This podcast is about my story. My name is Nathan and I have been for the past eight years in a relationship with someone that I loved and looked up to and needed until I started to notice something wasn't right something was very wrong I was losing weight I wasn't eating I was severely depressed and I was in desperate need of this person or well the person that I thought she was. I'm going to share with you for the first time some of the darkest most emotional years of my life and hopefully I can help others see the signs in red flags of mental abuse in long distance relationships or close.