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I'm Oprah Winfrey. Welcome to SuperSoul
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Conversations, The podcast. I
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believe that one of the most valuable gifts you
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can give yourself is
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time. Taking time
1:15
to be more fully present. Your
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journey to become more inspired and
1:20
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who knows me knows, the principle of
1:52
intention that I learned from Gary
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change the way I approach everything.
1:58
In fact, I talk about the importance
2:00
of intention so much that people often recite
2:02
my own words back to me. Just
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hearing, intention rules
2:08
every outcome makes me
2:10
want to stand up and cheer. The
2:13
lesson I learned from my conversations with
2:15
Gary may sound simple, but
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it is the universal truth
2:20
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energy we put out
2:26
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the energy we get
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you want more love in your life, set
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your intention to be
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more loving. If you seek
2:39
kindness, focus your energy
2:42
on empathy and compassion,
2:45
Conversely, if you wonder why
2:47
there's so many angry people in your life,
2:50
look no further than the resentment
2:53
you hold. In your own heart.
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Anyone who's on the path of a spiritual awakening
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needs to know that it's
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sometimes difficult. It's
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challenging when you declare. I
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wanna grow. I wanna be better
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than I've known myself to be. But
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I don't see the opportunity to craft our
3:15
own lives as a burden. I
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see it as one of the gifts of
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being a lie. For so
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many years, I suffered from what
3:24
I call a disease to please.
3:26
I worried that if I ever said no
3:29
to something, were gonna think I wasn't nice
3:31
or they might think was selfish and ask,
3:33
why wouldn't you do that for me? The
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power of intention cured
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me of that. I stopped
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listening to that little voice in my head
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that was trying to convince me of what other
3:45
people thought. I made the
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shift to listen to the
3:49
truth of who I really
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was telling me what
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I really wanted. This
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shift can happen for you too. Before
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you agree to do anything that might add even
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the smallest amount of stress to your life,
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ask yourself, what
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is my truest intention?
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What's the real reason I'm doing
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this? Give yourself
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time to let the answer
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resound within you when the
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intention is right
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First, Gary Zukov.
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Now you know the most exciting chapter
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to me and see this all.
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What's that? It is the principal boy, which I rule
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my company. And at the principal by which
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I rule every action in my life.
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And that is intention.
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Yes. Yes. Intention.
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That's at the heart of it. That's at the heart of creating
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authentic
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power. Yes. Intention.
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To the point where I now people make jokes about
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it. I mean, everybody I've said it so
6:24
often. You know, when I first learned about
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intention from you. And
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this is what everybody needs to know who's on
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the path of spiritually opening
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yourself up, awakening is
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that it's difficult. It's challenging when
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you say I wanna grow. I want to
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be better than I have known
6:41
myself to be. So I used to have the disease
6:44
to please. intention
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cured
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me. An intention is a quality
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of consciousness that you bring to,
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a deed or
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words. It's an energy.
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So it's a quality of conscious. Got
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it. It's your reason for speaking.
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So the real motivation is the
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one that creates consequences.
7:04
For example, when someone says I want
7:06
a bigger home, it could be because
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I want to impress the neighbors, or
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it could be because we've adopted
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four children. And I wanna
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give them more space. Mhmm. So
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it's the y beneath the
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y. Mhmm.
7:20
The y
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beneath the y. The y. You you might say
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that the first intention, like, I wanna
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get another job so that I can have more
7:27
money. This could be called an out
7:29
tension. Mhmm. Because it's really what you
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wanna do to change
7:33
things in the world. But your intention
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is the bedrock bottom
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This is it, real intention. I
7:42
want to support my wife. She
7:44
needs some support now. I wanna send
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my children to college. I
7:48
want to have room for my newly
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adopted
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children. And what you're saying here is
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that the consciousness or
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energy behind the motivation is
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going to determine the effect
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that occurs precisely. Precisely.
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So powerful and profound.
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And now, Joel Osteen, I
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heard a sermon that you preached probably
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two thousand twelve on the power of
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I am. And that
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sermon literally changed
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how I spoke power
8:22
into my own life. So I think
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remember telling you this story. I was shooting the butler.
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I had heard that sermon. I was
8:29
so exhausted. I was like, trying.
8:31
We've been shooting and shooting and shooting and
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I remembered hearing that
8:36
term and your voice came into my head that
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whatever follows I
8:41
am will
8:43
determine what your experience
8:45
will be. Yeah. Yeah. And so
8:48
I literally thought, okay, I'm gonna just try that
8:50
because I was how long is it all started? And
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I started saying, I am
8:56
getting my second win. Yeah. I
8:58
am going to feel so much
9:00
better by midnight I'm
9:02
gonna wanna shoot all night. I
9:04
am. And I'm telling you I started
9:06
to feel differently, and I couldn't
9:09
believe that it that it happened so
9:10
quickly. I know. It's an incredible principle.
9:13
I don't think we realized that, you know,
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like you said, what follows that I am, we're inviting
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into our life. You say I am
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you know, tired. I am frustrated.
9:23
I am lonely. I think you're inviting more of
9:25
that in that. So the principal is to turn it
9:27
around, invite what you want into your life. Okay.
9:29
So this is it. Whatever follows
9:32
I am will eventually
9:34
find you. Those are your exact words in the
9:36
sermon. Think a lot of times we wanna say, I feel,
9:39
you know what I am lonely, I am tired, and
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I think there's a there's a balance to it. And don't
9:43
think you're denying the facts. Otherwise, hey, well,
9:45
I'm just hiding my head in the sand. It's not so
9:48
much that. It's just not magnifying the negative.
9:50
And like I talked about in the book that I am a masterpiece.
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I am fearfully and wonderfully made. I
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am strong. I am talented. I
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think that is speaking to the core of what
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God's put in each one of us that he has equipped
10:02
us. He's empowered us. We have what we need
10:04
to fulfill our destiny, but I do think that
10:06
we have to bring it out. And you can't bring it
10:08
out being against yourself. A lot
10:10
of people, they may not say it out loud
10:12
as
10:13
much. But in their mind, it's I am not
10:15
that talented, and I'm not as smart as my
10:17
sister and Just all the negative I ams.
10:19
And I think that keeps us from our desk So
10:21
we've heard that phrase speaking truth to power.
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It feels like when you understand
10:26
that whatever follows I
10:29
am is going to eventually find
10:31
you that if you start speaking
10:34
all the positive aspects
10:36
of yourself. I am secure. I
10:38
am valuable. I am approved. I
10:40
am determined. I am generous. Whatever
10:43
that is for you. When you start
10:45
allowing what
10:47
you want to be your truth, even if it isn't
10:50
at this moment, you begin to
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speak truth the truth of I
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am to the power of what can
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be. I just love that.
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Don't you? Now let's listen to
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David Brooks. I love it in the
11:02
book where you talk
11:03
about, we should rank our loves and
11:05
highs and lows. Tell me what that does.
11:07
That's a concept from this great Philotian
11:09
Augustine. And he said, what is sin?
11:12
Mhmm. And so when we use
11:14
the word sin now, we only use the word in the context
11:16
of fatning desserts. But in
11:18
Traditional morality, it's a sense that we have something
11:20
broken. And don't like the word sin
11:23
when it's meant to suggest we're dark and depraved
11:25
inside. But he had a beautiful formulation.
11:28
He said, we sin when we have our loves out of
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order.
11:31
And when
11:31
he went by Good. This is good. Slow this down a
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little bit. That's good. Alright.
11:35
Send when we have our loves out of
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order. Yes.
11:38
So we all love a lot of things. We love
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family.
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We love money. We love a little affectionate status.
11:44
Truth. And we all know that some loves are higher.
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We know that our love of family is higher than
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our love of money or our love of truth should be
11:51
higher than our love of money. And if we're lying
11:53
to get money, we're putting our loves
11:55
out of order. And so sometimes
11:57
we just, by some nature, we get them out of
11:59
order. So for example, if a friend tells
12:01
you a secret, and you blab it
12:03
at a dinner party, you're putting your
12:06
love of popularity above your love of friendship.
12:08
And we know that's wrong. That's the wrong order.
12:11
And so it's useful just to sit down and
12:13
say, what do I love? What are things I really love?
12:15
And in what order do I love them?
12:17
Am I spending time? So I'm spending time
12:20
on my highest love or am I spending time
12:22
on lower love?
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Such a good lesson and reminder. Next
12:26
is, Bernae Brown.
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What does it mean then? To
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dare greatly. To me,
12:32
it means the courage to be
12:34
vulnerable. It means to
12:37
show up and be seen, to ask
12:39
for what you need, to talk about how
12:41
you're feeling, to have the hard conversations.
12:43
When we asked people in the research,
12:46
you know, what is vulnerability to you?
12:48
Mhmm. Most people think vulnerability is weak.
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Right. And you know what? After reading,
12:52
Darren Gregley, what I realized for of all
12:54
is I live in the space of vulnerability. And
12:56
that is what has made me so successful. Is
12:59
my vulnerability with the audience?
13:02
And I think that vulnerability
13:05
is sort of the cornerstone of
13:08
confidence. I think it's
13:10
the cornerstone because I believe that.
13:12
Because unless you can
13:14
allow yourself to take the
13:16
risk, to be and to live as a
13:19
whole hearted person. When you can do
13:21
that, you recognize that you're really just like
13:23
everybody else, and that gives you
13:25
the confidence to be yourself. Which is
13:27
all you really need in life is to be
13:29
more of yourself.
13:30
And I do believe coming from Romeabili's
13:33
weakness when we ask people, what is vulnerability?
13:35
And they said things to us like, the
13:38
first date after my divorce -- Mhmm. --
13:41
trying to get pregnant after my third miscarriage.
13:44
Sitting with my wife who has stage four breast cancer,
13:47
making plans for our young children. You
13:49
know, the biggest examples that came up from the
13:51
research was picking
13:53
up the phone and making a call to someone
13:55
who's just had a great loss. Ugh. Yes.
13:58
And I thought about that in my own life. Like, you know,
14:00
there's the phone.
14:01
I walk up to it and I'm like, what am I gonna
14:03
say?
14:04
What am I
14:04
gonna say? That's what everybody hears. It's gonna
14:06
make it better. Yeah. There's nothing I can say except
14:08
I'm here. I'm hurting with you. You're not alone. But
14:10
you know when I'll call in an
14:11
hour. Mhmm. And then I come back an hour,
14:13
I'm like, oh, man, it's dinner time. I'm a baker
14:15
casserole.
14:16
I'm a baker casserole. All done that.
14:18
Right. Yeah. And then what
14:21
happens when an hour turns into a day,
14:23
it turns into a
14:24
week, and then it's a month later, and you run into that
14:26
friend at grocery store. Well, you
14:28
know what?
14:29
What have called? Just to show up. That's all people
14:31
want. It's just to if it's for you to show
14:33
up and say, don't know what to
14:34
say, but I'm here. I
14:35
can't fix
14:36
this. Yeah.
14:36
But I'll walk through the pain
14:37
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Absolutely. But
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then what is the feeling that we get when we
14:42
make the call and we hang up? To
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me, that feeling is when I'm aligned
14:46
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Sum up kid. I marched
17:04
into the kitchen where
17:06
my husband was getting our two toddlers
17:09
to either cereal and made
17:11
my big enunciation, I'm
17:13
going to be a writer. And I
17:15
was getting in touch with that creative
17:18
desire inside of me. And
17:20
I began to understand that was going
17:22
home. I was going to write because that had been
17:24
an innate desiring me
17:26
as a child. You find this
17:28
little light in yourself. And then, of
17:30
course, you lose it and you have to refine it and you lose
17:32
it. I mean, that's part of finding
17:34
our place of belonging -- Yeah. -- that I
17:36
walked in.
17:37
And for you, it was writing? It was writing,
17:40
of course. And when I
17:42
made this announcement in the kitchen, you know.
17:44
My husband said, oh,
17:46
that's that's great and continued
17:48
to get them to
17:50
eat their cereal. And that was it.
17:52
So I didn't know anything about
17:54
writing. I called it.
17:56
So you hadn't been writing all along. You hadn't
17:58
been writing little things.
17:59
No. I kept a journal from time to
18:02
time. That was something I had done as a
18:04
child. When I was a little girl,
18:06
I used write little stories and newspapers
18:09
and all kinds of things. But
18:11
until I was thirty, I
18:13
really had not pursued it. I had walked
18:15
away from
18:16
it. Were you afraid to
18:18
make that announcement? And did you think by making
18:21
such an announcement, such a pro
18:23
announcement, that that would then propel
18:25
you into doing it actually. I think
18:27
it does help -- Yeah. -- when we make
18:30
that kind of statement. It's an enunciation
18:32
to ourselves to
18:35
the powers that be -- Mhmm. -- to the divine.
18:38
This is my intention. So I think
18:40
it helps to say our intention
18:42
out loud And then the moment I said
18:44
it, of course, I thought, what do
18:46
I know about this? It is a great absurdity,
18:49
but everybody needs a great
18:50
absurdity, at least one of them. Right?
18:52
Devon,
18:54
Franklin. So
18:56
one of the things that you say that really
18:58
struck me is that
19:00
if we look at our life as a movie
19:03
and god as the director --
19:05
Yes. -- of our movie -- Yeah. --
19:07
then we use our faith to
19:09
help propel us forward and trusting in the
19:11
director. Yeah. Correct? Yes. Okay. Absolutely.
19:14
Because what I realized is that sometimes
19:16
we in the most difficult times in our
19:19
story, we begin to lose faith.
19:21
Okay.
19:21
Listen listen to what
19:22
you said. Okay. I love this part. The
19:25
trouble is is that when you are characterized
19:27
story, when you are immersed
19:29
in it, you can't see how things will progress
19:31
in the future that you lack
19:34
perspective. It's tough to lose the job
19:36
you love, shrug and say, oh, well, God
19:38
is obviously putting me in a position for something
19:40
better. To happen in a few weeks. That's normally
19:42
not what we
19:43
do. We go Oh, lord. It's all over.
19:45
Oh, over. Why did this happen to me?
19:47
Okay? becomes very easy
19:49
to assume that things will always be the way they
19:51
are today. Here's what I love. The
19:53
truth is you and I are in control
19:56
of only two things. How
19:59
we prepare, get this everybody. We're in control
20:01
of only two things. How we prepare --
20:03
Mhmm. -- for what might happen and how
20:06
we respond to what
20:08
just happened. The moment when things
20:10
actually do happen belongs
20:13
to
20:13
God. Amen. Brilliant. No.
20:15
Brilliant. It's true. It's true because what
20:17
happens is the moments when things happen
20:19
in our life, we don't control. In a moment,
20:22
life can change for the better or what in the moment
20:24
may seem for the worse. Yeah. So our job
20:26
is to prepare to
20:27
read. For only two things. That's right. Prepare
20:30
for what might happen. That's right. And then
20:32
how we respond
20:33
what has happened? Because so many times, what keeps
20:35
us in that valley of depression that keeps us in that valley
20:38
of frustration is our response to
20:40
a moment. And not recognizing that
20:42
it is exactly that. It's a moment. It's one
20:44
scene of your movie.
20:45
Yeah. You know, what makes a great movie are
20:48
scenes that are put together of great conflict.
20:50
Okay. The key is remembering your
20:53
story. Mhmm. The spiritual career
20:55
journey parallels the steps involved
20:57
in bringing movie from the initial idea
20:59
to theatrical release. Yes. If you start with the colonel
21:02
committee, a process known as development and
21:04
production You say in the book is that development
21:06
begins when you have the first
21:09
vision of what you can
21:10
be. Exactly. You can't
21:12
write a movie. Unless you know what
21:14
the movie is supposed to be about. That's what
21:16
development is. Sometimes we get so frustrated in
21:18
our lives, but we have to go back and say, wait a minute. Do
21:21
I understand what the big idea of my
21:23
life is supposed to be? If my life was a
21:25
story, then I have to know the point of my story.
21:27
And sometimes what happens when we start developing
21:30
a movie, the producers may have one vision
21:32
of what the movie is supposed to be, and the studio
21:34
has another version. And then the movie becomes
21:36
nothing. Because there's not clarity
21:38
of idea. So with our life, we have
21:40
to have clarity of what we're supposed to do.
21:42
What do we believe we're called to do in
21:45
this life And then that way, it gives our whole
21:47
development process more
21:48
shade. I am getting goosebumps right now.
21:50
You know why? Why? Because I know that
21:53
the way that landed with me and the way I heard
21:56
it, that anybody who's hearing you, also
21:58
can hear that, can feel the kernel
22:00
of. If you are not in
22:03
control of the development of your
22:05
life or aware that your
22:07
life needs developing and
22:10
are just waking up every morning, going
22:12
to a job, going through the motions,
22:15
getting your paycheck, then you
22:18
are really, it's I always say it's sort of
22:20
like being the Walking Dead -- Yeah. -- that you're not
22:22
in control. You're not helping
22:25
to co create your life. With the ultimate
22:27
creator.
22:27
You have to define success and I define success
22:30
as peace. Me too.
22:32
You're my kind of guy.
22:35
Amy Purdy.
22:37
I was born a daydreamer. So
22:40
I think daydreaming just
22:43
turned into visualizing -- Yeah.
22:45
-- especially when I understood the power of
22:47
it Mhmm. -- in my worst moments,
22:49
in my darkest moments, is when I've
22:52
done my most visualizing. And
22:55
even being here today with you
22:58
was part of that vision. And when
23:01
I lost my legs, one of
23:03
the toughest periods was when I stood
23:05
up in my legs for the first time because
23:07
they were so painful. And they were
23:09
so confining that I
23:12
thought, how am I ever going to live
23:14
this life of my dreams? How am I ever going
23:16
to travel the world? How am I ever going to snowboard
23:18
again? And that day, this
23:20
was the first day I'd stood up in my legs. I
23:22
was so emotionally and physically broken that
23:24
I crawled into bed and I didn't get out for
23:26
a good fifteen hours. I just laid
23:28
in bed, completely exhausted, could
23:30
not wrap my head around the fact that this is
23:33
my life, and I have to navigate my life
23:35
with these like, hunks of hardware
23:37
as my legs that barely
23:39
move, that are so uncomfortable. And I'm sure
23:41
there's a part of you that you're
23:44
anticipating, okay, I'm gonna get my new legs
23:46
up to my
23:47
legs. My legs are coming. Yeah. Yeah. And
23:49
I thought these these are my
23:51
legs that I'm living in de risked of
23:53
my life. So emotionally, physically,
23:56
mentally, just broken, drained.
23:59
And it was times like
24:01
those, though, like, times where
24:03
I I think I had just hit a point where I was
24:05
so sick and tired of being
24:07
sick and tired. And I didn't allow myself to
24:09
sit in that spot too long. Just not that
24:11
type of person. I have to keep moving somehow.
24:14
So I hit this point
24:16
where I realized my legs are not coming back.
24:18
I mean, they're not coming back. And there
24:20
is nothing I can do about this situation
24:23
right now. And it was
24:25
that moment that kind
24:27
of prompted me to ask myself this
24:29
question, if my life
24:31
was a book and I was
24:34
the author, how would I want the
24:36
story to go? And I thought,
24:38
well, I don't wanna see myself as
24:41
this sad, disabled girl. I know that.
24:43
I don't want other people to see me as that either.
24:46
I thought what do I wanna see? I wanna
24:48
see myself walking
24:50
again gracefully. And I
24:52
wanted to see myself somehow
24:55
sharing, somehow helping
24:57
other people through this journey. And
24:59
I saw myself snowboarding again.
25:01
And I have visualized it so strongly
25:04
in that moment that I didn't just
25:06
see myself carving down this mountain
25:08
of powder. I could feel it.
25:11
I could feel the wind against my face. I
25:13
could feel the beat of my racing
25:15
heart. I could feel my muscles twitching.
25:18
As if it was happening in that very moment.
25:20
And I didn't know how
25:22
I was going to do
25:23
it, but I knew that I was going to do it.
25:25
That's incredible. That's incredible.
25:28
That is incredible. And now
25:30
I try to live my life with
25:33
that knowingness that if you
25:35
can see it and you can feel
25:37
it and you believe it, then it is
25:39
completely possible.
25:43
Diana and I add, SO
25:45
I STARTED THINKING MY MOM DIED AT eighty two.
25:48
DOES THAT MEAN, REALLY, I HAVE twenty two YEARS
25:50
LEFT AND MAYBE THOSE LAST TWO OR THREE OR FOUR
25:52
AREN'T GOING TO BE too vital. I don't know.
25:54
But the clock is like choking
25:56
me now, and it wasn't so much.
25:59
What did I wanna do? It was who I
26:01
wanna be. WOW. THAT'S WHAT
26:03
IT WAS. IT'S LIKE THAT, I REALLY DON'T HAVE IT IN
26:05
FRONT OF ME, BUT THERE'S A HENRY DAVID
26:07
THE ROE QUOTE THAT REALLY GRIPPED
26:09
ME HARD AND IT SAYS when you achieve
26:11
your goals in
26:12
life, it's not what that gets
26:14
you, but it's who I am.
26:16
Right.
26:17
Right. It's who I am and I and I needed
26:19
at six see. I needed to say,
26:22
forget about the ledger. Are you in the halls
26:24
of fame? Did you make some kind of money
26:26
to I don't care about that anymore. As you know,
26:28
those things as you get older -- That's right. -- bears.
26:30
That's right. Am I living the life that
26:32
I can admire? Am I gonna leave this
26:34
Earth maybe as you do leaving at a
26:36
place where it's a little more just
26:39
that it was and human rights have been
26:41
fulfilled more than that. Those are my values
26:43
and never giving up and finding
26:46
a way through your obstacles. And
26:48
finding your grit and your will, those
26:50
are what I value. And at sixty, it wasn't
26:52
about swimming. And the swim for me has never
26:54
been about swimming. And I don't think to anybody
26:56
out there, it's about swimming. It's about those
26:58
values. And I, you know what? I am that
27:00
person. Swimming or not. And I proved
27:03
it to myself, and that's why I did the swim.
27:06
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