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Okay, kinfolk folk . How are you today,
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man? I've got Steven
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G
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Look with me. We're going to have a conversation
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around calling. Let me let you know
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a little bit about Stephen man
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. Right now. He is
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a fundraiser at the Oklahoma
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city university law school.
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He's been there since 2016.
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He supervises law school, fundraising,
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alumni engagement, marketing events.
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Uh, he was formally the director of law associates
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at Pepperdine university. Uh,
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previously he was a grant writer
0:45
and organizer. He was like a
0:47
real life. Barack Obama for
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the industrial areas foundation
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in Los Angeles in Dallas , uh,
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where he worked with partners, churches,
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and other , um , organizations
0:59
in the community to create solutions
1:01
to the lack of healthcare options. In South
1:03
Los Angeles, he dealt with the
1:06
subprime mortgage crisis and challenges
1:08
facing public schools. And as
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an organizer, he worked with
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the leader of the Massachusetts based
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algebra project and Los
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Angeles unified school district to create
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an algebra project cohort cohort
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at the Crenshaw high school. Man, we're going
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to talk about , uh,
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all of that , um, as we deal with
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Colin , but first let me introduce to you , uh,
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introduce us , um , and , uh, reintroduced
1:36
to other Steven G. Butler . Steven
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what's up, man. Good to see you Patrick.
1:41
Long time, long time, long
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time, man. Um, man, I,
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we want to set up this conversation
1:48
around the idea of calling Genesis
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a one and 28 from the Bible
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talks about being fruitful.
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Well he tells Adam, Hey man, listen,
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this is what I want you to do. I want you to be fruitful,
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multiply and fill the earth.
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Well, most of us understand being fruitful.
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Multiply. If you got two kids,
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like my brother , uh, does, and
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I was about to let one go, if
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you might have one on the way like
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myself, I'm blessed. Hopefully
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my wife does it edit this, but Hey
2:23
man, I can't let us to me right now. Uh,
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I feel good about it. I don't know what the sex
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is by the way. Um, but um,
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we can talk about that too. Uh,
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so , uh, we
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had so happy about this vet . I
2:41
was like , okay so sorry. So we know
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that it Genesis one 28 , um
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, be fruitful and multiply, fill the earth.
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We know that being fruitful, multiply beings
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, having kids, but we always
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skip that next little phrase, which is,
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and feel the earth. We
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know it can't mean have
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more babies cause he just told you
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be fruitful, multiply. So
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that's gotta be about kids, but what's
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this field , the earth. And
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if you read the context and we ain't got a bunch
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of time , what he's essentially saying
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is take this raw material
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of the garden. Uh,
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cause Adam is , uh , is , uh , is
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a gardener . He's a husband
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, uh, you know, in the classical
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sense of the word and in the modern
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sense of the word, take the raw materials
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of this world. And I want
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you to cultivate take this garden
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and turn it into a paradise, take this
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garden and feel the earth, take
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this garden, the raw materials
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of the gifts and skills and talents I've
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given you and make
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a kingdom out of it, Adam. And
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so that mandate does
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it just go for Adam? It goes to
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all Adam's descendants through Jesus
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Christ and so that we
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all have callings and
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all have a divine gift
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responsibility that
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God has placed in us. And
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it's not just for the folk who preach
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and teach on Sundays. So
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we're with my brother and I want to examine his
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calling. So , um, you
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know, be it accounting or Archer , archery
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or artistry, these are all
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important because so many people
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think that you're just called to work in a church.
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And that , um,
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the other things that people do are just
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quote unquote jobs. And so
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I want to , uh, go to my brother
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and asked him the first question do
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you feel called and
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why? Yes,
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I do feel called. Um,
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it's not necessarily vocation.
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So, you know, I haven't worked
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with Catholic parishes in
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my organizing days. You
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know, I am familiar with vocation
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and how we've taken that
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into a job when it,
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when it really means so much more.
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But I do feel , uh, called
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in what I do because so much
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of what I do is
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, uh , how God has
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built me right in
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that I am a social person. Uh,
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and fundraising allows me to be
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social, allows me to be strategic.
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It allows me to do , uh
5:29
, the work of helping people, right.
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Um, you can
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have a great project or a great cause.
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Um, but without the money , uh,
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if it falls by the wayside,
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right? Uh , and I'm forgetting
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the poly line
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about that in his beautiful struggle album
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where he talks about, you know, great , you
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know , you got these great non-profits , but they have no
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idea about how to raise money. And so it's
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done for man. You
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can have vision, but you need provision
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behind.
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And that, that is
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Good one. Right. Um,
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so yes, first off I
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do feel called , uh
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, in what I do and I'm thankful for it because
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of all the things that I did before
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, uh, law
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school , um,
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community organizing and,
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and meeting with people and doing individual
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meetings and learning about their self-interest are
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things that I use in, in
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this, you know , season right
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now. It's funny,
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as you were talking about calling, I was like,
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man, part of me is
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feeling like, do we take this a whole other
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direction? Because I'm
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just looking at listening
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to what you're talking about, how God tells
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us to, to , uh , be fruitful
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, uh, fill the earth.
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Um, but at that time,
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the , the , the context was the garden
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of Eden and just how
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, um, mean
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God being omniscient and
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existing outside of time and space,
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you know, speaking beyond
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what that was existed.
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Right. And okay. Be,
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you know , uh, be fruitful, multiply
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and fill the earth. Right. But , but God,
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We , we talking about this garden, I'm looking
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At this. I can , I mean, we now
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Know how big the earth is
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And not withstanding God's ability. So
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was he going to
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Expand the garden of Eden at the fall
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Didn't happen. And so the
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gardening,
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It goes beyond Africa and it goes
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into your Asia and Alaska
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and North and South Korea,
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Erica , or it's guys saying, yeah,
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it'd be fruitful, multiply because y'all gonna mess
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this up. Yeah. And
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this command then speaks
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to go forth and make disciples,
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which y'all are going to get in a few millennia
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later. Right. You know what I mean? You
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see, it just, it builds
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out itself and it's like, wait, he,
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he's not that that command
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hasn't stopped happening.
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And it doesn't, and it's even extra
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Christian , uh , regardless
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of Christianity, whether you believe
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in Jesus or not, right. Every
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time somebody has a child, every
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time a scientist comes up with a new development,
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every time a new organization is
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born and it's
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thriving, literally
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echoing doing, you
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know, the fruitful, multiply and feeling
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, right. The only difference is, are
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you going to give them the credit or not? But
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we all do it. Yeah, no
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. I mean, so it was funny. And then we
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will go wherever you, I mean, cause
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you've got a vision in the, in
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the podcast and you're curating and you're
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, there are things that you're, that you're seeking
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to, to lift up and, and
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there's a trajectory for, but as you were saying,
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this , I'm like, man, that's a whole other word right there.
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Just the omniscience of
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God and just how the
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pro funder the , of his wisdom, right.
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Like go multiply
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and fill the earth. But
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all you know of earth is the garden of Eden.
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Right. And you know, in
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a few years, right, you
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gonna have these kids , uh,
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or not even a few years, like we
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don't know how long, how long that period of time
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was between this command in
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the fall. Right. And
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dah, dah, dah, all these things that come afterwards.
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But right now let's go ahead and fill the earth
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and I'm gonna give you some more later once you can handle that.
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Right. And that's,
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that seems to speak to you in a certain way. I mean,
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what, what, what are you feeling when
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you hear that? Um,
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I just, I
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, uh, I've been thankful. I've been fortunate
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and I'm thankful for what God has given
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me because yes, I come out of
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the Christian tradition and
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the Baptist tradition. Right. But
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I've worked with Catholics, I've worked
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with other Protestant denominations. I've worked
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with, with
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, um, with
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, uh, people, the, of
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Judaism and the Abrahamic faith.
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Um, my father-in-law
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and his wife are , uh , Muslim.
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And so I've, I've, I've
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have all these things around me. Right.
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Your grandfather was a preacher too, right? No
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SU no, my grandfather wasn't. Um,
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my, I have one grandfather, my mother's
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father who was a deacon. And then my
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father's father , uh, was
10:53
definitely not a preacher, but was
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a man who , um , made some changes
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in his life later on. Um,
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just you talk about
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my stubbornness, my son's stubbornness
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, uh, my grandfather
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on my father's side, who was the one I was really close
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to , uh, had cancer, fought
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cancer a couple of times and
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, uh , was a smoker and dropped
11:19
cold Turkey back in like
11:21
1988 or so, because
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he said he wanted to see me and my sister grow
11:26
up to be adults, just, I
11:28
want to see them live. Right. So I'm gonna
11:30
stop smoking that ain't typically the type
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of thing that people just be like, yeah, I'm going to get rid
11:34
of these cools or these Charleston's or whatever
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it was back in the day. Cause I remember
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going to the store, walking to the store with him and
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Tyler attaches to get their cigarette T and
11:43
my grandmother. And he said, you
11:45
know, the guy get this cancer. I want to live
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and, and cold Turkey.
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So definitely a man who believed
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in God and , um, and,
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and, and was faithful but not approved . Uh,
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uh, cause I want to get into more into your background
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and trying to understand,
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you know, why you , you
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know, the different avenues you
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went, what was it? Um,
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what did you, when, when you first , uh,
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thought about what you wanted to do with
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your life way back in, you
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know, elementary school doing
12:20
your high, whenever that happened for you, what
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did you want to do? I wanted
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to be a stockbroker because
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my father threw that out there. So I
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have the multiple influences in
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my life. My father and my mother are
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the biggest ones parents divorced in 1989,
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but I remember being , uh,
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mid eighties. Um,
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my father mentioned him being a stockbroker
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. And so , uh,
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that was something that stayed with me. And
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, uh, you know, later on, it's
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funny, I want it to be a standup comedian and
12:58
I used to watch the Def
13:00
jam when I probably shouldn't have been
13:03
shouldn't have been like, so from the
13:05
very first season with Martin and
13:07
you know, him blowing up while he was doing
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Def comedy jam and having this television
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show , uh, I remember watching
13:14
Sinbad's , uh, brain
13:16
damage and son
13:19
of a preacher, man. I just loved comedy. Right. So
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these various iterations. Right. But
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graduating high school. Um, did
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you ever, before you go, did you ever do
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stand up? Did you ever? No . No,
13:31
but every once in a while I'll think like, man,
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if I had to put together a little set, what would I go
13:36
with ? You know, what I want to joke on?
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Did you ever try set? No.
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No, I haven't . What
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was funny is , uh, our mutual
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friend, Tim and I talk about that sometimes.
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Right. And then I listened to these podcasts.
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Matter of fact, when I was driving into Euston yesterday
13:52
, um, I
13:55
was listening to a Mark Mirren interview,
13:58
Eddie Murphy. Right. So , uh,
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I still love, love comedians
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and just , uh, I
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guess to some extent I'm still a student of comedy.
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Right. So , uh, I
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think we all enjoy laughing.
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Right? So even in my engagement
14:14
in talking with folks , uh,
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in raising money, right. Um,
14:20
you know, people give to causes,
14:22
they give to vision and they give
14:24
to people. Right. And
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uh, if I can give you a good feeling
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about what you're giving
14:32
money to, right. Um,
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that's worthwhile, that's useful. So
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, uh, thought about
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that for a while . Never acted on
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it , uh, got to O U
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M uh, decided to,
14:49
to , uh , get a finance degree. And
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which is what I eventually did. I'm one of those
14:54
people who never changed his major though, we
14:56
know, especially with you and your friends
14:58
in engineering, the people
15:00
who started out in NASBE
15:03
and then like now,
15:07
whatever it is, whatever
15:10
, um, right. Just
15:12
because Thermo or P
15:15
chem or organic was
15:18
hot , whatever it was. So the
15:20
finance was that connected to stockbroking
15:22
or yeah. Yeah. Um,
15:25
my, my dad, I remember him giving
15:27
a book , giving me a book, which I'm sure
15:29
somewhere, either in my house, my mom's house
15:31
or , uh, in a storage unit
15:34
on finance. And , uh, I
15:37
just never changed my degree.
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You know, a couple of years in, I knew I was going to
15:41
law school cause I had a bunch of friends who were
15:43
interested in politics and we
15:46
did student government and , uh,
15:48
I looked around and this is the era of Clinton.
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And , um, course,
15:54
you know, Clinton was a lawyer,
15:56
a lot of senators and
15:58
house members were lawyers. And then of course
16:00
the , the judiciary, a lawyer. So I thought that's
16:03
where you want to create change
16:05
and to have power
16:07
right. Going to law school was worthwhile,
16:09
but I just maintained
16:12
and got my , uh , finance degree
16:15
though. I wish I had gotten more out of it. I kind of tuned
16:17
out after my sophomore
16:20
year into my junior year , uh
16:22
, was much more focused on extra curricular
16:25
and, and um, student
16:27
organizations. But no
16:29
, I can still Lee's
16:32
know that there's a cap M theory and, and
16:34
various economic theories , uh,
16:37
though I , so , uh, they don't have
16:39
a huge amount of relevance to my
16:42
, my current life. Interesting.
16:45
Because you know, when you talked about stockbroking
16:48
and finding, I was thinking about
16:50
the fact that you're from Tulsa and
16:53
black wall street. I don't know why that popped
16:55
up in my mind. No, it's
16:57
crazy. Uh, being from Tulsa
16:59
, um,
17:02
and of course Tulsa is getting a lot more
17:05
, uh , visibility now,
17:07
thanks to watch men and
17:10
this being the hundredth anniversary in
17:12
a few months, but you know, the
17:15
amount of people who left Halsa
17:17
, um, that
17:21
have, that are just changing
17:23
the world are doing amazing things out in the
17:25
world. Uh, but
17:28
have roots back in Tulsa is crazy,
17:30
right? Like John Rogers in Chicago
17:33
who runs Ariel investments, Mellody
17:36
Hobson CEO,
17:38
and, you know, married to George
17:40
Lucas, but right. But he, his roots
17:42
go back to Tulsa and
17:45
his great grandfather leaving grandfather,
17:47
great-grandfather leaving as a result
17:49
of 1921 and the massacre. So
17:53
it's funny. Dad just wanted me , uh,
17:55
coming from East Texas
17:58
of limited means , uh, he
18:00
was an engineer. He was a civil
18:03
who quickly , um,
18:05
moved into management because he saw
18:07
that's where , uh, there
18:09
was money to be made, not necessarily in the
18:12
engineering, but in the management of
18:14
engineers , um, later
18:16
went on to get his MBA. Um,
18:19
he figured that would be a way that
18:21
I could have financial means and
18:24
financial independence. And so I
18:26
listened to him and
18:29
, uh, that was my major. And then
18:31
, uh , you went to law school there,
18:34
the university of Oklahoma , uh,
18:38
automatic . How was that? I
18:40
was good, man. How did that shift
18:42
your perspective about , uh , what
18:44
you felt like you would call to do man?
18:49
Oh, you was phenomenal from the relationships
18:51
in the peep . Right. And
18:54
a couple of the professors, I still keep in contact
18:57
with , um, a
18:59
mentor of mine. Uh , Dr
19:02
. [inaudible] was
19:04
, um , incredible,
19:07
still prays over my life and my family
19:09
and I pray for her. Um,
19:12
Jay Tony is one of my closest friends.
19:15
It's funny. We went to high school together, went
19:17
to college together, but it was because we
19:19
were law school classmates that we really
19:22
became close and a number
19:24
of others, but
19:26
OU was, was incredible because he gave
19:28
me an , a knowledge of the law , um,
19:32
and a foundation. Uh,
19:34
I wasn't sure what I wanted to do. I
19:36
thought I wanted to make money and help
19:38
people. Those were my two goals. Right. So
19:41
then I had no, not always hand
19:43
in hand and not always hand in hand, but I was like,
19:46
you know , uh, Willie
19:49
, Gary, Johnnie Cochran being cropped
19:51
right here . I didn't know how it was
19:53
the male , but there was a way to make money. I
19:55
didn't need Willie Gary's jet, but like, if
19:57
there was a way I could make money and help
19:59
people, that's what I wanted to do.
20:02
Uh, and then came out and
20:04
, uh, I didn't go to
20:07
the firm that I had clerked at , um
20:09
, just because I didn't want
20:11
to be in Tulsa and make
20:13
that money. So I came down to Houston
20:15
, um, to live
20:17
with mom and figure it out where,
20:20
where, you know, where I'm actually the same
20:22
place where I'm taping this now , uh, out in
20:24
Katy and , uh, had
20:28
taking the Oklahoma bar to the Texas bar.
20:31
And , um , ultimately
20:33
decided that I didn't want to practice
20:36
law because I got involved with
20:38
community organizing through my church with,
20:40
I , uh , found the industrial
20:42
areas, man, let's slow down
20:45
real quick. What you,
20:47
okay, so your home , uh,
20:50
and I remember this
20:52
time because you know, that, that was the
20:54
time we were all hanging and we were all in
20:56
the same circles. It was good for man. It
20:59
was great fun. One of the funniest
21:01
times. Yeah. It was
21:03
just, it was crazy. You know, it's like
21:07
you all, you think, man, once
21:09
you leave college, you're never gonna see
21:12
be in the same place with most of these people.
21:14
But Houston offered the opportunity
21:17
for us as young men
21:20
Campbell . It was here. Tim came in
21:22
from, from Kansas city and
21:24
Matt Courtney. Um, Steven
21:27
was a , I mean, good hope was just a
21:29
launching pad. We were getting that good
21:31
word from pastor Coalfield . And then
21:33
he had like , uh , passed
21:36
a cow home, coming off the bench had
21:38
Clemons coming off the bench . I mean, it was that's crazy,
21:41
bro. And when, you know, a lot of times when we say
21:43
a bunch of talent, I think it was more than that. It
21:45
was like, it was community,
21:47
right? Yes. That happened to be
21:50
talented and extraordinary guys
21:53
going off to do some, some amazing
21:55
things, but, and people who
21:58
education or not. Right. Cause
22:00
you had Mack and Jamil
22:03
incredibly high educated.
22:05
Right. But then it'd be somebody
22:07
who just like grew up in
22:09
Houston and, and just wanted to
22:12
like get down and, and
22:14
spread the gospel. Right? Yeah . It was, it was just
22:16
cool. There was no like, you
22:19
know, you know, as, as you know,
22:22
being 41, now that's
22:24
hard to do to , to bring
22:27
what we, you know, forget
22:30
outside of race. I think the class
22:32
thing is hard to bring together.
22:34
It's like people eat
22:36
, you know, we always couch it in. Well, I really
22:38
liked to do certain things and they don't
22:41
like to do the things I do. And it's just
22:43
like, right guys,
22:45
we all kind of like going
22:48
in the same direction. You know, you
22:50
try to recapture what you, what
22:52
you've seen and what you heard and what you
22:55
know, could be possible because
22:57
you lived it. Well,
22:59
think about what
23:02
we had at ODU . And
23:05
I , again, I don't mean
23:08
many of us who talk about what
23:10
the nineties meant at you
23:12
, right? Yeah . But you had the
23:14
changing of the academic
23:16
standards from the 22
23:19
to like a 26 or something.
23:22
Right? Like in the midst of
23:24
that, you had people that were coming
23:26
from, you know, Oakland
23:29
coming from Tulsa, North
23:31
Tulsa, reseals , Northeast,
23:34
Oklahoma city, Morris park,
23:36
Oklahoma city, right. Um,
23:39
Richardson. It was
23:42
Missouri city. It was, it
23:44
was the tray , it was war acres.
23:46
It was all that coming to, Oh , you
23:49
at the same time, little rock,
23:51
North little rock, whatever suburb.
23:54
And it was a
23:56
lot of people who had education
23:59
and had scores or right.
24:02
May not have had scores under this new
24:04
regime under these new standards, but
24:06
just all coming together to have a good
24:08
time. And some
24:11
of us graduate , most of us graduated,
24:14
whether it took us some time or not some
24:16
of us didn't , but it was
24:19
just good, fun. Right. In what you're
24:21
describing, like what we had in Houston
24:23
was a lot of folks
24:26
under that same type of , uh
24:29
, situation, but
24:31
who were like, you
24:33
know, wanting to get together, find
24:36
a spouse, hang. Um,
24:39
but , uh, education
24:41
or not just like
24:45
was Jesus like brought a lot of us
24:47
together, you know, you
24:50
know it, man, it's crazy. I
24:52
reminiscent on all of this. So,
24:55
you know, back to the, to the question, what,
24:57
in that time made
25:00
you shift from looking for
25:03
the, the law firm
25:05
job to I'm fitting to
25:07
be the Barack Obama, because literally bro,
25:10
by the time you were doing your thing,
25:12
Barack was doing his, I don't know if he's ever
25:15
saw the parallels and similarities.
25:17
I always, so a
25:20
guy named Lawrence tolerber
25:22
who was my barber in
25:25
Los Angeles. Right. Who
25:27
is the man? Uh, Mr.
25:30
Tall over had bill Bratton
25:33
come through his shop , had Charlie
25:36
back . Like it was a right. It's like a Rite of passage
25:38
, uh , for you, if you're
25:41
a political or
25:43
official in Los Angeles,
25:46
Mr. Todd lover , uh,
25:48
is somebody you come to see. And
25:52
, um , I
25:54
met him during my organizing days,
25:56
the end of my organizing days in Los Angeles.
25:59
And you know, you're Barbara , you talk and whatnot.
26:01
And he was like, Oh, you Obama you a young
26:03
Obama. Right. Cause this is
26:05
2009. So this is after
26:07
the election. And so that's just
26:10
what , what he does. And I was like, Mr . Tolerant , no
26:12
. So president Obama
26:15
went to organizing then went to
26:17
law school. Right. I went
26:19
to law school then got into community
26:21
organizing and I have
26:23
no desire to go into
26:26
electoral politics. That's just
26:28
not what I, what I want to do,
26:30
but that didn't stop Mr. Tall . Right.
26:32
So I mean, it just
26:35
was what it was, but no,
26:37
I , um, I loved politics
26:39
from an early age man, so right. Um
26:42
, I'm this 10 who also be a stockbroker
26:45
, who's reading the newspaper.
26:47
Right. Uh, in
26:49
the morning, like eating
26:52
breakfast. Cause my parents subscribed to the paper.
26:54
I still subscribed to it. I subscribed to it
26:56
online. Um, and
26:58
that's the challenge, right? I'm gonna just
27:01
let you know, how do you get your kids to
27:03
love to read when you read
27:05
on your phone? Right. So they think you're
27:08
neglecting them, but
27:09
No I'm reading the Washington post I'm reading.
27:12
Right. I'm reading it all month .
27:14
I'm just, you know, so
27:17
same thing just on
27:20
, on uh, Instagram. No,
27:23
I'm , I'm reading my
27:25
Bible.
27:27
No , I was on Instagram, you know
27:30
, 15 minutes ago. But right now
27:32
I'm trying to figure out, you know,
27:35
if we're going to get any of the stimulus money or not.
27:37
Right.
27:37
Exactly. Yeah. Yeah. So
27:41
, uh, no
27:43
, it , it, I was the kid who loved
27:45
reading. Right . So I
27:48
was paying attention to the IRA,
27:50
you know , uh, clashes
27:53
with, you know, in the eighties.
27:55
And that just, I just loved politics,
27:57
man. Uh, in what organizing?
28:01
Um , no of no offense to
28:03
law school or
28:06
any of the other education that I received.
28:08
Right. I received some
28:11
of the best education
28:13
that you can get like my high school.
28:16
Right. I'll put up against
28:19
any high school in the country, particularly
28:21
when we were there because
28:23
we were the first high school in the state
28:25
to have the eight to have the IB program.
28:28
We also had a, B uh , AP,
28:31
and then at the same time, right. I've got
28:33
super bowl champions , uh,
28:36
and you know, NBA champions or
28:38
whatever coming out of my high school.
28:40
Right. Um, you
28:43
could go and
28:45
for the IB diploma or you could be shooting dice.
28:49
Right . You know, whoever,
28:53
right. It was, it
28:55
was a worldly experience.
28:57
So no one of my good
28:59
friends I keep in contact with
29:02
is the grandson of a us Senator. Right.
29:04
Who's quadruple Stanford. I used to say he was triple
29:06
Stanford. He's like, no, no, no, I'm actually quadrupled
29:09
me . Not , you know what I mean? You just joking
29:11
with me. Right. So I
29:13
got the chance to meet
29:16
incredible people , um
29:18
, and, and have this amazing , uh,
29:21
experience in organizing it
29:23
will . I was going to say
29:24
In, in high school [inaudible]
29:26
,
29:27
But my organizing experience
29:29
taught me how the world works. Uh,
29:31
and that, that is incredible.
29:33
I will always credit the I
29:35
a F uh, being able to
29:37
work in Dallas
29:40
and then, you know , um,
29:42
South central , um,
29:45
with just teaching me things
29:48
that I would not have learned.
29:50
Otherwise I still take with me to this
29:52
day, when you say , um,
29:55
teach a organizing,
29:58
taught you how the world works,
30:00
what do you mean by that? Right. So
30:03
, um, in,
30:06
I F organizing , we talk about the world
30:08
as it is versus the world as it should be. Right?
30:11
So I'm in
30:14
South central or
30:17
South LA, right. Seeing
30:20
the greatest , um,
30:24
decimation right. Of black wealth
30:27
that hopefully we will ever see in
30:29
our time in 2000
30:31
, uh , seven, eight, nine,
30:33
10, right. As people who came
30:35
from Mississippi , um,
30:39
Georgia, Alabama,
30:42
Arkansas, Oklahoma, like my
30:44
family in the 1940,
30:47
50, 60 seventies who
30:49
, um, bought
30:53
into the American dream or this idea
30:55
of the American dream and are living in
30:57
, uh , South LA or Inglewood
31:00
or Hawthorne or Compton
31:02
, um , Linwood
31:05
wherever, and
31:07
are losing their home. Right. Because
31:10
of , uh, the
31:13
subprime mortgage prices and the bad
31:16
loans that ESA signed up
31:18
for. Um, but there
31:20
were factors that
31:22
, um , the deck was stacked
31:24
against , uh , right. Um, at
31:28
the time, you know, 1970 wages
31:30
has essentially stagnated from
31:33
like for a 30 year period from the,
31:35
from the late seventies, but in
31:37
, um, you know, Southern
31:39
California real estate was a sure bet.
31:42
And so if your , you
31:44
know, 40, 50 years old
31:46
, um,
31:48
and you got aging parents
31:51
and you need to take care of them, but you've also
31:53
got, you know , these kids who
31:55
are trying to go to college and you need money
31:57
for that. Um , or
31:59
you need to pay private school tuition
32:02
because you don't feel that the school
32:04
district is the best bet for
32:06
your kids. Um,
32:09
where are you going to get the money from that? And
32:11
a lot of people took it out of their home, right?
32:13
So you
32:16
would think that
32:18
, uh, our government
32:22
are , um, uh,
32:25
it's in the public's interest to
32:27
help people stay in their loans. So we actually
32:29
put forward a plan that we brought to
32:31
the California housing finance
32:34
agency and others that said,
32:36
you know what? You can go
32:39
and have the government
32:42
taken interest in these people's homes. Right.
32:45
And once the property , uh,
32:49
re bounces back, right. And they gain the
32:51
equity back because these people don't want to
32:53
move. They're not flippers. They just want to be able to stay
32:55
in their homes and know that they're not going to get foreclosed
32:57
on. Let's go ahead, allow
32:59
these people to stay in their homes. And
33:01
then right, whenever the
33:04
, the house appreciates and it ever is
33:06
sold in 10, 15, 20 years,
33:09
we can go and , um,
33:12
like sharing the equity of that.
33:15
Right. Um,
33:18
but let's help out these homeowners and
33:21
government said, nah, we're not trying
33:23
to do that. We're going to give the money to
33:26
these banks. Um, we're
33:28
going to put them through these stress tests
33:30
and yada yada yada. And so the homeowners,
33:33
the people who needed the help the most
33:36
didn't get it. Right. Uh
33:38
, that was a lesson in
33:40
how power works , how
33:43
money works, how this country works,
33:45
that you're not going to get , uh, in
33:47
law school. Right. Um,
33:51
and so we worked on that. We also
33:53
worked on, like you said, the algebra
33:55
project, what is that ? So
33:58
the algebra project is, is brilliant
34:00
, uh, at its core . It
34:02
is the idea , uh,
34:06
the initial concept came from Bob Moses
34:08
who , uh , one of my personal
34:10
heroes was organizing
34:12
in the Mississippi Delta with Fannie
34:14
Lou Hamer , um, uh,
34:17
Ella Baker and
34:20
others who, you know, we talk about
34:22
Dr. King and what he did for the civil rights
34:24
movement and it , and he did great
34:26
things, but it was, there were local
34:29
generals on the ground, you
34:31
know, generals, lieutenants that were doing
34:34
that hard work, the
34:36
hard and slow and patient work of organizing
34:39
to bring voting rights. And
34:41
, uh, and
34:44
, uh, he was one of them, right.
34:47
Uh, Bob went down
34:50
there and left his studies in New
34:52
York and organized, and in
34:54
Mississippi , um, later
34:58
, uh, went to Africa and spent some time
35:00
and , um, came back to the
35:02
States and came up with something called
35:04
the algebra project, which is an experiential
35:07
learning model that helps
35:10
students who are behind and
35:12
in grasping math concepts
35:14
and teaches them how to,
35:17
to , uh, learn energies
35:19
and math and algebra , um
35:21
, based upon their lived experience.
35:24
Right? So when we did this with Crenshaw,
35:26
we created a number line by
35:29
going and taking students down
35:32
to, I don't know if in LA, if
35:34
it's central station, union station, whatever
35:36
, uh, and just took a
35:39
ride on their red line and
35:41
marked out the different stops. And
35:43
then when we went back to class later,
35:46
we, we mapped it out based upon those
35:48
stops so that they didn't understand
35:51
X, Y coordinates on
35:53
a theoretical terms. It was something
35:56
that they had done in living
35:58
it out, right. Because , um,
36:02
every kid, everybody has
36:04
the ability to learn the question
36:06
is, are we willing to take
36:08
it to , to where
36:11
their , their level of understanding, right.
36:13
A good friend of mine , uh , Anthony Madox
36:16
, uh, is a professor,
36:19
just one of the smartest people I know
36:21
, know studied artificial
36:23
intelligence right now, his job
36:26
at USC and the Rossier school
36:28
is teaching teachers how to teach.
36:31
But he pointed out to me, you know, we're in
36:33
the 21st century using
36:35
a 19th century education model.
36:37
We know every kid doesn't learn
36:40
the exact same way. The problem
36:42
is , um, our
36:45
unwillingness to invest in other
36:47
education models that fit
36:49
kids and meet them where they are.
36:52
Right. And he told me this like 10, 12 years ago,
36:54
right. That we're in the 21st century
36:56
using , uh , a 19th century
36:59
, uh , education model. What's
37:02
crazy about what you said. And , and that
37:04
I , um , just picking up, they
37:06
basically were trying to, we
37:09
teach in abstractions and theory
37:12
and , and , and conceptual ideas,
37:14
which, and
37:17
it's funny, we measure intelligence
37:19
on that too, but I'm like, what
37:24
do you mean ? We don't teach babies. Babies. Don't
37:26
learn that people don't actually learn
37:29
and ideas, concepts, and extractions. They
37:31
learn in country realities. A baby
37:33
knows that that not because they
37:35
understand the representation of work , but
37:38
because she, she or
37:40
he is looked at you, you know, your kids
37:42
looked at, you heard somebody say
37:45
some sounds and then attach the sound
37:47
to the concrete reality of daddy. Right
37:49
. And that's how they learn, man. That's
37:51
crazy that we still have this,
37:54
this system that only works for a few
37:57
and not for everyone, let , let's take it even further.
37:59
Right. We say, God is love you.
38:02
Don't just sit that on a Christian and be like, all
38:04
right , now, go run with that. Right. You
38:06
say, okay, now, how did your parents
38:08
love you? Right. God teaches
38:10
us through. He, we call
38:12
him father because that's something we
38:14
can grasp our mind around.
38:17
How does a father and a mother, how
38:19
do your parents, you know, love
38:22
you. Yeah . Yeah. But
38:25
that's not what we do in our educational system.
38:27
No, no, no, no.
38:29
And then , and then we hold it against those who don't,
38:32
who don't grasp, man. And
38:34
it's crazy. And so this project
38:36
was , uh , I mean, how did w
38:39
how, how does organizing tie
38:41
into this project? So the
38:44
project is phenomenal, but if you don't
38:46
have people in the
38:48
district who are willing to champion it , um,
38:52
like many programs, it has a limited shelf
38:55
life or limited ability to get
38:57
off his feet. So we were hired or
38:59
contracted to , uh,
39:01
be the organized , to do
39:03
the organizing work, to allow it, to gain
39:05
its foothold in the district.
39:08
And so I was , uh , assigned
39:10
to Crenshaw high school, to work
39:13
with the teachers , uh,
39:15
and , and families there as
39:17
well as to help do some
39:20
of the political work at Beaudry to
39:22
make sure that , uh, LA
39:24
USD allow the , the
39:27
system to grow and to thrive, man,
39:31
I th that's for now . So,
39:35
you know, you, you hit on something
39:38
half, the great ideas that we
39:40
have, and we come
39:43
up with, I'm just
39:45
kinda tying the fact that the
39:47
idea is one thing, but
39:50
the execution and the buy-in,
39:53
well, no , the buy-in as is needed to
39:55
execute the , execute, those ideas.
39:58
Most of us don't have the ability to
40:01
get the buy-in. We got the program,
40:03
we know how to execute it. Maybe we saw it
40:05
somewhere else. And so organizing
40:09
as a principle , as a reality is
40:11
something that man, you
40:13
know, so, so, so let's
40:16
tie this back. Um, Oh
40:20
, let's talk about black lives matter movement. Okay.
40:23
Let's let's just talk about this. Okay.
40:26
Uh, we got the ideas there's.
40:28
I mean, I can go to the website there's
40:30
platforms. So some people
40:32
will say, it's good. These ideas are good.
40:34
These ideas are bad, but I'm just saying,
40:37
yeah , these are ideas. Do
40:39
you think that organizations
40:42
like that and many others have
40:46
the ability to take
40:48
those ideas, get, buy
40:50
in and get people to execute potentially.
40:54
Yes, but here's the deal. Are we talking black
40:57
lives matter? Black lives matter
40:59
movement? Are we talking black
41:01
lives matter? The organization, two
41:03
totally different things, right? Yeah. Go
41:06
to the website. That's the black lives matter
41:08
organization. Black lives matter movement
41:12
is I think much larger
41:14
than the organization. Uh,
41:16
and so any
41:18
of us can be like
41:21
a member of that, right. Because
41:23
we believe if you believe that black lives matter,
41:26
right. You're part of the black lives matter movement. Now
41:28
there's the actual organization that
41:30
has chapters and has
41:33
its own. Um,
41:36
has it , um, no,
41:39
I guess mission and whatnot that
41:41
are, that are somewhat intertwined. Right.
41:44
And they came from the same place, but
41:46
there are two different things, right? Yeah.
41:49
So what would
41:51
you, if
41:55
someone's called you Stephen
41:57
, the organizer, when Stephen was organized
41:59
on now and said, Hey, can
42:02
you help us? Somebody from BLM
42:04
said, Hey, can you help us? What would
42:07
be the first couple of things you would say to them? Well,
42:10
let's sit down and talk, right? Because, so
42:12
for the industrial
42:14
areas foundation and its affiliates
42:17
, right. Our organizations, whether it's
42:19
TMO in
42:21
Houston or Dallas area, interfaith in Dallas
42:24
or one LA in Los Angeles or voice
42:26
in Oklahoma city, which , um , you know, my
42:29
PTA is a member of, right. Our
42:32
goal is to build power
42:35
and many of us, right.
42:39
Myself included shirt , somewhat
42:41
from the idea of, I want power.
42:44
Right. But that
42:47
the word power, like
42:50
in Spanish or there
42:52
, right. It just simply means
42:54
to be able to, I
42:56
can, I can act , right.
42:59
So why would you not want power?
43:02
Right. You think about the, the,
43:04
the, someone
43:06
who completely lacks power, that's
43:09
an infant. They , they can't, they
43:11
can't do anything for themselves. They , they
43:13
literally, as you will learn soon enough,
43:16
right? The only thing you don't
43:18
have to teach a child to do
43:22
is cry in
43:24
urinate. They
43:26
don't have the ability to poop. They
43:28
don't have the ability to eat. They
43:31
don't have the ability to sleep. Right.
43:33
Who wants to be in that state. Right.
43:36
We want to be able to have power
43:38
and to be able to act . And so what
43:41
I have organizations are looking for is
43:43
the ability to build power and you get
43:45
power in our minds from
43:48
one or two forms , organize people
43:51
and organize money. And most of us
43:53
don't have a lot of money,
43:55
but we do have the ability through our networks
43:58
and our relationships to organize a ton of
44:00
people. And so that's,
44:02
so if BLM were
44:06
to come to me and say a , uh
44:08
, light to join or work with you
44:10
, um, well, let's have a conversation
44:13
because these are the things, this
44:15
is what organizing looks like for
44:17
us. These are our goals.
44:20
We focus on the things that unite
44:22
us, right? Quality schools
44:25
, um, uh, good
44:27
jobs, paying jobs that, you
44:30
know, support , uh,
44:32
quality infrastructure, right? Um,
44:35
safe neighborhoods , um,
44:38
you know , uh, the
44:40
ability to not get shot in the street
44:43
by police , you know, so I
44:45
think there is , there , there might be some things
44:47
we can come together on and work around right
44:49
now we can discuss tactics and all
44:51
that, that can come later. But are these
44:54
things that are interesting to you? Um,
44:56
are you willing to do the work to find
44:59
other people within your organization
45:02
that wants to do this? Because
45:06
as opposed to the idea of
45:08
the charismatic leader organizing
45:10
is about people recognizing
45:12
their own agency and
45:15
being able to
45:17
, um, uh,
45:19
have some say in their lives
45:21
and, and to, you know, to work, to
45:23
create change with other
45:25
people , um, in
45:28
our minds, organizing is critical
45:30
to the democratic traditions because
45:32
it's, you know, Patrick
45:35
and Stephen coming together and saying, you know
45:38
what, we don't fully agree on
45:40
all of this, but I'm willing to work with you
45:42
around the safe drinking water. If
45:45
you're willing to work with me on getting
45:47
some speed , uh , some road humps
45:49
to make sure that people don't come flying up and
45:51
down our street. Right. And
45:53
through that, you build power and you build
45:55
, um, you
45:57
build , um, common cause
46:00
and people working to come together and to have civil
46:02
discourse, to have a common conversation,
46:06
man , uh, w
46:09
we're going to have more of this conversation
46:12
offline. Cause I, I, there's
46:14
something about this that I feel like,
46:17
I feel like, whatever, right
46:19
now we need more, we,
46:22
the country needs more
46:24
organization. Yeah.
46:27
Totally agree. You know , and
46:30
you know, and the process of organizing
46:33
would probably bring some people together.
46:36
Yeah , totally agree. The , the challenge
46:39
is , um , you
46:42
know, particularly in , I won't
46:44
say, yeah,
46:46
I'll say this, what , what I found
46:48
the challenge to be in my organizing
46:50
, um, as an African-American
46:53
, uh, in so many churches,
46:55
right? Pastors not
46:58
being willing to one
47:00
have allow their leaders like
47:02
their lay leaders to have
47:05
a role in this work, because,
47:09
and again, I come from the Baptist tradition right.
47:11
Where you really got a fiefdom that you
47:13
can be squeezed to your
47:15
child regardless of what
47:17
their educational credentials
47:19
or whatever, but let's go back to Collin , whatever
47:22
their calling may be . Right. It's
47:24
not the ecclesiastical system where the
47:26
Bishop moves, whoever, which , you
47:28
know, has its own challenges.
47:30
Right. But it's like, Oh yeah,
47:33
pass the data to the senior, leaves it to
47:35
pass it to the junior right. In there
47:37
it is. And so having
47:39
other voices come to the table
47:42
and say , um , yes,
47:45
pastor, this is what we want to do. And
47:47
we want the church to
47:50
invest some dollars. And us being part
47:52
of this organization where, you
47:54
know, we work with other congregations
47:56
and other institutions in our city and
47:58
in our community to create
48:01
change, unfortunately, that
48:04
does, that does not happen as much
48:06
right. In the African-American
48:09
church, but it needs to right.
48:11
Because really it hearkens back
48:13
to that civil rights tradition that,
48:16
that we , uh, no
48:18
of SCLC and Snick
48:21
and right. Uh,
48:24
yeah. We know John Lewis and we know Diane
48:27
Nash and , and Bernard Lafayette
48:29
and James bevel and Mary and burying.
48:32
But there were a number of
48:34
leaders that are unsung, right.
48:37
That were at , at going to the Highlander
48:39
school and we're learning , uh
48:42
, these traditions and we're just doing
48:44
their part. Right. And they were all
48:46
leaders in their own way, but
48:48
we S we've reduced
48:51
it to Malcolm
48:53
and , or not Malcolm Martin and his,
48:56
his cabinet when that,
48:59
and we do it in injustice. Right. Yeah.
49:02
Well, I, I think that's a
49:04
lack of, you know, these are easy
49:06
categorizations that allow
49:08
people well, allow
49:11
people who we don't want to be curious
49:13
to be able to say, ah, I know about
49:16
the civil rights school . Yeah
49:18
, man. It's crazy. I recommend to anybody
49:20
who has a chance read
49:23
David Halberstam's the children,
49:26
it isn't credible. Right
49:28
. Okay. I'm going to take, I'm
49:30
going to read it as well. I'm going to do some
49:33
little light real quick and then we'll get back
49:35
to it. Uh,
49:42
just what you hear answer.
49:44
All right. All right. Scale of one to
49:46
10. How good are you at keeping secrets?
49:50
Um, maybe a five.
49:53
Okay. Ariel
49:55
or Jasmine ? Um
49:58
, area.
50:01
Okay. First celebrity crush.
50:04
Brandy , maybe Brandy
50:06
. Norwood. Yes. Okay.
50:09
All right . Down the street
50:11
from them in Carson, but neither here
50:13
nor there. My family is
50:16
, my family is huge. Like, I didn't know
50:18
it at the time, but I , yeah . I've heard I've got
50:20
Ray Jay stories. Right. So, okay.
50:23
Okay. So y'all beat y'all might
50:25
be kicking y'all are close . Not though. Okay.
50:29
Donna dusk, Don . Okay.
50:32
Why Don ? Uh,
50:34
when we were online , uh, it
50:36
gave me an appreciation for getting up early
50:38
man. And I liked being ahead of the
50:40
day. It's one of the things I hated about being
50:42
on the West coast because
50:44
you're two to three hours behind
50:47
the action. And so
50:50
I believe it's very important
50:53
to have a plan and
50:55
have an idea of what you want to do for the
50:57
day, because the day is going to hit you in the face. Regardless,
51:00
you gotta be ready for it. It's
51:04
the , if you could travel back in time, which
51:06
period would you go to? Um,
51:09
probably the, either the time we
51:11
were talking about or , uh,
51:13
just, Ooh , man. It was, I
51:16
mean , I, I, I see just
51:19
the way my mind works. Right. So you've got a
51:24
responsibility and
51:28
, um, you've
51:31
got , uh, not,
51:33
I don't want to say accountability, but it's, it's,
51:36
it's , um, your
51:39
access right? To, to, to,
51:42
I mean, in like 18, 19,
51:44
20, 21 is like
51:47
that period where you've got the ability
51:50
to do a lot of stuff, but
51:52
not be necessarily hold accountable
51:54
and have those mistakes follow you,
51:57
right. The rest of your life. Uh
52:00
, and so you get to do a lot of things.
52:03
While at the same time,
52:06
you ain't paying a whole bunch of bills, right?
52:08
You might, depending on what your parents
52:10
are doing, you may make you put car , no gas
52:13
in your car, car insurance, all
52:15
right. But you know, most of us aren't
52:17
responsible for paying your rent and
52:20
putting all the food on our table
52:22
and like 18, 19, or you
52:24
just take, you're taking it out of your,
52:26
your student loan money. Right. So,
52:29
which, you know, at our peer , we were fortunate
52:32
enough. Maybe you can refinance that at
52:34
two point, whatever percent, the
52:37
idea of unsecured credit
52:40
at that low of a percentage. You're not
52:42
getting that right . You know, at
52:44
any other point in life. And you're not definitely
52:47
not getting that at today's rates. So
52:50
it was a , it was a , it was a good time.
52:53
It was a good time. Like if we could have gone
52:55
and no , you know , let me take the student loan
52:58
money, put this in Google, it's
53:00
going to become alphabet. You know what I mean?
53:02
Just man, w with
53:04
hindsight, there's so much we would have done
53:07
differently. Um, and I remember
53:09
wanting to invest in
53:11
Google at the time, but
53:14
reading some, some article
53:16
that was like, that's dumb. Don't
53:18
do it, man. I
53:20
think sometimes man, those articles,
53:23
or it's just right to write . If you feel
53:25
something, do it , at least you can say
53:27
I made the mistake. Right . All right
53:29
. Well, again, man, like
53:32
we were, I don't know what type of scholarship you
53:34
had at , um , a law
53:36
school, but you know, I had a good scholarship
53:38
in law school also too . Some loan money out
53:40
for living expenses and,
53:43
you know, say you just live on ramen
53:45
and don't know by
53:47
whatever or, or, you
53:49
know, eat good . I
53:52
mean like exactly the
53:55
arm . I mean, being able to refinance
53:57
your student loans, I think 2.7,
53:59
5%. Right. We
54:02
just didn't know unsecured credit.
54:05
Doesn't come at that low
54:08
of an interest rate. The stuff that we could
54:11
have done with that. My
54:14
money isn't that cheap. No. Yeah.
54:19
Okay . Do you snore? I do have
54:21
terrible sleep apnea. Um,
54:23
my wife has been on me. I need to go
54:25
and get the , um, get
54:28
the test it so I can get a, C-PAP see
54:30
that my dad has one. My, I
54:33
think my grandparents snored, I , I, I
54:35
feel bad for my parents or from my kids and what's
54:37
coming down the pipe . Yeah. I
54:39
probably need to do the same thing bro . Place.
54:42
You most want to travel? Uh,
54:46
right now I've
54:49
got , uh, a friend
54:52
who runs our kids preschool
54:54
and she does a program. She spends
54:57
her time, you know, nine COVID , uh,
54:59
in Savannah. And she's actually friends
55:02
with the people who own the gray
55:04
, uh , which is a restaurant in Savannah,
55:06
this guidance some pub recently. So Savannah
55:09
has kind of been on my mind. Um,
55:11
my wife's family, her father's
55:13
side goes back to Charleston, so okay
55:16
. Savannah, Georgia Charleston. South
55:19
Carolina. Yeah. Charleston, South Carolina. But
55:21
just getting back and seeing friends and family in LA.
55:24
No . Okay. Favorite junk food trader
55:28
Joe's has these chocolate , uh,
55:31
coconut almonds that are
55:33
like cinnamon . Okay.
55:35
Okay. I will try those out. They
55:37
remind you , uh , they remind
55:40
you of the world's finest chocolate , uh
55:42
, almonds, that , that whoever was slaying.
55:44
Right. But yeah , they're good, bro. What
55:46
were you gonna say? No, no, no. I'll say that my
55:49
wife probably right now would
55:51
definitely appreciate that. So I'm going to go to trader
55:53
Joe's and get a small
55:55
gift. She probably hear this afterwards, but
55:58
two of them bro, two of them so
56:00
I can have one. Yeah, no , just
56:02
so you might get a few because if
56:05
she's pregnant and she wants some , you're going to give
56:07
them up. Right. Like just take a handful
56:09
and be like baby , these yours. Okay. All
56:11
right . Let me, in fact that we'll do that today.
56:15
Um, favorite childhood TV show? Uh,
56:20
man. So hard to say. Um,
56:23
I I've, I've got some great affinity over
56:25
the Cosby show and I was standing . It
56:27
means now, but , uh, it
56:29
was incredible. Um,
56:31
also love the GI Joe cartoons, man.
56:34
Okay. All right . Oh, let me throw this
56:36
at you. I'm a, I'm a
56:39
man, Craig
56:41
of the Creek on cartoon network
56:44
is for me the latch
56:46
key kids. It is a cartoon.
56:50
It's one of the best cartoons that I've
56:52
ever seen done. Okay. And
56:54
if you're a kid of the eighties who, you
56:56
know, we were just allowed to wrong,
56:59
like it'll, it'll hit you.
57:02
Exactly, man, these kids now
57:04
I , you know, sometimes I, I, I
57:06
I'm like, you know, parents
57:08
will be like, I'm like, yo, I can't really relate
57:11
because I got to do,
57:14
man, we got to do three or four times.
57:16
I mean, you can't watch a kid
57:18
all the time. Like, well, minor
57:22
, minor are seven and eight.
57:25
Uh, Jean will be , uh, uh,
57:28
seven, I'm sorry, four and seven
57:30
gene will be eight in April. And
57:34
um, man, like, I
57:36
don't know what happened, but we, we, we
57:39
put these hedges on him , uh,
57:41
and you don't even realize you're doing it. Yeah.
57:44
Good friend of mine runs a bookstore
57:47
in , uh , Oklahoma city now. And admin
57:49
said that , um,
57:52
even more than
57:55
paddling sex , we
57:57
traffic in fear. That
57:59
is the number one thing we traffic it. Wow.
58:03
That is RO that's what I would have
58:05
van Steven . Think about that. Yeah
58:07
. As the , um, last
58:11
Halloween costume, we don't celebrate
58:13
Halloween. Okay . One of those things
58:15
of , uh , of , uh
58:17
, you know, going
58:19
in to Donald Bell's church, man
58:21
, and that just had us rethink it. So the
58:24
last Halloween costume we allowed
58:26
Ruby, she was maybe two , um,
58:30
and two or three and we let
58:32
her be a lamb. And that's one of the things
58:34
that our kids miss out on every year. And it's hard
58:37
cause our kids are incredibly cute. So
58:39
one of the things we thought is, well, maybe we'll let them
58:41
do like dress up birthday parties and
58:43
it just hasn't materialized.
58:46
But yeah, our kids are , um , they
58:48
don't do Halloween. Yeah. Cause you could
58:50
do dress up on other days. I
58:53
have a sugar tooth, like we've got a candy drawer.
58:55
Like I just told you about my favorite junk food.
58:57
And then I've got like , like, man, this dude
58:59
is a candy kind of sore . He could go back
59:01
to him every time. So
59:04
Charlotte almonds. Yeah. So our
59:07
kids are not missing out on candy by
59:09
any stretch of the mat . So, so
59:12
Halloween is candy and costumes are now. So
59:15
over-sexualized particularly for adults, so there's
59:17
no need for it. Right. Exactly.
59:21
Cake or pie. Okay.
59:24
Okay. Uh,
59:26
do you ever post inspirational posts on
59:28
social media? No.
59:31
I'm typically a calling
59:33
something out that I think needs to be
59:35
said. Right? Like I've
59:39
had to stop myself from posting reminders
59:41
about , um, you
59:45
know, what happened January six, right. Because it's
59:47
gotten lost in the consciousness or,
59:51
you know, Jay Z
59:53
, um, we're celebrating Jay
59:55
Z , but he sold out cap
59:58
and the cause so
1:00:00
that he could sell ACE of spades
1:00:02
and make a bunch of money on title and
1:00:04
get a , uh, and have the weekend
1:00:06
saying Coke anthems . Right? Like these
1:00:09
are things at the super bowl. This is , this
1:00:11
is what he sold out. This is what he kept
1:00:14
the , the, the , um , the
1:00:17
movement for . But that's the type of things
1:00:19
I'll do typically. Would you consider
1:00:22
him , uh, did
1:00:25
he, would you consider, did
1:00:27
he give up power or is he getting power
1:00:29
in your opinion, any money he's
1:00:32
getting money, he's losing
1:00:34
credibility with his
1:00:36
original core audience and
1:00:38
gaining it with , uh,
1:00:40
those who , uh, believe
1:00:44
that capitalism and money is important.
1:00:47
Okay. So
1:00:49
w was he gaining or losing power to you
1:00:51
though as an organizer? Do you
1:00:53
think he's, he's definitely,
1:00:55
I would say gaining power and
1:00:57
he's gaining influence. Um,
1:01:00
and he's gaining, he's probably gaining
1:01:02
power because he has the ability to
1:01:05
tap into money in
1:01:07
other ways. Right. So, and
1:01:09
then let's be honest within our community
1:01:11
, uh, the African-American community,
1:01:13
there are a lot of people who look up and
1:01:15
just laud him for being able
1:01:17
to make the
1:01:20
, uh, the transition. Um,
1:01:23
right. And he, and he's done it on his
1:01:25
own terms. Right. I remember a few years
1:01:28
back who he
1:01:30
had the hat that said retired
1:01:32
drug dealer. Right. And that
1:01:34
was just like, ha like,
1:01:36
no, like almost cursed
1:01:39
the pocket. That's
1:01:41
not funny, bro. Yeah. As
1:01:45
someone who's , um , no
1:01:48
had members of the
1:01:50
family who have suffered
1:01:52
and dealt with addiction,
1:01:55
like there's real harm
1:01:58
that comes from that at
1:02:01
the very least like, can, can you not
1:02:03
repent and say, man, I did some awful
1:02:06
Louie awfully terrible things
1:02:08
to get to where I've gotten
1:02:11
to. Um, and
1:02:15
uh, I see the error of that and
1:02:17
I'm gonna spend my time trying to make right.
1:02:19
But you know, every, no
1:02:22
nets versus, you know,
1:02:25
about those those days.
1:02:27
And there seems to be no reformation
1:02:29
, uh, or
1:02:32
no reform for that. So it's
1:02:34
funny that you say that because I think the 30th
1:02:36
anniversary of new Jack city was
1:02:38
last week and I was listening
1:02:40
to the conversation on glove house
1:02:43
with all the original actors, producers,
1:02:46
and directors and musicians
1:02:49
, uh, you know , uh, what's
1:02:51
his name? Christopher, Christopher
1:02:54
Williams, Christopher Williams, and you know, all of them . Yeah.
1:02:56
Mario van Peebles, Chris rock, all right
1:02:58
. We're all on this clubhouse
1:03:00
chat and remembering
1:03:04
the movie and you watch the movie,
1:03:07
it was about drugs, you know, drug
1:03:09
dealing was in the movie, but those
1:03:11
guys were careful to say this
1:03:14
isn't the life. These
1:03:16
people all die or, you
1:03:18
know, yeah . There's a terrible cost
1:03:20
to this thing. And you know, that was right
1:03:22
before we, you know, that was like 1990,
1:03:25
91, like where they would
1:03:27
kind of be able to , uh, uh,
1:03:31
show the crack era . And I was just, it
1:03:33
was just interesting. It was interesting
1:03:35
to hear them
1:03:38
think that they had to have a message
1:03:40
in as violent and as vile
1:03:42
as a movie, you know, people could , uh,
1:03:45
portray the movie, but then here's Jay Z ease,
1:03:49
ease, ease, saying,
1:03:52
look, it doesn't end up
1:03:54
like that for everybody look
1:03:56
at me. Right . Right. You know, it's funny.
1:03:59
Right. Uh, NWA,
1:04:02
get I for
1:04:05
better or worse. My belief is
1:04:07
that of the past 30,
1:04:10
35 years , uh,
1:04:13
NWA has the biggest influence on the African-American
1:04:15
community. Hmm . You
1:04:18
say that , uh, you gonna have to elaborate
1:04:20
on that. Unpack
1:04:23
that you've got, you've got run DMC
1:04:25
saying you cheating on your wife.
1:04:28
You know that ain't right. NWA
1:04:31
comes back a few years later and says,
1:04:36
I ain't the one she
1:04:38
swallowed it right. In
1:04:41
the narrative shifts, you've
1:04:43
got easy. E the
1:04:46
drug dealer turned record
1:04:49
is Zack mogul where
1:04:52
we're now glorifying
1:04:54
a gangster lifestyle. And
1:04:57
so , um, when
1:04:59
that comes out, you know,
1:05:01
the message , uh,
1:05:04
East coast rap, you know,
1:05:06
takes note . And even it's not like
1:05:08
drug dealing was new. It
1:05:10
was only on the West coast. It was . Yes.
1:05:13
But now it's okay to glorify
1:05:16
it. Right. Um,
1:05:18
and so even though there may be
1:05:20
movies like new Jack city that
1:05:22
have the message , um,
1:05:26
in it that that's not the lifestyle,
1:05:28
many of us take, but there's
1:05:31
still, there's still money to be made.
1:05:34
There are still women to be got in
1:05:36
, in that. I, I see NWA
1:05:39
as that turning point. Yeah. No,
1:05:42
it's interesting that you, you, you
1:05:44
would, you know , um, point
1:05:47
that out and, you
1:05:49
know, I think that , uh,
1:05:53
yeah, so I was talking to another artist
1:05:55
, uh, well, an artist , um,
1:05:57
by the name of reconcile and
1:06:00
he he's in rap spaces,
1:06:03
inspirational gospel music, gospel
1:06:06
, uh, art gospel, rap,
1:06:08
gospel , um, visuals. And
1:06:11
one of the things he said was like, right now,
1:06:14
the number one, listen
1:06:17
to artists on YouTube
1:06:20
is this cat , um,
1:06:23
NBA young boy. Oh yeah. And
1:06:26
he says, when you listened to NBA,
1:06:28
young boy, like
1:06:30
F you know, it's number one, artists. And it's been,
1:06:33
he's been the number one artist for awhile . And every three months
1:06:35
he drops a project and he says
1:06:37
something kind of interesting. He said, man, listen,
1:06:39
you gonna think I'm crazy, but he's
1:06:42
tapped into a frequency. And
1:06:45
I said, man, you know, helped me understand
1:06:47
that I'm not a musician though . You know, I
1:06:50
don't know what you're talking about, bro. He
1:06:52
said, man, now he's tapped into a frequency. And,
1:06:55
and you know, when people say they're vibing
1:06:57
in the studio, when they, when
1:06:59
he's vibing, he catches this frequency.
1:07:01
And they said , what kind of frequency that he's like, it's the
1:07:03
devil's frequency. And I
1:07:06
really didn't. I said, man, that's
1:07:08
a , that's, that's a bold
1:07:10
statement. Helped me understand. He
1:07:13
said, when you listened to the lyrics , he said,
1:07:16
people who have an untrained ear, hear
1:07:18
it. And think the beat's not that
1:07:20
tight, I've heard better beats for
1:07:23
way better beats, the lyrics
1:07:25
are dead tight. This sucks.
1:07:28
And they , and they change it. But people who
1:07:30
are tap into the frequency is
1:07:33
murder, kill rape violence, blah,
1:07:36
blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. And
1:07:38
they just, they just vibe , he
1:07:40
said, this music now,
1:07:44
or , and um, you know, this
1:07:46
is coming from , uh , a 30 year old. Right.
1:07:49
He's you know, and so he's, he's
1:07:51
close to it. And so he said,
1:07:53
man, this music now is
1:07:56
, uh, it's
1:07:58
all about frequency and vibe. You
1:08:01
either feel it and think it's amazing,
1:08:04
or you don't, because it's not
1:08:06
about the logic of the flow or,
1:08:09
you know, all of that. That's that's from
1:08:11
the generation before where you think, you
1:08:13
know, Oh man, you know, this flow is
1:08:15
tight . You know, all the lyrics are deep, intense.
1:08:18
He's like this music is
1:08:20
by music. You either get it, man.
1:08:40
Um, but anyway, I wanted
1:08:42
to shift gears to family
1:08:44
and calling and uh,
1:08:48
want to , I wanted to ask you what, what does, when I say
1:08:50
family, what does family mean to you? Well
1:08:53
, uh , unfortunate right now.
1:08:55
And it immediately goes to
1:08:57
Gabrielle and , and our children. And
1:09:00
then I think about, you know, spawning off
1:09:03
of that. Um , but
1:09:06
right now, typically every, I mean,
1:09:08
especially in a pandemic where you're being
1:09:11
, uh, well, hopefully being
1:09:14
careful and cautious. Right. My,
1:09:17
I think about them in the decisions
1:09:19
that I made . Yeah. No,
1:09:22
I think, yeah. It
1:09:24
almost in strengths, your idea
1:09:27
of family too, and
1:09:30
the people in my household and yeah . The
1:09:32
household. Exactly. Yeah. Uh,
1:09:36
his family, part of the calling
1:09:38
that you feel, or
1:09:40
is it separate to you? It
1:09:44
, it is. Um, and
1:09:47
for me, I think about
1:09:49
, um, you
1:09:52
know , it's part of the calling , that's what you're saying. It
1:09:54
is. I think about what
1:09:56
God has called me to add, you know
1:09:58
, to the role that God
1:10:01
has called me to, within my family , um,
1:10:05
husband and father , um,
1:10:07
what does that mean? What are the responsibilities
1:10:10
that come with that? What are the benefits and the
1:10:12
blessings that come with that? Right. Uh,
1:10:15
and then also when I think
1:10:18
about professional calling, how
1:10:20
that works to reinforce
1:10:23
the calling that I have
1:10:25
in my home, I'm
1:10:28
very fortunate. I've got , uh
1:10:31
, a profession
1:10:33
in a job, right.
1:10:35
That did not need to be in the
1:10:37
office. I didn't need to
1:10:40
, uh, you
1:10:42
know , put myself in harm's way , uh,
1:10:45
which thankful for , um,
1:10:49
I had a supervisor and a boss
1:10:52
whose thought was, if
1:10:54
you can get your job done, do whatever you need
1:10:56
to do to get your job done. And I'm
1:10:58
, uh, understanding
1:11:01
of the things that you have going on at
1:11:04
home that affect your ability to
1:11:06
get your job done. Right? So there
1:11:08
wasn't undue unnecessary pressure
1:11:12
and I've really felt during this time,
1:11:15
good leadership is become
1:11:17
clear and bad leadership has
1:11:20
become clear, right? Supervisors
1:11:22
who need to have their hands on everything.
1:11:26
And , um, no
1:11:30
unnecessarily check in with folks
1:11:32
, uh, put people through
1:11:34
the ringer , um, that's
1:11:37
become clear , um, and
1:11:40
then fall to recognize,
1:11:43
just get the work done, right. The job is
1:11:45
still the job. Um, but let
1:11:47
me be , uh, supportive
1:11:49
of you in , in the things that you have going
1:11:51
on to, to , uh
1:11:53
, assist you in being able to,
1:11:56
to get that job done on your term.
1:11:58
Right. It's not on these
1:12:01
prescribed her. And , uh
1:12:03
, I just mean this
1:12:06
has been, the pandemic has been a stress tests
1:12:08
yeah. In so many ways. Right.
1:12:14
Um, do you , um,
1:12:17
in the midst of your , your calling and
1:12:20
in the midst of all that you've got
1:12:22
going, I mean, how do you, you
1:12:25
raised two children and , and what do you do in
1:12:27
light of all of that? Um,
1:12:32
I, I mean, personally, it's
1:12:35
been challenging right? The past
1:12:37
few months, it really
1:12:39
weighed on me. Um, I
1:12:41
dealt with some depression back in 2009,
1:12:44
10, and I told myself that
1:12:46
I would never allow myself
1:12:48
to go back there again, if it, you
1:12:50
know, so much as it depended on me, but
1:12:52
I started to feel some creep in . Uh
1:12:55
, and so I've been thinking,
1:12:57
okay, what do I need to do to address
1:12:59
this so that it doesn't, you
1:13:01
know , uh, come
1:13:04
further right now. I've
1:13:07
got a wife and two kids that
1:13:09
depend on me and now , which
1:13:11
I didn't have back then. Uh,
1:13:13
and so I'm very invested
1:13:15
in addressing it early on. Whereas
1:13:19
back then the idea would be to
1:13:21
white, knuckle it, and know to
1:13:23
man up or whatever right now
1:13:27
as much more, well, let's be vulnerable.
1:13:29
And let's figure this out and let's talk
1:13:31
with some people who care about you. And you
1:13:34
know, my, one of my
1:13:36
greatest , uh
1:13:39
, I've done this before, so I would say regrets,
1:13:41
but also fears. It's taking
1:13:43
out my issues on the people around
1:13:45
me . Right. I just, I
1:13:48
don't want that. I don't want people doing it to me.
1:13:50
Right. When you're in deep relationship
1:13:53
with people, it happens. It happens. It
1:13:55
just does. Right. That's what you signed up for
1:13:58
when you sign up to be in relationship with people.
1:14:00
But let me not
1:14:02
make it a normal practice. You
1:14:04
know, let me where I see
1:14:06
it happening or understand that it's going to happen.
1:14:09
Let me do what I can to , to
1:14:11
cut it out , uh, and
1:14:13
to do better. So
1:14:16
, um, like
1:14:18
I said , it's been a
1:14:21
challenge, but
1:14:23
, uh, you
1:14:26
know, it's, I
1:14:31
wake up and I go to sleep believing
1:14:33
that if God's called you to do something,
1:14:36
then it's possible, right.
1:14:38
If God's placed you in a situation,
1:14:42
right . I , I don't believe God tries to trick us.
1:14:46
I don't think God tries to trap us. Right.
1:14:50
It may not go
1:14:52
the way look the way you expected
1:14:55
it to be and go,
1:14:58
but it's there it's possible.
1:15:01
And so your
1:15:04
role is being patient
1:15:06
and figuring out what
1:15:09
is it that God would have you
1:15:11
to do to get there, right.
1:15:15
And again, or
1:15:18
is, is it even,
1:15:21
are you focused on the wrong there? Yeah,
1:15:25
man , go ahead. I'm sorry. No, that's just kind
1:15:27
of where I land on it, right. Yeah. Yeah.
1:15:31
Um, do you feel
1:15:35
the tension sometimes of
1:15:37
having to balance, or
1:15:40
have you felt in the past having
1:15:43
to balance, what do you feel led
1:15:46
to do all to do and
1:15:49
, uh, your professional life and
1:15:51
work in general and
1:15:54
being present
1:15:56
and leading your family, do you ever felt
1:15:58
that tension in the past? I have.
1:16:02
Um, I
1:16:04
have, and, and in my mind,
1:16:07
you know, the, the
1:16:09
father or husband provide a role
1:16:11
was okay, I need
1:16:14
y'all and you to allow me
1:16:16
to do this, because ultimately
1:16:18
this , this innumerous back to the home
1:16:21
. Right, right. But
1:16:24
if you ain't got no home, cause you don't push everybody
1:16:26
away. Right . Let's
1:16:32
focus in , that's kind of what , getting back
1:16:34
to what I was saying about , uh, what
1:16:37
God's called you to do, right. God
1:16:40
ain't called me to be a fundraiser,
1:16:43
right? Like this will be your
1:16:45
job. Right. God,
1:16:47
I believe it's called me to be a husband and a father
1:16:50
and the fundraiser assistant
1:16:52
Dean at the uni at the Oklahoma city
1:16:54
university, school of law works
1:16:56
for that. When, when
1:16:58
it doesn't work for that, then
1:17:01
I got to find a new role. Yeah.
1:17:03
And that's been the shift for me over
1:17:06
the past. I don't know, however many
1:17:08
years. Um,
1:17:11
so do you think that has, that
1:17:13
has influenced your decision
1:17:16
to look at calling
1:17:19
for you as seasons
1:17:22
seems like when a season
1:17:24
is in it's in and when a season
1:17:26
is up for you, it's again,
1:17:29
I try not to be too attached to the stuff
1:17:31
that I shouldn't be attached to. Right.
1:17:34
I need to be attached to Gabrielle. I need to be
1:17:36
attached to these kids to the point
1:17:38
until they leave and cleave. Right.
1:17:41
And that's it, you
1:17:43
know? Um, and
1:17:46
then there are other things that I'm attached to, but if
1:17:48
those attachments are
1:17:50
in conflict with my
1:17:52
Gabrielle and kids' attachments and , you
1:17:54
know , focusing on your priorities, right. They
1:17:57
can be good things, but you can't no
1:17:59
, even your child, you're
1:18:01
going to love that child, but it can't
1:18:03
get in between you and Erica. Right.
1:18:05
That's just, it is
1:18:07
, it is what it is. That's the game
1:18:11
love . Now, let me ask you, when you see it,
1:18:14
just pop in mind when you see
1:18:16
these guys and women
1:18:20
who sacrifice everything to
1:18:25
be , uh,
1:18:29
may see the calling and CEO as this,
1:18:31
as that. I mean, I don't know. I just want to know
1:18:33
your, your thought behind. Is
1:18:36
there room for that too? Or is there something
1:18:39
wrong? I don't know. I'm always
1:18:41
just, there's definitely room conflicted.
1:18:44
There there's definitely room for it, but
1:18:46
I also think you've
1:18:50
got to do it on your terms. Right.
1:18:53
And when you've not made those terms
1:18:55
clear early on, people,
1:18:59
people will take advantage
1:19:01
of that. Right. Okay
1:19:04
. All right . So
1:19:09
I was approached about a position a
1:19:13
few months back, right. Looked
1:19:15
at the organization, looked
1:19:17
at their , the people they had
1:19:20
in leadership , um,
1:19:25
looked at their board, had
1:19:29
a list of question , right? One
1:19:32
of them was, I
1:19:37
noticed that you all don't have any
1:19:40
or many minorities on your board.
1:19:43
Uh, and I don't
1:19:45
see any African-Americans. Uh,
1:19:48
and I also don't see any African-American men
1:19:50
within leadership of the organization or on
1:19:52
your board. Right. So I want to talk with
1:19:54
you. I , one of the things I'll be curious about is
1:19:56
your, you know, your efforts on
1:19:58
diversity, equity and inclusion.
1:20:01
Right. I
1:20:03
didn't hear anything back. They did not move forward
1:20:06
with my candidacy, a little
1:20:08
salty. Right. But ultimately
1:20:11
those are my terms . I
1:20:13
need to know how much, how
1:20:15
important this is to you. All right.
1:20:18
Now upfront, because
1:20:20
again talks about
1:20:22
my, my education, my childhood, right.
1:20:26
I got a great childhood, but you know,
1:20:28
a great education at Booker T Washington,
1:20:30
but I was one of a handful of
1:20:32
black kids in the AP
1:20:34
and IB program. Yeah. Um,
1:20:40
I don't need
1:20:42
or desire to be the
1:20:45
model minority in,
1:20:48
you know, in my forties,
1:20:50
particularly when we're talking about
1:20:53
, uh, an organization
1:20:55
that's located in a top 20
1:20:59
top 10 metropolitan
1:21:02
area . Right. Um,
1:21:07
so those are my terms and I'm comfortable with
1:21:09
that. Does it
1:21:11
mean that I may not get to get
1:21:14
to certain opportunities and
1:21:16
that's fine. What I'm
1:21:18
thankful for, with what I have, you
1:21:21
know , currently having my, again, got a phenomenal
1:21:24
, uh, boss
1:21:26
, um, phenomenal
1:21:29
colleagues. We are
1:21:31
a private law school , uh,
1:21:34
in Oklahoma that three
1:21:36
of our seventeens are black. And
1:21:39
so you get recruited by
1:21:41
a black woman, you matriculate
1:21:44
, uh , through law school.
1:21:46
Another black woman is the
1:21:48
Dean of that. You become
1:21:51
an alumnus alumna
1:21:55
and , uh , want to be
1:21:57
engaged. There's a black man
1:22:00
that oversees that. Right. So,
1:22:03
and that's an Oklahoma Homer, right?
1:22:06
Yeah. I'm not
1:22:09
regressing. Particularly
1:22:12
if I go into another
1:22:15
place , uh, go to
1:22:17
another metropolitan area or another
1:22:20
city that is supposedly
1:22:23
more diverse than
1:22:26
where I come from. Right.
1:22:29
So those
1:22:32
are my terms. Now here's the problem
1:22:34
, um, where you don't state
1:22:36
that upfront . Right.
1:22:40
It's hard to address it on the backend
1:22:42
. Right. So , um,
1:22:45
again, when I, if
1:22:47
I have conversations, my
1:22:50
family's important to me, right? There
1:22:52
are certain things that I'm going to be looking for
1:22:55
with regard to structure, how, how
1:22:58
bolts are managed is important to me, how folks
1:23:00
are treated. I believe that
1:23:03
no matter who you are, what
1:23:06
you look like, where you come
1:23:08
from, what's your sexual orientation
1:23:12
preference. Gender
1:23:14
is you have a fundamental
1:23:18
human dignity that deserves
1:23:20
to be respected, right? If
1:23:25
an organization doesn't agree with that,
1:23:28
then we don't need your
1:23:30
, your values and my values don't align.
1:23:33
Right? Yeah. And so
1:23:35
those, again, these are my terms, I
1:23:38
think you can become CEO
1:23:40
or Dean or president
1:23:43
or whatever. Right. But
1:23:45
you gotta be clear about your terms and
1:23:48
what you're willing to sacrifice
1:23:50
and what you're not willing to sacrifice. And
1:23:53
I think a lot of folks who
1:23:55
, um, get
1:23:59
to these high level positions,
1:24:01
but their home life is terrible. We're
1:24:04
not clear about their terms or they
1:24:06
just weren't clear about their priorities. Hey
1:24:09
man, that's that
1:24:11
right there. I like to have this.
1:24:14
That is its own discussion that I kind
1:24:17
of talked through because I mean, I know I've,
1:24:20
I, you know, we all struggle with it to
1:24:23
various extents. And I do think man,
1:24:26
you know , uh , as, as
1:24:29
black men and as black women who
1:24:32
are part of the minority, this, that
1:24:34
is a struggle is climb
1:24:36
being the end, all be all. Or
1:24:40
man is there, are
1:24:43
there some four principles and core things
1:24:45
we should, we should have and to hold
1:24:48
and , and say, even if I don't, you
1:24:50
know, ascend to the, to , to , to
1:24:52
that, to the mountain tops , I'm
1:24:54
still good. Cause I'm still me. But
1:24:57
man, that's another, I , well , that's
1:24:59
something I want to get to, I'll throw another
1:25:01
one at you again. Uh,
1:25:04
me having learned under Donald , uh,
1:25:07
as long as I did you go back to Genesis
1:25:11
and you know, Eve
1:25:13
is called to be a helpmate. Yeah
1:25:15
. And far
1:25:17
too many of us as men
1:25:20
have said, okay, my role
1:25:22
is to be a provider. Um,
1:25:26
you know , um , bring in the resources
1:25:29
is money. Well that, but
1:25:31
also let me see the home
1:25:34
and the running of that over
1:25:37
to my E . But
1:25:40
you know, I'm not in , I'm not talking
1:25:42
about, okay, this is it's to be my
1:25:44
program. This is to me how I see
1:25:47
it. But no, this is a partnership.
1:25:50
This is , uh , you know, Eve as the
1:25:52
help mate . So Y
1:25:55
right, Christian
1:25:57
male, who wants
1:25:59
to run a company, are you
1:26:02
leaving the household
1:26:04
to be totally run by your wife,
1:26:06
which is a company, right. Which is
1:26:09
a company and have no authority
1:26:11
have no idea what your kids are dealing
1:26:13
with, what's going on at home.
1:26:17
But you're, but you're, you're saying you're
1:26:19
professing Christian principle,
1:26:22
right? Th
1:26:26
th that, that the, the
1:26:29
intelligence of the wisdom of that eludes
1:26:31
me. Oh, I hit it.
1:26:33
Um, okay. Last two
1:26:35
questions. And then I'm going to let you
1:26:37
go Colin
1:26:40
and joins flow . What do you think is missing
1:26:43
in the conversation regarding
1:26:46
, um, George
1:26:49
Floyd and the situations
1:26:52
that have occurred around it? And after, after
1:26:57
his passing them would be clear. So
1:27:00
reading the Washington post reading
1:27:02
a headline today, a
1:27:05
little quote underneath, it talks about
1:27:07
how a black
1:27:10
Democrat is worried about
1:27:12
her sons or
1:27:15
her, his son's safety. Whereas
1:27:19
the white Republicans are
1:27:21
concerned about the burdens of
1:27:24
, uh , the
1:27:26
police. And
1:27:30
that was how they spun it. Right.
1:27:32
But I think that's somewhat accurate, right? So this
1:27:34
idea of safety, wellbeing
1:27:37
, life livelihood, life versus
1:27:39
bird. Yeah. Think
1:27:44
about safety. Can
1:27:46
I, can I live versus
1:27:50
what's placed upon me as I live . Yeah
1:27:53
. The fact that,
1:27:56
and , uh , I've
1:28:01
had numerous discussions with
1:28:04
our friend Donald about this, the
1:28:06
idea that , uh, there are
1:28:08
a group , there is a profession that
1:28:11
typically can retire
1:28:14
at 50 or 55, whatever
1:28:17
they just, with a pension , um,
1:28:23
that has given the ability to
1:28:25
make split second decisions
1:28:27
that can result in loss of life
1:28:29
and are given the benefit of the doubt of
1:28:31
those decisions. Right.
1:28:35
Um , yet
1:28:39
have not been given an increased
1:28:41
level of accountability is problematic.
1:28:45
So we need
1:28:47
to look structurally
1:28:51
or systematically. If that that's
1:28:54
what I don't believe is happening
1:28:57
enough. Um,
1:29:01
the idea that someone can say
1:29:05
I was in fear
1:29:07
of my life, or
1:29:09
, uh, and
1:29:13
so I decided to neutralize a threat
1:29:16
when you're in a job that's inherently
1:29:20
dangerous. Right,
1:29:22
right. Uh , those
1:29:26
are part of the risks of the job. Now, in
1:29:29
order to do that again, we
1:29:32
provide both the ability
1:29:34
to retire at an earlier age
1:29:36
with full pension. And I don't have any problems
1:29:39
with that, but there's , something's got to give at
1:29:41
some point, right. Um,
1:29:49
because you can't have it all and
1:29:52
have it every which way. Right.
1:29:56
So we need to , um,
1:29:59
increase the level of training. Right.
1:30:03
We need to, or we need to increase
1:30:05
the level of consequences, or
1:30:08
something's got to
1:30:10
give for
1:30:13
police again, to be given. This
1:30:15
aid is incredibly high.
1:30:19
I mean, the ability is a whole life in your
1:30:21
hand. Right. But
1:30:24
then to say, well
1:30:26
, I was in fear of my life, right. The
1:30:28
reason that we can't, or
1:30:30
that is so hard to
1:30:34
convict a police
1:30:36
officer is because,
1:30:39
right. We've got to convince them beyond a
1:30:41
reasonable doubt, but
1:30:43
yet they are already given the benefit
1:30:46
of the doubt. Right. Police
1:30:49
officer shoots someone. Well,
1:30:53
we automatically think that person must have been committing
1:30:55
a crime. Right. But
1:30:58
then we've got, I mean , the standard is beyond
1:31:00
a reasonable doubt. Well, how do you do that?
1:31:03
When you've already said placed in
1:31:05
people's minds , right. Through our culture
1:31:07
that , um, they,
1:31:12
they, this is what police officers do,
1:31:15
right. This is what they should, they should neutralize
1:31:17
the threat. Right. So it it's, we've
1:31:20
got to, we got to make some real
1:31:22
systemic changes
1:31:25
around what's going on with policing
1:31:29
and as that's good stuff , uh,
1:31:32
let , let me , let me also,
1:31:35
because this is Donald's point, you're not able to be here with
1:31:37
us. Right. But he says
1:31:39
, um, and I think
1:31:41
it's a valid point when we
1:31:43
say that
1:31:46
a police officer is allowed
1:31:49
to shoot an unarmed person. Right.
1:31:54
And not be convicted.
1:31:58
Now they have usurped , not
1:32:00
just the life and
1:32:02
the rights of the person that was, that
1:32:04
was killed. We've
1:32:06
used , served the constitution, right?
1:32:09
Because the constitution says that
1:32:12
you get the right to a jury
1:32:14
trial, right. If
1:32:18
I'm dead, I no longer
1:32:20
get the right to the jury trial.
1:32:23
Now, of course, if that person
1:32:25
poses an imminent threat, right.
1:32:28
Well, there may be reason to
1:32:31
neutralize the threat, particularly in my mind,
1:32:33
if they pose a threat to
1:32:36
other people civilians,
1:32:39
right. Who don't have the ability
1:32:41
like police officers to
1:32:44
go and , and to we'll
1:32:47
make life or death decisions and
1:32:49
get the benefit of the doubt and who are not trained.
1:32:51
Right. So if you need to save
1:32:54
, um, to
1:32:56
, to neutralize the threat, so this, this person does
1:32:58
not kill an innocent bystander.
1:33:02
I can understand that, but
1:33:04
to say my life was in jeopardy.
1:33:07
So I needed to neutralize the threat. Well,
1:33:10
again, yes,
1:33:13
everybody wants to make it home,
1:33:15
you know, alive, but
1:33:17
should that be a
1:33:20
reasonable request or
1:33:22
an assumption in such an inherently
1:33:25
dangerous position
1:33:27
when that's one of the risks of the
1:33:29
position again. And I
1:33:31
think you're right, because the stunt
1:33:34
guy ain't don't change
1:33:36
the risk because I mean, they
1:33:39
may pay him more because he's
1:33:42
, uh , uh, you know,
1:33:45
a stunt double whatnot, but the
1:33:47
job is a job. If you're going to do it,
1:33:49
it comes with what it comes with. Now,
1:33:52
if you say, man, I need more pay. I
1:33:54
need a better pension, which is what they do
1:33:56
for police officers. Because if you retiring at 50
1:33:58
and 55, you're doing pretty good.
1:34:02
Yeah. We're , you're , we're about 14
1:34:04
years away, right. Or nine or 14.
1:34:07
No . Right . Working . Yeah . But
1:34:09
that's not happening. Yeah. Yeah.
1:34:12
So, you know, but Steve,
1:34:16
Stephen G. Butler , thank you so much for
1:34:18
, um, your time , uh,
1:34:21
your energy, your talent, bro.
1:34:23
You really should write this
1:34:26
up, do something. Well, you know what I mean?
1:34:28
That was why me, you and Donald was bringing us
1:34:30
together. We needed to write that article.
1:34:33
And maybe, maybe that comes out of the conversation.
1:34:36
Right. Let's do it For
1:34:40
sure, man. Thank you. Stephen G. Butler foot
1:34:42
, man of your time,
1:34:44
your talent, your treasure. And
1:34:46
man, I hope this conversation
1:34:56
[inaudible] .
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