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Ash Johns: Hello. Welcome back to, it's Still Happening Everyone.

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today is really special. Today's episode is really special, for a number of reasons.

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First, I'm in a location that is no longer gonna be home.

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I'm in the middle of a cross state line move.

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And so I am recording this episode, 10 30 in the morning, 10:27 AM on a

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Wednesday because I always feel like I'm more talkative on Wednesday.

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It's Mercury's day and I'm out on the patio, which I have used as my outdoor

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office quite a bit since I've moved here.

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And so it's, it's bittersweet to sit here with this beautiful breeze and looking

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at the trees I have been living right. like in a preserve, like a South Florida, like forest preserve space,

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there's been a lot of greenery, a lot of quiet, a lot of roots, a lot

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of branches and trees and foliage.

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And so hearing, the animals, the raccoons, the possums, the cats, and

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you know, it's like some walking trails. It's just very soothing.

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And so, and I've also brought like so many plants here.

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so between my plants and the actual natural environment, it's always

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been very calming to be here.

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So that's one of the reasons why this episode is special, because

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I won't be recording from here. I won't be living here in the future.

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so that's bittersweet. It's beautiful, and I'm just taking my time to honor this space.

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Close out on this space, give my blessings and appreciation for the space while

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also preparing to open up to new living space and new lands and new recording

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locations and all of that greatness.

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So I hope you're getting the visions of forest and greenery and patio, outdoor

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space and coziness because it is.

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And the second reason why this episode is very special is because it's my

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first time ever repurposing a teaching lesson that came through so organically

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and so deliciously just yesterday in the form of an Instagram live.

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And so because it was so potent and so many people were able to hop on

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and catch the ministry, the message coming through me and it was just, Ugh.

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Like I've listened to it three times since I recorded it.

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Driving, by the way, which you'll get all of that when you listen.

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But it was so good and I've re-listened to it three times and it just keeps like

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being edifying to me and like clarifying to me that I was like, you know what?

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We don't need to record anything new. Let's actually share this message with all of you who didn't

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catch me on Instagram because. It's just that good, like it really is, and I'm, I've been going through a

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process of we don't always need more.

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It doesn't need to be fresh and new.

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We need to absorb what we've already got. You know, we've started moving into this, and I've been talking about this here

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and there for quite some time of just our consumption patterns of information, and.

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Content and wisdom and teachers, and sometimes you don't need a new person.

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Sometimes you don't need a new thing. You just need to hear and metabolize and integrate what you already know.

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And I truly feel that this transmission, what represented that.

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Because as it came through me, it was so potent.

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It just went right into my heart, right into my mind, right into my spirit,

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and I was like, oh, this is so good. I don't wanna lose it.

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And I feel compelled to share it. So I hopped on Instagram live and shared it while driving on the

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interstate, turnpike and um, Yeah, since I've gone back and listened

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to it three times, within 24 hours, it just brought tears to me.

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It's been so helpful in the transition that I am in.

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And if you don't know, I'm just gonna go ahead and talk a

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little bit about it right now. I'm currently offering presence in the process.

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It is my return to teaching.

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It's my return to guiding, um, ministering actually as a language that's been coming

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through a lot more, in my business. As the business has evolved, I'm definitely moving more into this

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priestess of muse consciousness of.

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The sacred ancient arts of women's creational being, and really folding

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everything that I have lived in my life, which is always the story again.

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I always teach by living. But everything, um, that I have offered and I've experienced in my life

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professionally and personally, into a new expression, and that is leading us down

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this path of embracing, understanding our woman and our womanhood and all aspects,

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and our relationship to our lives.

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Because of who we are as women and feminine embodied people.

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So, because of that presence in the process is my inaugural that,

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that's not even the right word. It's not inaugural, commencing.

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I think that's it. My return, the mark of my return program.

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Yeah, that sounds right. We'll just use those words cuz the other ones don't make sense.

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They're not quite right. But anyway. It's the first program that is representing, the way that I'm

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moving and how I'm growing as a teacher and leader in this space.

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And I don't know about you guys, but actually I do know about you guys.

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That's why you're here cuz I totally pick up on like people who are in my field.

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Um, but yeah, we're all in quite a bit of a transition.

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Um, and some of you have just dipped into it or it's intensifying and some.

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Similar to me or like me, have been in a process for a long period.

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It feels long, right? And so presence in the process is truly about me guiding, talking about and

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sharing what it's like to embrace change and not just the experience of change or

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the transition of change or the outcome of change, but actually being in the feeling.

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and the. Expression and the sensation there goes the word of change and how to

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master that as a woman or practice it more consciously as a woman.

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Because what we do in that portal and that cocoon of change affects

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everyone around us and also affects who we're becoming and also affects

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the outcome of what we desire, right.

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And to be honest with you, I just want experiences to be so much more yummy and

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luscious and supportive and, Inspiring and awe inducing as opposed to rushing through

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and trying to get to the end result.

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So if we can learn how to enjoy being in process and how to be inquisitive

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in process and trust the process and hold ourselves in process and be met

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in process, we probably wouldn't thrash around and resist and sabotage process.

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And be double minded about our process and question our desires when

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they're literally on the way to us.

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So anyway, this is a quick intro because I'm gonna go ahead and

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segue us into this transmission.

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It's about 18 minutes long. Okay.

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And then When you come out of the transmission, I wanna talk

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about a few things that I did not cover in the transmission.

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All right? So after you listen to it, don't click away.

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I will come back and, cover a few more things.

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So I hope you enjoy this. It was incredibly beautiful, and like, shout out to everyone

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who gave me the feedback that it was exactly what they needed.

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I believe it's gonna be exactly what you need to hear in your path today.

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All right, enjoy. I'm on the turnpike and I was speaking the spirit and I was

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like, oh my God, this is so good. I feel inspired to just jump on this live and share, and I think this is

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something we all know, but I want you to fill this message in your own body, in

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your own mind, and in the context of your life because some of you know I'm back.

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Online I am back to teaching, guiding speaking, talking,

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writing, all the things. but things are very, very different than how I've been

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operating over the last five years. And my new program, presence in the process is actually sharing and

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documenting that journey of transition and in a way that is not just

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documentation, cuz like, Who needs that.

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But it really is about guiding, um, and supporting you and mastering being in

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transition for yourself because if there's anything I know, and we all know this,

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particularly in the personal development, healing coaching fields, is there such

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a fixation because of our conditioning, because of human, you know, ways of

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being, there's such a fixation on moving through transition as quickly as possible.

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And getting to your outcome, getting to reprieve, getting to,

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the birth, the, getting out of your situation and into what you want.

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And I was like, my God, if we're constantly rushing our processes and never

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learning how to honor being in transition, honor, change, and transformation,

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honor the in between, the journey of.

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Right. Uh, just even speaking about it gets me emotional, we'll

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keep rushing through our lives. We'll keep like hating the process of becoming the process of creating

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the process of building the process of rebirthing self instead of loving

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it and like learning how to manage emotions and mental beliefs mentality,

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and the physicality of our nervous system and our bodies and like all

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these things that happen, including.

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What I call is just the essence of you that's evolving.

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I don't think we talk about like you are being changed as a person as you

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go through transition, and I found myself on the other end of transition

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and not really grasping onto that new identity or that new concept of self.

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And because of that, I got the new outcome.

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I got the new level up. I got the increase in the money, I got the change in the business.

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I got the relocation of location.

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I got the man or whatever, even the body like where I've

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changed my body and my health. But my identity, not just mindset, like my identity did not shift and so therefore

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I didn't really hold onto it, or I didn't even appreciate it, or I slipped back into

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old ways of being that did not support the new level up that I stepped into, right?

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And so I was like, oh my God. Well, I'm on a drive.

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I'm in a actual physical transition again.

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Presence in the process is about tools.

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It's about storytelling, it's about holding and guiding,

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learning how to master transition. And so I'm actually following my fiance.

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I'm in the truck and he's in the moving truck in front of me.

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So we're moving. Surprise, we're moving.

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And uh, as I was speaking to spirit, it was like, it's okay.

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Oh my God. It touches my heart. Like, hear me, hear me, y'all.

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It is okay. And rightful.

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For you to have an emotional response, to witness yourself in moments of

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opening and excitement, and also in moments of fear and constriction in

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moments of like, am I okay with this?

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As you're in the transition of getting exactly what you want.

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For some reason, our brains and our programming and our ancestral trauma and

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our wounds will tell us that the journey of getting exactly what you want, what

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you desire is excruciating and bad and wrong, and you must be off O off track.

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But the truth is you are shedding Your brain is creating new neural pathways.

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You're getting access to emotions and experiences.

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You are seeing the truth in your decisions, the power of your word

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and your desires, that it's all bubbling up to the surface to help

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you metabolize how powerful you are in creating what you desire.

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And so I was like getting a little emotional cuz we're in

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this move and I was like, oh my God, I wanted this move so bad.

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I knew about this move coming. I didn't know how it was gonna look, but I knew.

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I know, right? The word is always so timely. I knew that it was time for me to move out of South Florida, and like

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every time I do major relocations, spirit doesn't do it like immediate.

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It's like I went on a trip and then I never came back and I have to go back

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and like put my stuff in storage or like, you know, go back, double back.

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It's always this like softer, elongated thing.

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And so we're moving and I was like, I knew on this.

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Tour of the Pastor Freedom Tour. I was on sabbatical from work for six months last year, and I was

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traveling through the United States, through the Caribbean, through Europe.

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And Spirit was like, I want you to pay attention to win how you feel in

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different energy spaces in different lands because you're going to be relocating.

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And I never forgot that, even though I was present and I was moving slow

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and I was working on the book and all these things were happening, I

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was going a little at excursions. I didn't forget that.

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And so coming back to South Florida, getting engaged, like restructuring

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the business, working on the book, all the things that are happening behind

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the scenes, which I'm gonna be talking about inside a presence in the process.

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And only because I know every time I story tell, it helps the lessons

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and the guidance and the wisdom that's unique to you in your life.

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It helps it come in. I know that, right? So I'm gonna be storytelling.

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You guys get to see the behind the scenes of all the different restructuring, all

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the different evolutions, so many things. But it was like spirit was like, get ready because you're going to move.

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And so now that move six months later is actually happening and I

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found myself being very emotional and being like, Is this okay?

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Like are we okay? Is this the rightful thing or did I just like lead an influence and kind of twist

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his arm and like all of these things And spirit was like, no, you're a line.

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It's okay to be scared. It's okay.

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And instead of me trying to like get into joy or convince myself or go into mindset

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or like call him up or any of these like knee jerk responsive, like emotional, you

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know, fear point responses and behaviors.

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I was guided to just feel the emotion.

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I was guided into honoring my emotion, sitting in the moment and being like,

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this is part of the process, Ash.

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We don't need to omit this. We don't need to edit it.

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Nothing is wrong. You get to feel these feels and still know, and still know it's still happening,

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that this transformation is good for you. It's good for him.

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It's good for your family, it's good for your business, it's

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good to your, for your customers. And it's gonna be another part of the teaching that we're bringing

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forth, not just in presence in the process, but overall in like the

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forward movement of the business. So I'm jumping on to tell this to you in real time, right?

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If you are in a transition, which I know so many of us are, You know,

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we've got Jupiter doing all the things. Venus is all the things, the eclipse just passed.

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Like so much is happening in our energy fields, in our personal lives.

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And if you're feeling like, gosh, sometimes my emotions make me feel

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like I'm doing it wrong or it makes it almost unbearable to continue,

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or unbearable to be present. I just want to abort or get reprieve or feel like it's fixed or get

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to the outcome, get to the move. I'm here to tell you, just hang on.

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Because if you can be in the sensation, hear me out, this is it,

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and then I'm gonna get off of here. This is like, really, this is the juice, as my mentor would say, if you can be

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in the sensation of your transition, if you can learn to hold and feel and

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be in the sensations, all of them.

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Emotional sensation, mental sensation, physical physiological sensation.

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Of your transition, you will pick up the lessons you need to learn.

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You will evolve into the human that you need to evolve in the

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woman you need to be evolving. You will see how powerful you are and you will start to master every time

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you come in and out of transitions. Because let me tell you, I put this even on the sales page or like the

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checkout page or presence in the process. Every time we quickly move through transition and we cannot hold the

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sensation, we can't hold our emotions.

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We can't. Remember how we're connected to our hearts, our souls, our higher

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calling, the bigger picture of our lives, and we're like figuring

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it out on this journey, right? On this path of life, reaching different milestones and stuff like that.

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Every time that we bypass that, we slow down becoming the human

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that we're supposed to be, right?

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And when we can, we get to pick up and remember again how

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powerful and infinite we are. And I'm interested in that because after every transition, when we quickly move

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through and we don't fully complete like that level up or that evolution in our

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identity, in our personhood, we get the outcome, but we, we can't hold onto it.

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Right? And we're looking all wobbly and all little crazy.

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Again, not the, we use the word crazy as an, as a, you know, enabling word.

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But like we get all uncomfortable every time another transition comes.

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And we all know that life is a. The only thing constant in life is being in transition is change.

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It's going after what you want. It's assessing what's happening in your life.

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It's facing your fears. It's learning how to rest and take care of yourself.

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Right. All of these things. I'm telling y'all, I came so strong in my spirit as I'm driving,

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like I'm on the turnpike, he's in front of me in the truck.

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We're doing across multiple state moves and it is scary.

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It's also exactly what I desired. I was ready to get outta South Florida.

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I'm ready for more solid, quiet living.

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And it's rightful. It's rightful.

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So hang in there. Wherever you are in your process, don't rush it.

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Don't push through. Don't allow the sensations of change to make you abort the mission of

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becoming the woman you are called to be.

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In the next expression, you get to access new tools, new.

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Ways of being. That's the only way I can say it cuz you, you're only gonna know how you've

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changed in your personality and how you express and how you show up and how

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you hold and how you lead and how you nurture and how you teach and how you

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sex and how you grow and how you work.

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Like all these aspects of relating and living.

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Oh, okay. This is coming through again. So hang on.

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I thought we were done. There's a little bit more. Only you're gonna know an experience and even if you don't realize how

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you evolved and changed because you were able to stay in your process.

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Those who you love, those who you are in community with, those who are

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around you will reflect it back to you.

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And I'll tell you, like my fiance was like, you know, I feel like we're just on

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this whirlwind of what your life is like.

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Have you allowed yourself to be a fiance and that you can't just up and

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move and do things how you wanna do it? And I was like, yes.

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I'm very aware of that. However, I also feel in my heart, in my gut, in the bottom of my womb, and

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every aspect of myself, and even my hairs are standing up on my, on my

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arms as I tell y'all this, that this is a bigger thing than just me or you.

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Like this is, Huge that we make this move.

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It's important that we shift into these new lands.

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It's important that we do this. There is something that's gonna happen.

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There is some type of blessing, there is some type of impact

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that we are going to have. That God, the universe, the spirits that be the ancestors are gonna work through

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us and it's gonna be so beautiful.

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I can't tell you why, but I can't ignore it.

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And let me tell y'all. When that conviction is beyond just your mind and just your desires, you

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know, and it doesn't even make full sense, but you're just articulating

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it in the best way that you can. You'll start to see all these symbols and signs and sure, we can talk about

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neuroplasticity and like how the brain is wired to like see things that it

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wants and similarities and patterns, positive patterns, negative patterns.

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All of that is very true in the sciences and also stuff was happening that just

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doesn't make sense like, First off, I haven't been to church in years.

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When I say years, I mean like 20 years.

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And so we happen to go to church cuz someone invited us and this girl came

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on to sing a solo song, beautiful song.

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And this girl goes like, the place we're moving is North Carolina by the way.

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Right? So we're doing that and this girl goes.

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I'm moving. She's graduating as like the graduate Sunday.

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And so they're honoring all the graduates, whether it's kindergarten,

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middle school, high school, college. And the girl goes, they ask her before she sings her solo, they're like,

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and where are you going to school? You graduated Valic Victorian.

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Where are you going to school? And she goes, university of North Carolina.

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And we just looked at each other like, oh my God.

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Like, oh my God. And these little things have been happening nonstop, like nonstop.

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And I was like, okay, God. It's scary, it's emotional when everything in your life is being stripped away.

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And that started for me back in literally July, you know, of taking sabbatical

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from work, of traveling, of like closing down the business of like moving outta

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my apartment, of renting out my car. Like all these major things were happening, but it

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wasn't a swift transition. So again, the point of this.

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Impromptu Instagram live teaching is to hang in, hang in there.

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Whatever your transition is, you will know when it's time to take action.

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It's a line action. You will know what's rightful for you.

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You will, part of presence in the process is giving you the space to

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trust yourself and to trust your process, not to manipulate it,

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not to, you know, push through it.

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Not to get, um, impatient with it, but to truly honor it and let it minister to you

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for what you desire, what you're called to be, who you're called to become, right?

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And what's meant for you in your life. And it will come with tough times.

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I'll tell you. Like finances of the business, finances, personal, completely different than what

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they were this time of year, last year.

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Very, very different. And having to navigate that is hard.

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Very hard. So I'm not gonna say transition does not bring you to your knees.

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It will, I'm not gonna say presence in the process isn't gonna make it

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a hundred percent a breeze, and it just makes transition happens faster.

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No, this is not about the quick fix.

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It is not about moving you out of something. It is allowing and guiding you, teaching you to be in it.

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So every time transition happens, such as the one that I've been in

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that seems like it's been fucking forever, you can come into more joy.

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Into more knowing, into more trusting and into your spirit, into your heart.

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So no matter how it looks, you can be confident in yourself and the journey.

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And eventually, yes, the outcome, the fruit of your rewards, and

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the beauty of who you become. All right?

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So anyway. I love to hear how this resonated with you.

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I'm so grateful that I felt inspired to just hop on here and share this

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because it hit me so, so deeply in my heart and soul, and I always,

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always, always teach my living. All right, y'all presence in the process.

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Module one is already up, and we have our first call this

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Thursday, so it's beautifully.

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Beautifully priced. If you guys have been around me, you know that I've never priced in this way.

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So, um, if you feel called, the link is in the bio.

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DM me if you have questions. All right.

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Sending in lots of love. Wherever you are, keep walking your path with courage and compassion.

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Y'all. Ash Johns: All right.

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I mean, like, did I not lie to you?

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I totally did not lie to you. It wasn't that great.

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Like, and I'm not even tooting my own horn at this point.

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I truly understand that my life has pushed me into, or moved me rather,

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into a space of being a channel, an oracle, a wisdom holder, , a

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strategics, is how I'm seeing it.

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I've even felt called, I mean, you guys might know that I'm

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not too big about titles. You know, like, as I've said in other previous episodes, the

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language of coach or healer, or.

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You know, I've been embracing teacher more, but they've never

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really felt quite like me. But something that I have been thinking about is actually just referring

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to myself as a creative strategist who happens to be spiritual, who

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happens to have these other gifts. But at the end of the day, we are helping you strategize, creating

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the life that you deserve and desire and is of your destiny, right.

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And that is going to create the life that you want, is going to honor your lineage,

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and it's gonna create the legacy that you wanna live and also leave behind.

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Mm-hmm. And so, yeah, I, I'm just really vibing with that, so I'm so, oh my God.

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I would love to hear, or rather see if you choose to share online, which I actually

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encourage you to do if that transmission.

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Spoke to you. If it resonated with you, if it was in right time of something you needed

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to hear that is supporting you in your process and in your life right now,

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just do two things for me and if you really wanna be in it, do three things.

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That is, leave a rating. Leave a comment.

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that's gonna allow other people on the internet to find this

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episode and to find the podcast. share it with someone.

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That you know, who's going through a process and needs to hear this

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message, just share it with them. I don't even have to know.

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And then three, put it online.

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You know, put it on your social media. talk about it in your blog, you know, post it on your Facebook wall.

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If that's helpful. Feel free to tag me or not.

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It doesn't really matter. But I do wanna get the feeling of share, please.

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Let's get the energy of reciprocity and currency like flowing currency.

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Not so much reciprocity to me cuz I feel very abundant right now with

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what's happening in my life and how spirit is moving through me.

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But I want the energy of the business and those who feel called to me in the words

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that I say and how I walk in this world to be generous and sharing the message.

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It's not about sharing me, but I mean I know it is that, but like it's about

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sharing the medicine that is rightful.

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For people who you are connected to allow you to be a conduit

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of healing, connection, growth, and honoring our womanhood.

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So that's my ask. but anyway, getting back to what I wanted to talk about post the transmission

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is that presence in the process is not about, I wanna be really clear cuz I'm,

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I imagine you're probably drawn to this.

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You might even also be drawn to the Elevating Woman

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retreat coming up in August. Either way, I wanna be clear that this is not about learning how to

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cope with being in process, right?

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It's about changing your relationship to being in transition.

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And becoming masterful with that and starting to pick out nuances

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and opportunities for you to evolve and like almost like a game, like

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you have these little portals where you can choose A or B.

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I don't know if you guys remember this, but a couple years back, Netflix had an

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interactive show where you could choose what the guy did, and it was kind of

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gory, I think, if I remember correctly.

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But you could choose what happened in the film or in the.

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In the show. Um, and so it would pause and give you these prompts.

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Like that's kind of how I see it. Cuz there's been moments in my process where I got so filled up in my feminine

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ego and like really puffed up in my masculine energy and really like,

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well, I'm even puffed up in my role and my lineage just puffy, basically.

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And I responded to what was happening in my relationship and in my transition from

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this inflamed space where looking back.

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If I were present in myself, I could have chose, is it rightful for me to go ahead

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and express myself in this inflamed way?

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Or do I wanna actually feel the sensation and respond and speak in a way that

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speaks life towards what I want to happen?

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You know what I mean? And like again, a relationship coach or someone will talk about this is coping

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and talking and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, but this is the way I'm teaching it.

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Right? Yeah, so it's not about coping.

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It's really stepping into being an agent in an active conscious

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agent in your process of transformation, change and growth.

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Right. And secondary to that, that I didn't talk about in the transmission is that.

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I wanna be able to have the space to really illustrate some of the changes and

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shifts that happen in me and have been happening in me through all these various

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transitions of my life in great detail.

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And what I have learned about my transition is that

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that doesn't feel safer. Good for me to go out in Instagram, land as live, or you know, on social media

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where it's just a whole huge audience.

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Even if we were in a closed Facebook group, which I have one.

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Sorry y'all. We haven't been talking or doing anything in there for a long time and we'll see

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how I wanna evolve that potentially, but like it just doesn't feel respectful

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and rightful of my life, of my medicine, of my experience and journey.

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And so those are the things that I will be exposing and sharing in

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great detail inside of presence in the process, whether you do.

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The program live as we are currently doing right now at the beginning of

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summer 2023, or you enroll in this program in the future and you're just

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listening to this podcast episode now.

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So all those different personal anecdotes behind the scenes

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that help you contextualize.

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The teachings and the medicine through someone's life, my life, and see how it

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will minister and highlight and illuminate opportunities for growth and healing

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in your own is in this program, right?

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because when I listened to the transition, I felt like, although it was so potent and

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so clear, and so affirming and so yummy, It also had a little bit of a sound of

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like, just hang on and get through it.

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You know, it was a little undercurrent of that. Not intentionally, but it could be not from the transmission,

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but our brains could, misconstrue the medicine in that way.

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And that's not it. The opportunities of transformation and what.

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Staying in your process can look and feel like and what it can do for you.

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I will be sharing that with you. On a very personal level, I'm talking about my relationship to men in general,

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my relationship to my father, my relationship to my mother, my relationship

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to my fiance, my relationship to money, my relationship to my body, my relationship

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to my sexuality and sensuality, and how my behaviors have changed.

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My language have changed. My viewpoints have changed by being in my process.

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And I'm gonna give you really. Real personal examples of that inside of the program.

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So I know that a lot of us learn from other people's life stories

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and we instantly, our brains are just created to say, Hmm, how

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does that fit in my own life? Does that resonate with me?

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As opposed to it being like, you're comparing or I need to do like her.

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Cause that's not what it is, but it is giving examples to help illuminate and

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activate opportunities that might be resonant and similar in your own life.

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All right. So, those are the two pieces, plus my asks, should you feel called.

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I am so grateful for this episode.

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I am super celebrating how I'm moving in my life and in my

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call to serve and its evolution.

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I love the ease and how creative bringing this episode was for me,

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and I hope you feel the same. I hope you feel inspired that I did something a little bit different

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and that it was super supportive and edifying to you and your path in life.

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And I hope that I see you inside of presence in the process.

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Enrollment will always be open as far as I'm concerned.

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We'll jump in there, or see you on the Elevating Woman's Retreat.

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All the info for all of these offerings is in the show notes.

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Whatever you do, have an amazing, incredible day.

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Trust your path and your process, and also move with courage and compassion.

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I'm sending you lots of love wherever you are. Thank you for being here.