to every One of you.    to my “dallas mama” Pammy.  for your steadfast caretaking and true love. for walking with me. for your mama•ness for me. in every single chapter. but especially in this loss. for teaching me immeasurable real love.    for our “tutu”, Julie. your midnight drives, endless tear collecting, and  taco bell platters. for all the things. for all the years but especially 2017. loveship.    for my bf, jana that stood in dark with me trying to shed light. your brave sharing gave my baby a life here even without ever taking a breath earth side. for life boo boo. for life.    for my momo // auntie momo, monica. that paid way too much to get to me on a last minute plane. weathering out the “wait to lose”. to wear matching shoes and be the most fun human while i stayed in the fog.    and mostly for my sweet Baby Lion. you have changed me. you have unearthed things in me from heaven i could have never known. ’m unafraid because of you. until our someday my sweet One. 1//17//17   for these pillars of my story and to every pillar of yours.    for your brave love and brave bodies. for your hearts, here and heaven.    One in three women suffer loss in miscarriage. i am One.    i love yall too much.  xoxo :::kb.