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Mosaic of China with Oscar Fuchs: Bonus Episode on ’Codependency’

Mosaic of China with Oscar Fuchs: Bonus Episode on ’Codependency’

BonusReleased Tuesday, 17th January 2023
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Mosaic of China with Oscar Fuchs: Bonus Episode on ’Codependency’

Mosaic of China with Oscar Fuchs: Bonus Episode on ’Codependency’

Mosaic of China with Oscar Fuchs: Bonus Episode on ’Codependency’

Mosaic of China with Oscar Fuchs: Bonus Episode on ’Codependency’

BonusTuesday, 17th January 2023
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0:01

[Trailer] OF: The secret's out,

0:03

we do not have a very exciting life. DN: Invite us out, people!

0:09

[Intro] OF: Welcome to

0:11

Mosaic of China, a podcast about people who are

0:14

making their mark in China. I’m your host, Oscar Fuchs.

0:19

Happy new year! We're in that strange limbo period between New Year and Chinese New Year,

0:26

where nothing really gets started properly in this part of the world.

0:30

But seeing as it's been so many weeks since the last episode - which was Episode 15 with

0:36

Dajiang - I figured I should release something new this week. In the past I've always invited another

0:43

China-based podcaster to interview me for these special mid-season bonus episodes. But this time,

0:50

I've invited none other than Denny Newell to join me behind the mic.

0:55

You hear me say his name at the end of every single episode, so now you finally get to hear

1:01

his voice. And it's about time, seeing as it was Denny who actually came up with the name 'Mosaic'

1:08

when we were brainstorming ideas behind this podcast. I have so much more to thank Denny for

1:15

all his help behind the scenes of this project, and you'll hear some of that coming right up.

1:20

I'll be back again at the end of the episode with another little announcement. But in the meantime,

1:25

I hope you enjoy the spectacle that is me and Denny trying to have a normal conversation.

1:31

[Main] OF:

1:34

Hello Denny. DN: Hello Oscar.

1:36

OF: I’ve decided that for this season's bonus episode, it's going to be a

1:42

conversation between you and me. You being my chief image designer on Mosaic of China.

1:49

You also happen to be my partner and husband. DN: Oh yeah! I’m that too,

1:53

yes. I do all of those things. OF: I really don't know how this

1:56

is going to go. Because we've been together now for 10 years, which means that we don't

2:00

really communicate in full sentences at all. It's more like grunts and other animal noises.

2:07

So let's see what kind of conversation we're gonna have. It's gonna be as much a surprise

2:11

for us as it's gonna be for anyone listening. DN: Yeah, I think it will be. I don't know how

2:16

this is going to go. It’s unrehearsed, everybody. OF: I should explain that this is happening

2:22

because of a suggestion by Max Cassidy. Hello, Max.

2:25

DN: Hello Max. Thank you… I think? OF: We were talking about what he

2:30

would want to hear, and he said “Oh, you definitely have to have a chat with Denny

2:34

at some point.” Let me, I guess first of all, introduce you to anyone listening.

2:38

DN: All right. OF: You are my

2:40

entourage. You're my entourage of one. You're my key supporter in this whole endeavour.

2:48

I look to you, because you are someone who I see as possibly the most capable person that I know.

2:55

You're just a fully functional human being. It's a revelation to me that there are people walking the

3:02

planet like you, who actually can just do things. You know, for me, I can be like that, but only in

3:09

short stints. I have phases where things are working well, and I'm in full flow. But then I

3:14

have phases where the wheels completely come off, and everything starts piling up around me. So just

3:21

to be around someone like you who is consistent, and who is reliable, it’s like living with a god.

3:27

DN: Oh wow! OF: I’m awestruck every single day. I

3:31

want to say a big thank you for just being there as a symbol of how people just get **** done.

3:37

DN: Oh well thank you. I don't know that I live up to all of

3:40

those accolades, but I'll take them. Thank you. OF: Well, apart from being the designer of the

3:47

logos of Mosaic of China… DN: Yes. OD: …What is your day job? DN: I am Director of Creative and Production

3:53

for Shanghai Disney Resort Entertainment. So my team takes care of all the live entertainment

3:58

that happens at Shanghai Disney Resort: the parades, the shows, all the seasonal events,

4:03

all the decor. So yeah, it's a pretty fun job. OF: And you are the reason we are here. You

4:08

got the job here in Disney Shanghai. We met in Hong Kong when you were at the Hong Kong park.

4:13

DN: Yes, I was Creative Director there for Entertainment, and got the call to

4:17

apply - and then ended up getting the job - to move to that same role here in Shanghai.

4:21

And I have since been promoted to this new role. OF: Thanks to you, we had a great guest in Season

4:27

01, which was Philippe Gas. DN: Yes. OF: He, at the time, was the President of the Shanghai Disney Resort. And getting him

4:35

was one of the things that really spurred the entire project along. Because when I

4:39

was first asking people to be a part of the project back then - when it didn't exist,

4:44

and they didn't quite know what they were saying “Yes” to - the fact that Philippe was on board so

4:49

soon, thanks to your introduction, really helped kickstart the entire project. So that's a bit of

4:55

a secret weapon that I had there, thanks to you. DN: Well, you know Philippe because of me. But it

5:00

was your idea - your plan for the whole podcast - that sold him on wanting to be a part of it.

5:05

So I can't take credit for that, I think the podcast - and you - should take credit for that.

5:09

OF: OK, well we have to stop being so sickeningly nice to each other.

5:14

Before we stop, I said that you are capable, but I think it's the creative side that obviously has

5:19

inspired me. You know, when you and I met, I was much more in a business realm. I was very much in

5:26

that zone. Being with you has opened up my eyes to how you can harness your own creativity, and do it

5:32

in a positive way. That's the thing about you, you are a positive person. It's something which me,

5:38

as a Brit, I am predisposed to be cynical about. You are the bright and shiny Californian, and I am

5:45

the twisted depressive Brit in the relationship. But it's something where I see the phrase ‘Putting

5:52

good energy out there’. And I see the way that what you do engenders positivity in other people.

5:59

I've only learned a fraction of that, but I will continue trying. Because it's something where I

6:06

used to see it as something which was a bit fake. And you know, that kind of toxic positivity now

6:11

that people talk about. DN: Right. OF: But for you, it's entirely genuine. So if I am at all positive these days,

6:18

it's basically thanks to you. DN: That’s not the truth. No, that's

6:22

not true at all. But thank you. OK, let's turn the tables, we’re supposed to be talking about you.

6:28

So I'll introduce you, Oscar, how about that? OF: Well, maybe what you can introduce is what

6:35

you see in terms of how I work on this project. What do you observe?

6:39

DN: Right. Well I know that when you first came up with the idea, it was really a way to continue

6:45

meeting interesting people. And I was proud of that. You came up with an idea to keep yourself

6:50

busy, and it's really become a big part of our lives. And has expanded not only your network,

6:55

but my network, and our network as a couple. You know, we've talked about friends coming

7:00

and going - especially lately in Shanghai - and the few friends that we still have in Shanghai,

7:05

are mostly because of Mosaic of China. OF: Yeah.

7:08

DN: It's really kept us afloat, and kept us as sane as we can be during some difficult times.

7:13

OF: Yeah. Yeah, I do agree with that. I think part of my worry in coming up to Shanghai - when

7:19

I first moved up here to be with you - was “How am I going to develop an identity for

7:25

myself?” You know, I didn’t just want to want to latch on to all of your friends. So yeah,

7:29

it is interesting how it has become this vehicle for me to keep in the traffic of new people. And

7:35

it's not like everyone who I interview becomes our friend. And it's not like every friend we have has

7:40

come from the show. DN: Right. OF: But it's just something which makes sure that both of us keep our eyes outwardly focused,

7:47

and not too inwardly focused. Which has been very easy to do during this last year, especially.

7:51

DN: Definitely, I do think it kept us sane in that regard, and helped us expand our

7:57

friends circle beyond where we probably would have been without it. Definitely.

8:01

OF: Yeah. DN: Well the other

8:03

thing we wanted to talk about is, you and I just got back from our first trip out of the Chinese

8:09

mainland in almost three years. Back to the States for me, and we saw some of your family as well.

8:15

So how would you describe your feelings about that trip? Like,

8:19

what does it mean to you, what was it like? OF: I mean, at the beginning it was like "What

8:24

the hell?” When we left, it was when things were very unstable down our street. And so we figured

8:30

“Ach you know what, we've waited three years for this trip. Let's not leave it to any chance, let’s

8:35

just bring the trip forward.” And we were out. DN: Right.

8:37

OF: Because things change so quickly. I mean, that probably is my answer to you.

8:41

The feeling I get from that trip now is, it's a reminder about how fast things change in China.

8:47

DN: Right. OF: Because two or three weeks into our month-long

8:51

trip, people were asking us about what it's like on the ground in China. And by that time,

8:56

we basically had to say “Well, we don’t know!” DN: Right.

8:58

OF: Because we left China, and it was still ‘zero-COVID’. And as we've been away,

9:04

it's suddenly all changed. And we're now in a situation where everything is upside-down again.

9:10

DN: Uh-huh. OF: The trip itself was, of course,

9:12

great. We overindulge, we basically overdid it. DN: Yeah.

9:16

OF: For four weeks. Now we're on a strict diet, trying to get back into our routines.

9:21

Now that we're back, it makes me think about: what is the theme of last year? Because it does

9:26

feel like the close of the year is a watershed moment in China. In the past, this bonus episode

9:33

has always had a title. DN: Uh-huh. OF: In Season 01, it was ‘Community’. That was where I was thinking:

9:39

Is Mosaic of China a community? And then last season, it was more about ‘Connectivity’.

9:44

DN: Right. OF: It’s not necessarily a community, but we’re

9:47

all ‘connected’ in some way. When I was thinking about what word would encapsulate our experience

9:52

from this first half of Season 03, I think the word that comes to mind is ‘Codependency’.

9:58

DN: Yes. OF: That’s what it's been like personally,

10:02

where - in our hardest moments - you were focused on certain things that you could do to help,

10:08

I was focused on other things, and there was this symbiotic relationship which you can call

10:12

‘codependency’. DN: Right. OF: If you look at the word itself, it's not a good thing. Because we should really be more

10:19

independent. But we were thrust into this kind of codependency. And if I expand that,

10:24

that's kind of how it has felt with this rump of international people who are left

10:30

from these times here in China. We have been through a lot these last 2.5-3 years. And I

10:38

do feel that we have this kind of codependency together. Where we're reliant on each other.

10:44

DN: And we made it through together. OF: We made it through together;

10:46

we all have similar stories. That in itself is kind of nice. And now that

10:52

things are going to open up, it's completely perverse but part of me is going to miss that.

10:57

DN: Yes. OF: It is bizarre, because we've been

11:00

wanting China to open up, it's been the dream. And at the same time now we're going to get people

11:05

coming in? To ‘our China’? It's such a weird feeling, which I hope is just in this very moment.

11:12

DN: I think it is. OF: Right? When people do start coming,

11:15

and then there is more of this intermingling of visitors and locals, then it'll be like "Oh,

11:21

no this is a joyous thing.” But right now I think we are so institutionalised in this codependency.

11:28

DN: Mmm. OF: That’s why I think this word is the

11:31

title of this bonus episode, it’s the feeling that we have all been through. And it is not a good

11:36

thing. There are things that we can reflect on, in a positive way. But opening up is a good thing.

11:41

DN: Yes. OF: Well maybe I should

11:44

just bounce that question right back to you. You know, you asked me at the beginning of this,

11:48

how would I describe my feelings about this month-long trip we took? What about you?

11:53

DN: Well I think we hadn't been able to leave for so long beforehand,

12:00

we really wanted to build up a time where we missed coming back to Shanghai to our home.

12:05

OF: Yeah. DN: And I do think we did that. I think

12:08

we were ready. And we really wanted to get back to our home and our life, and my job here. We were

12:13

just… we were ready. And that was a good feeling. OF: Yeah.

12:16

DN: To miss Shanghai. And to want to come back to it. And - it’ll be the ‘new norm’, but - coming

12:22

back to a Shanghai that's open again, as it was before all of the issues we had coming into it.

12:29

OF: Yeah. Totally. You're absolutely right, yeah. And you know, without leaving you can't get that

12:34

feeling. That's the point, right? I mean, you talked about coming back to our routines,

12:38

that's a good segue for me to ask you about your input into this project. How would you describe

12:45

how you and I work together on Mosaic of China? DN: Well, I guess I'm your graphic designer,

12:51

you're my boss. OF: Heh heh. DN: I have to please you. But I do think part of the reason I liked the name ‘Mosaic’ is it offered

12:57

something visual to latch onto, and we landed on these hexagon tiles as the theme. It's obviously

13:04

evolved, we now have a new cartoonish picture of you that I did. You know, it's an outlet for me.

13:09

I am definitely not a professional designer, but I do dabble in it. And it's forced me to hone my

13:15

skills in that. I've actually taken some online classes to get a little better. So I enjoy it.

13:20

It gives me something to do while I'm sitting on the couch watching TV with you over the weekend.

13:24

OF: Yes, the secret's out, we do not have a very exciting life.

13:29

DN: Invite us out, people! OF: Yes!

13:32

DN: We’ll come out… maybe. OF: We will come out, sometimes.

13:37

I should say, you know, we didn't really explain your job at Disney that well. Your background,

13:41

in terms of creativity, is dance. DN: Yes. Yeah, I started as a dancer

13:45

at Disney many, many, many years ago. And my background is not in design or art.

13:51

It was always a hobby. And now I get to kind of stretch that ‘talent’, I guess.

13:54

OF: Oooh! DN: Oh I said “talent!” Eurgh. But let's turn the table back to you. Can you describe to me a little bit how the process

14:02

for Mosaic of China has changed coming into the third season, and going onto the fourth season?

14:07

OF: The video part is entirely new. DN: And the transcripts.

14:12

OF: Well the transcripts are not new, the transcripts I started last season already. But…

14:17

DN: Putting them on the video though… OF: Exactly. I mean, this is the thing with the

14:21

videos, I had all the elements already. Because I had all of the images that I got from the guest,

14:26

I had a video platform, and I had the transcript. So all I had to do was to put them all together,

14:34

which is what I've done. It's a new skillset to make videos rather than just the audio,

14:40

so that's been fun for me. And it has also allowed me to edit down those videos to make these little

14:47

short video versions of each episode, which are just like four or five minutes long. And

14:51

people who perhaps haven't heard the entire episode will maybe watch this mini version of

14:57

the podcast. And I've attracted more people to the main podcast through that process,

15:02

which I didn't realise that I was going to do. So I'm just adding more and more onto this podcast.

15:08

It really is now a full-time job. DN: Right.

15:12

OF: Which is good in a way, because that's why I started this project. It was to keep

15:17

me away from mischief. But when do I stop? So the process has evolved,

15:23

I get more and more obsessive, more and more into it. Is that necessarily a good thing?

15:27

I don't know. But it's still fun for now. DN: As long as it's fun. And you seem to get

15:32

faster at doing it. But you do keep adding more. And with that in mind, what’s coming up next?

15:39

OF: I've been on a student visa all this time, which has been great. And

15:43

a shout-out to a past guest, Chang Chihyun: he was my professor. I graduated now with

15:48

my Masters of Modern Chinese Studies. With graduation, I basically had to find a job.

15:53

DN: Yay! OF: So the biggest change is,

15:55

now I'm on a work visa. I'm working with a friend of mine 刘健 [Liú Jiàn] in his company ‘Hand in

16:00

Hand.’ So now that will be part of my activities here in China, which is very different to before.

16:06

Also the month away has spurred me into wanting more of that. You and I met in Hong

16:11

Kong. At that time I had my own company, and I was jet-setting around the world,

16:15

and then you and I would do trips together, and then I would go for my own trips. I really want

16:19

to go back into that lifestyle again, and maybe sniff around for some new projects.

16:24

Not at the expense of Mosaic of China. But I do want to expand back into my other identities.

16:30

DN: Right. You're in Asia 20 years or so, right? OF: Yeah, coming up to 20 years. Places like

16:36

Singapore, where I was six years. Or Japan, where I first lived in Asia, all those years

16:41

ago. What that means is, nothing will change with Mosaic of China, in terms of the content. What I

16:47

think will change will be the release schedule. Because that's what keeps me so busy: editing

16:53

down many hours of audio; trying to get all of the photos together; put them into videos; I'm writing

17:00

up transcripts… If I was to carry on releasing episodes every week, then I would be stuck behind

17:05

my desk. And now that borders have been reopened… DN: … And you have a job…

17:09

OF: … And I have a job, that's the last thing I want to do. Or can do, honestly speaking.

17:15

DN: Right. OF: Whether it means I release the

17:18

episodes every other week, whether it's a kind of three-weeks-on/one-week-off, I don't know.

17:24

It's also the case that everyone else is going to be completely busy with this new life as well.

17:29

And they're not going to have time to listen every week either. So hopefully it will be in

17:34

line with ‘China in 2023’. You know, you and I are looking at each other going “I don't know”.

17:39

DN: Right. OF: You don't know how many work trips you’re

17:42

gonna get, you don't know to what extent your role is going to change. It's the same story with me.

17:47

What I do know is that this project means a lot to me. And I can't wait to release the second half of

17:55

Season 03. There are 15 amazing episodes coming up. I haven't yet started editing any of them,

18:01

so I don't know when I'm going to start to release them. But release them I will. I will

18:07

continue to work with you. And I look forward to also being part of the wider community of

18:15

listeners here in China. Now that we can meet freely, I am looking forward to the next event

18:20

in Shanghai and hopefully doing more across China as well. Here’s looking forward to what I hope

18:26

will be a great year ahead. DN: Thank you, Oscar.

18:29

[Outro] OF:

18:31

Thanks very much again to Denny for giving up some of the time on Sunday which he could

18:36

otherwise have spent sitting next to me on the couch watching TV. And thanks to you of course

18:42

once again for listening. I try not to look too often at the statistics behind who is listening,

18:48

and on what platform. But seeing as it was the beginning of the year, I tallied everything up

18:54

and I’m super proud to announce that we’ve just surpassed 250,000 downloads. Around

19:02

60% of that number now comes from people listening to the version uploaded in China,

19:07

around 30% listen to the international version, and the remaining 10% is shared between the

19:14

PREMIUM versions of the show and the various video versions that I mentioned in my chat with Denny.

19:21

Altogether that’s a quarter of a million downloads over the three-year lifespan of this project.

19:27

It was around the midway point of Season 01 when life in China suddenly and unexpectedly changed

19:34

with the outbreak of COVID-19. So there’s a kind of neat symmetry that it’s at the

19:39

midway point of Season 03 that we’re seeing China suddenly and unexpectedly change back again. But

19:46

one thing that won’t change is my gratitude to you for being there all the way through.

19:51

I’ll be taking some more time off over Chinese New Year, so I wish you all 新年快乐 [xīnnián kuàilè]

19:56

and 恭喜发财 [gōngxǐ fācái], and I’ll see you again here for the second half of Season 03.

20:01

[Easter Egg] OF:

20:12

Was that OK with you? DN: Well I guess we'll find

20:15

out in the edit. OF: Yep.

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