I'll never be 20 again. Not Today Arya is going to be like an audio journal for my older self. I'll try baring my life in a way that my small wins, happy tales, sob stories would spin together as a larger story. So that on days I feel like I've not done enough, Not Today Arya will give me heart. My older self will thank the Arya of now for having done this. The people who ever hear this, I only got to say, 'thank you' for hearing me out.