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And I try to bring out
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a lot out of each guest, whether
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you know them or you don't know them. And
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this episode with
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Andrew McCarthy, we talk about
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walking with Sam's new book. And
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I found it fascinating, you
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know, father and a son walking across
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Scotland or whatever, and really
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getting personal and in depth, just
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into their lives and, you know, whatever.
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And it got real, it's
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gonna get real when you're doing something like that. So,
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and you know, I was always a fan of Andrew McCarthy and
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I
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also found out he's not that much older than
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I am. I always felt like these guys, you know, when I was younger
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were, oh my gosh, you know, he's pretty
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in pink and
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he's not that much older than me, which, you
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know. Time's weird, man. What I'm saying, Andrew,
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is you're not old. Hey,
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if you want to follow us, Ryan,
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tell them the handles. At Inside of You
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Pod on Twitter,
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at Inside of You podcast on Instagram and Facebook. I
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haven't said that in a while. I know. And
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Tom Welling and I will, and Kristen Kruik, the threesome
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of Smallville, will be in Montreal, Montreal,
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July 15th weekend. We're doing the Smallville Nights.
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We're signing autographs, pictures, all that. It's
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gonna be a blast. My grandmother just
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had her 95th birthday
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and I went down there and I organized
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the whole thing because I'm a control freak. And,
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you know, it was a nice time. There was some, you
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know, some things that
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weren't as smooth. I won't get
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into those. But,
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you know, it made me sad that she doesn't, she's 95,
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of course her memory's not gonna be great, but I didn't realize
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it would go that fast. And
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in the last three to six months, I
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showed her a video of the trip after, you know,
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after her big birthday night and
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brought her to tears. But then the next morning when I
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said, did you love the video? She didn't know what I was talking
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about. And I showed her again, like she had seen it the first time.
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So it's pretty bad.
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And so I told my uncle, do me
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a favor on her refrigerator, just
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put call Mikey with
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a picture of me and my phone number, your grandson.
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And he wouldn't put your favorite grandson.
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son because his two kids would be upset with
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that. But he did put your grandson.
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So I got a call from her today. So I think
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maybe it works. Keep that, you know, it's
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on her fridge. If she's going to the fridge, that's
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good. You know what else? My, my, um, cousin
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sent me a picture of the inside of her, uh,
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refrigerator and
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it had like insure, you know, the old
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people drink. I think other people take that too,
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but it had a glass of
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wine covered up with
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plastic, like Saran
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she drinks the cheapest, shittiest freaking
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doesn't want a little bit of the time. She doesn't want to waste
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it. Okay. So anyway,
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um,
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so what else? Uh, the band, we just
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Funko that shit, man. It
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mind. It's like Disney world. I didn't know there was one. It's
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dude, you'll, it'll blow your mind. I'll take
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you. You want to go? Sure. It's great. Um,
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so thanks there. Um,
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and a few thank
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yous to, uh,
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the nonprofits that I work with food
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on foot.org for homeless, uh,
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echoes of hope for foster youth, the
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rescue mission. If you want to rescue animals, get
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uh, all that jazz. And thanks for listening to talkville.
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We're going to be coming back soon with new episodes
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season three. Very exciting. Ryan,
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further ado, let's, uh, let's get into
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this. Let's get, uh, so
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much to talk about with Andrew McCarthy. It was, it was a lot
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of fun. And, uh, you
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know, we get into it. So let's get inside
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of Andrew McCarthy. It's my
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point of view. You're
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listening to inside of you with
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Michael Rosenbaum. Inside
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of you with Michael Rosenbaum was
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not recorded in front of a live studio audience.
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Great setup. Thanks.
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I noticed you were looking at it. Now, is that
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sarcasm sarcasm? No, no, it's great. Are you, what
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are you into? What
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do you mean? I mean, you're obviously into travel. You're
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obviously into writing and directing and all these other things in acting,
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but like, do you have any, like, do you keep things? No. Posters?
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No, I was actually in my office. I was in
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my office. I was in my office. Do you keep things?
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No. You keep posters? No. I was actually
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more talking about your technical setup, not, not your,
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not your gap. Not my freak show. No,
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not your freak show. That.
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That I didn't even really notice. No, I was looking
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more the technical setup. No, it was good. Yeah,
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I had somebody come and set this up and I'm
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always scared that
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the camera's gonna just go. And I'm like, oh shit,
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what camera do I go? Okay, the Lumix, I gotta order
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this and we gotta hook it up. I shouldn't worry about that,
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should I, Ryan? Okay,
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thank you. Well, you
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got so much going on. First of all, your agent
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or your publicist sent me that the
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book is now, your new book
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is on the New York Times bestseller list. And
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this just happened? Yeah, yesterday,
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yeah. So that's always- Walking with Sam. Yeah,
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and that's always a relief. What do you mean it's always a relief?
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So you've had other books, the memoirs, the brat was
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also bestseller? Yeah, yeah, so
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which is great. No, it's showing because it
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is the only way that,
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you know, the Broadway that people keep score.
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If you, you know, have been claimed, oh, it's a New York Times
8:50
bestseller, then you can claim success. Oh, it's real.
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Yeah. It's like my dad, it's like, it's an independent
8:55
movie. Oh, so it's not a real movie. Yeah. Also,
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when you've been out there shamelessly promoting it, like I
9:00
have, if it doesn't do something, you kind of
9:02
go, oh, you've been really selling there and they
9:04
weren't buying, huh? So anyway, it's
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wonderful and exciting and a relief. My
9:09
biggest fear is, you know, some people said
9:11
write a book and I'm like, no one cares about me.
9:14
I mean, my listeners may be like what I taught,
9:16
but like, okay, so how many people buy
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my book? Because I have some great,
9:20
I
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mean, great stories, starting
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from childhood to craziness to, getting
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to Hollywood and
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getting mixed up with the wrong crowd and all that
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stuff in between living with Carrie Fisher, it
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would be a chapter and not sexually.
9:35
But I
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don't think, my fear is like, you've
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been there. You
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are like, I mean, for God's sake, the, there
9:45
are the headphones that you don't wanna wear. But
9:47
like, you know, you've done so much,
9:49
people know who you are. What
9:51
do they think they do anyway? Yeah, which is
9:53
good, you know, that has its pluses and minuses,
9:55
yeah. I mean, I get on the Today
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Show or whatever, the Good Morning America to talk
9:59
about.
9:59
about my new book because I was in movies 30
10:02
years ago. You know what I mean? Right.
10:05
So I have that sort of platform, if you will. So
10:08
I've, you know, I've become this sort of cultural,
10:11
you know, touchstone for a generation
10:13
of people. But normally like
10:15
when someone comes on the podcast, they wanna promote
10:18
something, I'm like, it's not that I'm like, ah, fuck, all
10:20
right. You know, I'm
10:21
like, all right, we'll talk about it, but that's not really what the
10:23
podcast is about. But this, your
10:26
book is what the podcast is because
10:30
walking with Sam is sort of like
10:32
a journey with your son, right? Yeah.
10:35
Across the country, 500 miles. Yeah.
10:39
And like when I hear that you open up
10:41
about your life to your son, it's just
10:43
so foreign to me and so beautiful
10:46
that,
10:48
you know, I didn't know anything about my father. In
10:50
fact, I remember calling him up one time and
10:53
he wasn't the kind of guy, I'm sure you were very close,
10:55
you're very close with your son where you're like, I love you son, I'm
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proud of you, that kind of thing. Yeah.
11:02
You're hesitant. No, but I mean, sure,
11:04
I hope I don't say that, yes, I am,
11:06
yeah. But go on, finish. No, but
11:08
I just think that
11:10
I remember I was 20 something, early 20s
11:12
and I was just like,
11:15
he always, I never smoked and never drank and never
11:17
did drugs, it was always very, very critical,
11:20
very hard on me.
11:22
And I went to his dentist and
11:24
I shouldn't have gone to his dentist because it was this guy
11:26
out in Long Island. Who's Lawrence Olivier?
11:30
Why, what was that about? No, well in Marathon
11:32
Man, he's the dentist, you know. Yes,
11:35
yes, yes, yes, I remember, I remember, the Dustin Hoffman
11:37
thing. Is it safe? Is
11:39
it safe? Do you do a lot
11:41
of impressions? No, that was it. That's it.
11:43
That is it, yeah. But I went out to his dentist
11:46
and he was a good dentist, but his dental
11:48
place was in his house in Long Island,
11:50
so it was called Fight Tooth Decay
11:52
with Dr. J. And I went
11:54
in there and he was this kind of- Dude, what were you thinking?
11:56
It should have been your first clue. I had no money and this guy
11:58
was gonna take care of me.
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And I was like, what was my dad
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like? Oh, your dad. Fuck. Your
12:04
dad was, he was, you know,
12:06
did he ever do drug drugs? I think
12:08
he invented Coke. I think.
12:10
And all this stuff came out and
12:13
women. And I'm like, what? Whoa.
12:16
Whoa.
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And I call my dad. I go, I don't, I don't
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fucking know you. You've lied to me
12:21
all these years. You're like, so I got it.
12:23
What do you want to hear? Is this what you want? What do you want to know? I'll
12:25
tell you what you want. And I go, did you do drugs? Yeah.
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I did a lot of drugs. It got to that point
12:30
where like, yeah, did you have sex with other girls and
12:32
mom? He was, what are you fucking kidding? Of course.
12:34
Yes. I'm like, okay. And I
12:36
just started hammering these questions
12:38
and he answered them, but I didn't, I still
12:41
to this day, I don't know
12:43
my real father. I mean, I know my, my biological
12:46
father. You know what I'm talking about. My dad's
12:48
just very, um, uh,
12:51
maybe it's just old school. It's
12:53
old school where he doesn't want me to get inside, but
12:55
I get inside, but I'd like
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to know
12:58
more about my father. I'd like to know the
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real story and the things that he went
13:03
through. And because when
13:06
I looked at what your book's about, it made
13:08
me think, you know, wow,
13:10
his son, Sam, right? Yeah,
13:12
obviously unless you're walking with somebody
13:14
else and Sam that he's really
13:17
getting to know his dad and really
13:19
seeing the things that hurt him and the mistakes
13:21
he made. And like, it seems like it was such
13:23
an honest journey. Just tell me about that.
13:25
Well, you're talking about your dad, you know, when I
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left home at 17 and my relationship
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in essence ended with my dad right
13:32
then, you know, my dad was very volatile guy and
13:35
I was terrified of him. So I
13:37
left home and we had no real relationship
13:40
through the rest of his life. I
13:42
mean, he died, I guess, just like six or seven years
13:44
ago. And I mean, I saw him probably
13:47
a dozen times in all those years. And
13:49
my dad, when I was young and successful, my dad,
13:51
uh, when I was in the first in the
13:54
movies, you know, my fortunes were rising
13:56
as my dad's fortunes were falling emotionally.
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financially and so he,
14:03
my dad used to come to me for money, which I
14:05
found that really twisted
14:08
me up because I gave it to
14:10
him. You know, when my dad first, you know, if I don't
14:12
get, you know, 50K, I'm gonna jump
14:14
off a roof. I'm like, okay,
14:17
here's 50K, you know what I mean? Until finally that
14:19
went on for a number of years and then I finally,
14:22
you know, he said, I'm gonna jump off a
14:24
bridge if I don't get whatever. And I said, well, you know what,
14:26
you're just like a heroin junkie and I'm not giving you any more heroin
14:28
to jump off the bridge.
14:30
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14:33
for decades really. And
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I think he regretted that later, but
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And, you know, all I'd felt was fear and then anger
18:47
and resentment at him for undermining, not
18:49
seeing me, you know? And
18:51
so anyway, so when you talk about your dad like that, I
18:54
didn't know really anything about.
18:56
The one story I heard about my dad once, when
18:58
his mom was put
19:02
into an old, you know, a home. Convalescent
19:04
or? Yeah, that kind of, you know, for an old person.
19:06
And he went and he kind of kidnapped
19:09
her because he was so upset by her being locked
19:11
up. So he went and he kidnapped her for a day. He didn't know,
19:13
he didn't have any plan. He just needed to, felt
19:15
some need to act, like, you know what I mean? So
19:17
he just took her and he went to
19:19
a motel and they were staying there and his
19:21
older brother, and my dad's at this point in his,
19:23
I don't know, 60s or something, 50s. And
19:26
his older brother came and said, he's gonna have this fight
19:29
with my, my older brother was there to see this. And
19:31
his older brother, they stood in the parking
19:34
lot arguing, these two brothers, two grown men. And
19:37
my dad's older brother slapped him upside the head, like
19:40
you would a young sibling
19:42
when you're kids. And I knew,
19:45
in that intimate moment, my brother told me that story. I was like,
19:47
oh, I instantly forgave my
19:49
dad so much because that's where he came from and that's all
19:51
he knew. You know, like you were saying, old school, different generation
19:54
or whatever, you know?
19:56
But anyway, so I didn't want that with
19:58
my son to bring it back.
19:59
to kind of your question. I didn't, I wanted,
20:02
you know, my son, that's
20:05
the last thing I want. That's probably the biggest regret of my life
20:07
in a certain way. It couldn't have been other with my father, but
20:10
I really regretted that
20:12
lack there. And I've always felt that lack.
20:16
There's, you know, when my kids, I always
20:18
say, I want to be like a backstop in Little
20:21
League. So if like, I'm like, you go out in the world
20:23
and when you turn around, I'm gonna be here,
20:26
but you go out there. And you know, whenever I turned
20:28
around when I was young, I just felt somebody poaching me or
20:31
trying to stab me in the back, not there to sort of go, you
20:33
know what I mean? And it's fine. It's just the way life was and
20:35
it was fun. And it helped me in many ways to be, you
20:38
know, resilient, whatever. I
20:40
didn't even really notice it until years later when
20:42
I've become, you know, enough therapy, but,
20:45
and it was fine. And I don't mind
20:48
it. Although I just don't want my kids to have that. I'm
20:50
sure I'll screw them up in other ways, but you know, I
20:53
wanted them to always know that like their dad's right there
20:55
behind them. And so
20:57
anyway, that's why I asked my son. Yeah,
20:59
that's incredible. You say
21:01
that you
21:03
weren't really affected. You were resilient. You
21:06
were obviously later on, you went, you
21:08
got therapy. I'm being positive about it. I mean, what
21:10
I'm right, no, but I mean, and also, you know, it
21:13
does those things, you know, you can either choose to view
21:15
these things as something terrible that happened and you're
21:18
a victim of this person. They're easy to blame. Or
21:20
it's like, dude, this is what your life is. And there are many people have,
21:22
you know, and like, okay. So it's forced
21:24
you to do this and that and that and adjust in
21:26
certain ways. And it's, you know,
21:28
I'm all good with that. You know, I think.
21:31
But what about validation? Did you ever
21:33
feel like you needed validation
21:35
because you became a father? He
21:38
validated my dad loved me and he was proud of me. You
21:41
know, he used to stop people on the street. And I
21:43
had people stop me on the street when I was much
21:45
younger and go, I met your dad. I'm like,
21:48
yeah, yeah. I was crossing the street
21:50
and waiting in red light. And he said, he just said,
21:52
hey, do you know Andrew McCarthy? He's my
21:55
son. And so like my dad used to sort of weird,
21:57
you know, if they were the right demo, he would stop them,
21:59
you know.
21:59
And
22:01
which I found very sad in a certain
22:03
way. I did, that broke my heart
22:05
before him. I was just, it really made me sad. I was
22:07
first humiliated by it and angered by it when I was
22:10
young and then it made me very sad for him later.
22:13
But I mean, I know my dad was proud of me and you know, all
22:15
that stuff, but
22:18
in his way. Yeah, you know, it's
22:20
weird because I, sometimes
22:22
people will ask me this question and then I'll go, huh?
22:26
And the question is, do you think your
22:28
parents love you and they're
22:30
so trying to be in your life a
22:33
little bit more because you've had success,
22:37
because you have maybe a little money, because you
22:39
have. And so did
22:41
you ever have to deal with that? Or there's like your father,
22:43
you say he disappeared, but then when he started
22:46
having the success, he would see people in the street.
22:48
He'd say, that's my son. He was all this. Did you think, okay,
22:50
but what if I wasn't successful? Did
22:52
that ever haunt you? Like, is he doing it because he
22:54
really?
22:55
Well, I think success,
22:58
my public success,
23:00
young really harmed
23:02
my relationships in my family, very
23:05
much so. I
23:07
was not the star of the family growing up. You
23:09
know what I mean? My brother, I have three brothers, two
23:11
older, one younger, and my oldest brother
23:13
was like smart and you know, the
23:15
other one was the jock and I was like the sensitive kid
23:18
or something, but I was not the star of the family, you
23:20
know? And when I became
23:22
one in a public way at 21, 22 years old, that
23:25
sort of blew up my household.
23:28
And, or my, you know, my parents got divorced around
23:30
that time anyway, so they were going through their own thing, but it
23:32
sort of blew up my relationships with my brother, my
23:35
brothers, because they're still
23:37
in their mid twenties trying to figure out who they are.
23:39
And suddenly their little brother is like some movie
23:41
star. And you know what I mean? That was, I think that
23:44
was difficult for them to navigate.
23:47
And so
23:48
I found the opposite with success
23:51
in my family. And so it kind of made me, because of my
23:53
temperament, just sort of flee that and go,
23:55
this isn't a safe place. I'm,
23:57
you know, and I'm a loner
23:59
a bit.
23:59
So I kind of the
24:02
combination of that and with feeling
24:05
slightly poached by them
24:07
made me
24:09
Just flee, you know, I've had a lot I had a lot of people
24:12
Ask me for money and things when I was young and
24:14
family members do tonight and you know invariably
24:17
you give it to them At the beginning until
24:19
you realize that people whoever you give money to hate
24:21
you for it
24:22
Because you're basically saying I'll do for you what I
24:24
see you can't do for yourself and people
24:27
hate you for that And so everyone who I
24:29
tried to help financially and presented me
24:31
for it till I stopped, you know doing
24:33
that I I
24:35
Still enable I still do
24:38
it I'm much better at it now, but
24:40
it angers me that I do it my actual
24:42
my business. So why do you do it? Because
24:45
I don't want to feel guilty when they die Uh-huh
24:52
That doesn't add up You
24:55
know that that's that math that math
24:58
it's two and two is like five I
25:00
want to say that hey, I
25:03
really did everything I could and I was really a
25:05
good brother or good Oh, okay, or a good whatever
25:07
and but it gets to a point where it's like
25:10
Can't you cut it off and still say you did that because
25:12
you did that for so long? It's like when does
25:14
it end and you you came
25:16
to a point where you cut it off with your dad? I
25:19
Haven't had my father doesn't
25:21
need money but like someone in my family they
25:23
do and they but they don't
25:26
They have always sort of
25:28
you know been the victim. They've always sort of like, you know,
25:30
I need this I can't do this They're married.
25:32
They have it. It doesn't make sense But
25:35
I keep
25:36
helping out because I do love them and
25:38
I want them to be happy I don't want them to be destitute
25:41
and maybe there's an ego thing. Maybe there's
25:43
maybe they're sort of like Oh if I let that happen
25:45
and then all of a sudden All they can't afford then all of
25:47
a sudden the town where I grew up and all they're like, oh you
25:50
you're
25:51
Your family there you have money.
25:53
Why aren't you helping them? Maybe there's that
25:55
sort of like I care about what other people
25:58
think Well, of course It was a good time But
26:00
also, you know, there's a sense of- This is therapy for me, Andrew,
26:02
this is therapy for me. So it's probably a big shot
26:04
too for, you know, I give you money, so I'm, you
26:07
know, I'm empowered. I have power over you now.
26:09
I don't want it, I really don't. I
26:11
don't wanna have that power. I just want them to
26:14
be happy and do whatever they
26:16
can to make ends meet and do
26:18
the things that I think are simple,
26:21
simple steps into doing that. Because, you
26:23
know, I have friends that, you know,
26:26
I know that if I didn't have a job, I would go
26:28
get a job. If I didn't have money, I would
26:30
go figure out how to make money. These
26:33
are certain things that were ingrained in me that
26:35
I always knew, and it's easy to save
26:37
now when you're doing
26:38
well, but I know that. And a lot
26:41
of people are like that. They're like, hey, I'll
26:43
work at McDonald's. I'll work at wherever.
26:46
But maybe there's pride in whatever, and
26:48
they don't wanna do that. For sure, when my dad
26:50
was wanting money, I always used to say, I'd be
26:52
proud of your dad if you were a bad person in the checkout,
26:55
you know, at the supermarket. But, you know, easy
26:57
for me to say.
26:58
Yeah, that's true. And
27:01
that was been the truth, but he wasn't being
27:04
able to do that. And I get that.
27:06
Yeah. I get that. I wouldn't wanna
27:08
be bagging in the supermarket either. Hey, you're that guy from Mannequin.
27:11
What are you doing putting my groceries in? You know what I
27:13
mean? So I get that. Lastly
27:17
about that, because I really wanna talk, there's so much talk
27:19
about. But, you know, I
27:20
mean, this is sort of the center. This is the
27:23
kind of what I wanna, I
27:24
mean, the book is, I can't wait to read
27:26
this book because I feel like I need it.
27:29
I need to read this book, as you can
27:31
tell, when I'm telling you these stories. What
27:34
didn't you tell your son? Like, what things
27:36
were you like, I'm not going there with you? Well,
27:38
that's an interesting thing. Cause it was one day, that's
27:41
one of the things I still wrangle with, with
27:44
my kids. Cause I don't need to be their buddy or their
27:46
pal. I wanna be their father and you know, but
27:48
I wanna have an adult relationship with them. And since
27:50
I didn't have one with my father, I'd
27:52
have no real template for that. Which is one of the reasons
27:55
we walked across Spain together. I thought, cause it was, I did
27:57
it 25 years early and it was a profound thing
27:59
for me.
27:59
So I wanted to sort of thought
28:02
it might be helpful in rewriting
28:05
my son and I's dynamic. But
28:09
I've totally then just forgot your question. No,
28:11
it was just like the things that you
28:14
didn't say to your son. Oh yeah, so
28:16
one day, Sam said, we're about halfway
28:19
through the walk and Sam just turned to me and goes, how
28:21
are you dad?
28:22
And he was asking me,
28:25
you know, and I don't recall him ever
28:27
asking me that before. You know,
28:29
he was asking, wanting to know. And I was
28:33
at that time, at that moment in those previous
28:35
achievements, I'd been fretting about money, been
28:38
worrying about work, been
28:40
thinking stuff about my wife, thinking
28:43
in a worrisome fretful mode. And
28:45
I said to him,
28:48
I'm good, Sam, I'm good. And it
28:50
was a real missed opportunity to sort of share
28:52
who I am with my kid, particularly
28:54
since I'm saying that's what I wanted to do for
28:57
him to see me more. But
29:00
I remember when I was young, I had,
29:02
this has never left me, my mother at
29:04
times
29:05
she'd have problems with my dad and she would be very
29:07
upset and I would come in
29:10
and she would say, oh, a child should never
29:12
see their mother cry. And I'm like, no mom, tell me, because
29:14
I wanted to be close to my mom naturally and she was
29:16
suffering, so I would go into her. And she would tell
29:18
me stuff that,
29:20
it was emotionally what was happening to her at the
29:23
time, but I interpreted it with my young
29:25
ears as sort of settled fact of
29:27
that, this is what she felt. That
29:30
was just a transitory mood, but I took
29:32
that and took that deep as this is what
29:34
she believes. And there's a big difference.
29:37
And so, and as a young person, I wasn't able to separate
29:39
those two, particularly when it's your mom doing that. So
29:41
I've often, I've said, oh, I don't want to
29:44
do that with my kids. And yet, how
29:46
am I going to, if I want him
29:48
to share with me, him himself with me,
29:50
I have to do that too, I have to model
29:53
that and or meet him there or lead
29:55
him there. So I still find that
29:57
a challenging thing at times to do.
29:59
Yeah, did you, is that in
30:02
the book where you didn't say it? You talk about not saying it?
30:04
Yeah, that is in the book. Yeah, where I talk about what
30:06
was going on, you know, cause it was
30:08
such an odd moment too, cause it caught me so off guard.
30:11
And
30:12
I was so in a space of, and the
30:14
kids know everything, you know, they see right through everything.
30:16
You know, I was such in a space of worry
30:19
in that moment where I wasn't often on
30:21
the trip, but in that, for whatever reason that morning
30:24
I was in that space, you know, where we
30:26
can get. And, but to not
30:28
share that with them, even to just say, you know,
30:30
it'll
30:31
pass, it's no big deal, but I'm
30:34
just really worried about money. I just, you know,
30:36
cause money's not, you know, blah, blah, and talk to him about
30:38
it. Like, you know, it was a missed opportunity on my
30:40
part. Is that something you would
30:42
talk about with anybody or not anybody,
30:44
but with, yeah, with any person? Only you.
30:47
Only me. Well, it
30:49
is interesting thing about how, you know,
30:51
people often,
30:52
and it's in writing too, you know, people often, I read
30:55
that Edward R. Murrow, the newscaster
30:57
told a stranger on the plane next to him that
30:59
he had cancer and he'd never told any of his family at that point. You
31:02
know what I mean? There's something about telling strangers things that's
31:04
interesting. It's like when you write, I'll often write
31:06
things that,
31:09
my 16 year old daughter asked me something
31:11
about my past and Sam said
31:14
to her, if you want to know dad, you
31:16
should read his books
31:18
because I'll
31:19
write things. And it's very true if
31:21
that goes to what we were just talking about and also, you
31:24
know, I'll be much more forthcoming on
31:26
a page than I will be generally
31:28
in life with people, even people I love. And I always
31:31
say, and I'm not the only one, lots of people talk about how
31:33
that's the case. And I think that's really interesting
31:35
how we do that and
31:37
why we do that. And- That's
31:39
why they say write what you know, right? Yeah,
31:42
I guess so. And just write the truth. Right, because
31:44
you write the truth, right? You know, I remember writing the first
31:46
book I didn't, I was writing, you know, and it was a travel
31:48
memoir, but it really was about intimacy. And I remember
31:50
writing a paragraph going, oh my God, this can never be
31:53
in the book and I'm typing away and this could never, never.
31:55
There's no way. I'm
31:57
embarrassed. This is like way too revealing. Yeah.
31:59
And I finish it, I read it and I go, well, that's, there's
32:02
no chapter without that paragraph. That's
32:04
the whole thing. And, you know, cause all you're
32:06
trying to do is, you know, they're just
32:08
feelings. You know, everybody's got them. And you
32:10
just start with, with writing, you're just trying to create a connection
32:13
with the reader so that they're nodding their head, whether
32:15
they sit alone in their bed at night, they, with
32:17
you, and they're nodding their head and kind
32:19
of go, yeah, that's how I feel. That's how I feel. And then
32:21
you've, then you got something. Yeah. Have you
32:23
ever,
32:25
like, are you one of the, like, I had never heard my
32:27
dad cry until he
32:29
lost his daughter, my half sister
32:32
who passed away a few years ago. And
32:34
talk about shell shocked, talk
32:37
about, and
32:40
it was sort of expected throughout the years. She
32:42
had the trisomy, chromosomal thing
32:44
going on for years. And she was, she was always
32:46
in the hospital. I mean, she lived in the hospital, children's
32:49
hospital. And,
32:51
you know, he was dealing with this a long time. And then when
32:53
she passed, I
32:56
called him and I couldn't
32:58
even understand him. It was like a different human being.
33:00
I've never heard that kind of cry.
33:03
He was so hurt. And I just
33:05
didn't know what even to do. I was emotional.
33:08
I was, I
33:09
just said, I love you. I'm here for you. And
33:12
it was, it was heartbreaking.
33:15
It was heartbreaking. It's not something I think you want to see your
33:17
father. There's some people are like, oh, my daddy's always
33:20
crying. Oh, he's everything. He watches
33:22
this, he cries. I think that's one of the greatest
33:24
things we can do for our kids is show them our frailty.
33:28
You know what I mean? And we don't want to do that as dads, of
33:30
course we're strong with this, with that, when we got it sorted
33:32
out. And, you know, but I think, you know, there's a moment
33:34
on the walk when we were walking and I tripped
33:36
and I fell. And I almost crashed
33:38
into this thing that would have really been a problem.
33:41
And I hit hard
33:43
and I normally jump up, bounce right back up if I
33:46
fall because I'm so embarrassed that I just don't know I'm
33:48
fine. But I didn't bounce back up and I just
33:50
fell and it's a much lighter thing than what you're talking
33:52
about, obviously. But the metaphor of it's the
33:54
same. It's I hit the ground
33:56
and I stayed there and my son was shocked
33:58
at this because I never,
33:59
agile and that you know and so
34:02
and he helped me and I realized just
34:05
let him help you let him help
34:07
you it's important for him to
34:09
see that part of me you
34:12
know what I mean and that's one of the things I have to teach is
34:14
like you know like my mom now is is
34:17
not you know she's getting dementia
34:19
and she's suffering and like you
34:21
got to go help them
34:24
and that's
34:26
anyway and so that's part of life that's part
34:28
of the cycle of what happens and so you
34:31
know so yeah it's for you
34:33
to say that's important thing for your dad for
34:35
you to get to experience that with your dad you know what I mean
34:37
that it's not just the other way
34:39
it's you know it's not it's a two-way street which you
34:41
know that takes being in wanting
34:44
that too yeah
34:45
you know it's weird it's like with
34:47
me he knows I have a podcast
34:52
but he doesn't know what I
34:54
talk about how I really open up
34:56
and I'm probably probably you know he'd probably be pissed
34:59
off sometimes if I'm you know talking
35:01
about it but like I don't talk about him
35:03
like I just talk about my you know
35:05
my feelings would have you know life and
35:08
he doesn't know that I mean I think he knows
35:11
he knows I went to therapy and but
35:13
it's almost like he doesn't want to talk
35:16
about that stuff he doesn't go to therapy
35:18
never would I remember when he lost or
35:20
I said you need to go to therapy he's like why you think
35:22
anybody knows that I'm going through I go yes I
35:24
do I think people lose their whole families on planes
35:27
I think there people lose their daughters and their
35:29
sons and their everything it's a people
35:31
there this happens to a lot of people unfortunately
35:33
and if you talk to people and
35:35
sit in a circle some people he's no I'm not
35:37
doing that I'm not doing that he doesn't want to
35:40
do that he doesn't want to tap into his emotions
35:42
he doesn't want to and he never will that's
35:44
just what it is but so I never feel
35:45
like I can talk about any of
35:47
that stuff because it's just it's there's no reason
35:50
to it would just be like oh okay yeah you
35:52
know sorry to hear that
35:54
anyway how the Mets doing you
35:57
know that's you know I
35:59
see the dismiss all that kind of sport
36:02
jargon, but it's a certain intimacy
36:04
that comes with that. And if that's the way people can
36:06
funnel it, then so be it, you know? Yeah.
36:09
And it's also generational, I think, to some degree. Sure. But
36:12
it's also not, there are guys that are like that, you know, I mean,
36:14
and you know.
36:16
Did you ever think, growing
36:19
up, did you have a confidence to
36:21
you? Were you popular that
36:23
all of a sudden you'd be this icon who was doing these
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Did you ever imagine
37:48
like, I'm gonna be famous one day? No,
37:53
you know, no, I was not a wildly
37:55
confident kid at all in any kind of way. No,
37:57
I just said, when all that happened, it was.
37:59
and you know, but you
38:02
forget now the Bratpak is this
38:05
wonderfully iconic term
38:08
spoken with affection and reverence for this
38:10
moment in pop culture. And
38:12
for a certain generation, you know, I and other members
38:15
of Bratpak are the avatar of their youth, you
38:17
know? And so it's booked out with these
38:19
rose colored memories because it's, that's the moment
38:21
in life when people are just cussing life when they're 20, 21, when
38:24
they're, you know, the life is a blank slate to
38:26
be written upon and it's get out of the way world here.
38:28
I come and it's just a thrilling, exciting
38:31
moment. And I represent that and other
38:33
actors do too, represent that to
38:35
a certain demographic of a certain generation. But
38:37
that was not the case at the Bratpak
38:39
elements came out. The
38:41
term was coined in 1985 in a
38:44
New York magazine article
38:45
by a guy
38:48
who
38:48
was writing an article on Emilio Estevez and took
38:51
turned off to him and didn't like him and was jealous
38:53
of him I'd say, cause he was also a young journalist. And
38:55
so he wrote this scathing article about
38:58
all these young actors and called him the Bratpak.
39:01
It wasn't Canby was it? No, it wasn't
39:03
a guy named David Blum.
39:05
Vincent Camahue's another story. But
39:09
anyway, so it was a really negative pejorative thing
39:11
and we fucking hated it. And
39:13
we thought, hey, who wants to be called a brat? Who
39:15
wants to be in a pack? I didn't, hugely
39:17
adversely affected our careers cause
39:20
we were now perceived as this. You
39:23
know, all you ever want in life is to be seen,
39:25
right? See me, see who I am.
39:28
That's what your whole thing is about. This is who I am, see me. And
39:31
the instant the Bratpak label
39:33
came out, it was like
39:35
a something we were 180, you know, it
39:37
turned hard and we remember the Bratpak
39:40
and I was unseen for like that's,
39:43
and that it's taken, you know, me decades
39:45
and centuries to have that go 180
39:47
degrees, to embrace it as this
39:50
beautiful thing, which it is now. But
39:52
we forget that it wasn't at the beginning. And,
39:56
you know, we had, I was like, you know, Martin Scorsese
39:58
is not going to call up anybody in the.
39:59
Brat Pack, you know, and he never did.
40:02
So I mean, you know, but so
40:04
it's been a long journey. And I know for
40:07
me and for I know the other people
40:09
as well to sort of
40:10
pivot through that to now where,
40:13
you know, where it's landed for me, which is that that it's
40:15
sort of this beautiful thing to represent that
40:17
for that generation of people.
40:19
But that wasn't the case. And it was largely
40:21
just that notion of I felt
40:24
unseen suddenly. Here I was just starting
40:26
life, just starting my career. OK, here I come. And
40:28
then bam, no, you're labeled your
40:31
pigeon holding this thing. And this is what
40:33
you are from one article. One,
40:35
which
40:35
is amazing. You know, in our culture
40:37
now, with every all the different things, it was one
40:39
article one week and within days the
40:41
countries because it's such a good phrase, you
40:43
know, Brat Pack, boom. I mean, you don't forget
40:45
it's there. It's indelible. And
40:48
you know, and it was also a cultural
40:50
shift to happening when young youth took
40:53
over. Well, no, but just
40:55
youth took I mean, the movies were not about kids
40:57
up to that point. And then they discovered
40:59
in the early 80s, my God, these kids go to the movies
41:01
five, six, seven times. Grown ups go once.
41:04
Let's make movies for kids. And
41:06
we were right there at the right place at the right time. You
41:08
know, and so then John Hughes comes
41:11
along and says, oh, wait, young kids emotions
41:13
should be taken seriously. And
41:15
you know, because nobody's when you're 17,
41:18
18, you fall in love for the first time. You were the first person to ever
41:20
be in love. Right. And so and
41:22
that first heartbreak is the first heartbreak
41:24
ever and is the magnitude of
41:26
it. And John Hughes knew that and honored that. And
41:29
so kids saw that one. That's me. You
41:31
know, and that's why generation the next
41:33
generation, those women have shown their daughters
41:36
and their daughters looking at that movie and going pretty in pink
41:38
and going to hairdos are funny, but that's me,
41:40
you know? Yeah. And so that's why
41:42
they live on in that way. And to sort of, you know, for
41:45
me to come to represent that's a beautiful thing. But I always
41:47
kind of not always. I never looked at it
41:49
like that. Like, no, but now I hear
41:51
you're like, of course, the Jew.
41:53
That's so interesting. It's like, yeah,
41:56
you didn't realize the impact it had on you guys.
41:58
It sounds so cool now. to everybody
42:00
on the outside looking in, I wanna be the brat pack.
42:03
But I could see how it was just sort
42:05
of like, fuck,
42:07
I'm more than that. Yeah, or I'm other
42:09
than that. Just I am more than, you know,
42:11
that's, yeah. And for someone
42:13
like me, I was very much, you
42:15
know, a solitary personal loner bit. So to be
42:18
slumped in with all these guys, who I liked fine,
42:20
but I didn't know them. I don't think I ever went out socially with any
42:22
of them ever, you know. Really, so you never, you
42:24
were on these movies, on these huge
42:26
movies. Well, I lived in New York and so I would just, whatever. Did
42:29
you get closer than anybody?
42:31
Yeah, I mean, I liked them. I mean, no. But
42:33
you never said- No, I never stayed in touch with any of them. No,
42:35
because I saw the article yesterday that
42:37
came out or the other day about
42:40
Emilio Estevez. You hadn't seen him in 30 years.
42:43
Yeah, I hadn't seen any of them. I made a documentary recently
42:45
about this because I wrote a book a few years ago about my time
42:48
then and my life then. And because I was like, it was a rock.
42:50
I'd never looked under. And so I
42:52
decided to look under it. And I like, that's how I came
42:55
to the position that I've sort of was just talking about
42:57
how I've come to realize what a beautiful thing it
42:59
is and what I'm blessed in that way, really,
43:01
truly. And then, but I didn't feel
43:03
that way. And so I thought that, okay, I
43:05
had a size, that was a seismic event in my life,
43:07
the Brad Pack. What was it like for everyone else? Because
43:10
I know
43:10
it was for them too, because we're in the same boat.
43:12
We're members of a club we didn't have to join. And we
43:14
have, we can just look at each other and kind of go,
43:17
hey, dude.
43:18
And we just know. And so I went back and talked
43:20
to everybody. Emilio hadn't seen 30 years. Rob
43:22
hadn't seen 30 years. Demi, you know, any, Ali
43:24
Sheedy, hadn't seen any of them and to just get
43:26
their take on it. And it was
43:28
really interesting.
43:30
Yeah, I just, do you think, if
43:32
you look back, do you think that they were probably like,
43:35
he's doing his own thing. He's too good for us while
43:38
we're all partying and getting together. Well,
43:40
I'm so, they were into their own thing. You know what I mean? Everyone's
43:43
so self-centered. No one's thinking about anybody else. You
43:45
know, but it also was, you know, I was so afraid
43:48
really then that manifested
43:50
as a sort of aloofness when I was just afraid.
43:53
Yeah. And so,
43:56
yeah, and I was always baffled by people thinking, oh,
43:58
you're arrogant, you're aloof. And I'm like. but
44:00
really, I'm just so fucking scared here. You
44:03
know, so I always felt sort of
44:05
unseen in that regard. Was
44:07
there anybody that you could recall on
44:10
set that you worked with or you're
44:12
like female that you were like, gosh,
44:15
you know, I should have stayed in touch with
44:17
her. I should have asked her out or I should have,
44:19
you know, I should have like, I was really attracted to this
44:21
person and I just dropped the ball there. I
44:24
didn't take a chance.
44:25
Well, I was better at it with women than I was with just
44:28
friendship because you know, women, then you
44:30
could, you know, you're thinking in your twenties, you're thinking sex.
44:33
So that gives a little more motivation than friendship.
44:36
Yeah, so. Emilio. Emilio,
44:38
yeah. To me. So
44:42
with that regard, you know, I sort
44:44
of went for things a little more than I might have if it was
44:46
just friendship involved. Did you always love
44:49
acting or was it something that
44:51
you were good at, you were getting roles, you were
44:53
doing it, because I know you do Broadway,
44:56
right?
44:57
I did, yeah. You did Broadway, so you
44:59
obviously loved theater. I did, yeah,
45:01
no, I wanted to, that's what I thought I would be, was a theater actor,
45:04
never occurred to me, I'd be in the movies, you know. I
45:06
mean, when I was 15 years old, I was cut from the high school
45:08
basketball team and my mother said, try
45:10
out for the school play. And I'm like, I don't want to be in
45:12
the
45:13
play, I want to be the point guard, you know, so, but
45:15
I did and I was cast as the Artful Dodger
45:17
in Oliver. And when I walked out on stage at 15,
45:21
you know, my life changed. It was
45:23
like Tennessee Williams, the playwright has a line up
45:25
talking about love. He says, it's as if a room that
45:27
had always been happened, shadow is suddenly in the
45:29
light.
45:30
And that's how I felt. The minute I walked
45:32
on stage, I went, oh my God, there I am, there
45:34
I am. And I knew it was important because I
45:36
told no one. You know, I thought
45:39
I knew it was like a little flame flicker that
45:41
had lit and if anybody
45:43
could have walked by and blown it out, you know what
45:45
I mean? Like when I told, eventually told my
45:48
father, I wanted to be an actor and go to college
45:50
for acting, he said, no son of mine is going to be a fucking
45:52
thespian. You know, and, you
45:54
know, so. Well, yeah, I mean, you know, maybe I
45:56
was right not to bring it up earlier, but by that
45:59
point, I knew what I was doing. I didn't care what anybody said and
46:01
I was gonna go do it. I had no idea how. I
46:03
had the wonderful gift of youth, which is you
46:05
don't know things are impossible. So. That's
46:08
so true. Yeah, and so then, you know,
46:10
it happened for me very quickly. Although
46:12
it doesn't feel quick at the time when you're young and
46:14
stuff, but you know. What is that? I was just talking
46:17
about this, about ambition. And it's like, I remember being
46:19
in college and like getting cast
46:21
in the lead roles and
46:23
you know, all the
46:25
heads of the department were like, you're ready, you need to go to York.
46:28
And this guy is actor Leo Burmister
46:30
who came into town and we all gave
46:33
monologues and he took me aside and said, you got
46:35
it, you have what it takes. You need to
46:37
do this. It's in your heart. And
46:39
all the confidence
46:40
then was just, I'm like, let's go. And
46:44
I didn't, I remember people were like, you know the
46:46
percentage. I go,
46:47
there's no percentage of actors. Here's
46:49
the thing. I didn't ever
46:52
think for a second that I wasn't gonna beat
46:54
the odds. I know that what I'm doing
46:57
is gonna, I'm gonna make it. I swear to God, I thought
46:59
that. And
47:01
what happens is life
47:04
happens and you start to do things. And
47:06
if you don't have this solid foundation, like I
47:08
said, and everything's sort of needed to be validated
47:11
and you're great. Eventually it comes a time where you're
47:13
like,
47:15
I felt like fear got in the way
47:17
and ambition kind of took the side, took
47:20
a step aside. I felt like I never
47:23
have that ambition like I had,
47:26
that energy that just like I'm going
47:28
for it. I felt like that has been
47:30
sort of lost. If not lost,
47:33
it's, you know, there's remnants, but it's sort
47:35
of, it's not like it was. Do you
47:37
feel like that happened with you at all? Sure. And
47:40
once you experience failure, then you can't forget
47:42
that. And if failure goes, you go,
47:44
whoa, okay. So then there's doubt. And
47:46
then that doubt creeps in fears
47:49
and all those anxieties and all those kinds
47:51
of things
47:51
for sure.
47:53
For sure. Yeah. And
47:56
did you, has that happened? Like, were you confident
47:58
on sets when you were acting? Were you enjoying
48:00
it? Were you loving being on set
48:03
and acting and- I love being on set. I
48:05
do love being on set. I direct
48:08
a lot of TV now and I always say- Orange
48:10
is the new black. Yeah, and I said, directing
48:13
is stressful, but acting creates anxiety.
48:16
You know what I mean? Yeah. And I
48:18
find acting, you know,
48:19
so,
48:20
but I love being on a set. I sort of was
48:22
most at home on a set in many ways. And I've
48:25
been on sets for my, since
48:28
I was 18 years old. And so I understand
48:31
that world. I'm like, I'm never bored
48:33
on a set. People talk about boring now. I'm never
48:35
bored on a set. I find it just very
48:38
interesting.
48:39
Yes. Is it weird directing someone
48:41
like, some of you probably were friends with back in
48:43
the day, like James Spader in Blacklist?
48:46
No, I mean, you know, James
48:48
is such a wonderful and peculiar
48:50
guy anyway. I mean, he's, that's all, he's his own
48:52
beast, but, and I just know him so long,
48:54
I have a shorthand with him, so it's nice. But no, I've ever
48:56
acted in the roasts there is. So it's easy
48:59
for me to talk to actors, because I just understand what
49:01
they're doing.
49:03
So. Yeah. Do you ever get,
49:06
have you ever worked with someone where you're like, I
49:09
cannot stand working with this person? I hate
49:11
it. I have to get out of here. I don't want to do it. I'm
49:14
not comfortable. I don't, I'm not, my craft
49:16
isn't coming through because I'm thinking too much now or
49:18
whatever. No, sure. I've had, from acting
49:21
and directing, you say, sure. There are people that are just like, oh
49:23
my, you know, I'm directing somebody. I'm like, this guy's
49:25
terrible. How
49:26
much money is he making every week? You know
49:29
what I mean? And you have to make him look good. Yeah,
49:31
and that's your job. So, you know, so yeah, of course.
49:33
I mean, TV directing, that's a whole nother topic, but it's
49:35
ultimately not a very satisfying job. Why
49:37
is that? Well, you're servicing
49:40
someone, TV is a writer's medium, right? So
49:43
you're servicing someone else's vision. And so if you're gonna
49:45
work that hard, ultimately, it's great, like I always
49:47
call TV
49:48
directing, like going to director gym. Like
49:51
this week you're doing chess, next week you're doing arms,
49:53
because like you're shooting in different styles, different
49:55
kind of. And so that's all very
49:57
interesting, but ultimately, unless you're doing your own.
49:59
thing, it's not very satisfying. And
50:02
they'll just get someone else to do
50:04
it. Once a TV show is up and running, it's just, you're
50:06
making the sausage and
50:08
shows can happen without a director
50:10
very easily. You have a good DP and you have the AD.
50:13
Directs itself, a lot of those. And the actors don't listen to you
50:15
anyway. And so it directs
50:17
itself. And
50:18
there are many examples of people that
50:21
have no idea how to direct that are directing
50:23
TV shows. And the show's good. And you notice,
50:25
you'll watch a show and you'll kind of go, yeah,
50:27
that one was really good, it has flow to it. Because
50:30
TV directing, really what you have is transitions.
50:34
Because every TV show is going to end up in a close up. But
50:37
there are certain things you have. And if you can talk to an actor,
50:39
that's helpful. But ultimately,
50:41
I don't find it utterly satisfying.
50:43
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52:02
Greg Beeman worked on
52:04
on small over with me and he
52:07
used to he would shoot this one or I go
52:09
here. Are you going to coverage now? He goes, no,
52:12
it's a winner. I'm like, OK, he's why
52:14
are you doing? Don't they
52:17
get mad? Like, yeah, they want close ups and
52:19
this and that. And I'm like, but now I'm not giving that
52:21
choice. This is this is what I
52:23
want to do. And it tells the story. And now they
52:25
don't have an option. They're not going to cut into the close up because
52:27
they can't.
52:29
And I thought they don't ask him back. Well, he
52:31
did for some reason. He had so much balls
52:33
and cared about the show. Yeah, if you're telling the
52:35
fuck it, I'm doing it. Yeah, no, it's
52:38
great. Yeah, I agree. What's the
52:41
if you have to look back at the one one movie
52:43
that you're most proud of? Oh, I know
52:45
that's hard.
52:46
I don't know. Proud. I don't know what proud means. Less
52:48
than zero. That was a terrible
52:50
experience. I did not enjoy that at all. Well,
52:53
I was in a bad place in my life. Everyone was a script
52:55
was a mess. That I didn't think that was a successful
52:58
movie. And then we had to reshoot
53:00
so much of it because it was right in the middle of Nancy
53:02
Reagan just say no era suddenly. And, you know,
53:04
we had scenes with flushing cocaine down the toilet.
53:07
Because the studio executives realized, oh, this movie
53:09
is being made about our kids.
53:12
No, we can't have that, you know. And there's
53:15
not a word of the book in the movie and stuff. So, you
53:17
know, that movie particularly didn't you know, Bobby
53:19
Downey was great. But he was also, you
53:21
know, a little too close to home for him in that moment
53:24
in time. So he wasn't that easy because he was going
53:26
through all that stuff. Well, he was lovely, but he was just
53:28
going through whatever he's going through. Right. He's always been a very sweet
53:30
guy. Yeah.
53:33
So, but no, that movie didn't fight. I
53:35
say I have great affection for Weekend at Bernie's. I
53:37
think somehow we can pretty much. I love Jonathan Silverman.
53:40
Yeah, he's great. Johnny's a great guy. Great. And you guys look
53:42
to me so much fun in that movie. I remember when it came
53:44
out, it was just so hilarious
53:46
and so original. Yeah, no, I think
53:48
it's great.
53:49
I think it's great. When's the last time you've seen it? And have you watched
53:51
it with any of the with your kid? I can shamelessly
53:53
tell you that I was in a hotel about a month
53:55
ago and I flipped on the TV and I went
53:58
into the bathroom as I turned in.
53:59
I started hearing this voice, I'm like,
54:02
what is that? And I went back in, it was me and
54:04
we came to Bernie's and I watched like the last,
54:06
it was the boat scene of Chasing Dan. So I watched like
54:08
the last 20 minutes of the movie. And in a while,
54:11
dude, I thought it was smiling. I was
54:13
sitting there reciting the lines back to the
54:15
TV alone in my hotel room. And I can't
54:17
remember ever watching a movie of mine like that, ever.
54:21
And it was so, and I thought it was absolutely
54:23
hysterical. I thought it was great. I think every,
54:25
I guarantee I'd put everything I have on it that every
54:28
actor has sat back by themselves and watch something
54:30
of themselves and just had a smile
54:31
or a moment. Oh yeah, but you know,
54:34
for decades, I could never watch any of my
54:36
movies ever. But I was so, it
54:38
was either incredibly narcissistic or healthy when I was
54:40
watching and laughing at myself, thinking how funny
54:42
I was. Is it, I love
54:45
that. Is there a song for many of those,
54:47
do
54:47
you hate hearing those songs when they come up? No,
54:49
they're great. I mean, I hear that. Like OMD,
54:52
wasn't that OMD? Yeah, yeah, yeah. And that
54:54
from Pretty in Pink, that song. Right. And
54:56
then the one I hear seemed to hear in the supermarket wherever
54:59
all the time is the mannequin one, nothing's gonna stop
55:01
us now. They used it on the
55:03
Skeleton Twins with Kristen Wiig
55:06
and everything, you don't wanna hear that song? No, I mean, I
55:08
just thought it was always such a cheesy song, but people
55:10
love it. And
55:13
what song I heard recently, I hadn't heard in years was
55:15
the same album as Fire, Man in Motion
55:17
song,
55:17
which is just such a
55:20
cringe, as my son would say. Not
55:22
a Feel the New. Yeah, yeah, yeah. And
55:24
that's just so of a moment. Some
55:27
of those songs have really endured and like become part
55:29
of the popular culture of canon. But
55:31
that one, I think is just such like of that moment
55:33
that it just brings you right back. Yeah,
55:36
and there was the other one, oh, the Psychedelic
55:38
Furs. Yeah, yeah. I love
55:40
them. I still go see them. Isn't she? Yeah,
55:43
no, I thought that was terrific. Yeah, they have a lot
55:45
of great songs actually. In fact, they're gonna be in Florida
55:47
and I just told my uncle, he has got to go
55:50
see them. They're really fun and concert. They've got
55:52
like six or seven songs. People just think it's like
55:54
Pretty in Pink and stuff,
55:55
they have more than that. You've
55:57
been silver since- 2002, July 3rd, 2002. Yeah,
56:00
so 20 years, good 30 years. Do you ever miss
56:02
it? Have you
56:04
ever thought about I'm gonna have a drink? I
56:06
can do this, I can have one drink. Well, I certainly
56:09
never think that. I mean, I
56:11
think once you're, you know,
56:13
a pickle, you can't ever become a cucumber again.
56:16
And I see my obsessive and compulsive
56:18
addictive qualities in other aspects of my
56:20
life. But
56:22
no, you know, I mean, do I miss it? No,
56:24
I mean, I so much because of it. Yes,
56:28
because I stopped drinking and doing drugs,
56:30
my life is infinitely better. But it actually, the it
56:32
itself, having being sort of
56:34
afflicted, if you wanna use that word or
56:37
blessed with alcoholism,
56:39
has, it is
56:41
the foundation from which everything brings
56:44
forward. So I'm grateful, I'm grateful, yes, to
56:46
have stopped doing it in recovery, but
56:48
I'm grateful for it itself because
56:51
it is, you know, what's that old
56:53
Greek line, the crack vase lasts longest in a
56:55
certain way. Everything comes from
56:57
that nugget of, you know,
56:59
and it was a terrible several years and, you know, I let
57:01
it ruin my career, you know, all sorts of things.
57:04
And, but, and I heard people that I
57:06
loved, but I
57:08
look back on it and I carry it every
57:10
day as like what a blessing it is to not
57:12
just recover, yes, of course, but that it
57:14
itself, that I am an uncle. It was a huge blessing.
57:17
Is there, was there one, they always say when you hit
57:19
rock bottom, I had a situation where I was like,
57:21
this is the moment where you stop.
57:24
Was there that or was there just kind of a progression
57:27
and you're like, I gotta, I just, this has got to stop.
57:30
Well, I luckily didn't have, I wasn't
57:32
able to function. So I couldn't
57:34
pretend that it wasn't utterly consuming
57:37
my entire life. So,
57:40
but I did have a moment. Yeah, I had a moment when I
57:42
was sitting in a hotel, I came out to LA to
57:44
do, I don't know if I know what for it to do,
57:46
but I was at the peninsula hotel cause I was in a grandiose
57:49
phase of blowing money, you know, so I'd
57:51
expend lots of money so people wouldn't think there was something wrong,
57:54
so I was in there and I remember being up all night,
57:56
having emptied my mini bar and I just hear, I
57:58
heard a voice say. Andrew,
58:00
you do whatever you want, I'm tired. And it freaked
58:03
me out. I literally was looking under the couch,
58:05
and I was like, who just said that? And
58:08
that just
58:11
cut through to me. And I
58:13
made a call then,
58:15
and I went and got help.
58:18
So it was just sort of a moment. You know, one
58:20
of the few things I've had in my life, gifts I've been
58:23
able to recognize moments when they happened to me. When
58:25
I first started acting in 15, when that moment we
58:27
talked about, and that was another one where I just
58:29
sort of recognized that, and I said, now. You
58:32
know, the call for help can come in a whisper. Wow,
58:35
that's incredible that you heard
58:37
that, or subconsciously you heard that, or whatever
58:39
it was, it pushed.
58:41
I did hear that, and I
58:43
consider myself very blessed in that it
58:45
was lifted from me.
58:47
It was just lifted from me. And
58:49
I consider some kind of grace happened
58:51
to me. And
58:54
I'm not a religious person in any way, but I
58:56
do feel some kind of, because I have proof
58:58
of it in my life. There's no reason why
59:01
I should at all, there's no
59:03
reason why I shouldn't still be drinking,
59:05
or be dead by now, certainly, if I drank the way I did.
59:10
And so I just think grace happened in my life, whatever
59:12
that means, I don't even know what that means. And it's my
59:14
obligation to sort of honor that. Yeah,
59:17
you're so open and honest, man. This is, I mean,
59:20
like, I just, it's awesome.
59:22
It's freaking awesome, thank you for doing that. This is
59:24
called Shit Talkin' with Andrew McCarthy. This
59:26
is fast, rapid fire, it's the end, it's my
59:28
top tier patrons, they're awesome.
59:31
Thanks for supporting the show, patreon.com slash inside
59:33
of you, and you can just rapid fire.
59:35
If you feel like answering it a little longer, feel
59:37
free, you don't have to be like, ah, yes. Kelly
59:41
asks, what's your favorite scene to film on the set
59:43
of St. Elmo's Fire?
59:44
Bongos? Bongos,
59:47
bongos. Bongos. Which I thought, actually,
59:49
when it was finished, I thought, well, I just ruined my career.
59:52
Is that what you thought? Well, it's what
59:54
I said to the DP, and I said, boy, that was a career
59:57
ender, and he said, I think that was a career maker, son.
59:59
And yeah, he was right. Kathy
1:00:02
Jo, what's one of your favorite memories of working with John Hughes?
1:00:06
He used to show up, cause
1:00:08
he didn't direct it, everyone thinks he directed it. He used to show up around
1:00:10
lunchtime, he'd sashay him with a little boombox and he'd
1:00:12
play us little snippets of music and say, what'd you
1:00:14
think of that? What'd you think? And that he was creating
1:00:16
the soundtrack
1:00:17
and he was listening to what we were saying.
1:00:19
Cause that's what Hughes did, he paid the fee on, not
1:00:21
only on screen in real life, he honored, like he
1:00:23
respected kids.
1:00:25
Super Sam, what drew you to the role of
1:00:27
the resident, watching your character
1:00:30
struggle to balance with his addiction while also
1:00:32
needing the drugs to perform his job was incredible.
1:00:35
I just, it was fun to act again. They asked me and
1:00:37
I said, oh, I haven't acted in ages. Let's do that, it would
1:00:39
be fun. Scary?
1:00:41
No, not at all. It felt like, you know, they said
1:00:43
the joke about two fish swimming in the ocean
1:00:45
and one passes the other and says, ain't the water
1:00:47
fine today? And the other says, what water? I
1:00:49
mean, that's what it felt like for me. It just felt like breathing
1:00:52
to me. Going back to it, I really
1:00:54
enjoyed it. Jessica B, of all the TV
1:00:57
shows you've directed, which one was your favorite and why?
1:00:59
I loved doing Orange is New Black at the beginning because it was
1:01:01
a very exciting time. You know, it was like, they
1:01:04
were inventing,
1:01:05
you know, Netflix
1:01:06
was, they were the company that mailed you
1:01:08
DVDs. And you know what I mean? They're making
1:01:11
the show and like, when they said it was gonna be streaming,
1:01:13
I went, okay, cool, what channel is that on?
1:01:15
You know, I couldn't grasp that. And
1:01:18
then when they told me it was gonna be, they were gonna put them all
1:01:20
on in one night. I remember sitting in the producer's office
1:01:22
when I heard that and I said, well, that's the stupidest idea I ever
1:01:24
heard. And you
1:01:25
know, I was right again. And
1:01:28
it just changed the way, you know, we tell stories now. So
1:01:31
that early on was very exciting. Nathan J,
1:01:33
we kind of answered this. Is James Spader an intimidating
1:01:35
person to work with? No, James is
1:01:38
delish. If you don't know what you're doing here each July, but
1:01:41
that's true of so many talented people, you know, they don't
1:01:43
suffer fools. While I was on the set,
1:01:46
we were laughing and one guy came up and said,
1:01:49
what
1:01:50
were you guys like back in the day? And James
1:01:53
just looked at him and said, we're exactly
1:01:55
the same only now we're more so. And
1:01:57
I'm like,
1:01:58
yeah, I don't know what the fuck that means.
1:01:59
Yeah, that's right. That's
1:02:02
amazing. Stone Age. Last question. Did you get to keep
1:02:04
any props from Wicking at Bernie's? One
1:02:06
of your all time favorites or have you ever kept any props? I
1:02:09
did when I was young. I used to keep props, a few, one
1:02:11
thing from each show but I don't remember anything
1:02:13
I have from Bernie.
1:02:14
Oh man. This has been awesome.
1:02:17
Walking with Sam is out. It
1:02:20
will be out. It is out, yeah. It is out. May
1:02:23
9th it came out. So this is the best
1:02:26
time, New York Times best seller list. Yeah.
1:02:29
I know I care about it because I talked about it because
1:02:32
it's so, I want to learn things
1:02:34
and how you deal with family members and
1:02:36
I just think it's a beautiful journey and I can't wait to read
1:02:38
this. Just what I've read about it and
1:02:41
the interviews and things like that and what you've told
1:02:43
me, I just, it's a must
1:02:45
read. You got to do it. And also you
1:02:48
have the Brat Pack documentary that's. Yeah,
1:02:50
that'll be late fall probably. Late fall, you
1:02:52
directed that? Yeah.
1:02:54
Okay, that's late fall. So you
1:02:57
know that's going to be a success. You know everybody and
1:02:59
their mother wants to watch that.
1:03:02
Well, of a certain generation, I think
1:03:04
it has certain immediate appeal
1:03:06
and we'll see. What else do you
1:03:08
want to do? What else did you want to direct more? Do you
1:03:10
want to write more? Are there more books to come? I'm
1:03:13
supposed to be writing a pilot for Sony,
1:03:15
but once the strike's over, we'll get
1:03:18
to that. But so, yeah, I just like to make
1:03:20
stuff.
1:03:20
So
1:03:24
I just keep making stuff. What about, this
1:03:26
is it.
1:03:27
What about today in today's world
1:03:29
when you look back and the movies and the
1:03:31
time and the movies that were being made, the
1:03:34
blockbusters, even the Star
1:03:37
Wars and all these things, when you look
1:03:39
at the geography now of
1:03:42
the movies that are being made, do you like
1:03:45
what's happening? Do you think it's too much?
1:03:47
Are there too many streaming platforms? Do
1:03:49
you get lost in like what the hell is going on?
1:03:51
Do you, is there,
1:03:54
there's just so many options. It's like this menu
1:03:56
that it just never ends. It's all kind of fantastic.
1:04:00
I mean, I think there's so many different rabbit
1:04:02
holes for people to fall down. You know, when I was, the
1:04:05
thing about the Brat Pack, to go back there, there
1:04:07
was only, it was a very unified youth culture.
1:04:09
There was one thing, so everyone knew
1:04:11
the Brat Pack. That's why every one of that, now
1:04:13
there are a million little things. So there isn't that kind of unified
1:04:16
thing, but I think it's fantastic now
1:04:18
all the different stuff that's going on in different
1:04:21
avenues. And, you know, the first thing I ever
1:04:23
heard when I came into show business was, oh, it's so
1:04:25
hard now, it's so hard. You should have been here a few years ago and it
1:04:27
was the auteurs, oh, now it's so, and all
1:04:29
I've ever heard is how hard it is. Always the same. And anybody that
1:04:31
says that to me, I just go, okay, thanks, Sharon. I'm not at all
1:04:33
interested in hearing anything you have to say. You
1:04:35
know what I mean? Don't tell me how hard it is. It's just like,
1:04:38
it's always been hard.
1:04:39
No, but it's always been hard. It'll always be hard. You
1:04:41
know, go do your thing and like, shut
1:04:43
up. You know what I mean? Yeah.
1:04:46
That's the perfect way to end. Do your thing and
1:04:48
shut up. Thanks for
1:04:51
being on here. This was awesome, man. Thank you. Thank you, that
1:04:53
was great.
1:04:55
What can you say? Can't say much
1:04:57
other than great guest. Great
1:05:00
guest. I was a little nervous because he's
1:05:02
an icon. It's like an 80s icon that I, you
1:05:05
know, but he's done so much, you know, he's directing,
1:05:07
he's writing books,
1:05:09
he's just doing it. And I love that people are
1:05:11
following their passion and
1:05:14
it doesn't matter what you've done. It's a matter of
1:05:16
like what you're doing for yourself. You
1:05:19
know what I mean? You could be a big star and all that
1:05:21
stuff, but that's all you got. If you don't have something
1:05:23
on the side, the passion, Ryan, you have something
1:05:25
on the side?
1:05:26
A passion on the side of
1:05:29
this? Yeah. No,
1:05:31
this is it. Passion of the Christ. This
1:05:33
is it. No, do you have, you play guitar.
1:05:36
I play guitar, I'm in several sports records now.
1:05:38
Dodgeball. Dodgeball,
1:05:40
kickball, soccer.
1:05:42
Oh, you're doing it. Softball. Yeah.
1:05:46
Those are passions, those are fun. Yeah,
1:05:49
they are fun. Yeah. Yeah,
1:05:51
I enjoy them. It's nice to get out. Keep doing
1:05:53
them. Big shout out to the top
1:05:55
tier patrons. Thanks for listening. Thanks
1:05:57
to Andrew McCarthy for coming on the podcast,
1:05:59
bro.
1:05:59
And these are the top tier patrons, patreon.com
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slash inside of you. These are the guys
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that give a lot. And I shout out their
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1:06:09
they get packages and YouTube lives
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and many more awesome things
1:06:13
perks inside of you.
1:06:16
Patreon.com slash inside. Here we go. Shout outs.
1:06:19
Nancy. D. Leah. Oh
1:06:22
no. Leah. Yes.
1:06:25
Leah K. This time. What?
1:06:28
Leah K. What are you kidding? It's
1:06:30
not. It's got to be Leah S cause she, I think she messaged
1:06:32
me about that. Leah. Leah stubs. Unless
1:06:35
she got married. We need you. No, she's already
1:06:37
married. All right. Two kids
1:06:39
again. Little Lisa. Remember her. She's
1:06:42
awesome. You Kiko. You Kiko
1:06:44
still with us. You Kiko. I miss
1:06:46
you. Jill. Jill.
1:06:49
E. Correct. Brian.
1:06:52
H. Nico. P. Robert.
1:06:56
B. Jason. M.
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Raj. C. Joshua.
1:07:02
D. Jennifer. N.
1:07:05
Stacey. L.
1:07:07
Jamal. F. Janelle.
1:07:10
B. Mike. E.
1:07:13
L. Don. Supremo.
1:07:16
L. Dan's. 99 more.
1:07:18
San Diego. I'm San Diego. San
1:07:20
Diego. Chad. D. No.
1:07:24
Well you. What?
1:07:26
What's this? M. P. Maya.
1:07:29
P. Maddie. S. Correct.
1:07:33
Belinda. N. Dave.
1:07:36
H. E. No,
1:07:38
you're right. Okay. M. Michael. It's
1:07:41
Dave. I love Dave. It's only Dave
1:07:43
in it. Dave's a really good guy. He's got a very subtle way of
1:07:45
speaking and I like him a lot. So. Sheila.
1:07:49
G. Brad.
1:07:51
D. Ray. H.
1:07:54
Tabitha. T. Halle.
1:07:57
M. Betsy. D.
1:08:00
I see. I always say that angel M
1:08:02
reanna C Corey L
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D F Corey.
1:08:06
It sounds like Corey
1:08:09
Corey C K K
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Corey K. Dev next.
1:08:14
Michelle P just think Canadian
1:08:16
or Michelle a a correct. Jeremy
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Irons C Jeremy
1:08:23
C. Boakin
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Brandy stretch. Brandi
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Brandy D correct. You
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have a vore for
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Joey C M
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M Eugene and Leah Corey
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L Heather H Heather. Remember
1:08:43
I always say this actress Heather L correct
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Jake actor from State Farm
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Jake. His father was Gary
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B Angela B
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F Mel C S
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Caroline. Mel
1:09:01
C was one of the Spice Girls Caroline Caroline.
1:09:06
R R and then just remember after R comes
1:09:08
out. So Christine asked Caroline R Christine
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as Eric H
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Shane R Andrew M Tim
1:09:16
L Oracle Amanda R
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Jen B Kevin E Stephanie K
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Jorrell Jam and J Lee and
1:09:23
J Luna R Mike F
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Stone H Brian L Aaron R
1:09:27
Kendall L Meredith I Cara C
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Jessica B Kyle F Marisol
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P Andrew M Estevan G Kaylee. J
1:09:36
Brian A Ashley F Marion Louise
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L Romeo the band Veronica
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Q Frank B
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Jen T and Nikki L couldn't do
1:09:45
this without you guys. Thank you so much for the support
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1:09:55
there you go. That's it. Thanks
1:09:57
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