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Hand Me My Purse is a production of iHeart
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Podcasts. So I
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was perusing Fannie Willis's
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Internet. Shout out to motherfucking
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Fannie Willis.
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Anyway, I was perusing Fannie Willis's
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Internet and I read this wonderful
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quote from none other than Auntie
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Nikki Giovanni, and I wanted to start
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the show off with this quote
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to close out Black History
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Month of twenty
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twenty four. Auntie
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Nikki says style has
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a profound meaning to Black Americans.
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If we can't drive, we will
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invent walks, and the
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world will envy the dexterity
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of our feet. If
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we can't have ham, we
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will boil chitterlings, or
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as they say in my community, chitlings.
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If we are given rotten peaches, we
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will make cobblers. If
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given scraps, we will make
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quilts. Take away
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our drums, and we will clap
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our hands. We prove
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the human spirit will prevail.
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We will take what we have to
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make what we need. We
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need confidence in our knowledge
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of who we are. Happy
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Black History Months, friends,
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and kin, I
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can't see the Okay, what's
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up, y'all? Welcome to Hand Me My Purse the podcast.
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I am none other than me Me
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Walker, and I will be your forever host
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each and every single
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time you tune into this podcast. So go
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ahead and get comfortable. Get
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yourself a glass of your favorite beverage.
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Whether that's some freshly pressed,
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fresh pressed carrot juice,
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yuck, yuck aty yuck. I
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cannot stand the taste
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of plain fresh
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pressed carrot juice. But
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if it's some raspberry lemonade
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with a shot of champagne at the top,
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or a nice hot cup of ash Wa
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Ganda and soursop leaf tea
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with honey and lemon to heal your
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body, go light yourself
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a candle, some incense or burn some sage
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and just get ready to chill out and
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do what I call have yourself a good time. What's
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up friends in Kennis? Mee me Resident Anti Supreme
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here and hand me my purse. And today
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I am sipping on some and I'm going to say
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the name the brand. I'm sipping on some
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sand Pellegrino. I got a bottle today
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after I left the gym when I went
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to get my protein heavy lunch,
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and that's what I'm drinking right now. And
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it's not exciting. It's not exotic,
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it's nothing to write home about. It's
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just plain, old, unflavored
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sand pellegrino. And that's
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it. That's all I got. And you know what the message is
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here. Sometimes life is
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not flavored and a
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full of zest and
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excitement. Sometimes life
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can just be simple and it is still
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good enough. And
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it is and it did what it was supposed to
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do. I don't know how exciting
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it was, because I definitely did not
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finish it while I was eating my food. Somehow
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it made it back home with me. But you know what,
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I'm going to finish it before the night's over. And I'm grateful.
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I am grateful that I have something
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to drink. I am grateful that I
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can buy what I want to drink. And
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I am grateful that I have
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access to all different types
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of water, and that's
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clean water, tap water. My
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tap water is relatively clean, sparkling
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water, mineral water, spring
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water, distilled water. I am
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grateful for that and I thank God for that. So
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today I'm grateful for my sam pellegrina
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water that is probably overpriced,
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but it's okay because I'm still grateful that I can afford
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to buy it. Jesus, Jesus Jesus.
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So for today's jam, friends and can,
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I chose a
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classic song in my community. You
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know, this is the last episode for Black
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History Month for twenty twenty four,
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and so let's just be real black, right
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and know the song is not be Real Black for Me by
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ROBERTA. Flack and Donnie Hathaway, Although
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that is an amazing song. I
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chose a song that's very
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uplifting and it makes you feel good and
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that is optimistic by Sounds
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of Blackness. I cannot remember
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if this song has been a jam before. Part
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of me feels like this was a jam before during
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Black History Month. But if it was,
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so what it's gonna be the jam again,
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okay, because this
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is what I'm feeling like, and so this
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is what it's going to be. And so the reason
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that I chose this song is
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because.
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You know, we've been fighting, bowing and still fighting.
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To this day. Well that
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and because it's a wonderful song. It's
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very inspirational and
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like I don't know what else to say about it, like it just
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makes you feel good. And it's one of those songs
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that I don't know about everybody else as
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a black American person. When I hear it,
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it's kind of a reminder for me to just
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in the spirit of my ancestors
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and in the spirit of resilience
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perseverance, to just never
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give up, never give up on myself, never
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give up on my dreams, never
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give up on making my ancestors
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proud of me, never
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giving up on the
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desires of my heart, and living
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a life of once again gratitude
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and positivity.
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Even though life does not always
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issue cards
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that may be
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an automatic winning hand, one
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thing about us is that we are going to find a way
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to win the hand. We're
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gonna find a way, And so this song just reminds
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me of that. It's a beautiful song. And I
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remember a few years ago the little
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boy that was on Blackish, one
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of the twins. He's probably a fundament
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fundamental but fundamental
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and fundamentally is like my new favorite words
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to say on a regular basis. He's fully a grown
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man now, I'm sure. But
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him and his dad were dancing to
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this song and doing like a lot of old school
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hip hop dances, and I'm
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gonna link that in the show notes. I have to find
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it. But the song is
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just positive and it makes you feel good. I
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mean, for God's sake, the name of the song is
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Optimistic, So go ahead
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and listen to it, and then we're gonna get right into the show
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and get into part two of my interview
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with Jonathan McCrory,
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which was amazing. I hope
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you listened to part one already. If not, you
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should probab stop and go back and listen
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to part one so you can prepare yourself for the next
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part of the interview. But
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it was amazing. It was really really good.
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So go ahead and listen to
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Optimistic, and then let's go ahead and
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get into part two of
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the interview.
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Canna
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Jay.
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During your journey after
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you just mentioned you said his name
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was James I James, and you mentioned
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one of the oppos that he faced during
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his journey, and he turned that into something
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else and now look his plays on Broadway.
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Once again, shout out to black people for
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being resilient as fuck. But
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tell me about any obstacles,
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any any additional obstacles, because you told me about
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something that you faced as a child, that
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you have faced during your journey
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once your career started to.
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I just want to and just want to uplift that fat Ham
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is now being is reportedly going
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to be the number one produced play of
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this season after its Broadway
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closure. So it's actually big shout
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out to James for turning that limit.
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And usually
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my listeners, I usually have a soundpad,
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but we were having so many technical issues.
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I was like, I'm not even going to bring anything else.
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In and I am constantly
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utilizing my Jamaican air
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horn sound. So since I don't have it,
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shout out to James,
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I, James and Fat Ham.
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As I talked about so other obstacles,
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I mean, are there are many? Actually?
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In order in order to be the leader that I wanted
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to become, I had to actually start
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to understand, appreciate, and actually
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own or accept my
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dark side. My light in
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Darkseye had to be a part of the conversation.
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So how did that self is real?
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Shadow self is real, and shadow self actually
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dictates, can dictate what happens
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in the light, how the light actually
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is absorbed, how the light is actually appreciated.
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So an obstacle is
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that, I mean it
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is is actually that journey of
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accepting the wholeness of someone and the wholeness
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of myself.
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How have I done that?
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I've done that by going to Landmark Form, going to
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Hoffmann therapy.
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I did Landmark Form years ago,
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years ago.
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I did it right in Virginia.
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Landmark Coffee Therapy.
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They all, they all, will you you are
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the first. I'm taking my glasses
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off. You are the first person to
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mention Landmark form
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to me since I did
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it. And I couldn't even tell you what year it
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was that I did it, and
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I could even afford to do it. One of my cousins
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paid for me to do it because she did it
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and she said, I think this would be good for you, and
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it was.
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I don't even remember much about it because
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I'm the queen of suppression. Like if
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it's not if I'm not using it, then I just
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violet. Yeah, just pilot. But I
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remember it being so like transforming,
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just based on the way that I was processing
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my own path, the way that I processed
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my own pain, the way that I
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processed my own mental chaos,
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the way that I saw my pain
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and saw my trauma. I
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do remember that
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it was very transforming for me in
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that way. And it was also the first time
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that I spoke about those things
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with other people.
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Yeah, and being
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able and one of the One of the key things
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for me was being able to have the conversation
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of dismantling trauma's
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power mm hm and
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like really starting to understand us
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as machines that are
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just always processing things and turning
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things into meaning, but actually everything
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is just in flow, just.
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Happening, happening.
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It's just happening, like like they're like
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like like breakdowns are not because
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you are having breakdowns. Breakdowns are just happening
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because life is breaking, right, and
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like that's just life happening.
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And how you and how.
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You we are that we are from
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Landmark Forum really having a conversation how
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we are So we're skilled playwrights,
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we are skilled authors, we
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are skilled like lyricists
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who like create pins story
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after story after story that
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actually distract from what's actually happening
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in front of us. So like Landmark's really important
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for helping me to really start to dismantle
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that that part.
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When did you do it?
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Oh gosh, I felt like I did it almost close
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to ten years ago.
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Ten years ago. I'm forty four.
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I wonder if I was younger then. I can't even
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remember when I did it.
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Yeah, it was it was like based only ten years
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ago and then I did Hoffman. I did Hoffman
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after that, and.
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Then I found I'm not familiar with Hoffman.
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So Hoffman Hoffman is an institute where
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you basically go in a in
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a space with the forty other strangers
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for a whole week, and the
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whole goal is to the whole premise
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of Hoffman's technology.
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And I use that from a space.
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Of education and pedagogy
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is to lean into
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the theory that love is the highest vibration that the
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world has ever seen.
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Love is the strongest vibration that the world has ever
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seen.
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And if that is the case, love
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is also something that we sometimes
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have a challenge to be in relationship with because
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it is being is either in rebellion
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or in subjugation to how our parents
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love. We are taught how to love versus
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us coming to our own relationship to love.
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So that sounds that sounds
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heavy.
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So the idea of Hoffman is to break that tethering
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to that parental line, yeah,
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and start to come up to your own relationship
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to love. That is, so for
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our entire week, you're not allowed to You have
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your set meals, no kind of
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narcotics like, no drugs, no anything
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you're with forty strangers, and
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you're you're put into pods.
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You're you are your your name
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is your childhood name, not your real name, so
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they call your childhood name the entire week.
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You're not allowed to say your full name until like the very
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end, and you're just
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you go you you, and you're and you're with
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a therapy. You have a therapist as your
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guide through it. You go through visualizations
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and you and you eat this food and you eat like really
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great food. Actually I love the food of Hoffman.
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And you're on and and you're and you're isolated,
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no cell phone, no computer, no anything
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for a week for the whole and
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then and then at the very end of it, at the very
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end of it, at graduation, you finally get to tell people
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what you do. You finally get
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to tell people who you are. But
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before then, you're not supposed to talk about what you do
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or who you are. You're supposed to have you're supposed to basically
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stick.
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To the work. M HM.
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And
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And I have to say that it was one of the most profound moments
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of one of my of my life, Like it
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was number one. I learned what silence
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actually sounds like. I
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had a very hard time coming back to New York. I
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feel like I could hear everything, everything,
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Everything was a distraction. I almost thought
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I was gonna I Like they say, do not make any
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drastic moves for the first three
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or four months. So don't divorce, don't
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divorce, don't quit your job, don't
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make any major moves for the first three
15:48
months, because.
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You're just you.
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Because the thing that had happened is that I had transformed,
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but the world around me doesn't, had not, and
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I had to meet the world with who I
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was, and I had to come to place where
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it was Yeah, how to find what balance
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is, which is what
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which is?
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Which is what anything is? Right? Like even
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in this moment, I'm I'm changing.
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In this moment in conversation with you, I
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am in a moment of actually my
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my molecules are having a different conversation
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than what they were having before our convers before
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we talk. However, the world is still existing
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in the same kind of systems that
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I might find oppressive. When I turn on my phone,
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right, and the question is how do I meet
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How do I meet that with the same energy?
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Right, not run away from it, not not
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turn it, not act like it's not happening, right, but
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I actually could allow for this
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to be a part of the diamond making process
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that allows me to shine in those other
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areas so that their solution building
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that can happen, or there is advocacy that
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can happen, or there is just an awareness
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that is happening, right that
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that that that like that like the two
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are synonymous and the two are needed to happen.
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So so that's a little bit I mean, that's
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a little bit of like, well, some obstacles want
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some more obstacles. I mean another obstacle was
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just that I was really young when I started. I was twenty
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four, So like,
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at twenty four, I became the artistic leader
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of a forty five year old organization.
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That's a lot if.
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You're if you can imagine where you were at the age of
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twenty four.
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I couldn't even lead myself.
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So it's like there's a whole conversation
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happening at that age for me, where
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like I'm having to talk about budget.
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I'm not even talking about salaries. I'm not talking about
17:29
quick keeping the lights on, turning on the doors. And yes
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it's with a group of people, but I'm holding a
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very prominent seat inside of.
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With that group of people.
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And so there's there's a part of me that's having to
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grow up extremely fast an extremely
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small clique, and that part of me is
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having to grow up pretty quickly.
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There's an innocence that goes away.
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Yeah, and so there so for
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me like maybe four or
17:52
five years, after like four or five years
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and I was like, oh, I need to get reckless
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again, right, and reckless not from the definition
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of like what everyone defines reckless
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to be, but my own definition of reckless. And that might
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mean that, like I have a meeting tomorrow
18:05
morning at eight o'clock in the morning, but i' musa
18:07
stay out at this club until five am
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because and that's reckless.
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Now I'm because I'm still twenty four.
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But I'm still because I'm exploring I'm
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exploring twenty four inside of me that
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needed to have the space.
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Absolutely because who wants to become forty
18:22
four and have regrets that I was so
18:24
focused on my position
18:27
at MBT that I didn't get
18:29
to enjoy being twenty four. Now that I'm
18:31
forty four, I probably don't
18:33
want to go back and do the things that I wanted to do when I was
18:35
twenty four, But unfortunately, some
18:37
people will go back and regress. Exactly,
18:40
I'm gonna go out and stay out all night and do a
18:42
lot of drugs and do a lot of drinking, and
18:44
it's like it don't hit the same when you forget
18:46
for and then the
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the other.
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The other part of it is that how do I define it
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for my body today? Yes,
18:54
and how I find it for my body today actually
18:56
allows for me to grow in a
18:58
deeper understanding of how to be more whole.
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And also not to blame
19:04
the gift like
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NBTS. I love that NBT
19:10
amen come out now, and so I have
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to be able. I have to be able to have a conversation with
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the gift that is not distracted by
19:16
the regret.
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M you on here, I'm
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dropping some dimes, Jonathan
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McCrory. I'm
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listening.
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Like you said, I'm not the same as I was twenty
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five seconds ago. Don't
19:30
blame the gift, Okay, all right?
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I love that. And also I'm I want
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to know about this Hoffman stuff, So before this
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is over, when the recording is done, I
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want some information because this sounds exciting,
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this sounds like I love a good healing
19:44
journe I love anything that adds.
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To my healing.
19:49
I want to do it, share
19:51
all of the things, because when we are healed
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and the people around us, the people around
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us are then healed. So
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you talked about some of your obstacles as
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a black man, right or
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as a black person. I should just say, just
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period, do you feel like you
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were heavily
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supported by your community in your choice
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to do theater? I can kind of assume because
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like you were young and you walked right into
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a forty forty five year old
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established program
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or support.
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Differently, did you.
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Feel supported then your
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community?
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Okay?
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At times? At times
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I don't.
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Okay, even's to this day you don't.
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Yeah, But that's because I'm not everyone's cup of tea.
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Absolutely I wasn't.
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I wasn't crafted to be everyone's cup of tea.
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No, I was crafted to be some Yeah,
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And as you ascend, there
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will be people that
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just it's just what happens. People who
20:56
starts to not to start to pick
20:58
at the ways of which your ascension
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deflates there and like
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you may not now be like what I'm
21:06
starting when I'm really starting to center and learn is
21:08
that my intent doesn't mean
21:10
that the impact hits differently.
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Intention versus impact. I talk about it all
21:15
the time, my intention. I'm an educator,
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So if we talk about that all
21:20
the time, your intention, which
21:22
you intend to share with
21:24
these children and to communicate
21:26
to their families, is
21:30
one thing. But how they receive it, how
21:32
they makes them feel, how
21:34
they are impacted by the words the actions
21:37
are two totally different things. What does support
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look like for you? If you could,
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if you if you could live in a world
21:44
or exists in a space where you
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always felt like you were supported
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by your community? And I was
21:51
specifically talking about your community.
21:54
And when I say your community, I'm talking about
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black your community, my community, black people.
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No, No, I mean what does that look like for you?
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Well, I mean on one level, I want to say, spiritually,
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I feel so supportive. I feel girded
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and grounded, right, I feel ancestrally
22:09
and inside the physical I feel like.
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Bam good, Yeah covered
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locked.
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That's your lockdown, spirit gods
22:18
locking it down.
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Just because I grew.
22:20
Up in a Pentecostal church, don't think I don't know no stuff,
22:23
because I.
22:23
Know I got me pull apex on, right.
22:25
I know a little bit of things come on a little bit of
22:27
that.
22:28
I'm at the apex. I'm at the apex.
22:31
I know the things
22:35
they got me, they got.
22:36
You, and
22:39
what I will say, what I will say from
22:41
from the when you start talking about
22:43
I think sometimes there's a crabs in a barrel mentality
22:46
that happens and thinking, and I
22:48
think in those moments I
22:51
think that we suffer from And
22:53
I'm happy to be drawn in the mat and actually
22:56
have a conversation with whoever who's
22:58
listening. This might be like, Yo, you actually did, You're
23:00
actually not the You're not practically what you preach.
23:03
But I'm happy to happy to always be in
23:05
conversation around how to be a better human or
23:07
how to be a more equitable human with the words I
23:10
say. I think that sometimes when other
23:12
people ascend, we have a we have a desire
23:14
to always pull some people back
23:16
down.
23:17
Absolutely, crabs in umbarrel.
23:19
Mentality of it all is
23:21
what I think we suffer from, even if
23:23
someone in ten is not to be that, but the impact
23:26
feels that way because
23:28
society works in a different way
23:30
than I think, we as a culture sometimes
23:32
operate right. Society says there only
23:34
can be one society.
23:36
Also, also, I think
23:38
that when you think. I always draw things
23:40
back to slavery, like we
23:43
were brought here and systems
23:45
were created for us to be
23:47
that way. And that's not to say I'm blaming
23:49
the white man or you know, because it's not really about
23:51
that, but it is about systems
23:54
were created so that certain
23:57
outcomes were present
24:00
so that hope for me. The
24:02
concept of the overseer, the black
24:05
overseer, is the is the
24:07
root of the
24:09
crabs in a barrel mentality. The concept
24:12
of the house negro and the field negro
24:15
is at the root of the crabs in a barrel
24:17
mentality because there's always somebody
24:20
that holds a higher position in our
24:22
communities or in that situation
24:24
or in those spaces, and it's like if
24:26
they weren't there one maybe I could be
24:28
there. But also that
24:30
person that is there oftentimes
24:32
think that they're you know, they it's
24:35
presented that they think that they're better and that they're looking
24:37
down on everybody else. But
24:40
just because I arrived, whatever the fuck
24:43
that means, or just because I may ascend,
24:45
I love that you said that. Just because I ascend
24:48
doesn't mean that you are beneath me. Because
24:50
you may be ascended or ascending
24:52
in another way, you may be great
24:54
in another way. I had an episode recently where I
24:57
talked about competition in the root
24:59
of competition is really based in
25:01
insecurity and low self worth,
25:04
and because I don't need
25:06
to compete with anybody else, because
25:08
no one on this planet can compete
25:10
with me me. Nobody. Nobody's
25:13
gonna breathe like me, walk like me, talk
25:15
like me. Nobody nobody
25:17
can compete with you. And not because of
25:19
what you have done. It's really
25:22
just about your entire existence.
25:24
People, and you are crafted for a very particular
25:26
We're both crafted for a very particular
25:29
use yep, and actually have
25:32
a very particular algorithm
25:34
that is fit to our destiny and
25:36
the quest. And the thing is that we always
25:39
we get distracted by the noise
25:41
around us and not centered in that. In
25:43
that promisory note that like that,
25:45
like your sound, to your point was
25:48
is solely your sound, and also
25:50
that like the indigenous
25:52
aspect of it, which is against Western capitalism,
25:55
is that my goal
25:58
is to bring us all up, not just.
26:00
Testing me up.
26:14
Yes, I'm not an overseer. I'm not allow
26:17
me to ascend so that I can turn. It
26:19
reminds me of this book that my grandmother bought me
26:21
I May she rests when I was a
26:23
little girl, and I wish I could find this book. It's
26:25
probably nine million dollars now called
26:28
The People Could Fly. And
26:31
remember that book.
26:31
I don't know how old you are, but I'm forty four.
26:34
Yeah, I remember that book.
26:35
And so on the book there
26:37
on the cover there were all of these black
26:40
people like flying in the air. And
26:42
it makes me think of just
26:46
because we're flying in the air or people are flying
26:48
in the air, it does not mean that they're not gonna
26:51
come to where you are and scoop
26:53
you up so you can fly with us. And just because
26:55
you are down on the ground and we are
26:58
in the air, it does not mean that we
27:00
are better and better than you or anybody is
27:02
better than you. Because we're gonna if you give us
27:04
a moment, we're gonna come down and we're
27:06
gonna get you, and we're gonna scoop you up so you can fly
27:08
with us. That's what Harriet Tubman did.
27:11
Yeah.
27:11
And also I would just say I would just lay this down.
27:13
Maybe you weren't meant to fly right.
27:16
And like because because because the
27:18
higher, the the the
27:21
the.
27:21
Collegey in order for the ecosystem
27:24
to work, people have to also
27:26
stay in the lane in which they were crafted to be in.
27:29
Yeah, people don't want to soak that up
27:31
though. No, everybody's not meant to be And
27:33
I hate to bring her into it, but you know,
27:35
she's always in conversations when
27:38
people talk about this kind of thing.
27:40
Everybody can't be Beyonce.
27:42
No, no, but like but.
27:43
Like also but also the question, my question would always.
27:45
Be ever anybody doesn't want to be Beyonce
27:48
either, because to actually be
27:50
Beyonce, you're actually talking about
27:52
close to thirty years of a story
27:55
that you know nothing.
27:57
Nope, No, And that's why
27:59
I think when all of the things came out about
28:01
you know, jay z cheating, people like, oh,
28:04
no, she is no different
28:06
than you and I. She's a human being and
28:09
he is a human being as well. She
28:11
just puts in a lot of hard
28:13
work. And also I find when people
28:16
do that crabs in a barrel thing or assume that
28:18
people are better than them, or compare
28:20
and compete the people
28:22
who you assume are flying or who
28:25
are ascending. Do you want
28:27
to do the work that they do? No,
28:29
it takes a lot. It takes a lot of work
28:31
to fly yeah.
28:33
And some people are born with wings, and
28:35
some people are born with rocket shoes,
28:38
and some people and.
28:39
It makes sometimes and it makes some sometimes
28:41
wonder do folks do folks actually do
28:43
folks actually? Because her documentaries that she's
28:45
been doing, she gives
28:48
you a glimpse into the laker and to
28:50
the labor that she has to till and pour
28:52
in, And I sometimes wonder, do you actually
28:54
listen to that rigor do people actually
28:56
listen to that that tilling that she has to
28:58
do.
28:59
I'm glad she did it. I've
29:01
never been like a super Beyonce
29:03
fan, but I really like
29:06
fell in love with the energy
29:09
of her work a
29:11
long time ago. Her work
29:14
ethic is unmatched, It's
29:16
unmatched. The only person I can imagine
29:19
came close is Michael Jackson, and
29:22
they're both virgos. It makes sense
29:25
a prince well, but
29:27
see, you know what the difference is with Prince and
29:29
Michael Jackson and Beyonce. Prince
29:32
he was born flying? Yeah
29:36
he if you if you pay
29:38
attention to the artists,
29:40
right, because I too am a creative prince
29:43
was born with gifts.
29:46
Right.
29:47
Beyonce has crafted this
29:50
persona in this energy for thirty something
29:52
years Michael Jackson had to work.
29:54
Joe Jackson treated them like field hands.
29:57
You're gonna work, We're gonna practice around the clock.
30:00
Jackson created that
30:02
work ethic and that energy. Prince
30:04
wake up when he was nine.
30:07
Stevie Wonder is another one. He's blind,
30:09
but he a phenom.
30:12
Prince and Stevie
30:14
Wonder, in my mind, they're just and
30:16
I love when this does it.
30:18
I don't understand. Did you see those balloons?
30:20
It freaks me. I hoped my producers.
30:23
We laugh about it all the time. But for
30:25
some reason, when I do like this, like the
30:27
balloons come up in Zoom or Riverside, But anyway,
30:30
Prince Stevie Wonder, I would even
30:32
think it was somebody else I just thought of, Like,
30:35
I just feel like they just wake up and their
30:38
gifts were there. But the
30:41
reason that I respect Michael Jackson and
30:43
Beyonce so much, and not that I don't respect
30:45
Prince and Stevie Wonder, because they are
30:48
absolutely my faves, because there's
30:50
a little bit of soul
30:54
energy in their work that is
30:57
in no shade to Beyonce, heir Michael Jackson
30:59
that it's not necessarily in their
31:02
works. It's a to
31:05
me it's it's palatable almost with
31:07
seeming when they're in prints, it's it's soul
31:09
energy in their work that
31:11
tells me that it's a it's
31:14
difficult, you get what I'm saying, and the creative
31:16
deal. And so I think
31:18
that people don't want to do the work
31:20
it takes to even
31:22
be one eighty eighth
31:25
of who Beyonce is. That's a lot
31:27
of work, that's a lot of sacrifice,
31:29
that's a lot of pushing through pain. People
31:32
don't even want to go to work when
31:35
they have a cold, but
31:37
you want to fly. That's not how it works.
31:40
No, that's not how it works.
31:41
That's not how it works.
31:42
And the and the trick
31:45
of the bag is that they make it look that way,
31:47
but that is not how it works.
31:48
No. And and like you said, I'm glad that she
31:50
did or that she's starting to put
31:53
this these behind
31:55
the scenes stories out so that people can see, like
31:57
this shit ain't no cake walk. What.
32:00
I gotta take my kids around.
32:01
I gotta be a mom, I gotta be a wife, I
32:03
gotta be a friend, I have to be a daughter, I have to be
32:05
a business woman. And she shows that
32:07
even though I am these things, and it has been thirty
32:09
years, and I'm really good at it as a black
32:12
woman. People still play with me, still
32:14
try to play with me. Do you really
32:16
want like, I you know my thing with people?
32:19
Do you really want that? Like? Are
32:21
you really kidded out to handle that? Or
32:25
are you gonna want to fight? You
32:27
know you're gonna want to slap the shit out of somebody
32:29
who tries to I'm Beyonce. No Carter,
32:32
No, you can't do that.
32:34
No, no, no,
32:36
no, no.
32:37
No no, Because that's why some of
32:39
your favorite performers never
32:41
made it, because no, they cannot temper
32:43
that energy.
32:44
The skill and the craft to be able
32:47
to work.
32:48
It's amazing.
32:48
A dominant space is kind of profound.
32:51
And now I am a stone cold Beyonce
32:54
fan, not necessarily be hive, but
32:57
I'm adjacent. I got
32:59
really into this Renaissance thing. Listen, I
33:02
don't know what it is. A gay man that lives deep
33:04
inside of me was like embrace
33:06
it.
33:08
Was actually it was actually really dope about the Renaissance
33:11
album and connection to NBT is that Doctor
33:14
Tear is actually in the Alien Superstar.
33:16
That is the moment on Alien
33:19
Superstar, the person who's speaking at the very tail
33:21
end.
33:21
That's doctor Barbaran tire.
33:22
That's I love that, you know what. Look
33:24
at God working it out for me and bringing this
33:26
full circle for me because Alien Superstar
33:29
is my jazz thing and
33:32
it is like my life theme, like
33:35
I am one of one, I am
33:38
number one, the only one. My
33:40
best friend had a birthday party and it was Beyonce
33:42
thing. We went to this club thing. It was called
33:44
Club Beyonce where they played Beyonce all night
33:47
and so all of the
33:49
girls that went to the party were dressed like
33:51
variations of Beyonce from like music
33:53
videos. Shout out to my best friend
33:55
who just turned forty four birthday,
33:58
Crystal time
34:00
this airs, it will be way after her birthday. But anyway,
34:02
we went to this party, and you
34:05
know, people were dressed as Beyonce
34:07
from the Kiddikat video from
34:10
Black Is King. Somebody
34:13
dressed as her on Renaissance where she had
34:15
that costume with the hands.
34:18
Everybody was dressed up as a variation of
34:20
a Beyonce where you've seen her.
34:22
I dressed up as Alien Superstar. I'm
34:24
going to send you the picture email. Yes,
34:27
listen, I was. I was there for the
34:30
whole thing. I was an Alien
34:32
superstar. But anyway, enough about Beyonce and
34:34
Renaissance. But that's awesome to know that.
34:36
Tell me her last name again, because I always want to say,
34:40
and Tier. I always want to say a Tillier doctor.
34:43
And Tier was the one speaking at the
34:45
end of the Is
34:48
it the one where she says we walk a certain
34:50
way, we talk a certain way. I
34:52
love that. You just made my black
34:55
ass day. Okay, you
34:57
just made my day. And I'm gonna listen to
34:59
it as soon this is done and say, I know who
35:01
that is, guys, because I always wondered
35:03
who it was and I thought maybe it was
35:05
best Anne Hardison.
35:07
Oh no, no, no, no, no, it's no, no, it's
35:09
doctor. It's doctor Barbaras.
35:10
I just made that up in my brain. Hey.
35:12
Hey, that's also like something
35:14
she would say. He's also a legend.
35:16
Ago I'm
35:18
I'm I'm so excited about that. I
35:21
wonder if her to be
35:23
on her family. Yes, she's also, I
35:25
was gonna say, because she's also notorious for not
35:28
doing.
35:28
No she actually she actually she
35:30
she she did it right.
35:31
No, no, she should family.
35:34
She made sure like yeah,
35:36
no, no, no, it's actually quite it's quite gorgeous.
35:39
Uh, gorgeous
35:41
story of like amplification and
35:43
also like replenishing right.
35:46
I love them and making sure and making
35:48
sure that this this source
35:50
that she's utilizing is actually being
35:54
able to, like you know, benefit her
35:57
future generations.
35:58
Absolutely give back as
36:01
you as you take. Make
36:03
sure, yes, take with
36:05
your right, but make sure you replenished with
36:08
your left. Yeah, that's that's how it should
36:10
be. Tell
36:23
me about enough about Beyonce.
36:26
She gets a lot of press every episode
36:28
of this show. I have a song
36:30
which is like Mimi's jam. This
36:32
episode's jam will be Alien
36:35
Superstar. Definitely. Definitely
36:40
tell me about some highlights
36:42
from mbt's twenty twenty three
36:44
and highlights for you for twenty twenty three.
36:47
Told me Fathham was on Broadway.
36:49
That's I'm becoming a being
36:51
Tony nominated.
36:52
Uh.
36:54
Fadham also getting
36:56
an Emmy nomination from a.
36:57
Film that that I hoped to
37:00
douce and create called The Roll call the Rooster Strange
37:02
Fruit that is on PBS.
37:05
Another highlight is being
37:10
being able to What are some other
37:12
highlights?
37:13
Oh my gosh, I can't.
37:14
I can't think about all of them. I mean, I
37:16
mean, you know, at one moment, at one.
37:18
Point we had we we this
37:20
year, we've had three shows that are critics picks
37:23
New York Times critics Pick.
37:25
The New York Times critics.
37:26
Pick is a high honor that a
37:28
show can get in the New York City market. It's
37:32
it's something where the critics of The New York
37:34
Times are dubbing in as a
37:37
as a significant work for the
37:39
community or the tri state area and
37:41
even the country, because New York Times is the national
37:43
publication to be able to pit
37:45
pat into a witness.
37:46
And the three shows that we.
37:47
Had were fat Ham, Proly Victorious
37:50
and then also Pray. These
37:53
are all three shows, and what's beautiful
37:55
is that two of them are on Broadway and then one of them is our off
37:57
Broadway show. And having the off Broadway
37:59
show get that acknowledgement was really dope.
38:04
I will say.
38:05
Another another huge was being able
38:07
to do our topping out ceremony for our
38:10
topping topping off topping out ceremony
38:12
for our new building, and
38:15
being able to walk through that building and be able to witness
38:17
other people like be able to uh
38:19
see it in its raw form and now knowing
38:21
that from that raw form it's going to now give bricks
38:23
and windows and get the lighting and the other stuff.
38:26
Being able to share the
38:28
vision has also been quite as a highlight.
38:33
Being able to I
38:36
think another major highlight of
38:38
the year.
38:40
Uh, it's just I
38:42
mean, I honestly will say, is like being
38:45
able to take this moment to be reflective,
38:48
Uh, to be grateful and be and
38:51
I actually sit in a space of deep gratitude
38:53
for the year that's coming up, because
38:56
next year feels like it's going to be another one of those
38:58
abundant years, profound years
39:00
for for National Black Theater for me personally,
39:03
and that feels deeply exciting.
39:06
It's one of those moments.
39:08
I mean, one of my biggest highlights of this of
39:10
this year has been there was a stint
39:12
from September to December where every
39:15
week it felt like it was a major week, like
39:17
major things were happening, major accomplishments
39:20
were happening, and it just was like, at some point
39:22
you start.
39:22
To get numb to it.
39:24
And what I what I want to always
39:27
do is not get numbed because because
39:30
it's just like that that stretch
39:32
may never happen again again.
39:34
No, it also and also.
39:35
It will though hey, but it will,
39:38
and if it does that that is
39:40
the will of all this that are necessary,
39:42
and so is Shelby,
39:45
and.
39:46
Yes it is.
39:47
And also and also like
39:50
I want to be able to honor that pinch
39:52
me moment, right, and be able to honor
39:54
the gratitude or that pinch me moment, because
39:57
it is from that gratitude that to
40:00
your point, the next one will happen, absolutely
40:03
and it will keep on just ascending. So I will
40:05
say those are some highlights from the year. Being
40:07
able just to kind of be my mind being blown
40:10
in multiple different ways.
40:11
I love that for you.
40:12
And then also be able to walk
40:15
into a new year having two shows
40:17
on Broadway, being a Tony nominated
40:19
and Emmy nominated in the same year, and
40:21
then knowing that I'm going into a year
40:23
where there's another major production that
40:25
we're producing in June
40:28
called The Gathering, and being able to feel
40:30
the excitement for that.
40:32
That is awesome. I have a question, what's your sign?
40:35
Pisces?
40:36
What's your three?
40:37
All I know is Pisces.
40:39
Oh okay, you.
40:40
Just know that you're all right, I got it.
40:42
You just know that you're Pisces. It's
40:46
funny you mentioned gratitude. I talk about gratitude
40:48
constantly on this show because I
40:50
want people, particularly black people,
40:53
to understand that like
40:55
we only get you only get
40:57
blessed by being grateful for your
40:59
blessings. And that is that is the work
41:01
of our ancestors, and it should be in our bone.
41:04
Marror. You know, there's no way that
41:06
we made it. First of all, I
41:10
always say that the fact that we are
41:12
the descendants of the people who made
41:14
it through the Middle Passage,
41:18
that alone should tell you enough about who you
41:20
come from. Right, You've got to be
41:22
grateful for everything, even if it's grateful
41:24
that you like your nails. If you're grateful
41:27
that your plants are thriving. If one
41:29
plant dies, okay, sorry plant,
41:31
but guess what the other ones are alive
41:33
and I can maybe get another
41:35
plant. I'm grateful that my eyes are open. I'm
41:37
grateful that I can see, just grateful
41:39
for any and everything. Is
41:42
that is how you are blessed.
41:44
And just and just also just also uplift
41:47
that like that like
41:49
what we what we call death is a
41:51
return of the energy in a different form, right,
41:53
and it's energy actually maturing and actually
41:56
manifesting. And like what what is also
41:58
what is also of when thinking
42:00
when thinking about even those even
42:02
those rough moments, it's just like, how
42:06
how do we how not be Pollyanna
42:08
about it?
42:08
We need to honor it, But how.
42:10
Does grief actually transform into
42:12
deep senses of gratitude and how does
42:14
grief actually give us the space
42:16
to imagine ourselves differently? There's
42:19
this beautiful Instagram posts talking about
42:21
how we get upset
42:23
or we get or upset and this
42:25
shows up in our body, with our with
42:27
our loved ones and people that we're connected with because
42:30
we are grieving the fact that someone has transformed
42:33
or changed and we're sore and
42:35
we're we wanted them to stay the same.
42:37
Yeah, and and and my thing.
42:39
Is that like I would rather I would rather
42:42
go through that grieving process and see someone
42:44
go through a space of transformation than for us
42:46
to actually be stuck and stagnant in
42:48
our in our in our way of being or
42:50
a way of our way of doing. And that is
42:52
leading me into this talking about just a
42:55
little bit and some things I didn't actually
42:57
talk about that want to uplift. As far as gratitude,
43:00
one is grateful for this
43:02
year, the State Department of New
43:06
York City State was able to grant MBT ten
43:08
million dollars this past year for our
43:10
new buildings, so like that was major
43:12
and also the City of New York was
43:15
ultimately gave us about twenty twenty
43:18
five twenty six million dollars for
43:21
the new building. So like, in total we've been able
43:23
to raise about fifty three fifty four million
43:25
dollars. That's an eight million dollars capital
43:28
campaign. And
43:30
so to be over halfway the finish
43:33
line and having the city and the state
43:35
be the deep investors, it's only saying
43:38
that we are meant to be here and
43:40
this is meant to happen, So really want to
43:42
really want to uplift and give gratitude for that.
43:44
And then yeah, and then
43:46
I'm.
43:46
Just excited to talk about what's happening in twenty twenty
43:48
four and what MBT is planning to do in twenty twenty
43:51
four.
43:51
It also says that the
43:53
state and the city recognize and respect
43:56
the work that has been done over
44:00
the work that has come out from MBT
44:03
since nineteen Yeah. Today,
44:05
that's amazing, that is amazing.
44:07
Yeah, I mean the pandemic, I mean during I mean
44:10
even before the pandemic, we were critical
44:12
to community. But during the pandemic, the
44:16
CEO Shaty Liftcad myself. MBT
44:19
in general found ourselves in
44:21
the states of deep advocacy, helping communities,
44:24
organizations really being able
44:27
to find the resources that they need. Shot
44:29
A helped to build the culture at three,
44:31
which was a deep resource inside the cultural
44:33
sector. So and
44:36
so like these kind of moments of
44:38
pouring again, we gave
44:40
a lot, and in giving, the city
44:43
and the state are pouring back in for that
44:45
time and that commitment that was able to be given.
44:48
I think that's awesome.
44:49
So tell us about
44:52
what you're excited about for
44:54
twenty twenty four.
44:55
So, I mean, one of the great things that I'm
44:57
really excited about for twenty twenty four is that in
45:00
June one, we will be in the DMV
45:03
area, will be at the Candy Center. National
45:05
Black Theater has a partnership with
45:07
the Candy Center called We're Conflux
45:09
Partners.
45:10
What does that mean?
45:11
That means that for the past year we have been helping
45:13
to cultivate programmatic offerings
45:16
for a week long exploration
45:18
that will happen happen the
45:21
week of May twenty, right
45:23
after after Labor Day weekend
45:27
May twenty seven or
45:29
May yeah, May twenty the week of
45:31
May twenty six to June to June second,
45:34
there will be a series of programs happening
45:36
at throughout the various parts of the Candy
45:38
Center themed
45:40
the Gathering a Space for
45:43
Narrative Change. We will
45:45
be looking at the ways in which black and brown bodies
45:47
have helped to generate different kinds of narrative
45:49
and different kinds of resources inside of this community,
45:51
inside of this country. And
45:54
it will be all centered around uplifting a
45:56
signature event called The Gathering a Sonic
45:58
Green Shop. The Gathering greenshot
46:00
was a show that we did at the Apollo to a sold
46:02
out house in twenty twenty two on
46:06
the heels of the shut out, of the shutdown
46:08
from the pandemic, and we are being
46:10
blessed to be able to do it again through
46:13
the help of the Art for Justice
46:15
Fund, the Ford Foundation and Andrew Mellen
46:17
Foundation. We are
46:19
going to be kind of We're going to be utilizing
46:22
the Opera House of the Candy Center. We
46:25
are going to bring an eighty person orchestra, a
46:27
fifty nine person choir, and
46:29
we are going to basically do a sonic ring
46:31
shout inside of that opera house
46:33
that will span over about
46:35
ninety almost close to two hours of
46:38
music that will be guided
46:40
by a narrative, our
46:43
virtual narrative, which would be Mahogany L.
46:45
Brown, but you'll hear original work.
46:47
I know her. Yeah, she's really good
46:49
friends with one of my really good friends.
46:51
She is really good friends with my friend Kiyah.
46:54
Okay, she's a dope human. She's a dope human. Considered
46:56
it like a sister. And
46:58
we're we're going to be featuring works by Nonah
47:01
Hendrix, Toshi Reagan, and Jason
47:03
Michael Webb with doing
47:05
the DC premiere of Joel Thompson's
47:07
Seven Last Words of the Unarmed and
47:10
also and also uplifting Carlo
47:12
Sign's Amen and also lifting Courtney
47:15
Courtney Sectums Courtney's
47:17
Spectrums Sectum, which
47:20
are all new, all original works
47:22
by all black artists. Uh
47:24
And the whole goal of the Ring Shout
47:27
is suplifted indigenous technology that was
47:29
housed in the Gullageechee community which
47:32
originates from the coast of
47:34
West Africa. It is a technology
47:36
and a practice that during
47:38
Atebellu himself black and brown folks after
47:41
working until on slavery. As many
47:43
of us know, they were not able to have church
47:46
or to go to church.
47:47
This was their form of church.
47:48
They will go out into the field, create a circle
47:51
and utilizing lessons
47:54
and and information that they took with
47:56
him on that on on that journey of
47:58
slavery slave ship. They it's
48:01
a sacred journey of call and response and
48:03
actually allowing the body to find liberation
48:06
and healing and freedom,
48:08
knowing all the while the next morning they're back on
48:10
the they're back on the field. So it's a way of
48:12
reclinishing, of creating gatic
48:15
care and so and wanting
48:17
to and wanting and knowing. The signature
48:19
piece of the gathering is the seven Last Words
48:21
in the Unarmed, which is a piece
48:23
where Joel Thompson takes
48:25
the seven seven words seven last
48:27
words of seven identify male identified bodies
48:30
who are murdered by the cops and
48:32
puts it to this eighty person orchestra and
48:34
puts it to this fifty person choir.
48:36
And so I want to, I want to, I have to
48:38
be there.
48:39
So that so the goal and the idea is to take us
48:41
on a journey that takes us from our root chakra
48:43
to our crown chakra. And Abby Dobson
48:46
opens the space with a benediction of
48:49
doing a mashup of the National Black
48:51
anthem with a say her name, so that
48:53
we see, we see the atrocities that have happened
48:55
to female female identified bodies
48:57
and the tutrocities happened to male identified bodies,
49:00
and then we take that, we take that trauma or
49:02
that nerve, and we take it to a space where
49:04
we can hopefully find resolution,
49:07
revelation and also love to
49:09
then be able to take that again what we talked about, maybe
49:12
inside this room everything's been transformed,
49:14
but take that transformational energy and play and
49:16
put it out into the world.
49:18
I love that. I would like to be
49:20
there.
49:21
There's going to be multiple different than events that happened throughout
49:23
the week, Like we're going to do an actual ring shout on the Candy
49:25
Center property. Many people don't
49:27
know that the Candy Center rest on black
49:30
Indigenous not black I own say
49:32
indigenous proper land, but land
49:35
that was occupied and.
49:36
Actually taken
49:39
care of.
49:39
The caretakers were a Black community
49:42
called slab Town. So we're going to do a land
49:44
acknowledgment to slab Town
49:46
because they were displaced during
49:48
force removal to build the Candy Center and to
49:50
build the what
49:52
we now know is Watergate. We are also
49:55
going to do We're gonna have a quilter there to
49:57
quilt a new
49:59
piece that be a concert of all of
50:01
the things that were actually
50:03
outlined throughout the week, and we also will
50:06
do a panel discussion and then we'll also have a
50:08
dance party at the very end on the next
50:10
day. So there is a destination of
50:13
multiple different events. It's a way in which
50:15
to engage multiple different ways inside
50:17
of family, tech, inside of legacy,
50:19
inside of history, but also to
50:22
be baptized and actually have a sonic
50:24
bath of these really
50:26
phenomenal pieces written
50:29
in for black and brown communities to
50:31
be able to be witnessed and be able to
50:33
be cared for.
50:35
So I just want to know what do
50:37
I need to do to make sure that I am invited
50:40
in a part of all of these things.
50:42
So I know for sure that shout
50:45
out to TCG, the Chambers Group
50:47
Edwin in particular. I know for sure that they will make
50:49
sure that you gave all the information.
50:52
Starting in the new year, we're going to be doing a big push
50:54
around really trying to make
50:56
sure people in the DNB area come to the
50:59
Candy Center to check out this work. It
51:01
will be it will be an important conversation
51:04
piece, not only for us to talk about
51:06
police state violence that happen, but
51:09
also to talk about what are the needs for
51:11
us to do and think about this election year
51:14
also thinking about also thinking about
51:16
this notion of what does it mean for
51:18
because many of the artists that are part of the
51:20
gathering are also black and queer,
51:22
what does it mean for black queer artists and the start
51:24
of Pride Month? They are multiple different
51:27
There are multiple different intersections that are happening
51:29
with inside the gathering that are centering
51:32
how we take the disenfranchised
51:34
meant of who we are and actually empower
51:37
it to be a sav to move our to
51:39
move ourselves forward.
51:41
I love that, So Edwin
51:43
is who I need to make sure that yes, Edwin,
51:46
Edwin.
51:46
I just want to say this, Edwin, because I know you can
51:48
hear me.
51:49
Don't act like you don't know me when I reach out
51:51
to you about this, okay. And I
51:53
would also love to do my part because
51:56
most of my listeners are in Maryland.
51:59
Actually the most of them are actually in California,
52:01
but the d m V area I have a
52:03
high listenership. I would love to
52:06
help promote this on my show because
52:08
this is going to be phenomenal phenomenal.
52:12
Yeah, I'm excited. I'm
52:14
really excited about the
52:17
the call and response part that kind of stuff.
52:21
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I mean, I mean it's
52:24
part of our DNA. We were we were
52:26
designed to call and response and we were and
52:28
we were designed to you know, it's
52:30
going to be lovely to take up all of this beautiful
52:33
black space inside of it's really
52:35
inside of this global iconic
52:38
institution called the Candy Center that
52:40
rest.
52:41
On land that was cared
52:43
for and that was occupied
52:46
by black people before they
52:48
were displaced. I'm very excited.
52:50
Spiritually, I'm excited. My soul is
52:52
excited. Sonically, I'm
52:54
excited. I want to hear it. I want
52:56
to sing, I want to shout, I want to dance.
52:59
I'm very excited all of this. So I
53:01
have to make sure that we're staying in
53:03
contact, because I do. When it's
53:05
time to start promoting it, I am definitely
53:08
going to talk about it on
53:11
here. I'm
53:13
excited about it. So I want to say thank
53:15
you to you so much. This
53:17
was such a great conversation. It was so warm.
53:21
I really appreciate this conversation, and
53:25
I'm so grateful for the opportunity to
53:28
be able to speak with you great.
53:30
It was awesome.
53:32
I wish I could heug you here. I feel
53:34
like we are here and
53:37
I just want to say thank you so much, and I hope
53:40
that maybe I can have you on again
53:42
after the gathering.
53:44
I'm here for I'm here for it because but also it would
53:46
be great to come on after the gatherings that we have a
53:49
doctor. We're doing a making up documentary that
53:51
will premiere on PBS and also
53:54
on all Arts, and so there will
53:56
be opportunity to talk about that and
53:58
be able to maybe tell your list about
54:00
the premier day.
54:01
I would love that. I would love that. So thank
54:03
you so much, Jonathan, I appreciate
54:06
you, and until next.
54:08
Time, Until next time, much blessing
54:10
is.
54:11
Absolutely so
54:31
friends, and can this straight
54:33
fax question is kind of funny because it is
54:35
from my little cousin Lance
54:38
and this is hilarious,
54:41
but he submitted a form to
54:43
ask a question, and so here we go. Hey,
54:45
Mimi Walker, Lol,
54:48
is so funny saying that. But I have one serious
54:50
question and one funny question to ask and get
54:52
your perspective on. I'll start with the
54:54
serious one, and just so you
54:57
guys know, I'm only going to ask one of
54:59
the questions today. I'll say the other question for another
55:01
episode. So Lance goes on to
55:03
ask what are some deal
55:05
breakers and relationships
55:07
that are usually not brought up or
55:10
communicated when it comes to really
55:12
taking a person seriously. An
55:14
example I've heard was discussing your
55:16
partner's medical and mental
55:18
health family history, which
55:21
was something I never even thought of asking.
55:23
I wonder if there are some other questions more people
55:26
should be aware of and discuss with their partner
55:28
that people should know. PS.
55:32
This boy is crazy. PS. This
55:34
does not relate to my relationship at all.
55:36
Everything is amazing. And that's Lance
55:39
from Fort Washington, Maryland.
55:41
Okay, Lance, let's get into this. Some
55:44
things that I think should
55:47
be asked when
55:49
you are starting to date someone
55:51
seriously. I think when
55:56
it comes to dating seriously, I
56:00
don't know about asking about their famili's
56:03
medical history, but I would definitely
56:05
ask about their mental health
56:08
family history. And I mean the medical
56:10
history will come up too. I
56:12
mean it's just good to know. I
56:15
would ask about how
56:18
they feel about marriage, you know,
56:20
because that way you are
56:24
on the same page. Because if
56:26
I want to be married and I'm
56:28
dating a man who has no interest in being
56:30
married at all, and we've never discussed it.
56:33
It's a waste of time. I
56:36
would talk about children
56:40
because I think that someone
56:43
wanting children and someone else not wanting
56:45
children that should probably
56:47
be a deal breaker because if I want
56:49
to have kids and you don't, why
56:53
am I with you? If I know that that's
56:55
not what I want. I
56:57
think another thing to discuss is
57:01
not necessarily finances in terms
57:03
of what people
57:07
do with their finances and how much they
57:09
make and things like that, but how
57:12
they feel about investments, how
57:15
they feel about saving I think
57:17
these are good things to ask. Another
57:20
thing that I would ask about in terms
57:22
of children is how they feel about
57:24
disciplining children, like
57:27
what does that look like for them? Because
57:29
people will get together and they will have children
57:32
together and never stop to talk
57:34
about their concepts and their
57:36
ideologies around disciplining
57:39
children. Because some people believe in
57:41
that whole spare the rod, spoil the child, spank
57:44
the kid thing, and everybody
57:47
is not into whooping
57:50
kids right. Some people
57:52
will be
57:56
into gentle parenting and the other person
57:59
will be into punishing, and
58:02
that is going to present an issue.
58:06
Another thing that I think people
58:09
should talk about is relationships
58:11
with their families, because I
58:14
personally come from It's funny.
58:16
My cousins and I were talking about this last
58:19
week on the way to my cousin's birthday party.
58:24
I
58:26
have a very close knit family, right,
58:29
and so I would
58:31
love to be in a relationship with someone
58:33
who is, you know, family oriented,
58:36
who understands and respects the
58:42
what's the word I'm looking for, you
58:44
know, the black family, and like the closeness
58:47
of a family,
58:49
what it's rooted in, and
58:52
I would want them to have the same thing with their
58:55
family. But if they don't, that's
58:57
still okay as long as you know, you respect
58:59
that my family that we're
59:02
that way. And one
59:05
of my cousins went on to say, well,
59:07
what if he is not family oriented,
59:09
and I said, well, he cannot be, but
59:13
I'm going. I'm going to the family
59:15
function like he ain't gotta go.
59:17
I mean, I would want to be in a relationship
59:20
with somebody who would want to go, and
59:22
if he's close with his family, I would want
59:25
to go to his family's functions. But
59:28
I'm going with my family and
59:31
he can come if you want to come, But if he don't,
59:34
I'm still going, like I'm
59:36
going to be with my family and
59:40
it's up to you. Like I'm not gonna keep begging
59:43
anybody to do that, but
59:46
me and my family, we is going to get together.
59:49
It's what we do. We get together for all kinds of things.
59:52
The baby could be turning four, the puppy
59:54
could be having a birthday, Easter,
1:00:00
super Bowl, Football Sundays,
1:00:03
Basketball, All Star Game. Like,
1:00:05
we get together. We and not
1:00:07
just the major holidays. We gonna get together
1:00:09
the other holidays too. So I think
1:00:11
that's another thing that people
1:00:14
don't talk about. And another
1:00:16
one is like spiritual beliefs.
1:00:19
People don't talk about that. They
1:00:21
only talk about, Oh, are you a Christian? Or you a Muslim?
1:00:23
Are you this or you that. I think
1:00:26
talking about spiritual beliefs
1:00:28
and spirituality and religion
1:00:30
is really important because
1:00:34
that can determine a lot
1:00:38
a lot in terms
1:00:40
of, you know, how people
1:00:43
move and how they navigate in life.
1:00:46
It also has a lot to do with like
1:00:49
their outlook. You know, are they really
1:00:51
negative? Most of the time negative people
1:00:53
don't even acknowledge or admit that they're negative.
1:00:56
They just say that they're realists. I hate
1:00:58
that, it's so ridiculous. Please,
1:01:01
but I think those are things
1:01:03
that are really important. I can't think of
1:01:06
any more in this moment. But
1:01:08
of course there are more. But those are the ones, including
1:01:10
the two that you mentioned, Lance, that
1:01:14
I would say you would want
1:01:16
to discuss before
1:01:19
or as you are getting serious with someone
1:01:21
else. For
1:01:25
today's we got to do better. I
1:01:28
went and I
1:01:31
got a quote from Auntie Alice Walker.
1:01:33
I love Alice Walker. Shout out
1:01:35
to Alice Walker and shout out
1:01:38
to the original Color
1:01:40
Purple book and
1:01:42
film.
1:01:46
This quote. I wonder if
1:01:48
I've used this before. If
1:01:51
I did, I don't care, because somewhere
1:01:53
somebody needs to hear it today, and it
1:01:55
might be me. It says,
1:01:58
don't wait around for other people
1:02:00
to be happy for you. Any
1:02:03
happiness you get, you've
1:02:05
got to make yourself. Look
1:02:11
at the Lord working it out for me. Jesus,
1:02:13
Jesus, Jesus. Don't wait around
1:02:16
for other people to be happy for you. Any
1:02:18
happiness that you get, you've
1:02:21
got to make yourself. And once
1:02:23
again that was Auntie Alice Walker. The
1:02:32
first thing I want to do is say thank you to God,
1:02:34
who is supreme, and
1:02:37
I recognize and appreciate the grace, the
1:02:40
mercy, and all of the wonderful
1:02:42
blessings that God has extended to me.
1:02:44
And continues to extend to
1:02:46
me every single day of my black ass life.
1:02:48
I want to say thank you to God for making me black.
1:02:51
I'm grateful. Being black is an honor,
1:02:54
being black as a privilege, being black is
1:02:56
a blessing. And some people may not understand
1:02:59
why. I'm saying that some people don't get it.
1:03:01
But if you know, you know, and if you
1:03:03
don't, that's not really my problem.
1:03:06
Thanks God for making me black. Thank you God for
1:03:08
Black History Months, Thanks for Cartegie
1:03:10
Woodson. Thanks for Negro
1:03:12
History Week, which turned into a
1:03:15
Negro History Month, which is now Black History
1:03:17
Month, where we get to celebrate where
1:03:20
the world chooses to celebrate
1:03:23
the accomplishments and the wonderful
1:03:26
contributions of Black Americans
1:03:30
to society. I want
1:03:32
to say shout out to Usher
1:03:35
for his super
1:03:38
Bowl performance. It was fucking amazing.
1:03:43
I want to say shout out to God
1:03:46
bless Alicia Keys in that first note that she
1:03:48
belted out during the Super Bowl, God
1:03:50
bless our heart. And
1:03:54
shout out to Beyonce. Giselle
1:03:57
knows Carter for being bold
1:03:59
and brave and
1:04:02
telling us and letting us know that she is
1:04:05
releasing Renaissance Act two. We
1:04:07
know that they're four acts on
1:04:10
March twenty ninth, and it's going to be
1:04:12
a country themed And I just
1:04:14
saw something on the internet that she is going
1:04:16
on tour again. You know what, She's
1:04:19
a wild girl. You just gonna take our
1:04:21
money forever for the next four years. Mionce,
1:04:24
Is that what you're gonna do. Shout out to Beyonce
1:04:26
for being bold, not
1:04:29
giving a fuck and saying fuck y'all, I'm
1:04:31
taking y'all money. Moving
1:04:35
forward, I want to say thank you to my folks.
1:04:37
I want to say thank you to all of the people who
1:04:39
have been rolling with me since day one, and
1:04:41
that's March first, twenty
1:04:44
twenty. I appreciate you. I thank you and I'm grateful
1:04:46
for you. I appreciate you for being
1:04:48
here. And even if you just started listening to hand me my
1:04:50
purse today, I thank you for that as well. Either
1:04:53
way you play the cards, I'm grateful.
1:04:56
I'm thankful for my family. I love them.
1:04:58
My friends, my friends are really my
1:05:01
family that I selected. I hand
1:05:03
selected them to be a
1:05:05
part of my family. My
1:05:08
friends and kim all y'all listening,
1:05:10
my supporters, you guys
1:05:12
listening are the reason that I
1:05:14
do this every single week. I love y'all
1:05:16
so much, and it's nothing short of
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an honor of privilege and a blessing to be
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able to just share my voice, share
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my thoughts, my time, my energy with you, especially
1:05:25
if you keep coming back every week to listen to
1:05:27
this. If you just listen, if you keep coming
1:05:30
back to listen to what I got to say, you
1:05:33
wonder we rolling
1:05:35
It's us, It's us. We is Togema, and
1:05:38
I look forward to the next time that I get to do this
1:05:40
with you. Now, before you exit out of
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whatever streaming service you're using to listen
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to this show, stop what
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you're doing, and if you haven't already done so, look for the
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subscribe or follow button. Click
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on it if it's an option on the streaming service
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where you're listening, and then I want you to
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go over to Instagram and follow
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Underscore podcast. Then
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go to threads and
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you can get to threads from my Instagram
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profile. Follow me there, and then
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on Facebook just search Handing
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my Purse podcast. Follow me on
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there like it. Do all the things,
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because those are the places where I put most
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of the updates,
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information posts, and all my beautiful
1:06:24
Neon inspired social
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media posts anyway. If you listen on a streaming
1:06:29
service or a medium that allows you to do so,
1:06:31
do me a favor. Please please rate
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and review Handing My Purse on Apple Podcasts
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if you will. Can you do that for me? On
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Spotify? Leave me a message? Okay,
1:06:44
you can ask a question on there. You can say, hey,
1:06:46
Mimi, I think your show is awesome. Hey
1:06:48
me me your show sucks. If
1:06:50
that's how you feel. Either way, take
1:06:53
a few minutes out and do that. I would
1:06:56
really appreciate it. I really really would.
1:06:59
I'm not even lying. It would make me really happy.
1:07:02
Friends and can be sure to share hand Me my Purse
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with your friends, your loved ones, and
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even people that get on your goddamn nerves.
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Because the best way for anybody and everybody
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to find out about this show is by you guys
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telling them all about it. So tell a
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friend to tell a friend, to tell a
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friend to
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tell a friend. Please submit
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your questions for the straight Fact segment
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by clicking on the link in the
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show notes that says submit
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a question for straight Facts. It's a
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link, It's there, It's right
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by the jam. I made it really easy for you
1:07:37
to submit a question, or you can
1:07:39
click the link in my Instagram profile and
1:07:41
look for the button that says submit
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a question. Okay, your question might
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be the next question that I read on an upcoming show.
1:07:49
Also, remember that show notes are always available
1:07:52
on the episode description. Wherever you're
1:07:54
listening to the show, be sure to take a look
1:07:56
at show notes because that is where I put all of the
1:07:58
links and other information that I'm mentioned during
1:08:00
the show that you may want to check out, in
1:08:02
addition to some stuff that I just want
1:08:04
you to have access to. Also, just
1:08:06
so you know, the music for hand Me My Purse
1:08:09
the podcast is provided by
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the one and only West Baltimore's
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own Gloomy Tunes. Last,
1:08:19
but not least, I want to give a big old shout out
1:08:21
to my producers. Together we make up
1:08:24
Rando, Benjamin and the
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Dirty Roots. I
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look forward to you, friends
1:08:31
and ken looking forward to listening
1:08:34
to hand Me My Person Podcasts each
1:08:36
and every Tuesday. And you know what I'm
1:08:38
out this bitch piece. Hand
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