
24:39
To sell products that I just didn't
24:41
think mattered. And so for me it
24:44
is. See your point, it sounds. of
24:46
restructuring their life stories like
24:48
are off summit value system
24:51
but it's also about like
24:53
finding meaning and purpose. And south
24:55
for me it was a realignment. Less
24:57
like little I think that really matters
24:59
and for me that has become healthy
25:01
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up another point that you mentioned and this is one of the
29:29
other myths, which is that if you
29:31
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29:33
love your life. That's not entirely
29:36
true. Yeah, that's
29:38
such a funny one because you know, now
29:40
I am a full time writer. I'm that
29:42
mysterious unicorn that people are always like, Oh
29:44
my God, you're a full time writer. They
29:47
don't even ask me questions. They just
29:49
say, God, you love that, right? And
29:51
it's kind of like not all the
29:54
time and the hard part of being
29:56
a full time writer, even though I feel often
29:59
very aligned with that. Purposes like family.
30:01
You're referring to the fear
30:03
timetable you are. Responsible for
30:05
a lot of other things. As an entrepreneur,
30:07
you have to hire people. You have to
30:10
run a business. God. Yeah, city
30:12
taxes for to. Suffer the worse than
30:14
an entire world. So it's not
30:16
always lot. Flip the silkier
30:19
automatically gonna love everything about your life.
30:21
I think for me it was recognized
30:23
the that there's a real trade off
30:25
in this new round and that like
30:28
having full time access to my name
30:30
was and has it's own kind of
30:32
burden to make what you love the
30:34
our in a to take on all
30:37
the pressure on your happiness is a
30:39
lot of I think about it in
30:41
comparison Sue someone that I worked with
30:43
an agency hand he was a decision
30:46
and an artist and he refused. Promotion
30:48
consistently at this agency that we were
30:50
fat and instead he just felt like I
30:52
want to come in our work eight
30:54
hours a day and then I want
30:56
to go home And I want to
30:58
make art and I want to write
31:00
music and sound So occurred to me
31:02
as long. As there's a
31:04
salad path forward to say later and
31:07
have club my time in years and
31:09
then I'm gonna go home and and
31:11
they are and he was asking his
31:13
or her support him or to be
31:16
cut his entire financial. Needs and
31:18
say. Well as people when they're
31:20
thinking about the things you're really consider like
31:22
what is the role that want art for
31:24
place. And are you ready for it to try
31:26
and sit for with you. Financially and
31:29
emotionally friends hand is not always the
31:31
payoff. Depending on who you are, it's
31:33
person that's worth doing. Yes, So agree
31:35
with you've ever read the book
31:38
daily rituals. But. It is basically
31:40
tracks that twenty four hours as really
31:42
daily cycle have so many different people
31:44
writers, artists if who are iconic, a
31:46
really well known and. When. You
31:49
read that? it's amazing to see.
31:51
That a number of them had full time
31:54
jobs with no intention of ever leaving those
31:56
full time jobs. There are plenty Monday with
31:58
their with their okay yeah. They took
32:00
care of the expenses, they took care of
32:02
the family detour gets. They took that off
32:04
the table so that when they went and
32:06
did the art on the five to nine
32:08
and then on the weekends it gave them
32:11
the freedom to not have to worry about
32:13
whether this or it was rising to the
32:15
standard of being sell a ball. It was
32:17
just an expression of what they want it
32:19
creates and that led them to not censor
32:21
totally in a way that actually let the
32:23
worth be the worth and that in turn
32:25
ended up making feel like that and the
32:27
stasi impact. Truly. I think there's
32:29
such. As a
32:32
sex mass a sign of have five thirty
32:34
six a snap back when I have enough
32:36
on their car, when I have more time
32:38
or start as I could just be a
32:40
full time writer and have that literally the
32:43
lights are to get up and right then
32:45
I would make aren't all the time and
32:47
have a novel in no time I would
32:49
have a collection of poems. Whatever it is
32:52
and the reality is often we use. To
32:54
change the relationship with aren't like would not
32:56
seeing gets to be the aren't you get
32:58
to make at the end of the day
33:01
it seems is your relationship. With a
33:03
you're really excited. You wanna do
33:05
it? You're making time for his. Mother
33:09
didn't. Pull. The said honestly.
33:12
As an entertaining between were com and
33:14
me at present season and on my
33:16
lunch break. Because I knew I had
33:18
seven minutes and then oh really? now? Well
33:20
we thought that I have two hours to
33:23
set up a bad. Precedent
33:25
The same. Way so I always tell
33:27
people to collect the scrap if you're
33:29
somebody has never gonna leave a nine
33:31
to five job at that for team
33:34
for you. And also set top box
33:36
suited to pay your brain city. anxious
33:38
about money and all the other thing
33:40
for that's great for yards but it's
33:42
collapse of scrap. I think people underestimate
33:45
the amount of time you can actually
33:47
dedicate. To. Writing if you right in
33:49
the five minutes in betweens Yeah, so
33:51
agree. And so often I think. The.
33:54
Snippets: The ideas like the sentence
33:56
fragments that become amazing things down
33:58
the road you doing something. Early
34:00
differently and adjust. It drops into your head. your
34:02
groove. I have no idea what this is. But.
34:04
I need to write a sentence down because at
34:07
some point is gonna be tough something. So.
34:09
Search of it just happens in those in between
34:11
moments. Totally and also the mess
34:13
as late as to have a cabin
34:15
in the woods now and my whiskey
34:17
on the Dad skyn may get out.
34:19
figure out with the long haul there
34:21
and then I'm gonna be this great
34:23
American novel and straight must not have
34:25
the. Majority of writers that I
34:28
know and my father says now
34:30
hobby to do well to me.
34:32
And sexy way. It's funny. sometimes it's
34:34
literally first thing in the morning before
34:36
I got an interview or before I
34:39
got a meeting our work cause as
34:41
ten minutes and my laptop in bad
34:43
times fast enough the first item field
34:45
or most that doesn't feel as the
34:47
sexy a piece of advice that I
34:49
think we have a misnomer that. People
34:52
you have the does the topic in
34:54
the world for you to have. Immense
34:56
amount of time I saw think that
34:59
our. Brains develop creative work and
35:01
yeah of truths about your take on
35:03
on on a different in I've heard
35:05
a lot. Also you're not necessarily in
35:07
the context of reading of the certainly
35:09
in that context but in the contests
35:11
have club creating great art and and
35:13
he goes the referring to something like
35:15
this in order to create great art
35:17
or great art comes from great suffering
35:19
when I was a kid when as
35:21
a my late teens remember spending a
35:23
summer out renting a house and painting
35:25
houses on the East and of Long
35:27
Island and like kicking around and bare.
35:29
Feet and my roommate in that
35:31
house. Was. An aspiring writers he
35:34
knows probably twenty years old and at
35:36
one point during the summer he vanished
35:38
and basically said i need to he
35:40
would do very Privileged Slice. It came
35:42
from a lot of money but he
35:44
wanted to be a great writer and
35:46
he basically said. And. To suffer
35:48
in order to be great for all
35:51
of the greats have suffered like mightily
35:53
so you know He basically. Said.
35:55
a backpack full of close bought of an
35:57
old beat up station wagon the drill to
36:00
the middle of the country and said, I just need
36:02
to live, you know, like, in a really tough circumstance.
36:05
Forget the fact that there was great privilege
36:07
that still waited any time, you know, he
36:09
wanted to turn back to it. But what
36:12
is your take? And I have heard some artists
36:14
who have great astonishing work say it came from
36:16
suffering, and they were literally afraid to remove suffering
36:19
from their lives because they were afraid it would
36:21
no longer allow them to create the work that they
36:23
want to create. Yeah, it's
36:25
such a fascinating topic. And it's
36:27
one I thought a lot about
36:29
because for me, yes,
36:32
I think suffering is helpful because
36:34
suffering does bring us to language,
36:36
it drives us from it
36:38
literally, it's the same language in our bodies.
36:41
It's sometimes until we are in I
36:44
mean, in any change that we make,
36:46
it's usually suffering, we get uncomfortable
36:48
enough to have to make it. But
36:50
I don't know that that exactly is
36:52
the prerequisite. Like I think for me,
36:55
it's not necessarily suffering,
36:57
but it's the ability to inhabit lives
36:59
that are not necessarily my own. And
37:02
what I mean by that is the
37:04
gift of like moving west with this
37:07
tremendous ability to be anonymous for a
37:09
while to like enter a new city,
37:11
I could go into the bar and
37:13
say my name was Ada, and bring
37:16
my typewriter if I wanted to write,
37:18
it was this totally this ability to
37:20
find a multitude of things that I
37:22
wanted to write about and people that
37:25
I potentially wanted to become. And so
37:27
I think there's a level of
37:29
discomfort of like, really saying like,
37:31
what is inside me? And I
37:33
think suffering is one modality. But
37:36
I think there's many ways to
37:38
get there as an artist. I'm not
37:40
really a fan of this idea that we have
37:42
to live in perpetual states of
37:44
melancholia, which are often hurt our art as
37:46
well, because it can be hand in hand
37:49
with being a waste of pressure and we're
37:51
unhealthy patterns of relationships that
37:53
sometimes like accompany our depression.
37:56
And so I Want to release all
37:58
this from this idea that the. The miserable
38:00
study. Do think to be a
38:02
good writer you have to be willing
38:05
to be uncomfortable death and maybe even
38:07
as you know you don't have that
38:09
suffering in your own life to cultivate
38:11
embassy so that you can understand what's
38:13
going on around you and really sir
38:15
like feel into other people's experiences. Truly,
38:18
I want to set up that a bow
38:20
on this part of the journey. Like because
38:22
people may be thinking of his sounds really
38:25
interesting. I'm inspired like this whole bunch of
38:27
miss busting. But. She's literally was
38:29
from corporate America to create of entrepreneurs what
38:31
does that actually looks like and free listed
38:33
this out you know first it was part
38:35
time like point that to some part time
38:37
work and need he sees had a little
38:40
bit more bandwidth to then started to vote
38:42
to the next seemed and he started typing
38:44
lives palms like it, different events, parties, whatever
38:46
it is getting people and by the way
38:48
I have seen a number given people doing
38:50
this as as is the real thing um
38:52
das as in getting to mission to write
38:55
poetry on line to printing printing prince and
38:57
then running workshops and then. Eventually.
38:59
Creating. Your own, a community sustenance
39:01
committed to support other writers and
39:04
that it's like the portfolio of
39:06
these things that eventually culminated in
39:08
you saying Okay, so. I.
39:10
Can literally step into this. And.
39:12
Do this in that I wanna do.
39:14
It wasn't like I just he snap
39:16
your fingers and like okay I'm a
39:19
poet like I was as a copywriters
39:21
like focusing on branding and marketing and
39:23
now I'm poet and everything is awesome.
39:25
This was a process and there were
39:27
number of different things that you did
39:29
piece together and then eventually it's kind
39:31
of figure out what's warm and safe
39:33
does this. Do. People want to actually
39:35
support financially and will give me those. things
39:37
that I said I held dear is like
39:39
the sunshine and the relationships. Did I miss
39:42
anything? There's a context that makes sense as.
39:45
Know. I think that's exactly around
39:47
since I've done to correct lot
39:49
and I have some straight into
39:52
the abyss without having any fan.
39:54
There can be a strategy to
39:56
that because when you're pretty solid,
39:58
nothing other than. you to get your
40:00
life in order, like the
40:03
immediacy of having to,
40:05
you know, figure out that, but I
40:07
didn't go that route. I definitely took
40:09
it piece by piece, step by step. And
40:12
my agency was very kind and letting
40:14
me go part time, but that allowed
40:16
me to open up, okay, if I
40:18
can spend two hours a day now
40:20
on writing or writing related things, what
40:23
does that open for me? And I
40:25
sort of built this path forward very
40:27
slowly. I'm actually a risk adverse person.
40:30
I have had to build a lot
40:32
of courage around making these leaps. And,
40:34
you know, I sit at my writing desk every
40:36
day, and I have all these trees overlooking McStreet
40:39
here in Portland, and I watched
40:41
the squirrels leap from branch to
40:43
branch to power line to the
40:45
rooftop. And I got really interested
40:48
in how does the squirrel know?
40:50
Like, they never fall. How do
40:52
they know the distance between
40:55
the power line and the
40:58
branch at the top of the tree? And
41:00
so I actually did a little research on
41:02
squirrels and how they learn to gent their
41:04
leap. And it's that they
41:06
take very small leaps at first, and
41:09
then they slowly build to
41:11
these longer really astounding leaps.
41:13
And when they miss a
41:16
branch, they have these claws that can
41:18
cut and they can also like somersault
41:20
back, they're like incredibly agile creatures. But
41:22
they basically take all the data from
41:24
the miss leaps, and they apply it
41:26
to the new leap. And I thought,
41:29
God, this is a metaphor for leaving
41:31
one's life and the ways that we
41:33
teach ourselves as humans to leap, like,
41:35
the reason squirrels don't fall is because
41:37
they have, if they miss, then they
41:39
have claws that are going to catch
41:41
them on the way down, or they
41:44
can course to at midair if they've
41:46
overshot, and then they get to apply all of
41:48
that data to the next leap. So for me,
41:50
I took just a small
41:52
series of hops, You
41:54
know, going to part time, moving to typing
41:56
poems live, which is its own kind of
41:58
terror, right?? What? Movie
42:01
About. Other
42:03
have overseen off a couple on
42:06
a fee paying out of home
42:08
and found didn't. Seconds
42:10
is. My
42:13
favourite in the that and then for
42:15
narrative rather than I have a threat to
42:17
the were not pay me for that.
42:19
where they came here to Kunis and
42:21
com. Okay true to my phone for
42:23
that. Maybe I could start posting on
42:25
line. Maybe I could send a sad sack.
42:27
So I think something is this creatures
42:29
than assume an animal. These data on
42:31
the teacher found. The. Simpsons
42:33
elite and build our own
42:35
courage. We've. Had this idea that the
42:38
trying to preach the world that were an
42:40
artist I think. Firstly. Rashly trying to prove
42:42
yourself were enormous and a lot of
42:44
that evidence Believe it's just the science
42:47
of the lead singer. And now, okay,
42:49
I've done this far. Can
42:51
they sent a little further? I
42:53
love that the notion that we're really trying
42:55
to prove it to ourselves first Cs and
42:57
when I'm hearing also said somebody needs to
42:59
write a book called The Squirrels Guide to
43:01
Career Change. A
43:04
steam s. Three
43:06
cents. An entire
43:08
car at his place. We gotta
43:10
find this. that is also have
43:13
that now have like a the have to
43:15
go research squirrels custom really cares about this
43:17
a penalties as tier such as we're traveling
43:19
was you know and this is. Words.
43:21
And thoughts around both a metaphorical in a
43:24
literal journey. That. Really has unfolded
43:26
over the last cent of years. What
43:28
leads you to decide to sir like
43:30
mount is this journey and then. Documented.
43:34
And Sarah's. Yeah, so
43:36
again, when I was, you know,
43:38
in the middle of the
43:40
desert in the pandemic? I wrote
43:42
a poem to themselves. And it was
43:45
me trying to believe in myself as
43:47
a writer, as a woman, as as
43:49
a solo traveler, Nathan and seen anything
43:52
packs a day and making yourself really
43:54
uncomfortable. I done something really scary for
43:56
me which was to travel. To six
43:58
weeks offense, the American. West by myself.
44:01
I had never really traveled alone before.
44:03
And so in that process,
44:05
I wrote this poem called instructions
44:08
for traveling West. And it was,
44:11
it begins, you know, first you must
44:13
realize you're homesick for all the lives you
44:15
are not living. I always had people be
44:17
a poet, not a preacher. I was not
44:19
preaching to other people. I was telling
44:22
myself, like, Joy, there's something inside you
44:24
that is asking for a different life.
44:26
It has been asking for a long
44:28
time. And then the rest of
44:30
that poem was literally just all
44:32
the things I wanted to say to
44:35
myself, you know, give grief
44:37
her own lullaby, met yourself with
44:39
all your newborn courage. And
44:41
I think the beautiful thing about the
44:44
page and about poetry is it has
44:46
this strange alchemy. When you take
44:48
a leap on the page, you can take a
44:50
leap in your life, right? Sort of
44:52
practice that idea in the
44:55
space of the page. And within
44:57
40 days of writing that poem,
45:00
I had sold my house, I packed
45:02
up my Subaru, my two cats and all
45:04
my books. And I left
45:06
a relationship and I had done part
45:08
time at work. And so it was
45:10
just this kind of amazing momentum, I
45:14
think, both within poetry and also
45:16
within really getting clear on yourself,
45:18
one, what is the thing
45:20
I need to say? And if I
45:22
really make good on that, how does
45:25
my life transform? And then I just
45:27
remember posting that poem and being shocked
45:29
at how many people resonated with this
45:32
idea of traveling less,
45:35
you know, physically or as a metaphor for their
45:37
life, what was the thing that they were kind
45:39
of not looking at
45:41
or looking away from and what
45:43
was their figurative west. Yeah,
45:46
I could see so many people really just
45:48
embracing that. It's funny as you're describing it
45:50
also, after I was a lifelong New Yorker,
45:53
like raised a family, married like in 30
45:55
years in New York City and September
45:57
2020 in the scariest part of the history.
46:00
pandemic in New York City, we packed up
46:02
and came out to Boulder, Colorado for
46:04
what we thought would be a couple of months,
46:06
three and a half years later as we're having
46:08
this conversation like now Boulder is home. And there's
46:11
I think so many people launched
46:14
into this journey. But I
46:16
love the fact that the notion that something can
46:18
start on the page and
46:20
then somehow become real enough
46:23
that it inspires you to
46:25
manifest it, to actualize it.
46:28
But then a part of that poem
46:31
also, the lines also come in
46:33
that you must commit to the road and the
46:36
rising loneliness. I think
46:38
this is something that sometimes we're
46:40
fearful of because we feel like if we're
46:43
leaving all of these things behind, what
46:45
lies ahead of us is not just
46:48
possibility, but also loneliness. Because
46:50
we don't know the people, we don't know the places,
46:52
we don't know what's going to happen. And
46:55
a lot of people from our quote,
46:57
past lives won't understand what
46:59
we're doing and why we're doing it. And
47:01
I feel like this is so much of what you weave
47:04
into the different writing in this book. This
47:07
idea that like, you always have to
47:09
go and that if you go, if
47:11
you take the leap, your
47:13
life will just be great. You know, everything
47:15
will work out for you. You'll find your true
47:17
love, you'll find your true career, you'll find your
47:20
true home. You
47:22
know, there was a point of
47:24
view that really wanted that to be true.
47:26
When I started this journey, I was like,
47:28
I'm going to do one scary thing. And
47:31
then the rest of my life is just going to be
47:33
great. And then I'll never have
47:35
to do anything again. And what I
47:37
realized is like, God, this
47:40
road comes with its own
47:42
price. It is hard. It
47:45
is hard to leave a life.
47:47
There's real grief. There's real loss.
47:49
There's real loneliness tied to that.
47:52
When I was writing this book, I
47:56
had all of my poems laid out
47:58
and I had organized the book. into
48:00
sections that are different lines
48:02
of that initial title poem.
48:05
And I was trying to end, I
48:08
realized that I was writing the poems
48:10
towards this idea of home as the ending.
48:13
I wanted the last option of the book to
48:15
be home. And I could not
48:17
finish that book with that structure.
48:19
And I realized that I was
48:21
also trying to live my life
48:23
with this very singular, okay, I've
48:25
done the one scary thing. I
48:28
feel lonely, I've experienced
48:30
loss. I've reinvented myself,
48:33
I get to stop. And I realized
48:35
that that actually wasn't a clue. It
48:37
wasn't a clue for me. I
48:39
haven't lived it. For me, I
48:41
had not found home at the end of
48:43
this book. I haven't found every answer
48:45
to everything. But I
48:47
have found this tremendous sense of self
48:50
and this tremendous sense and confidence and
48:52
the ability to continue to leave,
48:54
which is inherently uncomfortable. But
48:56
it made me rearrange
48:59
the order of the book as,
49:02
you know, lines of that
49:04
poem. And so the book
49:06
now ends with the section, joy is
49:08
not a trick. But it doesn't
49:10
end at home. Because for me, that was
49:12
a falsehood. And I didn't want to write
49:14
a book that wasn't true. That's not
49:17
like the worst stuff in the world to
49:19
hand to you some kind of factor and
49:21
idea that if you leave blue, it'll all
49:23
be okay. The truth is, we
49:25
don't know it might not be okay.
49:27
But I'm trying to suggest to readers,
49:29
it's absolutely thrilling, absolutely beautiful, and absolutely
49:31
profound to still take the leap. Curt
49:34
Jaimungal Yeah. And once you hit
49:36
on the reality that actually my
49:39
current state is not okay, then
49:41
you're not comparing some false
49:44
illusion of okayness now to
49:46
some uncertain future. Once
49:48
you realize like actually, you know, things
49:50
aren't as they seem now. So yes, I'm
49:53
stepping into uncertainty, but also possibility
49:55
and maybe that's better, you know.
50:02
So you all know I'm a huge fan of
50:04
our friend Glennon Doyle. We've actually had her on
50:06
the show twice and a transcript of our first
50:09
conversation actually appears in the paperback of her book
50:11
Love Warrior. Glennon's vulnerability and her
50:13
kindness and her just straight up wisdom are
50:15
things that I really aspire to. Well, Glennon,
50:18
along with her amazing wife, Abby Wambach, who's
50:20
also been a guest on the show and
50:22
Glennon's sister, Amanda, they host an amazing podcast
50:24
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50:27
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50:29
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50:31
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50:34
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50:36
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50:38
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52:28
one of the early poems, remember what it was
52:30
like to be a kid, you really sort of
52:32
recount childhood wonder and that state of wonder. Do
52:35
you find yourself giving back into sort
52:37
of like intentionally moving
52:39
back into that childhood state of wonder,
52:41
especially as part of the creative or
52:43
the writing process? That's a beautiful
52:46
question, Tom. I've never been asked
52:48
that and I quite like that. I
52:51
do because one
52:54
of the best pieces of advice I've
52:56
ever done as a writer comes from
52:58
Brendan Constantine, a poet, and he talks
53:00
about moving into the world of an
53:03
alien. You've seen everything
53:05
for the first time. And
53:08
that is what it is to be a
53:10
kid. You're just this little tiny alien on
53:13
earth and you've never seen any of this
53:15
before and the kind of immense wonder. And
53:18
so when we think about writing beautiful,
53:20
profound, life-changing work, it comes
53:22
from that sense of sort of
53:25
isolating or defamiliarizing oneself
53:27
from the world. And
53:30
it's a whole like philosophy
53:32
of detachment or defamiliarization in
53:34
art to sort of better
53:36
see it, right? Because
53:38
of deconstructed the faith that you can
53:41
better understand what it was to be human.
53:43
And I think that that's really important in
53:45
our work, like how can you see the
53:47
world for the first time? And a lot
53:49
of times that's as a child. And for
53:52
me, that was seeing the world
53:54
and then learning language for the
53:56
world was so fundamentally
53:59
powerful. for me. And I'll just tell
54:01
this brief story. I remember as a kid, we
54:04
lived in Central African Republic. So we
54:06
lived overseas. My dad was a doctor
54:08
and we had a telescope
54:10
set up in the backyard some nights and
54:12
we would look out and we'd see the
54:14
stars. And there was a man from a
54:16
neighboring village who came by the house and
54:18
wanted to look out the telescope and he
54:20
had never seen the sky up close before.
54:22
And as a kid,
54:24
seeing that man, it's space,
54:27
the jubilant that came over him
54:29
to see stars up close and
54:31
the moon up close. I thought,
54:33
God, if I could have one ounce of
54:35
that in my adult life, not one ounce
54:37
of that on his face. That is the
54:39
joy of being allowed us to see things
54:41
fresh and for the first time. And
54:43
I think that's the gift of poetry. If we get to do
54:45
that over and over, we get to sort
54:48
of relive that sense of childhood wonder. I
54:50
mean, do you feel like that is inherent in
54:52
poetry or do you feel like that's the lens
54:55
that you deliberately bring to the
54:57
way that you write poetry? I
54:59
think both ends. I mean, I think good
55:01
poetry acts not to just be read,
55:03
but to be felt in the reader's
55:05
body. And the only way I know
55:07
to get you to feel
55:09
something in your belly and not your brain is
55:12
to ask you to experience it for yourself. So
55:14
you have to use that de-familiarization technique.
55:16
You have to say it in
55:18
a new way. You have to say it
55:21
as if you were a child being it
55:23
for the first time or else I think
55:25
we bring all our own preconceived notions, memories,
55:27
ideas to that thing and we don't get
55:29
to experience it in its fullness. So
55:31
for me, also having been
55:34
a stranger in many places in
55:36
my life, growing up overseas, moving
55:39
back to the U.S. when I was young, I'm
55:41
kind of used to that
55:44
strangeness of a new place and seeing
55:46
something as if I were seeing it for
55:48
the first time. So
55:50
I do try to apply that to my work.
55:53
Like what if I was experiencing this
55:55
and I sort of take myself back
55:57
to those years of
55:59
acculturation? where the US,
56:02
Ohio, where we were, was just
56:04
blaring and strange and there was
56:06
Walmart and Happy Meals and highways
56:09
so fast it felt like flying.
56:12
What is it to be a new creature
56:14
in this world to sort of have that
56:16
alien experience? How can I translate that to
56:18
the page in a way that wakes up
56:20
my readers too? Yeah, that also
56:22
ties in really beautifully to one of the later
56:24
poems in the same part, where you
56:26
really explore the theme of belonging. So
56:29
it's interesting the notion of sort of
56:31
like constantly looking with fresh eyes, beginner's
56:33
mind and being in different places with
56:35
new people and new experiences but also
56:38
trying to tap into the sense of
56:40
this innate human need that we all
56:42
have to feel a sense of belonging.
56:44
And I wonder whether you feel
56:47
like belonging more is an
56:49
outside in thing or an inside out?
56:51
Can you say more about outside is?
56:53
Yeah. But the belonging comes from
56:56
those around you seeing you as you are
56:58
and accepting you or does it
57:00
first need to come from you seeing
57:02
you and accepting yourself before anyone else
57:04
ever has the opportunity to do that?
57:07
Yeah, such an interesting question. You
57:10
know, I think for me belonging has been
57:12
this really elusive thing just
57:14
like every time that anyone asks me where's
57:16
home, I just curl up into a ball
57:18
and I don't know how to answer because
57:21
I moved around so much as
57:23
a kid. And I was constantly
57:26
shifting culture, right? And so
57:28
ironically, when I came to words, it
57:31
was because I couldn't speak the languages and the
57:33
places that I was in. So
57:35
to come to the page and sort
57:37
of have this private way that I
57:39
could communicate was very sacred to
57:41
me. So I do think the
57:43
sense of belonging for oneself has
57:46
to come from that innate listening to the
57:48
self to that innate listening to
57:50
the voice. I think we all like
57:52
to think we're special little creatures for whatever reason
57:54
that oh, I just I've never really felt like
57:57
I've fit in anywhere. I've never really felt like
57:59
I've believed in. And I think that's
58:01
just like a fundamental part of being human
58:03
is always feel on the outs.
58:05
A little bit of any community that we're in,
58:07
but I think really what that points
58:10
to is more discomfort with
58:12
self. I think when we get
58:14
really clear on what that voice
58:16
is, who that person is,
58:18
what that sovereign self is inside us,
58:21
it matters less for the geographical
58:23
location that we're in or the
58:26
sense of larger wholeness. It
58:28
can just be in oneself if
58:30
that makes sense. Yeah, no, I think that
58:32
resonates with me. Further
58:34
into the book, really deep into
58:36
life's simple joys, appreciating life's simple
58:38
joys, the deep instinctual response of
58:41
the heart to true happiness. Tell
58:44
me more about your take on the
58:46
heart's capacity to sort of howl for joy.
58:49
It's a terrifying thing when the heart
58:51
starts to howl in any capacity, whether
58:54
in grief or joy. But
58:56
I think it's sort of a terrifying
58:58
feeling that sometimes when we get too
59:00
happy, we get really
59:02
worried that it's going to go
59:04
away. And that's where that line comes
59:07
from later in the book, joy
59:09
is not a trick. It's like
59:11
if I really let myself feel
59:13
care and then I really
59:15
let myself feel joy, if I really let
59:18
myself feel all of life, what
59:20
happens when I don't can't feel it
59:22
anymore? And that's a terrifying
59:24
question, right? Maya Angelou, she
59:26
was asked, can anyone write a poem?
59:29
And she says, I think so. I'm not sure
59:31
everyone would write a poem. But
59:34
in order to write a poem, you have to
59:36
have sharp ears and you have to not be
59:38
afraid of being human. And
59:41
for me, that's really the key of like
59:43
what it is to fully feel is to
59:45
have the courage to fully feel it all,
59:47
which is something we're always all trying to
59:49
do. But I
59:51
just was so surprised after years
59:54
and years of not literally not
59:56
feeding myself great food, not eating
59:58
enough, not giving myself enough. and
1:00:00
that's joy and freedom. When you
1:00:02
finally give that, there can enter
1:00:05
in the sort of howling
1:00:07
that is both grief and joy
1:00:09
that you waited so long to
1:00:11
start feeding the self. Yeah,
1:00:14
no, that makes so much sense. And part
1:00:16
of that howling, I feel like, is also
1:00:18
often embedded in there is longing. And
1:00:21
this is something that you speak to in Ghost
1:00:23
Heart, which really reflects on the longing
1:00:25
for places and lives unexplored, the
1:00:27
concept of sort of unfulfilled futures
1:00:30
and the feeling of belonging to the unknown. And
1:00:33
I think so many people relate
1:00:36
to that sense of almost like
1:00:38
unquantifiable or unidentifiable longing, but they
1:00:40
just feel it in their bones
1:00:42
in some way. It's
1:00:44
so fascinating to me. And Cheryl
1:00:47
Strayd calls that other life,
1:00:49
that place that we're home to for, her
1:00:51
version of that is the ghost ship, right?
1:00:53
These sort of salute from the shore, the
1:00:56
other life that you didn't get. But
1:00:58
I think there is some part of that
1:01:00
that is really natural and that we can't
1:01:03
change, but we're always going to have with
1:01:05
one or from longing, like that
1:01:07
sort of discontent with part of
1:01:09
being alive. But I also think
1:01:11
there's such wisdom in
1:01:14
what that longing is asking us to
1:01:16
do. Again, if we compare it to
1:01:18
the call that animals get to migrate,
1:01:21
instinctually, our bodies are asking us
1:01:24
to listen to that. And
1:01:26
I think even if we
1:01:28
can't all leave our lives, we can't
1:01:31
always move West or quit our jobs.
1:01:33
I think it behooves us to listen
1:01:35
to the wisdom of that body, the
1:01:37
wisdom of longing, the wisdom of want,
1:01:40
if you will. I just
1:01:42
know before I left Ohio, I
1:01:44
woke almost every single morning at
1:01:46
4am from the same dream. And
1:01:49
it was that I was stuck in a barrel
1:01:51
of water decomposing. And it was this terrifying
1:01:54
image. And every morning I woke
1:01:56
with that, and the day
1:02:00
from that little blue house on Avondale
1:02:02
and moved to Oregon, the
1:02:04
dream never came back. And so I
1:02:06
think there is this idea of like,
1:02:09
what is the body asking for? What is
1:02:11
the life that we haven't lived? How can
1:02:13
we answer that? And I think it looks
1:02:16
different for every person, but I think there's
1:02:18
wisdom in listening. Yeah, so agree.
1:02:20
And you use the word dream and it shows
1:02:22
up in different ways in the writing and in
1:02:24
this book, you know, in the part where
1:02:27
you explore giving grief her own lullaby.
1:02:29
And one of the poems is called Dream. But
1:02:32
you sort of go, dream is sort of
1:02:34
like, when you get to that place, you're talking about
1:02:36
the collective, not just collective dream,
1:02:38
it's collective grief. And you sort
1:02:40
of ease your way into it with sisters
1:02:42
or like you're talking about the different individual
1:02:45
explorations of grief. And
1:02:48
then you sort of, you move your way
1:02:50
around to this poem, Luck Five, which is
1:02:52
really sort of exploring, okay, so yes, and
1:02:54
like we all feel this individually, we feel
1:02:56
it collectively. This is a part of the
1:02:58
human experience. And even while
1:03:00
we're moving through it, we still
1:03:03
have access to these small
1:03:05
joys. And I think so
1:03:07
many people struggle with that. Dear friend of mine, Cindy
1:03:09
Spiegel wrote a book a couple of years ago called
1:03:11
Microjoys, where she was moving
1:03:13
through a profound season of just astonishing
1:03:16
loss and grief and
1:03:18
sadness. And yet she found she
1:03:21
still had this capacity to like
1:03:23
find these tiniest little moments, but
1:03:26
she almost had to let herself feel
1:03:28
them because so often we're
1:03:30
like, I should be, like there are reasons for
1:03:32
me to be in a state of profound loss
1:03:35
and grief. I should not be
1:03:37
feeling joy now. And we shame
1:03:39
ourselves when there's a glimmer of it.
1:03:41
And it seems like this whole part was sort
1:03:43
of like dancing with these ideas. Yeah,
1:03:45
I think this strange mechanism
1:03:48
of grief is how
1:03:50
closely it is associated with joy and
1:03:52
how terrified as people that we are
1:03:55
to feel either one of those things.
1:03:57
But I think there is this, this.
1:04:00
time when we're experiencing loss and loneliness,
1:04:02
the dark gift of the pandemic
1:04:04
was also brought into sharp focus
1:04:07
all these things in our life that were quite
1:04:09
beautiful. And then I think a lot of us
1:04:11
got to do it, you know, a couple
1:04:13
years into that and didn't want to let go
1:04:15
of those things like this. Things that came into
1:04:18
think of this and became not only small
1:04:20
joys but deep delight, you know, the ability
1:04:22
to go for a walk every day just
1:04:24
became a pleasure that I couldn't
1:04:27
imagine having to let go of when
1:04:29
we were all supposed to come back
1:04:31
into the office, right? So for me,
1:04:33
it was this idea of like, as
1:04:35
Roské also talks about this in his
1:04:38
Book of Delights, but just these
1:04:40
small ways every day that we're
1:04:42
changing meaning and that these actually
1:04:44
grow within our collective imaginations when
1:04:46
we give them time. So within
1:04:48
my writing community, I call it
1:04:50
tiny tenders. I say that the
1:04:52
base of every poem is a
1:04:54
tiny tender. It's one small detail.
1:04:56
It's one small thing that you
1:04:58
have witnessed that you are now
1:05:00
going to give reverent
1:05:02
attention to on the page. And so
1:05:05
I think it's really an exercise of
1:05:07
that reverence of attention. And I just
1:05:09
remember in the loneliness being
1:05:11
on the road standing in the sunlight
1:05:14
washing tomatoes in my sink and I
1:05:16
looked down and I thought, my God,
1:05:18
I've never seen anything so beautiful as
1:05:20
these tomatoes and I never want to
1:05:22
lose this reverence for these dumb tomatoes.
1:05:24
But for me, it was about that
1:05:27
the reverence and attention that we
1:05:29
can bring to the small delights and how we
1:05:31
can stretch them out and give them to one
1:05:33
another. Yeah, that reverence and the
1:05:35
attentiveness I think is just so lost in
1:05:37
so much of our lives these days. You
1:05:40
know, the pace of everything is accelerating. We
1:05:42
live in a state of such perpetual distraction
1:05:44
that when you can drop into it, even
1:05:46
for a heartbeat, you're like, oh, oh, this,
1:05:48
this is actually what it's all about. You
1:05:51
also and you wrap around to this in the last part
1:05:53
of the book, you mind yourself, Joy, not
1:05:55
a trick. There's a piece when the queen
1:05:57
dies where she's saying, let's pay attention.
1:06:00
and let's be here, let's acknowledge a loss. And
1:06:02
also there seems to be this underlying instinct in
1:06:04
us to move forward. So
1:06:07
I'm curious, like in your mind, how
1:06:09
do we navigate between this attentiveness to
1:06:11
the moment too often to loss to
1:06:14
change, and to standing
1:06:16
in a place of also constant
1:06:18
access to hope and possibility? Yeah,
1:06:21
it's so interesting, just even as
1:06:23
a woman now who's gone
1:06:25
through therapy a lot, and the thing
1:06:28
that my therapist always is always talking about is
1:06:30
this feeling. It's like,
1:06:32
I feel all the time, okay? I'm a
1:06:34
poet, right? She's like, that's it, I think you could
1:06:36
still feel a little bit more, right? And
1:06:38
so it's this idea of feeling every
1:06:42
feeling fully, of like
1:06:44
having to feel
1:06:46
all of it, and then not getting
1:06:48
us to the next
1:06:50
place that we're supposed to go. So I
1:06:53
think that poem begins, you know, the instinct of
1:06:55
these and then the body is to be
1:06:57
rebuilding. And sometimes I imagine myself and
1:06:59
all the emotions and all the things
1:07:01
that I feel as literal these inside
1:07:03
me that are just quivering forward.
1:07:05
Like they're trying to feel the ecstasy
1:07:08
of the grief or of the joy,
1:07:10
and then they're literally trying to
1:07:12
rebuild and to find the honey and
1:07:14
the sweetness and all those things. And
1:07:17
there's that line in the poem that talks
1:07:19
about, you know, who is the first person
1:07:21
that told you that your soul's monarch was
1:07:23
dead? And then even so, what did
1:07:26
you turn into honey? And this idea
1:07:28
that no matter what card we're dealt
1:07:30
in our lives, like what are the
1:07:32
ways that we insist on healing? What
1:07:34
are the ways that we insist on
1:07:36
rebuilding? Just like these. I'm
1:07:39
making honey. I just think there's such
1:07:41
a beautiful lesson in that. Yeah,
1:07:44
so great. When you bring
1:07:46
a work like this book to
1:07:48
the world, when you're working on it, when you're writing
1:07:50
it, when you're living the stories that then end up
1:07:52
becoming the words and end up becoming the
1:07:55
emotions and the feeling sensations.
1:07:57
I'm curious, do you create?
1:07:59
and intention beyond your
1:08:02
own honesty and expression or
1:08:05
a desire for how you want this work
1:08:07
to land in others' minds and hearts. The
1:08:10
only thing harder than writing the book
1:08:12
was living the book, right? So it's
1:08:15
just sometimes hard when you're a person
1:08:17
who writes a lot of autobiographical
1:08:19
work, a lot of poems that
1:08:21
are clearly, the eye is the
1:08:24
poet, is the speaker, and
1:08:26
the writer is one and the same.
1:08:28
It sometimes tough to then send that
1:08:30
book into the world because you basically
1:08:32
feel like you've invited everyone over
1:08:35
to look inside your closet and to
1:08:37
talk about all the house classes that
1:08:39
you wear, right? So it's this kind
1:08:41
of bizarre feeling to feel like, God,
1:08:43
I put all of that out into
1:08:46
the world and now people are
1:08:48
gonna read it and judge me. And what
1:08:50
I found more is that poems
1:08:52
stand as sort of nears to
1:08:54
the self. Like certainly they reveal
1:08:56
something about me but mostly
1:08:59
they reveal something about you as
1:09:01
the reader. And that's been really
1:09:03
helpful for me that these poems
1:09:05
when I release them, I think it's really good.
1:09:07
It's the only way I can write. And I sort
1:09:09
of send them off and I say, like,
1:09:11
now you're your own thing now. Like you're
1:09:14
flying away from me. They are not me
1:09:16
anymore. So once I had written the book,
1:09:18
I sort of release it into the world
1:09:20
and I say, like, you are now
1:09:22
separate. And I allow people to have
1:09:24
their own experience with the book. Like
1:09:27
I can't dictate how people read it,
1:09:29
if people like it, if people see
1:09:31
themselves and don't see themselves. And I
1:09:33
think that's a healthier approach and that
1:09:35
keeps me sane and able to keep writing is
1:09:37
this ability that like people are
1:09:40
mostly gonna find truth about themselves
1:09:42
or not in the work. And
1:09:44
it's less about my experiences. It's
1:09:46
now about their experience with the book. At least that's
1:09:49
what I tell myself. Yeah,
1:09:51
I kind of love that frame. It's
1:09:53
funny because I can't remember the poem but I
1:09:55
remember like being in an environment where people were
1:09:58
fiercely debating what. what the
1:10:00
writer's meaning was behind every word, every phrase, every
1:10:02
line, and what you're kind of saying is like,
1:10:04
okay, so I had my own meaning when I
1:10:07
wrote it, but once I release
1:10:09
it out into the world, I can, you interact
1:10:11
with it. Whatever meaning, however that
1:10:13
lands in your heart, that's what it is.
1:10:15
You don't have to know my
1:10:17
side of the story. Like, this is gonna land in a way,
1:10:20
like, honor your, this goes back to the
1:10:22
beginning of our conversation, like, know yourself, honor
1:10:24
your lived experience. Like, what is real for
1:10:26
you? Like, that's enough. Truly,
1:10:29
I think that's such a beautiful way to put it,
1:10:31
and like, there's a poem in the book called When
1:10:33
All This Ends, I'll Throw a Party, and
1:10:35
I wrote it as a poem of longing,
1:10:37
of deep loneliness, mid-pandemic, when we couldn't touch
1:10:40
each other, there was no vaccine yet, and
1:10:42
it's just like, I wanna throw a party,
1:10:45
and I wanna kiss everybody, and I wanna
1:10:47
get sloppy, and have blackberry wine, and hog
1:10:49
and dance, and I don't
1:10:51
reference the pandemic explicitly in the
1:10:54
poem. When I posted it, everybody
1:10:56
knew, but now people
1:10:58
read When All This Ends, I'll
1:11:00
Throw a Party, and usually
1:11:02
people, without knowing in the context
1:11:05
that it was written the pandemic, see
1:11:07
it as an expression of the afterlife,
1:11:09
or a way to think about losing
1:11:11
someone after death, and like, what
1:11:14
comes next? And I think that's
1:11:16
so deeply beautiful. And
1:11:19
so, for me, the way that
1:11:21
we give our poems, our art
1:11:23
of creativity, longevity, and act of
1:11:25
generosity, is to sort of remove our
1:11:27
original intention, and to say,
1:11:30
I'm gonna allow this to be whatever
1:11:32
it is. It's a life on its own.
1:11:34
It's literally a bird flying forth. I can't
1:11:36
dictate where it ends up. I just have
1:11:38
to let it fly. I
1:11:41
love that. It feels like a good place for us
1:11:43
to come full circle in our conversation as well. So,
1:11:45
in this container of Good Life Project, if I offer
1:11:47
up the phrase, to live a good life, what comes
1:11:49
up? I
1:11:52
think, for me, to
1:11:54
live a good life feels like
1:11:56
fully inhabiting the work that
1:11:58
one is meant to do. which is
1:12:00
always going to come back to voice.
1:12:03
So it's, again, getting in touch with
1:12:05
that voice inside you and then letting
1:12:08
that dictate what you
1:12:10
do, what you say, where you go,
1:12:12
where you travel, where you land. So
1:12:14
for me, it comes back to voice
1:12:16
and finding one's purpose and asking those
1:12:19
two things to be in alignment. Thank
1:12:21
you. Hey, before
1:12:25
you leave, if you love this episode, say
1:12:27
that you will also love the conversation we
1:12:29
had with Morgan Harper Nichols about her journey
1:12:31
as a successful poet and artist. So find
1:12:34
a link to Morgan's episode in the show
1:12:36
notes. This episode of
1:12:38
Good Life Project was produced by executive
1:12:40
producers, Lindsay Fox and me, Jonathan Fields,
1:12:42
editing help by Alejandro Ramirez, Christopher Carter,
1:12:45
crafted our theme music and special thanks
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to Shelly Adele for her research on
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