1:22

Ladies, ladies, ladies, ladies,

1:26

listeners, listeners, listeners, listeners,

1:30

ashes here and

1:33

we are in for such

1:36

a treat with today's

1:39

episode, it's still happening. Welcome

1:41

back. Or if

1:43

it's your first time here with me, thank you

1:45

so much for finding this podcast

1:48

in whatever way we were meant to cross

1:50

paths. I believe it's in divine

1:53

alignment and timing that you are

1:55

here. And I'm so grateful.

1:57

I'm so grateful for this space. first

2:00

off, I wanna say like, Take

2:02

a moment to feel your own body, okay?

2:05

Because for me right now,

2:08

Ah, I've

2:11

got the biggest smile on my face. My

2:14

heart and chest is so warm

2:16

in like the best way. I feel a lot of love

2:19

radiating in the front and the back of

2:21

my heart. I feel tears of joy

2:24

in my eyes. My feet

2:26

are tingling. The sun is

2:28

coming through the blinds. I'm recording

2:30

from my comfy plush

2:32

bed. Ziggy is napping,

2:35

and when I wrap up, I'm gonna have the most

2:37

nourishing lunch and

2:40

just reflect on how amazing this episode

2:43

is. All right.

2:46

So I want you to take a moment before we even

2:48

get into today's topic, to

2:51

fill your own body and

2:54

be in awe of your

2:56

own. Life right now.

2:59

Whatever is around you, just take a moment

3:02

to relish in

3:04

the beauty of life and living. I

3:06

don't care if you are literally at the

3:08

bus stop. Like appreciate

3:11

the still frame, right?

3:14

Appreciate the breeze or the air.

3:17

Appreciate the grass,

3:20

maybe how you're dressed today. Let's

3:23

just take a moment to be in

3:25

the posture of appreciation

3:28

and presence. Amen.

3:32

Amen. Uh, I'm so

3:34

delighted about this topic. I

3:37

had an epiphany the other day because

3:39

I was flipping through my photos

3:41

from last year's paths.

3:43

Paths. P A T H

3:45

Ss. I know I say that so fast.

3:47

It sounds like I'm saying paths, but Paths

3:51

to Freedom Tour, if

3:53

you guys are new here, um, you might not know

3:55

that last year I took six

3:58

months. A little bit more than that actually.

4:00

Um, and in some ways a little

4:02

bit less, but whatever. We'll get into those details

4:05

when I talk about the,

4:07

tour in more detail. But anyway. Point

4:09

is I took some time off of working last year and

4:11

traveled for about six months working

4:15

on the concept of

4:17

my upcoming book. And you're gonna

4:19

hear me talk about this book and talk about

4:21

this book and talk about this book. And you might be like,

4:23

well, where the hell is the book? Don't

4:25

rush Art y'all. Plus

4:27

I'm a true artist and I am as

4:30

Ms. Bada sensitive about my shit.

4:32

So, It is gonna come out when

4:34

it comes out, but in the meantime, you

4:36

can just keep cultivating the energy

4:38

of anticipation, excitement,

4:41

appreciation, and blessings

4:43

my way if they are genuine.

4:46

Okay. All right. So

4:48

I was looking through my phone

4:50

and I was noticing like all these different reflections

4:53

from the tour because if you haven't noticed,

4:56

Well, first I wanna say I'm just so glad that I did that tour.

4:58

Like it keeps giving

5:00

to me like, There

5:02

are, oh my God. I get like a little bit emotional

5:04

about it. There are moments when I wake up in my sleep

5:07

and I'm like, oh, that's what that meant. Like

5:09

there's so many downloads,

5:11

lessons, teachings that

5:13

came through, not just on

5:15

the tour, but since

5:18

ending the tour, it is fully metabolizing

5:21

through my psyche, through my soul,

5:23

through my body, through my energy

5:25

fields. And so

5:28

it takes some time for us to really grasp

5:30

that and be able to birth it out

5:32

in the world. And I am not writing

5:35

this book to be manufacturing

5:38

something into the world for

5:40

just money and like accolades and

5:43

quick consumption. Like this is absolutely

5:45

a labor of love. This is absolutely part

5:47

of my legacy. This is absolutely part of my

5:50

soul's calling imprint agreements,

5:52

contracts. So

5:55

I am really holding

5:57

this entire journey in great reverence and respect

6:00

and trusting the timing, the

6:02

process, the journey of it, right?

6:05

So with that in mind, every

6:07

time I get like another download or moment of clarity

6:09

and I look back on how brave I was to

6:11

do that, I am just so in awe

6:13

of me and I'm so in awe of God and

6:15

just, um, everyone who supported me

6:17

during that time and.

6:20

Just that I did it. It's just so freaking amazing.

6:23

You know, I think sometimes because of social

6:25

media, we spend a lot of time looking out

6:27

at other people's lives being like, oh,

6:29

that's so great and I will do that

6:31

when or if I could do that.

6:33

And we don't take a moment, I

6:35

am guilty, I'm talking about myself here, have been guilty

6:38

of doing that instead of really looking

6:40

at my own life and being like, holy shit,

6:42

bitch. Like you're fucking amazing, motherfucking

6:45

amazing. And it doesn't

6:47

have to be as big as. You know, a

6:49

world tour. You know what I'm saying? Like

6:52

to me, that podcast

6:55

tour feels as big as a Beyonce

6:57

world tour to me, to my

6:59

life's calling, to my expression,

7:02

to what was being released

7:04

and dying off of me and what is

7:06

being birthed and brought through for me. I wouldn't

7:09

change it for the world. I wouldn't trade

7:11

it for the world. I wouldn't trade it for.

7:14

I wouldn't trade it $4 million right now. And

7:16

that's saying something really big. 'cause I really want

7:19

a million dollars. Okay. But

7:22

God, if you wanna give me a million dollars today or

7:24

tomorrow, or any time at any

7:26

place relatively soon, I'm a hell

7:28

yes for that. Thank you Lord. And the name of

7:30

all the most high. Okay. Anyway,

7:36

getting back to what I was saying. I still need

7:38

to organize all of the stories, the videos,

7:40

the teachings, the photos from that journey into

7:43

content. So who sometimes

7:45

I look at video clips and stories and teachings.

7:48

In conjunction to what's coming

7:50

through in present time. And I'm just like,

7:52

I seriously just need a content creator,

7:54

like assistant, consultant.

7:57

Like whoever, if you're listening

7:59

to this or you know someone who does that, like, please

8:01

don't hesitate to reach out to me. Let's talk,

8:03

um, 'cause I've got a lot of content and

8:06

your girl is going back and forth

8:08

between storytelling and the past, present, and

8:10

future with video clips and writings

8:13

and, and, and photos

8:15

and. I, I can't, I can't organize

8:18

it all together. I'm just all over the place. So anyway,

8:20

short little ad there for

8:23

support. So back

8:25

to what I'm saying. Lord have mercy. Let me get

8:27

through this. I was

8:29

reflecting through all of those materials

8:32

and um, I was just like, my God,

8:34

I am, I had a realization.

8:36

I was like, my goodness,

8:39

I am truly living in

8:41

what I was creating about one,

8:44

one and a half years ago. You

8:46

know, like I

8:49

remember feeling this call

8:51

to be in slow ritual,

8:53

in daily reverence traveling

8:55

the world. Working on a book,

8:58

looking at my body of work to date, looking

9:00

at what it means and what's the bigger picture

9:02

that I'm called to elevate into,

9:05

right? And level up into. I remember feeling

9:07

that and because the business was

9:09

like so successful at the time

9:11

and we had a full team and all these things,

9:13

you guys may have heard me talk about this. I kept pushing

9:15

it back or thinking that it wasn't possible

9:18

or was waiting until we finished our launches,

9:20

and then I would take the end of the year off and all of these

9:23

things. That kept me more in my logical,

9:25

rational mind and responsibility and operating

9:27

in my masculine, taking care of

9:29

other people and what my life looked

9:32

like, that I was completely ignoring

9:34

my feminine expression, what

9:36

she was desiring, what God was telling me,

9:38

what my spirits were telling me. And

9:41

yeah, I just, I just put it off. But anyway,

9:43

I did get around to it. Right.

9:46

And so when I think about the time before

9:49

when I was feeling it before I manifested

9:51

the trip and decided to take the

9:53

leap and move into it, and even

9:55

on the trip and like leading up to the

9:57

trip, but on the trip and now, now it

9:59

all just makes so much sense. Like

10:01

so much sense. And

10:03

I was actually on the Elevate

10:06

Mastermind call this week and I asked one

10:08

of the exquisite ladies on that call shout

10:10

out to you if she knew her

10:12

manifestation timeline. Slash

10:15

cycle. And I was asking her this

10:17

because some of the things she was talking and sharing about

10:20

that were manifesting in her life, she was referencing,

10:22

that has been a couple years before it came

10:24

into fruition. So I was giving her examples

10:27

about my cycle of timing,

10:30

of how long it takes me to manifest major

10:32

life transitions, right?

10:34

Like big change. We

10:37

can totally manifest quickly like in

10:39

the same day tomorrow, next week,

10:41

this hour, but big life

10:43

transformation. In your

10:45

identity, in your calling, that's

10:47

aligned with your calling and your legacy

10:50

usually takes some time to come into form.

10:52

You know, and another reason why

10:54

this came up for me is because, as you guys know,

10:56

I just moved and so I'm slowly

10:58

unpacking. Like I don't really feel called to decorate,

11:01

but I've been slowly unpacking and getting rid

11:03

of things and putting things in the position that

11:05

they can just be like operable. and

11:07

I was looking over all my vision boards over

11:09

the last couple years, and on the back of them

11:11

I always write like a word or a

11:13

theme and all the manifestations and

11:15

like scenarios that my desires

11:18

could come into form just to give the universe, you know,

11:20

some things to play with. And I started

11:22

looking at how everything

11:24

came to pass either within that

11:27

year or the year, a year and a half

11:29

time. So in that year, 'cause

11:31

I always do my vision boards like December.

11:33

Maybe January, but usually they're like November, December.

11:36

They come to fruition within

11:38

the same year or six months

11:40

into the year following that. So I'm on

11:43

big, big transformations and expressions

11:46

of my personhood, of my power,

11:48

of my freedom, of my devotion to this

11:50

path and, and my life. It takes

11:52

me on average a year, year and a half, right?

11:55

So I was reflecting and talking about that with her.

11:58

Which got me into obviously past to freedom

12:00

and all of those good things, but

12:02

it's just pretty amazing

12:04

when you, and,

12:06

and obviously shout out, it takes a whole

12:08

lifetime to fulfill your whole calling,

12:10

right? All of your manifestations. But the

12:13

big movements, the big level ups

12:15

for me, take me a year, year and a half. I'm

12:18

curious what it takes for you

12:20

to do it if you even notice that, um,

12:22

or looked at what your manifestation cycles

12:24

are now. That does not mean

12:27

to say that you cannot

12:29

elongate or collapse

12:31

that big manifestation cycle 'cause

12:34

that's possible as well. The more we become

12:36

mastered, the more that we shed, the

12:38

more that we trust the principles like

12:41

universal law, lifelong

12:43

principles, spiritual principles, practical

12:45

application principles, we can

12:48

expand that or contract it

12:50

in any way that we want. Like we're time vendors up

12:52

in here. You know what I'm saying? But it's

12:54

really cool to know that when you're not

12:56

fixated on time bending

12:58

or collapsing or expanding, what's your

13:01

natural vibrational cadence

13:03

to bringing thought and desires

13:05

and calling into form. That's a very powerful

13:07

thing to do. So take a moment as

13:10

homework to look into that. You know,

13:12

look at the different chapters of your life and see

13:14

like another thing sort of related, but not,

13:17

I know that I move every four to

13:19

five years as far as like deep home

13:21

base. that was thrown off obviously

13:23

because of pandemic. I went a little bit longer

13:25

being in South Florida, five and a half years.

13:28

but I was really, I was aching, like I

13:30

was like hurting. Anyway,

13:32

getting back to it. So check out

13:34

and see if you can identify

13:36

what your. Again, big

13:39

life transformation, identity

13:41

shifts, like, oh

13:43

wow, I'm in a whole different like,

13:46

area of my life and my expression of life.

13:48

what that usually looks like

13:50

in as it relates to quote unquote time. But

13:53

the thing about manifestation is so

13:55

many people don't talk about, and

13:57

this is one of the things that, the main

14:00

thing really that affects your

14:02

manifestation cycle. Right,

14:04

what you're manifesting right now, they

14:07

don't talk about the importance of removing

14:10

slash shedding resistance

14:12

to allow the manifestations to come through.

14:15

One of the most popular, downloads

14:18

or like interactions on my whole website

14:20

since I started it, has been the MakeSpace

14:22

Challenge. And I used to run this challenge

14:25

live, actually I used to run it as

14:27

a mini program and then I made it into a

14:29

challenge. That was live and now

14:31

it's, it's Evergreen on my website. So you can check that out.

14:33

You can just go to my website and they're old videos.

14:35

Okay. They're literally from like 2018

14:37

or 2019. I think it's 2019.

14:40

Late 2019. Before the pan, yeah, before

14:42

the pandemic is the videos that are currently

14:44

up. So, um, you'll see that with my hair

14:47

and how I look and all the things. But don't let that,

14:50

don't let that distract you from

14:52

how powerful that program is. Like I

14:54

literally have had people do that, who changed

14:56

their careers in like two

14:59

months. And making way more

15:01

money, seeing what they, I've had women

15:03

do this and called in their husbands,

15:05

I've had women do this who got pregnant

15:07

after having multiple miscarriages. Like, it's a very,

15:09

very powerful, like I

15:11

present it very lightweight, but it's incredibly

15:13

powerful. but as I was saying,

15:16

I don't feel people really,

15:18

emphasize the power of

15:21

shedding and removing resistance.

15:24

Right to allow in manifestations to

15:26

allow the spirit that you're holding to

15:28

come through into physical form. And

15:32

I want you to think about that for a moment. And

15:35

I want you to actually think about that whenever

15:37

you're asking yourself how

15:39

you're gonna do something, ladies. Because

15:41

as soon as you say, how am I

15:43

gonna do this? Or you're looking at how

15:46

someone else has done something as soon

15:48

as you are fixated on. transpose

15:51

someone else's journey over

15:54

onto yours. Like you wanna just overlay

15:56

their learnings and immediately think it's for you, which

15:59

I get that it's been helpful. I find

16:01

that because of the way that I tell stories and

16:03

I teach, so many of you get

16:05

incredible breakthroughs. You're like, oh my

16:07

God, that makes so much sense. You illuminated something

16:09

for me. But we've also

16:11

learned that. Even though the story

16:13

has illuminated and the transmission

16:16

has unlocked or awakened or healed,

16:18

or done something for you, doesn't mean

16:20

how I did it is how you're gonna do it in

16:22

your real life. You know what I'm saying? So

16:24

it's really not about the how ladies to

16:26

a point. Right? And I wanna speak

16:28

to that because many of us

16:30

have. Created the lives that we've

16:33

been living, that are sustaining us,

16:35

that are stable enough, right? That we appreciate

16:37

because we've looked at the how,

16:39

because we said, how can I do

16:42

this? Show me the structure, give me the steps,

16:44

and I will follow. That's literally what our

16:46

society, Western Society, has

16:48

built us to do in

16:51

our education system, in our workforce,

16:53

right? In corporate. All of that is

16:56

a hierarchal, masculine lens of learning.

16:59

Okay, cool. We're not knocking it. That's how

17:01

we're typically our, Standard operating

17:03

system. However, in

17:05

this evolution that we are stepping into

17:08

that I am in and that I'm inviting

17:10

you into, because I know you were called to it

17:12

at this point in your path and journey,

17:14

it is about removing and shedding

17:17

and allowing. Going into

17:19

the unknown, into the dark,

17:22

juicy parts, and then emerging

17:24

with the wisdom and the intuitive

17:26

insight, and the embodiment and the

17:28

sweetness, right, and letting

17:31

that energy attract

17:34

magnetize co-create with

17:36

the world. Two. One,

17:39

enforce who you truly are, the woman

17:41

that you are and are becoming. And

17:43

two, to manifest the things

17:45

that you desire, need, and want in your life.

17:48

Right. So I bring this

17:50

up because in the reflection of

17:52

path to Freedom, I was like, oh my

17:55

goodness. I can literally see the overlap

17:58

of how right now is

18:00

the future from what I was manifesting

18:02

in the past, and right now

18:04

is also the past to what I am

18:07

manifesting in the future. I'll

18:09

say it again right now

18:12

as you hear my voice. It

18:15

is the future of

18:19

what we were working on in the past. And

18:21

I remember when I wanted to have a podcast

18:23

and I was like so scared

18:26

of it It's kind of funny.

18:28

As much as I have so much to say, I literally

18:30

have so much to say. I'm always been a talkative,

18:32

expressive, like captivating person.

18:34

People love to see me present. I

18:36

was an incredible presenter in my previous career.

18:39

The fact that I drug my feet so

18:41

long starting a podcast is

18:43

laughable, like hilarious. That's

18:45

how you know, you know, even the most.

18:48

Outgoing, expressive, like naturally

18:50

talented people have their wounds,

18:53

their traumas, their limiting beliefs, their

18:55

cultural and ancestral bullshit, stopping

18:57

them from their greatness. So I remember when I was

18:59

struggling to have this podcast, and now I've

19:02

only missed one week in this season, every

19:04

single week, even when I'm late, like today,

19:06

submitting to my team. Sorry. Okay.

19:10

I am still so in love with this process.

19:12

I can't even shut the fuck up if I wanted to.

19:15

Okay. So

19:17

right now is the future

19:19

from a past that I have manifested and

19:21

also right now catch. This

19:24

is the past to a future.

19:26

I am also manifesting. Right.

19:29

And if I can sit in that and

19:31

be like, incredibly

19:33

hyper aware of that truth and

19:35

that power and that creational,

19:38

focal point or position, there we go.

19:40

Creation position of that truth

19:42

right now. You're invincible.

19:45

I'm invincible. I am unstoppable.

19:47

I am empowered. I am the most

19:49

powerful, most magical motherfucking woman

19:52

right now, as are you.

19:54

If you truly understand that and believe

19:56

it. So

19:59

when we're in these acute moments

20:01

of like, oh, I'm frustrated about my life.

20:03

Oh, my relationship is doing this. Oh, my money

20:06

looks like this. Oh, my business is doing this. Oh, my

20:08

job. Or My boss is doing this, oh, my children

20:10

are doing whatever the fuck is going on in your life, right?

20:12

And we're frustrated and we're like, I

20:14

wanna change this. I wanna change my relationship

20:16

to my body and my health, my eating behaviors.

20:18

I wanna change the relationship to my sex. I wanna change

20:21

my relationship to singledom or my

20:23

relationship with men, or my relationship to

20:25

money and your business like. We're

20:27

trying to quickly move into manifesting

20:30

that change today and tomorrow, which you

20:32

can do very micro.

20:35

Manifestations and changes. Of course, we

20:37

love the daily habits. We love the daily practices.

20:39

We love the daily mindset and like transformation

20:42

stuff, and the big

20:44

movement and transformation that puts you at

20:46

next level where your relationship is always

20:48

that devotional and cherishable

20:51

and loving and juicy, or

20:53

your money is always flowing in at

20:55

50 k, a hundred K, 200 and thousand

20:58

K a month. That takes

21:00

time because we are clearing out

21:03

all these. Old programs

21:05

that are the antithesis of what you are creating.

21:08

So if I can stay in

21:10

the right now and know that I am

21:12

living out an old past,

21:14

and that is why my present is not what

21:16

I want it to be, but my recognition

21:19

and my presence not being

21:21

not what I want it to be is the

21:23

creation source point of

21:25

creating what I do want it to be. That

21:28

should get you excited. I

21:31

have a mentor, EJ says, If

21:33

you, you know your future, if you know

21:35

your heart, your heart's desires.

21:38

If you know your heart's desires and you

21:40

stay with them in real time

21:43

and you're cultivating them from a space of

21:45

co-creation, trust and truth, you

21:47

already know what your future's gonna be. It's

21:49

just a matter of how much time it it needs

21:51

to take to come through

21:54

the spiritual realm and into the physical realm,

21:56

which is dictated on how good

21:58

you are at shedding the old. And

22:01

you're aware of the old right. And

22:04

the thing about shedding the old and knowing

22:07

what needs to be released and let

22:09

go of is all about knowing what

22:11

exactly is the blind spot. What exactly

22:13

is the wound? What exactly is the true

22:16

limiting belief or code

22:18

or program or conditioning

22:20

or pattern, right? And this

22:22

is the stuff that we were talking about and break the pattern

22:25

and level up. The three-day masterclass,

22:28

but I obviously taught it through the lens of ancestral

22:30

healing, right? 'cause that was the fixation,

22:32

or like the focal point of my work at the time.

22:34

Now we've expanded. It's still here, it's still included.

22:37

Don't you guys worry? Don't be like, oh my God, she's not teaching

22:39

about ancestors anymore. Oh no honey, it's

22:41

all up in here. We're just delivering

22:43

it in a way that is gonna move you further,

22:46

move you into being right

22:48

and not totally stuck in the past. But we'll talk about

22:50

that more in upcoming episodes.

22:54

So sometimes we are fixated

22:56

on the wrong blind spot.

22:59

I won't say the wrong blind spot, but not the true

23:01

blind spot, not the true core wound,

23:03

not the true deep limiting,

23:05

programming that's been running in your

23:07

life, and more than likely in your whole lineages

23:10

lives or your whole lineage

23:12

for a long ass time. Sometimes,

23:14

or more often than not, we're focused on the wrong

23:16

thing, said differently.

23:19

We don't even see the true blind spot that

23:21

is creating the reality that

23:23

you're in, that you want to. Interrupt,

23:27

break and reprogram for the future

23:29

that you want. We are not even focused on the right blind

23:31

spot. I'll give you an example, a

23:33

couple examples. And this is so important.

23:35

This is like, if you don't know, I'm recording

23:37

this on Saturday. I think it's the 5th of August,

23:40

2023. So if you're in the future, hey,

23:43

tell me what I'm doing now. But

23:46

we're also in the Lionsgate portal. We're

23:48

also in this Venus retrograde. We just

23:50

had some potent, full moons,

23:52

blue moons, and so. We're

23:54

in potent energy. So if you're listening to

23:56

this in real time in August, like

23:59

really let this sink in. Like I feel the

24:01

energy codes like pouring down on my head

24:04

and like radiating into this microphone.

24:06

I'm holding the mic with my left hand and it's so

24:08

warm, like it's so warm. I'll

24:12

give you an example. I used to think I had an issue

24:14

with money, which is really funny because.

24:17

I've always been very abundant. Every time

24:19

people meet me, they're like, I already thought you were a multimillionaire.

24:22

Like you carry wealth codes.

24:24

Even when I was a child, my pastor came up

24:26

and I had a, um, prophecy over me

24:28

that I'll always be a wealthy woman, and that's

24:30

a hundred percent true. That does not mean

24:32

because I'm a wealthy woman that I have not had issues

24:35

with money. Right. So I

24:37

used to think that the issue was with money.

24:40

Sure. In the physical manifestation

24:42

of it, there was. a glitch in the Matrix,

24:44

right? But really as I've been

24:46

working through this, I realized

24:48

it was never an issue of money itself.

24:51

I love money. I appreciate money. I

24:53

can respect money even more. I appreciate

24:56

money even more, right? But

24:58

the real issue was with working,

25:00

or rather how I treated myself

25:03

when I was working and my entire

25:06

orientation to stability and safety.

25:09

So if I were looking, and this is a real

25:11

life example, like if I were having financial

25:14

challenges, which I have in the past, and

25:16

I was living in that in real time and

25:18

I wanted to manifest overflow

25:20

of money, which I have, right? And I

25:22

want even more of, wanna continue that being

25:25

like a standard in my operating system

25:27

as a creation, empowered, amazing,

25:30

incredible woman, teacher

25:32

and leader and guide. Let's

25:34

put all those things in there. It's not about

25:37

the fixation on the money that's gonna

25:39

create the overflow and healing my relationship

25:41

with money, so to speak, 'cause my relationship with money is

25:43

fine. It was actually my relationship

25:45

to working that was not fine.

25:47

Therefore, it was cutting off.

25:50

My connections based on my current

25:52

consciousness. 'cause let's be honest, money can come

25:54

from any direction. But in my current consciousness,

25:56

at the time I only believed it, or I believed

25:59

it could come most easily to me

26:01

through working a k a my business.

26:04

So with that severance in

26:06

my relationship to working there

26:08

came the severance to my access to

26:10

money. Right. It was just that simple.

26:13

But I can't tell you how much

26:15

money I wasted. I

26:17

won't say wasted, but I spent literally

26:19

thousands of money on

26:22

money manifestation programs that were

26:24

great by the way, but however, did

26:26

not actually reveal,

26:28

uncover and recode me for what the real

26:30

issue was, right?

26:33

This is the reason. If you guys have been paying attention, which

26:35

I know so many of you have been, I'm not

26:37

working the way that I was working before. Because

26:41

it was never about money,

26:43

like the money was coming in, but my relationship

26:45

to working was the issue. That

26:48

blind spot would not have been discovered

26:50

if I didn't sit with myself and

26:52

do the work to uncover the core issue

26:54

running in my life and my lineage. All

26:57

right. I can even give you guys an example

26:59

with Min if you really want, but you'll have to like tag

27:01

me on Instagram or something and ask for it and I'll

27:04

come back and do another episode on

27:06

this route. I'll do an audio or something like that.

27:08

But, if you can imagine if

27:10

I did this with money, what was going

27:12

on with Min, if you're doing this in your relationship

27:15

of your family system, you have a blind spot

27:17

that you can't see what's really

27:19

contributing to the manifestation you

27:21

don't want so that you can clear

27:23

it out. Right. Release it

27:26

and start bringing in new programming and

27:28

codes that's gonna allow you to manifest

27:30

the reality you do want. That's

27:32

what manifestation truly is.

27:35

You can keep adding on new beliefs,

27:38

which is fine, but until you remove

27:41

what is the broken

27:43

code, right? What's

27:46

the, I wanna say dilapidated,

27:48

but deteriorating disease, like

27:51

the code that is not truly. Working

27:54

for you. Until you discover

27:57

that and you see that blind

27:59

spot, it won't come through the way

28:01

that you want it to come through. When I'm doing

28:03

consultations with potential new clients,

28:05

this is what I'm doing. I am running

28:07

diagnostics on what you're telling

28:09

me. I am looking at the symptoms

28:12

in your life that you're reporting to me, that

28:14

that illuminate the limiting patterns

28:16

and the potency of your conviction

28:19

for this work for your God, or ordained

28:21

transformation. Like I'm getting all of that diagnostic,

28:24

so I understand that.

28:26

I one, I know that you're a powerful

28:28

creation woman, but two,

28:30

how you wanna move forward and where's

28:32

the access point or the trap door

28:35

that's gonna lead us into getting to the core

28:37

blind spot? The core wound. The core ancestral,

28:40

or personal trauma, like all of those words

28:42

are basically interchangeable. 'cause they're all gonna

28:44

be revealed along the way, right? You

28:47

are meant to evolve. You're meant to lead.

28:49

You're, meant to be an example of what's

28:51

possible as a powerful creation woman,

28:54

which tells me that you, when you come for

28:56

a consultation or you inquire about a program

28:58

or you sign up for the retreat coming up, hint

29:00

tent, it tells me that you're ready to do that

29:02

work, that you're done focusing

29:05

on the how trying to do, do,

29:07

do. Affirm, affirm, affirm, and

29:09

you're ready to get into the under layers.

29:13

That will truly remove and reveal

29:15

and allow what you are meant to

29:18

be stepping into in your next level

29:21

in life. More

29:23

often than not, when I ask, what

29:25

do you feel is holding you back from being the

29:27

woman you wanna be from having and holding

29:30

all that you want and moving forward

29:32

in your life, which is a common question I ask

29:34

in my intake forms. I ask it in the consultation.

29:37

I always witness an answer that is only

29:39

skin deep. That's only surface level.

29:42

Okay? And I'm not, there's no judgment here. Don't

29:44

feel bad. You're supposed to give me that, because

29:47

that's the consciousness you're at. There's

29:49

an old saying, it's a, I feel like it's like

29:51

from a great psychiatrist or psychologist

29:54

that's like you cannot heal the problem

29:57

from the current, the same level of consciousness.

29:59

Your consciousness has to change. And the only

30:01

way your consciousness is gonna change is if you work with

30:05

a person, a leader, a teacher, a mentor,

30:07

a guide, a book. A program,

30:09

a course like you have to get new codes

30:12

coming in in order to remove old

30:14

codes that are not serving you. And the best

30:16

way, in my opinion, when you're doing this kind of work

30:18

is to work with a guide and mentor who is walking

30:21

that path, who is walking next to you, a couple

30:23

steps, couple miles, whatever ahead of you

30:25

that can hold you and guide you and point out the

30:27

things that you cannot see and

30:30

you can't see them. Even

30:32

when you're reading about them, I can't tell you

30:34

how many times people, especially black women

30:36

on social media have talked about, you

30:39

know, their relationship to work and capitalism

30:42

and all that stuff. And I was like, yeah, yeah, I hear

30:44

you. I agree, capital, blah, blah, blah. But

30:46

I really wasn't, you know, I didn't get on my soapbox

30:48

about it. I wasn't like, yeah, I fucking hate capitalism.

30:51

'cause I don't, I like being able to make my own money.

30:53

I like being able to set my own prices. I like

30:55

that. Other than like dealing with these fucking

30:57

taxes, which I still don't actually mind

30:59

either. I'm, I like, I like paying bills.

31:01

Okay. I've always been that kind of person. To

31:03

me, paying bills meant that I was making

31:06

money, you know what I'm saying? So being able to pay a high tax

31:08

bill means like, I made a lot of money, so I don't

31:10

really mind that, but, I know that

31:12

our history in the United States, particularly as

31:14

black, brown, white people, is fucked

31:17

up. Right? It just is.

31:19

So when everyone was talking about that,

31:21

they were coming from that energetic

31:23

lens, which I've been working on

31:25

evolving beyond that and being an example

31:28

of someone who is not dragged down by that,

31:30

even when the world tries to put it in my face,

31:32

even when the world tries to infiltrate and.

31:35

Harm me with it, you know? So I

31:37

was like, all right, cool. I get it. I get what everyone's saying

31:39

about our relationship to the labor force and working

31:42

and not being a mule, and women being exploited,

31:44

and black women being this. I'm like, yeah, I get all

31:46

of that. However, I did

31:49

not make the connection between that

31:51

type of programming or my personal resistance.

31:54

Not even resistance. 'cause like I love working

31:56

and obviously that was part of the programming

31:59

in the wound was it was coming through as being a workaholic,

32:01

right? Doing all of this to get all

32:03

of that. And that wasn't working anymore. It literally

32:05

burnt me out. Even though you guys didn't know it. 'cause

32:07

I'm really good at just serving and showing

32:10

up and being a devotional leader, that's

32:12

who I am, right? but I didn't connect

32:14

the dot because the frequency in which it

32:16

was being shown to me did not match my

32:18

own frequency. That

32:20

alone is a code for healing. You're

32:22

welcome. When something is

32:24

told to you in a frequency that is not true

32:26

to your path, you're not gonna hear it. And

32:29

if you hear it, you're not gonna metabolize it. At

32:31

all, right? So I had

32:34

to go on my own journey of being like, what's really

32:36

going on with this money situation? Like really,

32:38

Ashley, right? So

32:42

you're always gonna say the surface answer.

32:44

You're gonna tell me that you're tired, you're burnt out,

32:46

right? That's why we use those, that kind of language

32:49

and marketing. 'cause that's the words that we all say,

32:51

I'm burnt out, I'm tired, I feel

32:53

depleted. I don't know how to do it. I don't

32:55

have a mentor, I don't have a blueprint. I'm

32:57

afraid, or I have fear. Just general

32:59

fear. Why, what's blocking you?

33:01

Fear? And I'm like, you

33:04

guys already know, I'm on my soapbox about that. I'm

33:06

always like, fear of what? Like name the fear.

33:08

And I find it so interesting how many

33:10

people like shift in their seat

33:12

on Zoom because they're like,

33:15

you know, this is you. Like, no judgment. Okay,

33:17

I, I know it. I've had thousands of.

33:20

Clients and consultations at this point, but

33:22

you're like, oh shit. What is the fear? Right?

33:25

Because even being able to say the fear

33:27

is fearful is scary 'cause you're exposing

33:29

it and fear doesn't wanna be exposed. It just

33:31

wants to protect you. So that's why I'm leaning

33:34

in, forcing you, calling

33:36

you, really calling you into name

33:39

the fucking fear, get.

33:41

Intimate and know the fear, right?

33:44

Another one you'll say is, I don't want x,

33:46

y, Z to happen, which is also fear. Whatever

33:48

the thing you don't wanna happen that has not

33:50

happened, is what's holding you back. And so

33:53

you'll tell me that it's one of these four things.

33:56

And I'm like, okay, cool. No judgment.

33:59

This is a superficial answer, but that superficial

34:01

answer is deeply important in

34:04

your path of healing, breaking

34:06

free, reclaiming yourself,

34:08

and beginning to manifest what you actually

34:10

desire because it isn't the

34:12

real truth anyway. Like I ask

34:14

that question because I know it's not the truth, but

34:17

it gives me access point.

34:19

It gives me the trap door that reveals

34:21

to me the starting point for what we're

34:23

really going to be uncovering, what

34:26

we're really gonna be healing. And what we're really

34:28

solving for, so you can reveal

34:31

what's already yours and what's true

34:33

for you. That's the whole point

34:35

of all of this. As soon as you come

34:38

vulnerably to me, I

34:40

can start to see what's really going on,

34:42

getting into those blind spots, right?

34:44

Those hidden survival

34:47

patterns and mechanisms and smart ways

34:49

of existing that keep you hidden and thinking

34:51

that you're smart and you know it, and this is the issue.

34:54

It's, it's a phenomenal journey. I can tell you

34:56

guys. Obviously you can. You can

34:59

tell. But

35:01

the thing is, y'all, I'm bringing this

35:03

up, ladies to say that we don't need more logic.

35:06

We don't, and that's the

35:08

biggest takeaway.

35:11

I want you to walk away from this episode.

35:14

If you were looking at changing

35:16

your life, the trajectory of your life, the

35:18

way it feels or tastes, and bringing

35:20

it to a new level. No matter how

35:22

successful you already are, how great

35:24

people admire your life, how good your life

35:27

actually is, you know the inner calling when

35:29

something's still a bit off and you desire something

35:31

else and God is calling you to it. Your spirits

35:34

are saying your higher self is pleading

35:36

with you, right at that

35:38

point. Logic

35:40

isn't the answer. Your smarts isn't the answer.

35:42

Another degree isn't the answer. Pushing forward

35:44

in your business isn't the answer. The new business partner,

35:47

isn't it either, neither is the venture capital

35:49

funding. Which I'm totally down for all those

35:51

things, but what's happening

35:53

is you are being called to release

35:55

the programming that you have had

35:57

to do something or to work

35:59

hard to be,

36:02

and to manifest what you're really

36:04

called to experience in your life. That's

36:06

it. We are letting go of,

36:08

'cause you've already mastered that programming.

36:11

That's what got you to where you are today. That's what got

36:13

me to where I was today. Where I was

36:15

today, where I am today. The hard

36:17

work, the focus, the tenacity,

36:19

the determination, the desire

36:21

to achieve the authority, like

36:23

all of that. Awesome. And

36:26

now the next level is

36:29

the opposite of that. We

36:31

are stepping into the

36:33

chapter, the part

36:35

of your path personally

36:38

and also collectively for women who are. In

36:41

under this paradigm agreement, from a soul

36:43

perspective, we are stepping into

36:45

allowing your desire

36:47

and your energy to lead you into

36:50

and to co-create what you want,

36:52

which is more freedom, more love,

36:55

and more abundance in your life, and

36:57

to move you into presenting

37:00

and being experienced and felt

37:03

in the world as the creation

37:05

woman that you are. Like

37:07

expressing yourself at that level.

37:10

As much as we hate the patriarchy,

37:13

we love getting what we

37:15

want through patriarchal means,

37:19

and I don't hate the patriarchy, by the way. Never.

37:21

You've never seen me ever being like, 'cause of the patriarchy.

37:24

It's not, it's never been again, my

37:26

magic carpet ride anyway. But

37:28

when women are talking about being a boss, babe,

37:30

and just show up and be disciplined and efforting,

37:32

and if you do that and you get what you want, you have

37:34

no problem with masculinity. You have no problem

37:36

with the patriarchy. But if you're not

37:39

getting what you want, then you wanna move into victimhood.

37:42

Okay? And what I'm saying is

37:44

we can clean all of that up and

37:47

you get to reclaim your feminine

37:49

creation codes because,

37:52

Those codes, your feminine energy,

37:54

coupled with your masculine

37:57

abilities is the easiest,

37:59

most profound, most complete

38:02

and whole way to be a woman in this world.

38:04

Creating what you wanna, what you want and

38:07

being who you're called to be. And

38:09

I also find that

38:11

sometimes, When

38:13

we activate these feminine codes and we move to

38:15

that part of the spectrum, we don't actually

38:18

have to access the masculine codes and the way that

38:20

we have in the past as often,

38:23

right? Because it's through your desires,

38:25

you knowing yourself, how you carry yourself,

38:27

how you move, the energy you

38:30

are, the frequency and energy that

38:32

you are emanating allows those things

38:34

to manifest quicker. Also

38:36

attracts people and magnetizes people

38:39

and opportunities to co-create those

38:41

things with you. So

38:43

it's not all on you from your sheer will,

38:45

from your sheer effort, from

38:47

your sheer doing. That's what we're stepping

38:50

into. And it's also what I'm looking

38:52

forward to really dialing up in my work.

38:54

Right? This is my first time really expressing

38:57

it like this. I've been giving you guys teasers over the

38:59

last six months. Really?

39:01

Eight months. 'cause we're in August, right? But

39:04

giving little teasers of this. but

39:06

it's really starting to hit me. I'm

39:08

looking forward to this being expressed more.

39:12

I'm looking forward to guiding you

39:14

in this so that we can work

39:16

on the right thing in

39:18

your life that needs to be shifted,

39:21

release, let go of to move the needle

39:23

in your life and alignment to the identity

39:25

that you are called to step into, which I'm calling

39:28

that identity. You know, I, I

39:30

guess I'm calling it the creation. What

39:32

do I call it? Like the cycle breaking creation. Women

39:35

in leadership, like those of us who are called

39:37

to leadership, we wanna fully come

39:39

into our creation womanhood, and we're

39:41

all about breaking these generational patterns

39:43

and limiting beliefs that have been

39:46

not just in your life, not just in your lineage,

39:48

not just in your, you know, family systems

39:51

and cultural community, racial systems, but

39:53

in the world. In

39:55

the world. Okay.

39:58

Let's get ready to wrap this up. I know

40:00

that this is resonating. I can feel it. This

40:02

is like such a potent transmission. I

40:04

can't wait to hear how this connected

40:07

with you. This is also exactly

40:09

what we're gonna be doing over four

40:11

days in the Elevating Woman's Retreat,

40:13

this Labor Day weekend. As I said,

40:16

we are in 2023. It is August,

40:18

so it's coming up really, really fast. You've

40:20

still got time to claim your spot and

40:22

book your flight, which by the way, I'm

40:25

not gonna lie to you guys. It's August 5th and I just booked

40:27

my flight today. Okay? And my, my flight

40:29

was only $400 and I'm coming from

40:31

North Carolina to the other side

40:33

of Mexico, so I'm so sure that these are affordable

40:36

flights. This is an incredible retreat.

40:38

If you are listening right now, in

40:40

this month of August, you've got until August

40:43

30th to sign up. Like really?

40:45

Or until we sell out. So there's. At

40:47

the current time, there's six spots left. So

40:49

this episode is resonating with you.

40:52

You've been looking at the retreat.

40:54

You need to go ahead and cancel your Labor

40:56

Day plans and jump in on this.

40:59

I feel so honored and so potent

41:01

and so lit up

41:03

about this transmission and how I'm guiding

41:06

this retreat. It is gonna be next

41:08

level, obviously, 'cause we're stepping

41:10

into your next level. And this is the Elevating

41:12

Woman Retreat. If you're realizing

41:15

that you do desire to be supported

41:17

and guided into shedding

41:19

and manifesting your next level you,

41:22

so getting at the real blind spots

41:24

and getting affirmed in what

41:26

you are manifesting right now, that's gonna

41:28

come into fruition into your

41:31

right timeline, and maybe we can even

41:33

collapse the timeline. Okay. If

41:36

you are a woman listening who

41:38

is ready to be in this world,

41:40

like truly be in it. And have

41:42

and hold all that you desire,

41:45

and to be an example of what's possible.

41:48

I want you to consider, again, canceling

41:50

your Labor Day plans if you had any, and

41:52

join us in the Elevating Woman Retreat.

41:56

This all inclusive experience is gonna happen

41:59

over four days. As I've said, it's

42:01

specifically for change-making,

42:03

cycle, breaking, creation, women

42:05

and leadership, whatever leadership means

42:07

to you, and I'm gonna be guiding you through

42:10

a spiritual ceremony and practical

42:12

embodiment for your next

42:14

and best expression of yourself,

42:16

desires and dreams. And I'm

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predicting based on what Spirit has told me

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and what I've been seeing with clients that this

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change. The change that is happening

42:25

right now in your life and that will happen through

42:27

this retreat is going to cover the next

42:29

five years of your life minimum. And

42:32

I'll be sharing why and how

42:35

in the retreat. So we're gonna

42:37

be eating well. We've gotten incredible local

42:39

foods, local chefs, all organic,

42:42

right? We're gonna be enjoying the ocean and the desert

42:44

landscape. We're gonna be having some incredible

42:46

journeys through ancestral healing of the

42:48

mother and father wounds, inner child

42:50

and, and your concept of self work

42:53

and moving you beyond your

42:55

deepest blind spots so you can elevate

42:57

into the life. Living legacy

43:00

that you are always been meant for you and

43:02

is waiting for you to step into. And I know

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you're on the cusp like so many people

43:06

have been talking about this summer, the

43:08

spirit of transformation and change for the

43:11

year of 2023. And

43:13

what's coming up at the beginning of next year.

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So this is the time to be doing this work.

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This is the time to make the investment. This is

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the time to take the leap. This is the time.

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If you're gonna lean into anything, lean

43:25

into what needs to be reclaimed

43:27

and cleared in you my

43:29

love. I promise. When

43:31

you invest in yourself and you bet on yourself,

43:33

and you trust the journey that your

43:35

life is taking you on this gorgeous path

43:38

of life that you are on, you will not

43:40

be disappointed. All right, you will

43:42

not. If this is

43:44

calling to you, which I know that it is, I'll be

43:46

delighted to have you. Like truly,

43:48

let me just have a little moment to geek out on how special

43:51

this is, right. I did not

43:53

know that it would start

43:55

to come to past in this way,

43:59

the way this retreat is coming together, it

44:01

is truly miraculous. It is the most

44:03

incredible women that you're gonna be meeting, and

44:06

we're gonna have the most incredible memories.

44:09

You are gonna be so grateful that you did this. I

44:11

already am. All right.

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All the details are in the show notes

44:16

or just reach out to me directly at [email protected].

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That's info at Ashley a s

44:23

h l e y, johns

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j o h n ss.com.

44:27

We do have a payment plan available for

44:29

you if that serves you in joining the

44:31

SUBMERSIVE and life-changing experience.

44:35

All right, y'all. I'm so grateful for today's transmission.

44:38

It was delightful. I can't

44:40

wait to re-listen to this as

44:42

I felt it run through my body. It feels so

44:44

potent. Per always,

44:47

I'm sending you lots of love. Wherever you are,

44:49

please leave a rating, leave

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a review, share this on your

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social medias and tag me. I

44:56

appreciate that. It makes me actually

44:58

connect with whoever's listening. Like I see

45:00

the downloads, I see the you

45:02

guys going and checking out the site and

45:05

doing all the things. All the tech is talking to me

45:07

about how this podcast is performing, but

45:09

I still wanna actually know who you are. That

45:11

is listening, so please share, tag

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it, leave a review, leave a rating. I thank

45:16

you in advance and

45:18

per always, I pray

45:21

that you are living your best life

45:23

as you possibly can today, and that you go

45:25

forward with both courage and compassion.

45:28

I'm sending you lots of love. Until

45:30

next week, bye.