It took nearly two decades but I finally accepted my sexual abuse. I finally see myself as a male sexual abuse survivor Everyone has their own path to healing. We are all empowered by different passions and I am now empowered to share my story. Yes, I am telling my story to educated others while also sharing insights about the experience of living with an abusive past. But, this journey is also for me. This is about stepping into the light and moving forward. I am tired of being stuck and I am tired of being weighed down by the anchor my abuser tied to me all those years ago. I am ready to live. I am ready for adventures. I am ready to finally be present in my life. This is all about me seeking me. There are so many books and podcasts from many powerful survivors. There are educational and therapy based podcasts aimed at helping abuse victims and their families. I am just one guy telling his story hoping to make space in this necessary conversation by sharing my journey towards finally finding myself.