1:23

Just take a few moments to

1:26

breathe with me. Breathe

1:28

with me, y'all. Hmm

1:40

hmm. And

1:43

every breath in and out

1:47

is an invitation. an

1:49

invitation to release

1:53

to become present in. To

1:56

relax and to,

2:00

to accept, to

2:02

get ready for, to

2:05

honor, remember,

2:09

decide, come

2:11

alive. And go

2:13

forth. Ah,

2:17

I'm sitting outside. We had an epic

2:20

rain come through, and now it's

2:22

clear I've got these beautiful

2:25

ponies. Those of you who are watching on the

2:27

YouTubes can see these

2:29

beautiful blooming Ps

2:32

mm. and they're pink with

2:34

bright yellow on the inside. I've

2:37

also got my Grammy's

2:39

vase from before

2:42

she passed with a beautiful white

2:44

country rose, and it

2:46

just surrounded by beauty inside

2:49

and out. I've got a nice glass

2:51

of white wine with me here. As

2:53

we get ready to crawl into today's episode,

2:56

this episode is entitled,

2:58

listen to This When You Need

3:01

To Remember Who the Fuck

3:03

You Are. I'm recording

3:05

it for you and I'm recording it

3:07

for me. If you haven't listened to last

3:09

week's episode, I highly encourage you to

3:11

do so. It's part one

3:13

of this exploration of

3:16

womanhood and becoming and

3:18

how to get an integrity

3:21

with our words and our actions

3:23

and our deepest desires as women,

3:26

as boundless creational

3:28

entities, forces movement.

3:31

Living beauty, and today

3:33

I am recording an invocation

3:36

with your highest self,

3:38

my highest self in mind, so

3:40

that we have a tool, a resource

3:42

to come back and listen to whenever

3:44

we're in those dark nights of the soul,

3:47

whenever it feels like you've lost your way.

3:50

When you're disappointed in full of shame

3:52

or guilt or anger or

3:55

fear, and you need to be reminded

3:57

of your magic of how beautiful

4:00

and perfect your path is,

4:02

of how boundless and

4:04

infinite your creativity,

4:06

your conviction, your calling.

4:09

For the days when

4:12

it's hard to peel yourself out of the bed

4:14

and for the nights when you just can't seem

4:16

to trust yourself to even go back

4:19

to the bed. This is for

4:21

you. This is for me. As

4:28

creational women, those

4:30

of us who choose to not settle,

4:33

but also keep our feet to the ground

4:35

of our truth, where your desire

4:37

and your heart is burning and you just

4:40

can't seem to get it out of your spirit

4:43

and into the physical world. This is

4:45

for you. Beautiful

4:47

Creational woman. I call this

4:49

the Balance Creational Woman's Manifesto,

4:53

and it's a work in progress, but I

4:55

want you to know that when you stay

4:57

close to your spiritual counsel,

5:00

your highest self, your God,

5:02

Your ancestors, your guides,

5:04

your elemental energies, your angels,

5:07

your way of life increases

5:10

exponentially that your

5:12

council, your spiritual team is

5:14

your first defense. They

5:16

are your advisors in all things related to

5:18

life and living. And you are never alone.

5:21

You're not alone right now to

5:23

you and me. Creation of women.

5:25

Who know how to discern when to put

5:28

in work and when to allow, when

5:30

to lean in and when to lean back,

5:32

when to rest, and when

5:35

to go to war. The creation

5:37

of woman who is open to and doesn't

5:39

block the opportunity for spirit, others,

5:43

and men to support, guide

5:45

and teach you. As a result, your

5:47

trust in life allows life

5:50

to reveal itself to you over and

5:52

over and over again. The creational

5:54

woman who is intimate with and listens

5:57

to her internal compass and intuition.

6:00

That have been cleared of pain and body

6:02

traumas and knee jerk trigger responses

6:04

because you know your true

6:06

heart, your true soul, your true

6:09

self is so big and so

6:11

loving and so creational. Anything

6:14

that is bad can be turned into

6:16

your good good. Because of this, you can

6:18

trust your body's talk. You can

6:20

follow your felt sense. You can listen

6:22

to your pussy, your womb, your heart,

6:24

the shivers on the back of your spine

6:28

because you discern between

6:30

yourself and others' energy, including

6:33

the energies of entities

6:36

and vibrations that seem well, but

6:38

actually aren't. To all of us creational

6:41

women who are master

6:43

alchemists. Always identifying

6:45

the opportunity to turn shit into gold,

6:48

challenge into triumph, worries

6:50

into wealth, upside down and inside

6:53

out. You don't need to compare. I'm

6:55

gonna remind you that over and over and

6:57

over again, you do not need to compare.

7:00

You honor and trust your own magic,

7:02

your unique essence and gift. Just

7:05

as you do in other people, you

7:08

know and are constantly reminding yourself,

7:10

you are your own competition. It's

7:13

just you against you, you

7:15

creating you and you creating

7:18

this life. know that you don't need to

7:20

be the loudest in the room and you hardly

7:22

need to name drop. But it is your

7:24

presence that always draws the

7:26

most attention, and so

7:28

many want to be associated with you. People

7:31

are name dropping you, people are

7:33

remembering you, people are

7:35

sharing you, and

7:37

you're not even in the room. slightest

7:40

whimper or whisper feels like a roar

7:43

where the people devoted to you in your

7:45

community, in your inner circle, part of

7:47

your inner court, come. To commune

7:49

support and advise you.

7:52

Reciprocity is not foreign to

7:54

you. You know, and embody

7:56

your role in this lifetime, which

7:58

is be the dynamic main character

8:00

in the greatest love story ever, to

8:03

make a mark on your lineage through

8:05

how you live your life. And what

8:08

you build as a legacy, and by

8:10

being the woman you've always been meant

8:12

to be, and you've always dreamed about becoming

8:14

as a child, that is you right now.

8:17

I don't care what it looks like. I don't

8:19

care what was said. I don't even care

8:21

how you showed up three minutes ago at the beginning

8:23

of this podcast. You are here right

8:25

now. Open your heart

8:28

and remember, you are radically responsible

8:30

for yourself, your power, your energy,

8:33

because you know, They are what

8:35

goes first in creating what you

8:37

desire and what you deserve

8:39

and what you wanna see and what you

8:41

wanna experience in the day-to-day

8:43

of your life. And that is

8:46

what snowballs into the destiny well

8:48

lived and also well left

8:50

behind. You are the woman who takes

8:53

incredible care of her mind, her

8:55

spirit, her body, and all

8:57

the sacred spaces that are hers, because

8:59

those are the places. Is you go

9:01

to both for reprieve and

9:03

inspiration and allows you

9:06

to make form of your dreams. Your

9:09

home is your castle queen. Design

9:12

it as such, and that includes

9:14

the home of your temple and your body.

9:17

You are the woman who stays with herself

9:19

even when amongst many who

9:21

are also amazing. You know how to

9:23

belong and still stand out to

9:26

lead and shine in your difference and

9:28

in your belonging. You

9:30

know how to sit at the feet of an elder,

9:32

a teacher, a mentor, a colleague, a friend,

9:35

without reducing your own sovereignty

9:38

and while still giving respect where respect

9:40

is due. are steeped

9:42

so deep in your integrity and

9:44

you live from a place of abundance, not

9:46

competition. You gracefully move

9:48

away from those who think you are not living

9:51

under the same code of ethics. You

9:53

celebrate others just as you celebrate yourself.

9:56

It's so easy, it's so fun, and it's

9:58

so loving. You are the creational

10:01

woman who moves with grace, compassion,

10:03

and hot fire courage. You

10:06

leverage elemental magic to guide

10:08

your path and your expression. You move

10:10

forward without ever forgetting where you came

10:12

from, but you don't allow your past

10:15

to hold you back or hinder you. You

10:17

live in the present, the past, and

10:19

the future at the same damn

10:21

time. You know it's only

10:24

a mental illusion that they are separate and not

10:26

interconnected. Intertwine one and

10:28

the same. You parse through what

10:30

is real and true that will help

10:32

you birth the reality you desire,

10:35

and that best serves your life, your

10:38

legacy, and your lineage. All

10:41

of that is your creational lab. You,

10:44

my dear woman, know when and

10:46

how to seek support and

10:48

when and how to be self-guided. Self-led,

10:51

self-supported, self-initiated,

10:53

and in your self trust. Even

10:56

in the dark nights of the soul, even

10:58

when you're in the womb space, even

11:00

when you're in, again, another cycle of

11:02

death and rebirth, even

11:04

when you're in the underbelly of life

11:07

waiting to be reborn,

11:10

to come back to the surface and to sparkle

11:12

as the golden treasure that you are, you

11:15

understand that you are part of the collective

11:17

history and experience of this planet, but

11:20

you are not a victim of it. I don't

11:22

care what you look like, where you're

11:24

from or who you be with. You

11:26

are a leader in creating new possibilities

11:29

for yourself and those willing

11:31

and ready around you only

11:34

and always in that order if they are willing

11:37

and they are ready. You, my

11:39

sweetheart, my sister, my

11:42

friend, my colleague, myself.

11:45

You are a balanced, incredibly

11:47

infinitely creative woman

11:51

walking her path in life, forging

11:53

the way ahead and honoring all

11:55

that has been. You are being,

11:58

and you are becoming over

12:00

and over and over again,

12:03

and I'm so proud of you. May God,

12:05

your guides, your angels,

12:08

your ancestors, and all

12:11

of the elemental spirits that help and

12:13

protect and support you.

12:15

May you remember who you are. May

12:17

you feel their presence around you. May

12:19

you decide to walk with your heart.

12:22

Open hips, sashing.

12:24

And your spine straight. You

12:27

are a creational force. And

12:29

while you are coming back into the

12:31

balance of your nature, both feminine

12:34

and masculine energies, you

12:36

will trust the unknown. You will

12:38

trust the messy middle, and

12:41

you will come out and rise as

12:43

the woman that you are. May

12:45

blessings pour upon your head and

12:48

settle in the lowest part of your belly,

12:51

keeping you rooted to this earth, but

12:53

open to the infinite possibilities

12:55

of this universe that's aligned to

12:58

who you are.

13:01

A beautiful, creational

13:04

balanced woman who's

13:06

trusting. Her process and

13:09

who is devoted to her path in life.

13:11

I love you. Take a deep breath

13:14

in and

13:18

out. Whatever

13:24

is not serving you, whatever

13:26

is making you play small. Let it

13:29

go. And if it requires

13:31

a decision, make it right now.

13:34

And if it requires stillness,

13:36

take another deep breath right

13:38

now. If you

13:41

want more of this.

13:43

And also to receive so many

13:45

teachings and tools and

13:48

stories about being

13:50

in process, about honoring your path

13:52

and life, about being

13:54

in that messy middle of transition and change

13:58

about thrashing and learning

14:00

how to thrash about in a

14:02

season, in a period

14:05

of evolving. I

14:07

encourage you to take up my invitation.

14:10

To sign up for presence

14:12

in the process. It is

14:14

a seven module teaching with

14:17

me where we're gonna break down what

14:19

it's like to

14:21

learn how to navigate periods

14:24

of transformation, of being

14:27

in the womb of creation, of rebirthing

14:29

yourself, and to do it with more self-trust,

14:32

more ease, more knowing.

14:35

And less fear and doubt and double

14:38

mindedness and worry and stress

14:41

and resistance, because

14:43

if there's anything we know is

14:46

that change is constant. So

14:48

instead of investing and

14:50

trying to get to your outcome faster,

14:54

what would it be like to invest

14:57

in learning how to ride the ways

14:59

of transition with more skill?

15:02

More mastery in being

15:05

more of you. Check

15:07

out the link in bio. I would love

15:09

to have you on this journey. In

15:11

the meantime, may you leave this space

15:15

connected to this energy of who you truly

15:17

are. a creational empowered

15:19

woman, we don't need more

15:22

steps and programs

15:24

and structures. We need to

15:26

learn how to be the women that we are

15:29

and have always been called to be. I'll

15:31

see you on the inside. Reach out if you have

15:33

any questions. Otherwise, I'm

15:35

so glad that you're here made

15:37

this guided experience. Bless

15:39

you infinitely, and

15:42

I'll see you in the program.