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Josh: And I carried it last time, Bob: you know, you know what I don't know about carrying it,
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but I felt like the last episode you probably had the most space.
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Yeah. Yeah. And it felt good to be did it, but then you just burst it right
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then just that it felt good.
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It felt right until you just opened your mouth and just blew it
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Bob. Josh, do you know what I wish I knew what
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Josh: I wish I knew how to pick a podcast partner 12 years ago.
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Oh Bob: yeah. Is that, is this the, is this the reflection episode,
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Josh, where we reflect back? Yeah, I guess, so maybe, maybe sort of get a little bit misty-eyed
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about mistakes that we've made. What do you think?
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Yeah. All right. So tell me, tell me more about that.
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Josh: Oh, you more about that? Well, number one, we should have done a couple of trial
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episodes and understood the word. Count the word.
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That was there. Um, I probably would have practiced more in learning how to interject myself
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into a soliloquy that was happening.
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Yeah, big word. And I think if I knew those, if I was able to tackle that, I think we wouldn't
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have landed where we are, where it's a surprise when people hear Josh's name,
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they're like, oh, it's a metal cast with Bob: Bob. And Josh.
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Exactly. And Josh, you know, I'm just kidding.
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I just want, I've always reflected on though. What gets the value of the discourse?
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I think it's sort of the value of the IVs without a doubt.
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You know what I Josh: mean? I know, but we have this running joke we have
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Bob: to make, it's just jabbing at you. Don't accept.
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That was a jab. Fine, fine.
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Get feisty. Alright, great.
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You're laying back in your, in your banana shirt.
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That Josh: was way louder. Sorry, everybody.
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I just slapped the arm of my chair was wait,
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Bob: sorry. You know, I don't regret.
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No, I don't either. I, I don't re what do I get?
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Here's things that I wanted.
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Let's bounce the ball back and forth. So what do you have so many casters?
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This, the theme of this episode is I wish we knew.
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I wish I, I wish I knew this back then, whatever this is.
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So Josh: go ahead. When I first started hiring, I was a computer science only person.
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I had zero. Creativity or outside of the box thinking and who would be a good
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developer if your resume didn't have computer science on it discard.
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And over the years, some of the more higher performing successful just teams I
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liked or made up of a majority of people.
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That either didn't go to school or had a degree in something wildly
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different than computer science.
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So over the years I've learned that through just like stepping
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in things and moving roles.
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And now there's a team of people that I didn't hire and
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I didn't look at their resumes. I just like, wow, you're really good.
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And then it comes up later like, oh, holy crap.
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So you've wow. That's amazing. So there were so many people that I.
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Could have added to the products we built to improving my career throughout the
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way that I just shut out like a dumb, Bob: well in diversity.
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Right? And I'm not, there's, there's academic diversity, but there's
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all kinds of aspects to diversity.
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And I was doing the same. I mean, it wasn't intentional.
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It was sort of naive or it was, you know, sometimes you, you just, that's all, you
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know, but, I used to be like, not just university, but specific universities.
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I remember when I moved down here, we identified a shortlist for our recruiters.
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Like Clemson was an engineering university, Georgia tech, Virginia tech.
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So we were, we, it wasn't just.
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It was computer science from these universities.
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And I did some of that up north too when I was in Connecticut.
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when did I change? Probably at Bellin.
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How after a few years down here now in my defense, we were doing hard and bad.
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So embedded systems development. So, so having an engineering background probably harder to pick up, it's hard.
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You don't pick that up, you know, in a bootcamp at a community college
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or something, but still I just left.
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I left all kinds of great people. Oh on the, just, I, I let the, I pass them by and, and I got it.
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It's not even just that it's the results that I got.
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We were very predictable in our results in those teams.
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Right. I mean, they weren't bad teams, but just not a lot of variation,
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not, not a lot of ideation, not a lot of creativity outside of the.
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In those teams. So yeah, I reflect that as well.
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I'm trying to think of, I wish I'd known how hard agile is to get.
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Right, right.
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I don't think it had changed anything. Well, no, I don't, I don't know what it would have changed something, but
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I just wish I had known early on.
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I think in the early days of my agile career, I looked at it as like a
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method and it was the history, like a unified process and things like
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that, like wrap the rational unified process and other SDLC came along
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and they were processed definitions. And I wish I would have known how culturally.
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Key and how organizationally key agile success was like,
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like right from the get-go. I did not get it.
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I probably wasted. I'm not wasted, but I probably spent, you know, the first four or five,
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maybe even up to eight years thinking agile was a process thing mostly.
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Right. I do. I disrupted some roles, for example, like project management roles or testers in,
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in development teams and things like that.
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But I didn't, I didn't get it. I wish I would've gotten it sooner.
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I think it was. I think it would have increased the success of some of those early adoptions.
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And I was a part of, yeah, I, I,
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Josh: I've been down a similar path where I spun my wheels a lot
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and I was very stubborn about, and it's like, this is going to work.
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And I just tried to make it work by the process, not the culture.
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And I learned through mistakes. Yeah. I needed to get better at addressing the culture from the top down and
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get all of the leaders on board and helping lead it before it was actually
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going to work because it was just like, oh yeah, Josh and the devs are
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doing this agile thing, but the rest of the company, it was very waterfall.
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And so that put a really low ceiling on the success that we can have.
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And I, you know, and I. Terra data is perfect example, like you saw how that was going to end.
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You had more experience, you were like, yes, this is not going to work I'm out.
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And I hung around for a couple of years, at least just banging my head
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against that wall, trying to turn into something that it just wasn't going to be.
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Bob: That's the other thing I wish I wish I would have been more courageous.
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I mean, again, I had kids growing up, so, so there was real world.
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Reasons, but like with the great resignation now
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people are boldly going out.
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You hear about more courage now, right.
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I'm not doing what I want to do. I'm going to pivot.
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Right. You talk about that sometimes like startups and things like that.
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I've got limited time. I wish I would have had more courage early on to take, to take more risks.
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Maybe it's confidence or courage or something to do that.
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I Josh: agree completely. And I think part of that is the culture that we were brought up.
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And like, I, I realized the drivers that led to me choosing my career path
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and it was very tied to the area that I grew up in the norms around that.
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And so as I've learned that, and as I moved into Raleigh, like I started
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working with the city and you know, here in Raleigh, success is usually
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defined as you go to one of the big three schools, you get a job and, you know,
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you know, you bounce around a little bit and that's fine, but like you do that.
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There's not enough support for failure.
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We're encouraging people to try different things.
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You know, that's not the norm here, whereas in some other parts
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of the country that's encouraged. Yeah.
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So that's a thing that I've always tried to work on here is encouraging that more
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often because there were societal norms that I allowed to hold me back, but I
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wish I would have like shed those sooner. Bob: You mentioned something earlier, you didn't say it this
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way, but like sudden costs thinking. So I've been watching this, rich Chariton has a video.
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He's the Menlo innovations CEO.
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And he talks about one of the major factors in slowing you down or
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fear or whatever is you get stuck on what, you know, like trying new
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things, because you're stuck with what you, what you've sunk into it.
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And I I'm very some costs.
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influenced, right. I've always been, it goes back to my background.
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I'm very conservative, you know, farm conservative, you know, you're
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going to, you're going to beat it. You're going to beat it into submission rather than right.
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Rather than just move and not get stuck in things.
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So I wish I would have let go.
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There's not a specific sunk cost example.
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I could mind for them, but it's being.
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Being less sensitive to that.
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Right. Being, yeah, it's a factor, but being very lightweight with some costs,
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I think that would have changed the trajectory of my trajectory of some of
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the, the companies that I was a part of, if not getting stuck in that thing.
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Yeah. Okay. So I won't hit the Josh: pause button for all the listeners out there.
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If you haven't been thinking about the things we've been
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talking about and evaluating.
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How you're doing with those rewind and start over, make sure you're,
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you're listening to these are, these are stories of mistakes that we made,
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but we are going to do with them. Can you look at, oh, I do that same thing.
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I like Bob. I do the exact same thing. And then how do you start to drive change?
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So don't passively listen, actively, listen here.
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The next thing for me is I wish I had.
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More training with firing people than I did with hiring people.
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The amount of effort that I put in personally and other people put into
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helping me hire the right people, just absolutely dwarfed the training.
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I basically got no training for how to let someone go.
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And the first few I fumbled. A complete doofus and I look back and I feel terrible because I
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just mishandled it with someone's life and all of those things.
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And I did it poorly. So I've really invested in myself in trying to get better at that because
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you're not going to get everything right. You're not going to get every hire.
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Perfect. Bob: I agree.
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I mean, I remember going, what was the name?
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Wavetec Wando and Goldman was a telecommunications instrument
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company here in the triangle.
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There was a big tea. There's a lot of peripheral telecom companies and they were
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one of them like test instruments. And I worked there for awhile and the HR, I w I went to HR to try to put someone
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on a performance improvement plan. And, and the director of HR, didn't have a thing like that.
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So literally like the HR team didn't know how to fire somebody.
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And, and so I had to help. So I had some experience, but it's like indicative.
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It's not just you it's, it's like, that's not, I would call a skill or a competency
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that that's lacking in most organizations.
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And. Right. Like doing it with humanity, doing it with equity, doing it with patience, doing
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it with clear clarity of communication.
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Right. You know, just doggedly doing it, putting in the effort to do that.
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Just like you would in recruiting. Right. That's another missing a missing thing.
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What for me. do you have I'm thinking, do you have another one?
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Could you throw another one out? Josh: I've clearly made a lot more mistakes than Bob.
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It's not mistakes. Bob: I wish I would
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Josh: know in the yard time. One of the things where I have stubbed my toe the most in my career has
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been, I would interview for a roles.
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I would get accepted. About the leaders, they were selling exactly what I was buying
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and I was fired up and no one knows this better than my wife.
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Right. Cause she's been along all those rides and the number of times that I was
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disappointed as time progressed and that person wasn't really what I thought they
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were coming out of the hiring process.
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And that led me to leave. So I've worked really hard and the past five or six years.
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To learn how to interview the leaders at accompany, to understand who they
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really are and be more confident about the choices that I make.
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Okay. Bob: I hear that I do a lot of coaching now.
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You know that I do the leadership workshops and things, but I
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try to help the community. It's probably not probably it's the number one thing I hear is people making
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mistakes and they're making repeated mistakes going into the wrong company.
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And it's, it's a pervasive problem because it's really hard.
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It's actually, I think, quite challenging for anyone to interview for the culture,
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to cut through the bullshit, to cut through the facade and get to the real
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essence of a company like the glass store of a company or something like that.
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Then I think the one regret I have, and I still have it.
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I'm still working on it. I'm working on a blog post about.
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Is my humility and I think I'm too, and don't don't please don't
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harass me about it, but I I'm too.
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I'm too humble. And part of it is, imposter syndrome and it's been, it's been a problem for me from
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my youth, like growing up, I've never.
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I've never been ultra confident or ultra cocky or anything like that.
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And I wish I would have, I wish I would've seen my value even to this day.
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You know, when I, you know, you've talked to me about you
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don't, you don't charge enough. A guy was talking to me the other day, you know, I have this pattern
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sometimes of excusing my experience right on webinars and things like that.
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And, and he was like, he shook me and is like, you know, you don't
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undermine what you have to offer. Right.
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It devalues your experience. You have a lot of experience.
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And so I wish I would have stopped that shit earlier.
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I really, and I'm still.
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Going into that. But I, I think that's that undermine the trajectory of my career.
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I think you broke professionally as an employee, but also, outside as
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a consultant and things like that. And I'm not saying I should be cocky, but I think a lot of people are too humble.
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They're too. They're letting their imposter syndrome.
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affect them. Yeah. And, and seeing yourself, giving yourself a fair break, really sort of seeing
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yourself the way you are looking in the mirror effectively in a balanced way.
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You're Josh: Bob Bob: effin, Galen. And I don't feel like that.
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I know. Right. I Josh: honestly, everyone else does.
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Bob: And everyone else does, and I don't feel that way.
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And, and, actually being vulnerable now, that's, I've, that's hurting me.
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It's hurting me in many ways.
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And, and I just, and I'll never, I'll never be cocky.
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Right. Who's a cocky guy in, Craig Lara. The less guy is relatively cocky.
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Yeah. So I will never be a Craig alarm and or someone like that,
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but I, you need to step it up.
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You, you really need to like, look yourself in the mirror and
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accept yourself for like your strengths and things like that.
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The other weird thing about it, Josh is I'm good at I'm good at, I think
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I'm good at, giving, giving you. Yeah.
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See, I, I just can't, but I, I do that with you, right?
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Like I give you a mirror and I'll, if I'm talking to you, I will coach up your
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strengths, but I won't do it to myself.
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So I'll get, I'll show a mirror to other people, but I won't.
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So that's something I wish I not only knew it was self aware of it and I think I've
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been self-aware, but it's it's is really working hard to, to rebalance myself.
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Josh: You know, given last episode, I, as a friend would
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say, give therapy a try, right?
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Like if you think it was shaped by upbringing, like most things like
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this are, it might be helpful for you to work through that with an expert.
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And that might uncover the thing that then helps you.
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Push forward, you know? Cause I, you know, I can tell you I've I've been investing a lot there.
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Yeah. And it helps.
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So Bob: that's actually coaching has helped me in that I've I've because I'm in
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these coaching programs, I've connected to one-on-one coaches and the coaching
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has helped actually the coaching has, but therapy would equally probably.
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It's the same thing. It's that reflection. Right.
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And the other thing is doing something about it, right?
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Most people, you know, it's not just reflecting on it.
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Surfacing at board is your action plan. Like what are the small little things you can do to start
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shifting your frame for that? What else do I wish?
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I wish I would've known that management.
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I wish I had known that I was good at management.
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So it's going to be like a twofer, but I wish I would've known how hard it was.
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Like how challenged it's, it's almost, I wish I would've known
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the dichotomy of leadership, which is it's freaking hard to walk.
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We talk in the medic cast all about walking your talk.
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I don't think people under. Walking, your talk is fricking challenging right under, under, and
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you're not perfect, but you're, you're doing it under all circumstances.
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You walk your talk. I walk my talk.
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That's fricking hard. It's just challenging.
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It requires courage. It's it's whatever.
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But then it's worthwhile. I wish I had known how worthwhile it was, but how tough it was.
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I don't know. I might've changed the trajectory of my leadership career if I didn't know.
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Yeah. It's, it's almost like the humility thing.
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I don't know what I would have become, but, I may have gone into consulting
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earlier or something and skipped I, so, you know, we talk, you think.
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You know, like a Teradata, I cut out early, but there, there was a
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company where I was like, shrugging my forehead against the wall for 10 years.
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Do you know what I'm saying? Right. I could have cut that coulda got had until like three or four and saved
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myself a lot of like, you know, brain damage or something along the way.
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What do you got? Similar Josh: along the way and like almost the opposite of.
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Of where you're coming from in that I was overly confident that
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management was going to be easy and I jumped way too early into it.
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I jumped away too early into it for a couple of reasons.
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One, I was just not ready to give up coding.
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I still loved it. And I didn't realize that to do leadership.
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Well, you had to stop the other thing and I didn't want to, so that already was.
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Not only was I not like experienced at it yet.
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I didn't want to do that. Part of the job was I wanted to keep writing code.
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So there were a ton of mistakes I made early in the game where I,
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you know, I just fumbled things. I
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Bob: think when I, if I remember you talking about your story, you had a good
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mentor, but I think you went early, right?
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You went into leadership management early.
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Yeah, yeah, yeah. And like my third job.
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Yeah. Yeah, there's no magic time, but it's, it's, it's not for the, so
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it's not for the faint of heart. It's one of the reasons why I'm getting pissed off lately
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about people slamming managers. Right.
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And I know there's tons and tons of bad leaders, bad managers in the
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planet earth, but dammit, you got to tip your hat to these people who are
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on the field of battle trying, right.
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Trying to make a difference. And folks, folks marginalized them in slam in the agile community.
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A lot of people just, just always are anti manager, right.
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It's just get rid of them and fire them. And I, they, it annoys me.
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I wish I would have known earlier how important.
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Like your, your languages your words matter how you show up matters.
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It's sort of like I thought, like in management it was, you know,
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the technical stuff or something. Like, I, I grew up as a developer or detecting to leading teams that way, but
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in soft skills, does it a disservice, but.
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I wish I had known, you know, to be careful in how you articulate
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things to be careful You know, in how people interpret it and D diverse
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communities and things like that. Our language is becoming now, nowadays it's incredibly important to be caught,
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not overly cautious, but careful, thoughtful intentional with your language.
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And I, I wasn't, I mean, it's not that I was bad, but I, I
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wasn't, I wasn't considerate of the crowd the way I should have.
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I became much more considerate of it, but there were probably probably 15
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years of leadership where I, I was, I was not really, I was hurting people.
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I was insulting people and not intending to do.
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But, but language, language matters.
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How you show up matters your body language, you know, like
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the nuance of leadership, the nuance of how you communicate.
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I think, I don't think I got that so much. She was like, here's a PowerPoint slide.
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Here's a goals. And you know, who's, here's an OKR, blah, blah, blah.
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Get it done. Go right. Like Newt Rockne kind of thing or something.
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That was my vision. That probably went back to the army.
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Oh yeah. Yeah. There's, I'm sure there was some military sort of influence there of
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how leaders like showed up there.
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but what are you guys? Josh: Yeah, I, I, I think it was spoiled in that aspect with
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the coaches I had in college. That was a key to who they were and who we were, and it was really
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kind of drilled into us, but. Along the way where I've struggled, where I did struggle.
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I don't do any more. Cause I've, I've learned my lesson was as we acquired or worked
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with, teams that were global.
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I, I didn't understand early enough that their culture is their culture
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and you cannot ask them to operate.
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Like we do on our culture. And so there were teams I had in Malaysia and China that I was trying
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to force them into working in the way we worked here in the U S and
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that's not, that's not fair to them.
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And then teams in Eastern Europe, same thing.
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Yeah. I tried to ask to work them the way that we do, and that's just not respectful.
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It's not realistic. So I, I fumbled a few things and had to learn and just.
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I accept and respect the cultures that were in place and understand that I
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needed to do a better job of tweaking, how we work with them and how we
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support them and what we ask of them, because that really was the problem.
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And everybody I worked with was doing their darndest, but it was asking them to
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jump over a mountain and it just wasn't.
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Bob: I think as you were talking, I was thinking the
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same thing in a different way. The same thing for me was, was change.
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I wish I would've known earlier that you can't change people.
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Right. You just can't right. And I thought I could write and I, and I worked hard to change it.
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I'm trying to think of when did I, when did that get through my hard head?
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Within the last five years, So I have, you know, 40 years of working
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or over 40 years twenty-five years of leadership 20 years of agile and
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only in the last five years probably have I, I mean, I S I might've said.
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But, but in my heart, like as a coach, I would go in and like, I'm Bob Galen.
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Right. I can change you. Right. so in my head, I was like, I can change it.
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Right. I just need to push the right buttons and figure out the
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right magic words or whatever.
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And I can, I can, I can make you do scrum or I can make you, right.
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If you're in Eastern Europe, I can make you love collaboration and kumbaya
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meetings with other developers and stuff. And, and it, it doesn't, it doesn't work.
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Yeah. Not directly, not in a direct way.
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And that's boy, I'll tell you the amount of like fire and brimstone and chaos.
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I created in my wake right along the way.
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And I mean, I did get, and I did affect people change.
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The problem is it wasn't sticky change?
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They, it was, they were changing. They were mirroring what was expected.
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I wasn't changing people. And you know, I think a lot of people still have that.
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I just did a calc class last week and it's one of those things that
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I talked to people about and from a leadership point of view, and
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almost everyone to a person is.
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Is asking questions, like, how do I, how do I get people to adopt scrum?
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Or how do I get people to do this? Or how do I get people to they're looking for this magical change elixir
27:30
and I burst her bubble and I'm like, you can't, and you can see this like
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overarching sadness and all the, you know, and all the faces in zoom.
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Yeah. It's like, but what do I do?
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I'm like you don't.
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Yeah. Right. And so I think, I think that's an epiphany or a transition.
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But a lot of people should have not enough. People have
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Josh: it. This can sound very flippant.
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So know that I don't intend it this way, but I was talking with a group, you
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know, a couple of weeks ago and they were working through a team that was struggling
28:06
and trying to figure out what to do.
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And just as we talk through. I kind of blurted out.
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So what we really need to do is figure out who we need to fire, right?
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Because like, there's, there's something that's not working.
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Right. And which, which piece of the puzzle is it.
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And let's identify that and that's clearly the issue.
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And then we need to replace that piece cause something's wrong with it.
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And so, you know, throwing around words like that, that's.
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Kind of heavyweight and to just say like, who do we need to fire?
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You know, like that sounds pretty jerky, but in reality, you have a
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bunch of unchangeable pieces and maybe the final piece for your puzzle
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belongs with a different puzzle. It doesn't mean it's a bad puzzle piece.
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It's just the wrong puzzle piece. And so then you have to switch it for both
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Bob: parties to be happy. Absolutely. Well, the realization that you can't change people.
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Right. They can change themselves. You can inspire them to change themselves, but I can't make someone do something.
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and I'm still working. I still have to remind myself of that.
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I've gotten so much better about that, but I wish I, I wish I would have
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maybe just, just, even for myself, the other thing with me is, you know,
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you get frustrated with yourself. It's like, I should have changed that either the other side or.
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Realizing you're not, you can't change. People is giving you the freedom to not being accountable for
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everything around you, right? Oh, I, I didn't change the culture the way it is.
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Well, no one could have changed. So culture, so it's a little freeing a little bit, right?
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It's a, it's a little, it's a little sort of treating yourself with some care.
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You have something else. Josh: Welcome to our diversity and inclusion minute where Josh is embarrassed
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because Bob is lapping him here.
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So I'm just going to zip my lip and allow
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Bob: Bob to have. So not really lapping, but a couple things, just did a calc class last week.
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And I was really, I do, like I studied the people I asked them to do pre-work
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and of 13 attendees and a captain at 12.
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So I keep it small. so it was 13 attendees and eight of them were women and I was.
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Yeah, that's exactly what I'm looking for.
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Um, and that's not totally intentional.
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I was lucky, but it's, I'm working at it and we also market absolutely
30:35
why I provide discounts and stuff. Yeah. But, you know, sometimes I look up and it's a very sort of diverse from a racial
30:42
point of view and I get very pleased. This one was, I was really any of that.
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You said it was a freaking awesome class.
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So this, you can see the diversity of leaders and, and these
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are what eight women leaders.
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So that was cool. what else?
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I picked up another mentee. So agile Alliance, I've been really pushing on the agile
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Alliance for people to join it. And, have you joined her?
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I have, I don't have a mentor. So, and then they have a program called Agilent color
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where you can go and volunteer. I have one minute.
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And he's, he's wonderful. He's in Peru.
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So just, I just like working with him, I like working with serious people.
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Right. Who you could just tell in the dialogue there, they're just yearning.
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I love to help people like that.
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Right. And then I have, I have another one signed up, that we're going to work together.
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So I've added a mentee. And then the third thing is one of the, attendees of the calc class
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is active in the Seattle women in.
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Group and she invited and I was talking about my daughter teaching the class.
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So she avoided, she invited Rhiannon and I to do like a father daughter,
31:50
ask us anything about leadership. And I think that's kinda cool, but different perspectives.
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and we're going to do that. I think in January or something like that.
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So I, I keep trying to keep trying to do things.
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Just keep the ball, moving down.
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The what's the, give me the metaphor, Josh.
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I mean the court, the field, the field, the field, keep moving, keep
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matriculating the ball, the field.
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Okay. So Josh: remember right now in your diversity inclusion, thoughts, be more like.
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Josh was playing a little catch Bob: up, move, move the ball down the field.
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Josh: If you listen to last episode, you might understand
32:30
why I've slowed down a bit, but that's going to get back on track.
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Bob: It's it's all good. But you know what, though? We have this diversity actually.
32:38
Another person, the other woman I'm coaching.
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She, and she was apologizing. I don't listen to the Medicare as much, but I listened to one and you guys
32:46
talk about diversity and it inspired me from a woman perspective cause I have
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imposter syndrome and it was really thankfully you guys talked about that.
32:54
And so. Yeah, that's wonderful.
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The fact that we're doing this right.
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I agree. So you get credit for that too, right?
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Where we don't know, like we're throwing a rock, everyone, medic casters, just
33:08
throw a rock in the pond and see what the ripples do back to the episode with that.
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It's what I do. Josh: You know, the, the funny thing that keeps bouncing around in my head
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is I feel like I should have learned. In high school with all my girlfriends that I tried to change.
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And like, it just didn't work. Like how did I walk out of high school with the relationships that I had
33:47
thinking that I could change anybody
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Bob: that's true. Even marriages and stuff.
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Right? Yeah. People get. I mean, my w you know, if we have tongue-in-cheek Diane still, I'm
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like, honey, you ain't going to jail.
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Yeah. I'm pretty, I'm pretty solid where I'm at right now.
34:06
but we, we try, I was gonna S I was gonna say something about, like, I wish
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I would've known how the frameworks, how bad the frameworks can be.
34:23
I mean, I've discovered that over time, but it would have
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changed how I did things. If I, if I would've went scrum, when I first got exposed it, I
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mean, I've been doing scrum for a long time, you know, 20 plus years.
34:37
So I've influenced people. It's not just I've been doing it.
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I've done it in companies. I've done it with my teams.
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I've done it as a co you know, I've done it to lots of organizations.
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I wish I would've known how unimportant.
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Some aspects of it are. And, and, and, you know, don't get caught up on it.
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And it's the same thing with Kanban.
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And it's the same thing with all of the scaling frameworks, just every
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framework, dev ops, all of the fricking frameworks and, and mindset things.
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I wish I would've known how little they mattered, how much
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mindset mattered, still matters.
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Right. Principal. Mindset getting to the essence of something.
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And, and I w I wish that could have changed how I was operating externally.
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I don't know if it would have changed how my writing is or something.
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I mean, the people were still there's brick walls out there, and I still
35:34
throw stuff in brick walls all the time. Right.
35:36
So I don't know if it would have changed the world or change.
35:39
My writing or anything like that. But certainly for me personally, I think it would've, it would've
35:46
gotten me on, on essence. You know what I hope I'm making sense.
35:49
Like, like it's walk, getting to the essence of something is important.
35:54
And I, you know, I F and I fought, I fought for things too much fought, but
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argued things that just don't matter. Right?
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Yep. It's just, don't, I've done the same. I've done.
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Does it matter? I'm trying to think of what else.
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I want to squeeze. I want to squeeze as much juice for.
36:11
Okay. Well, I will Josh: reiterate while you work
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Bob: on that juice. Yes. Jeez.
36:18
What's wrong with us? Medic casters, weird to such a team.
36:21
Aren't we, we just play off of each other.
36:24
So, so Josh: elegantly, yeah. Elegantly that's us elegantly for a member.
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Don't just passively. Listen to what we're talking about.
36:33
Find the one thing in here that you.
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I didn't know, you wish you knew and evaluate where you're at and maybe, maybe
36:43
there's still time, you know, and you can, you can save it and you can make
36:47
a difference sooner rather than later. And that will set you off in whatever direction you want to go.
36:52
So please take the time
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Bob: to do that. My final wish I think is I wish I would've known Josh Anderson earlier.
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I agree. Josh: I should've moved here sooner. Bob: Yeah.
37:07
Or, or in general, it's it's, you know, I was joking a little bit.
37:12
That was pretty apparent. Was it? Yeah, I know it's shocking.
37:15
but in general, the community, I wish, I wish I would have, like, there's, there's
37:19
wonderful people in this community. And so if I had a wish and we've talked about this, ask for help more frequently,
37:25
or I say, you don't know, reach out to us, reach out to other people.
37:30
I wish I would have reached out sooner because I would have accelerated
37:35
in some areas I think quicker.
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Because generally, I mean, someone might say no every once in a while, but in
37:40
general, kind of, I can't I mean, I had a guy in Atlanta send me, out of the blue.
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I know. He sent me something today.
37:47
And, he had like a question he's running a workshop or something.
37:50
I sent him back a reply and I think it like helped him a lot.
37:53
That's that's I do that because it's important to me to give back.
37:57
Right. He'll do that. You'll you do that?
38:01
There was a girl. I, there was, there was a lady, a girl lady in, in Eastern Europe.
38:07
That I comment on, I forget her name, but think, I think what's Lina.
38:13
Yeah. I just love her posts.
38:15
Yeah. And I try to, I try to give her some encouragement in my
38:19
comments to her post sometimes. And I, I think you have talked to her or something, she
38:24
reached out to you for coaching. And I just, I just think doing more of that earlier.
38:30
would have made me better.
38:33
It would've made the universe better.
38:35
Yup. Yeah. I've I, I mean, I've started that in the early days of the Medicus.
38:40
We didn't do a lot. We didn't do a lot of that.
38:43
I mean, w what we asked for was feedback, give you, give
38:45
us topics and things like that. When, when have we done the pivot, like we've done a community
38:51
diversity give back pivot. It's only been in the last five or less years or something like that.
38:57
Probably less than three years or something.
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Yeah. I don't know what's happened. We've we've changed.
39:02
We've gotten older. We've seen exactly it.
39:05
We've reflected what we're saying and we've gotten feedback.
39:08
The other thing is, I think we've gotten some encouragement
39:10
by people like there's folks.
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What is that darn tool that people discord, discord.
39:17
Yes. That people have. Well, you were doing the discourse, things, getting feedback and
39:21
stuff from people for awhile. There's some,
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Josh: there's some good dialogues in there. The exciting thing that's happening in there right now.
39:28
Linked below is that there are like role specific channels
39:33
that people are talking about. It's like a scrum master discussion and product owner discussion.
39:39
Bob: I have to get on there sometimes I have just been, so I just not, it's
39:44
just another technology kicks my butt.
39:46
It just does. It just absolutely does.
39:50
And the name, you know what, by probably Josh: I've heard that if I sent it to you before.
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Bob: Yeah. If it was called, like Charlie brown, I'd probably, you know, or cotton candy.
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Oh, if it was cotton candy, I'd be all over it.
40:04
I would pay, I w you know, all right.
40:08
I did. I did. We, I think we squeezed enough juice and the casters it's reflection go
40:14
back and reflect, listen to what we've said, reflect on your own journeys
40:19
and start making some earlier pivots. Like I don't, don't get into that sunk cost crap.
40:26
Oh, I can't make a change. Right. Or I'll call or I'll put it off till next year or next speaking as me,
40:33
that turns into the next decade. Right.
40:35
And then you're, you know, it's a little, it's not late, but it's,
40:39
it's much later than the harder. It makes it much harder.
40:42
Right. So, really reflect and I wish I would have known.
40:47
The other thing is in your team. And your teams, you know, run your retro.
40:52
How about I wish I would've known what retrospective or I
40:56
wish I would have discovered. And what would we give a ton?
40:59
So it's, that's, that's start having a tsunami.
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Whoa of reflection that is, out there.
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Sounds powerful. All right. So from beautiful downtown, we're in few, quite a few quake.
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Hyphen Rena I'm Bob Galen, Bob F and Galen,
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Josh: Bob effin gala. And I'm Bob: Josh Anderson and Josh F and Anderson.
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Yeah, baby shake. Josh: Oh, we gotta reach.
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Oh, take care of y'all.
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