I believe, God already has a good plan for meHi, my name is blessed eka naviana. I want to tell a little about my problem this year. Oh yes, I am a girl in grade 12, to be precise in grade 3 high school. Yeah right, I'll graduate soon. I should be happy. Moreover, this year I turned 17 years old, still too young, but that's the truth. But I don't think I want to mature fast. Because I know, when I graduate high school, I have to think hard about my future. Determining the future is more difficult than doing the logarithmic problems my teacher taught me. Every night I have to continue to cry over what my goal is after I graduate. Where should I walk? What should I become? I am very afraid to disappoint my parents, especially I am the first child. My father once said, "You are the first child, also a daughter, you must be able to guide your younger siblings later. Have you made a lot of impressions? As the first child, you are father's first wish. Whatever you experience. Tomorrow, you must be able, no matter how difficult his adult life will be. ”My father's words always remind me. I am too afraid to fail. I am too afraid to disappoint him. But I keep praying to the Almighty to make it easier to get through my adulthood. So that I will always be led in the same direction. Right. So that makes it easier for me to find who I am. And so that I can be launched in an effort to make me proud and make my dreams come true. And hopefully those of you who have heard my podcast will always be protected and given health. Thank you for listening to my complaints, See you later.