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you going to get rid of tony let's

1:51

grab a burrito yeah

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i get what you are a narc i dunno yeah

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that's what the fed sound like

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someone so much right of fit into something

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then I went straight from there to

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the Dior, men's fashion,

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show in Santa Monica

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in Venice at

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sounds pretty crazy. I could

2:55

so, it didn't really understand

2:57

why they were mit

2:59

like i didn't understand why i guess is of of

3:02

heavy invite to there was more like

3:04

can you please come to this and enough i

3:07

don't

3:08

you get invited to fashions know

3:11

okay i didn't like eyes of

3:13

as you so that was a good charity event in new york

3:15

fear that was for a laureus for

3:17

sport for goods on isn't an ogre they did a with

3:19

a months of pro athletes

3:22

where the runway models including me

3:24

room so that was kind of cool yet

3:26

berrocal but it

3:28

wasn't some zuma letter thing was more

3:31

like it was it was

3:33

is gonna have about of a weird quirky saying they

3:35

teach you how to walk now but there

3:37

were a way to actually as good sir

3:41

and i don't fuck up on that when they can't say anything

3:43

any that game extra is

3:45

, unsavoury me it was

3:47

used was you have on

3:49

ah good questions like

3:51

where they skate with a rubber

3:53

sol or were they

3:56

my memory after that i look back at

3:58

it was really scared and i remember doing a little

4:00

the other but i remember thinking like this isn't

4:02

good ideas as probably where it's addresses yeah

4:04

cause stress users are eager

4:06

as a news freak me out ah

4:08

just in on the streets

4:11

yeah go up of yeah the union and or is a meal

4:13

and you're like oh you're done yet you're

4:15

such a dumb soon as the some

4:18

they did abbott but this was of this was a

4:21

for real

4:22

big i'm like covered by

4:24

vogue the happening and

4:27

the

4:28

then when i saw it was it was a collaboration

4:31

with on the couple

4:34

of groups and one is history where company

4:36

in our way ah one is this

4:38

designer from england kim

4:41

jones then

4:43

he lie muslim

4:46

but they they had

4:49

so it's always like this the your

4:51

collapsing fifth and they were trying

4:53

to make it to sort of ninety states

4:55

via i know that

4:59

so what did you not know that

5:01

i knew that era how you signers but in the

5:03

standard that was really kind of their the

5:06

theme for fear what

5:08

a terrible in venice and a you know there's there were

5:10

hints other but i've been going on or miles an

5:12

hour and i somebody give us but into

5:15

his skull i got some school and and cause he was

5:17

to the when we ever gonna do that with the of the

5:19

other scum we in a myth and mixer and childcare

5:21

and everything but we got of sort of out to do too

5:23

much research and are you going to a fashion show

5:26

and guy in it invited many are yours

5:28

in a sewer yeah and they gave me stuff

5:30

yeah and then we so while

5:32

we were doing the podcast in

5:35

glendale he he would hotel

5:37

and it's they give us like the presidential

5:40

suite it was wild the

5:43

able to stories the

5:45

route the room

5:47

these stories like living room area

5:50

bedroom downstairs dining area

5:52

what hotel other living room casa del mar

5:55

walls and a monaco's pretty amazing yeah and

5:57

then and then i sort of the going with and there's all

5:59

these your gift bags

6:01

and my outfit is it than a six

6:04

pack your bags ah

6:08

purse there was a bracelet

6:10

hum

6:12

there was like a real shit

6:14

yeah slim mag it's like going

6:16

about wrestling bag if you're willing to undergo

6:20

and so

6:22

it started think like oh they were they really

6:24

wanted me here this is not what everyone else is getting

6:26

it know any media

6:28

in there now we end up going and

6:30

on all , cameras my

6:32

face that would you think about this you know the influence

6:35

skating were you like better strippers

6:37

right there and than i was like okay i guess i'm

6:40

so those religious questions that you could answer

6:42

to like sorcerers our success

6:44

in questions as well questions as i mean a little

6:46

bit but i'm

6:48

not last an icon right also said they knew

6:50

that right

6:51

Yeah, there's like what you do with your go-to and

6:53

what you can always catch me when skate shoes for the most

6:55

part. Like that's what I'm going to extra accessorize

6:57

with that including wearing a tux the the ox oscars

7:00

with vans on. And

7:03

you

7:04

know, I'm looks like I don't know, I'm on like a city

7:07

old dude legged animals

7:09

the try to get wild with this fear

7:11

or but they they give me an alpha and

7:13

it was doubly way more off

7:16

the radar than something i use the were okay

7:18

and i saw the next morning

7:22

anna comments like is the obvious a good tag

7:24

noise photos and got good

7:26

reviews

7:27

my eyes yeah do not usually

7:29

get good reviews

7:31

easily agreed to be dress up

7:33

by someone you know any mean

7:36

and so this is actually came from jim jones

7:39

the designer

7:40

that are we would like to me to wear this he

7:42

had so when i gotta say oh yeah

7:46

wasn't too so no are wrong yeah

7:48

i think i saw it

7:50

like it was i didn't see the jacket yet i just

7:52

saw you i was ever the it was a button

7:54

up with the sweater over

7:56

okay so it was little oversized in

7:58

the service can

8:00

you know the monument for a while and then that the pants

8:02

say that the kind of like acid washed

8:05

here and and they told me when i

8:07

got there they said oh no it's supposed to look at

8:09

look like the summit of the venice skate park

8:13

michael it's it's a blue stress but

8:15

it kind of did mine are but sir i

8:17

know are , as and of

8:22

china blended into tony hawk like

8:24

tony do what you do you know

8:27

it was cool and then ah we sat

8:29

down and were right next to christina

8:32

ricci yeah i'm super

8:34

cool yeah and then there

8:38

was a girl next to us and we're like clearly

8:40

she's someone

8:42

yeah you know as she's she's rock in the like big

8:44

your glass lives you really don't

8:46

have and then we figured out at the end it was christine

8:49

aguilar

8:50

it didn't look like her arm i don't i've

8:52

seen or and long time as much changed or

8:54

vibe yeah dramatically minds yep might

8:57

have changed the shape of her face and body young

8:59

to be wrong but it seemed like resulted

9:02

but the it was it was cool

9:04

and then end

9:05

these outfits are coming out there were so

9:07

hikes i know like suits

9:10

but they were super

9:12

flimsy and his pants are pretty

9:14

much see through and all the do so

9:16

gay and and then oh it is this assists

9:18

and then and then big like

9:20

nineties poppy seeds

9:22

the a their back yeah you would have really

9:24

us you office you have like yeah i

9:26

generally need some season pass this as

9:29

an as far as the plant seeds you pass

9:31

that are part of a three piece suit

9:34

that you to get that i

9:37

, what is where you gotta do that had said

9:39

the bag a bad as a total

9:42

if i did a gq photo

9:44

shoot once with the magazine i

9:46

don't know how because i had an agent they

9:48

gave me a bunch of stuff to wear

9:50

then when i put on the pants but

9:52

he was eighty goes hey manny pants seater oh

9:55

my what a me that i can see your whole last

9:57

ssssss i don't really give

9:59

a myriad of my

10:00

when i turn around and like that's my

10:02

decisis i'm

10:04

not going out there like this in

10:07

in the guy that was dressing is

10:10

i hear the i assume

10:12

a gay black

10:14

guy with thing is missing

10:17

in he was like during y better any described

10:19

a tissue are you putting

10:21

on the sand and the front of my sister

10:24

about light assault did

10:28

you do that the nina was like

10:30

still safer

10:32

maybe so see through the you could see the tissue

10:34

over my to assess asked us

10:37

to see so many layers

10:39

assassin about yeah about yeah

10:41

yeah i'd be way more into it now but then i was

10:43

actually a bit between an hour or so blondie

10:46

last one the idea that

10:48

pretty pretty cool

10:50

the crossroads that they're the

10:52

vague and restaurants like my favorites

10:55

mani played a crossroad a suit in place uses

10:57

their oh i was like with our

10:59

zagat i said it's a quick scan we were

11:01

eating got a on cable goes you hold on

11:03

deborah harry yeah okay thank

11:05

you sorry i , to make our

11:07

goes i go deborah harry's year ago

11:09

who's that ah ah

11:12

says he forgot oh you mean blondie

11:14

said everybody tables like you such

11:18

as for as far as i suppose hip

11:20

hop artists ever

11:21

the now i'm not , nice of him him

11:25

earth's success success as a success

11:29

with as eyes of best subversive

11:31

albino it

11:34

was back in the grave diggers grave reversal

11:36

of drugs or is that the

11:39

lonnie dairy did the first rap song

11:41

i like of freely sir i heard sugar

11:43

hill gang the long

11:46

time ago when i was give okay so

11:49

tomorrow to arrive

11:51

there's rhyme have ever

11:54

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11:56

out and she looks amazing yeah

12:00

awesome a late night i went to

12:02

crew world festival and and blondie

12:04

play good yeah

12:06

maisie right yeah

12:09

oh my god you would have the a you'd have the hated

12:11

rural i just thought of that like all the band

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12:15

missing persons

12:17

blondie violent femmes by

12:19

among others a them it again when

12:23

his ama psychedelic first place the

12:26

well played wow house and or your big

12:28

fan a nice

12:30

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12:33

our yard you know be i'll now

12:36

they are like johnny rotten did

12:38

his own thing on sex pistols if

12:40

you've heard their songs for sure okay that

12:42

today when i love song this is

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not a love song no fear area

12:47

as really bad renditions yeah gotta us

12:49

another bad you got it again anyway

12:52

, only was violence advance what

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see eg katie almost convinced

12:56

me to katie is all about hey

12:59

guys thing about my potatoes the length

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of okay image is like

13:03

is only vip tickets and as

13:05

i am monsieur de sac eight hundred

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dollars was like sixteen hundred

13:09

bucks i'll

13:11

go be want

13:13

she's like any the law my get is a lot

13:15

yeah bitches like is too much i don't want

13:17

to go in as i got yeah

13:20

do it as him gives me up core gameplay

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who cold case

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whole gave you've met my friends and call

13:28

gave a western amy ah animals

13:30

yeah brainer ah katie knows him to him

13:32

guess so the guy there

13:34

was a connection there lansing

13:37

of not gonna tell mercantile gave you that it's it's

13:39

it's it's she's going to the

13:42

to show their she's going down though the so she isn't

13:44

isn't second hours you download the word nicholas

13:46

a successor had a

13:49

secret passages or edges

13:51

earlier he had sex support usage

13:54

is there an american shovel because we got two shows

13:56

and given take too long of a

14:00

the i'm it and pretty bad but that stuff we

14:04

don't have been oh i so

14:07

i came here on

14:09

my birthday and were

14:12

always on a mission a drop in so that yeah

14:15

well what i didn't show is the the

14:17

process of it and me

14:19

eating shit first time

14:22

on the drop in oil

14:24

no way bad yeah yeah you

14:27

didn't make it now why made

14:29

it to the other wall and slammed into

14:31

the have a warrior it gives it

14:33

a pain i was well thought out

14:35

with i will

14:37

i was trying not to lean too far forward

14:39

and leans when i commit fully to my front

14:41

leg of the buckles and knew that was

14:43

not the time on a debacle we're finally

14:45

dropping his yes like the most of how

14:48

the whole time here so i was in the backseat

14:51

and then i wanted to

14:53

the harm the wall wide back

14:55

side so that i when gets you high

14:57

yeah so i sort of were on the as of ram

15:01

and then so are i'm in the back seat and i'm

15:03

also only on my back to go because

15:05

i'm gutted go back side beer

15:07

right when it hit the transition my board as washes

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out like as if someone stole

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it from me i

15:14

remember thinking everything of what

15:16

what happened here you know

15:18

and i finally saw the video then

15:20

you want to watch it and i do want a freak myself out

15:23

here and i watched the video and all and i thought

15:25

and i said i i i could see what i did

15:27

but it looks so unexpected

15:30

and so out of control that it really gave me pause

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15:36

i'm not come back here the next time like i did

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after he slammed then you did yeah

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the plan know to jump in and you make

18:44

when you made it ah

18:47

then i heard a good there's there's

18:49

a point where it is my leg is is pushed

18:51

too hard right now it

18:54

feels like it's disconnected

18:56

the not in a way that's that's like jarring

18:58

or by but if for a fraud the half a second

19:00

i feel like oh it's it's so tired

19:03

that it's like moving and i

19:05

did i don't really have control over

19:07

that so as

19:09

i went it only happens usually happens when i

19:11

go francis though

19:13

what idea was instead of instead of dropping

19:15

in and carving the wall long i

19:17

dropped in closer to where the gap is to force

19:20

myself to go straight up and down over the

19:22

work and then i did a kicker and then when

19:24

i went to go front side

19:26

that's when i felt the the weird

19:28

sort of sensation of my leg read it

19:30

feels like it's it's turning uncontrollably

19:33

near on but not pain it's

19:38

a little day but it's not

19:39

the more just weakness and and

19:41

sir avoid of muscle

19:45

they're gonna sketchy grounds the

19:48

nice was worth it and of the the

19:50

strange feeling but

19:52

there was there was when eyes after after

19:54

i sell and then they

19:57

got myself together and i went

19:59

behind

20:00

rabid skin a little below chorus

20:02

and and fake my way up to the tail top

20:05

you know before sales the that's the way you can their job

20:07

and china but kind of was

20:10

kind of what you know if you don't you know go up

20:12

on the tail and stand up there like a job and

20:14

brought but i try to get us forces to does

20:16

i could hear to get myself psyched

20:18

up and there was a mama

20:21

was like

20:23

the you're not doing this with a sense of

20:25

confidence the way you approach other things yeah

20:27

you know enemy right that really shook

20:29

me he said but then i just said okay

20:31

to go and and i'm gonna be aware of what

20:33

happened before of it

20:35

so when i did go down

20:38

on thinking of his stay even

20:41

on your way as you got the wall it works

20:44

and he was gay today as kids today but i'd

20:46

been job did what do i

20:48

didn't feel better

20:50

it feels way better today yeah i mean

20:52

the and and so i've only been i've

20:54

only been skating once skating week now okay

20:56

so that i can feel measured

20:58

progression that

21:00

makes sense because i'm i'm getting every other day i feel

21:03

like i'm i'm same spot amount brought a

21:05

little bit yeah and he gets really tired

21:07

the like a yesterday i was not

21:10

when i went to the the yourselves

21:13

i found myself now limping as much so as like

21:15

chess then i know if i keep skating

21:17

especially through the week i'll go back to limping

21:19

super bad they don't want that

21:22

ago it's weird it's it's

21:24

like i have to focus

21:27

my energy and and my muscles

21:30

on not limited when

21:32

you walk when i was right and it's

21:34

it's it's we it's a it's an effort and it feels

21:36

like an exercise and i do

21:39

do an innately unless we walk i

21:42

get that i feel like the

21:44

more work i've had from

21:46

people trying to get my body in line

21:48

they say that i stand i

21:51

stand crooked

21:52

in it's from compensating from

21:54

injuries in my life where i'm

21:56

just used this doesn't

21:58

work i had a walk

22:00

this doesn't watch this of warrior

22:02

so when i did the stem cells

22:04

the other day a bio accelerator the

22:06

first thing they say though like

22:09

don't walk like that and i'm i would

22:11

you mean know like you're you're

22:14

already favoring one side

22:16

and if you do that it's gonna it's

22:18

gonna say like that right so

22:20

i'm doing their i was walking around the mall where

22:22

it was almost like i was doing a sport

22:25

that was where you have to focus on diego horror

22:28

every step was soft measured

22:30

yeah yeah

22:33

and then ads and when i catch myself not doing

22:35

it and and limp and a limp

22:37

gets pronounce the on that hurts in a different

22:39

area my first thought

22:42

every time as do you think you can skate

22:45

it you can walk

22:47

and so then i have to for like bring it back

22:50

and as like it when i'm walking

22:52

good as my think my think go states citizens

22:54

against take advantage of really good right now

22:56

so ascii skated

22:58

keeping you are hobbling a little bit more asked

23:00

he skated today it now

23:04

but but when i did take that slam

23:06

the the next day i

23:08

felt that pain you

23:11

feel when yeah slammed

23:14

a been shown a triangular nature a

23:16

wherever is it such a weird thing because

23:20

i miss that feeling a little

23:23

semantics as semantics addict thing to save like

23:25

save like that pain and

23:28

then i'm like i have that paid again amazon

23:30

trying again yeah i mean i'm i'm out

23:32

there doing it but the same time as i keep

23:35

from dropping in cool in

23:38

a weird have quick the body

23:41

on use of things yeah

23:43

there hasn't been that long and you both like whoa

23:46

dhabi phone on the ground like that i'm like dude a

23:48

form agree no one else or going about yeah

23:50

there was that there was a party me the felt since like

23:52

that the next said it was like come on

23:55

it

23:57

he can he plans on minute i

23:59

work

24:00

yeah for the first time yesterday and i'm so

24:02

sore and i took it so

24:04

easy a guys like suspense press

24:06

like the lightest way you've got in the house

24:09

some red don't burn don't gas on earnings

24:12

and into some kettlebell stuff and then

24:14

the smaller well governor my ah

24:17

these are burning and i'm like burning

24:19

he did like forty yup it

24:22

a with the lightest way you guys like your body's

24:24

like dude we're not you've had

24:26

a three weeks yeah

24:28

enough to make it really so

24:31

yeah i guess i did try

24:33

to their to their of reason in my head to

24:35

the it's like it's been two months we

24:38

haven't used any his muscles

24:40

the give it a minute if as good that guys

24:42

get some empathy and

24:44

fs and good

24:46

the i was going to skate today a my was

24:49

a he's sure you want to do that as like

24:51

as i worked there yesterday the

24:54

doctor said if you can work out and you can extend

24:56

your your joint get

24:59

full range of motion with no pain

25:01

then you can go your on getting after this

25:03

i was gonna

25:05

the well i don't i make you feel bad i just make you

25:07

feel bad now okay i'm okay i

25:09

bet i might not because i have i'm going

25:11

to a celebrity's birthday party

25:14

tonight in its my was the

25:16

friends

25:17

husband and i do have

25:20

the others celebrity in their here

25:22

because it's because it's that makes it that makes it a priority

25:25

like i have to i have to be impressive

25:28

a soda have to be no icy going

25:31

to be on my aim like up

25:33

be in the been on

25:35

post slam yeah yeah okay

25:37

i get it in big i've been messed

25:39

with this guy every time i have a conversation

25:42

with his partner she

25:44

keeps saying has similar i am to him

25:47

in a way where he doesn't

25:49

like hanging out with people needed to you

25:52

you guys should hang out and the much

25:54

as i add up

25:56

it is unlikely what i don't like people why would

25:58

we fucking was each other

26:00

cause misery loves company as war war

26:02

about the fucking find out what i sit on it

26:04

or not i'd like some sort of like i

26:06

, want to lose their mri and just be standing

26:08

the corner been are like like

26:10

assad like a guy who they

26:12

are i love such people as

26:15

well i'm gonna nine five

26:17

everybody system

26:20

wow but i don't want to be legs i feel

26:22

the as like i'm doing to shows the you'd be later

26:24

my aunt you know

26:27

maybe but in that

26:30

there's a job here you know that working

26:33

for are working fox fit that

26:35

vigorously were working talking about

26:37

don't have that he says the

26:41

i do work dead as the idea i

26:43

had to do some work for that saying

26:46

what we can they wanted me to write a thing

26:48

for vogue the an

26:50

article well it's i

26:52

do an interview

26:54

then arm i take photos

26:56

and and then i give them twelve photos with captions

27:00

oh okay so they go look at

27:02

it out there now en vogue dot com

27:05

the girl photos or any hockey or was

27:07

at twelve different photos while photos

27:09

from my experience okay so they want

27:11

the like what cause i tried on

27:14

the mini game they

27:16

give a bunch of the give muslims examples

27:20

of it what i did going rogue

27:22

and demand thing but he doesn't want at

27:25

least a few looks on the runway

27:27

so i do that different

27:29

outfits different off has yeah that

27:31

you were some advocates where you like know what i'm

27:33

saying different looks of of the the people of

27:35

the runway model i don't do the runway i just sat

27:37

in the crowd

27:39

one outfit for you one of it for me under

27:41

and then there were like

27:43

three that i picked out that i felt

27:45

like i feel like i can comment on

27:48

the you know with with some good references

27:52

comment on one of the models stuff know

27:54

yeah just sit there at me like one of look

27:56

like one him look like a talking heads

28:00

alpha in a league with with

28:02

the big suit the same

28:04

that ever was the

28:06

i've commented that gotcha

28:08

in my in my own way it

28:10

and then i got a foot of christina

28:12

ricci like filming all the runway

28:14

models

28:18

damn i got a often hidden

28:20

files kinda visit us at the hotel and

28:23

then he'd tried on all the gifts

28:25

that they gave us i would do this very guys

28:28

i get a photo of him and

28:29

the do your gets nice yet how

28:31

long does the got does the runway thing documents

28:35

okay and it is such

28:37

a madhouse the get

28:39

in the mean

28:42

the was it was i was in this alleyway

28:44

of of venice so

28:47

it was only one street you can get there so

28:50

to get their it took like a

28:52

half hour to to drive a mile

28:55

or rise and am getting in and never

28:57

gets his had the so the thing is starting lakers

28:59

it's impossible to get into it and then

29:02

everyone gets in there sees

29:03

the thing goes for twenty minutes and

29:05

then ever one the out of their

29:07

seats and it was the most crowded space

29:10

i've been in a in three years then

29:12

you stand in a women are getting their will

29:15

with no kane a i was i mean

29:18

okay without the cable there were times where had a navigate

29:20

around because we set with the like walk over bleachers

29:22

and things to to see get around the crowd in

29:24

that regard tricky for me but they

29:27

had one bar in the back

29:30

where people were kind of going to but it was

29:32

is kind of milling about

29:34

with no direction as it was kind

29:36

of strange and that someplace

29:38

they were not going to be able to kids ranks and

29:42

i don't know anyone here this

29:45

is lee

29:46

that's it he left ah yeah so

29:48

we saw we saw tiger

29:50

why why tt

29:52

the director fear so talking

29:54

from it because you know him male mia

29:57

is everybody the goes

29:59

there we miss them

30:01

the everybody like exchanging information

30:04

or something like what is the point of the big

30:06

mingle after it

30:09

i don't know to be part of the scene and

30:11

ought to be in the scene and are they're a bunch of

30:15

ah i keep

30:17

jedi was there and there

30:20

the know the what's

30:23

your major actors and stuff very

30:27

into it

30:29

yeah mcclennan , everyone's

30:31

dressed up to of interview people were

30:34

all it's all good guy you a girl that

30:36

yeah just we added do it up right

30:40

they were you know who was obvious that

30:42

they were dressed for the occasion they

30:45

dress themselves the just themselves

30:47

yeah not you

30:49

know like how many people would they are they were

30:51

given stuff to were probably

30:54

i don't

30:56

know i saw about twenty or so ago

30:59

rapper as actors were decisions

31:02

with all the are brought okay

31:04

yeah

31:05

and when i when they saw

31:07

, to dwell on says but when

31:09

they when i went for the sitting

31:12

they were doing it a hotel in l a and

31:15

they had a very specific

31:17

time slots and you had to choose your timeslot

31:20

the was all through a weekend we

31:23

can before

31:24

anna was like okay only ten

31:26

am and noon are available tomorrow if you want to get in

31:29

so clearly they're adjusting lot of people okay

31:31

the

31:33

do it again maybe

31:37

sir

31:38

that sounds fun else go hotel

31:41

room sense

31:42

yeah how's that sounds really close people

31:45

this , it up as over over

31:47

worth the effort on the

31:49

seventy i'm gonna show up

31:52

this would this will air on why ministry

31:55

when do you go money for how long

31:57

a week i was

32:00

obama didn't have gone for a week and why they're verb

32:02

a few nights not in august

32:04

it's a whole day to go a whole day and

32:07

half yeah yeah i was

32:09

thinking about doing it by myself because myself kids

32:11

don't want to go and in

32:13

my my mom's getting older and

32:16

he wants to see me and i haven't seen any by

32:18

for really long time like

32:20

i don't really the me

32:22

get everybody to go the same time it seems

32:24

like too much money too ,

32:27

organiser organization for my

32:29

kids that don't want to go flights are

32:31

raising your raising know expense

32:34

inexpensive yeah our is another reason

32:36

creating especially

32:38

to israel yeah international

32:41

but the swiss sawyer but

32:43

i was thinking if i didn't like

32:45

you the couple

32:47

times a year the wouldn't

32:50

bother me it doesn't bother me to do a entire

32:52

day er day and a half and in go

32:54

there in sleep a couple days mark

32:56

how bad yeah i could do that yup

32:59

i'm just it's just always if it's always been always thing

33:01

like you can't like if like go in there like where's

33:03

your kids

33:05

we don't want to see what

33:08

do you mean you're here without your key without

33:10

thought they know him out what to say well

33:12

the thing is that thing actually want to come

33:14

not going to say that yeah ill arrival

33:17

ah money will go down like that seems

33:19

like a cool little vacation the

33:21

year they

33:24

don't hi you know because

33:26

they know it's kind of an obligation i

33:29

think so and i think it's i think

33:31

it's some it be different

33:33

if i was like hey guys you want to go to hawaii

33:36

right baby the hell you say out his

33:38

i'm gonna hang out by the pool and they

33:40

got their own little lies go and they

33:42

cannot maddening the all the

33:44

sam as i get it like that and they

33:46

don't know my family that well as if they

33:48

knew they met him once when they when they grew little

33:50

and now it's like hey old lady that so

33:52

freaking out on me

33:54

i don't really know you and now bit of a and

33:56

going to be on their best the as i get

33:58

how doesn't sound like greatest

34:01

the case in ever

34:03

the my daughter's a little older and she knows

34:05

that she wants to and know my family

34:07

so she would go that

34:10

in cool and all this other

34:13

stuff ogre going to take you the nine

34:15

okay blake really my

34:19

near n n with the podcast everything everything's

34:21

in the there were doing well things

34:24

are great

34:25

well that that's why we make or break so i can get

34:27

were recording to today because

34:29

of my travel abroad casuals

34:31

gonna be rock eminem own it's

34:34

getting the in crazy a my home

34:36

for like a night or to a time

34:39

coming up interest

34:41

rating that that the speaking gig and the

34:43

offered super good money

34:46

okay so let me give a lot of gigs coming up that

34:48

aren't skating you're talking

34:50

everything coming talking

34:52

is talking on stage

34:55

talking on sergio

34:56

though the so that city thing is for

34:59

odds service now is the company tech

35:01

company says arm and then

35:03

there's there's a moderator wrists during

35:05

an interview me which always makes way

35:07

the exams is it's

35:10

about the caf but ah then

35:12

i'm doing i'm going into mine

35:14

the can dig their group and then

35:16

i'm going on tour and europe

35:19

speaking jason cities yard like

35:21

of dublin and oslo in

35:23

stockholm and antwerp

35:26

to talk about what

35:27

tell my story those ones are actually the those

35:30

ones are going to be ah ticketed events

35:32

so people are buying tickets to them as

35:34

they get in vain you'd

35:36

think yeah

35:38

anybody else on it with uranus you

35:40

wanting him as an abortion a

35:42

success but i did you give anyone

35:45

that is just a deer meat target it's

35:47

it's gonna be a friendly yep crowd

35:49

here couple of years and i can be like a tough

35:52

how many crowd that i've got a win over right

35:55

i hope

35:56

the i figure okay he

35:58

has begun has tough crowd comedy i did

36:00

the comedy store last week for the first

36:03

time and then somebody who

36:05

i really look up there is a very funny comedian

36:07

tim dylan was i am a new funny want to be

36:09

on myself there twice in

36:12

a period of five days i was in

36:15

the main room at the comedy so legs

36:17

and the last one when i was there tim dunes

36:20

invited all these other read comics

36:23

and i'm there early i'm there by myself

36:25

and he comes in you my

36:29

if you told me to be here in his like

36:32

ah

36:33

have you been a new york and i'm like yeah

36:36

really deliver live there like not is

36:38

i am i why he's like tissue

36:40

you have the attitude of an east coast

36:42

tom comedian and i go what's

36:45

that as hardcore the you show up

36:48

i'm like wait you're saying that people around here

36:50

don't shop we're the

36:52

might do they apologized know

36:56

levi's comics to open up room they don't show up

36:58

yeah regularly

37:01

not one guy

37:03

that's kind of what they do was his opinion

37:05

of a job is like my jaws on the ground he says

37:07

laughing at me like when you learn the

37:10

value of being punctual

37:12

jimmy

37:15

showing up yes but also being on time

37:18

i think i'm always had the kids

37:21

definitely helped yeah

37:23

like teach me that

37:25

if i say i'm going to do something i'm gonna do

37:27

it because of the not their year we

37:30

mean you're not there to pick the kids up like you're

37:32

there the there

37:34

are you how to before he thinks before that

37:36

a vivid okay i think it came with the radio

37:39

so when i realized we're grown up

37:41

and we're in we're in and i felt like

37:43

especially radio people just expected me

37:45

to not show up week

37:48

as as that he said the bar love

37:50

it so i always sort of pride myself

37:52

on being there and ready to work

37:55

and maybe i enjoyed the surprise on everyone's

37:57

face by being there earlier i'd

37:59

just so ways so

38:02

fortunate

38:03

it's make or break in this world like i'm like

38:05

don't show up and that's your good gone yeah

38:07

like economy if i say me to be them

38:10

in a beta and once you know that than

38:12

because i felt like that night he was i right beside

38:14

us if i ask him he'll be here

38:17

the guy one yeah so anyway

38:19

i think i got a minute across

38:21

the had success and skating and in videogames

38:23

said but i think that i did get extra jobs

38:25

because the new i just i would yeah the

38:28

branding i'm show up be ready

38:32

and

38:33

it is a thing that that some people have to learn

38:35

the in the hardest ways it on

38:38

but i'd say tell people lot when they

38:40

ask for advice was your first might be on time

38:42

it said that easy

38:44

yeah be on time because if you're not on time

38:46

you're you're saying that your time is more important

38:48

someone elses and they're not

38:50

going on work as you again they have a my tolerated

38:53

a little bit

38:54

but then you're out yeah not forever if

38:56

yeah and you're wondering why you're not getting calls are

38:59

you late when things been at your the first

39:01

one they don't call yeah and if you're a no show

39:03

it's even worse and with no apologies

39:05

just mind but i think i

39:08

would call him profusely before

39:10

i could make dude i can't make it something

39:12

happened not

39:14

the memory of it i ah even

39:16

of my bad like what are you so

39:18

the i bet like this is a

39:21

a big deal but anyway this thing turns

39:23

out where he's like no one's here so

39:25

i'll just go first and you can go next and

39:27

if someone shows up they can come after you and i might

39:31

really why did he goes why is over

39:33

there but why would rather kill

39:35

them and it's got the least as far

39:37

as this and on hold and tim villains

39:39

last year and no one's their sets

39:41

him goes well i'm going up i'm

39:44

not

39:45

leave in my crowd i said i was

39:47

going to be here at eight o'clock tell jokes i'm

39:49

going to fucking be your at eight o'clock telling jokes i'm

39:51

going up you're going next like

39:53

okay no problem immediate anxiety

39:56

to the my all i'm going up off the

39:58

team of melanoma

40:00

i'm i'm sure everybody came

40:02

to see to fill in a newsletter his

40:04

his dick head and like on know

40:07

the them

40:08

the idea he like this guy really funny guy

40:10

makes the doesn't even know me i guess

40:13

the game i might be mighty based on

40:15

and off the ten minutes he saw on the

40:17

ice or we do get was it saw

40:19

him out there and and i am i

40:21

made up stuff the night before add

40:24

another comedy shows small one i

40:26

just did a whole new he said it did

40:28

really well and amazon

40:31

the just

40:32

made up seventeen minutes of comedy

40:34

that rivaled the things been working on

40:37

lol you now have like

40:39

you could do now you tell me earlier that you don't write

40:41

any of us have down with a that on the fly into

40:43

my head and you can remember it and i can remember

40:45

yesterday the rain

40:47

man

40:48

for a comedy up for comedy in

40:51

i should just try to think that everything's a joke

40:53

and i'll remember this

40:56

says in my

40:58

experience

40:59

where does you're not doing comedy is that for

41:01

instance we went to the podcast yesterday

41:04

an ally and i was like so

41:06

we're doing a plug us tomorrow what

41:09

then my

41:11

i'd my heart sinks because i

41:13

planned my day to drive to glendale which

41:15

is not that easy now

41:17

and then i'm like wait is he does he not known

41:20

to the

41:20

come on dude and any got maybe

41:23

it's just me and i go maybe

41:26

let me let me call testify

41:28

that i go a man of a my do

41:30

so it's only to marries a good is he got

41:32

the email to my to descend as again

41:35

is amount of as fast as

41:37

like guys like the with my kids yet will

41:39

say why was it says

41:41

you're there i've got what i say had i not

41:43

reminded you have you been there been there that when

41:45

i tell cases like a dumb ass like you

41:47

do have given how would that have played out of i didn't call

41:50

you see would say the

41:52

day as

41:53

the a from noise and like the in the morning what

41:55

are we doing today or what am i going into their yeah

41:57

i usually go when someone else is do some

41:59

i

42:00

okay can i do

42:02

something on thursday at eight o'clock

42:04

and she goes wait goes wait yeah

42:06

right yeah

42:09

okay but when thursday at eight o'clock comes around you

42:11

clearly don't remember the he

42:13

said that so i'm wondering

42:15

how do you the here alert

42:17

you

42:19

if i yeah but i usually every morning

42:21

i wake up and go what am i doing okay that's what

42:23

i'm asking is that i usually said what am

42:25

i who am i

42:28

where am , going to that that's what

42:30

i do right before i go to sleep or

42:32

am i in trouble assist i

42:35

don't do that

42:38

not anymore together and a little bit but

42:40

i do have that he may like of she's quiet ago

42:43

did i what i do

42:45

the didn't do any of my a okay oh my

42:47

god that him okay my okay to

42:49

make a joke is usually i did something

42:53

it's fair

42:55

i have echoes of that was our set of every

42:58

everyone looks sad arabia the

43:00

i feel like if you do say that then

43:03

nothing's wrong they need cause a new problem

43:05

with it he had a united states of

43:07

yeah yeah like the didn't even needs

43:09

yup risky stuff yeah you gotta bounce you've got

43:11

to do if you if you didn't do anything wrong you gotta go

43:13

you go i didn't oh well that you're a fucking

43:16

some self entertaining stop talking about the

43:19

subject of you know like yeah

43:24

you wanna go for a bike ride or something maybe get maybe once it

43:26

gets the well

43:31

the when i'm i'm older sister good on it's not

43:33

as bad they have it

43:35

that is a great that's the craziest thing about comedy

43:37

to me that if i got written stuff in the car

43:39

in my head on the way to the venue then

43:43

i'll do it

43:44

in my alley nestle my perform

43:46

the albert if you're like hey to my and

43:49

for a cause of like got it young

43:51

think the

43:53

that a few times when i did speaking gig

43:55

but but

43:56

i would do it it for a certain

43:58

conference or for a company they want a theme

44:01

yeah i don't consider that until i get

44:04

there and i see how everyone else is

44:06

presenting the theme of the show whatever

44:09

it is like the embrace

44:12

your challenges or think outside the bar where

44:14

his interests something lofty like that

44:16

but i see that one else is really honing in on that

44:19

were in their sauce oh

44:21

shit i gotta really like

44:23

the us together fear and

44:25

then i sit there watching people and my mind

44:27

is racing the how i mean we're going to rat

44:29

harming i did make the just saying and

44:33

sometimes i get ever la times i just

44:35

like so

44:38

then we high school football rules

44:42

what are your

44:45

voice or ah results

44:48

showed up to doing that

44:50

do an emergency text messages the

44:53

anybody around the comedy store

44:55

want to come up oh i got on here

44:58

though tim dylan then jason

45:00

else then answers or job

45:03

been sent a know after me so

45:05

saw was fucking on

45:07

says and an obvious

45:10

say it's like so it just says you into

45:12

mount rushmore real quick

45:14

so crazy and results

45:16

talked about you the whole time once no value leg

45:18

how you doin eat the oh he likes

45:20

you is it out

45:23

those are really cool thing there were in one point

45:25

of centene own selves and they're all in the

45:27

green room and

45:28

and i gotta go in there like even a

45:30

great improvement as another ah

45:34

yeah but i got a gun and

45:36

i could help sounds like i'd goblin

45:39

me really hear of the guys like i feel like of it's

45:41

well we're all of i can i go to dinner with you guys will

45:43

wow would let because as i know like you know i you

45:45

know by the know it was making weird

45:47

if i did that

45:52

is very very exciting to be there in to

45:54

be

45:54

part of it into have them go in a don't

45:57

good and yet try this or that of i am

45:59

cool okay well yeah very friendly

46:01

people the weird thing to know that

46:05

some of them taken for granted you know

46:07

like yeah and like you guys

46:10

i could i go to the other guys were wanted some

46:12

one at a million saw the aided oh they

46:14

have everybody stand up with or nobody's they got

46:16

know they got a job this is in their job

46:19

they'll do any gig any our anywhere

46:22

in in these guys

46:24

it off by one of the biggest comedians in the world

46:26

to do santa with him at the biggest comedy governor

46:28

world's what was that all was that

46:30

yesterday my that

46:32

my bad this is a a a

46:34

few smoking although i those are to be

46:36

desired not to be jaded when things can come and i

46:38

you for sure that's the other the like these but the hustle

46:40

i mean those guys on it's it's not just saw

46:43

on their lab last and days you know right

46:45

that's how they got their yeah but it's windy get

46:47

there are there any taken for granted i know it

46:50

in when you're because i've done that now

46:53

i'm the been

46:54

there and gone and then when you're gone

46:57

you you you look back and a man

46:59

i really appreciated all those moments

47:01

so feel like i'm way more in

47:04

the moment now so it's don't

47:06

care how nice comedy

47:08

is semi i'll never be life

47:12

i'm not going there are a nice at the back

47:14

i'm again and it would like of the senate was fucking anyone

47:16

anywhere for the rest of my stand on losses

47:20

the funny and people are nice to

47:22

me and i'm entertaining people how

47:25

the fuck did i did ya the

47:28

so soon be stopped at all time

47:32

yeah

47:35

it it always good enough wasn't my best said

47:37

soon of i'll do that thing

47:39

where if i don't do that well much that

47:42

you don't have quite okay so you

47:45

what your said the was good where

47:47

did the same said that didn't do well

47:50

no no that was the differences when you came up

47:52

with a whole new routine i know i started

47:54

with a whole new routines from the night

47:56

before i was like stop with that just start talking

47:58

about washing my butt out

48:00

at the out a place in of his i'd it

48:02

was very people were fucking freak

48:04

him out and as i okay

48:06

to me like a six hour

48:09

what to do it on your katie

48:12

, me there's a thing is if he was he but

48:14

as a little bottles squeezy thing

48:16

is supposed to squeeze up there and of was you

48:18

out a big katie was like just get

48:20

the shower mount one and it's

48:22

like of a it leads to the shower it's

48:24

got like as i am a metal

48:26

thing on of the you put up there and

48:29

turn the shower and you are washed out thoroughly

48:32

the first time ever did that katie

48:34

was there in the bathroom with be teaching

48:37

me how to do exiles i only one that exists

48:39

in the success that and she's helping

48:41

me and then i get it in this guess that's how the

48:43

sarah the new freely so filling

48:45

up and am i am a philosophical i got

48:48

some sympathy for hi there and

48:50

it added out out of nowhere put

48:52

themselves out

48:55

is that as if the ground

48:58

i'm like i was

49:00

under you walk on says and

49:02

we're into that because i thought of

49:04

like

49:05

this is a make additional upset i

49:07

said i like are just our team do

49:09

adjusted set up now i'm here in

49:12

the comedy store you guys are no

49:14

me some of the told you about the most

49:16

embarrassing thing that i could think of us

49:19

he adds another slice of such as i go to

49:21

sixty minutes on you but you gotta

49:23

jump back to routines and and i jumped back

49:25

to my routine i just took hours

49:28

stop it and replace it with about was a bit

49:30

sublet i i know this as a

49:32

version of it but it's funny

49:34

right it's see people seem to enjoy

49:36

it sounds like cool that's that's the thing

49:39

that all assessed add to my

49:41

routine so

49:43

what's what's happening next the

49:46

a minute scale

49:49

you're getting today maybe

49:51

what time it is i was i gonna make sure can

49:54

be late so that i was feeling

49:56

i was ever since that

49:58

day i dropped in now getting

50:00

bad limbs

50:02

i was having a hard time like

50:04

i was really struggling and

50:06

i didn't wanna see skating oh

50:08

it was the was hard the a good eager

50:11

to watch it now yeah cause i

50:13

feel like i'm

50:14

come through that day and and

50:16

i am stronger now clearly like

50:18

when i get it today i'd i didn't ali

50:21

at the coping from satellite which

50:23

is so far beyond what i've done

50:25

at all and it's measured progress

50:28

now so i feel like

50:30

you're on your way and your mama way yeah but

50:32

but that drop in the slam

50:34

the me yeah that would is shook

50:36

me the i provide of what's he do that

50:38

annual i generally try to gonna be like disasters

50:40

does not a good can come my nose

50:42

on the way down really

50:44

that i gotta say

50:46

when it was it where you how you know the all the way

50:49

down know i held my nose like to know

50:52

you that and yeah like your

50:54

for beginner dramas like dramas big yeah right

50:56

yeah was some was some they really hold a nice

50:58

good point yeah

51:02

yeah i can would rather be in sessions with

51:04

you right now to be honest i feel like i would

51:06

buy to just do like a half an hour they don't want to push

51:08

it and and lessons are about twenty

51:10

minutes after after sixty minutes

51:13

i feel my leg give out when i really

51:15

push for speed right so it's

51:18

usually happens right as i'm getting

51:21

like halfway up the wall and i just

51:23

end up shooting out bailing can you

51:25

do squats you

51:28

mean to standing yeah yeah the

51:30

when do an ama do not that the thing that gives

51:32

me the most exercises that so

51:35

hard to that i i put my my

51:38

bad foot upon the

51:41

stare then it

51:44

it is a lot because your sarah but

51:47

count to five as i lived my life my

51:49

lover's swell up to it it's

51:51

so hard

51:53

the beginning part because i wanna i

51:55

wanna like hop up rider you wanna give it to help

51:58

yeah yeah i just wanted like

52:00

when i got stairs kind of lopsided fit

52:02

and so when i commit to that i'm like oh

52:06

and i do the same thing turn around and

52:08

do it down the hotter right

52:11

the ah no

52:13

up is harder okay yeah because i

52:16

my themselves shots when i got

52:18

him i did a three hour walk around the malls

52:21

they told me to walk as much as you can you won't be so

52:23

the next day is katie thanks to her

52:25

because i deftly when to quit after two hours

52:27

and she's like come on

52:28

that three hours a day three hours and by that

52:30

the last hours really hobbling

52:32

then i go back to the room and it really starts

52:34

to hurt stats lock an outside to slide

52:37

in bed that's all i could do and

52:39

then i gotta pay in in

52:42

by think i might have dozed off for a second and and katie

52:44

went to sleep the are wake up

52:46

and like i need to pay a swivel

52:49

off to the bedroom or feed on the ground i gotta

52:51

get up and it's just not

52:52

haha yeah my ankles the my nasal

52:54

like not and we're not even here right now

52:57

another

52:59

my any with that thing we said you try to give yourself

53:01

a little late get off

53:03

i try to use my hands but i got my receipt

53:05

of mahatma hi my shoulder rejected

53:08

on the other side of both sides don't

53:10

work sounds like the

53:13

you know two bedroom like i'm going to wake her

53:16

up like she didn't take care me all day

53:18

and and tomorrow she's gonna say

53:20

as v that's what i was gonna say place

53:22

so instead of that i see gator

53:24

a bottle on the side of my okay

53:27

side could do their side tipped to decide

53:29

silva bottle up

53:30

go to sleep you hear it know

53:32

the didn't hear any that because the next

53:35

and an hour later anita pagan suffer

53:38

i'm a gateway bottles full

53:41

no way out of this you gotta do is

53:43

so was like i've accomplished my

53:45

god she wears headphones getting i snore

53:48

so she guy he me that i

53:50

had

53:52

took me fifteen minutes to get to the toilet far

53:54

as but i got up and

53:56

name when i got out it's discovered

53:58

that the

54:00

if i try to say now i've got no

54:02

muscles in front of my legs though

54:05

i phone

54:06

oh my has to say oh i have

54:08

to say leaned over with my hands almost

54:10

touching the ground in every step

54:13

hurt so much it was so much work

54:15

said i was taking breaks in between

54:18

saab us

54:22

in one foot and airbus look

54:25

over couple times and like is so close to go skating

54:28

huh like don't do i can't believe she

54:30

didn't wake up yeah so i make it everyone

54:33

got campaign down to pay probably

54:35

the saints

54:37

then i go to then i go to bed

54:39

i make it back in the morning i get up

54:42

and isaac of cities and do

54:44

number two's or am a wife and she doesn't

54:46

do the same i don't do that i don't wanna

54:48

do that i need

54:50

to poop in the morning

54:53

yeah i get the whole lot of other money was

54:55

about it when you guys in hotels islam lobby

54:57

bathroom nice the morning not i'm not that bad

54:59

we just shut the door and to have a share on and night

55:02

don't go in there until it's done

55:04

the way layer whether you're saying that uses don't

55:06

do around each other so i that didn't happen the same

55:08

room nano same if it's a hotel

55:10

room i'm going to the bathroom but i definitely turn

55:12

the sharon's a guy he means south respectful

55:14

yes yes ah so anyway

55:16

i realized that i can't see on the toilet

55:19

i can't make it though she has

55:21

to help me get on the tar

55:23

the now getting helped on the toilet and i do

55:25

to do my thing for us it was

55:28

must what myself and then i might

55:30

the about it out man

55:32

, it was a big wow is a bad

55:35

number to serve as i saw

55:37

a row the room smell sounds

55:39

like are would ask you to come in here for

55:42

an oscar i'm particularly capacity

55:44

the i had was a bonding experience

55:46

the sheer to come in and like pulled me off the toilet

55:48

sox here the made

55:51

it i still i we got in we really

55:53

love each other but i saw like that really

55:56

how be a mouse like mean solidified

55:59

is a minute the radio solidify the i'm

56:01

like man

56:02

i don't know what i'd do without yeah like this is

56:04

nobody would do this for me as i

56:06

don't focus with us i

56:09

ah

56:10

when i went to austin for the documentary

56:12

or for mere that was five days after

56:14

i broke my leg it as heard and i guess

56:17

it was so hard to get there but we

56:19

got there and i'm on crutches the

56:21

same thing another night if

56:24

he and them singing like i'm no

56:28

no i can't like it's so hard

56:30

to get around i finally like

56:32

get of i have to find a crutch the

56:34

get myself up off the bed i'm

56:36

just making a racket she advantages

56:38

to charge it's just and then like i'd say slammed

56:41

the door open with the crotch and

56:43

, finally that i'm hanging over the toilet

56:45

with the crutches like all all

56:47

up for an assist

56:50

their he'd for so long day

56:52

that you been homer that we i didn't catch it when

56:54

it was it was straight up austin powers

56:58

and then cathy at some point in the middle of as they are

57:00

you serious for how long you pay like

57:03

what is going on like the are you see

57:05

what is it concerns are you okay gotcha

57:08

avoiding getting up right so

57:10

every time every time like i feel like i need

57:12

the i go back to sleep horses and then was

57:14

too much but yeah

57:16

they were i guess kind of similar yeah

57:18

but a move it

57:20

they are then check this out the next assess

57:22

assess the exact how was very

57:24

good i'm in a wheelchair and in the next day

57:27

the the last day that we have to do

57:29

stuff

57:30

and there's a helicopter the he can

57:32

get that goes of it is crazy big rock

57:35

in the mountains the really cool to receive

57:37

the do am i was is here do

57:39

not games themselves so

57:42

her columbia

57:43

iran as i get will go on to minor

57:45

problems are you sure mike i'm fucking

57:48

to answer like if it hurts i

57:50

don't care i'm were doing then

57:53

we go to this place the the

57:57

team the story someplace

57:59

where

58:00

when she got really gnarly back in the day that

58:02

place was run by ah the police

58:04

can go there if they did they'd be smart with

58:07

heavy it's a heavy area it

58:10

is up mountains

58:11

the stairs beyond stay is

58:13

ah in like real big yard

58:16

so was like but i found different the new

58:18

up yet that her down

58:21

ah

58:23

every time i had to step down the other

58:25

leg that's holding the way oh yes

58:27

is burning my ankle saturday in some

58:29

take a break it was like

58:32

the her i actually down has

58:34

been easy since day one

58:37

anyway a brain injury so badly nixon

58:39

said either got ahold had railed in the beginning

58:41

but yeah right will be the dumbest

58:43

thought was helicopter ride really

58:45

exciting to school at one point

58:47

he goes guys wanna do something crazy and as

58:49

i hell yes any to stop

58:51

the chopper like the jaw

58:54

, real film a boy boy

58:57

he got me a yoga during

59:00

your animal pounds on this guy and then we get

59:02

air and i'm get air forgot that

59:04

i'm her

59:05

the aim were in front of the helicopter it's like

59:07

we're taking photos

59:09

the our taking photos as i get

59:11

a jump up and over a whole jones

59:13

says he just jumps cinema

59:16

and i guess would , followed

59:19

much as into my office

59:21

all all even bus ride

59:24

bus it's a

59:26

sprayed afterwards

59:28

my shoulder was the thing that he makes

59:30

this one got a bunch of stem cells in

59:32

it but my legs were so saw the exit

59:35

all towns here at even know was so

59:37

i can't like i go i i'd take out the trash

59:39

and home the think to myself what

59:41

are you doing

59:43

after them to living so that get extra weight

59:46

on and i'm limping so bad and them i'm

59:49

doing it i dunno i gotta i gotta get through it you

59:51

know

59:52

i wonder what she did aliza you're not

59:55

living is much better just watching someone

59:57

brewery rattling summerhouse right now

59:59

serving our

1:00:00

the stories things you know the day

1:00:02

is that they park in your driveway and

1:00:04

so we just been shuttling sub back and forth

1:00:06

munir jonah yeah my lived as gets more

1:00:08

pronounced as we go and then simply have sex

1:00:11

you don't you did it yet the did we

1:00:13

get it yeah yeah

1:00:17

the desert a metal limping from somebody of

1:00:19

like a man to start a lot of blood

1:00:21

was i had to carry the printer out there and i was

1:00:23

like a ,

1:00:25

who was so since it's like

1:00:28

someone who's was trying to navigate

1:00:30

trying to fit walk

1:00:32

at all you know it i don't i don't

1:00:35

mind

1:00:36

the noises that i was making bet they were

1:00:38

a couple that somebody in the mall katie when

1:00:40

to get me a coffee and i just stood there

1:00:42

waiting because of it's too painful to watch

1:00:45

and then to that seen had kept happening facilities

1:00:48

straight i would fall back into this

1:00:50

of my hands to the even the balance

1:00:52

and i guess i did that like i lost my

1:00:54

step for thing to say that i went

1:00:57

irritated and have a lovely lady

1:01:00

came over me less are you okay didn't

1:01:02

even call an ambulance ah

1:01:04

, i was like know it it's it's it's you can speak

1:01:06

english so that was the other things is very helpful as

1:01:08

like nom i'd for a detox center

1:01:11

center i was a know that made that decide

1:01:14

oh it's like i'm

1:01:16

, in the for he just oh david

1:01:19

i'm like nonetheless stems

1:01:21

it's okay i'm okay i was out

1:01:23

paranoia that when i was

1:01:25

when i'd be out in public or like we went that

1:01:28

the or event and then i know

1:01:30

that i'm not walking steadily in

1:01:32

at some point is as a scam drunk

1:01:35

right you know that i

1:01:37

don't think you wanna look strong no

1:01:39

but but sometimes i have to catch myself

1:01:43

a bit wobbly yeah i'll be lobby or like

1:01:45

will have to walk over something and then i'm with awards

1:01:47

year i know din that and if

1:01:50

you're so self conscious of it the

1:01:52

other use i could just want to stand that's exactly

1:01:55

i will stand in one place like i'm fine to

1:01:57

says this is be here here the

1:01:59

idea

1:02:00

the have the fake i'm fine to anybody

1:02:02

that ask me out on totally solid soviet

1:02:04

not solid oh my god there

1:02:06

was a mom of at that cruel rules dunstable

1:02:09

were

1:02:10

the the state is really far away from each

1:02:12

other and

1:02:14

i was walking i use my cane that day cause as

1:02:16

i know i'm going to get through it but i'm but

1:02:18

a one point we're back at the at the main

1:02:20

says men the what

1:02:23

you want to see this manner gnomic i

1:02:26

do yes we're but i can't make that

1:02:28

walk again you care of you do it yeah

1:02:32

one point i was walking so slow that me

1:02:34

i should have gone a slew ask me the

1:02:37

realized i was crippled

1:02:39

then to and i was like always i would

1:02:41

you be able to walk a mile i would be for you i

1:02:43

would do

1:02:44

how can i was always far and would

1:02:46

i would have is so sweet and i our

1:02:48

way of i have a way of navigating proud

1:02:51

that i can that i can be

1:02:53

that's when i get recognized

1:02:55

that i can be like all what's up what's up to have a way

1:02:58

that i can keep moving here that

1:03:00

the by saab the up in particular

1:03:02

voters reserves that

1:03:04

that becomes the seen it and not

1:03:06

even because of who wants is more like was going on

1:03:09

of they oh that guy oh that guy yelling muggle

1:03:11

get a photo and and then you do you the

1:03:13

and keep going beer and so

1:03:16

with my cane and with my stalling

1:03:19

it was so hard to because

1:03:21

they was your to keep that that sort of vibe

1:03:23

that is a i would say what's up those his own slowed

1:03:25

like a man with us but let

1:03:27

me let me just get a foot because i'm starved

1:03:29

anyway

1:03:30

you know you aren't get away can't get away yeah

1:03:33

and they don't know that you're trying to get away

1:03:36

yeah i was cool ever was very friendly it was

1:03:38

it was it was called anybody bump into the

1:03:40

sofa

1:03:41

you mean like knocked me down here are not enough he downloaded

1:03:44

to avoid stepped on my foot last

1:03:46

night too so crowded and

1:03:48

i had this moment of panic

1:03:50

probably because they couldn't get offer i couldn't get up yeah

1:03:52

i couldn't get it up i was like oh oh this

1:03:54

is gonna be a i'm going to fall down yeah and

1:03:56

then he noticed and got off your yeah

1:03:59

shit

1:04:01

that was i was a serious moment panic

1:04:03

yeah yeah citizenry for any still

1:04:05

standing on it that's gonna like twinges

1:04:08

yeah i was the

1:04:11

the right minute it

1:04:13

we're we're and moving we walk we

1:04:15

walk

1:04:17

i was with source getting and we're going to use

1:04:19

your enough solo

1:04:20

the lights went off the jimmy's the jimmy

1:04:22

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