I mean if you want to get real with me as a christian. This is what its all about, its sincerely authentically dedicated, to the in betweeners lol the christian bench warmers like yay where are you going chief, issa little bit hot and cold man...I mean you know that ting, that person that sumborry is not it for ya but you cant seem to get out of this habitual phase of not choosing, its a chat for people like me im unbecoming and becoming at the same time, learning that Christianity isnt aboout some standardised performance, you do good you pray in tongues long enough the more steps you get added to your ladder...its about 1 accepting that nigga I am all the waaaay flawed theres a problem chief and its here, 2.God favours mercy over judgement. And most importantly, character has to go hand in hand with with calling, and that applies in all of life and thats a grown up thing to come into terms with I'll tell you that, you cant want what you want without doing what you don't want things need to shed, habits needs to die, people gotta go, and for sure very important its about you! Its not about your parents, its not about being "christian" its about deciding that you want better for yourself not because you're problem but because I want better for myself.