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what about my friends handle you here and i
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matthew hussey his relationship advice
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today we're talking about some of the biggest
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reasons why relationships fail how
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to adjust to make sure your relationship is successful
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and how to keep challenging each other even
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after being together for a long time
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to keep growing together hope you guys love
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that needs it i'm tom bill you and welcome
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to conversations with time
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the you happy
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for having enough do they should be here what
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is what are the biggest reasons
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most relationships fail the people should be aware
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of so that they can actually adjust
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and make sure that their relationship unsuccessful
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the people stop growing and relationship
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anytime we feel like what's exciting
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about the beginning of a relationship that
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we don't feel like we fully figured each other out those
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are was really exciting about dating i don't
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feel like you i have any guarantee
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you like me interfere
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and so there's that sense of why do you know
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why is a cliche that the chases exciting
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the choices an exciting if i think one
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hundred percent it's a done deal the
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traces exciting if there's some
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element of i know you like me
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and there's a chance by
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i also know that i have to work for this
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i have to punch this a challenging you know
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i have to really bring my best to the table
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when two people read
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the know each other
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there that sense that these are two
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completely known
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on tattoos
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now from one aspect that's really
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attractive because it's it creates
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love creates connection it creates
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a bomb that from another
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perspective as that part of our mind that
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still wants to be challenged that still
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wants to feel like this there's something
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the do hair and one of the greatest
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rise to in i think it's of time old question
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how do we challenge someone in
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a relationship when
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we already know everything about each other and we already
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feel like we have each other
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continuing to grow is one of the
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greatest challenges you can present and
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growth doesn't after mean anything crazy it
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could be reading a new books or that you have a different conversation
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to bring today and could be
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running a new skill a could be
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performing well it's something
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that
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rose allows our partner to continuously
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feel like there's always something to
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learn about are still the
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there's some element of mystery that remains a
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priest said the journey of discovery
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lies not in seeking new landscapes
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but in seeing with new eyes
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now that
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to me the which i think is really
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powerful but it's almost the exact opposite that's
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like hey part of your job
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and this dynamic because i do think growing
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is huge from the the other part is like i'm
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about to go my twentieth a wedding anniversary which
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is crazy but that i have to find
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new ways to look at lisa to see
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her afresh that even though
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she is a very well map territory
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for me
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i also have to put in energy
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to like challenge myself
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to see something new that exactly
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it goes both ways
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i don't it it's just incumbent on one person
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to continue to bring their best to the
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table and to grow
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the uncommon on us
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you know
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see this person is so familiar
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and make that calculation which is a false
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one by the way that
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we know everything there is to know about this person
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that looking
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view mirror
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it doesn't mean we know everything about who they
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will be or about how they're growing all
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the parts of themselves that they haven't
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the spoken to us about because we
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have an awesome those kinds of deep questions
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in a long time
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that's why sometimes you go on vacation with your partner
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after a long time have been together and
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you come back ceiling closer why because
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you probably had time to ask each other different
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questions
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no one you ask on a regular week when the two of
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your busy at work and even the weekends
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you're like trying to just play catch up on getting
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dressed know getting to know each other so
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that would be the first one is growing the second
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mom would be
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as simple as it is continuing to
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to
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respect your relationship and your partner or
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enough to try
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right what to
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actually put in the effort with
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then that you put in with
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new people
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after pro talks about this year we'd go into
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work and we often get our most charismatic
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charming energetic cells to
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everybody else
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and then upon against the scraps of the end of the night
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oh interesting can i reveal a secret
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beer okay so as
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you well now being a ceo of accompany
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you have to be charismatic
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and you have
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though i get everybody together and point i'm in a direction
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and so no matter how bad
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my day is i'm going to come into a group
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meeting and i'm gonna be charismatic and i can feel
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myself flipping a switch it's kind of
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like coming to a party coming to a party and being
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a downer doesn't make any sense you can walk and no matter what
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all of that everybody and so
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i play that same role in the
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company
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but with lisa when i
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do that i feel fake and i don't
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mind baking it i don't want
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to be a liar but i don't my faking it in the company
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fact i feel an obligation to
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presenter
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a brave face like mana day where
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everything is down like i'm not
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and i would advise any ceo
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worth their salt don't come in and
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where your heart and your sleep be like oh my god like
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i'm terrified like this horrible
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but with my wife
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i wanna be like that
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problem is and this is me dude
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i've watched so much few content this
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me like channeling you ah
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some point like that
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dumping i think the you call it like readjust
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conley cycling like know like this a
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freaking me out this freak me out this review me up
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if i get some point i do i owe her charisma
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how do you find out
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like i don't want to feel fake with lisa
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but of the same time i don't want to just constantly
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make my insecurities her problem
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i suppose
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we all have
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we all have different games that we go to
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right when we're stressed we go to wonder
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where would we take a lot when was stressed
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we go to our partner i'm where we
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might be anxious we might
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be freaked out about something we
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might just be burned out and we go take
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to get energy and so it
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might be a simple reef framing of oh
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i've been going to this situation
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to get energy
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more than i've been going to the situation lately
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to give energy and giving
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energy might just be a different version of ourselves not
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this fake like one sure when
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you're feeling good or when you're feeling
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relaxed as a playfulness that comes out
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that isn't there at the end of a
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long day and
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that playfulness is every
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bit as much
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you as this other side
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but it's almost sometimes it i feel
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like it's almost as logistics right you be
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if you keep seeing someone at the same time
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at the end of every day then ,
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getting that you that's really at
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the end of every day whereas
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i'm not and i'm not suggesting this is right for your schedule
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for anyone else is but if you
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the first half hour of your die instead i'm
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just gonna that take like
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some of this great any
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in dedicated their first then
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it would just
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actually be a different energy than
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their it might be worse by the way it might be even
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more anxious energy cause you're like i've so
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much to do and on a bit and pull the but it really
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interesting i've actually because i have so many
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rules that i live by to
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overcome my laziness
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for instance monday through friday if i'm awake
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i'm either working or working out that
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a monster i say to myself all the time to stay
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on focus because i really am a just an unseemly
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lazy person by nature
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so i've had to put these things and but that
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means to your point that during
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the week
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my wife is is a literal st
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for dealing with this during the week i'm not a husband
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in a business partner to my wife
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on the weekends i'm a husband and
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a villain foreigner of i'm really out about like i
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definitely has been i prioritize being a husband
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on the weekend that's really
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interesting in terms of the energy fled
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because you're right logistically
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different time to them and different modes
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those modes have like a micro personality
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assigned to them and and which
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is an idea got from jordan peterson i heard say that people
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should like acknowledged people when they're using their
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idea that the jordan peterson thing that people have these micro
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personalities
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that's really interesting man i i
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i nice suffer from the same thing and i
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one of the things i've noticed about myself is
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mean on my part audrey and i we work
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at home
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together and
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sometimes i realize like
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lpl eleven o'clock in the morning
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i'll have done a couple of hours of good work
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and
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she might be right there and i
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the
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there's i might have this little euphoria
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of having just done a couple of hours of really good what
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maybe i wrote and i'd find it really hard
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to get myself to sit down and right and
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i actually wrote this morning and i have that little bugs
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of i did that difficult thing
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and i know that this kind of a moment where i'm like
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i don't have a meeting for an hour
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yet there are a hundred things
10:30
that could now filled his neck
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our
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but what would happen if i just
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when and gave ten or fifteen minutes of this
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euphoric playful energy
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the her right now and i don't always do that
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some because sometimes i come from a scarcity place
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of like only have so much energy and the day
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and you know it's hard enough to get these things don't
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i just need to go straight into the next thing but some
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time
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for after like i'm stealing you know for
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ten or fifteen minutes just to go and give her
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the really lovely energy while i feel it
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i do think those things
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have a real impact and they
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so speaking of the original question
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why does some relationships fail
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this is because we keep singing the same song
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over and over and over again
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and we never
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you know that song might be a very serious so
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and by the way we love serious songs like
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with this is the deployment a place for serious
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song but
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we also if we listen to that all
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day everyday as too much so we sometimes
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listen to a fun song
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sometimes we listen to a sad song and sometimes
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a relationship is an album if
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you're one song all the time
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then and even the
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so on repeat start to
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get tiring
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that i forget number one was
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rose rose number two was
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trying and and trying
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doesn't just mean trying
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harder it can mean trying
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can be more subtle it can be bringing a different
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energy than the one you normally bring
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and a third secret i would
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say
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the reason why a lot relationships fail
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the
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we have to be willing
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to give someone what they
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craven need know
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the thing that we really like giving
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because it's really easy cheap
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giving the thing that were comfortable
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giving like sometimes
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if we're if we give love through food or
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if we give love through a coming
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and giving someone affection know
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whatever it may be
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that maybe the thing that we
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find it really easy to give
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the we just keep giving and giving and giving it
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but the to me the key to relationships
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it
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listen well enough
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that you know what it is they're absolutely
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crazy
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then give them that exact
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thing so it might be that what they're
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craving is an evening
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with their friends
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maybe you if you read between the lines what
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i'm saying to recently they keep
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saying like you know i feel like
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i'm an adult balance in my life recently
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i haven't really caught up with my friends and
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seen in own if you've listened hard enough
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you go
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what is person keep telling me is that
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their friendships are really important to them and
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they haven't had time for them the
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best thing i can do the
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go have a night with my friends
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the that name
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the spice
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the don't have a night with there's without
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go
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the not spending time with me
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my independence this
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week is the greatest gift i can give to
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them but that requires
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listening and i think from in relationships
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one of the reasons they break down is
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for too many days or weeks or
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months or years in a row
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i feel like the thing you've been giving me
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is the thing you wanna give me not nothing
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i actually need from you
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you got so there's
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this joke that my wife and i make don't
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give the gift you
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want to receive give the gift that the other person
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wants because my sister
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in law god bless her had a fiance
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who is no longer her fiance not
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just because that i'm about to say but import
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ah one of the guess that they
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gave her was a movie
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that they really liked and
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, was like you know a christmas gift and it was like oh
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my god here you go and she was like but you
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know i hate this kind of of like a find that
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join you know i hate this kind of movie that why
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on earth are you getting this to me and of course it
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made her feel unheard like feel wasn't
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listening
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i totally get where he's coming from
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which is so we all have a
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love language
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the
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they're probably oversimplified but he gets
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you in the right ballpark and if
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so for me words of affirmation is huge move
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buffer my wife is quality time
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now if i'm giving her words of affirmation
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doesn't mean that they don't resonate by
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it's not gonna land the way
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it with land if i was like yo i really want to carve
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this time out with you i want to sit down like what
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do you want to do like was really sink in
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the
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the problem is that when
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i do that for her
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i love it because it's time with my wife and i really
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enjoy it but it i feel like
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i'm not really giving her the thing
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that she needs and that the she would want
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which is words of affirmation because
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i feel it internally when i give
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her words of affirmation because it's my love language
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it's the same this going to seem silly maybe but
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when so my family we do christmas lists
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because i think you're earlier points
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don't go out with your friends by the way if
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you know first ask your significant other
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is that something i would want because it's like
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for lisa up as like had that what she
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needs a space have found that about announces
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like what our time it looks as if we have nightmares
15:46
to be like what is going on at
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night
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christmas
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you so that you get the things that you actually
15:54
care about we write down business and
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i will go through and look for
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things that i also like on
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their list and i will give them though things
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because i feel
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a different way and know it's like
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getting people it was so for instance my sister
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loves oh my god if you like enemy right her
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good that we have got to talk more about
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that i heard you in an interview talk about weathering with another
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bonus i got a freezer for me about this
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ah my sister likes manga and
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so i'll go through the how like if it's manga
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i'm going to be the one that gives it to because
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i like monger and so it's like i
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get it it's a trap your thousand percent
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right i also feel that nature
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is done as a bit dirty because
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it feels so good when
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it aligns with the thing that you
16:41
also like you really
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gotta be like super careful in fact
16:45
so you haven't as three things i'll give
16:47
people a for hi
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we can round communication it's
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really like you have to say
16:54
things out loud that almost seems
16:57
stupid because they are so
16:59
self evident home and what
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we so what do you mean by that okay i'll
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give you one that
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in
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oh god
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i have okay
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so this so this you have kids in the room
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now the the time to get them believe so
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hi
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used to hate shopping
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and so i told my wife
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look the key to motivating me is to
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touch me in a very special way and
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if you do the i just tell you right now that like whatever
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you want to do at that point like i'm totally games and
17:31
so my wife just
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learned very early on in the relationship the
17:35
easy way to give me the thing
17:37
that i wanted to get me excited
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to go do something that she wanted was that and
17:42
, but i had to say it aloud like
17:44
i just had to teller like you're really reaching
17:47
and struggling to find things would make me want
17:49
to do that they also ran out what it is a sign
17:51
settled in articulating that
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it felt stupid because i couldn't believe i
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had articulated because in my own mind
17:57
it was so self evident and yet
18:00
the saw her straw that because she was
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what would be the things that would work for her right
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now my ya is not what you would want
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to do for me this is it and so
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least i call that giving the keys to the kingdom
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yeah like what are my hot
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button things whether they should be are not here
18:16
they are my insecurities whether i should
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be insecure about the same or not is irrelevant
18:20
here it is and so these are the keys the kingdom
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the
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it people take the time to actually
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articulate this thing then
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it's like the other person like a while like i wouldn't
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have guessed maybe i should but i wouldn't
18:34
have guessed it and now the have articulated
18:36
it i get it and so going back
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to the example you gave like before
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you go oh the thing i should do
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too acknowledge
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were euro is go out with my friends so
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that you can do the thing that you want i would just say
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hey i've been picking up this vibe
18:51
is this really liked what would
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be rad for you and if it would
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then we do it and if it wouldn't
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than we don't the the keys to the kinda
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his kingdom thing is huge
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because we
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so many people expect a partner
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to be a mind reader yes
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then knock and just giving
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them
19:12
the blueprint of how to please you
19:15
the how to make you happy which by the way
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i mean it translates directly
19:20
to the bedroom
19:21
the law people on having sex
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they should be because they're literally not
19:26
talking to each other
19:28
the both front of read each other's minds and beatings
19:30
master lovers and viking
19:33
read each other and i know you're going to like
19:35
this and i'm going to drive isn't it but the truth
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is what makes amazing sex
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is to people who
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say i like it when you do exactly
19:44
that thing that really turns
19:46
me on when two people are in that situation
19:49
i also think the
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the keys to the kingdom thing is
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something we should be always paying attention
19:55
to the things your partner says you often
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in like just
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you could be in the car
19:59
somewhere in your partner will reveal inadvertently
20:02
the keys to the kingdom i'm
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i'm note taker
20:07
the
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people might find this strange but like if
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i hear something my bike home rely
20:13
on my mind to remember that three months
20:15
from now
20:17
though i write down
20:19
quite a quite if i have
20:21
a place right can go to remember like these
20:23
are the things that would over ,
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i've realized to the keys to the kingdom that would really
20:28
pleased my partner if i did them as
20:30
a really useful thing to be able to
20:32
go back to and the
20:35
the thing i will say is that you never
20:38
with that case to the kingdom think if your
20:40
partner tells you something that
20:42
would or it i let me reverse it if you
20:44
told your partner if you gave your part of
20:46
the keys to the kingdom this thing that would
20:48
really mean a lot to me
20:50
then they don't do it they
20:53
don't care enough to do it that
20:55
becomes a great
20:57
the ruler of the relationship itself
20:59
because i think one of the greatest
21:02
things the greatest values that
21:04
keeps a relationship darling is
21:06
whom were
21:08
and i mean not just the kind of teamwork of were
21:10
on a joint vision to get a bit the kind of teamwork
21:12
that says we are a team and making
21:14
each other as happy as possible
21:17
to fact
21:19
what the other person to succeed like
21:21
that is one thing that ah
21:24
watching other people in relationships and i do you want
21:26
into when are you trying to win like what what's
21:28
happening here yet so yeah you've got
21:30
a want to see them be happy
21:32
and if and if they tell you something this is gonna really pleased
21:34
me if you do it
21:36
the
21:37
they then you should be doing that saying
21:39
and if you're with someone that too many times in a row
21:42
you keep saying these things make
21:44
me really happy when you do them and they don't compromise
21:46
your values they're
21:48
just effort if you're in a relationship
21:50
with someone doesn't do those things then you
21:53
then you have to stop questioning the the say teammates
21:56
would you call it out
21:58
i think that there are like
21:59
every relationship is that is is or solar spectrum
22:02
right away extent do i accept
22:05
there are certain things you
22:07
don't you don't like doing vs
22:09
i hope that
22:11
that means a lot to me
22:13
you would do that i don't
22:15
think
22:15
any perfect answer to that other
22:17
than
22:18
real teamwork
22:20
you don't know it when you feel
22:22
it
22:23
the more of it you can give i kind of think
22:25
the more the more
22:27
if you're not feeling it from somebody else
22:30
then
22:31
give him on the things they really
22:34
want
22:34
they don't come naturally to you or that
22:37
you wouldn't know ordinarily do your own this
22:39
thing that you
22:39
all you really like a tidy bedroom
22:42
i don't care
22:43
how do you know i'm gonna do it right i'm going
22:46
to kill i'm going to twenty two bedroom
22:47
because it means a lot to you
22:50
if you do enough of things
22:52
i think it gives you a lot of leverage to go to your partner
22:54
and be like
22:56
this stuff is really important to me
22:58
you're not doing
23:00
by the way i don't care about having
23:02
a party room and yet every morning i make
23:04
the bed
23:05
every morning i try to up all of my clothes every morning
23:07
i do these things i don't do that from name
23:09
i do it because i know it makes you happy
23:12
i like making you happy it makes me
23:14
happy to make you happy
23:17
i'm from the wonder y
23:19
i don't get the same in return
23:21
that i don't think we have that leverage
23:23
if we're in this tit for tat the
23:26
mindset that you haven't been doing
23:28
these things for me the i really want
23:30
so i'm not doing them for you but now and coming
23:32
to from an angry and resentful place setting
23:35
you have to go from a place of leverage and that
23:37
leverages i'm doing a lot to make you happy
23:41
so interesting so these are the
23:43
things that you have to say
23:45
out loud and has a one thing that lease
23:47
and i always talk about his
23:49
don't have me so
23:51
for instance in the beginning of our relationship
23:54
i have a terrible memory and people that see
23:56
me on camera are convinced that i have a good
23:58
memory that i'm just being humble answers to
24:00
hear you say that but his second term i'm i'm
24:02
for have a lot insecure iran my memory with
24:04
a new and i can be insecure together because
24:07
i have a lot of insecurity around my mom really
24:09
well yeah there's something wrong with me sometimes
24:11
i is something wrong with me for sure
24:13
i guarantee it dude that the
24:15
amount of hours that i have spent thinking like
24:18
how much farther would i be in my life
24:20
if i had a better memory i'm not kidding so
24:22
as a yeah i've had set as my life i'm
24:24
just telling you dude i will be so much farther
24:26
along if i had a better memory real pressure valve
24:28
for me harry might go back and i think about that
24:30
all the time and i i literally
24:32
during my how
24:35
many other diode like
24:36
the hard drive
24:37
that were together partly because
24:39
you're like a living archives of my
24:42
experiences like should tell me show
24:44
sight of man you know the
24:46
last time you remember when we're in l a like
24:48
a few months ago in you was so ill
24:51
the ogre
24:52
when was that and and i'm
24:54
you are you know the same not be like she'll be like what
24:56
are you talking about you were like really
24:59
really in a bad way
25:01
and i'll have to search for this
25:04
this memory and it
25:05
it's near sometimes yeah
25:07
they're so the bad news is your life be a
25:09
lot further along with conrad a better match
25:11
on forcing this is one it was like really real things
25:13
yeah ah yeah so
25:16
because of that i told me that
25:18
look i know it matters to you a
25:20
lot that i remember
25:23
anniversary or your birthday all of that
25:25
stuff and i was like was like
25:28
to god i am prepared to dedicate my life you
25:30
i would literally die for you like no
25:32
bullshit if there's an intruder and as literally
25:35
just the other day this happened and
25:37
there was somebody on our property the should not have been
25:39
and these are called me i come
25:41
and deal with that she does not need deal with i will put
25:43
myself in harm's way but i can't
25:45
promise you i'm in remember that our anniversary is
25:47
coming
25:48
and so on the day of our anniversary
25:51
on the week leading up to will you please just
25:53
remind me don't ask me if
25:55
you know i will make you feel
25:57
to the core of your been the you are loved
25:59
me because i i owe her that i
26:02
owe myself that for the health of the relationships
26:04
just feel to the core of her existence that i
26:06
love her and all that don't
26:09
make me remembering a day or
26:11
whatever like don't make that a test
26:13
of whether or not i really love you because this is not
26:16
how my mind works
26:17
though that what you to set is
26:19
so vitally important to the question
26:21
you asked to for which is what do you
26:23
do when someone isn't
26:25
the windows thing right because let's
26:28
let's say in her mind lisa
26:30
originally came from
26:33
paradigm
26:34
really important to me when someone remember
26:36
these occasion was
26:39
what gives you the leverage
26:42
the be like camera
26:44
can i get some leeway here
26:46
adam how much
26:49
love
26:50
you didn't higher in all these other vital
26:53
important ways that she
26:55
knows your heart that she knows your intentions
26:58
the she knows your kindness that she knows
27:00
who you are and how much you love her and
27:03
not just in the sense because
27:05
i think in this argument intentions matter
27:08
but they're not the only thing that matters in a
27:10
in an abusive relationship a
27:13
guy who says my intention is
27:15
to be a great partner it doesn't
27:17
count for a law if a relationship
27:19
is abusive especially physically than
27:22
that to that extent intentions don't matter
27:24
for the relationship what matters is the fact
27:27
the intentions
27:29
intentions matter on some level
27:31
but we're also matters is how many other ways
27:34
you're showing up the really important she's
27:36
able to look at this in around
27:39
go
27:40
i'm in finally happen
27:42
the relationship makes me unbelievably
27:45
happy the fact that this role
27:48
the i'd set up for myself
27:50
i needed this
27:52
it doesn't actually matter anymore
27:54
is certainly doesn't matter nearly as much
27:57
and sometimes i think what it allows us to do is get behind
27:59
the rolling
27:59
the hard play the reason i had
28:02
that rule because
28:04
some i'm remembering the anniversary
28:07
became a symbol
28:09
how much they care how much they
28:11
think of me how much they pay
28:13
attention
28:14
if i'd feel like i know how
28:16
much he cares i know how much he's thinking of me i know
28:18
how much is paying attention
28:21
in all of a sudden i don't need the role
28:23
the anymore so i think that's kind
28:25
of in a in a way a crucial recipe
28:27
for how sacrifices do
28:29
get made when they have to get made
28:32
that you have enough credits in the bank in
28:34
order otherwise
28:36
the thing actually doesn't matter in the way that it used
28:38
to yeah yeah of credits in the bank that's
28:40
really well said like you want to make a withdrawal
28:43
you better have made a lot of deposits which somebody
28:45
you talked about was least and i talk about and
28:47
people are super weird about it is relationships
28:50
are work right and yeah
28:52
what do you say to people when
28:54
they get weird about that
28:57
i don't
28:58
no
29:00
what life they're living
29:02
the island hall i
29:04
, you know
29:07
the treatment of you know is the same as when people talk
29:09
about no regrets and there's a poet a
29:11
british private david white who
29:13
wrote a beautiful essay on on
29:15
regret any in actually the importance of
29:17
regret and he's anymore he
29:20
said dumb a with first he said we're
29:22
for people who say they have no regrets he sees
29:24
a that where have you been no
29:26
lights but he didn't really regret is very
29:28
is very you know you you
29:30
if if if you regret having bullied someone at
29:32
school
29:34
that informs
29:36
how you go about the rest of your life
29:38
and how you treat people and the warmth
29:40
the occurs in your life towards people in the compassion
29:43
occurs as a result of that so
29:45
you know to to
29:48
no regrets or to simply
29:50
pass them off
29:52
is really third to
29:54
not take the lesson with you i'm
29:56
and that doesn't mean that you continuous is not the same as
29:58
shaming yourself away then your finger him in
30:01
your face for it it's just he
30:03
sees regret is actually an important word
30:05
and language not one to be dismissed as you
30:07
should never regret anything
30:09
but similarly
30:11
i struggle with the concept that
30:13
relationships should be easy because
30:15
i've never had an easy relationship and i don't
30:17
mean just with my part i mean in
30:19
my life i mean with my mom would my
30:21
brother's with
30:23
my problems with my best friends
30:25
i wouldn't describe i would certainly
30:27
described certain relationships as
30:30
the
30:32
not containing
30:34
the free
30:35
like unnecessary suffering i
30:37
don't have a single relationship that has been involved
30:40
pain
30:41
i i believe our
30:43
life gets gets better in
30:45
direct proportion to the number of difficult
30:47
conversations were willing to have and
30:51
and a difficult conversation with anyone
30:53
without
30:54
best friend know that thing you did
30:55
you can be upset me
30:58
which is an accommodation you must have with a best
31:00
friend does know an enjoyable conversation
31:02
for anyone no one wants to have it the reason
31:04
we call a difficult conversation
31:06
because we grub do anything else then
31:09
have the honest conversation today
31:11
if we can do it
31:13
the relationship gets better i wouldn't call that
31:16
easy or i think
31:18
the reason
31:19
people have kind of coin that phrase when
31:21
it's right is easy
31:23
in contrast
31:26
the kinds of relationships
31:28
they've been hidden been in that have been
31:32
fortress
31:34
where that has been true
31:37
in compatibility
31:40
why it's a constant grind
31:42
without having to constantly greatly
31:44
away through it and convince
31:47
themselves why it's worth staying why
31:50
i should keep going those
31:52
relationships i think people then come
31:54
out there like the shouldn't
31:56
be this hard and they're right
31:58
shouldn't be
32:00
that hard but i don't think that's the
32:02
same thing as i worry when we
32:04
say that the right relationship is easy because
32:07
i worry that that comes with a kind of entitlement
32:10
that comes with a kind of
32:12
i'm i'm not supposed to have to
32:15
there any work on
32:16
at a speed bump
32:18
early on
32:19
there will be
32:20
there will be there are gonna
32:22
be done
32:23
where you find out something about each other
32:25
that you don't like
32:27
then go order that piece of history
32:29
of yours i didn't know about
32:31
the the day
32:35
you know and you have now have
32:37
that conversation wrestle with
32:39
it together and you you
32:41
if it the right relationship what
32:43
the differences you come out of
32:45
that conversation
32:47
stronger as a unit
32:49
that to me defines the right
32:51
relationship
32:52
i think one of the biggest
32:54
the caterers have a right relationship is
32:57
being with someone who knows how to handle
32:59
you
33:01
you know we
33:03
we've been from it's time and relationships kind of
33:05
try to weigh up who's right and who's wrong
33:07
is someone just got jealous about something
33:10
and night kind of acted
33:14
that then creates this kind
33:16
of a speed bump it creates a moment
33:18
it creates a fire to be per hour and
33:21
that would
33:22
the i'm i'm aware we would cite this is easy
33:24
the a moment where but both frustrated
33:26
with each other i don't think you should be jealous about
33:29
this thing
33:30
i'm jealous about this thing and i so incredibly
33:33
the justified in being jealous about this thing
33:35
and now we're gonna like battle this
33:37
out
33:39
that to me is a
33:41
moment where we get to define
33:44
the relationship
33:45
the
33:46
who often people in that situation are
33:48
arguing about who's right and who's wrong and
33:51
the truth is
33:53
we can
33:55
remove that from moment and just
33:57
go
33:58
there
33:59
there
34:00
and that partner for independence jealous
34:03
has wounds they have trauma
34:05
there's like stuff there
34:07
going on for them
34:09
the and sooner or
34:11
later if they want a happy life a my of the hilda
34:15
there's gonna be someone who comes along
34:17
several anyone who comes along is going to aggravated
34:20
at some point because it's there certain
34:23
will be aggravated
34:26
not a for aggravate it isn't a
34:28
sign that this person is the wrong
34:30
person
34:32
the me
34:34
this person aggravates it
34:37
and harboring aggravated it this
34:40
trauma just gets worse
34:43
then
34:44
that relationship maybe the wrong relationship
34:46
if this person aggravates it
34:49
then when that person gets jealous the way they
34:51
handle it
34:53
this person a chance to actually heal
34:56
and as a result
34:58
the person starts
35:00
let go because for them
35:02
their whole life jealousy has
35:04
meant he is fear
35:06
it's you're going to leave me it's i'm not
35:08
good enough it's you know danger
35:11
and then this person comes along and aggravates
35:13
it and it got it's all that same stuff happens
35:16
and stop get frustrated get mad get something
35:19
but then the way you approach
35:21
me in that is a healing
35:24
president
35:26
then i cannot let go a little bit
35:28
now
35:29
you're right not because
35:33
not because you're such a thing you could
35:35
write all the time you're right because you know
35:37
the handle me
35:39
and i think we sometimes spend
35:43
we don't spend enough time looking for people
35:45
who are actually good at handling us and
35:47
that does shouldn't be an excuse for all of our worst
35:50
stuff all the time but
35:53
the said to clients of mine who are who are post
35:55
privately
35:59
the
35:59
note that this person
36:02
you're spending so much time going is she in
36:04
the rye is she in the wrong she an evil person
36:06
or a she and i enjoy she
36:08
so much time worrying about that instead
36:10
of just going
36:13
house and a healing presents for
36:15
me
36:17
the they just aggravates my was
36:19
trauma in a way that makes it worse
36:22
the reading relationships two people should be
36:24
able to come together to heal
36:26
the person i'm with able it
36:29
is a relationship to becomes
36:31
a healing and healing have to be part of that but is it a healing
36:33
presents for me and if the answer is no
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listen i have lasted as long
42:19
as we have because we both have our insecurities
42:21
we can bowl trigger the other person's insecurities
42:24
but your point where able
42:26
to help guide the other person out
42:28
but
42:29
have you said that
42:31
doesn't mean that i get to just throw my insecurities
42:34
only saw all the time and say you deal with
42:36
it or vice versa it's like
42:38
at , point you have their own
42:41
that i can't just cycle right so
42:43
if something trees me whoa like hey
42:46
i have this insecurity i should not the lie about it
42:48
the person should give me that space to have that cause
42:50
we all have them if
42:52
they can many be amazing if they
42:55
can help you negotiate that and then of the same
42:57
time they have to hold you accountable to not just
42:59
sitting in that all the time wallowing in it being
43:01
in a death loop ah and
43:04
man that is really
43:06
is really either people
43:08
are like they throw it back he you like
43:10
i'll my god you're so insecure like drive
43:12
me crazy and it's like okay that's
43:14
not going to be any fun to be around the
43:17
same time if they just let you
43:19
i keep looping like you're never
43:21
gonna get out of it
43:24
norway
43:25
so true
43:29
the a if you're on the receiving end
43:31
of the wrong behavior
43:33
or behavior that's really destructive not
43:35
productive
43:37
i think they're bringing
43:39
your best to that moment
43:42
is the greatest form of closure
43:44
the relationship and
43:47
hello me more
43:49
you know we feel
43:52
because even when i was saying that before i could almost
43:54
hear people go in front of imagining
43:57
that worst relationship with someone who was
43:59
really does
44:01
and toxic a destructive wherever
44:03
word someone wants to use for it
44:06
and getting angry like
44:08
it's not my responsibility to fix
44:11
this thing in the other person and they should take
44:13
responsibility for not bringing that behavior that's
44:15
all true all about is true
44:18
we all know if we're honest while i
44:21
we should have a little humility because all of us
44:24
you may not have this thing they're bringing
44:26
you the you have something you're going to bring
44:28
them so when
44:30
your when your something comes up
44:33
you're gonna one
44:34
someone to come here and a healing way
44:37
this is your chance to put that credit in the bank
44:40
right
44:41
though
44:42
what do you relate to it or not
44:44
the
44:45
why would reach those people is
44:47
modeling
44:48
the behavior you would like
44:50
to see from them hi
44:52
is the greatest way to influence
44:54
anybody
44:57
that starts with the
44:59
lightning understanding what's behind it
45:01
understanding where it's coming from yeah
45:04
i had a moment with with my partner
45:06
in the beginning of our relationship that
45:08
led up over something and
45:12
she she used get language for
45:14
it she said
45:15
i had to figure out
45:18
he just an os
45:20
or is this something
45:23
is it something deeper the i could learn
45:26
the navigate and understand about
45:28
him
45:30
and might just be a sign of a wound
45:32
not a sign that is just enough
45:35
and
45:35
she had to
45:37
she modeled the right behavior in
45:39
that my machine they sleep
45:41
like
45:42
jump down my throat but she was mad the i was
45:44
flaring up over this thing
45:46
then
45:48
the to step back and she tried to actually
45:50
like
45:51
understand where was coming from and what what
45:53
was going what happened in my past that made
45:56
me flare up in that moment as she said it was a moment
45:58
where actually indeed
45:59
the you to me because i realized
46:02
are you not
46:03
not one off he that
46:05
like her and this
46:08
this triggered something
46:10
for him and i and actually
46:13
when she brought me kindness
46:15
in that moment and understanding i
46:18
a dot
46:20
the
46:23
when you do that and someone
46:25
starts to ease up and
46:27
they start to heal
46:29
a great point
46:31
they don't
46:32
that's also
46:34
really valuable the information
46:37
you learn nothing by mirroring the behavior
46:40
you learn everything from modeling that i do
46:42
you want to see
46:43
and seeing if they can rise
46:46
the that and if they com
46:48
you have your answer about where this person is
46:50
in the your their evolution as a human being
46:53
and whether it would be at all wise
46:56
for you to continue down a path because if someone
46:58
can in any way meet you there
47:01
no know like there's no signs
47:03
of that happening
47:05
then
47:06
you can make an informed decision you could say
47:08
i'm i'm really gonna spend the new
47:10
being the person therapist in a relationship
47:13
do i have that kind of time is
47:15
or any guarantee that if i did they would even
47:17
change know
47:18
okay for this might be a terrible terrible
47:21
bet to make
47:22
i model the right behavior
47:24
and and something shifts
47:27
the start to produce a better relationship
47:29
then there's a huge huge
47:31
success
47:33
gonna want him to win man so interesting
47:36
i and that's so true
47:38
and so useful one
47:40
that you may not have the same and security
47:43
but there's gonna be something that you do have
47:45
that you establish like how should we
47:47
respond to each other like me and i in in
47:49
the early days and i think part of others
47:51
before i came among certain
47:54
though i have a very long
47:56
few so it takes a lot to make me
47:58
angry but once i get angry like
48:00
i'm in it and it would in the
48:02
beginning of our relationship it would sometimes be more
48:04
than twenty four hours here for i'd combat
48:06
down and so just always ended
48:08
up being this catastrophic waste of time in
48:11
in the early part of our relationship where i was
48:13
off working and so working
48:15
relationship were very separated or
48:18
the weekends were the only time that we were engaging
48:20
with each other and if i
48:22
ended up getting pissed on a saturday it was like
48:25
man and view base with online week
48:27
you know what he was so she's like a real qatar
48:29
know that feeling intimate us fucking terrible
48:31
so i would get mad would say early
48:33
in the day and then i wouldn't find
48:36
the be other pull myself out of into later that night
48:38
or the next day and then never
48:40
once was i like you know what well
48:42
done for being mad that won't find out with a good
48:45
news or time and so i ended up writing
48:47
down this letter
48:49
to myself and i
48:51
gave it to her to read back to me and
48:53
it was like all the stuff has to be negotiating the beginning
48:56
and so
48:57
the letter was basically hey
48:59
me it's me
49:01
you have no ulterior motive because always
49:03
out lisa would try to apologize
49:05
or whatever because she just felt
49:07
bad that she'd upset me but that she really was wrong
49:10
and they're needed to be some sort of recompense
49:13
and without that then
49:15
that the the was
49:18
not worthy of being forgiven
49:20
and
49:22
because i realize every
49:24
time you finally emotionally shift out
49:26
of that space you wish you had just let it go
49:29
instantly that's only because
49:31
you have this weird thing about like a no
49:33
no she's just apologizing because she's
49:35
not because she actually feels bad but
49:38
because she just doesn't want to feel badly
49:40
about
49:41
meeting annoyed or whatever she did that was
49:43
so he me it's me you know you have
49:45
no ulterior motive you've never once thought
49:47
that this was time well spent so
49:50
right now force yourself
49:52
to laugh out loud because you know
49:54
that if you laugh out loud you won't be able to stay angry
49:56
or shift your neurochemistry and and you'll
49:58
be able to move past laugh and i
50:00
gave it to lisa and i said the next time
50:02
i get pissed read this back to
50:04
me i won't want to hear it i'm going to be
50:06
super fucking annoyed that you
50:08
pull this out but i
50:11
i will honor this marriage
50:13
by laughing out loud on in
50:15
my sober moment i'm giving you this thing
50:18
and i'm committing myself the
50:20
actually doing it she only had to read
50:22
at once and it was so effective
50:24
when she pulled out the phone and she's like haney
50:27
it's me at the chills now and
50:30
i forced myself litter i don't even think she made
50:32
it through the whole thing and i laughed
50:34
out loud and i was like i can't believe
50:36
that worked but just hearing
50:38
my words coming back to me and
50:40
so it's like this whole thing about you've got a
50:42
want the other person a when you've gotta give
50:45
them the keys to the kingdom you've gotta be
50:47
like trying to meet them they're right like
50:49
she's in the apology she was woodsy
50:51
adamantly new modeling the behavior
50:53
that i would want in the reverse
50:56
and because i can see that i was falling
50:58
prey to some weird deathly for my own mind
51:01
i was like okay this is gonna be the way the you get
51:03
me out of this and then
51:05
not only did it work it worked so
51:07
well that i never needed her to
51:09
read that to me again because of like okay i want
51:11
her to when i don't want to waste of time i know what
51:14
it takes to change my own neurochemistry
51:16
so why do i need to and we've come up with other
51:18
things throughout the times like for a while she
51:20
carried these loved ships again only
51:22
ever had to be played once and then you realize
51:25
like how effective it isn't it was just like
51:28
i want this person remember that i love
51:31
that if in the middle of your hurt because
51:33
it's like i don't usually
51:35
get upset over something dumb i get upset
51:37
over something real like it's the
51:39
thing you did really is like
51:42
you would reflect on to be like yo i should have done
51:44
that i'm reflects how idea you that we should have done
51:46
that
51:47
but i know you love
51:48
and because i know how easy it is for me
51:51
to be the one that does something stupid that i really should
51:53
have done and that you would agree i shouldn't have done
51:55
all that like to have that a
51:57
little thing that you just slide across
51:59
the table when you have
52:01
to agree on all the stuff you have to talk
52:03
about it and you have to like say here the rules
52:05
i had to say hey if you read me this letter i'm
52:07
actually gonna do it and then you have to stick to
52:09
it there's just so much
52:12
ah in what you
52:13
said that is
52:15
valuable valuable
52:17
the
52:19
patton breaking which have heard you talk
52:21
about like you have to be
52:23
you have to be a miniature about patton
52:25
breaking yourself right i think you said that
52:27
one of your videos that our like it
52:30
central to understand yourself in
52:33
those ways and whatever you
52:35
mechanism you have for breaking that patton
52:39
one mechanism is telling your partner
52:41
that they know you ,
52:43
i i i did a similar thing with audrey where
52:45
i said when i'm in that state because i have
52:47
this it says what you'd i have zero hour
52:50
is when
52:51
i'm in that night or not
52:53
my right mind and i can't
52:55
i find it really hard to let go
52:58
i said to her
53:00
when i'm when it why com pushing
53:02
you away in those moments i'm
53:04
desperate feed a lovely
53:06
read by that so true desperate
53:08
for you to love me and to and i need
53:11
to see like can push your when you're still comeback
53:13
exactly not terrible so that we are now
53:15
have it but and it but it's
53:17
true and i said like i'm
53:20
gonna feel like i'm being why
53:22
i'm being cold and and pushed but trust
53:24
me there is
53:25
trout inside the is just so terrified
53:28
you're not gonna love me that
53:31
like
53:32
i push you away
53:34
the that understanding is invaluable
53:36
because of course for her then she knows
53:38
he knows moments
53:39
did
53:41
about me and it's
53:42
not a if not pass know
53:44
any doesn't not love to the problem is
53:47
you get three right crazy psycho with
53:49
on pushing her away and then she does he
53:51
doesn't love me and it's the exact
53:53
opposite
53:54
what's true and
53:57
and not giving that person the case
53:59
to the kingdom
53:59
you say is giving the person
54:02
the understanding of what's really
54:04
going on so i love the he said that andy
54:07
you know what you said about them remembering
54:10
that oh lisa loves me so
54:12
much as she did something
54:15
the the poor of her is that
54:17
she loves me so much if not
54:19
this behavior or thing is not this slip
54:22
up it's not it's this that
54:24
is like i called an emotional buttons have
54:27
a retreat program web i do a whole
54:29
section on this because to me
54:31
knowing what your emotional buttons
54:34
all
54:35
the key to life you you
54:37
were essentially a learning how to program your
54:40
thoughts and your emotions and that thought
54:42
i know how much lisa loves me at her corps
54:44
and emotional button
54:46
i had
54:47
one i'd got
54:48
from childhood where
54:51
we were me my
54:53
brothers
54:55
a few friends were playing in the garden
54:59
i don't even remember what happened
55:01
something upset me so
55:03
badly
55:06
or the why maybe it wasn't even a big thing
55:09
upset me but the way it was reacted
55:11
to all the way i fell in that moment
55:13
so i got in my head so
55:15
badly about it
55:17
yeah i went to my room and salt
55:20
didn't come out
55:22
and
55:23
then it turned
55:25
out this whole plan was made for like my brothers
55:27
and my friends
55:29
the will go to their house
55:31
the carry on like this really fun die
55:33
and have a sleep over at my friend's house
55:35
and but no without
55:38
me ever more to be involved
55:40
like knocking on my door going man
55:42
like promo was gone
55:44
like
55:44
the superbowl
55:46
that it was so important to
55:48
me
55:49
make a point
55:51
about this thing and
55:53
pushing ever wonder why
55:55
i didn't go i told them to
55:57
leave and i've watched the car leave
55:59
the house
56:01
for my bedroom window
56:03
i cannot tell you how much
56:06
i remember the next day my brother's came
56:08
back and there was stories
56:10
the road is wonderful things that happened they got
56:12
excited about the night and was such a great sleep
56:14
over
56:15
i regretted it so badly
56:19
never knows
56:20
what's your image
56:22
stream of my life
56:23
the really insignificant
56:25
moment
56:26
yeah
56:28
i never forgot it because i it
56:30
never the lesson liver
56:31
the left me that i cost myself that
56:34
amazing fun time with
56:36
steam with steam bunch
56:37
people that love me
56:39
the my brothers were my best friend
56:41
with my friends they will have this wonderful
56:44
time
56:45
no one was against me
56:47
no one was
56:48
it wasn't like i said we're going to go make this plan
56:50
without met if homes like met com is
56:52
going to be fun and i denied myself
56:56
that
56:58
the or i've never forgot that and when i feel
57:01
the myself
57:02
sabotaging myself or something good
57:05
when i'm upset today i
57:07
remember that sleep over
57:09
that becomes an emotional button
57:12
patton break for me in the same
57:14
way that you know
57:16
the love me
57:17
the patent right for you and i think that such
57:20
that those things have really really powerful if you've
57:22
ever fine on for anyone out there who have finds
57:24
one of these write it down and
57:26
have it somewhere where it's to have said that
57:28
next time a situation like that
57:30
cause you have a place
57:32
the go to connect with that truth
57:35
the life is there's all these traits and winston
57:37
churchill said men occasionally stumble over the truth
57:39
but most pick themselves up and carry on as if nothing
57:41
happened
57:42
you occasionally stumble over truth
57:45
about life about
57:46
about your partner about your relationship about yourself
57:49
when you get one of those truths like
57:52
right down somewhere where in new your
57:54
moments where you're finding it hard to access
57:56
trace
57:57
you can you can go there because in
58:00
a life changing and they plug you back in
58:03
her her life itself and what's important
58:07
that's really critical there's
58:09
one thing about me that i
58:11
think is really help a lot with my success
58:13
which is that i don't trust everything
58:15
i feel i recognize myself
58:17
as a deeply flawed individual that
58:19
routinely does dumb things that
58:22
may sound negative but it
58:24
it has stopped me from compounding
58:27
the problems and so i remember
58:30
when you were telling a story unfortunately for
58:33
me that mama came much later in life
58:35
the lease and i got in a huge
58:37
fights the biggest fight we've ever been into this day and
58:41
we were yelling at each other over
58:43
a cup of tea and
58:46
the fight have been going on for it
58:48
had to be hosted two hours and
58:50
we were honor way to way
58:53
weekend away and among
58:55
the freeway and i take the exam like we're going
58:57
back home this is a waste is no point going on this
58:59
vacation and i turn the car
59:01
around we start heading back
59:03
the oven doing that because the voice of my
59:05
head was screaming like why are we fighting you're
59:07
gonna regret wasting their time on this and
59:10
i turn around we're headed home and i'm like
59:13
the
59:14
there's no way you're this
59:17
angry over a cup of tea
59:19
what do you actually upset about
59:21
and
59:22
in fight and i literally said okay hold on
59:24
hold on hold
59:26
that
59:27
i can't be this angry about a cupboard you
59:30
can be this angry about a cup of tea what are we actually
59:32
fighting about and so then
59:35
i was just like i'm just gonna say like
59:37
the raw shit ever like of my
59:39
most naked i'm
59:41
, recognize that my
59:43
motives here are probably petty and
59:46
that you've triggered an insecurity
59:48
and me and i need to figure out what it is and
59:50
so i just started talking we finally figured out
59:52
what it was
59:54
and she figured out what it was for her and
59:57
we said we're never going to argue about the t
59:59
a oh and we're always gonna figure
1:00:01
out like him because unfortunately you get caught
1:00:04
up in a micro personality you said you're not
1:00:06
you're right mind you get in the neurochemical
1:00:08
state and , really become
1:00:10
a different version of yourself and
1:00:12
so mike when we slip into that
1:00:14
different version let's make sure that
1:00:16
we identify what we're really fighting
1:00:18
about and so in
1:00:21
there and and longtime listeners
1:00:23
wolf heard me describe this before but for anybody's
1:00:25
was and for the first time so at
1:00:27
that time in our lives we were really
1:00:29
poor and i was working
1:00:32
really hard to try to be successful and i
1:00:34
hated my fucking life and i was
1:00:36
just so desperate i had told her
1:00:38
i was going to make her rich her rich my
1:00:40
father and i was gonna make his daughter rich he did not
1:00:42
want me to marry his daughter he did not think i was going to
1:00:44
be successful and i wasn't info
1:00:47
like all of my worst nightmares are coming through my
1:00:49
wife is clipping coupons and so
1:00:52
i was just like you have to let me work
1:00:54
all the time and if the only way
1:00:56
that i'm in i'm a good i'm getting emotional now
1:00:58
because this isn't just the fuck and story i was like
1:01:00
really in it and remember i don't know what that's
1:01:03
i'm i'm actually going to be successful all
1:01:05
i know with i've taken her from
1:01:07
a a much easier life and
1:01:09
i've made things really hard for her and
1:01:12
i'm in a dark place and i finally
1:01:14
agreed to take a weekend away and like go
1:01:16
travel and so unlike we can afford
1:01:19
a hotel but we're going to get a hotel and i'm doing
1:01:21
this for you and i'm freaking
1:01:23
out i think that if i
1:01:25
don't end up being successful you're not going to love me so there's
1:01:27
like a lot on the fucking line but i haven't
1:01:29
said any of this allowed i'm not even aware
1:01:31
of that myself right i haven't like put all this
1:01:33
together i just know i wake
1:01:36
up i'm ready to go there going to let
1:01:38
us into the room at like one o'clock or whatever
1:01:40
so i want to make sure we're
1:01:42
there so we get every penny
1:01:45
out of this hotel room
1:01:47
i have not had any other
1:01:49
i wake up
1:01:50
my wife is thinking oh my god the
1:01:52
time is her quality time with her love language
1:01:55
he finally taking time for me we're
1:01:58
gonna have this special
1:01:59
weekend away and
1:02:02
i want to start slow and have a
1:02:04
cup of tea and just have him sit
1:02:07
with me and like we can just like
1:02:09
sink in and like really be with each other and
1:02:11
so i'm like what are you
1:02:13
doing you're having a cup of tea like the
1:02:16
the cars pack let's go and
1:02:18
she's like but like want to have to have of tea now
1:02:20
what she meant was i wanna be
1:02:23
with you and what i meant was
1:02:25
i'm trying to serve you and make good
1:02:27
on my promises and for me to
1:02:29
spend money and take time away from taking
1:02:32
care of you as is like it's like
1:02:34
breaking the promise i made it to
1:02:36
keep you alive and so all
1:02:39
of this collides over a fucking have a t and
1:02:41
so now once we finally
1:02:44
said those things i was like oh my
1:02:46
thoughts like seeing it from your perspective
1:02:48
i totally get it i how
1:02:50
honor you which is what i'm trying to do
1:02:53
by building a business and getting wealthy and all
1:02:55
that is to honor you an honor my promises
1:02:58
actually that while you have a cup of tea
1:03:00
and we could have started this all out him and it have
1:03:03
been amazing but
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i wasn't i wasn't putting
1:03:08
it together my own mind and mind certainly wasn't articulating
1:03:10
it's you and vice versa right and
1:03:13
so now we're like will catch ourselves
1:03:15
twenty minutes into an argument were arguing about
1:03:17
the t like what's really
1:03:19
going on here because i have just learned one
1:03:21
truth if you're in a fight
1:03:23
someone has triggered your and security
1:03:26
the area there's no alternative there's
1:03:28
no other like oh this was actually
1:03:30
really about this thing know know you're
1:03:32
insecure about something and once
1:03:35
you can figure out what you're actually insecure
1:03:37
about then you can have the real conversation
1:03:41
hell then dude you're gonna lose
1:03:44
that is
1:03:45
one of the most powerful and one of
1:03:48
my favorite
1:03:50
relationships stories i've ever
1:03:52
heard
1:03:53
that's certainly changed our lives but man
1:03:55
and the moment it was
1:03:58
ugly and i felt really stupid
1:04:00
the
1:04:02
i mean i i commend you for sharing
1:04:04
and being vulnerable enough to do that because i think that
1:04:06
you with that one story you're
1:04:10
helping how many people because
1:04:12
it's the cup of tea
1:04:16
what makes these
1:04:18
things feel so shameful
1:04:20
an embarrassing to talk about
1:04:23
the ever went outside of the car
1:04:26
that it feels
1:04:28
the said and and that's
1:04:30
what it feels like in real relationships
1:04:32
is the the arguments we have
1:04:35
still so intensely private
1:04:37
because they so they so we
1:04:39
feel so naked
1:04:41
oh exposed and all
1:04:43
of us guys go out into our lives with
1:04:47
this kind of alpher energy and putting
1:04:49
, a front and being a certain thing with all of our friends
1:04:52
are so stripped bare by those
1:04:54
arguments and you
1:04:57
know i i i think the what everyone
1:05:00
i hope everyone he is enough story
1:05:02
is that you decided to stop
1:05:04
the car that
1:05:07
to me is like the heroic moment of
1:05:09
the story is that you stop
1:05:11
the car
1:05:12
and that is a choice and i don't
1:05:14
know where that comes from in you
1:05:18
stop the car
1:05:21
the the moment and i have you ever got into the at
1:05:23
the american version of the office
1:05:25
there was a moment with jim and pam
1:05:27
one of the great kind of love story of the shower
1:05:30
yeah
1:05:32
he said a ball
1:05:34
with her ex
1:05:36
and heard his kind of
1:05:38
burrow
1:05:39
and
1:05:41
he's off in another town studying
1:05:44
and they're a part in the doing long distance and
1:05:46
they have not been used to doing that and the
1:05:48
finding their feet with it and she gets
1:05:50
a voicemail
1:05:52
he gets a voice mail from her because she's out
1:05:55
super light and she gets he gets kind of like i think
1:05:57
of drunken voicemail i
1:06:00
never die in the background and you
1:06:02
know
1:06:03
the guy the ex who
1:06:05
is the quintessential
1:06:08
territorial kind of caveman
1:06:12
stand your ground don't pop
1:06:14
with that nonsense get jealous kind of
1:06:16
a guy
1:06:18
he
1:06:19
the in his he gets engines head
1:06:21
and he says you're okay with that
1:06:25
jim never been like that
1:06:27
the never fretted about that kind of thing with
1:06:29
her
1:06:30
the x getting ahead and says that
1:06:33
i would worry me i've i be okay
1:06:35
with that she was out that light and
1:06:37
i would be new friend of hers
1:06:40
jim get in the car
1:06:42
and he stopped driving
1:06:44
an hour
1:06:45
the where she is to train
1:06:48
he was you might be up to
1:06:49
that night
1:06:51
and catch her in something
1:06:53
the get
1:06:54
on the freeway
1:06:56
then it catches himself
1:06:59
and he said
1:07:02
stop he grabbed the wheel
1:07:04
and
1:07:05
hunt car around and
1:07:07
he said you know what know
1:07:10
though
1:07:11
that is no our relationship and i'm
1:07:13
not that guy
1:07:16
and he makes a decision the height
1:07:18
of the hard thing he interrupts
1:07:22
this trajectory
1:07:23
that is gonna inevitably lead
1:07:26
to broken trust in their relationship
1:07:29
she's not going to feel trusted
1:07:31
they're going to have a fight they're going to have some kind of a breakdown
1:07:35
and he decided that not gonna
1:07:37
be us that moment
1:07:39
is the most heroic moment anyone can have
1:07:42
in a relationship and
1:07:44
it might seem from the outside like that wasn't such
1:07:46
a big deal and wasn't such a big deal to stop the car
1:07:48
and at but when you're in it on that level
1:07:51
the most difficult thing
1:07:53
in the world
1:07:55
and the thing i'd say
1:07:57
to people a lot is
1:07:59
when you're
1:07:59
that territory maybe you maybe
1:08:02
you haven't found any to stop the collier
1:08:05
maybe haven't got there maybe like you just com
1:08:10
the
1:08:11
fine be
1:08:12
the inches find the one percent shift
1:08:18
if you're in an argument
1:08:20
and
1:08:22
you see thing but you reach
1:08:24
out your hand
1:08:26
and you just
1:08:28
you might just put it next
1:08:30
to their hand you might just
1:08:32
for two seconds like just
1:08:34
strike their hand and then you put
1:08:36
your hand back
1:08:39
or maybe just one percent
1:08:41
the haven't said anything to rectify the situation
1:08:43
you haven't
1:08:44
the that one percent registered
1:08:46
with them
1:08:49
they're mad at you
1:08:51
if they felt your handful one
1:08:52
and i'm what they really felt was humility
1:08:55
what they really
1:08:56
it was an act of vulnerability what they really
1:08:58
felt was this person just a that
1:09:00
one second
1:09:02
in reaching out to me
1:09:04
dropping their pride just a little bit
1:09:07
maybe just enough
1:09:10
for me to reach my handbag
1:09:12
and grab a little finger enough
1:09:15
and in that
1:09:18
the all of one percent
1:09:21
the actually begins this snowball
1:09:24
check out of the situation
1:09:27
and i think that things don't change
1:09:29
the
1:09:30
no one makes that one that lived
1:09:32
it so preoccupied with how hard
1:09:34
it would be to turn it around
1:09:37
they don't even if it another way
1:09:39
through it they don't do that one
1:09:41
thing
1:09:42
that would soften the other person enough
1:09:45
for them to do a gentler thing
1:09:47
how on and so on and so on
1:09:50
was awesome is you
1:09:52
didn't do it just do that
1:09:54
stop the car the ama that terrifyingly
1:09:56
good advice like the the little
1:09:58
hand outrage
1:09:59
the reminder that you love somebody
1:10:02
that's really is and one it is very hard
1:10:05
to do in those moments right
1:10:07
it really goes a long way and
1:10:10
i worry that
1:10:13
part of why i
1:10:15
have been successful in relations i think
1:10:18
this is the same for you but i don't want to pay you with his brush
1:10:20
if if you don't think that it feels right but is
1:10:22
that i am on disorders
1:10:26
male female spectrum i definitely
1:10:28
have like a lot of female feminine
1:10:30
energy
1:10:32
that serve mean really well
1:10:34
like you write for cosmo magazine
1:10:36
or has to iraq area so
1:10:39
i have many many times
1:10:41
said that part of the reason that i ended up getting good
1:10:43
at relationships is when i was a teenager
1:10:46
and i was terrible with women people always
1:10:48
used to joke that men didn't understand women so i
1:10:50
used to go read cosmo magazine and the way
1:10:52
to like better understand them and
1:10:54
, think it's actually really really smart
1:10:57
like the more that you can find
1:11:00
those ways to reach
1:11:02
out to break down the barriers to be
1:11:04
communicative to be a motive to
1:11:07
identify your own insecurities to articulate
1:11:09
them all things that are technically like not
1:11:12
the sort of brutish masculine
1:11:14
day now i think to something we
1:11:16
haven't talked about here but i've heard you speak very eloquently
1:11:18
about you also need to be able to
1:11:20
be tough and masculine and all that
1:11:22
stuff but if you can do both
1:11:25
if you can be softer not moment instead
1:11:27
of trying to win the argument especially
1:11:29
in in fact here here is really
1:11:32
your own test
1:11:34
yeah how do you act
1:11:37
when you know you're right
1:11:39
you got him dead to rights for
1:11:41
you've caught them out since it's obvious
1:11:43
in that moment they are wrong and you're right
1:11:46
the not moment are you dunking on them or
1:11:49
are you like because
1:11:51
the way i think about it is oh
1:11:53
my god i know in the
1:11:55
next breath i might be the one that
1:11:57
we both realized is wrong so
1:12:00
in this moment i'm deposit the by about
1:12:02
it because i don't want to let
1:12:04
the oh get caught out like i want
1:12:06
the grace the next time and
1:12:10
in those moments of you can be
1:12:12
that
1:12:13
gentoo or
1:12:15
reaching hand to
1:12:17
again to want them to win to help
1:12:19
them back to not be like i told
1:12:22
you and it's like give them
1:12:24
that grace and help
1:12:26
them find the exit ramp
1:12:29
man like when i think about what really
1:12:31
has made lisa and i stand the test the
1:12:33
time because it certainly isn't that were perfect
1:12:35
it certainly isn't that we don't do dumb
1:12:37
things or get petty
1:12:39
or be insecure it's that we're always
1:12:42
trying to as really goes by
1:12:44
and i'd never heard anybody say that we use
1:12:46
had it earlier like
1:12:48
how do they help you deal with something
1:12:50
that when you're insecure whatever that
1:12:54
man if you can really be art
1:12:56
for in that moment and not
1:12:58
try to banks to win but
1:13:00
instead bank the grace
1:13:03
that goes a long way
1:13:05
that i think it's very well said tom
1:13:07
and i think that
1:13:08
that is
1:13:10
the me at least born out of humility
1:13:14
born out of exactly what you said
1:13:16
i don't know when it's gonna be my turn
1:13:20
the
1:13:21
let hopefully
1:13:23
we've been
1:13:24
daily life goes on we
1:13:27
we suffer enough and we go through enough
1:13:29
pain and we get punched in the face enough that
1:13:31
we come to have a little humility we
1:13:34
come to realize that we
1:13:37
all make mistakes that there
1:13:39
are things that we have found incredibly difficult
1:13:41
to shake
1:13:43
with the person you're with
1:13:45
i understand that it is hard for
1:13:47
them to shake
1:13:49
that thing you don't like that they do
1:13:52
the is for you to shake
1:13:55
that thing and you that
1:13:57
you spent your whole life trying to
1:14:00
stop doing
1:14:01
the condo
1:14:03
you know it it's he has some
1:14:05
might say i i really frustrated with
1:14:07
my part the way my partner relates
1:14:09
to
1:14:10
alcohol
1:14:12
the
1:14:13
might be and i'm not said i'm
1:14:15
at this isn't an excuse or
1:14:17
excusing someone and and and
1:14:19
it's divorced from the kind of actual kind
1:14:21
of effect on a relationship that something
1:14:23
is happening but just in theory
1:14:26
where how difficult vice
1:14:28
find it to give up that glass
1:14:32
of wine that they have every night that bothers
1:14:34
you
1:14:35
or that couple of boss
1:14:36
one that bothers you every night is as
1:14:38
difficult for you
1:14:40
the about being a workaholic
1:14:44
they're all part of an addiction spectrum
1:14:47
the
1:14:48
the partner is addicted to certain behaviors
1:14:51
that make it really tough for them to change
1:14:53
and were addicted to certain things that make it
1:14:55
really hard for us
1:14:57
the change now that means it's probably
1:15:00
good sense not to have a relationship with
1:15:02
someone were
1:15:03
your addictions
1:15:05
make do so immediately incompatible
1:15:08
that
1:15:09
you're gonna make each other miserable on a really long
1:15:11
timeline
1:15:13
that doesn't mean that
1:15:15
in other areas where maybe
1:15:18
your
1:15:19
the two of you are actually that far
1:15:21
off you got similar values
1:15:25
you have a similar outlook on life
1:15:27
that your core
1:15:29
you have the same heart
1:15:31
the different
1:15:33
allows more grace in those
1:15:36
situations and perhaps can get
1:15:38
a little bit i i you know you
1:15:40
and i were talking earlier about just his you
1:15:42
tube and how you'd trial certain things
1:15:44
for you tube because it helps and
1:15:47
one of the pitfalls of my
1:15:49
line of work is that people love hearing about
1:15:51
red flags
1:15:53
enter any time you title something with red
1:15:55
flags in it
1:15:56
people people want to watch that
1:15:58
problem with that is
1:15:59
people get addicted to looking for red flags
1:16:02
of can ask you think that they're worried
1:16:04
they're seeing them
1:16:06
are they looking for a justification to get alec
1:16:08
why as red flags so popular i think
1:16:11
that it speaks to some part of us
1:16:13
that i is playing detective with what's
1:16:15
going to go wrong and we
1:16:17
wanted
1:16:18
no we and i we we love
1:16:20
like what how , i know
1:16:22
that this thing they just did is actually a sign that they're
1:16:24
gonna ruin my life i want to know that now but
1:16:27
it also it is something cathartic about
1:16:29
it for situations that already happened for us if
1:16:32
, someone did a lot of damage to me
1:16:35
the something about a red
1:16:37
flags videos
1:16:38
repealing just from a retrospective point
1:16:40
of view say ,
1:16:42
was that saying and a fight have seen that you know
1:16:44
i i now know that was a giant red
1:16:46
flag and you know i get some voice
1:16:49
that thing but the danger
1:16:51
of course of becoming obsessed with
1:16:54
looking for red flags is that you will find them
1:16:56
and everything
1:16:58
the flaring up at the beginning of our relationship
1:17:00
over something
1:17:02
she could have easily watch one of my videos and gone
1:17:04
served as a red for said it's
1:17:07
like this like this giant red flag i don't know i
1:17:09
don't know about this
1:17:10
you could i had a conversation with our friends and on this is
1:17:12
a red the and are you know no no that's a red
1:17:14
flag if you know
1:17:16
we all have red flags
1:17:18
on from level we all have something because we're
1:17:20
all bringing baggage
1:17:22
the table
1:17:24
what red flag for knowledge
1:17:26
no doubt
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that's really interesting that
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the the i'm curious if
1:17:34
i can look at your stats is is
1:17:37
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oh okay salary growing my audience
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there's when you say that it's more of
1:24:19
a detective thing one
1:24:22
, the things i want to talk to you about is a difference
1:24:24
between men and women and
1:24:28
one of the things could i'm obsessed with this
1:24:30
and i got obsessed with it who
1:24:32
so the human brain
1:24:34
is a prediction machine so
1:24:36
, and it began with
1:24:38
really are beginning to be able to predict
1:24:41
the body and what would movie towards food
1:24:43
and all of that but it's become ah
1:24:45
not only are we predicting limbs and where they are in
1:24:47
space in there some fascinating your research
1:24:49
about that but especially when
1:24:51
it comes to women it becomes i'm
1:24:54
sorry before i get to the the part about women just
1:24:56
you to successfully
1:24:58
stay alive you have to be able to accurately predict
1:25:01
so it is incredibly deeply ingrained
1:25:03
in us us when you start looking at
1:25:05
the sexes for men
1:25:07
getting someone pregnant making
1:25:09
sure the passer jeans on is a very
1:25:11
low effort
1:25:14
endeavor but for endeavor woman it's incredibly expensive
1:25:16
and so men are looking for signs
1:25:18
of fertility and women are looking for
1:25:21
is this gonna be a good
1:25:23
investment are they gonna be here for the long
1:25:25
haul and so it puts them
1:25:28
more in a like i have to be a detective
1:25:30
and i have to suss out and
1:25:33
it's become bizarrely taboo
1:25:36
to talk about the differences between men and women
1:25:38
i find it utterly strange because
1:25:41
your brain is predicted machine and you should want anything
1:25:43
that helps you make better predictions and so i
1:25:45
became obsessed with this when i couldn't
1:25:48
get a girlfriend in the beginning some i get the fuck am i doing
1:25:50
wrong like it just i could not predict
1:25:53
how behavior a on a date
1:25:55
would lead to the outcome that i
1:25:57
wanted and so i started like really
1:25:59
going the rabbit hole and then because
1:26:02
back in the i would have gotten good at this
1:26:04
right at the end of the nineties
1:26:06
beginning of the two thousand and
1:26:09
so that wasn't weird at that time
1:26:11
to be like are women are like this women are like this
1:26:13
men are from mars women are from venus right way and
1:26:17
so as i've watched it become taboo
1:26:19
i'm like yo yo yo don't let this become
1:26:21
a taboo think you are fucking yourselves up
1:26:23
because if you don't recognize and look i'm
1:26:26
these are broad strokes and of course
1:26:28
is somebody who admits that i have a
1:26:30
lot of salmon and energy like
1:26:33
a hundred percent i think guys can
1:26:35
you don't have to be to woman to have
1:26:37
those intuitions or whatever but once
1:26:40
you understand the broad strokes you can predict
1:26:42
things a lot better what are some
1:26:45
things that you see and
1:26:47
i'll be curious to see like if this makes you uncomfortable
1:26:49
vi know like this like this it is ah
1:26:52
what are some broad strokes you've seen that are different
1:26:54
between men and women
1:26:56
that i consider myself an
1:26:59
empiricist
1:27:00
lively so i
1:27:04
and for though they don't know what an empiricist
1:27:09
a rationalist says
1:27:11
you know
1:27:13
because x plus
1:27:16
y equals the
1:27:18
and
1:27:19
that the the model that's the
1:27:21
theory and therefore that's what happens and and
1:27:24
and appears empiricists says
1:27:26
productive that the
1:27:28
rationalist viewpoint that the assertion that
1:27:31
let me
1:27:33
hammer out
1:27:35
against the the and i love my experience
1:27:37
as a of what i've
1:27:39
noticed like seemed peeve of mine
1:27:41
data yeah like what is what's
1:27:44
the story in my own life to that feel
1:27:47
her
1:27:48
the
1:27:51
i was gonna show
1:27:54
the number of years back
1:27:57
where
1:27:58
i was
1:27:59
panel with
1:28:02
another man and woman
1:28:06
the
1:28:08
the concept of first
1:28:10
date sex came
1:28:15
the
1:28:16
people they were talking to kind of subject
1:28:19
matter was should you have sex on a first
1:28:21
date
1:28:23
and somehow i think it go onto differences
1:28:26
between men and women now
1:28:28
that i don't have any i
1:28:30
don't care who has sex on a thursday as
1:28:32
long as
1:28:33
you know
1:28:34
hi
1:28:36
put yourself in an unsafe situation and we
1:28:38
all know by the wife there's a difference immediately
1:28:41
the a man going
1:28:43
home with a woman we
1:28:46
know is not it is safer
1:28:48
than women going home
1:28:50
the man because there's a size difference so
1:28:53
we already know none of none of
1:28:55
us could claim that it doesn't feel like
1:28:57
there's a safety issue on one side
1:28:59
that's not quite the same on the other
1:29:02
so there's a there's a difference already
1:29:05
there
1:29:06
that i was also
1:29:09
saying that from i am
1:29:11
not speaking at for me as a man
1:29:13
i'm speaking from fifteen years of
1:29:15
working with women in this area and answering
1:29:18
their questions that
1:29:20
and i've worked with men to
1:29:22
more often the case amongst
1:29:25
the women that come to me that
1:29:26
they regret having slept with someone to quickly
1:29:30
then it is
1:29:31
for men to come to me saying the same thing that
1:29:34
already is suggestive of a difference
1:29:37
the i made a point in the context of first date
1:29:39
sex was kind of it's kind of and know yourself
1:29:42
argument
1:29:43
no you know if you know you're gonna
1:29:45
you have a kind of tendency
1:29:47
to feel used after that and
1:29:49
your the know yourself well enough not to do something
1:29:52
is gonna make you feel bad at the end of
1:29:54
it
1:29:55
the
1:29:57
that it was an interesting it was a bit like
1:29:59
it felt like
1:30:00
empirical meeting rational because the
1:30:02
guy the i was with
1:30:04
read up
1:30:06
they said this is lot shiny
1:30:08
wow how dare you
1:30:10
this is and i said
1:30:13
i'm not talking from the not
1:30:15
talking about what you was right and wrong
1:30:18
i'm saying from everyone
1:30:20
i've coached
1:30:22
that there's a decent amount
1:30:24
regret amongst people have
1:30:26
the threat with someone to quickly
1:30:28
i get i stories from women
1:30:32
and he couldn't he couldn't get
1:30:34
his mind out that say it became
1:30:36
a really combat is issue
1:30:39
the led to a kind of early ending
1:30:41
to the show
1:30:42
that bad with the the
1:30:45
on the panel said
1:30:47
they actually
1:30:49
completely understand and agree
1:30:51
one matthew was
1:30:52
they are absolutely makes
1:30:54
sense to me from my experience
1:30:57
as a woman
1:30:58
like i said i was speaking from experience of a man
1:31:00
i was speaking from the x literally were
1:31:02
repeating what the said to me ad nauseum
1:31:05
for years
1:31:06
what was wrong i was saying
1:31:08
you have to way out for yourself what
1:31:11
what that makes you feel afterwards
1:31:14
the biggest area the
1:31:16
i see the difference that
1:31:19
is really really destructive
1:31:22
then the issue of the biological clock
1:31:26
because
1:31:27
my work i have dealt
1:31:29
with
1:31:30
so many i mean to
1:31:32
get people ask for those that are just meeting
1:31:34
me to die you three the shower to give people a scale
1:31:37
i'm
1:31:39
i'm not talking thousands of people
1:31:41
on talking millions of people over
1:31:43
fifteen years
1:31:45
the hundreds of thousands live in
1:31:47
my cause and events
1:31:49
and retreat
1:31:52
i have dealt with so
1:31:54
many
1:31:55
hundreds of thousands of women who are in there
1:31:58
that taste
1:32:00
who
1:32:02
the have reached a point where this life's
1:32:04
goal they have
1:32:07
it's coming into question
1:32:10
the make a career goal canada the
1:32:12
life goal of having a family having children
1:32:14
nice
1:32:15
and
1:32:18
they are now
1:32:20
starting to as any of us do
1:32:22
you did
1:32:24
lisa where there was a life goal
1:32:26
you had being able to provide the
1:32:28
protect and and give her the lives
1:32:30
that you wanted to give that you wanted to provide
1:32:32
you'd there was an anxiety about that
1:32:35
those are censored
1:32:36
oh my god what's the sports i can't do this was
1:32:38
it doesn't happen that
1:32:41
is what i experience in so many
1:32:43
women that come to me who
1:32:45
really one family
1:32:48
finding that there is a kind of anxiety
1:32:51
that creeps in that turns into panic at
1:32:53
some point for lot of people and then of course greece
1:32:55
if it doesn't happen
1:32:56
that when can invade their dating
1:32:59
life
1:33:00
and so
1:33:01
the really
1:33:04
it's a key difference for i've
1:33:06
tried to actually
1:33:08
level the playing field on
1:33:10
in my work to give women their power back
1:33:13
well firstly i think
1:33:16
we live in a while to die and look these
1:33:18
things costs money but we live in a while today where
1:33:20
people can actually decide to go a different
1:33:23
direction or they could decide to freeze their eggs
1:33:25
or they can decide to have a baby on their own or but
1:33:27
i i'm a big believer in you
1:33:29
have to be willing to take your power back
1:33:31
and not me asking us awesome really difficult questions
1:33:34
the it comes down to and i have
1:33:37
a choice between
1:33:38
the
1:33:39
the
1:33:42
the ocean off at not having kids
1:33:44
but having a partner
1:33:46
for having a child that
1:33:48
doing it on my own
1:33:50
which is more important to me because at some
1:33:52
point you're gonna have to make that decision
1:33:55
run out with club with someone he doesn't want the same
1:33:57
thing as you and resent them forever
1:33:59
angry
1:33:59
that
1:34:01
the you have to be honest with yourself
1:34:03
as a self awareness and it and
1:34:05
talk about difficult conversations
1:34:08
you gotta have a really difficult conversation with yourself
1:34:12
the say
1:34:14
how essential is this to
1:34:16
my being
1:34:18
a ruling something
1:34:20
that if it doesn't happen for me
1:34:23
i will
1:34:24
there will always be something crucial that
1:34:26
miss from my life
1:34:28
then
1:34:29
you have to have a plan day that
1:34:31
becomes your plan a if
1:34:34
it doesn't work out the way that you hoped
1:34:37
it would maybe you didn't wanna meet the love of your life
1:34:39
who was also ready to have children and have children
1:34:42
on a reasonable timeline
1:34:43
maybe did one that
1:34:45
the having children important enough
1:34:48
for you
1:34:49
the do on your own if you don't get that
1:34:52
that doesn't mean that that will happen
1:34:55
the
1:34:56
hang you
1:34:57
when you get on board with that plan they now
1:35:00
as if it was already planet
1:35:03
if you can
1:35:05
wonderful
1:35:06
your free
1:35:08
you can either freeze your eggs so
1:35:10
that you ready when the time comes i'm going to do that
1:35:13
or you can decide if i don't have
1:35:15
it with somebody else by a certain date certain am
1:35:17
going to do this on my own
1:35:19
you can have a plan and
1:35:21
i i would suggest that everybody had a plan
1:35:24
know what you gonna do because then you can
1:35:26
go right
1:35:27
i know that's what i'm going to do
1:35:29
the comes to it
1:35:31
and i'm not i i get there will be people
1:35:33
who say you don't understand how hard being a single
1:35:36
mother as your and you're right i don't
1:35:39
i know
1:35:41
the
1:35:42
reading
1:35:44
that women experience in this area because
1:35:46
i have
1:35:47
been face to face with it for fifteen
1:35:50
years of my life
1:35:51
i know the pain
1:35:54
on the other side of it so i
1:35:56
and i also know that there are many
1:35:59
many women
1:36:00
the rom or more
1:36:02
willing
1:36:03
who endured the difficulty of being
1:36:06
a single mother than to not have children
1:36:08
i'm not saying was right or wrong on saying know
1:36:11
yourself
1:36:12
and name when you've decided all of that
1:36:16
the
1:36:18
is know you can narrow your free
1:36:21
no you're not going on to a date
1:36:23
from a i need you
1:36:26
respective which is a was possible
1:36:28
place
1:36:29
you can go to a date from
1:36:31
i'm getting on a date with you and you already
1:36:33
hold all of the pause
1:36:35
because i desperately need
1:36:37
what you have then i need
1:36:39
you said
1:36:40
and i can't and soap already
1:36:42
i'm thinking teeth are you gonna screw
1:36:44
me over are you going to waste my time
1:36:47
the you're gonna be someone who wants
1:36:49
this
1:36:49
are you where are you lying i'm
1:36:52
already a not place i'm already
1:36:54
you didn't take me to five days where are
1:36:56
you wait why didn't you takes me to five days
1:36:58
or more because lessons on use
1:37:00
wish i could you hold all of the cards
1:37:03
no i'm from you people know
1:37:05
when they
1:37:05
hold on because people comes
1:37:07
it and so
1:37:10
when you
1:37:11
when you ask me
1:37:13
it may have been i don't know as
1:37:15
the prompts to them perhaps he thought
1:37:18
you know and and narrow maybe superficial
1:37:21
differences between men and women indicting but on
1:37:23
the deepest level
1:37:24
create
1:37:25
the greatest power imbalance
1:37:28
in my eyes
1:37:29
that one thing
1:37:32
then i spent my career
1:37:34
trying it in my
1:37:36
own modest why
1:37:39
to
1:37:41
the help women rediscovered
1:37:43
zip power
1:37:45
in that area
1:37:47
their autonomy and there
1:37:49
independence so that they can
1:37:51
date to date so that they can fall
1:37:53
in love to fall in love so they
1:37:55
can experience a relationship organically
1:38:00
instead i'm going with this
1:38:02
enormous
1:38:04
the
1:38:05
in secure a from the very beginning
1:38:08
that you're not in a rush in the way
1:38:10
that i'm in a rush
1:38:13
and i'm gonna kind of try and hide the fact
1:38:15
that i feel that
1:38:16
i do feel it and so is always
1:38:18
a presence in the room that i
1:38:20
need you more than you need me
1:38:23
and it always comes across in it comes across in really
1:38:25
insidious ways like
1:38:27
did something i didn't like
1:38:29
that i mention it
1:38:31
then i want to rock the boat
1:38:33
you to treat me a bit disrespectful you just
1:38:35
broke a standard of mine
1:38:37
i don't enforce that standard i might
1:38:39
even speak up about it but if you do it again
1:38:41
gonna enforce it
1:38:44
ultimately you have something i really really
1:38:46
want and and i'm willing to
1:38:49
break my own boundaries and disrespect
1:38:51
myself
1:38:52
in order to have a shooting shooting it that
1:38:54
is it becomes that by thousand
1:38:57
cuts thousand i've watched it over and over and
1:38:59
over again and that is really hard thing
1:39:02
the understandably hard for men to
1:39:04
understand
1:39:05
until
1:39:07
financial in a position like that themselves
1:39:09
wednesday
1:39:10
the or
1:39:12
like that a one thing control like they don't feel
1:39:14
like they're the ones in power
1:39:16
the jump on happen when and
1:39:17
the guy date so much younger woman
1:39:20
suddenly
1:39:21
the get a sense maybe not the same but he
1:39:23
gets a sense
1:39:24
what it feels like to
1:39:27
to be on the other side of that equation
1:39:30
them and that's an amazing answer to the question
1:39:32
i find this so endlessly
1:39:35
fascinating and i find it fascinating be as a so
1:39:37
important to your ability to predict
1:39:40
though
1:39:41
i think it is really important
1:39:44
that people understand that they're having a biological
1:39:47
experience and by that i mean
1:39:49
that you're gonna view life in
1:39:51
certain ways if you're a guy and have that
1:39:53
hormonal profile and you get a view things a
1:39:55
certain way if you're a woman and her that hormonal profile
1:39:58
and that it
1:40:00
is there are some really predictable
1:40:02
things that are going to happen now these are
1:40:05
broad strokes not everybody's going to go through in
1:40:07
fact everybody is gonna have a different journey
1:40:09
but when you take the my math like there's some pretty
1:40:11
predictable things my
1:40:14
level of ambition like if you were to describe
1:40:17
me on paper and then ask people as a man
1:40:19
or a woman feel guy is a guy like hundred
1:40:22
thou hard driving now you would only be right
1:40:24
let's say seventy percent
1:40:26
of the time because there are plenty of women that match
1:40:29
my profile there's
1:40:31
a lot more guys so you deafening
1:40:33
be better off guessing that is guy he said
1:40:35
the story the you just told you know somebody
1:40:37
there in their thirties are starting to have a lot
1:40:39
of anxiety about not having a family and
1:40:42
he laid out literally what you just wants us or and said
1:40:44
is this or man or woman like a seventy
1:40:47
percent of the time or more you're going to be right
1:40:49
that that's a woman there's gonna be plenty of guys the fall
1:40:51
into that but you better off and
1:40:53
so
1:40:54
all of that stuff to me is like really
1:40:57
interesting i want to know what are the things about
1:40:59
being a guy that i can predict like so
1:41:01
that i can either steer myself
1:41:03
well not fall prey to it you know whatever
1:41:05
the case may be like for instance i
1:41:07
really want to have kids
1:41:10
the only thing that i want more
1:41:12
than i want have kids is to not have kids because i'm
1:41:14
so contaminants my ambition
1:41:16
and what i'm trying to build and all that but
1:41:18
going into it because i'm so eyes wide
1:41:21
open i'm like i know when
1:41:23
i'm eighty i'm gonna regret
1:41:25
not having his
1:41:26
so to your point like hey would
1:41:28
you still have kids even if you knew you're gonna be a single mother
1:41:30
like work that out now if that becomes plan
1:41:32
a like you still gonna be okay with it's if you
1:41:34
are there's a certain level of freedom it's
1:41:37
, it's important to have walked through that thought
1:41:39
exercise christopher hitchens
1:41:42
months said you been like you have to choose
1:41:44
your regrets
1:41:46
he an interesting guy but that
1:41:49
really happening
1:41:50
the term
1:41:52
there is so much
1:41:54
that what you're really saying is eroding
1:41:57
anticipating i'm going to regret
1:42:00
not having to
1:42:02
there they bigger regret
1:42:04
the i'm avoiding
1:42:05
in doing that and you've made peace with that
1:42:07
and that's actually a really really self aware
1:42:10
thing to do what i'm suggesting
1:42:12
with women and and you know
1:42:14
again i i want to stress to everyone
1:42:17
i don't presume to understand female
1:42:20
predicament and
1:42:22
what women go through
1:42:24
the paranoid i've
1:42:27
seen
1:42:28
thanks so much pain
1:42:30
in my career and in what
1:42:32
i've done i've been up close to it enough to
1:42:34
have it
1:42:35
almost there a visceral response
1:42:38
when i see people disempowering themselves
1:42:40
because i'm in you know i know what's coming
1:42:42
i know i know the pain
1:42:45
the is coming so than five years or ten years or fifteen
1:42:47
years from now if they don't ask themselves the difficult
1:42:49
question
1:42:50
that becomes another choose your regret
1:42:53
the moment what am i gonna regret more
1:42:57
you know
1:42:59
the in a relationship and i'm
1:43:01
waiting to see if someone
1:43:03
comes around even though they say they don't want it
1:43:06
the
1:43:07
then never having them
1:43:09
oh
1:43:10
having them and
1:43:12
having them with a couple of years despair
1:43:14
so the i'd a you know even if is on my own
1:43:16
so that i don't run the risk that the
1:43:18
clock runs out the i also
1:43:21
having children i just don't have a exactly the way to
1:43:23
i'm
1:43:23
thought maybe i would one day earlier
1:43:26
in my life
1:43:27
there will be a regret either way but
1:43:30
which is the more powerful
1:43:32
very very
1:43:34
the forces really honest questions and
1:43:36
their questions that most of us want to hide
1:43:38
until the last possible minute
1:43:41
because it just feels too painful
1:43:43
but the that the pain is
1:43:45
the pain of coming
1:43:47
are you know i i always think of
1:43:49
no perfect analogy but i kind
1:43:51
of think of this in there are certain
1:43:53
areas of ally for it feels like this cliff edge is
1:43:55
rushing towards us and we do i would
1:43:57
just one ignore it does some point
1:44:00
going off the cliff
1:44:02
and i you know their heirs him in my
1:44:04
life where i've sold off the cliff
1:44:07
and
1:44:08
wished i had to
1:44:10
to pay it it sooner or more
1:44:12
than that i wished
1:44:14
i had acted on what i did anticipated
1:44:17
witches
1:44:18
even more
1:44:19
even more self loathing doesn't it when you
1:44:22
did anticipate and he didn't do anything
1:44:25
the
1:44:26
so i kind of become fascinated with
1:44:28
what has to happen for us today
1:44:31
who from how
1:44:33
get the experience of going off the cliff today
1:44:36
while it's just a phantom version
1:44:39
the
1:44:41
that i don't actually have that like how
1:44:43
do you compel yourself like there's always
1:44:45
enough confusion i find i think
1:44:47
this is what's gonna happen but i'm not one hundred percent sure
1:44:49
there's enough friction i
1:44:51
think that you look for the areas of your life where
1:44:53
you're pretending
1:44:55
it's a question mark and
1:44:57
it
1:44:57
foregone conclusion
1:45:00
you know if it's someone in your life
1:45:03
that
1:45:05
as
1:45:06
repeatedly offended you know has
1:45:09
every time you give them another chance they
1:45:11
do the same
1:45:13
that thing
1:45:14
then they'll they lie they
1:45:17
cheat day you know they let
1:45:19
you down they disappoint you and
1:45:21
a predictable
1:45:24
and everytime you my carpets because you
1:45:27
ready to make up is because you decided
1:45:29
to make
1:45:30
allowances and give them another chance
1:45:32
it's not because they change well
1:45:35
then
1:45:36
the a question mark that may you know
1:45:38
sooner or later in a relationship like that is a cliff
1:45:41
edge coming is gonna this person's going
1:45:43
to wreak havoc in your life
1:45:45
no could be that the thing they do
1:45:47
gets so bad that it becomes
1:45:50
cataclysmic in your life and just
1:45:52
causes immense destruction and a lot of people feel
1:45:54
that when
1:45:55
when they all with the true kind of narcissist
1:45:58
then usually kind of
1:45:59
moment in their life where
1:46:02
the become so destructive that
1:46:04
there's no option but to leave
1:46:07
the
1:46:08
sometimes they the cliff edges
1:46:10
just realizing
1:46:12
your life and gone
1:46:15
nothing changed
1:46:20
you have to look at those situations and go on
1:46:22
what evidence
1:46:24
this remain a question mark for me
1:46:28
what are the i'm actually using to justify
1:46:30
the idea that this person may still
1:46:32
change it becomes just a it
1:46:35
, are a rationalist
1:46:37
not an empirical perspective empirical rationalist
1:46:40
perspective a yes of course they couldn't they
1:46:43
could
1:46:44
empirically
1:46:46
everything i've ever learned about this person in the way they
1:46:48
are suggests they they
1:46:50
work and they com
1:46:55
no ninety nine times out of one hundred
1:46:57
and again you did the the example
1:46:59
could be used in all sorts of things not just people that
1:47:01
still people for a moment
1:47:04
in one one and one hundred
1:47:06
people
1:47:07
like that does change
1:47:10
okay
1:47:11
that true
1:47:14
that
1:47:15
and how many lives as you get to try
1:47:18
and you know and i
1:47:20
someone said to me and and i was talking
1:47:22
at the time it was kind of regarding the
1:47:26
years ago and it was someone i was thinking of
1:47:28
letting guys
1:47:30
i might they might
1:47:32
do better and
1:47:35
from on
1:47:37
with advising me at the time said how
1:47:39
many times out of one hundred do find someone
1:47:42
genuinely has just this massive turn around
1:47:44
and listen
1:47:45
i don't know it but it's not many
1:47:48
in one i'm not show
1:47:51
he said i'd rather lose the ninety
1:47:54
than stake my business on
1:47:57
the one that might change or the ten might
1:47:59
change i'd
1:47:59
the lose the ninety and keep moving
1:48:03
and
1:48:04
you can apply that to
1:48:05
on relationships and and
1:48:08
you should because you don't get one hundred lives
1:48:11
get one at least as far as i know
1:48:14
though
1:48:15
the time is not replaceable
1:48:17
the is of
1:48:19
for you that i hitchens example you talking
1:48:21
about global warming
1:48:23
could you may or may not believe in global warming
1:48:25
but
1:48:25
sent to act as if it's happening
1:48:28
because
1:48:28
we don't get another one we don't we
1:48:31
don't get another world
1:48:32
the with web if we don't think it's happening and were
1:48:34
wrong
1:48:36
we don't get another chance to run the experiment
1:48:38
the and you
1:48:41
could say that about life itself
1:48:43
that you don't you know he eat
1:48:45
when you're looking at a situation in your life
1:48:47
that not changing or someone that not changing
1:48:50
and yet you keeps taking your life on them
1:48:53
you have to ask yourself what the stakes
1:48:56
of getting it wrong cause i don't think you get
1:48:58
another one
1:49:00
fab
1:49:01
i want to go back to women
1:49:04
and kids it's something i've thought
1:49:06
a lot about in my own life
1:49:09
why do you think
1:49:11
that so many women regret
1:49:14
having kids and do men regret
1:49:16
not having kids and if you had
1:49:18
to put on a stone tablet
1:49:21
your advice
1:49:23
like how do you think about and no
1:49:25
one right path is right for everybody i understand
1:49:28
that a thousand and four but if we had to like
1:49:30
what do i think on whether people should or not yeah balance
1:49:32
cause this is check
1:49:34
out back he says she's
1:49:36
not time to reply on as on as to sit
1:49:39
for with i
1:49:43
i'm not qualified to answer this question by
1:49:45
i will
1:49:46
why not is that you just you've
1:49:48
been in the public eye long enough you know to caviar chatter
1:49:52
there are i'll give you my like bowl
1:49:55
saying the houthis says still allowed
1:49:57
to go with a month perfectly i
1:50:00
i think freshly i
1:50:02
far is why so many people regret
1:50:04
having kids i think i would struggle to answer
1:50:06
that
1:50:08
the
1:50:09
i would struggle to answer that
1:50:11
only
1:50:13
perhaps
1:50:15
i would reason on some level
1:50:17
that
1:50:18
oh try
1:50:20
how's our society tells us were gonna feel
1:50:25
all of these things when
1:50:27
i have done more than biology going
1:50:29
hey numb nuts have kids
1:50:32
be alone patreon programs hi hats
1:50:34
perhaps like get a dna level i
1:50:36
think is the director screaming
1:50:38
over i don't know that the
1:50:41
the and i would
1:50:42
the
1:50:44
the responsible for the biology
1:50:46
would be responsible for us
1:50:48
thinking that it would be wonderful
1:50:50
all the time or the it would be easy
1:50:52
or that it would be easier than
1:50:54
ends up being up being know biology
1:50:57
would be responsible for that but i do think that
1:50:59
there's a lot of
1:51:01
rhetorical there about the wonders
1:51:03
of having
1:51:04
that would run
1:51:05
that convinces a lot of people that maybe
1:51:08
that would be her them
1:51:09
then and
1:51:11
perhaps allowed people get there and find
1:51:13
that it's not it's not
1:51:15
a
1:51:19
it doesn't savior
1:51:22
any more than anything else will anymore than
1:51:24
getting married will save you from
1:51:26
the difficult
1:51:27
relationship
1:51:28
or improve a difficult relationship
1:51:31
having kids doesn't take away any of the of
1:51:33
the of life and short multiplied
1:51:35
them as much as it also multiplies the joyce
1:51:38
the
1:51:40
and some a lot of people do
1:51:42
seem some reason how much their life
1:51:45
changes
1:51:46
the result of it
1:51:48
that's true of anything isn't it i mean
1:51:51
at our that allah changes if we start a business
1:51:53
allies changes if we get sick outlay
1:51:56
in our lives changed everything
1:51:59
hi
1:51:59
i suppose what people regret
1:52:02
a lot about having kids is they may at one point of
1:52:04
seen as a voluntary action and that they could
1:52:06
have avoided
1:52:11
you know i saw
1:52:14
jordan peterson talking about
1:52:16
children
1:52:17
having children and he said
1:52:20
hi
1:52:22
think he he basically said i
1:52:24
think it's
1:52:25
they did actually surfing word for word
1:52:28
i think it's impossible for anyone to truly grow
1:52:30
up
1:52:31
unless they have children
1:52:34
that was really bold
1:52:36
bateman but he also
1:52:38
said
1:52:40
he basically made the case that
1:52:42
everyone should do it interest
1:52:45
it is
1:52:46
fundamentally are missing
1:52:48
out
1:52:50
the best experience
1:52:52
you should do
1:52:55
the
1:52:57
cause i can't speak to other that's
1:53:00
true or not i know that i've wrestled selfishly
1:53:03
kind of with the with my own selfishness
1:53:05
and my own feeling of wanting my life
1:53:07
to stay the same and
1:53:11
the
1:53:12
but i also i can't help
1:53:15
the be
1:53:16
i can't help but feel that poll of
1:53:18
whatever one
1:53:20
said about a before and after of it i
1:53:23
wonder i wonder if when
1:53:25
i have kids because it providing
1:53:28
everything goes well
1:53:30
it it a when for us
1:53:32
i
1:53:34
wonder if i will have that ceiling of
1:53:36
i should have done it sooner
1:53:38
i don't know if my i will on know
1:53:40
i have but i i wonder if all of this
1:53:42
delaying
1:53:44
the kindness
1:53:46
me holding onto something that once
1:53:49
i don't have any more once i have
1:53:51
children i just guy what i'm such
1:53:53
a method
1:53:54
i wonder if is your that and guarantees it
1:53:57
a hundred percent so i'd definitely
1:53:59
at the the being irrational is fear because
1:54:01
i haven't done it's five and rumbled experiments i can't
1:54:03
say ah but i'd there's probably
1:54:06
data that we can look at the
1:54:08
but here is my strongest
1:54:11
hypothesis i
1:54:13
so again my big thing is you're having
1:54:15
a biological experience nature
1:54:18
is designed to ensure the you have kids
1:54:20
that have kids like that it's job
1:54:23
and knowing that has that levers
1:54:25
that nature has the poll just
1:54:29
as a woman that gives
1:54:31
birth will forget just how psychotically
1:54:33
painful it is in want have another kid
1:54:35
i think that there's a reason
1:54:37
that people like
1:54:40
so thomas all brilliant economist
1:54:42
who just has a line
1:54:44
that everybody should live by there is no utopia
1:54:47
they're only trade off and so
1:54:49
having kids is not a utopia it's
1:54:51
a tradeoff so you're going to pick your trade
1:54:53
off the same way that you're going to pick you regrets but
1:54:56
the reason that i think that the
1:54:58
highest risk strategy
1:55:00
that you can run is to not have kids
1:55:03
i think that high risk i think for most
1:55:05
people it will end up being the wrong answer now
1:55:07
that somebody who'd shows that path but
1:55:09
i chose it looking at and going
1:55:12
well i think this is actually going to be a really high
1:55:14
risk strategy
1:55:16
the reason that i think that is when i
1:55:18
just look at the the biology
1:55:20
of the situation
1:55:21
we all have a hunger for from film and i think
1:55:24
it's the deepest drive that humans have full stop
1:55:26
period that's it because
1:55:28
that is the thing that nature as leverage
1:55:30
to make sure that you do the thing that at once
1:55:33
so nature is gonna leverage
1:55:35
fulfillment again to do two things one
1:55:37
to get it he really hard things from
1:55:39
so doing really hard things a certain not only yourself
1:55:41
but the group right because humans
1:55:44
as a species we've chosen a group strategy
1:55:46
so i'm going to be compelled
1:55:49
by my dna to
1:55:51
do really hard things to go out faces a
1:55:53
saber toothed tiger to make sure that i get
1:55:55
food and all of that bring it back to the
1:55:57
tribe so i've got to have like a real
1:56:00
we deep reward for
1:56:02
doing that any really deep emotional
1:56:04
punishment for being lazy and
1:56:06
if if have that than i would never go out
1:56:08
and do those things that serve the group of make sure
1:56:10
that genes survive cool
1:56:13
so that's high risk number one the
1:56:15
reason if high risk again is the
1:56:17
other way that nature uses for sale mint
1:56:19
is that
1:56:21
you have to have meaning and purpose
1:56:24
and
1:56:25
the filling meaning and purpose through
1:56:27
work is very
1:56:29
difficult you can do it i'm living
1:56:31
proof of that but you're doing
1:56:33
and away with basically people that aren't
1:56:36
your can they're not your family there
1:56:38
detached from you they've got their own wants and
1:56:40
hopes and dreams and all that and so
1:56:42
keeping them together and moving toward something
1:56:44
in a way that feels good that i'm connected to
1:56:46
a tribe of people and all that's real
1:56:49
tough when it's not your ten because they're shazam
1:56:51
extra juice when it's your family think
1:56:53
about it if you had a
1:56:55
father that be you
1:56:58
you still feel like some really
1:57:00
deep connection if i met a kid
1:57:02
when i was seven that was beating up fuck
1:57:05
that guy like i've never like get
1:57:07
them out of my life don't want to think about them i
1:57:09
would laugh and some do like know since of a relationship
1:57:11
nice you but you see people still have
1:57:13
relationships with the most abusive
1:57:16
parents which i give an
1:57:18
example only that nature has a fucking
1:57:20
grip on you that i don't think people are really
1:57:22
fully acknowledging so i'm like
1:57:24
okay the film it from
1:57:27
that perspective the most
1:57:29
obvious his kids the second
1:57:31
you have them you're like oh my god like how
1:57:34
i can't believe for even a second i thought about
1:57:36
not having kids like this is crazy it's the
1:57:38
best thing i've ever done to my life like how
1:57:40
many people smart people incredible
1:57:42
people accomplish people at the pull you
1:57:44
aside and say nothing
1:57:46
you do in life will ever be as
1:57:48
potent as having children nothing
1:57:50
the number of people that pulled me aside relax and
1:57:53
have me i don't care what you dedicate
1:57:55
your life too
1:57:57
nothing measures up to
1:57:59
my kids
1:57:59
so my thing is ok cool
1:58:02
i took all of that on board i was
1:58:04
like that shit as real as real
1:58:06
gets i'm not discounting at nothing
1:58:09
though i
1:58:11
know i'm gonna need for film it and i know i'm
1:58:13
gonna need to serve the group if i don't do
1:58:15
those two things like i'm gonna be bought
1:58:18
for the reason that i think most
1:58:20
people should have kids is because it
1:58:22
is ready made meaning and purpose
1:58:25
you , get the neurochemical reward
1:58:27
of like oh my god that i have i have kids this
1:58:29
is incredible gives you the sense also
1:58:31
that something's going to live beyond you and i just
1:58:34
enough older than you that i will tell you one
1:58:36
thing that is coming for every single
1:58:39
human being on planet earth
1:58:41
is a sense of like oh shit i'm in a tap
1:58:44
out this tap out forever and
1:58:46
i really want something to live
1:58:48
beyond me no you can trick yourself
1:58:50
into believing that your youtube
1:58:53
videos are going to beyond you that your book is going to
1:58:55
live beyond you and that will give you a ton
1:58:57
of solace i don't think it will match
1:58:59
feeling like your kids are going to live beyond you
1:59:02
like i don't know who my grandfather was on
1:59:04
my dad's side
1:59:05
i knew my grandfather a little bit on my mom
1:59:08
sides my grabbed my great grandfather
1:59:10
on both sides i have no fucking idea
1:59:12
none so if they were hoping
1:59:15
that there was some sense of them that was gonna lie
1:59:18
i , genetic is avoid but
1:59:20
yeah they're not none of us today the three generations
1:59:22
right right right cannot hope the your and i couldn't
1:59:24
agree more that argument i think of were
1:59:27
all much more forget
1:59:29
about them
1:59:30
we have i wanna admit we're
1:59:33
we're not remembered for very long
1:59:35
there are presence here you imagine them
1:59:37
the most
1:59:38
i would think
1:59:40
name me
1:59:41
han
1:59:42
you celebrities from the fifties
1:59:44
yeah it's not easy
1:59:47
nine ten from the eighteen
1:59:50
hundreds so what drilling into we
1:59:52
have you know and and
1:59:54
so i agree with that argument
1:59:56
why don't you want them than a
1:59:59
but what is the real
2:00:01
remember i think that this is a very high risk
2:00:03
strategy been here for
2:00:05
me i am very
2:00:08
good at relationships so
2:00:10
my marriage is fucking
2:00:13
awesome and what i
2:00:15
get out of that marriage is insane
2:00:18
and it makes all of the other risks
2:00:20
seem manageable the
2:00:22
one thing that scares me as the death of my wife because if
2:00:24
that happens i will have chosen
2:00:27
poorly armed just be honest with myself right
2:00:29
now so i get so
2:00:31
much out of my marriage that marriage don't
2:00:33
find myself wanting so every
2:00:35
time every time about having kids i
2:00:38
was like if you have
2:00:40
kids and they're not your number one priority
2:00:42
you're doing something wrong that
2:00:44
at the same time your kids are going with you and
2:00:47
i remember my mom and i was a kid i
2:00:49
would say like who
2:00:51
like more important you dad
2:00:54
or us kids and she would
2:00:56
say your dad because you guys
2:00:58
are going to leave if i've done my job well as your
2:01:00
mother you will go be economists
2:01:03
beings are some point and my mom almost literally
2:01:05
had to kick me out of a nest it's the greatest
2:01:07
gift she's ever given me an utterly fascinating
2:01:10
because every day since and she tried to give me a comeback like
2:01:14
really really give her lot of credit for that and
2:01:16
but she got divorced and so i
2:01:18
can only imagine the devastation
2:01:20
of saying your father is more important
2:01:23
mean even the new kids my mom was amazing
2:01:25
as a mother nonetheless
2:01:27
had even more eggs in the father
2:01:30
basket and they end up getting divorced now
2:01:32
from a biological perspective that
2:01:34
shit is so predictable as to be funny
2:01:36
which is why i would really love to see
2:01:38
like really really nobody knows like the actual
2:01:41
staff of like forget marriage
2:01:43
certificates of people that have committed their lives
2:01:45
to each other for more than say five years how
2:01:47
many of those relationships break up homie
2:01:50
i'm gonna guess it's eighty percent it's gotta
2:01:52
be ridiculously high and
2:01:54
so when we look at that
2:01:57
like they're just component
2:01:59
what a woman go through menopause
2:02:02
see i'm gonna look to you
2:02:04
so differently like would hurt kids are gone
2:02:06
she's gone through menopausal she like why have i been cleaning
2:02:08
up after ask for so many are like to
2:02:10
do you have to acknowledge that this stuff changes
2:02:13
and that it becomes it's own personality
2:02:15
to jordan peterson point again about micro personalities
2:02:17
but these we couldn't natural personalities like
2:02:20
when i think about how obsessed i
2:02:22
was with sex in my twenties i would
2:02:24
the twenty five year old me that
2:02:27
was you know recently married to lisa
2:02:30
would laugh
2:02:32
if he heard that i have a rule monday through
2:02:34
friday if i'm awake a mother working you're working
2:02:36
out either like he must be joking stavins
2:02:38
you're not having sex during the week get the
2:02:40
fuck outta your future meet you have ruined
2:02:42
my life but as my hormonal
2:02:46
profile has changed it's just
2:02:48
not as all consuming right is still
2:02:50
super important to me on the weekends i still think
2:02:52
the people absolute if you're not having sex weekly
2:02:54
you are really in trouble and i'm talking like you
2:02:56
can be eighty five like you just need a physical
2:02:59
relationship for your marriage that route nonetheless
2:03:02
like you change over time and
2:03:04
so recognizing that
2:03:06
about myself is incredibly
2:03:08
important understanding how things are going to change
2:03:11
is incredibly import though
2:03:13
the reason that to bring it back to
2:03:15
the question the reason that i didn't have to as i'm getting
2:03:17
a tremendous out of my marriage i know how
2:03:19
to manage that relationship to make sure that
2:03:21
it's incredibly rewarding and
2:03:24
my ambitions and business border on mental
2:03:26
illness not a justification it just
2:03:28
really is who i am and
2:03:30
so either i need to go when and i do the
2:03:32
work of unwinding all of that so that i'm
2:03:34
no longer getting my meaning and
2:03:36
purpose from my work because i
2:03:39
learned very early in my business relationships
2:03:41
that i needed to build
2:03:44
a business and generate wealth out of helping other
2:03:46
people and doing awesome things for other people
2:03:48
so now the harder i work the more that i'm improving
2:03:51
people's lives and as i'm sure you know i get
2:03:53
com it's every fucking day like you've changed
2:03:55
my life as a was a few i would have committed suicide like
2:03:57
day in and day out so mike when i'm busting
2:04:00
my ass this hard but i'm getting this
2:04:02
tremendous echo back from people
2:04:05
that what you're doing matters in my life okay
2:04:07
so all of that and then right
2:04:09
in those peak sort of early thirty years
2:04:12
i was on the cusp of like this
2:04:14
is actually starting to work and
2:04:16
so now and like moving up in life
2:04:19
and like things are really working in it's clicking and
2:04:21
i'm building wealth and like oh shit some
2:04:23
getting all this film in i'm no longer chasing
2:04:25
money i'm trying to add value to people's lives but
2:04:27
it's also like coming back to me in the form of
2:04:29
money my marriage is fucking incredible my sex
2:04:31
life is insane and i'm like thinking
2:04:34
about having kids and i'm like yo
2:04:36
i really want this
2:04:38
what
2:04:39
i don't want
2:04:41
the things that are working to change and
2:04:43
saw my okay there's no utopia only
2:04:45
trade offs and i'm like be honest
2:04:47
with yourself when you're on you're deathbed
2:04:50
are you gonna regret not having kids and i was like
2:04:52
one thousand percent and
2:04:55
so you're gonna betray your future self yes
2:04:57
i am why because i have this obsession
2:05:01
that frames of reference
2:05:03
your entire life is just a frame of reference the
2:05:05
problem is your frames of reference change
2:05:07
and what mattered to me now what
2:05:10
my frame of references productivity
2:05:13
ah changing my potential
2:05:15
in the actual usable skillset make sure
2:05:17
that my marriage is thriving mattering
2:05:20
in the world being both the
2:05:22
shout and the echo so like doing
2:05:24
something that matters and that's the shouts getting
2:05:26
the echo bakio this is meant something in my life
2:05:29
that's my frame of reference to that
2:05:32
now does that give me and my sixties
2:05:34
probably like i think i can be really
2:05:36
vital in the my sixties as a gimme in my seventies
2:05:39
probably not so somewhere in
2:05:41
there my frame of reference is going to change them and be
2:05:43
like you bastard as a young person
2:05:45
like you didn't have kids that oh my god and
2:05:47
i just thought okay what's my plan and be that if it became
2:05:50
my plenty i would be okay and i'll
2:05:52
be mentoring other people and
2:05:54
so if you look at benjamin franklin never had
2:05:56
kids but he really got into
2:05:58
mentorship in his the old
2:06:00
age i've already done mentorship
2:06:02
and i it really gives me something
2:06:05
some like okay i will a thousand percent
2:06:07
resent that i did not have kids because there will
2:06:09
be no of my own genetic
2:06:11
code making into the future unfortunately
2:06:14
i know that just technology changes
2:06:17
so fast know book no
2:06:19
video is ever going to make it more than say
2:06:21
fifty years to hire
2:06:23
hey like it feels good now and i'm super
2:06:26
stoked that like you know i've got videos
2:06:28
that are like seven years old that like still perform
2:06:30
work like so i know that i'm going to get some
2:06:33
number of years
2:06:34
the percent like anyway so frame of
2:06:36
reference i'm just super aware
2:06:39
that it's gonna change
2:06:41
but i don't wanna live my life for
2:06:43
my deathbed frame of reference and so when i
2:06:45
hear people say yo i think about myself
2:06:47
on my deathbed my make my decisions today based
2:06:50
on that i think they're crazy i'd
2:06:52
check in with my dad deathbed self i won't
2:06:54
lie and i'm like okay how my going to feel about
2:06:56
that then woo this on i'm actually not gonna
2:06:58
like gonna my deathbed interesting but
2:07:00
am i going to change to days know
2:07:03
that the frame of reference is probably going to
2:07:05
give me
2:07:05
for years and and ps i
2:07:07
may not live to see tonight
2:07:10
let alone my sixty and if you do get into
2:07:13
sixty seventies and eighties and you can mentor
2:07:15
and still kind of fulfill that criteria a different
2:07:17
way albeit not quite the same but still kind
2:07:19
of take that box yeah
2:07:24
none of what you just said
2:07:28
doesn't make sense to me
2:07:31
hi
2:07:32
i am a you know and anyone who
2:07:34
knows me will tell you i have not been deposited
2:07:36
my life who's always been like
2:07:38
i'm having kids
2:07:40
the
2:07:42
even today it does it's not like a thing
2:07:44
like i'm i must
2:07:46
i must do this
2:07:48
the
2:07:49
so it's always interesting to me
2:07:53
the different people into his you articulate
2:07:55
that because all of that makes sense to me
2:08:00
the
2:08:01
the part
2:08:03
i might stumble on if i was playing
2:08:05
chess with that is
2:08:09
i i try to look at my life and go
2:08:11
what are the moments that
2:08:14
really kind of
2:08:16
make me feel connected what the moments that
2:08:18
really
2:08:19
bring me joy or just make me feel i i
2:08:22
i i don't like thinking about what do you
2:08:24
really enjoy when you do it because most of
2:08:26
the things i've
2:08:27
that make me feel great aunt things i really
2:08:29
enjoy when i'm doing that is a conversation
2:08:32
and yourself i totally agree
2:08:34
the i do like asking the question
2:08:37
what once you've done it a you glad you did
2:08:40
because i find that much more
2:08:42
kind of instructional in terms of why should be spending
2:08:45
my time
2:08:46
the
2:08:47
in the top three always
2:08:50
for me is
2:08:52
having a conversation
2:08:54
the true moment of connection with
2:08:58
the person a friend or family member
2:09:00
someone i care about or even sometimes
2:09:03
a person the i just as share a moment
2:09:06
with or share great conversation with you know
2:09:08
it
2:09:09
that those ten
2:09:10
the the moments where i walk away feeling
2:09:12
really soda
2:09:15
i also get it from doing
2:09:17
something creative and
2:09:19
and feeling like i just got that feeling
2:09:21
i just did something that mattered the expressed
2:09:23
myself
2:09:25
her get it from working out i
2:09:27
it but i almost your phone believer
2:09:29
in there are only four or five things
2:09:31
in life
2:09:33
the if i regularly do them give me
2:09:35
that ceiling and i should to spend as much of
2:09:37
my life as possible doing goes for fighting
2:09:39
one of them is undoubtedly
2:09:41
people when i find myself constantly drawn
2:09:44
to even know i'm you know
2:09:46
i'm an introvert i do not easily
2:09:48
do things with people takes
2:09:50
me a lot of effort
2:09:53
i'd almost instantly
2:09:55
regret every plan i ever make
2:09:58
i get to the died
2:09:59
and i regard it even more
2:10:02
i pray and hope that know cancel
2:10:06
then they zone and and
2:10:08
i go and you know for
2:10:11
the first five or ten minutes or our i'm
2:10:13
kind of
2:10:14
getting through it and then at some
2:10:16
point
2:10:19
i have a moment where i go
2:10:21
i work and for grad i
2:10:23
did
2:10:25
are we the around
2:10:25
people for me or at least you
2:10:28
know it's not around work
2:10:30
and interestingly people always
2:10:32
that moment with people
2:10:35
oh boy
2:10:37
release the pressure valve on
2:10:39
everything of
2:10:40
always makes me feel like i
2:10:42
know i will
2:10:43
you know i'd go into to die feeling the
2:10:45
stress of the day and how many things i have to do
2:10:47
today and all that and i know i
2:10:50
will leave this conversation
2:10:52
the defense of none of it matters as much as i think
2:10:55
it does
2:10:55
it you know what i'll leave feeling
2:10:58
to sort of
2:10:59
happy
2:11:00
the feeling like palace great was
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