Among hundreds of other silver-lined clichés, it's been said that grief is the price we pay for love. In this episode, the [ir]Regulars are joined by Nicole who paid the ultimate price when she lost her dad to cancer in 2018, two weeks before she was supposed to get married. Sharing her journey as her dad's primary caregiver during his final months, Nicole opens up about the ugly truths of what grief of a loved one is like... without the poetic quotes.

On behalf of the entire [ir]Regular community, we'd like to dedicate this episode to the memory of Charles C. Albor III and wish him a happy heavenly birthday.