What a slipshod affair, lately.This title should have been directed at myself, as I attempt to keep up with what I've recently built.I keep running out of time to do these episodes and the newsletter in a timely fashion.It's even harder to do on NSA Entrainment DaysI'm stumbling through my labors in a deep fog.Yeah, yeah, I know:"Excuses, Ken.Fucking nothing but excuses from you these days."I throw myself at your feet begging forgiveness, gentle reader.The real struggle has been from overexposureToo much of my ass is being spread out across too many projects, or, I should say, too many types of thinking.To build the third leg of Outsiders Journey, I've had to become a full time student.I don't leave my house to attend school. Courses are taking place right here at my computer.But it is every bit like college in workload.So, I'm failing a little but in a forward falling wayI am fighting hard to stay on schedule with content production, while trying to learn this new material and implement it within the larger show.It's just going to take me a minute to get settled back out and find my rhythm again.You guys should win, either way.But I've wandered and want to get back on track. "Walk my talk" and such.Subscribe To OJ Podcast!Sponsors:Family Network Chiropractic in Kingston, NY: The only providers of NSA Chiropractic in the Mid-Hudson ValleyMaximum Results Fitness w/ Mike Romano: Online Training with Individually Customized SupportKey Points:Only you can save yourselfFor those of you on a mission: you cannot save anyone else eitherI'm fucking overwhelmed by full time study and system creationIn searching for tools to build out the NSA part of Outsiders Journey, I discovered an entire world that's enabled me to start something separate from OJ, while using this entire new system inside OJ as wellAppearances aren't everything: We can be the same as others but not exactly the same, to where their info may not be all that useful to usI'm a Warrior Hippy, more Hippy than Warrior, although my warrior is there if I need himI used to fall into other's web of energy but it never led me where I needed it to long termOutsiders Journey is a "What The Fuck" public service!I have access to high energy but I don't live in a high energy constantI can overwhelm people with my energy and I try not to let that happenWe have to build our own templateI show people how to make use of what they already have and I highlight their hidden strengthsI used to try to help everyone I met everywhere I went. That was bad.Frequently, people don't want help or advice, they just want to feel heardMy need to help people the way I do is entirely selfish and to be used only when asked forNo one is all right or all wrong. There are useful pieces within everybody's stuffYou can climb someone elses's ladder or you can climb your ownStand for something but remain flexible in how you help people by standing for that thingEverything in your life is your fault, meaning: take responsibility for how your life plays out and it will start to play out wellLinks:Free Wellness System: A little bent? Get straight with thisThe photographer of this post's featured photo: Naassom Azevedo