Hi! WellI surely wish I had something self deprecating and light hearted to say about why I lagged so hard putting anything out these last 3 weeks. The truth is I've been battling. Mostly within the boundaries of my energetic field, or whats left of it. But in truth it's probably been the most intense "facing of your demons" situation I've had all year. I've become completely adapted to the Universe somehow intervening to create conditions, like leaving me without a vehicle for the 3rd significant time this year, and giving me an OPPORTUNITY to stop, sit, listen, and work through whatever is holding me back. The theme quite clearly has been.... "LET GO." For me this has relevance in the 3 areas of my life where I have essentially given up on myself.  Where I adopted an impoverished and Worth-Less definition of myself. There are several "reasons", and I will be going into that over the next 2 episodes. One Of Our Biggest Issues I believe We Face is a lack of SELF LOVE. SELF ACCEPTANCE, FORGIVENESS, AND THE NATURE OF OUR THOUGHTS. WE NEED IT NOW MORE THAN EVER. First half of the pod I talk about some of the ideas that make up my general perspective and knowledge base. Talk about the Human Health and Well Being aspects of right now in this society. Im going to be listing  various findings in various fields of both the physical sciences and medecine. This is an area of interest Im passionate about. Near the end of part 1, I noticed myself becoming more and more preachy and almost like aggressive? About some of the things. First, I apologize, but in hearing it I began the script of what a complete fool I was and how idiot etc. That maladaptive self harming self limiting habit we all have. So Yeah. No. But I understand why I become like this and I reflect a bit in part 2.. Also, California is a wall of flames and smoke, I'm working through things regarding childhood abandonment and neglect (FUCK YES!!! Said no one ever) and of course, but more specifically in this episode I talk about ALAN WATTS. Sorry that's long?PLEASE REACH OUT AND LETS CONNECT! SEND ME FEED BACK!!! SEND ME REQUESTS FOR TOPICS!!! WANT TO COME ON THE POD? HIT ME UPPPPPPERIF YOU FEEL MOVED TO DO SO, PLEASE HELP SUPPORT THE SHOW!!!!          PATREON.COM/RAYNING. VENMO.COM/RAYNING CASHAPP-$RAYNINGLOVEIG @R_A_Y_N. STILL TRYING TO RAISE FUNDS TO RECOVER MY VEHICLE THAT HAS BEEN USED TO EXPLOIT THE FUCK OUT ⁵bnbOF A GUY WHO LIVES IN SAID VEHICLE 4 NIGHTS A WEEK AND CANT EVEN GET COVID UNEMPLOYMENT, BUT CERTAINLY CANT WORK IF MY VEHICLE IS HELD FOR A MONTH, NOR PAY TO GET IT BACK HAVING NOT WORKED. FINES AND FEES ARE ABSURD. IF I DONT HAVE $2,8000 BY TUESDAY, MY DREAM, INVESTMENT, TRANSPORRATION, MEANS OF SUPPORTING MYSELF, AND YEARS OF WORK JUST BELONGS TO SOMEONE ELSE. FOR NOTHING. Please help if possible.--- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/rayning/support