Writing your thoughts and bumping into them months later could make you feel a certain type of way. When you pen your thoughts down and have any reason to read them months after, you either see how well you've grown or areas you need to even become better on. Statements like "did I even have sense when I was writing this😂" can even come up in some instances but all in all, there'll be evidence of growth. Write your thoughts down. Your growth is important and essential. As little as it might seem, it goes a long way in the long run.