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Welcome the Guys We Find the anti
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slutshaming podcast. I'm
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Christina Hutchinson. I'm Kuran Fisher and
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I'm so your people with friends
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bring us to love you, your warning and
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your shame.
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Hey you was what?
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Yeah?
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Okay?
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Hey?
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What up?
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Fuckers? How you doing where you've been?
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You hydrated? We're a helmet. Please
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welcome to another episode of Guys We
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Fucked. It's the antiret slut chaming podcast.
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I'm Kuran Fisher. I'm Christina Hutchinson.
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Welcome to the show. Do you want to email us?
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You do? It's sorry about last night show at gmail
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dot com. Today's subject line
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Halloween date from hell hurt me beyond
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belief hours before I was going to dump him.
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Oh don't you hate that? That's
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interesting that he would even have the power
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to hurt you if you were going to dump him anyway. I
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will see h O g fucker greetings
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Curran, Christina and Mike og Fucker here. Thank
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you for being the trailblazers that you are. If I
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hadn't been listening to Guys We Fucked for the duration
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of my eleven year relationship, I don't think i'd
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as safe and smart in dating as I am today.
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Thank you with that, Let's get into
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the insanity that was Halloween twenty twenty
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three. My name is Yeah,
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my name is Monica finds on the podcast Cool.
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I'm a thirty four year old female living in
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Colorado with a love for Halloween as
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deep as Carens. I was incredibly
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intentional about Halloween this year, buying party
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tickets and assembling my Dominatrix
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Barbie costume months in advance. I
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committed so hard to this costume that I literally
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dyed my hair black. In April twenty
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twenty three, I matched with this doctor.
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We'll call him not Awesome for those
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in studio. His real name is Okay, cool,
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we'll tell him not awesome. Oh,
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I see thirty five year old male. By
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the end of October, we had been hanging out for
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a little over six months, seeing each other
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one to three times a week and explicitly
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sexually exclusive classic
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situationship. It's the Friday night
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of Halloween weekend, October twenty seventh,
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and I host a house party with all of my
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friends. The party was barbe
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pink out, so the idea was to wear pink
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super simple. People complained when I asked
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for costumes last year, everyone understood
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the assignments. Not Awesome
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shows up super late in jeans and
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not pink Bart Simpson sweatshirt.
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Immediately upon arriving, he takes my drink
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away, saying I was too drunk. Okay,
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ew, you don't want to be the most fucked up
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person here. You're way more lit than
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your guests. After less than an
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hour at my house, he pulls me aside, tells
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me he's leaving to go catch up with the boys and
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he'll come back when all of your guests
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have left.
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Ew.
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Not Awesome gets back to my
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house at two thirty three am and
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butt fucks me. Not my favorite
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his favorite? Oh boy, is
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it ever the woman's favorite? I feel like never. When
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we go to sleep, I see him close out
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his apps on his phone. Next morning,
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he butt fucks me again. Okay, this is that's
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not good. He can't know guys having a great
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Yeah, you should tell him that, you should tell him
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that you don't like but fuckkman.
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I mean hopefully this person is in the past
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that you all got to tell him. I get
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up, make us breakfast. We're chilling on the couch.
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I mean that is your mistake. You're
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gonna make breakfast for someone who butt fucked you
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twice and twenty four hours and left your party
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and didn't show up in costume. I see. The thing
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is, I was like he was getting kicked out when he showed up,
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not in pain, absolutely no dress code
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to get kicked out. And then I'll show up later when none
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of your friends are here, Go fuck yourself. I mean I would,
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I would love to do that. I was taking notes on his
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for that. I'll do that to my boyfriends
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in the future. Make
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us breakfast. We're chilling on the couch watching TV,
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and I watch him close his apps, one of which is
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tender. This means he's busted a nut
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in my ass, is laying so
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poetic, is laying in my bed, dick covered
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in my juices? Oh boy, and looking at girls
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while I make him food? Yeah, yeah,
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exactly, you nailed it. Yeah. I chose
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to not say anything about this because I had planned
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to dump him after the Halloween party happening that night.
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Anyway, why'd you let him get two butt fucks in
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when you were were thinking about a breakup? Two
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butt fucks and breakfast? Oh no,
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no, no, friend. Fast
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forward to later that Saturday evening ten twenty
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eight to the party at a hotel a
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good several miles away from where I live in Colorado.
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Our tickets were upgraded to VIP. Why
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is he coming with you? So we have a cross?
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So we have a cross to access? Oh access?
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What the fuck is wrong with me? So we have access
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to an open bar that's in a hotel
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room suite, main party in lobby. He
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tells me to make him jealous.
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I fucking hate this guy. I tell him
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that I do not want to make him I want
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him to make me jealous. Oh, he tells me to make
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him jealous. I tell him that I do
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not want him to make me jealous.
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Okay, I flirt with guys and girls
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alike, not to mention I am so fucked
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up. Typically my experience is to attend
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an event with someone I'm seeing, and we both flirt
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and are charming with others because we know we
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will go home together and fuck each other. I'm
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going to stop in at this point and say it's okay.
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Like normally, it's like I wouldn't like
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when he said when he took your drink away, but it seems
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like perhaps you did have your best
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interests, but fucked
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you. But maybe when he took your drink away. Yeah.
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So we're in VIP, not a large
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hotel room at all, and he's talking to someone.
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I turn around to chat with a girl, waiting
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for him to wrap up and reconnect with me. Then
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I realized, damn, I've been talking to
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these people for a while. Where is this dude? I
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turn around and he was nowhere to be found.
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I circle the suite nowhere. I
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checked the hall.
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Nope.
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I'm now dropping into absolute panic mode,
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and I'm scared why a piece of a
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man is missing. You're fine. I'm asking
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the bouncers and they're saying, oh, he came by
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like fifteen minutes ago. I was. I
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think he was going out for a cigarette. I am
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so fucked up, so I ditch my drink good
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walking around with literally only a whip
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on me, I'm now fully panicking
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about how I'm going to get home when he has my
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phone. Oh that's why you okay,
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Hey, yeah, that's okay, that makes sense. With
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each passing minute, I'm also just growing
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the rage towards him for ditching me and leaving
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me when I was so fucked up. He's not your
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caretaker though. Also, okay, can you imagine
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I've had guys like you know? Oh
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my god. This is an infamous story for my twenty first
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birthday, when my much older boyfriend got
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so fucked up on my twenty first birthday that I couldn't
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get fucked up when that was literally why I feel
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so vague. Well, he paid for it. I was like, that's
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why we went to Vegas, and I was so
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upset about that. At least he paid for it,
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though. That's good, at least. When I finally
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see him walking into the VIP suite from the
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main party, I charge at him from across
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the room, shoving him with all my MC
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that's not good, and he fell back
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into a big planter. I'm
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screaming, what the fuck is wrong with you? Okay,
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you gotta go therapy, girl? What the fuck are you
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doing leaving me when I'm so fucked up? I
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was looking for you. I mean, that's a lie. You're both
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you both need therapy. I continue to scream,
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But fucking shit, I was right there in the same room
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the whole time. Then my brain clicked
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and I realized what I had done. I've never laid
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a hand on anyone before, and it freaked me out.
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Good it fucking should, so I
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immediately start apologizing. In retrospect,
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I'm also acknowledging that I was other people's
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crazy halloweens. Yes, okay,
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I love this honesty, love it. There's
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no way that half the people there didn't see this or
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hear me screaming at him. I don't love
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that I'm the one who looked crazy here. You
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would think this would have been enough for me for
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him to be on his best behavior the rest
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of the evening. Really, so
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we reconnect and all of a sudden, his liquor
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catches up to him and he's got to sit down.
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I just want to go dance so bad. The whole
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point for me of going to a party.
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He insists that I should go out and have my
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fun, but I'd be pissed if he ditched me when
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I was feeling awful, so I stayed seated
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next to him. Jesus Shortly
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thereafter two am and they start
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rallying us out of the suite and we head out hand
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in hand, with me following
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behind. When we step into the hotel
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hallway, he makes a turn, takes a few
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steps, drops my hand and leans
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against the wall opposite me, right up
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on a girl. I stand there in other
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utter shock and disbelief that this is even
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happening, let alone right in front
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of me. So I turn and walked
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away because I don't watch. I don't
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want to watch him hitting on a girl right in front of
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me. There was nowhere to go the
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direction that I walked, so I turned around,
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and when I approached them again, she has
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his phone in her hand, jaw on the floor.
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I keep walking and I wait out in the lobby. I
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don't understand how some of you don't care about it anymore
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can be making you jealous at all, Like he
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obviously has some power to me. I'm like, you just
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care about winning? Or he has some power? Like
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what is going on here? I finally see this
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woman leave. I'm sorry, but what is wrong with this
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chick? What is wrong with this chick? What's
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wrong with him?
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What you? Yes?
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Both of you?
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This is this is? This is This is dumb bitch
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personified. Do you like being
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a dumb bitch? Is going against yourself when
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we call people, don't don't be a dumb bitch? Or
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you were being a dumb bitch that means you went against yourself.
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You went against yourself and a lot like
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so many times time. So
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I walk back to the hallway where Not Awesome
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is standing and screamed at him again, Oh that'll
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help. What the fuck is wrong with you?
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Did you really just ask for a girl's number while I was
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standing next to you? He responds, you
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were down the hall and were open, but
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you're here with me, I say, and follow
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with you know what this is done. I've
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been over here making you a part of my life
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and falling in love with you. How and you
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while falling in love with you while I'm barely
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a piece of your life. Huh. See, that's
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that's your bad, girl. Huh, that's your
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bad. But you were going to break up with him anyway. It seems like
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you just wanted to get through Halloween because it's important to you,
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and you didn't want to do it single, which we've all
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done. But like, be honest about what it is.
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Hell.
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His response to me saying I loved him? WHOA,
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that's a big word. I'm on this
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guy, suck I do? Yeah me three.
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We get to the car and he says he's too fucked up to drive
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me home. And lays down to take a nap. Jesus,
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I and guys, don't everybody's
9:49
a fucking alcoholic. We just put down the drink for
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a fucking second. Jesus. It's
9:53
like, if you, if you, if you'll drink your problems away,
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and if you do go out knowing that you're gonna get
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fucked up, you need to either have a hotel room
10:00
where you can stay for the night set up for yourself, or
10:02
a safe ride home. Yeah, like
10:04
you have to find, assuming you're in an area that doesn't have like
10:07
uber readily available. We get in the car,
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he says he's too fucked up to drive me home, lays down
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to take a nap. I end up in the fetal position in the
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front seat, sobbing. He sits up and starts
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yelling excuses at me and trying to gaslight
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me about how my behavior justified him asking
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for that girl's number. She
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doesn't even matter. If she were standing here
10:23
right in front of the car, I wouldn't even recognize
10:26
her. Oh great, Wow, you're both top
10:28
notch not helping yourself. Dude, you
10:30
were all up on that bartender and ditched
10:32
me on the couch to go flirt with him. So
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how is it fair that you're all mad about me getting
10:37
a girl's number? Followed by a bunch of other hurtful
10:39
nonsense. He lays back down and
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I move into an anxiety attack. Now fetal
10:43
position yourself.
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Yeah you did. He sits
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back up and says, call an Uber. We'll split Wait
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there was Uber available the whole time they and
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they didn't want to leave their car there. Most people, that's
10:55
like, that's the problem. They should have Uber there as
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well, right, Colin, Uber will
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split it. Let's get you out of here. It's clearly not
11:02
healthy for you to be around me. I ordered
11:04
the Uber and on the way home realized I've left
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my keys, id and some other shit in his
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car. You gotta drink less, girl,
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Okay, oh my god, you have to drink
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less? Oh dear, Thank god.
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I have a spare key hid
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so I could get in my house. But this meant
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I had to see him again. Not Awesome
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shows up to my house on Sunday ten, twenty
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nine and doesn't even pull into the
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driveway. He is conveniently on the phone
11:27
with his dad, so we can't talk. Honestly
11:30
good and gives me twenty one dollars
11:32
cash to cover his part of the uber. I tell him,
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yeah, I tell him no, literally insulting.
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At this point, it doesn't matter, and don't
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give me money. He says, come on, take it.
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I told you I'd split the ride. Let me be a gentleman
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here, a gentleman, really, moly, more
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like a forty percent a gentleman. The uber was forty
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five dollars. I tipped my mind. Okay, now you're focused on
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the wrong show. My god, you were focused on absolutely
11:52
picking ridiculous. You're saying it was insulting,
11:54
and then you're going down to the dollar that he didn't
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give you enough money. You are you are contradicting
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yourself left and right here. You need you
12:01
need therapy, And look that's not an insult.
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Everyone fucking needs therapy. You really need it
12:05
because you know what, deep down, there is a
12:08
functional person in you. I know
12:10
that there is. So let's let's get
12:12
her out. Let's introduce her to the world, or reintroduce
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her rather. And you know what the kicker
12:17
was of all this, It was my fucking birthday. Okay,
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Well you're not gonna forget it. In reflection, I
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seem to have a pattern of ending up with guys who
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supposedly adore me but won't make a commitment
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to me while I fall head over heels for them.
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Nothing about this guy's behavior said he adored you.
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No, not a one damn thing. Girl, You are
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not present when you're in these relationships. As
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my hair stylist kindly pointed out, do
12:38
you think you keep dating emotionally unavailable
12:41
men, absolutely seemingly exclusively?
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How do you even screen for emotional availability
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in the first few dates? Well, you're gonna love our next week's
12:48
episode. You have to be sober and emotionally available
12:51
yourself and also on
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the same page with yourself about what you want.
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You're seeing this guy doesn't matter. You're in a situationship.
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Then you're saying you love him like you're not you don't
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be what you are. Yeah, this guy actually,
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I mean, I'm not saying he's the best guy in the world, but he was
13:05
that clear. Yeah, yeah, yeah,
13:07
he told you who he is and what it was
13:09
from what you're telling us, right, And
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you're and you're going back and forth
13:14
wildly about what it was. You're saying it doesn't matter,
13:18
and you don't love him like there's no clarity.
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I'm confused knowing that I
13:23
really do want a relationship. There you go, there's
13:25
an answer. And my biggest turn on is intimacy.
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Oh my god. Wow, well
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you're not acting like it. Oh my god. I'm testing
13:31
out some new boundaries. No raw dogging
13:34
me unless one agreements to
13:36
both stop using dating apps. I hope
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you're twenty two. Otherwise this email
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two dude, if you're in your thirties,
13:44
I would go to therapy for
13:46
Christmas.
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This is I gotta be honest.
13:49
This is one of the funniest that for
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her her first boundary to be no raw
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dogs. That's rough. That's roight.
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I couldn't.
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That's fine, Mike, that's all right, it's okay. Yeah
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you need I hope that the person
14:03
who wrote this, I hope you're listening. But I really
14:05
hope you are even going down to how
14:07
she dressed up for Halloween. Right, you're looking for intimacy
14:10
and relationship and you're going out as dominatrix Barbie
14:12
like, and that's not slutshading.
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Like.
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I just think there's like it seems to be a real disconnect.
14:16
You're paying on a lot you want and who you really
14:18
are and how you are presenting yourself
14:20
to people in your life in the world. You're lying
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to you know, you're lying to yourself
14:24
and I don't know you had It's your job to find
14:27
the truth. It's not anybody else's job except yours.
14:30
Okay, I'm testing out new boundaries. No raw
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dogging me unless one agreement to both
14:34
stop using dating apps. It was funny
14:36
the second
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even be on your list, dude.
14:43
And then number one. Number
14:46
two also, I hope you're you don't say
14:49
raw dogging to the guys because they're not going to take
14:51
you seriously if you were actually referred to it as raw
14:53
dogging. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, Okay.
14:56
Number two explicit monogamy in
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all senses of the word. Well, that's good because
15:00
it seems like that's what you want. Although I would
15:02
say, don't fucking date until
15:04
you've been to therapy for a while.
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Okay. Number three a relationship
15:09
label. I would say number
15:11
one should be therapy. Okay, this is more of a therapeutic
15:14
writing for me. But I hope you got some entertainment out of it. Oh we
15:16
did the bar is on the floor, ladies. More stories
15:18
to come, well, I hope no more stories to come
15:20
because I hope you go to fucking therapy. And also in
15:22
this email, I feel I feel like you wrote us this email
15:25
trying to aham a hot mess. Isn't that funny?
15:27
Well, and also to showcase, I'll look at it like, look
15:29
at this dirt these dirt bags I date. It's
15:32
all these guys' problems. When we read that
15:34
email, you are, it's probably mostly your You
15:36
are the fucking problem. Yeah, and you have
15:38
to accept that. Don't feel fucking bad for yourself.
15:40
Girl, stop it, stop drinking. Stop.
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Yeah, she said that he dumped her that
15:46
night. Did I have what
15:48
happened? Yeah?
15:50
Right, I don't even know, because I think
15:52
I didn't. I don't think she got to the part where he like,
15:54
for men, who the hell knows how that night really
15:57
went? When when you were that drunk, I'm sure there was
15:59
some like brown or something happening, like
16:01
who knows, dude, you got
16:03
it. You got to chill. You gotta fucking chill.
16:05
That shit is not cute. It's not cute.
16:08
It's not ha ha. And if you have friends
16:10
in your life, they're like haha, crazy, they're
16:12
bad fucking friends. Do you understand me?
16:15
They're bad friends? Okay, it's
16:17
the season of Christmas, and I'm here
16:19
to tell you that the best gift that you can give
16:21
yourself is motherfucking therapy
16:23
and meditating and putting down the goddamn
16:25
alcohol. Okay, So why I'm
16:28
so mad at you?
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But I am.
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It was a rather unaware of email. Yeah
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yeah, but you do you know what I know? I am
16:33
mad at you because you have a fucking wonderful
16:35
human being in there that's ready to explore the world and
16:37
be curious and set goals for herself and do all
16:40
these beautiful things, and you're just fucking
16:42
wasting that opportunity. That's why I'm fucking
16:44
mad at you. But it's because
16:46
I care. And there's plenty of reasons I'm out at you, because there's
16:48
plenty of reasons to be mad at men, but that
16:50
wasn't one of them. That was not. I
16:53
love being mad at men. But that wasn't that
16:55
wasn't it.
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Yeah?
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Yeah, isn't it? Hey
17:05
speaking to me mad at mncomsys Live. Just kidding.
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Okay, So, we have a three shows coming
17:10
up that Karen and I are doing together,
17:12
which is very exciting. The first one is New Year's
17:15
Eve. This is the Rundown. Yeahkarin Fisher's more
17:17
than New Year's Eve. December thirty, first, New
17:19
York Comedy Club, East Village, six pm.
17:22
Perfect way, I know, Oh that's early. Yeah, New
17:24
Year's Eve starts early, and if you don't know that, you're
17:26
not doing New Year's Eve, right, So you go,
17:28
you show up, You have a couple of cocktails at
17:31
New York Comedy Club, East Village. You enjoy the
17:33
show. It's me, It's Christina Hutchinson, John Campanelli,
17:35
Justin Silver, Ryan Long, CHLOEA Lebranch.
17:38
Going to be so fun. This show was so killer last
17:40
year. If anyone was there, Wow, we tell fucked
17:42
up jokes to end the year. And
17:44
then you go on to whatever you're going to do next.
17:47
Ticket link is up for that on the New York Comedy
17:49
Club website, on my link tree at Philanthropy
17:51
Gal on Instagram or on x
17:53
slash Twitter. It's all there. Then
17:56
moving on to February, we
17:59
have some shows in both New York and LA
18:01
Yes, February first, New York City. It's
18:03
our first guys. We fucked live at the MasterCard
18:06
Midnight Theater UH in New
18:08
York City, So make sure you come to that February
18:10
first live for that it's a Thursday
18:13
center by Yes. And then motherfucking
18:15
Los Angeles we do
18:17
for Valentine's Day. That's our that's the guys who
18:19
fuck national holidays Valentine's Day and
18:22
we want to invite you to come see us co
18:24
headline the main room at the Comedy Store. It
18:26
is going to be an evening to remember. Come by yourself,
18:28
come with a bunch of friends, come with We're doing guys being
18:30
fucked live that way are we doing. I believe that's what they
18:32
booked, so I think that's what we have to do. Hell yeah,
18:35
fucking six So it will be like, see it's
18:37
guys, we fucked experience kind of show that Oh perfect.
18:39
I haven't done that since like twenty eighteen out of LA
18:42
Yeah. Yeah, I got that comedy festival
18:44
under that tenth. Yeah that was really fun. Yeah,
18:46
this is a fun fucking show. Guy, Yeah, this will be super
18:49
super fun.
18:50
Uh.
18:50
And then me Christina, I have some
18:52
solo headlining gigs coming up New Brunswick, New Jersey,
18:54
January fourth through the sixth, the Stress Factory.
18:57
I'm headlining hasbro Kites, New Jersey at Bananas
18:59
Februar ninth and tenth, Springfield,
19:01
Missouri, March twenty second and twenty third. I mean'd
19:03
be headlining the Blue Room. All ticket links
19:06
are in my bio, in in uh social,
19:08
on the social media pages and Patreon.
19:11
Once once a week I host group
19:13
zoom Shapy and it's it's fucking
19:15
great. Okay, I think that girl should
19:17
come. Uh, but you know, I totally understand. If you don't
19:19
want to, you could sign up by going to
19:22
patreon dot com slash Christina Hutchinson.
19:24
That link is also in my bio. And then I have a solo
19:26
podcast called The Voices in Our Heads where
19:28
I dive into a self
19:30
help book every episode that I'm really
19:32
loving and uh, this past
19:35
week it was the
19:37
Way We Live Is the Way We Die. I'm
19:39
pretty sure it was called was Pema Chodron uh
19:41
and it was a great book. And I also have my friend Ali on and it
19:43
was really fun. So you can listen to that anywhere you get
19:45
your podcasts. Wait are you not? Are you not promoting your
19:48
January live date yet? Or no? The
19:50
wait? What? Oh fuck?
19:53
I forgot? There's so many things. I'm so oh gosh,
19:55
yes, thank you so much for that. Wait what,
19:57
I fucking totally forgot. I'm suck some soaks
20:00
for that. Wait what January
20:02
twentieth, It's a Saturday. I'm so,
20:04
so, so excited. Daniel Pinchback is an author.
20:06
He's my co host of Wait What.
20:08
That?
20:08
Is a show all about things that completely defy
20:11
what you thought was real in the world. So
20:13
alien's ghosts, the healing power of psychedelic
20:15
medicine, all that kind of shit. And on Saturday,
20:18
January twentieth, we have our premiere
20:20
show. It's going to be a live show, and
20:22
I highly encourage if you're in New York City that date
20:24
get a ticket. The link is not up yet, but it will be up soon,
20:26
probably after Christmas.
20:29
We want to do a town hall thing at the end of the show
20:31
where anybody who has experiences with like
20:33
a crazy psychedelic experience, or if they have spiritual
20:36
powers, if they could talk to ghosts, talk to dead
20:38
people, or if you've been abducted
20:40
by aliens or you've had experiences with aliens,
20:43
we want to hear from you because from
20:45
that too. Yeah, specifically if you've been abducted by aliens.
20:48
Honestly, me too. There's a lot of people.
20:50
There's more people these than you would assume
20:52
that have claimed to have been abducted by aliens. And
20:54
I got to say, I want to hear your fucking stories. I want
20:57
to hear them. And so we're
20:59
doing the live show. I think it's gonna be eight thirty
21:01
pm. And our special guest is
21:03
mother fucking John Ronson. Yes,
21:06
he's sorry, and
21:08
he has so many stories about like witchy
21:11
ghost shit, and he's like very giddy and excited
21:13
to share them, which I cannot wait. It's going to be. It's
21:16
gonna be one of the best nights ever. So you
21:18
should come on down. Thank you for that reminder, correct, you got
21:20
it. And then Washington, d
21:22
C. I'm headlining the DC COMEDYLF
21:24
February twenty nine through March. Second. You guys have known
21:26
about that for a while, and I know it's hard, you
21:28
know, well in twenty twenty three
21:30
to buy tickets for twenty twenty four, but I would say time
21:33
is now. I haven't checked on tickets sales. Who knows, maybe they're great.
21:35
I have no idea, but buy tickets
21:37
for that. The link is up in the link tree at
21:39
Philanthropy Gal and also on
21:42
Instagram and on x slash, Twitter
21:44
and threads and wherever you have access
21:46
to me too much perhaps,
21:49
and then there again, I'll I have a limited
21:52
amount of tour dates coming
21:54
up in twenty twenty four, but I will be going to other places
21:56
other than LA and obviously
21:59
check out a gash Slasher
22:01
comedy at the Comedy Store
22:03
in La to Dates will be forthcoming
22:06
for that. And if you want to hear me on
22:08
my solo podcast about news,
22:11
social issues, that kind of thing. We talk a lot
22:13
about domestic violence, animal welfare,
22:15
but we're it's you know, it's fine. It's not too
22:17
serious, like we're talking about serious things. It's
22:20
a little more serious than guys we fucked, but it's still
22:22
you know, I'm still talking about it with a
22:24
comedian's voice, so I feel like it's
22:27
accessible to anyone. We're not trying
22:29
to do highbrow collegiate collegiate
22:32
work here. It's not academia. So
22:35
check out Without a Country. It comes out
22:37
on YouTube every Wednesday night.
22:40
I do recommend watching the video version, but of
22:42
course we have all audio versions
22:44
too on Luminary and Apple
22:46
and Spotify and wherever you listen to podcasts,
22:50
and I highly recommend us starting to
22:52
think about the twenty twenty four presidential
22:54
election now and looking into
22:57
who's going to be running the issues that matter
22:59
to you, because that'll be around
23:01
before you know it. You
23:04
don't vote, you can't complain. Mm hmm, guys
23:07
are guests. Yeah, he's just fantastic. We're
23:10
so excited. He's a stand up comedian, very
23:12
mother funny, motherfucker, and he has a
23:14
comedy special that's available now for
23:16
you to watch called The Blue Eyed Mexican.
23:18
It's on YouTube. Ladies and gentlemen,
23:20
please welcome to the show.
23:22
Shane Torres, I'm
23:36
so second the bullshit.
23:39
You've been down this freaking road so
23:41
many times. Oh
23:46
exclat the not me. Tell
23:50
me?
23:50
Is this the definition of infanity?
23:54
I expected to grab thisisms.
23:57
Now I'm check.
24:00
Because I'm broken forever
24:03
in that. And
24:06
some rich guy in a private
24:08
plane is gonna kill me. He's
24:11
got hair plugs and a coffee
24:13
ship.
24:13
He's gonna kill me.
24:17
Billionaires our
24:22
dorcs, I said, y'all
24:25
are freaking nerds. You got
24:27
a real bad, bad.
24:30
Need to
24:32
be cool.
24:36
For training everywhere. Only
24:39
care about themselves as
24:42
far as I.
24:43
Can tell, Yeah, yeah,
24:45
yeah, yeah.
24:47
Justice O the world. You
24:50
fake your way is gone.
24:52
You move.
25:00
We are here with standing comedian shape
25:02
for us, so happy to have you on show.
25:05
We were talking about women showing up and stalking
25:07
men. Men
25:10
never do that for well, no, you've got stoked
25:13
that stuck all the time. Christ They're
25:15
literally getting arrested for it and.
25:18
All the time. Is not where I thought we
25:20
were the stalkers.
25:22
Yeah, women stalk out to like you know,
25:24
like you had a very serious
25:26
stalker,
25:31
have you. I've certainly followed people home,
25:33
just what people, just to make sure what's
25:35
your life? I like you said
25:37
that, I certainly followed. I don't know
25:40
them. I just pick them out on the subway and I go, I
25:42
don't know where are you going? And then I'll just follow them
25:44
for like a block and I'm like that was cool.
25:46
And they're like, are you following me? And You're like no, just like your
25:48
shoes? Who
25:51
are you?
25:51
I gotta go? What
25:54
was I took this snapping from the restaurant. We were both in you.
25:58
And your spin where
26:01
what's the stockiest you've ever gotten?
26:03
Stockiest? Like, yeah, I'm pretty stocky,
26:05
really I was. It was a joke about my shape,
26:10
Jesus.
26:12
Yeah, I thought you were like, what what are you're weighing in.
26:14
That I have to go to the doctor
26:17
tomorrow and I am having about
26:19
that. It's okay, it'll
26:21
be fine. He's just gonna tell me what's wrong
26:23
with my body. Yeah, yeah, it's
26:25
good. The stockiest I've ever.
26:27
Been, yeah, in terms of like obsessive,
26:30
overall woman.
26:33
Like post like we're talking like grown
26:36
right or.
26:36
Not if it's interesting.
26:40
I mean, I don't think.
26:41
I've like been stocky. I've definitely been like I
26:43
was a mopey, little fun.
26:46
Like a woman dumps you when you show up at her work or something
26:49
that's cool.
26:50
That's like.
26:52
Yeah, no no, but I mean
26:54
like guys don't do that stuff, but but then they do.
26:57
Also you'd
26:59
like I could have done something like no, I
27:01
have not done that, but I could have done something that creepy
27:04
and not remember it, you like,
27:06
because.
27:06
If you're doing it out of love in your head. Yeah,
27:09
it was like a little like it's a blackout, it's a love
27:11
black Yeah.
27:12
It's a love for Yeah, it was love. It
27:14
was love.
27:14
Yeah, you can't see how it's illogical.
27:16
Yeah, so I don't.
27:17
I mean, I'm sure I did something that made somebody like
27:20
yeah, but like never endangerable
27:22
A little. I try to be, but it's
27:25
it's leaving me more and more every year. So and
27:30
I'm getting better results because of it.
27:31
So really like on stage, well.
27:34
Yeah, but on the stage, I am done being
27:36
nice. I'm attacking nurses
27:38
all the time now. It's yeah,
27:40
it's like most of my act ever since.
27:42
Well that's in twenty twenty three. That's some edgy
27:44
shit. Yeah, attacking nurses.
27:46
I'm real edgy people Honestly, people
27:48
act like think like I'm like jazz on nick I'm very
27:50
I pushed the buttons.
27:51
Well, there was a comic on the show I did recently
27:54
did a nurse anti nurse bit or like he was making
27:56
fun of nurses and the tension, I
27:58
mean you they get tight. It was it
28:01
was detention. I haven't heard from an audience
28:03
in a while. No one like truth you are
28:05
you? Were you speaking about nurses in a derogatory
28:08
way because of your experience with like your mom's.
28:10
Death or no, Well,
28:12
yeah, my mom was a nurse and I have a big like nurse tattoo.
28:14
I have even nurse tattoo on my.
28:16
I have a nurse's cap on my arm. Yeah,
28:19
with her flowers. But you
28:22
know firsthand, I love nurses, but I think
28:24
it's funny to go after the thing you care about,
28:26
like and the thing I do.
28:27
I just say, I come out.
28:28
It's like a long story where I have like five
28:31
or six punch lines about nurses, but that I open up
28:33
with this right now and I just go, uh, you
28:35
guys probably can't tell this by looking at me, but I'm a hero, like
28:37
a real one, not like a nurse, and
28:40
and everyone like snaps yeah, like
28:42
and then I'll be like, are there any nurses here? And
28:45
they always woo, you know, and I go, yeah,
28:47
they'll let you know that they are.
28:49
Yeah.
28:49
So it's like very easy, you know, like it's obviously
28:52
like I'm winking at the camera very heavily at
28:54
this, but but it is fun to like go
28:56
after anyone like first respond like kids,
29:01
we're not like we are heroes,
29:03
but we're not banging pots and pants almost like.
29:05
You're at a stand comedy show. Like my favorite,
29:07
my favorite thing that Ryan re says this, Guys, if you're offended
29:10
by anything, I say, stop and think maybe he's
29:12
kidding. Yeah, yeah, it's a joke.
29:14
We're joke writers, you know, even if you're making a point,
29:16
you're writing jokes about your points.
29:17
So sure, but people, everyone's prepared
29:20
to be upset these days, so it's kind of yeah.
29:22
Yeah, it's a real good it's a real good time for comedy.
29:26
I actually think it is because it's
29:28
always a good time for comedy. It is, And I think
29:30
it gets better because I like a tense audience
29:32
because I don't really say anything to piss a lot of people
29:34
off, but when I do have something, it feels great.
29:37
Yeah, but your act is like it
29:40
is not like
29:42
like you know, like you're not going after like you're
29:44
not offending any but you are, like you
29:47
have a lot of energy.
29:48
You're like you ge you go out him in a different way.
29:50
That yet I'll talk about like, oh, you know, fucking
29:52
a blind guy could be fun because if you can't find the clip is seeing
29:54
eye doggle like just.
29:55
Hid right, that's not like yeah
29:58
yeah, Like my energy is like a baby who's
30:00
sleepy. I'm just rubbing my eyes with the back of my
30:02
hands,
30:05
the same energy you carry to the bedroom.
30:06
Yes, yeah, I'm an incredible lover.
30:08
Yeah that your
30:11
next album needs to be called.
30:13
That's pretty good. Good March to Yeah incredible.
30:15
Yeah, it'll be like pillow cases and she'll
30:18
be and.
30:19
It's you, but you on the pillows. So it's like we can sleep
30:21
with Shane.
30:21
Yeah, but then like maybe we like
30:24
like it's like a nude, but we use Madden's cock
30:26
like we trace it.
30:28
But we are recording now, Shane. Whatever.
30:32
Yeah, our friend's gonna be so upset
30:34
that on your popular.
30:36
Podcast
30:38
he rang and
30:40
he's doing well and making money.
30:42
The guy is killing it on all
30:45
fronts Andy's spin yea
30:47
and a huge day.
30:48
Yeah, and he's hysterical and he's
30:50
beloved.
30:50
Yeah. I love
30:53
when guys with huge dicks are sweet.
30:56
I love that. That's my kink. Yeah,
30:58
guy with a huge hog who's very
31:00
humble, using a power for good, spoken
31:03
like a true hero. And that was
31:05
our James maddern segment.
31:06
Yeah,
31:09
are you an incredible lover?
31:10
And I would say I'm generous and eager to
31:12
please? Okay,
31:14
I will say that.
31:16
I will I'm
31:19
not physically gifted
31:22
or talented and that.
31:23
But I am hungry.
31:24
I will say I can outwork just about anyone.
31:27
That's what's for dinner.
31:28
Yeah, yeah, you want
31:30
to put it that way, that's part of it.
31:32
I will never forget the two guys
31:34
that I dated three who got
31:36
off on eating a woman out. I'm like,
31:39
they need more of your kind, We need more of your kind.
31:41
It's fun though, Like I mean, like, I
31:44
know that's like a troupe that guys don't like de pussy, But is it
31:46
real like in your experiences that's bad as like or
31:49
as are men as bad about it
31:51
as like the pop cliche of it.
31:53
I don't. I haven't found that, but I'm
31:56
after being with a man who is so
31:59
got off on eating a woman out. I'm like, why aren't
32:01
you all like this?
32:02
Yeah, we all have favorites.
32:04
That's fucking So that's like being like, hey,
32:06
how come you're not all like Michael Jordan when you play
32:09
basketball.
32:09
That's true, I know, but my first boyfriend also
32:12
loved going down on me, and I was like, that was
32:14
five years so first boyfriend.
32:16
Yeah, then to be kicked out with the rest
32:18
of you guys and they're like, I don't know, did
32:21
you shower? I fucking eat it, asshole.
32:24
I've seen a lot of guys go to that. Yeah,
32:26
yeah, into it. I just it is. It is
32:28
tough, like when you date people you collect
32:31
favorites, like, oh, do you do this one
32:33
thing that I'm like, this is great, And then
32:35
by the time you get to like your twenty fifth
32:37
partner, you're like, you have.
32:39
All this whole list of like ship that people.
32:42
Why don't you do any of these twenty five.
32:47
Of the twenty five things on your list? What's
32:49
the least valuable one? Like pillow
32:53
talker no is.
32:55
Uh believes in ghosts,
32:59
like that he's
33:02
open to the well. I assume
33:04
it's like least valuable to society, but very valuable
33:06
to me.
33:08
At least valuable to you. On this list, it
33:10
wouldn't.
33:10
Be on the list if it wasn't valuable, I would say.
33:12
But they have varying degrees of value.
33:14
Yeah, yeah, for sure. Like the cooking, Like
33:16
when a guy loves to cook and he's good at it, and
33:19
then he loves to eat a woman out fucking
33:21
nice. A lot
33:24
of it's eating various things.
33:26
Yeah, like sexually
33:28
venturess if he can make NYOCHI like little
33:30
pillows like.
33:31
We've just made sweep the other night.
33:33
That sounds awful.
33:34
Awful Potato men men don't
33:37
like like the sweet potato gourd pumpkin family.
33:39
I don't know why, Shane, what's your
33:41
problem?
33:42
I don't I like pumpkins.
33:45
Potato and pumpkin are
33:48
very similar.
33:49
I haven't had sweet potato or pumpkin
33:51
yoki, but I don't like sweet potatoes.
33:53
Okay, they're disgusting.
33:54
Really, I don't like the sweet potato
33:56
fried craze. I'm glad that's over because regular
33:58
fries are way better. Got yeah, fully loaded
34:00
sweet potato at Texas Roadhouse, Shane, and
34:02
you will be changing your two. But no, I love
34:04
it. Fully loaded potato. Baked potato
34:06
is one of my favorite searches on seamless,
34:09
just to get a huge potato sent to me with all the stuff
34:11
in it. But I want like cheese,
34:13
broccoli, sour cream.
34:16
Baked potatoes on seamless. Hell yeah,
34:20
maybe the loneliest thing.
34:21
I've a fat,
34:25
my favorite baked
34:29
I love
34:30
it.
34:31
During the Irish famine. Like, that's insane.
34:34
One of these things about Wendy's is that they have a baked potato
34:36
on the menu.
34:37
Ye blasphemous
34:41
to make square hamburgers and
34:43
serves baked potatoes potato. It's
34:46
rock insane.
34:48
This is awful.
34:49
Well, what do you like tea?
34:51
Yeah, pussy, I said that clipping
34:55
I'm an alley, you
34:58
want to baked potato. You're your.
35:01
Your generous lover. Yeah, that's
35:04
really great. You're a
35:07
heartache of broken. Are you
35:09
in the like?
35:10
I mean it was like a
35:13
little over a year ago now, so I'm like, I'm fine,
35:15
but are you?
35:16
Because you brought it up immediately when I texted.
35:18
You, you said what have you been through in your love life? And I
35:20
told you the things I went. I wasn't like hiking.
35:23
I got
35:26
you. I
35:29
thought we were going to catch you in the midst of the heartache
35:31
because there's a lot of wisdom that you can gain. Even
35:33
though it feels, like asked, well, Shane said, and I quote
35:35
I mentally worse than ever.
35:37
Yeah, that's true.
35:39
Oh I thought it was because of the breakup.
35:41
No, I mean it's because I have everything, Like I'm in a
35:43
very I'm
35:46
not that bad first of all.
35:47
But like that all you said, well,
35:50
we don't know what personally,
35:53
we don't know how.
35:53
I probably.
35:57
I'm in this thing now, Like I mean, we're
36:00
all in our thirties or forties now, you know, like our
36:02
group of comics, sure, some
36:05
people are married and some people have the things that we thought
36:07
we were going to get or wherever. You know, there's varying degrees
36:09
of all kinds of life. And I'm like, well, my stuff's
36:11
like good, but
36:13
it's not enough.
36:15
So what are the things that are like that you thought you
36:17
would have by now that that.
36:19
Other property that'd be nice?
36:21
That's a common one, hear.
36:22
Yeah, my brother's
36:25
not being ankle weights while I'm swimming
36:27
in the ocean, Like I feel like I'm dragging my family across
36:29
the finish line.
36:30
Sometimes. I don't know if you, Oh.
36:33
My brothers like uh so, Like
36:36
I love them and they're good guys, but like they're not
36:39
contributing in a lot of ways. I would like to see them contribute
36:42
to our overall family and nobody is married.
36:44
Do you have a family where everybody contributes to
36:46
the family.
36:47
No, but in a way of like we have some since
36:49
my mother's death and my father's deaths, Like we
36:52
have some obligations that like
36:54
we're all tied together on and
36:56
I'm like, you were going to fix this
36:58
shit and you haven't fixed it, and now like and
37:01
now you guys all have like
37:03
you're in a better position than me because I haven't been
37:05
pushing for my like these kind
37:07
of things. Yeah, and I'm like, well, this
37:10
would help me own a house, you know, like this would
37:12
help me do these things right and so like
37:14
and that's fine, Like I'm doing fine. I'm
37:17
probably gonna buy a house anyway, so like it's yeah,
37:19
but it's one of those things that like I just would
37:21
like to level up and have the tangible things as apost
37:24
and have somebody to share it with that I can actually stay
37:26
on the fucking side of you
37:29
know, would you know you
37:31
date? Like when I was dating this last person, Like I
37:34
mean, I had order, but like, oh
37:37
god, like it.
37:38
Doesn't sound like it.
37:39
Just the thing
37:42
is that you think.
37:43
I mean, I'm sure you guys have tread this grun before, but like the
37:46
things that you like enjoy about someone
37:48
turn into things you fucking truly hate about
37:50
there, like you guys like yeah, like
37:54
like we were long distance, but we were very serious
37:56
and like, you know, seeing each other a lot. And
37:59
then she would be like I
38:01
liked saying good night to her because she would always got she worked earlier
38:03
and stuff and like and I'd be like, hey.
38:04
I'm out at work, but I miss you. I adore
38:07
you. Blah blah, all this kind of stuff.
38:08
Yeah, And then and then one
38:11
night, like one night I left
38:13
her a voice text and she was like, oh, I really
38:15
love that. I was already asleep, so I just sent her a voice
38:17
text, you know, and she's like that made my day so much
38:19
better. And then she was like, well, you keep
38:22
doing that, and I was like, yeah, sure, you know. And then eventually
38:24
one night I forgot to do it and she was like, why was Where
38:26
wasn't my ship Like that.
38:28
It doesn't feel like an obligation, just
38:30
something that you started organically because
38:32
you felt it and you meant it. And then
38:35
and then it just becomes like common.
38:37
Like it's like I brush, I brush my teeth,
38:39
I wake up a pee, I listened to my voice
38:41
not yeah.
38:42
I like things special, things to be special.
38:44
Yeah, I totally agree. I used
38:46
to be like your ex in that way.
38:49
And then it was shown to me that like when things just
38:51
kind of pop up randomly, it's much better. It's
38:53
just much like we'll have like characters we
38:55
do and it's like if somebody's
38:57
like, do this character, like no, I don't feel
38:59
like it. Don't ask me to do it. You shouldn't
39:02
want me to do it. I don't feel like it. You do you do?
39:03
Like, do you do a character? Do you do a characters?
39:05
Like when you're apologizing,
39:08
that would that would send me to baby
39:11
Margaret wants to apologize for
39:13
getting to drop off to winch a
39:15
baby.
39:16
A baby character is gotten. I feel like I just
39:18
got my lesson shame.
39:19
Oh what what's your character? Give
39:22
me?
39:22
Your character is Karen, who
39:24
doesn't do characters.
39:25
We know the
39:27
truth. She doesn't need any gimmicks.
39:31
My weapon is honesty, it's
39:33
true.
39:35
What do you want to talk about? What happened last
39:38
night? It happens.
39:40
It happens to a lot of guys.
39:44
Shut your couple of drinks.
39:46
Okay,
39:49
No, I'll do the character. I'm
39:51
like, hey, great job dipship and
39:53
I'll just talk. I'm like, you fucking idiot. And
39:55
it's like I step into this character. I just fucking
39:58
annihilate him verbally and he's
40:00
like that's great. But there was one time where
40:02
he was like do that. I'm like, no, you can't. And then
40:04
he's the same way if I'm like, do this character, what's
40:07
his character? He's got a bunch. He's Irish,
40:09
so he's very funny. He's very entertaining,
40:11
but you can't.
40:13
Oh I know him, yes,
40:15
yes, yeah, yeah, yeah,
40:17
yeah, I'll see him to night, I.
40:18
Think, yeah, I'll see there.
40:19
Yeah.
40:20
But like and he's from the same part of Ireland as
40:22
my mom Malahide my mom.
40:25
Oh no no, then he's further north. Yeah,
40:28
my mom was from Ireland. Yeah yeah, yeah, we buried
40:30
her over there. Fun trip. Yeah,
40:34
baby head to bury his mommy.
40:39
Every time he goes to Island and noted
40:41
Dame.
40:41
But my mommy died. So
40:45
both your parents you lost.
40:46
Yeah yeah, that's wild. Yeah,
40:48
it's so interesting. But
40:50
it's like I don't want to be like it's fine,
40:52
but you learned how to do things, you know, Like
40:55
it's pretty interesting to not have.
41:00
My favorite thing about it. I'm trying to find my favorite
41:02
thing.
41:02
And it is that like if
41:04
someone says they're disappointed in me, it
41:07
truly does not work anymore. Like like
41:11
I can still get in trouble with like the law,
41:14
but my job is the job. I like, we have all
41:16
had the same career, so I'm not going to get
41:18
like in trouble with my boss.
41:21
Yeah, and I'm not like, you
41:23
know, unless I like get drunk and hit a busload
41:25
of nuns or something like I'm not. I
41:29
like, so there's a freedom, Like I don't want to
41:31
feel that way, Like I don't want to have to be like a prick, but
41:33
I think it's like nice to just be like, yeah,
41:35
I got William. I'm not going to
41:37
hear my mom's voice ever again, so I'm not not
41:40
going to need to like feel like I'm
41:42
so disappointed.
41:44
Did you did you live
41:47
under the anxiety of potentially
41:49
disappointing your parents while were alive.
41:53
My mother, not my father, Yeah, yeah, yeah,
41:55
yeah, yeah, like a little bit, I think, but
41:57
more like I knew she wasn't disappointed, but like she
42:01
was so worried all the time, so like
42:03
because of the job and like because
42:05
you're got yeah yeah, that kind of stuff. But you
42:08
know, she got used to it. And then like at the end before she died,
42:10
I had like an established
42:13
career to.
42:13
Some degree, Yeah, so she was like to worry
42:15
a little less.
42:16
Yeah yeah, Like yeah, she would try to
42:18
give me money and I didn't need it. So I think that she was like, Okay,
42:20
I can go now.
42:22
Like our parents like worry about
42:24
us pursuing a career in the arts
42:26
because like there's nothing to worry about it. It's like, Okay,
42:29
what do you worry about, like that your kid will fail and
42:31
then we'll have to get another job, like you
42:34
can access the money.
42:36
Yeah, it's like it's.
42:37
Not you know, we're not We're not in
42:39
a plat system in India where like I
42:41
can only like I'm only allowed to be like
42:43
a ditch digger or whatever, you.
42:45
Know, like not like Alaskan fishermen. We're
42:47
gonna die on the job, you know. I
42:49
guess you could. But you can die anywhere anywhere.
42:52
You die in the car driving.
42:54
I would imagine it's many comedians of overdose and
42:56
cocaine as fishermen have drowned.
42:57
But true. Yeah, but I.
43:00
Think it's like it's also one of these things, like the jobs
43:02
I am qualified for I
43:04
will always be able to get.
43:07
Because if I ever have.
43:09
To do them again, there's gonna be somebody who's like
43:11
in high school doing it.
43:13
Yeah.
43:14
I've painted myself into a real corner, I
43:16
know. Yeah, it's just good.
43:18
I have to punch my way out the whole time.
43:19
It's unexpected of your parents dying.
43:21
You don't have to live with the fear of the wrath of their
43:23
disappointment. That's beautiful.
43:25
Yeah, I love that they're more downs than ups. But it's
43:27
working.
43:30
So so your baseline is pretty neutral,
43:32
like in terms of like mental health.
43:33
Like I'm at this point
43:36
like do you guys do therapy?
43:38
Yeah, I stopped going.
43:41
I'm gonna pause. I paused for a year because
43:43
I overdid it. I was like, I'm good.
43:45
I was like I
43:47
was like when my mom died, I went to one like right away
43:49
because I was like, yeah, yeah, I was like I
43:51
need to do this, and like it
43:53
didn't uh, it was fine,
43:56
Like it was just nothing ever turned
43:58
over, nothing ever for me.
44:00
And I was like, I'm fucking Sometimes
44:03
I come here and I just cry to some like old
44:05
lady.
44:06
That's why I stopped going. At a certain point, I go, I'm
44:08
not gonna I would am I just gonna sign on here and pay one hundred
44:10
and fifty bucks to cry?
44:11
Yeah, and I gotta go out and like I'm like coming in
44:13
from like to go to Columbus Circle, to the one who
44:15
takes my insurance or whatever.
44:16
Yeah.
44:18
Yeah, So that that kind of shit was like bumming me out.
44:21
And I didn't really mind it at first, but I just didn't like my
44:24
problems weren't fixing any like, like,
44:26
I wasn't like I was already identifying my problems
44:29
and fixing them, Like it just was
44:31
like trudging it, you know. And it
44:33
wasn't on her really, but like I was
44:35
think I was expecting something that was not going to come
44:37
through. And like, now, so I stopped going
44:40
and I've been out for a few years, and I probably should go
44:42
back, but I kind of at this point where like I
44:44
don't want to
44:46
have the problems anymore, but if I can't
44:48
solve them, I want to stop being upset by them,
44:51
like, you know, Like and I found that therapy
44:55
was really more or less just kicking
44:57
the shit out of me with it, like and it was I wasn't
44:59
getting the results I wanted. And maybe I had a few bad
45:03
sessions with like because I tried a few different people, I
45:05
wasn't like I didn't quit, you.
45:07
Know, like, yeah, it's like dating.
45:08
Yeah. I also feel like.
45:11
Upon upon review, I feel
45:13
like a regular therapist isn't
45:16
equipped to handle death unless they've had a lot of
45:18
personal experience with it in the same way like that it's
45:20
specifically a grief counselor would be equipped
45:23
to deal with it. When I researched it more, I was like, I
45:25
probably I ended up getting through it
45:27
like what I need to get through myself through my
45:29
own independent research. But I was like, I think a
45:31
grief counselor probably would have been a lot more helpful
45:34
than a therapist. Yeah, because especially therapress
45:37
my age with a live parents.
45:39
Yes, Like I get slissed.
45:41
I get mad when I have friends who are like ten years older, mean
45:43
that are comments and there I find out their folks are still alive.
45:45
I'm like, why am I getting fucked?
45:46
Yeah?
45:47
Yeah, And I'm like and then I feel like I shouldn't be
45:49
complaining about it in my head, so I.
45:50
Just yeah, then you're on the
45:52
wheel.
45:53
So I definitely should go back to therapy.
45:55
But yeah,
46:05
so that breakup that happened a year
46:07
ago, that's not You're like cool with it.
46:10
I am. We are not cool, but I am
46:12
cool with it. Like what happened?
46:14
What went down? Why did it end?
46:16
Okay? Uh? That
46:22
one time? It
46:24
was everything was like the
46:27
problems were things like.
46:30
She would do this a lot, and she is a good person,
46:32
and I feel like sometimes she still looks.
46:34
At the ship I do.
46:35
I like, what I love when people come on and talk about their axes
46:37
and they go listen not a can't
46:40
stand the site or the voice
46:42
or anything.
46:43
About them, And I don't talk about And yeah, she's
46:45
terribly needy, and I
46:47
would try to make her do things.
46:49
But like you try
46:51
to make her do things, like.
46:53
Like she was like a homebody and like we didn't
46:55
live in the same place, so I'd be like, you need to get
46:57
out because I can't.
46:58
My life is yea, that was.
46:59
Just a sound by then you did clarification for your.
47:01
Own like I
47:06
was like talk like a baby.
47:08
But she would do this thing
47:10
where like she would fuck up like I did plenty
47:12
of the wrong ship so fine, yes
47:15
we will, but like she would do things
47:18
where she like was in the wrong and we would
47:20
get over it, right and I'm talking about
47:22
it like this fucking upset me. I did not like it,
47:25
you know, And then she
47:27
would be like, okay, I'm sorry, you know, she would admit
47:29
that she wasn't the wrong, but then I would have to
47:31
spend like days sometimes
47:33
weeks, like consoling her to make her
47:35
feel better. I
47:39
can't hate it, and I she like
47:41
she is a good person, like but like that is that
47:43
kind of ship that like I was like, you can't
47:45
do this to me because I feel like I'm doing
47:47
something wrong because you got upset about something that
47:50
was you were wrong about.
47:52
Like I like, I can't. This is not gonna work.
47:54
And when we broke up, she
47:56
fucking she gave me both barrels, like she fucking
47:58
unloaded on me.
48:00
Did she like like grievances and stuff with Oh.
48:02
Yeah, yeah,
48:04
I know.
48:07
I know her inner working as well.
48:09
Unfortunately, like I do a bit in the
48:11
new special I'm here promoting the Blue Eyed Mexican on
48:14
YouTube produced by Repressure. Yeah
48:17
okay, yeah out now, but
48:22
it's doing well, but it could do better.
48:23
By the way, when I came here, I was like, it's.
48:25
One of my favorite stand ups. You're definitely
48:27
checking out. You are so funny.
48:29
Thank you fast.
48:30
I got a doss done, like a digital
48:32
dossier done by my agency, Like they found like what
48:35
my digital foot print was, and
48:37
I was always like I knew
48:39
like my audience was fairly male, but
48:42
it was like overly yeah, like overly
48:45
male is what she was. Heavily male,
48:48
slightly it's slightly more likely
48:50
to be college educated than not.
48:52
And it was it was fifty one nine.
48:56
That's interesting the male versus female
48:59
because I was actually just going to add on to that
49:01
that, like, you are not this
49:03
like kind of male
49:06
comedian in quotes that we see so much
49:08
of, And I think that you actually have a lot to
49:10
offer to both men or women in an
49:12
audience, Like I.
49:13
Think I do, but I think I'm exposed to.
49:15
Like your humor appeals to women and women alike.
49:18
Yeah, I think so.
49:18
Yeah, I feel like you have an emotion
49:21
and vulnerability in your act that's lacking from
49:23
a lot of male comedians act that
49:25
that would really resonate with a female audience.
49:27
So that's why we got you on this show.
49:29
Yeah, that's and thank you for having I do.
49:31
But like when I was coming here to do this, I was like, because
49:33
I think women like my act like
49:35
more or less. You know, it's a little more
49:38
like guy focused in ways, but it's not like unrelatable.
49:41
Women can laugh at both.
49:42
The women can also open themselves up to experiences
49:44
of men, something that men are not.
49:46
As great as. That's where some of
49:48
us are working on it.
49:49
Yeah, thank you, we appreciate that
49:51
a lot much. If you could do it fast.
49:55
At our next big meeting a thank you
49:57
actually in the chat for my special and there's a
49:59
lot of good stuff in there for you go. But
50:04
I talked about it and especially was like when she broke
50:07
up with me, she said,
50:09
ship that was so mean.
50:10
I knew she was thinking about it for a while.
50:14
I know exactly what I mean.
50:16
That's an inherently female thing, Like.
50:20
We need for that, like to feel
50:22
like you got them.
50:23
Yeah, because she was like, I
50:26
broke up with her, but
50:30
when.
50:30
She broke up?
50:31
What what like when we I meant to say when we broke
50:33
up, but like I broke up with her,
50:36
but she fucking how very feminine
50:38
eviscerated me, like she called
50:40
because you're like we were. She's she
50:43
literally sent me a text
50:45
like a week before she goes that I she
50:47
goes, she said, I say this, this is me doing
50:50
a little bit of the special. But she goes, she
50:53
goes, she sent me a text and all
50:55
it said was I sent you an email.
50:58
Yeah, and that's.
50:59
Exactly what I say, And there's all this stuff
51:01
in it and uh,
51:04
and I'm like, I need to take some time
51:06
to think about this, and she's like, of course, you
51:08
know, like you need to do that, like
51:10
that's fair, you know, like that Later a lot she was really
51:12
good, but
51:15
then like three days later, I go, hey, we
51:17
should talk and she was like this sounds
51:19
bad and I go like, well it
51:21
is, you know, like yeah, and
51:23
then she like instantly
51:26
stopped being sweet and called me
51:28
switch and just fucking
51:31
of this. Like so she was going to be sweet if she got
51:33
the answer she wanted, but she wasn't going to be mature.
51:34
Like that's she got but hurt. Yeah
51:37
she Wait, the email was the email.
51:39
The email was before after you broke up with.
51:41
The email was before The email was like kind
51:43
of like here we are at the yeah,
51:47
yeah, yeah, this is the bender break.
51:49
We have to both we have to both figure out how we both want
51:51
to pursue. Yeah, and she just and what she put
51:53
on the table you said no to.
51:55
Yes, correct girl.
51:56
Women not good at getting rejected.
51:59
No we need Men aren't no one is.
52:01
I think we don't need againder that men aren't.
52:03
Don't know. I've seen men
52:05
get rejected in public, and I'm
52:08
like, if I was that dude, I would fucking punch
52:10
that chick. But I just have less
52:12
less experience with it, like romantic rejection.
52:15
So I think that's why we sometimes
52:17
act very poorly when
52:19
it is thrust upon us. It's tough.
52:22
It's tough.
52:23
But she called and she just fucking what was what
52:25
was.
52:25
Some of the grievance issues, was like, let's go
52:27
through the hits.
52:28
You're well,
52:30
she said, you don't know how to love anyone, and
52:32
that.
52:33
Feels
52:37
like I feel sorry
52:39
for you.
52:39
You don't know how to love.
52:41
I just I
52:44
went back. But then I was like I went quickly through
52:46
my house.
52:47
Yeah.
52:48
I was like, I've definitely told someone they don't deserve love
52:50
before, so.
52:53
Yeah, I feel sorry for you that you can't.
52:56
You should be able to do these things at
52:58
your age was a phrase that was you.
53:01
Yeah, she's a bit younger
53:03
than me, but not she was. This
53:06
was a year and a half ago. So I was thirty eight
53:08
and she was twenty
53:11
nine, so like still twenties,
53:13
yeah, but and also sheltered.
53:15
She was a little she just she comes from a little bit of
53:17
privilege. So uh, but
53:21
she just fucking blasted and
53:23
what she.
53:24
Was like, and how can you do this? How can you break
53:26
up with me like this?
53:26
And I go the only thing I said, and
53:28
this was thirty minutes of me taking a beating
53:31
thirty minutes, I said barely anything, just
53:34
she just kept going and going. I was like, because
53:36
I knew logically where I knew she would
53:38
be mad, like when I cause when I made my decision,
53:40
I knew what she was kind of gonna
53:43
do. But I was like, she's going to react. She's
53:45
not a bad person. When I fucking
53:47
cried over this, I talked to my buddies about it. I was like, this
53:49
is gonna suck and decision, but
53:52
it was like, you got to do this. It's like going to be awful.
53:54
Yeah, and we're
53:56
proud of you. Man very rarely do the breaking.
53:58
Yes, I'm trying to do a thing that would
54:00
like just be a man like it just like it doesn't exactly.
54:03
Yeah, Like I'm just trying to And it takes a while
54:05
for everyone to learn how to be an adult.
54:07
You don't like it's super manly. Yeah,
54:10
okay, I want Sorry,
54:12
I don't want. I don't know, doesn't
54:15
want to be doesn't
54:17
want to be that people like.
54:18
You want to be in even though people
54:21
are in marriages their whole lives because they don't know
54:23
how to like leave someone, Yeah, and it sucks
54:26
and they're miserable, and it's
54:28
like, it's so like me, like I did this, And then
54:30
the only thing I said the whole.
54:32
Time she was like, how could you break up? What's someone
54:34
like this?
54:34
Which is, by the way, it's not like I took
54:36
her to Paris and dumped under the Eiffel Tower, like
54:41
you know, it was like I tried to think about Yeah,
54:46
I didn't like Ti Facer slam
54:48
a drink out of her hand and walk out.
54:50
Yeah, and then.
54:51
I go And then I just screamed like and
54:54
I don't I'm pretty even
54:56
killed.
54:56
Yeah, you don't have to make excuses, you screamed
54:58
it.
54:58
It's fine.
55:00
On the phone, I was like, if everybody knew how to break up
55:02
with someone, this wouldn't be so goddamn hard.
55:05
And she just like was quiet and like
55:07
a little bit of logic said and she's like I gotta go fuck
55:09
you.
55:11
Then oh man.
55:13
An hour later, oh no.
55:15
She text me like maybe a novel's
55:17
worth of like things that don't
55:19
do right. And then the last thing is the
55:22
last thing is you can text
55:24
her call me if you got I'm done. I don't want to hear anything
55:26
else. And I was like, but if you have something you want to say you
55:28
can sell. That's like her leaving her flag
55:30
up for me to like come talk to
55:32
her.
55:33
Yes, And then I was like, okay, I just
55:35
wrote okay.
55:37
I wrote okay.
55:38
I wrote okay, I'll talk to you when I'm ready to talk to you. Okay.
55:40
That we have not
55:42
talked at all. But then the next day she
55:44
text me, she goes, I hope you're doing okay, And I was like, I'm.
55:46
Trying to try emotionally abusing you.
55:48
I go, I hope you're doing okay too, and she goes, I'm
55:51
not. And this was like the worst
55:53
part. She goes, I'm not doing okay. And then I text back,
55:56
I'm really sorry, but I you know, I'll talk
55:58
to you when I can talk to.
55:59
You, because like that was like that's her.
56:01
That was her move to like to manipulate
56:03
you.
56:03
You have to give me to come back because I tried to break up with her
56:05
once before because and
56:07
we did go through a good patch after, so it wasn't like
56:09
a waste of time.
56:11
But uh, I mean it's I guess it's.
56:13
All wasted time to her, Well, yeah,
56:15
that's the thing. I think women are sold this idea
56:17
of relationships and then the pair
56:19
with the rejection thing of like us, we don't get rejected
56:21
that often, we don't get dump that often. And
56:24
so all of that together is like the perfect storm
56:26
of like a woman losing her ship if she doesn't have
56:28
a sense of self yeah you know.
56:30
Yeah, and she needs it, like she needs to be like
56:32
she needed to think that needs well, she
56:35
needed like me to be her thing,
56:37
like that's the thing she was concerned like I have that,
56:39
like that that was her most
56:42
important thing in her life was me.
56:43
I've seen a comedian boyfriend, which is one of those
56:46
my boyfriends is standup comedian. Yeah,
56:50
we see it all the time.
56:51
Though people like Fieri.
56:54
There's a part of me that's like that is that's
56:57
cool.
56:57
It is it is.
56:58
It's cool to have a boyfriend who's I.
57:00
Do it and it's great to have
57:02
I love so
57:05
sad, but like that
57:08
to me is attractive thing I look for and apart
57:10
like totally, like I
57:13
think that's like people having shit going on is
57:15
like really sexy, like
57:18
and it doesn't mean like, yes, they
57:20
don't have to be writing on private
57:22
jets with jay Z or a more current rappers.
57:25
But like I love when people are like she's
57:27
only with you because you're successful
57:29
and rich and doing amazing things.
57:31
It's like yeah, yes, yeah,
57:34
they have a high standard. Yeah, like they
57:36
might actually like you too, Like the people
57:39
will assault you with things like they're only with you because
57:41
you're like you make money and you're successful and you do cool things
57:43
like yeah, you're good. Why are you talking
57:45
to me then, because I'm a sounds like
57:47
it's the only thing you want to do with me.
57:50
I'm a nice person.
57:51
Too, like that, you know those cave man instincts of like
57:53
you know men straight men like big
57:56
breast because you know, deep down and stinctually
57:58
that tells them that you could feed a baby when
58:00
you have a baby.
58:01
Or I think we're away from that.
58:03
Totally, but I think a woman having
58:05
a career is like or a
58:07
guy or a girl a partner having
58:09
a lot going on for them. You envision
58:11
your future of like, yes, that's
58:13
a fun ass future future
58:16
future. Yeah, that's
58:18
the future. I want to be a part of it.
58:20
But that's true, Like I
58:23
and they don't even really what they have to do is be attempting
58:25
things and doing But like even if it's not like they're
58:27
not killing it, Like where they want.
58:29
To be, but.
58:32
I don't, like I'll be. We're there for you if you
58:34
fail, but you have to make big moves, big,
58:36
make big attempts. I don't care.
58:38
And a big attempt can be like, yeah, it
58:40
doesn't have to be like the sexiest professional
58:42
thing or the sexiest like, but you need
58:44
to be contributing and really trying to do something
58:47
that makes you happy in this world because we're I
58:49
love.
58:49
A niche interest, a niche
58:51
interest, or like a niche career, and you're like, fuck, there's
58:53
yeah, there has.
58:54
To be a person like learning something about somebody.
58:56
Yeah yeah, because when people make big attempts,
58:58
that to me says they that someone they see
59:01
greatness or the potential for greatness within themselves,
59:03
which is extremely important to me. Now it's
59:05
like, how can I see potential in you
59:07
when you can't see potential on you? And so many
59:10
people expect their partner to fucking
59:12
mind this potential out of them, and it's like, no,
59:15
I don't support the potential. I'm not going to fucking
59:17
mine it out of you.
59:18
Though it is also okay when you are
59:20
seventeen or eighteen to like
59:23
be like this person is going to make me happy, you're dumb
59:25
and you still have an idea of like to be
59:27
like this is not no right, but
59:29
and yes, and that's the thing. It's like I'm not fucking
59:33
pulling you all the way across the finish line.
59:35
I just can't do it, you know, Like that's
59:37
not fun.
59:38
You know, like I will, I will do it
59:40
if you are trying to do it yourself, right,
59:43
But that shit's fucking exhausting, man, And
59:45
like if your career, like you guys are obviously
59:48
talented, career minded women who have done what Like That's
59:53
like I don't know why it's hard for men to
59:55
handle that in a relation truly, because
59:57
I like, like if what I
59:59
was dating one of you, and like I got all my own ships, and I'd be like,
1:00:01
fucking cool, go do it, like I will do my ship,
1:00:04
like yeah, and we'll find a time.
1:00:05
But you're saying that as a man who has a lot going for himself
1:00:07
and is like doing cool ship. So I wonder if
1:00:09
that has I wonder if it's the man's insecurity
1:00:12
of them not being where they want to be that
1:00:14
just makes them a bitter bitch.
1:00:15
Yeah, or or a woman, yeah, like
1:00:17
either side of it, If.
1:00:20
You were dating another comedian and like
1:00:23
she had like been in the game less long than you
1:00:25
and then gets a Netflix special and then you don't
1:00:27
have a Netflix special, Like how
1:00:29
are you feeling about she?
1:00:32
Yeah, well, like, as long as they're not funnier
1:00:34
than me, I'll be fine, Like they can
1:00:36
be more successful.
1:00:37
But so okay, so you
1:00:40
well, like I don't know if there is anyone.
1:00:44
Okay, Todd Barry, Yeah, yeah, I'm
1:00:46
definitely moving in that direction.
1:00:48
By the way.
1:00:49
No, I mean, of course I
1:00:51
would. I really would.
1:00:53
I think I mean that would be and that I'm
1:00:56
not that would be an adjustment, Like if somebody
1:00:58
was a funnier person than me and
1:01:00
a more successful person in the same field as me.
1:01:02
I'm not saying that wouldn't come with its own challenges, but
1:01:08
I think it's doable. I think I'm a sensible enough
1:01:10
person to figure it out if I love them that much. But
1:01:12
if not, we're probably going to break up. But it's not
1:01:14
going to be like, it doesn't mean it's a failure
1:01:16
completely as a relationship.
1:01:18
I know, I feel like we got we got a little
1:01:20
cheated by this idea that
1:01:23
a relationship not working is a failure it's like, but
1:01:25
all of them don't work. Yeah, none of them
1:01:27
work, and then one does and then you die.
1:01:29
Yeah, so that's okay, you should put
1:01:31
that on like an anniversary card.
1:01:33
Yeah, I agree.
1:01:33
But I think it's like they're like I look
1:01:35
at like a lot of relationships I've had as
1:01:38
successes, like I.
1:01:39
Learned a lot, which
1:01:43
is the success learning?
1:01:44
Yeah, I think so.
1:01:46
And like most of my ex is still most
1:01:49
of my serious ones, A few of them I
1:01:51
still talk to, and then like one
1:01:54
or two, I know, I'm fine, I just don't talk to them.
1:01:56
Yeah, and then this one is probably
1:01:58
the only one that will never like talk to me.
1:02:00
Yeah, being but hurt is
1:02:02
Yeah, hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.
1:02:04
Yeah, I like wonder if I'll see or something.
1:02:06
I think she'll talk to you when she's older. Yeah,
1:02:09
I think twenty nine is young.
1:02:10
Still, Well she did also,
1:02:16
Uh so I found out later I went to New Orleans
1:02:18
and she was texting my like my buddy
1:02:20
there like pretty quickly after.
1:02:23
And he met nineteen.
1:02:25
Yeah, he chopped it off like I don't know how quickly I.
1:02:28
Hurt your feelings, Shange exactly. Yeah,
1:02:31
she's I'm not saying
1:02:33
she's great. I'm saying I think she'll reach out when she
1:02:35
matures a little bit. But I'm like that move is
1:02:37
like, that's a three year relationship off
1:02:39
of petty because my boyfriend cheated on him. I'm like, I'm going
1:02:41
to date one of your bandmates and I just introduced
1:02:43
myself on my Space and we dated for three years. He
1:02:45
was actually very lovely. That's Petty one.
1:02:47
That guy.
1:02:48
Oh he's lovely. He lived in California
1:02:50
as a musician. This was ages ago. But I'm like,
1:02:52
he's a great guy. It happened to be a great guy.
1:02:54
But Petty is I
1:02:57
can fall in love with somebody. If the
1:02:59
jets behind me is Petty, it's
1:03:02
fucked up. I know it's not I'm not proud. I
1:03:05
know I'm not proud of it. But women, you know
1:03:07
we're not gonna take
1:03:09
you down, but we will emotionally take
1:03:11
you down. Shane, if you piss
1:03:13
us off enough, I definitely have hit hit up
1:03:15
friends of access just to just to
1:03:18
piss them off for sure. Yeah, when the
1:03:20
guy when that's an advantage.
1:03:22
You guys, ladies have over
1:03:24
like y guys.
1:03:27
Yes everyone,
1:03:31
woman, No, that's not true. After I
1:03:33
broke up with an Ax. There was a lot of a
1:03:36
couple of comedian female comedians who didn't
1:03:38
like me try to fuck my accent and hit him up immediately.
1:03:40
No, No, that's not what I'm saying.
1:03:42
What the point I'm trying to make is like, if
1:03:44
I'm dating you and then uh
1:03:48
uh.
1:03:49
You do something shitty's break up with
1:03:51
you?
1:03:51
Yes, like because I like.
1:03:55
Because I feel like you're you're the like the
1:03:59
you think there's a sisterhood or what.
1:04:01
I don't have a round tell each other ship?
1:04:02
Yeah, like you're you're or whatever.
1:04:06
I can see why you're having trouble with the women's
1:04:08
stats. Yes, you know,
1:04:10
we have our period. Every time we get mad, every time a
1:04:12
man pisses us off, we start bleeding. Yeah,
1:04:15
it's all you do it on command?
1:04:16
Really Yeah, well I can't wait and then
1:04:18
I pissed off, Like three or three ladies had their period
1:04:20
on the subway.
1:04:21
Here him
1:04:23
with my backpack when I walked up.
1:04:26
No, have you ever done anything petty like that? Like has
1:04:28
a grid has a woman
1:04:30
ever hurt? Like, what's the shittiest thing
1:04:32
we've ever hurt? Has a woman ever done it? Like, what's the shittiest
1:04:35
thing a woman's onto you. Like
1:04:38
men are capable of some ship man,
1:04:41
so are women. I'm just wondering.
1:04:44
I don't know what like the ship. I don't know how
1:04:46
much score I keep with that stuff. I mean, I definitely have memories
1:04:48
of it, but like I'm
1:04:52
sure, like I don't like one.
1:04:53
Uh.
1:04:56
One time after my dad died, I went
1:04:58
I had dated this woman like right after, which was
1:05:00
like, I put my grief in the relationship
1:05:02
and that's on me.
1:05:04
Uh. And this is one of the women I'm still
1:05:06
actually friends with.
1:05:07
Uh.
1:05:08
She does my website does a good job. Check it out. You
1:05:11
go get the link to the special there.
1:05:14
Blue Eye Mexican. It's Wee Bird Krasher
1:05:16
on YouTube.
1:05:17
Thank you. I just want to make sure we're getting this in. I need
1:05:19
this time.
1:05:19
We do a huge plug at the end door. Oh yeah,
1:05:22
I don't know you've done the show, and we'll
1:05:24
do.
1:05:24
But it was like three years ago but
1:05:31
we broke up.
1:05:32
I had this thing, this like event that was
1:05:34
like my thing in Portland when I still lived there, that
1:05:37
she had nothing to do with. And it was like
1:05:40
five days later and she just showed up to the event because
1:05:42
she was part of like and it wasn't like the meanest
1:05:44
thing, but it's like I was like, this is fucking inconsiderate,
1:05:47
like like you don't need to be here. Yeah, there's
1:05:50
nothing like I'm not excluding
1:05:52
you from anything in our community, like
1:05:55
this is just.
1:05:57
Here for a little bunch of dicks on your face.
1:06:02
But it was also you know, like also like I
1:06:04
think I that being said, I
1:06:08
did not handle that breakup well for like a while.
1:06:10
So really, yeah, I wasn't like yelling
1:06:12
at her.
1:06:13
I wasn't a psycho or anything, but I was just like sad
1:06:15
because I was like drunk and like hadn't
1:06:18
really put my dad's.
1:06:19
Death to bed.
1:06:20
Yeah yeah, and you know like I kind of like,
1:06:22
I don't I say, took it out on her, but I didn't make it
1:06:24
easy on her to be around me and my friends and
1:06:26
she was part of the community.
1:06:28
Yeah, but that happens.
1:06:30
That was like thirteen years ago, so yeah.
1:06:32
You react how you react.
1:06:33
Yeah, So it was like.
1:06:34
Not to make excuses for it, Like I apologize immensely
1:06:36
for it, but like that's kind of the ship.
1:06:37
Like penny moves are just shit.
1:06:39
Like yeah, sometimes they feel good
1:06:41
though, but yeah, yeah, like when someone screws you
1:06:44
over.
1:06:44
You're like, oh, it's like I wish
1:06:46
I sometimes I just want to yell things
1:06:48
at people that are upsetting me and call
1:06:50
them every word I'm not allowed to say,
1:06:52
because I feel like that'll be the only thing that
1:06:55
makes me feel better.
1:06:57
Yeah. Yeah, and then it makes feel worse.
1:06:59
Yeah, but the release feels
1:07:01
good.
1:07:02
It's like, where do you put those feelings? What
1:07:04
do you can just go jerk off? It's not going to go Sometimes
1:07:07
you're in line, you know you can't do that.
1:07:08
I guess I have to go jog like the
1:07:11
worse. Yeah, So
1:07:14
are you dating? I
1:07:17
don't know what I'm doing anymore with these people?
1:07:19
Are you on apps?
1:07:21
No? I don't like. They're not favorable,
1:07:23
Yeah they're not.
1:07:25
They're weird.
1:07:26
Yeah, well, I don't know.
1:07:28
Like when you're in comic, I feel like just yeah, it doesn't
1:07:30
comic just meetings an audience member is much
1:07:32
easier.
1:07:33
But that's not I don't like. I don't pull women like that.
1:07:36
That's not a thing I do.
1:07:37
Yeah, but women will come up to you, I imagine, Yeah,
1:07:39
when we're bold.
1:07:40
Now because they're not as bold, they're
1:07:43
not as bold like I think they're bolder with certain people.
1:07:46
Uh,
1:07:54
but but you you strike me as a man
1:07:56
that a woman can be bold with.
1:07:59
I don't know, Like, yeah,
1:08:01
why I agree with that?
1:08:02
Like what do you what do you give me an example of what do you.
1:08:04
Think if I would flirt with you aggressively,
1:08:06
if I've never met you before and I wanted to flirt with you, I would
1:08:08
just feel very comfortable doing it. I would come up to
1:08:10
your after a show and be like, yeah, you'reant fuck. Yeah, yeah,
1:08:13
you would just say that to someone like
1:08:15
me because you're not. You're not trash, You're
1:08:17
not a trash man.
1:08:18
I come off that way. You think I come off that
1:08:20
way?
1:08:20
You guys have known me for ten years probably, Yeah,
1:08:23
you think I come off that way as
1:08:25
a performer to these women.
1:08:27
Yes, I've seen your act many times. I feel
1:08:29
comfortable doing it.
1:08:30
Yes, that's wild because in my mind,
1:08:32
why how do you think you because I like, you
1:08:35
know whatever, I used to be a fat kid. I'm still a big dude.
1:08:37
Like there's like their self, Yes
1:08:40
they.
1:08:40
Do, Okay, So I don't think no one cares about it. Women
1:08:43
really don't. I don't think I think a
1:08:45
lot of women like fat guys.
1:08:46
Yeah, yeah, and I don't like the biggest
1:08:49
fucking blimp in the world or anything, you know, but like
1:08:51
and then some of it's attractive, you know, like to some people,
1:08:54
but it's it is just like it feels me when
1:08:56
women are hitting on me that aggressively. I almost
1:08:58
feel like I'm being punk.
1:09:00
Men say that all the time. Boyfriends
1:09:02
thought that, and I was like another comic had
1:09:05
to say to him, like Nate McIntosh had to
1:09:07
be like, she's hitting on you
1:09:09
clearer, does she need to make this? And
1:09:13
I was like, why would you think of that? This is not a funny
1:09:15
joke. I literally tell jokes professionally. This isn't
1:09:17
funny. Why would this be a punk?
1:09:18
I don't know. But it's like that's where.
1:09:22
What you think where that means no? But
1:09:24
I also, Shane,
1:09:30
I'm gonna.
1:09:33
Comedian.
1:09:33
I want to guess what I
1:09:35
know.
1:09:35
I'm going to touch Shane's legs. See how quick he
1:09:37
starts to sweat?
1:09:38
Yeah, no, no, no, But it's
1:09:41
like no, but like I have been, you
1:09:44
are not an enemy to women.
1:09:45
No, I don't think so, you know, like not that I
1:09:47
know of.
1:09:48
Yeah, but you
1:09:51
there is a point where like when you're
1:09:53
that guy, you are like friend
1:09:55
zoned so often and then some things
1:09:58
you know, like women will do this to men,
1:10:00
and I don't know if they do it to all men, and men definitely
1:10:03
do it to women too, but I think it happens the other way
1:10:05
more where you like go
1:10:07
to them for like affection
1:10:09
on tap and an emotional like when they're.
1:10:12
With their guy friends all the time.
1:10:13
Yeah, and it's the fucking don't boyfriend.
1:10:14
If you want me to be a boyfriend, you
1:10:17
know, I'll I'll date you or I'll be your boy
1:10:19
but like that ship has happened so much
1:10:21
so if you were you were hitting
1:10:23
on me in a bar after are flirting, in
1:10:25
my mind, it's like, well you need to be like
1:10:28
remarkably clear, like
1:10:30
as opposed to as opposed
1:10:32
to just you
1:10:35
know, with a stranger. It's different, like obviously,
1:10:37
so.
1:10:37
You think some people could just be doing it because they need some attention.
1:10:40
As an
1:10:47
enormous amount to me, like I know, yeah.
1:10:52
This, yeah, nice
1:10:55
asshole. What
1:10:59
it's not easy for me to not be nice, like I'm
1:11:01
I'm found myself.
1:11:02
That wasn't nice. I
1:11:04
just can't be.
1:11:05
Not I'm a southern gentleman's
1:11:08
nature.
1:11:09
No, it's not I don't think, but I know,
1:11:11
but I also I'm trying to learn how to
1:11:14
you know, you know, we're all trying to grow.
1:11:16
However, we need to say some boundaries.
1:11:17
Yeah, but like that sh it sucks, you know.
1:11:19
Like so if like, uh,
1:11:22
you know, we see each other through work, right, So
1:11:24
like I automatically assume, like if one
1:11:27
of you text me or we talk or it's like
1:11:29
it's work for a work yeah, which is fine whatever,
1:11:31
But if then you don't get.
1:11:32
Anything, you up to text yourulators,
1:11:35
yeahalator, I truly
1:11:38
hope both of you text me and you.
1:11:42
Thrill me.
1:11:45
And then and I'll be like, yeah, do you think Brian likes
1:11:47
me? It could be the next thing. But
1:11:50
it's like it's like it get fucks with you.
1:11:51
You know, So I don't know what to do, you know, like you
1:11:54
do have that and I mean what I meant
1:11:57
what I said about the bold, like a woman
1:11:59
could be bold with you. But I also see I
1:12:01
could see there's a couple of guys in my life.
1:12:04
I don't do it too much, but I like sometimes
1:12:06
I'm like I want attension and I flirt with them. Yeah,
1:12:08
I see, and I see I could
1:12:10
see you having that archetype
1:12:13
to you. Women read women
1:12:16
can read a man.
1:12:18
You guys are emotionally instantly. You
1:12:20
guys have like across the board. I
1:12:22
think I have better emotional intelligence reading than
1:12:25
women do.
1:12:25
The men, but like I do these things.
1:12:27
Like So, I was dating
1:12:29
this gal and then we broke up because
1:12:33
she's very pretty, but she kind of ended up
1:12:36
being like what was she washing? And
1:12:38
I just was like, hey, we're not doing this anymore.
1:12:39
Was she washing towards you?
1:12:40
Yeah?
1:12:41
And I was like I'm not doing this and she was like what are you talking
1:12:43
about? And I was like, you're like very hot
1:12:45
and cold and like sometimes it's like it's just suit.
1:12:47
So I'm done.
1:12:48
And she couldn't because you have a backbone.
1:12:50
Yeah, because she could. And she also she
1:12:52
couldn't believe it.
1:12:53
Yeah, hawk, girls, when you were jecting a girl
1:12:56
feeling I can't,
1:12:58
I can't.
1:12:59
Yeah, it was truly
1:13:02
like watching when like TV's used to turn off
1:13:04
and they're like like she couldn't.
1:13:07
She was like bawling her eyes out and
1:13:09
I was like and then she was like I wanna. Then
1:13:13
when I was like leaving town, she was like, did
1:13:15
you make it to the airport yet?
1:13:16
Did you land. I never heard that kind of shit. I
1:13:18
was like yeah.
1:13:20
Then I was like, yeah,
1:13:23
everything's fine. And I was like, you seem like you got a lot more
1:13:25
you want to say, because you're still texting me like
1:13:28
the way you converse.
1:13:29
Here's what I'm doing. I'm gonna give you a week.
1:13:32
If I don't hear from you, I'll text you because
1:13:34
you do seem like yet more you want to say, So think about what you want.
1:13:36
To say, very
1:13:38
sexy and very impressed.
1:13:39
And yes,
1:13:42
and she just goes okay, And
1:13:44
then she texted me and she was like it was a really great time, but
1:13:46
I think something happened. And I was like, what happened?
1:13:49
You know, like we all know, like you like you
1:13:51
got like disinterested, which is like fine.
1:13:53
But I'm not I'm not here for that.
1:13:55
Yeah.
1:13:55
And you were also like dating someone else, which
1:13:58
is also fine. Uh, even
1:14:00
though you asked me not to date other people, which was a little ship. Uh.
1:14:05
Yeah, And I because she thought she she really
1:14:07
does think I'm lucky
1:14:10
to date her, which I was, but she also
1:14:12
is lucky to date me. Like that's how I feel about it,
1:14:14
Like kick that ship down
1:14:16
the fucking road.
1:14:17
I'm not doing that. And that's also something you learn as
1:14:19
you get old.
1:14:20
Both parties should feel lucky to be dating the other party.
1:14:23
Yeah, so like that, So
1:14:25
I just don't and that's
1:14:27
happened, you know, Like and whenever I got something
1:14:29
going on, she she'll reach
1:14:31
out a little bit.
1:14:32
And this happens with other women too, man,
1:14:34
So I like it's like some of them.
1:14:36
I think some of them I think are
1:14:38
good and like don't mean to
1:14:40
be like that, you know, like like and
1:14:43
are just like happy for me because there's some part
1:14:45
of them still loves me and cares.
1:14:46
About it, you know, Like you need to run a tighter ship.
1:14:48
Is what this is revealing.
1:14:51
When you say you're
1:14:54
yeah, that might help. I wore a collared
1:14:56
shirt for you guys.
1:14:56
It's like a better but the
1:14:59
way you you dress, there's nothing wrong
1:15:01
with that. No, it's uh yeah,
1:15:05
I feel like you're painting a rocky Yeah,
1:15:08
you're just you're too nice and you let
1:15:11
people get away with too much until it's too late,
1:15:13
I think. But I will say the boundary
1:15:15
you put on with that hot girl that we were like, hey, you're
1:15:17
being wishy washing them out, and she's like, well he wasn't
1:15:20
that earlier it can be before you've been
1:15:22
pushed out of the relationship emotionally.
1:15:25
She got, so, how do you do it.
1:15:28
Earlier on and not come up like because
1:15:31
it just seemed like a timing thing. Yeah, because
1:15:33
I got to be like, we've been dating for two weeks.
1:15:34
And you haven't worked time to hang out, you
1:15:37
know, like don't text her back like kind of like play
1:15:39
hard to get a little bit, because guys
1:15:41
don't play get the girls.
1:15:43
You have to.
1:15:44
I've seen I have. I have a friend who's like gorgeous,
1:15:46
and I watched the men just like fucking line
1:15:48
up and just do anything you want. You're like, gross,
1:15:51
that's so boring. Yeah, the ones that catch
1:15:53
our interests are like, hey, you know, maybe I'm around next
1:15:55
week. I don't know. And she's like, well, what the fuck?
1:15:57
Yeah, presents a bit of a challenge, and like the thing
1:15:59
is that shouldn't be hard for you. You really do have things
1:16:02
going on.
1:16:02
Yeah, I'm not too worried about it, but it is like
1:16:05
on an app this is how we got here is
1:16:07
also you know, like I think I'm good looking,
1:16:10
but I'm also not.
1:16:10
I'm like, you know, I don't look like uh whoever.
1:16:14
That's a hot piece of ass right now, but
1:16:16
like I don't think about hot guy.
1:16:18
But I also like, you know, like I have this, like I got the beard
1:16:21
and long hair, and I look like, you know, like whatever, you're
1:16:23
tiny, yeah, you
1:16:26
know, and then like those apps are not good for that, so
1:16:28
I don't funk with those, Like it's
1:16:30
really hard. And also a bigger guy on an app does
1:16:32
not get a lot of swipes even if they are.
1:16:35
It's it's true, well that's kind of That's what I'm saying.
1:16:37
I feel like, app, you're going to get someone more than
1:16:39
you deserve. And I feel like if
1:16:41
you yeah, I feel like it's
1:16:44
like you're a comedian who's like really
1:16:46
funny and doing well, Like use
1:16:48
that to get a higher caliber woman.
1:16:50
Yeah, but it's.
1:16:53
It's going well and it's like I'm doing
1:16:55
very well. But like it's good to hear,
1:16:58
you know. I guess I get
1:17:00
weird about it, Like I get weird about represents
1:17:02
how you represent yourself, you know, because I tried to be
1:17:05
pretty candid. I think I think I'm
1:17:07
okay at it. So sometimes I don't want people
1:17:09
to be like, well, you only make six figures,
1:17:11
but it's low six you're like or whatever,
1:17:14
you know, like you don't.
1:17:15
Know how needs know exactly, I don't know what ye
1:17:18
special? That's
1:17:20
cool enough, and your
1:17:22
special is out now to view
1:17:24
on YouTube. It's called Blue Eyed Mexican.
1:17:26
Yes, the Blue Eyed Mexican. Birth thought I wanted it to
1:17:28
be googleable. Yeah,
1:17:31
so Birth thought of that, and I was like, let's do that because I'm
1:17:33
going to call it something like and.
1:17:35
Let's people know how diverse you and how
1:17:37
inclusive bird is.
1:17:38
Yes, you think that's what it is.
1:17:40
Yes, it's very helping bird. Actually, we're onto
1:17:43
you bird.
1:17:47
This is like a lady Leanne
1:17:49
his wife produced it really is
1:17:52
like did you guys
1:17:54
have you guys done her pod and all that.
1:17:56
Kind of it.
1:17:58
She's great, she's wonderful, so cute.
1:18:00
She's the best and she's like I saw her driving Toms
1:18:02
Girl's car online the other day. Was so kind
1:18:05
of car? Does he have like a really nice
1:18:07
you know about cars? It was it was like a
1:18:09
sports car loader the ground.
1:18:12
Like it doesn't have it doesn't have
1:18:14
a pedal. It's got like switches on the steering wheels
1:18:16
and stuff. Yeah, you can switch
1:18:18
gears really fast and stuff.
1:18:20
Yeah, it was pretty neat. Yeah, but like she
1:18:22
came back I amped from that drive.
1:18:23
Yeah, but she's like she's a she put like she
1:18:27
they both produced it, but like LeeAnne really punched
1:18:29
across the finish.
1:18:30
Yeah, it was really sweet.
1:18:31
I loved where she's like special,
1:18:34
Yeah, yeah, I love that. Yeah, but then
1:18:37
put his name on it. Okay, we see you, Burt. Yeah,
1:18:39
but.
1:18:43
It does and like her name is all over the special.
1:18:45
And so yeah yeah, and like she's
1:18:48
lovely. She knows
1:18:51
I love Burt, which is she's been very cool about
1:18:55
podcast. And I was like a couple of years ago be like I have
1:18:57
a crush on Burt, And I was like, I know you has a wife. Sorry,
1:19:00
but like she's like, just chill about it. Also,
1:19:02
I think it's fine to say that you have a crush on someone as long
1:19:04
as you just like don't act on it if they're married.
1:19:06
Yeah, no, I have like yeah, like the crushes
1:19:08
are fine. I think it's no,
1:19:11
it's well, it depends on who
1:19:13
it's with. Sometimes sometimes you have a crush
1:19:15
on someone and they're like I have a crush on you too, and you're like,
1:19:18
well this is I just it's
1:19:20
like an almost perfect shower
1:19:22
tone, like like well,
1:19:24
like when
1:19:27
someone is unavailable and you have a crush on them and
1:19:29
then you find out they have a little crush on you. That
1:19:32
is like that's almost like getting into a hotel
1:19:35
shower and you're like, this is the perfect temperature already,
1:19:37
right right, right's do something disgusting
1:19:40
here.
1:19:40
Yeah, yeah, yeah, let's do it.
1:19:42
Ask stuff. Yeah for sure.
1:19:45
You know my crush is not like that.
1:19:46
No, no, she nice, she's really
1:19:49
nice. I was talking about
1:19:51
you. Actually you're very nice too.
1:19:53
Oh I love
1:19:55
lean.
1:19:57
But yeah, where were we?
1:19:59
Sorry, while we're gonna wrap. Yeah,
1:20:01
we're plugging and wrapping this time. It went by
1:20:04
so fast because it was a lovely conversation. So
1:20:06
the special the Blue Eye Mexican on YouTube
1:20:08
and follow you. I want people to follow you
1:20:10
online so they could see your tour dates because you are so
1:20:13
fucking funny that thank you so enjoyable.
1:20:15
Every time I'm going to show with you, I have to watch you like, which
1:20:17
we're not a lot of shows together, but like.
1:20:19
We're always I see you like you
1:20:21
are on or I am on, like
1:20:24
we are literally like I'm like, thank you so much for
1:20:26
switching spots.
1:20:27
And I have to go to Gotham.
1:20:29
But that's how I see you. Yeah,
1:20:31
and then I don't see her in much. I guess she's just not saw.
1:20:34
There was a while we were on constantly
1:20:37
and they're all bad. Remember we had this, we
1:20:39
had this run of shows where we're just doing tons
1:20:41
of shows together. I did well, No,
1:20:43
it was That's not true.
1:20:47
Literally a lot I do not remember each
1:20:50
other.
1:20:50
I'm trying to get people to watch my specially. I don't want
1:20:52
to hear about how I was on bad.
1:20:54
It was opening for pat your questions
1:20:56
that they don't know comedy. When Oswald
1:20:59
filmed his after his wife had passed
1:21:01
away, were you there in Chicago? No,
1:21:03
at Austin wasn't an Austin or Chicago.
1:21:05
It was in Chicago.
1:21:06
Yeah, I think you were there too. We were there for a festival
1:21:09
that wasn't his special. He was just doing.
1:21:10
He was just he did he take that night?
1:21:12
He did yeah at the at the on was part of the Onion
1:21:14
Festival, and we did that the show in the fancy
1:21:17
Virgin Hotel.
1:21:17
Yeah yeah, yeah. Then why were we saying
1:21:19
it was Chicago because it definitely wasn't Chicago.
1:21:21
It was a hundred because that's where his wife
1:21:23
was from. That's why he shot it there.
1:21:25
So then it wasn't the special that we saw because it was I was
1:21:27
in Texas with Christina with the show's referenced.
1:21:29
Well, then you saw me, That's what I'm saying.
1:21:30
When he shot a special. He shot it at the Anthonyeum
1:21:32
in Chicago. Okay, so maybe you saw
1:21:34
him shoot something else and I was there.
1:21:36
I don't know if it was being shot though, so maybe he just performed
1:21:39
his hour in Austin. Either way, that's
1:21:41
the first time I saw you. You did like twenty minutes
1:21:43
or half hour, and it was just I was like, who the fuck
1:21:45
is this guy? Like your joke writing is so good?
1:21:47
So thank you.
1:21:48
Seriously, guys go watch his special You Are
1:21:50
You Are. If you're not, you're missing out.
1:21:52
Thank you.
1:21:53
It's Shane is a comedian dot com Shane Tors
1:21:55
on all the platforms.
1:21:56
I don't know, it might not be that on you
1:21:59
said it like chorus, So t o r R
1:22:01
E s.
1:22:03
A astrology right
1:22:05
now?
1:22:07
R R E s Yes, Shane Taurus,
1:22:10
the blue Eyed Mexican. I got a podcast with Kyle Kane
1:22:13
called No Accounting for Taste. It's very I
1:22:16
can see why my audience is skewing so heavily. But
1:22:18
when I think about, like who produces my specials?
1:22:21
And but yeah,
1:22:23
I made something and I'm very proud of it. And uh,
1:22:26
there's a lot of different kinds of people who did a lot of
1:22:28
different kinds of work. So I think if
1:22:30
people watch it, they'll will like it. I think I did something pretty
1:22:32
good and it's a little different. It looks different nice,
1:22:34
and it's a shout out a cool little
1:22:36
indie rock club.
1:22:37
It doesn't.
1:22:37
It's yeah, so yeah,
1:22:40
we love genuine.
1:22:42
You can tell because I can't look at the camera when I'm talking about
1:22:44
myself.
1:22:45
It's all good, yea, all right, Thank you so much, Shane,
1:22:47
you.
1:22:47
Guys on the show. Thanks for appreciate you. Nice
1:22:49
to see you.
1:22:50
Check out Blue Eyed Mexican on YouTube.
1:22:52
But this has been Guys We Fucked,
1:22:55
the anti slot shipping podcast. We'll talk to
1:22:57
you next Friday. Guys
1:23:01
We Fucked is presented by Luminary, created
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and hosted by Karn Fisher and Christina
1:23:06
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1:23:08
by Mike Coscarelli. Theme song by
1:23:10
Rob Patterson and Jake Cosen Suck
1:23:12
my wet Ass Pussy Christina
1:23:15
sends to cut that before, but now it's in their Yeah, let's
1:23:17
keep it because.
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